#HBAS

[decayedlabs]

Swarovski Embellished Timberland Boots by Shayne Oliver (2014)

[auntymurda]

my favorite shots of mary j blige for hood by air. photographed by renell medrano. 2021.

[hannahlawle]

TRILL LIFE

[ax-ky]

[speaching]

"The blood in Jason’s veins chilled when his brain processed who was there because, no. It couldn’t be."

A quick comic page from @bluelotuswrites's most recent chapter of The Hellblazer's Apprentice

[mattatouilletkachuk]

Idk if you’re doing a birth blurb but for some reason out of all of them I could see Quinn and her having a natural birth at home. Idk why I get that vibe they would but Quinn gives off such a supportive and loving vibe and with that they’d be welcoming Ollie into the world that way. The way he says he’s always paying attention to her, he would be so attentive and help her stay calm and relaxed just showing her how much love and support he has and always will for her.

Quinn is super attentive and loving during her pregnancy and Ollie’s birth and mama 100% goes through a phase where she wants to do an at home natural birth. Quinn takes it in stride and they make a birth plan for it but Quinn thinks ‘I’ve known you since we were 6 and you’ve never been chill about anything ever so this probably isn’t going to happen’ but he never says it out loud.

This is how it goes down.

Sleep had been a thing of fiction in Quinn’s life ever since learning that he was going to be a dad. Almost all of the baby books he’s read warned him about the possible lack of sleep that expecting mothers might have to deal with. None of them had prepared him for the lack of sleep he would be facing.

He was the most anxious he had ever been. Realistically he knew that there wasn’t much to worry about. The past nine months have been nothing but smooth sailing. Every appointment had gone well, his baby boy liked to make his presence known all of the time, and on top of all of that the mother of his child (he smiled down at the woman asleep in his arms at the thought) wasn’t just handling her pregnancy well but she was glowing. She made being pregnant seem like the easiest thing in the world.

Just because everything had been calm and easy up to this point didn’t mean he wasn’t prepared for any and everything that could happen. Quinn made sure that they not only had everything prepared for when their son came into this world but he made sure to get all of the things that his girlfriend would need or possibly want for the natural at-home birth that she insisted she wanted to do. Even if Quinn didn’t actually think that she would go through with it.

It’s not that he thought that she wasn’t capable of it. She’s one of the toughest people he knew but he’s known her for nearly his entire life and with that came knowing her better than she knew herself. She would never be able to understand just how much he paid attention to her and all of the little things she did. Her interest in a natural birth, especially at home, had only popped up a few months ago after attending her first childbirth class.

Quinn didn’t argue with her, though, he knew better than that. However, he made sure that they had a backup birth plan prepared and that he was in tune with his girlfriend now more than ever.

Which is how Quinn noticed something was different the next day before she did. He didn’t know what was different, he just noticed that she was slower to do anything whereas the day previous she was waddling at the speed of light to get the house clean before giving birth, her breathing was different and she was rubbing her lower back more often than she usually did.

At first, he thought that it was the Braxton Hicks contractions that had been plaguing her for the past month. At lunch, when he saw her squeeze her eyes tightly closed and lean on the counter he suggested calling her doctor or the midwife but she waved away his concern, claiming that the Braxton Hicks contractions were simply getting worse because she was getting closer to her due date. Quinn wasn’t entirely convinced but decided to keep a closer eye on her. Throughout the day he had slowly prepared the items that the midwife said they would need for the home birth. He also brought the bag he packed for her for the hospital to the front door. Setting it to the side just in case she changed her mind.

When she had fallen asleep on his shoulder while watching a movie that evening, Quinn had decided that he was overreacting. That maybe she wasn’t in the early stages of labor that day and he was simply paranoid. It was in that brief doubt in his judgment that he decided to go out and pick up dinner for them.

He was gone for less than thirty minutes but when he walked through their door he knew immediately that things had changed. His girlfriend, who had been snoring softly on the couch when he left, was now standing at the end of the couch, hunched over and groaning in pain. Quinn wasted no time in putting the food down and rushing over to her.

He only noticed the puddle on the floor when he stepped in it. His right hand went to her lower back and the left went to his pocket to grab his phone.

“I’ll call the midwife,” he tried his best not to sound panicked but he could barely hear himself over the sound of his heart pounding in his ears. “When did your water break?”

It took her a second but when the contraction eased up she finally managed to say, “fuck this.”

“What?” Quinn looked at her confused.

She gestured broadly and then to herself as if it was supposed to make any sense to Quinn. “This. Fuck this,” she said before another groan slipped from her lips and her body started to tense again. “This is horrible. I want the drugs at the hospital. Call the doctor, call the midwife, fucking call the Pope if you need to but just get me in the car and take me to the hospital.”

“Okay,” Quinn agreed as he pressed the midwife’s phone number and grabbed the hospital bag by the door before going to his girlfriend to help her out of the apartment.

“Wait,” she said before he closed the door. “Don’t forget the McFlurry.”

[fucciwilliams]

[d10r]

HBA ss15

[off-real]

Playboi Carti

[nyc-looks]

Kendrick, 25 Gadieliz, 25

Kendrick: “I’m wearing a Thom Browne blazer, a pair of Louis Vuitton x Virgil from 2019, and the shoes are 20471120 Dinosaur boots. What inspires my style currently: my old inspirations I take from all timelines. Specifically, glam from G-Dragon, Miyavi and visual kei.”

Gadieliz: “I’m wearing a secondhand Bebe blazer, the skirt and blouse I found at a uniform store, shoes are secondhand from the 70s and the pillow bag is HBA. My inspiration comes from all sorts of places, mostly old video game characters, cartoons, and the same 5 Tumblr posts I’ve been reblogging since 2012.”

Oct 9, 2022 ∙ Seaport

[alxyax2]

Rick Owens show room

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[ax-ky]

[ajotlod]

[decayedlabs]

Hood By Air Wench Hoodie

Photo via Veblen

[castielsprostate]

what if. what if chuck did win. and what if the fight wasn't over and what if they went back in for one more round and what if they just. quit. what if cas and dean just retired to a homey country ranch and what if cas got to have his garden with so many bees and what if dean got to live out his cowboy dream and what if they got to grow old together and what if they got to be happy together and what if chuck winning can only be defeated by them paving their own way and getting what they both thought they didn't deserve and saving each other. what then huh? what then