#HE IS BEAUTIFUL TO M E 😭😭😭💔💔💔

[javierduffy]

i have a friend over while i’m playing and i wanted to take a picture of kieran because he looked so cute sitting on the ground and this is the frame that we got to before she immediately went “oh ! he’s got scurvy ! ❤️” in the tone of someone who just saw the most fucked up looking (but somehow so cute because of it) cat on the planet and then went “and he’s so full of love ❤️” and i almost cried

i was also messing around with filters and she said this one made him look like one of those dogs on those ASPCA commercials where they tell you like “for just 5¢ a day, you can keep cold kieran’s out of the cold 💔💔” while in the arms of the angels plays in the background . think she wants me to die

[kiestrokes]

kie!! i’m in love with doom 🥺 [attention all others, doom at your service spoilers ahead]

i saw the kiss you were talking about, the kiss oh gosh i m e l t e d. the way she asks him to love her and he just smirks with his cute lil no and you can actually see the words fuck it flash in his mind before he goes in 🥵 ugh it was satisfying. and the kiss when she’s about to wish her loved ones forget her after she dies (ok i would have kissed her too, my heart broke for her) 🥺 oh and you know when he’s on his couch with his hand over his face and she just stares at him. and he turns to look at her directly. why was that so incredibly hot?? was it just me?? idk why but the over the top sexual stuff is never… how should i phrase this… like it’s never butterflies-inducing or heart fluttering? for me at least. for me, its the way he always holds her hand 🥺 or the way he looks at her 🥺 or the way he said she doesnt need a wish to make him fall in love with her 💔💔💔💔 and it doesn’t hurt that he’s exactly my type, an annoyingly smug brat with a questionable past and a heart of gold 🫢😘

i’m only on ep 9 and i just know this is going to end with me in a pile of tears on the floor. he keeps saying he’s gonna save her. which is possible, but what about him? what will happen to them? or her brother? what what what 😭😭😭 im scared

and the side story of jina and jooik and hyungyu!! i feel like it’s just getting started but i’ve seen enough of jina and jooik to be team jooik lol he’s adorable in a mr darcy sort of way. he seems incredibly kind and i feel like they’d be so cute together (and i mean, jina is pretty much elizabeth anyway)

ok now that i’ve rambled on and on, i shall be off 🫡 i hope you’re having a wonderful week, darling 😘💕

This man Lo, he could have anything (might contain spoilers)

Seo In Guk is so fucking adorable, like who allowed this to happen?

why is all of him incredibly hot? And not in the typical cringe “he’s so hot -flips hair-“ way, he’s hot like the darkest embers of a fire. It creeps up on you. like A+++ to the stylist's man. his attire was 🤤

YESSS the build is truly so much more fist bite worthy. it's basically romantic foreplay. the little touches, the glances, the smirks, the laughs, the teasing. give me it all. his hand holding obsession makes me fucking 🫠 tell me that’s not Min Yoongi.

Her asking to forget her loved ones hit me in my core, I’m pretty sure I cried.

-sips brown sugar latte- have you seen Tale of the Nine Tailed 👀 because their plot lines are v similar. Although I found TotNT more dramatic, in a good way. Like I actually fucking cried during that drama. A couple times.

HOMIE this side story was EVERYTHING. I want a side drama of just them. I want to see Jooik PINE for her while she dates his best friend. This side story had so much depth to it. Not just to characters thrown together so that everyone ends up dating 🙄 I adore Kang Taeoh but Lee Soohyuk steals the show with his ethereal beauty.

I also really love that “God” is a young woman in this 👏🏼

I hope you had a wonderful week too bby!

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE WEDDING!!!!!

EVERYONE LOOKS SO BEAUTIFULLLL 😭😭!! LIKE MARJAN?? EAT THAT UP DARLING!!

AAAAAHHHHHHHHH THE PERFECT SONG

And wow Judd's lapel design :OO that's AMAZING I love that <33

This place is so beautiful too <333

AWWWW Owen and Andrea walking together 🥺🥺🥺

The fact that there's only one pair of parents though 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺

One each :'(((

At least they each have that one <333

Andrea's sadness 😭😭😭😭💔💔🥺🥺 poor girl, but she's so strong <333

And I'm sure she's happy for them as well <333

AWWW a cute little flower boy :'D nephew I presume :'))?

And AAAHHHH Iris as best man/woman :'DD that's so cute and sweet stop I love them so much <33

AAAHHHHHH MUSIC SWITCH

Gosh I'm not ready 😭

But also I'M SO READY I'VE BEEN WAITING YEARS FOR THIS 🥰🥰🥰😭😭 XD

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

T H E M M M M M M M

Them walking down the aisle together hand in hand 😭😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺❤️❤️ I'm so not okay <333

Everyone looking at them :'))) they've come so far and we all deserve this so much <33

As does everyone there xdd but especially them :'))

Also the profound sadness that's still in their eyes :'(( but mixed with the happiness and all those other emotions <333 gosh <3

AWW TK's wearing a kippah :'o :'D ❤️🥰🥰

AAAAAHHHHHHHHH

Paul as officiant of course <3333 iconic

AAAAHHHHHH FULL NAMES :'DDD

It just makes it feel so official :')) and also idk if we've ever heard Carlos's middle name :'O if we have not much

Lol TK's little smile :'))))

Also Paul getting a pass to say TK's full name xD

AGH another great little smile from TK <33

AWWW AAAHHHHHHHH this is a great ceremony :'))

So beautiful <3

"May you stay out of the ICU for at least a year" LOL 💀 SLFKGHDKGJS XDD

And the specific look at TK XDD willddd 💀

Everyone laughing and nodding xD so fr

They all know it's true lol

Imagine being a plus one at that wedding xD and not knowing the context of that like o.o LOL

AAAHHHHHH self written vows time :'DDD

THE LITTLE EYEBROW RAISEEE STOPPPP

NOT THE WHEN I FIRST MET YOU 😭😭😭😭 I WILL NOT BE OKAY

OUAAGHHHHHH TRUUEEE!!!

G O S H H H

HELPED HIM SEE A WAY FORWARD AND A MAN HE DIDN'T KNOW WAS IN HIMSELF 😭😭😭😭😭!!!! GOSH I AM NOT OKAY ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Y'all I'm not okay 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔❤️ they literally saved each other :')))

The way he's like proud of himself for putting vow in there 😭🥰 :'D

AWW Carlos's little smirk at his full name :'))) STOPPPPP they're so perfect for each other

TAKE CARE OF HIS HEART 😭😭❤️❤️❤️ so not okay <3333

AAAHHHHHH okay time for Carlos now :')

AAAHHH SLFKGHDKDS "You memorized it didn't you" that's so real 😭 xD and so them :'))

HIS LITTLE SMIIIRKKK gosh 😭 and everyone's laugh :')

Y E S S S 👏👏😭😭😭😭😭

"YOU ARE THE DREAM I WOULDN'T LET MYSELF HAVE" S T O P P P P 😭😭😭😭😭💔❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

HE IS THE KEY!!!!

Y'ALL THEY LITERALLY SAVED EACH OTHER 😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔❤️❤️🥺🥺🥺🥺🥰🥰 :')))

IN FRONT OF GOD AND IN FRONT OF HIS FAMILY 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ G O O D N E S S I LOVE THAT SO MUCH

Grace boutta cry is so real and me 😭 xd

He's a miracle :'))

HIS MIRACLE!!! YESSS!!!!

Y'ALLLL THE TEEEEARS I'm not okay

Their tears I mean but mine if they actually existed :'))

I'm not gonna have a voice tomorrow from all my screeching xd

The greatest adventure :'))

AWWWW caretaker of heart again 😭😭😭😭❤️🥰🥰

And wild heart specifically :'))))

THE TEARS IN CARLOS'S EYESSSS

AWWW lol 😭😭😭😭 the sillies :')) all the little laughs <33 those little moments in this wedding are so perfect <33 :'))

Plus I would totally point that out xD and so would TK lol :'))

Also they're just perfect for each other and that shows it :')))

AAAAHHHHHHHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰

THE RINGSSS TIMEEEE

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THAT IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL RING VOW I'VE EVER HEARD 😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰

"You are made holy to me, for I do love you as my soul" I'm not okay 😭❤️

This music guys :')) I cannot <333

OUAGH

W H A T

G W Y N 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😭❤️❤️🥰💔💔💔❤️

AWWWW :')))

(this is comforting now for the end of the show. . . and I think it definitely will be at the end <3)

He will be okay 😭😭😭❤️

Iris's little fumble for the ring xDD 🥰🥰 so perfect

Also having a little dramatic music over silent scene, plus Gwyn's mini monologue, is so perfect <3333 they deserve it :')))

AAAAHHHHHHH THE SECOND RINGGGG

Y'ALL LOOK HOW HAPPY THEY ARE 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️ AND HOW PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER THEY ARE!!!!

"And now he gets to have one." ❤️❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭😭🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰👏👏 EXACTLYYY!!!

CARLOS WEARING GABRIEL'S RING 😭😭😭❤️

AAAAAHHHHHHHHH LOOK AT THEM :'DDDD

AND THEIR SILLY MOMENTS, THEIR LITTLE GRINS AAUAGHHHHH THEMMM!!!!

Y'all I am so not okay over them <333

By the internet :')) lol

MORE SILLY HAPPY LITTLE GIGGLES

AAAAAHHHHHH IT'S TIME!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THEY'RE MARRIED!!!!

ALSO YOU MAY KISS YOUR HUSBAND 😭😭😭😭 SO PERFECT AND I AM SO NOT OKAY

THOSE CHEERS ARE SO REAL AND DESERVED LOL 🥰🥰🥰

They've been through so much :'))

And everyone knows they deserve this so much <333 and are so happy for them :'))

AAAAHHHHH THAT KISS IS SO BEAUTIFUL :'DDD ❤️❤️😭❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰

[g0ttal0ve101]

Bro I had a crazy dream that made absolutely no sense 😭

So, I wasn’t exactly in it, but later on I am?? 😀…???????

But it plays out like this. Lucian is minding his own business while walking down a sidewalk and. uh. KAI KIDNAPS HIM-WITH CONSENT??????????? LUCIAN DOES NOT CARE-

Like he really comes up to Lucian and goes: 🔪 Come with me now.

And Lucian is just: Okay hot boyfriend!! 🤸‍♂️

THEN THEY GO TO S O M E O N E ‘ S HOUSE IG??? CAUSE I KNOW FOR SURE IT’S NOT LUCIAN’S BUT IDK ABOUT KAI??? Anyway though, they’re at this house and Kai…😰😰😰😰😰-

This is so sad 😕💔😭🥀⛓

…Feeds Lucian Oreos and puts him to bed all cutely. 😌-but then he leaves to go murder people and tricks Lucian to think that he’s staying by putting a pillow in his arms.

. . .

NAMENKEMWKEKWNWKMDKQMENEKW BEAUTIFUL DREAM I KNOW-

THEN I GUESS I’M AT SCHOOL??? AND I PLAY IN FRONT OF MY BAND TEACHER FOR A SOLO??? AND MESS UP??? BUT I STILL GOT THE SOLO BECAUSE THIS UGLY BITCH I HATE TRIED TO DO IT TOO BUT FAILED 😭-

HOW ARE THOSE TWO RELATED? DON’T ASK ME-

BUT I GUESS THAT WAS MY DREAM?? 😭…

[threeletterslife]

okay so I'm sobbing right now because i had a HUGE ask written for the recent chapter 11, but I'm pretty sure tumblr deleted it.... I'm going to cry

I don't know what you recieved but I'm pretty sure I sent something 😭 sorry about that

I'll just continue from where I left off because I don't have the energy to write it all again but just know I felt very much emotions and very much tears

Okay continuing from where Hana is in the medical tent and I'm crying because MY BABY HANA AJNOKOOO

"This is a safe space" — I really love y/n, I do. I love her I love her so love her (although it has just occurred to me that y/n is technically... me? I-)

HANA'S STYLE OF WRITING IS ADORABLE all the exclamation marks and speech stuff it's just so on point for her character ahhhhh I love her 😭

I love how cheerful she is but i wonder if she really is okay. Is she just pretending? Most probably, yeah, but i hope she works things out. I love hana, and i really want the best for her

That small moment with yoongi in the tent... omg my heart is beating so fucking fast 😭 the things this man does to me- he barely even said anything and I'm screaming

The darleans are 100% trying to reach y/n, I'm sure of it

Captain Yoo is PISSING ME OFF GET AWAY FROM MY MAN YOU STANKY ASS-

Major Ki is absolutely amazing, we love a queen who can take responsibility for her actions <3

NAYOON COMING BACK LETS FUCKING GO

Okay now... I have questions Taehyung's dead isn't he? I know he definitely is, considering literally circas have passed but I'm still so sad about that 😭 the darlean soldier they captured with the boxy smile... his excitement when he saw y/n and the immediate disappointment... why can't I get him out of my mind????? He's been one my mind since the last chapter and i just can't get him out of my head 😭💔

But yes I'm still crying over the dead darlarean soldier because I really wanted him and y/n to have more interactions, and also after the dream she had about him I'm just thinking about the betrayal he must have felt... God it hurts to think about

Anyway amazing chapter as always <3 my theory is the darlareans are trying to get in contact with y/n (perhaps the codes are from a worried General Jeon who wants her to come back? 👀)

The entire time i was SCREAMING at y/n to go PICK UP HER MF NECKLACE THE ONE WITH THE JEWEL YOU HAHDHDKAHDJSJAHDDH

I WAS IN TEARS JUST BEGGING PLEASE GO GET YOUR NECKLACE IT PROBABLY HAS SOMETHING TO DO WIGH THE CODE Y/N FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DONT DO THIS T O  M E

anyway amazing chapter <3 10/10, the suspense is killing me. Beautiful.

Very sorry for the ask that tumblr ate up, but hopefully that won't happen next time. Bye~

I AM CRYING

THIS IS ALL I RECEIVED FOR YOUR FIRST ASK 😭 HELP INDEED

i can't believe tumblr had the audacity to eat up part of your heartfelt ask 😭😭😭 i can't imagine how frustrated you must've felt 😭

this chapter was a wild one! it was told in the span of several circas, and a lot happened during that time span😳 summer is a time when things get a little bloody, and you really see that affect the people around the oc. it's very much emotional and tear-wrenching, especially to lose people you care about (not permanently though, thank god)

PLS YOU LOVING THE OC BUT REALIZING SHE'S TECHNICALLY YOU I'M LAUGHINGGG

but tEchnically, she can be thought of as an entirely different character!—i designed her to have her own unique personality for a reason! only your names just happen to be the same!

LOL i had to figure out a way to translate hana's personality into her writing. it's really a pity that she lost her voice, but it's nothing that she can't handle!!

PLEASEEE EVERY SINGLE SCRAP OF A YOONGI MOMENT GETS ME GOING. writing them makes me so happy because i just imagine that i'm a side character, watching him from afar LMFAO. spoiler alert there will be a HEALTHY DOSE of yoongi moments in the next chapter

your theory is very interesting indeed 👀 but no spoilers from me!!

PLEASE YOU CUSSING OUT CAPTAIN YOO HAS ME ROLLINGGGG

and yes major ki is an absolute QUEEN. we love her. we admire her

NAYOON'S COMEBACK WAS THE MOMENT I WAS WAITING FOR AS I WAS WRITING THE WHOLE CHAPTERRR

😄😄 i cannot answer your very interesting question, but keep these thoughts going! as the story progresses, you're going to have even more of them LOL. they'll all be answered in due time 🙃

THANK YOU SO MUCH AS ALWAYS FOR LEAVING SUCH A BEAUTIFUL MESSAGE (ALBEIT TUMBLR ATE LIKE HALF OF IT). I ENJOYED READING EVERY SINGLE WORD OF IT <333

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Oh noo poor lady D:

Ayy a donor!

Huh lol?

Ope xD-

OH GOSH OPE O.O Didn't realize he thought he WAS xd xD

Hmm that is a little conflicting xD

Like if he can donate lol

Oop-

IT BETTER BE ABOUT-

YES. AS DESERVED 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️!!

Sorry I just love him and I'm glad he has people who love him and therefore miss him xdd

OOPE he's not supposed to know o.o

Hmm I mean in his/normality's defense it was probably on the news lol

That's what I was thinking for a second there xD

Anyway 😭😭😭 aww honeyy :'((

About carrying sadness

That episode looks like it's gonna be wild xD

Okay, that's the last of my last thoughts, now it's time for the. . .

REVIEW

I absolutely loved this episode!!! I also hated it withy entire being, once again xdd 😭. Like last week lol. ALTHOUGH AT LEAST LAST WEEK I GOT ASHER ALIVE 😭😭💔-

Anyway xD

Rude of them to alienate me, their biggest fan, like this lol

XDD I'm joking lol but seriously ouch xdd xD

Now, quick thing. Had this earlier and then decided to leave it for the review (put it in my finishing up liveblogging after the show, at the beginning of that last scene).

Also just, serious (as if this all isn't) moment here, I wish I could do my review tonight but it's not gonna happen. Like it shouldn't xd. I wish I could do it with my emotions fresh but my plan from the beginning was to get back into some fluffy stuff after this and I need it. I really miss Asher terribly and it hurts so badly <3. But it's also kind of bringing my own grief into my head and I can't be sitting in that right now. It's a really beautiful episode and despite how many times it made me sob I really did enjoy it xd, and I'm not msd or anything, but it's still true. Obviously it isn't as raw as all this, even though that's feeding into my tears xd, but the kind of more removed and adult part of me is telling me "yeah, you're genuinely feeling this ache extra" and I need to take care of myself. Again, absolutely love the episode, it's just how it is <3.

I'm feeling a little lighter about it now and feeling closer to my original thoughts and intentions but yeah <3.

I promise I'm doing okay like genuinely, past all the show stuff. It may absolutely break my heart but when it comes down to it it's just a show. In life, I am alright <3

Nonetheless my therapist will be hearing about this 😭😭 xD.

Genuinely lol I might mention it I see her tomorrow xD.

Also, I'm going to go post that paragraph separate as well :). See you sometime in the future!

Anyways :))

Okay now it's the day of the next next episode (I was busy for the one after this one) so I'm just gonna say this episode was HEARTBREAKING but so good 😭.

I'm gonna try and come back and edit this later (yes I know I ever do but it comforts me lol)! But yeah, amazing episode, those flashbacks destroyed me.

Overall, I really enjoyed this episode! Despite how much it broke me heart lol. But everyone did really well and I'm glad we got to really sit in the grief <3. It hurt xd, but Asher deserves to have people grieving him, and narratively deserves the time taken for it. I'm glad everything turned out as okay as possible with the MCE too <3. Everyone did great :'). And I'm so glad Shaun and Charlie had a good moment!! There's some understanding there now :')).

So yeah! It was an amazing episode, and it absolutely killed me. I'm excited for the next one! This has been my review for. . .

The Good Doctor, Season 7, Episode 6: M. C. E.

It was so good! I'm a little nervous for the next episode, and sad still, but I'm so excited! I'll be back next week with my review of. . .

The Good Doctor, Season 7, Episode 7: Faith

See you then!

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Oof the poor guy Ravi xdd

Oof y'all not doin too great

This kinda is Chimney's thing though XD he's good at encouragingly degrading lol

Nah he's gonna surprise y'all

Loving Chimney's radio chatter XDD

Oope 😬

AYY he did it :D

Hmm looks the same as the others

Ahh my father has suggested that it's timed

So could be just the same baby I guess

Well slay my guy :D :))

OOP Eddie on a date o.o

SLFLGJDHKJDS You're letting each other down easy XD

NAHHHH y'all like each other don't you 😭

EDDIE NOOOO YOU HAVE BUUUCK 😭😭❤️💔

How dare you do this to me <3

Yes girllll leave 😌

Ope?

Awww a panic attack?

Yeah :')) 😭❤️

That sucks kid I'm sorry :((

Awww Maddieeee 😭😭😭😭 I love her so much <333

Uh oh he's spiralling again

AAAAHHHHHHHH AWWWWW M A D D I E 😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰

They both sound amazing :')) 😭❤️

AAAAAHH that was so sweet :'DDDD

Awww 🥰🥰🥰🥰 and everyone clapping too :'))

That was beautiful <3

SLFLGJDHFKHGKDS EDDIE XDDD

Bobby just like 👁️👄👁️

So sorry Eddie but you'll live lol

Ooh wait yeah maybe she's just a realization :D

Yay you're doing great at work lol

Proof of my reviews right now xDD

Bc they're all good at their jobs lol

Well I mean there doesn't have to be Bobby xD if he doesn't want there to be

I mena he prolly does but still

HEY what if this could be a realization for Buck :D like Eddie your realization can lead you to Buck :D please :'D

XD

SLDLGJDKHGDS Eddie my guy xDD

Lol

Ope them again!!

Ayy slay y'all

OPE he's scared o.o

Nooo my guy helping will not end well

NAH

NAHH NAH DON'T-

AGHKGKGA O O F 😬😳😬

That sucks dude I'm sorry :(

Oop Chimney's getting him! Slay :)

YESS see he can be encouraging 🥰

Yayyy they made it :D

Ope that's not good o.o :o

Hearing concerning things over here Novak xd