#HELP HELP HELP GHFJDKS

[electrozeistyking]

help

Kiko, of course, is @k1k0oftheworld

[allmothered]

“  Patrolling  the  Mojave  makes  me  almost  wish  for  a  nuclear  winter .  ”

[ravenkroftwizard]

cause mostly i’ve been sprawled on these cathedral steps while spitting out the blood and screaming ‘someone save us’

little single/CD cover i made for ‘heaven help us’ a month ago but never posted so. here it is!

[tangledstarlight]

next instalment in the ff!luke verse is gonna have SO MANY cute julie & the boys scenes i am so excited

[keatulie]

i’m sorry

sequel

???

[shepard-ram]

mafia hermitcraft brainrot go brrrrrrrrrr

bestie i am apologizing once again 511 words LMAOOO

hc's of the various members of the Alliance

XISUMA

The Hermit Alliance was led by X at first. No, he only took over the leadership of the alliance when the former leader passed away and the other members voted X to be their leader. Xisuma isnt a field guy and prefers to try talking things out before taking any kind of action. He was a chill guy and people who were to meet him would initially be scared of him what with the helmet and outfit but get to know him and hes a sweet person. This doesn't mean however that he’s a pushover. If he feels like someone is a threat to the alliance lets say that no one is able to find that person for a very long time. If X were to have an S/O he would try and keep them as far away from his work as possible. He doesn't want them to mixed up in his business and as the leader of the Alliance he has a lot of enemies that can cause harm to anyone he loves

Scar

Scar is the treasurer of the Alliance. At first people were skeptical of his position as Scar was known to be clumsy but as time went on the alliance was glad they elected Scar. He may be clumsy when it came to other matters but he was a professional when it came to his work. He made the Alliance Headquarters look stunning with lush vegetation and made a throne out of all the diamonds the Alliance had made. Aqua Town is his casino and is one of the largest casinos that is owned by an Alliance member rivaling the barge. Quite the opposite of X, Scar would definitely show off his s/o(with their consent ofc!) He would take them everywhere they have ever wanted to go, every city, every casino. Essentially sugar daddy I MEAN he spoils his s/o because they deserve it

Grian

Grian is one of the main leaders of the spies. His wings let him be as quick as the wind so he can get out of tricky situations easily and he has experience in fighting(mcc anyone?). He might be a spy leader but that doesn't mean he isn't respected. Easily one of the wealthiest Alliance members (rumors have it hes even wealthier than the Alliance themselves) he also has a casino, The Barge. Looking at it from the outside you wouldn't be able to tell that it was a casino; it looked more like a Victorian Greenhouse. But on the inside was the fanciest casino anyone would have ever seen with diamond chandeliers and oddly enough a giant fireplace. Grian would also be one to spoil his s/o. He may be a bit stingy when it comes to money. But when it came to his s/o he would pull out all the stops. If his s/o would even MENTION something that they found interesting or liked during their shopping sprees you can bet it would be immediately bought. cough cough tldr hes a simp cough cough

you can really see the bias on scar and grian ghfjdk

-👑

*bangs fists on table* PLEASE I like this more than mafia sbi because I'm biased

Xisuma can go from scary to sweet back to terrifying in a couple of minutes. There's a reason he got voted as the alliances leader, while he stays out of dirty work directly he will not hesitate to go full mama bear towards any threats to the alliance. He's protective, and you know that too. With how much he trys to keep you disconnected from the job

Scar may not look deserving of his nickname (unless you mean physically looking) but he's just as much of a cut throat business man as any of them. Aqua town is a goliath of a money maker. The beautiful headquarters he made for the alliance is a wonderful display of his contributions to their wealth. He has so much money to burn he can't help but take you anywhere he sees fit for your presence

Grian looks likes he built for investigations. With the ability to both get close to and get out of any hostile encounters while snooping around. But for the spy's leader he's one hell of a casino owner. The moment you walk into the barge you know the owner is rolling in cash. A chandelier made of diamonds is a flashy hint, but it's far from the only one. He could stop earning at any point and be set for life, getting you anything that he believes would make you smile even a little does nothing to the vaults

[fibi-draws]

Idk if you're joking about the shipping thing but Technoblade has said that shipping him with other creators is "kinda cringe". And that he doesn't want people to do that.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-7CiMIvCKo

i literally said nothing help ghfjdks i could not have said less of a thing if i tried, i gave non-answers how did we get here

[electrozeistyking]

There are five conversations happening within you at the same time and only you are aware of any of them. All we get is snippets of 2 at any given time.

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKKKKKKKKKK bfjkdl; 

i can NOT keep up five conversations, even with myself

[ofcowardiceandkings]

I'm curious now 👀 who are the real people you did drawings of for Zelda?

jfkdlskjfdks its ... such a weird assortment of people ,,

but in my defence its people who make me think of Zelda (especially of course BotW Zelda) for either general association reasons or because something about their features is tied to what i was aiming for in her, OR both :'D

for a while i kind of backed myself into a corner by having Opinions on how to Zelda and this was my ticket out lmfao , in particular that i was aiming for a middle ground between soft and striking AND because i refuse to draw a button-nose Zelda she has Nose okay ,,

i did a couple of doodles of Róisín Murphy and Florence Welch partially because i vibe wit their music but they have said features above and YEAH helpful but not defining lol

the big deals were important but also kind of wild cards lmao .... Hannah Reid (of London Grammar), Hannah Hoekstra (the actress who Aloy of HZD is based on), and Amber Marshall (one of the lead actresses in Canadian yeehaw drama Heartland dont judge me) .... they all have the soft face thing going for them, particularly Hannah H and Amber (who are easy to find images for reference of to boot), and as well as being all over LG i have a secret soft spot for the idea of Hannah R as a Zelda voice cast :'> also i adore Hannah R's profile her nose is my Zelda's nose ghfjdk

this was a weird answer im sorry but 1) drawing with references is good 2) i got so in my head about drawing Zelda and 3) ... they pretty

[potatoes-tomatoes]

2,16 & 17 for the sonic ask

Y’all were fooules if y’all thought my answers would be short and sweet. Have fun reading this gushing mess, nerrrddss.

2. How did you hear about Sonic?        

I wanted a ds lite when it came out so I could play Mario kart with my cousins, so for Christmas, I got Mario Kart and Mario and Sonic at the Olympics. I figured it was a Mario adjacent game so it counted ghfjdk. I thought the sonic characters were interesting, I've never seen them before! I immediately latched onto Blaze and Sonic as my mains. I played the Sonic music ALLL the time on the jukebox in-game, ESPECIALLY starlight zone. Sonic music blew me away with how good it was.

Anyways, it was a total coincidence how I got into Sonic.

 16. Favourite Sonic soundtrack(s)?

For sure Sonic Unleashed, I love how cinematic it can get and I love the diversity in the soundtrack. It goes from ska to jazz to rock, and it still feels like Sonic.

A close second would be Sonic CD, both versions! It’s my go to soundtrack when I need to focus since I’ve listened to them so much, haha. They’re both pop-rock, synth heavy, and TOTALLY 90s, but like, two versions of 90s music. It’s neat!

17. Favourite Sonic music track(s)?

With Me- Massive Power Remix-Sonic and the Black Knight

I love how this song fits Sonic AND Merlina. I can easily see them singing the same lines to each other. It’s sinister and cold, but ultimately they’re friends who end up fighting because of their conflicting views on death. So the lines “don’t blame for what I have become/ you know every world will come to end/ and I’ll create your final rest/ I  can taste the day/ savor night/ scream your dreams/ as you dare to fight” hit differently.  

Sonic wants life to be lived in the time that’s given, and that’s what makes it meaningful. Merlina wants to make life never-ending and believes immortality will be worth the consequences because life is precious and must be preserved. I can NOT think of a better song to fit the final battle.

It Doesn’t Matter- Sonic Adventure

Sorry ima out myself and say this version is the best. It’s slower-paced, but full of passion and is heroic yet somehow loose and rebellious. It feels like Sonic is proudly announcing what he believes. The adventure he seeks is purely for himself, and at this stage in his adventures, his moral compass isn’t fully defined. All he feels is that he must run, he needs to help others, and have the most fun while bashing badniks. It may seem reckless, but Sonic doesn’t care who’s wrong or right. He only follows his heart (luckily for us, it’s a steadfast heart of gold).

Live Life-Sonic and the Black Knight

This song is so underrated!! I absolutely adore this song. The key change at the end gets me, and the violins at the end playing the theme?? The final belt of “live life”??  Man, I can’t describe it but the song sounds like a bittersweet goodbye, a gentle urge to move on and seize tomorrow.

Spring Yard Zone- Sonic the Hedgehog

I like how punchy the bass is, how it just slidesssss. The melody is so playful and the entire track SCREAMS new jack swing. I love searching for remixes of it on youtube, my absolute favorites are

The-8-Bit-Band (incredible jazz/pop orchestra group)

SavageRegime’s rearrangement on the YM2612 (they took the punchy bass and shot it straight through my soul. I ASCEND at the glissando at the beginning)

and my boi Tee Lopes‘s 2010 remix. need I say more?

OK OK FINAL ONE

Special Stage-Sonic the Hedgehog

BUT ONLY  the piano arrangement by masterluke1986. It’s so calming, nostalgic, and sad. It makes me want to just slow down and think.

The tiny completion jingle at the end sounds so….final and quiet. Peaceful, but it leaves me longing.

It doesn't have enough views guys give it some looveeee.

[obscure-entity]

yo! your art is amazing and it inspires me to keep drawing! I have a few questions if you’re comfortable answering them. Do you use references in your art? And what are some tips that’ll help people improve?

awwh thank you!!!

i do sometimes use references if i feel like im struggling with certain shapes, but sometimes i go off of memory

while a lot of people say “just practice,” usually i INTENSELY observe everything that’s even slightly interesting to me. like, i observe patterns in cloud shapes, how tree branches and their leaves are placed, fur formations, cast shadows, your pets, a cool looking bug on your window, etc. and pretty much find a way to incorporate things into your art that you havent really noticed before. if you see something that gives you an idea like, “oh i know how i could stylize that / make that a part of my style!” then you’ve pretty much improved. i’m not saying it’s a requirement to draw realistically either, its just that being aware of more and more things gives you more room to make art that you can define as unique or interesting!

as for people who are having anatomy struggles, id also suggest decomposing images (say like... an image of a wolf) in to simple shapes like circles and rectangles to help better understand how their form works. also take note of how everything is spaced apart / proportions etc. then, the second part of that is trying to redraw that set of shapes in different poses as well as perspectives so you can put that new understanding to use!

and i dont want people to take this as “the way” to draw since im only a singular artist. its entirely interpretative! i couldve also explained some things really vaguely and i apologize for that ghfjdks- but these are just what i feel like has helped me a lot since i begun drawing illustrations and such. i could also probably make tutorials for certain things if enough people are interested!

[tangledstarlight]

Ray and Rose 💕

hm not to like. be a hypocrite given i've basically gone on about lack of canon content for other ships but um. i would die for rose and ray i love them so much and i know literally nothing about rose ghfjdk my defence for this is that they have two super amazing kids, and rose loved her family enough to kick 3 dumb ghosts out of limbo to help them get back on track for their lives. i would kill for some flashbacks of them meeting or just of them pre-sickness/death

thanks for asking! 💜

send me a pairing for ship bingo?

[fairycosmos]

i feel bitter that you get such kind, caring asks from people you dont even know. it makes me feel even more alone. im sorry.

it’s ok. i know that loneliness often breeds resentment, i’m that way myself sometimes….honestly i think it’s just the environment my blog like. it’s not something you need to take personally. i’m very active and open on here, and have been for years, so ppl respond in the same manner. it has nothing to do with me and everything to do with them being kind out of the goodness of their hearts. if you haven’t received many messages like that, it’s not because you don’t deserve them. it’s most likely due to bad timing, limited exposure or missed opportunities for connection. it’s circumstantial, rather than bc of some irreversible flaw you think u have….ik thats hard to internalize but it’s true, not everythings your fault. another thing 2 take into account is that this is just a website. i’m beyonddddd grateful for the encouraging messages and they’ve genuinely helped me push through some of my worst moments, more than my family ever has or will. but they’re also just talking to one side of me, a snapshot of me filtered through the fast paced nature of social media. thats how we all interact on here, it’s how the internet is designed. so any perceptions we have of each other have to be taken with a grain of salt. like u said they dont know me, so they’re just trying to be nice bc all they see is my mental breakdown posts lol….not bc i necessarily ‘deserve it’ more than anyone else. ultimately building real substantial bonds with people will always be the best antidote to feeling lonely, rather than seeking online validation…. but anyway if it helps i live a pretty isolated existence in general lol and this small corner of the internet shouldn’t be a standard that you hold your social life up against. if it makes you really uncomfortable you can unfollow like ghfjdks i genuinely understand and it’s not a big deal. but you should curate your dash to fit your mental health/needs above all

[dabistits]

@trans-hawks

horikoshi did the same thing with kamino arc!! gran torino jumps in and knocks dabi out cold. there's no way things would have gone like that if dabi could help against kamui woods or even all might lol

yeah, basically. dabi’s quirk is immensely powerful against several people who have to fight close-combat is basically what it amounts to

i don’t hold kamino against horikoshi much, bcs gran torino knocking him out makes sense, especially since dabi pretty much jumps to the offensive when he notices kamui woods is using. well. wood against them. it’s just smart for another hero to take notice and eliminate the most volatile member of the league (which they also did with kurogiri, and they both remain out for the rest of the fight).

tbh i don’t hold the overhaul meeting against horikoshi either, really*; he needed to move things along and he didn’t exactly murder dabi’s characterization to do it, so as far as i’m concerned it was fine to make that kind of narrative decision. i just think people read too much into it lol

*as far as plot goes, he can still hang for the transmisogyny ghfjdk

[chowtrolls]

💕💕💕💕💕

That’s five! Five facts! 

Harlow - needs a moirail. At his hospital, his nurse in charge acts as a moirail against his wishes and he doesn’t do anything about it. She’s mostly pestering him. He really needs someone soft and sweet who can help him fall asleep. 

Ryosar - god he’s a shitty kismesis ghfjdks He’s awful at it. He’s either more pale than necessary, or it’s genuine hate and he doesn’t actually care about them. That was his issue with Bruuno. 

 Ziolah- she’s! a great moirail! Would probably do best with a big stupid masculine troll who needs someone to mother them. 

Vixxie - loves lowbloods more than highbloods, and would absolutely shower any of his quads in constant affection and adoration! 

Thersa - Is somewhat apathetic but makes a great mate! She’s very sweet, loves to listen to them speak, and gives good hugs. 

[ts-akhmim]

Episode 10 | “Calm before the storm” - Amir

so jordan pines went home, and im at peace. he was acting in a way to actively be detrimental to my game, and he also was bringing this kind of toxic energy to the game that i'm very much glad to see go. i also have... never felt such fear as when jordan called me out of the blue yesterday KJHASDFJKLASLKJFAS also i kinda wanna write an apology to kendall here? i made this whole ramble at tribal about how we shouldn't make this game personal, but i've also talked about how i dont like her energy and this kind of stuff, and i just wanna apologise? i think i had mega-preconceptions of her and just because we dont always 100% click as people doesnt give me any excuse to be rude! im gonna do better, that's the mission. moving forwards, me and tj squashed our beef which is fun. apparently people think i leaked that lovelis was the vote to him which JKASDLFAS hello?! i sure did not. also i wonder who leaked to jordan that he was the vote? i kind of assume someone told tj, who told jordan? jake suggested devon which i could see. i think this round jake is going to want duncan gone, but i think i want augusto gone? i think amir is a beauty who i want around because we are winners and i also? really like amir on a personal level. and then kendall is sweet, and also i think less threatening, while i could see augusto being able to continue to wriggle through which is scary. anyway so: who i'd vote as a juror: autumn > jake > amir > devon > augusto > duncan > kendall > adam > tj ideal bootlist: augusto > duncan > tj > kendall > amir > autumn > f4: me/adam/devon/jake I LOVE Autumn with my entire soul by the way, but I also do think its becoming apparent that I... would be a complete clown to go to the end with her... but i also do not think i can vote her out, so i hope someone else does...anyway we will see hehe 

Jordan Pines really left… I’m gagged! A whole lot of buffoonery went down during the last few hours and I felt like I had to talk MULTIPLE people off a ledge when it came to flipping. Devon for whatever reason wanted to use his double vote and get out Duncan or TJ but imo, those are very easy votes and we need to save the double vote for something that packs a punch. Adam told me if we should join Jordan in his plan to vote Duncan (which Jordan never told me about so I didn’t want to make it anyway) but I told Adam that if Jordan stays, he’ll go on a revenge rampage and who would be able to stop him. Not only that, but I know Adam and Autumn are close so I told him that we need to build more allies/connections so keeping Jordan could alienate people from working with us like Autumn. Even with Kendall, she did not want to do it for most of the round but as sis had to put his foot DOWN with all these people because Jordan leaving really helps me. I feel I did good also at getting TJ to really trust me? I let him know that he could be receiving votes and that Jordan’s name was out there and we really connected on being scapegoated by the others that round which helped. It’s interesting xoxo

Amir and I were talking about being scared of making match ups for this immunity and then I was starting to think about the tribe dynamics and who might be working with who. Side 1: me, Amir, Kendall (Devon lowkey) Side 2: Autumn, Ali, Adam, Jakey (?) Loose ends: Duncan (tighter with Autumn and possibly Jakey), TJ (tighter with Devon, Kendall, and myself) Am I perfectly right? Probably not but that’s just what I’m observing tbh. I do feel good that my connections to certain individuals (Devon, Jakey, Autumn, TJ, Adam) might be pretty strong which is cute! What I see happening is that Duncan leaves this vote (which is what I really really want), Ali or Kendall next vote (Ali is THE move I want to make because he and I are playing similar and he scares me. It would only be done if me/Kendall/Amir/Devon + his extra vote make it happen. I can see Kendall leaving since there would be big Beauty numbers still in the game which I get. I don’t wanna see her leave because I adore her but in a way, maybe it’d be good for my game idk?), and after that Autumn leaving would be KEY. After that, it’d be me/Amir/Devon/Adam/TJ/Jakey I think? And I don’t feel bad about that in the slightest. I’m getting ahead of myself but I’m a Virgo Sun AND Rising, it’s what I do ghfjdksl

It’s like 1 AM and I’m bored but I’ve been in so many alliances for some reason ghfjdks OG Hathor: Bringing Sexy Back (me, Amir, Kendall, Connor), Leaning Tower of Penis that is also french (me, Amir, AJ, Connor, Kendall), Quadruple A Batteries (me, Amir, AJ, Adam), and The Soviet Oreo Cheesecakes (me, Kendall, Austin). NuThoth: Thots R Us (me, Amir, Kendall, Jakey, Scott), Beauty/Brain Sandwich (me, Amir, Devon), Sexy Procrastinators (me, Kendall, Amir, AJ), and Hehehehe (me, Amir, Kendall, Scott). Merge: dumb betches (me, Amir, Kendall), Beauty/Brain Sandwich (me, Amir, Devon), real riders (me, Amir, Devon, Autumn) Not to mention the one on one alliances I have too (me/Jakey, me/Devon, me/Amir, me/Kendall, me/Autumn [ish], me/Adam [ish], me/TJ [ish]) like I-

me after that entire round https://twitter.com/TheMemesArchive/status/1248726674440695809?s=20 I had to take a day off Skype just to process but now that I'm back? Let me just say that was a masterpiece and some of my finest work. I really orchestrated Jordan Pines' demise from start to finish without getting a vote or an idol played a round BEFORE an all flash game round. I love that he said we've been planning this for a long time and I just wanna clarify. I ALWAYS wanted Jordan Pines out, I just never thought he would play into my hand that fucking early lmaaaaooo. The tea is I just wanted Jordan or TJ to be captain because they've been sitting on their asses all game and have never had to actually work to not be targeted or god forbid earn being in a good spot. Like the winners are awake, the POC's are awake, Devon's been to 50 tribals so he's awake, Jake almost died so he's awake, and Kendall knows she's on borrowed time so she's awake. Miss Jordan and TJ however? They're just along for the ride and I'm sorry if I'm not trying to carry anyone to Final 4 just so I get 4th. But no I had no idea that me organizing the captain thing would set it all off but here we are. These boys really thought y'all- they really thought they did something by choosing the bottom half of the list and hanging me and Duncan high and dry in the process wouldn't mean the end of that alliance. Oh OF COURSE it's the end and it gave me permission to now movely free about the cabin. That Jordan vote was airtight for 21 hours, got leaked, and still worked so know that I will be coming to collect my flowers when this is all over. AND it gets better because soooo many people told on themselves leading up to that vote. Between Duncan snatching immunity from Augusto after agreeing to vote Jordan and then pressuring Devon to vote Jordan in the final minute to Jordan going ballistic on the whole cast and people wanting him out just to have peace again, I have never been prouder of my gameplay lmao. I really turned on an alliance but got the allies to piss a bunch a people off in the process, which sealed the fate of Jordan, Duncan, and eventually TJ. I pushed one whole domino y'all and it done set the course of the ENTIRE merge I'm screaming God is really that good. Like all the men losing trust amongst each other?? Ugh it's glorious. Adam mad at Duncan for lying to his face and pretending that he never wanted Adam out. Amir mad at Duncan for never telling him about that alliance in the first place. Augusto mad at Duncan for snatching immunity all over Jordan just for it to get snatched from Jordan anyway. Jordan mad at Amir, Duncan, Ali, and the whole motley crew because "they were supposed to be friends." Devon and Jakey mad and want each other out because Jakey is onto Devon and they each want TJ to themselves. And I'm over here playing Veronica Mars trying to figure out who the rat is. WHEN I SAY I CANNOT MAKE ANY OF THIS UP But if there's one thing we can all agree on is that it's time for Duncan to go lmao I am getting NO votes in the end I love it. Literally name an ally I won't kill https://twitter.com/TheMemesArchive/status/1248726674440695809?s=20

heyo so... im having a kind of upsetting realisation right now, which is that i think i'm setting myself up for a path that ends in me being a losing finalist. autumn is legit the love of my life, but rn my game is too autumn-centric, and then my information is like a one way tunnel to jake. SO i need to turn my game around, because even tho i think i can get away with my lesser game presence so far as a winner, i cant keep coasting. i think at f9 i can ramp it up, i need to use f10 to set myself up. i think adam/devon are going to be crucial to my game and my differentiation from jake. i am gonna make moves that go against his agenda, because i know i can. i have idols to force through what i want to happen, so its time i get that done. goal bootlist: duncan > augusto > tj > kendall > autumn (!!) > amir > f4: me/jake/devon/adam and i boot out whoever is the biggest jury threat

BY JOVE I HAVE DONE IT I HAVE TURNED ALL MY FEELINGS INTO MEMES!!!!!!!!! PUT LEAST TRUST WORTHY PERSON IN THE GAME? MEME HAVING TO VOTE OUT MY OLDEST TUMBLR SURVIVOR FRIEND? MEME SPILLING TO SAID TUMBLR SURVIVOR FRIEND THEY WERE GOING? MEEMEEEEEEEE PUT IN A CHAT IN ORDER TO SAVE TUMBLR SURVIVOR FRIEND AND ACTIVELY CHOOSING NOT TO SAVE HIM? MEEEEEEEEEEMMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE PERSONAL ISSUES??? MEEMEEE THAT'S RIGHT NO LONGER DO I HAVE THE CAPACITY TO CRY OR SMILE OR CRY AGAIN IT IS ALL MEMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AJKDFADFJKSFADJKSKJDSDKSFMNVNVANFKKAVNNKVN MY SANITY IS GONE AND SO IS MY FEELINGS!!!!!!!! ALL HAIL OUR DEAD SAVIOR JORDAN PINES HAILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL This confessional was brought to you by Alcohol, Alcohol giving the support your family refuses to provide for you. 

Well well well....Going from 16th place on a unanimous vote to a guaranteed spot in the final 9 feels pretty nice. I've been able to leverage my double vote as a source of trust to others, and this could be the round in which I send out Duncan from this game. So ironic that he's the one on the bottom after all this time. I feel like I'm in a strong position in this game, but I'm playing with fire: - 2 person alliance between me/Kendall - 3 person alliance between me/Amir/Augusto - 2 person alliance between me/Ali - 2 person alliance between me/Adam - 4 person alliance between me/Amir/Augusto/Autumn - 2 person alliance between me/TJ This basically leaves my options past this round to Jake or a blindside. 

oh unkie dunkie. oh unkie dunkie. everytime we play together you underestimate me, and for what. literally duncan is pulling a jordan and trying to pull in the beauties as like.. one round numbers... like did you not see with jordan that that does not work hello? the beauties have brains and can see you are just trying to pull them in for a single vote like make it make sense. so duncan is gone tonight and im at peace. and then moving forwards i want adam around for the LONG HAUL. we had a great talk today and he is so fun!! i feel bad because i lied about the idol but hopefully i'll play it in a mutually beneficial way. i think a good f3 would be me/adam/devon? so the plan is bootlist: kendall > augusto > tj > autumn (!!) > amir > f4: me/adam/devon/jake (i think?) but getting jake to vote tj will be hard. but having all three winners at f6 would be PERF for me.

ok hello confessional time, ive been trying to cut back to like 1 confessional a round to make sure i dont just ramble on and on and keep the tea as organized as possible because things switch like a dime in this game, so to start, i think last thing i mentioned was how jordan was probably going home, even though i had told him to start a campaign against duncan, which he did and then i ended up not going with it hsfkdj love my mind, the bipolar TRULY jumped out.... however hehe now that jordan is gone, and since a lot of people already wanted duncan out, that could very well be the move this round. Devon is immune which is good for him, decent for me, i did NOT want immunity this round because i had it last time and 2 in a row wouldve put a target on my back considering i still have the challenge advantage from the auction and at this point everyone knows about it, so i made a really big risk throwing this immunity because of that and also because of how the challenge was set up, where if you won a round, you have to single out 2 people to be next, which would put an unnessecary target on my back and i still am trying to recover from my dumb lie, so it's about picking and choosing your battles, and after last round where someone went home solely based on shady immunity choices, i want no part in that! I'm also ABSOLUTELY trying to get my foot in everyone's kitchens serving you rachel ray teas, so that would expose who i do and dont really trust (which is pretty much no one ahkdsf), but devon winning is ok because i think he's with me (but idk i wanna trust him/autumn but im also well aware they're both kinda running around trying to play everyone a bit, so ill keep that in mind for future rounds) and now i just have to hope im not the target this vote, but i dont think i am unless people are even better than me at being fake the only person who picked on me in the challenge was amir which he asked me beforehand and i didnt wanna win so i gave him my permission, and now that it's almost vote time, things have got a little hectic, apparently duncan is trying to go around and tell people to split the vote between the 3 beautys besides me.....BUT THEN HE'S GOING TO THE 3 BEAUTYS PROPOSING TO THEM TO VOTE WITH THEM TO TAKE OUT ME OR ALI?? Duncan, strike 1 was throwing my name out 2 rounds ago, strike 2 was lying right to my face when i asked you about it, and now this mutiny you're trying to lead is strike 3. luckily for me i stopped being petty with the beautys and we're all kinda good again at least to me, so im hoping theyre not playing me since they spilled the tea to me all individually and duncan will be the only one blindsided tonight :) (love you as a person asdfh but game wise, get outta town!) also had some calls today, apparently people are starting to see me/ali as a duo....which while i do genuinely like ali as a person and i do trust him a little more than others, that could mean trouble for me down the line so ive gotta start causing doubt with people about that somehow, also me and jake spoke for the first time on call in years and...... i wanna be able to say that went good like i was making some jokes and laughs here and there and he mentioned he was making progress on the merge idol to me which kinda caught me off guard but he says he doesnt have it so we'll see.... also he seemed a little reserved, so im either a nutjob and being paranoid for no reason, or he's still got a grudge against me and ill have to deal with that at some point. But now is not that time yet, he did confirm to me devon has told other people about his extra vote which is funny because he told me it was just me who knew and has always been saying like "our extra vote" implying it's me and him 100% in it so consider yourself CLOCKEDT on that fib sir, unless youre lying to others and telling me the truth then carry on afshdkj also everyone is kinda figuring out how autumn is in good with everyone, and while i do want to trust her, it makes me nervous how close she is to jake because if those two together come for me..... i could be oop'ing my way right to the jury ... autumn is just giving me like kim one world vibes and im not trying to be her sabrina thompson even if i can trust her. I will have to make a move against her too eventually, hopefully im just around long enough for that to happen but anywho.... hopefully duncan goes tonight, im hearing he's just been saying me to people so i play my idol WHICH AGAIN I DONT HAVE. IS THIS HOW ELIZA FELT BECAUSE I SWEAR ITS JUST A FUCKING STICK IS WHAT I HAVE AT THIS POINT ....and if anyone but duncan goes ill most likely be soon to follow

Alright, so Damage Control TJ has been doing some work. Has it been perfect? Not even close. However, I think I've made some ground. So I started by having an open conversation with Duncan/Autumn in our chat with Jordan (I already miss you being here) and then with Ali who I think all had their suspicions of me after that last tribal. Can't blame them, but I used that time to hopefully get the target away from this next round and at least get a little footing. Then, last night I had calls with Devon, Augusto, and Kendall. They all agreed that the two biggest threats in this game are Ali and Autumn, which I'm so glad people understand this. So I think I've done a decent amount to connect with those two moreso than I had before (Devon and I were always close). And then I talked to Amir today, we talked for over an hour, and I genuinely cannot believe how much on the same page that we are on. Maybe I'm just being very optimistic about the convo, but I think I have another avenue that I could easily pursue at this rate. He basically made it known that he is close to Augusto and not as much Kendall (the exact quote was "I'm being put into a trio with the other two, but I'm not close to Kendall"... so like... yeah...), but even better he suggested a group of four between me, Devon, him, and Augusto which I think makes a lot of sense. It doesn't include my closest ally of Jakey, which probably is good because it gives me a couple roads to pursue, and it allows me to go after the two people who need to go in this game between Ali and Autumn (or else they would easily be two time champs). Yes, I know Amir is a champ too, and I will do something about that a little later, but for now I think this might be a good move to work with. So after this Duncan vote, I think I can make a move against Ali/Autumn (probably Ali by the sounds of it) and have some numbers that I don't become a target. But the question lies in where these idols are and how they will affect the next round or two.

duncan is so funny thinking he is gonna pull off this 4-3-3 blindside to send me packing... like it doesn't make sense or add up KJLSADFDAS. i'm kinda getting a rush and also getting votes is very good news for me because i was one of two who hadn't got votes yet hehe.

well.. provided i live through this 4-3-3 vote i should be set to make f9!! i just want to say how much of a king amir is, i had so many preconceptions of him and im so glad i could work through them. i think i want to go to f5 with amir/adam/devon/jake... they are five people who have been straight up with me and who i feel good about having in the endgame. autumn is the literal love of my life, but from talking to adam today, its clear autumn in the endgame is like kim spradlin. legit every single person trusts her and i'd be a clown to have her at the end even tho it breaks my heart. i would like to see duncan, kendall and tj as next three boots for sure. duncan is legit trying to blindside me so he needs to go ASAP jsakdfa. next up kendall, i kinda want a beauty gone so that their group is less threatening, because if i want someone like amir in endgame, i need one of the others gone. then tj because he is a loose end to me, plus he is gonna be a jury threat i just FEEL IT in my bones. but this all relies on me getting through this vote and who knows if that is gonna happen KJSDAF

If I go tonight! It’s been fun everyone! Thanks to the hosts for having me!

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Okay quick early round confessional, I kinda am like mind jumbled right now. Ali - Autumn - Jakey Ali - Autumn - Adam Tj - Devon Me - Kendall - Augusto - (Devon??) Me - Augusto - Devon Duncan - (on his own) Everyone wants duncan out, and like even I can’t trust him. He still is being fake to my face about most game facts and alliance, but he’s someone that would go after Ali, so I don’t want him to go, but it might be better to stay the course. I love him but this is what has 2 happen and It’s another round when me kendall and Augusto survive when we weren’t even suppose to survive one. Then Kendall is still a meat shield because she will get targeted first, but I want her to stay as long as I can keep her and I’m lucky I even got to keep her this far. If duncan and Kendall are the next to go, which like I hope it’s not but this may be what happens, then at the 8 me Augusto devon, his double vote and I more person can pull a move on Ali. It’s just going to depend who people are more scared of, me or Ali

Ali is literally Going to win this game 2 idols, an idol block, adam’s loyalty, autumn’s loyalty, jakey’s loyalty, secretly a comp beast, British accent, hes so likable He has all the tools of a winner And he downplays it so hard 

I am trying so damn hard to stay alert in this game But honestly I keep feeling like Ali or autumn will strike I don’t think it’ll be this round But next round, I think I’m going to try and make a move It’s time Me Augusto devon tj and double vote or me Augusto devon kendall double vote Don’t know if I can’t trust devon and tj Well we need devon’s double vote And I need jakey to be okay with it cuz if he tips Ali off, I’m gonna go it’s risky af But like we can’t just keep letting him win so Gotta make a move I’m thinking about if it’s better to let kendall go first To help Jakey devon and tj to feel better about it and ease them into it Because Augusto can work tj, we can both work devon, and I can secretly work jakey but jakey is a control freak and might tell Ali to play the idol but I’m gonna trust him This game a is a personal prison I am in mental torment If Augusto and I do this Ali plan for the next round after duncan goes this round And it leaks, it’s over for me But people were gonna come for me anyway So we should try this round is the calm before the storm cuz everyone is doing duncan Next round W A A A A A R 

I just tried so fucking hard To get jakey on board with blindsiding Ali next round If he tells Ali to play an idol, well! Good luck Charlie (I’m Charlie) He is talking about getting everyone in the game to split the vote on me and Kendall, and then me kendal him and Augusto will vote Ali or adam. So I agreed, and went and ratted him out to adam autumn and Ali, cuz I knew they weren’t gonna agree with Duncan’s plan so it was not actually applicable, so I have no choice but keep the course, and now Ali and autumn and adam trust me more, Duncan is gonna be mad, but he played himself into a corner. He lied to me about his alliance, and has always had different motives since he asked to work with me at the start, rip king, I feel so bad cuz he’s actually a really really cool person, but he’s about to get a rude game awakening