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Theia!Juno my beloved
#Hes so traumatized oh my god#juno steel#tpp#the penumbra podcast#junoverse#tpp fanart#my art >:3#tpp season 2#junoverse fanart#juno steel fanart#hes so stupid i love him
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thoughts on dave and aradia (<>)?
day 356
BIG fan tbh. in this house we love and respect timerails
truly yall read this log and tell me theyre not cute
#day 356#year 4#dave strider#aradia megido#aradave#homestuck#she really saw this kid and was like OH YOU HAVE ISSUES WITH YOUR MORTALITY?? :D#boy do i have some relevant life experience and wisdom to impart on THAT ISSUE SPECIFICALLY#and then she just. very gently and kindly makes the subject more approachable for ghostdave#the pesterlog i linked is literally my FAVORITE aradia moment. to me it is THE character defining moment for god tier aradia#yes she is being kind of ominous and trickstery at first#but it VERY quickly becomes clear shes got genuine concern for this kid she's had very little to do with up until this point#she really wants to connect with him over their shared time aspect stuff#and she really DOES care about how he feels about everything. she wants to help and she wants to put him at ease#because she KNOWS from experience that being dead and having to cope with what that means for you is like VERY UPSETTING AND TRAUMATIC#shes not just like. 'hee hee i think death is great and awesome because im edgy'#shes like 'no dude being dead is scary if you dont have anybody to explain this shit to you. so im going to explain it-'#'-and hopefully by the end of this conversation you will have some new things to feel relief and maybe even joy and excitement about'#'not just in spite of the death thing but BECAUSE of it'#i know shes spooky and has weirdgirl swag and we all love that about her but like#at her core she is a very KIND person. she may occasionally struggle to connect to people through the Death Special Interest Haze#but she WANTS to and when she DOES she is like. a genuinely very warm and comforting presence for her friends#ANYWAY. if andrew hussie or i guess james roach now want to give me an honorary doctorate for my 12+ years of intensive aradia studies#i will be here waiting patiently
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I genuinely cannot describe how deeply DEVASTATED I am about riz being the only one who can take stress tokens for the others. Yes fig is a protector and will fight endlessly for her friends and I love that about her but there is something about the way riz loves his friends. It’s a more subtle kind of love, but just as relentless and passionate and he will take any burden for the people he cares about and bear the weight of it on his shoulders so they don’t have to deal with it without any hesitation. I am ILL.
#the way that murph immediately volunteered to take a stress token for Kristen without skipping a beat#AND THEN HE TOOK A FUCKING SECOND ONE WHEN THEY STILL ROLLED BAD#something something you will dig until your own hands are bleeding something something#god that quote still haunts me I will never stop thinking about it I swear to god#he works so hard#and he doesn’t ever ask for any recognition or anything in return because just helping is enough#making sure the people he loves are okay is enough for him#this stupid little goblin man makes me want to throw up /pos#he just cares so deeply for everyone around him#i love him so dearly#my silly little fella#dimension 20#fantasy high#d20#riz gukgak#fantasy high junior year#OH AND DONT FUCKING THINK FOR A SECOND THAT IM NOT GONNA TALKING ABOUT GORGUG MOTHERFUCKING THISTLESPRING. BECAUSE THIS BITCH /aff#he’s going to have so many stress tokens by the end of this it’s so unfunny and it is making me unwell#I just. I just want them all to be okay and happy and not stressed and GODS they all need a fucking hug#they’re all traumatized and stressed and stupid and silly and I love them all so so much#eats them#puts them in a blender#throws them into a washing machine and watches them spin around#sobs violently#I’m so ill about them#sorry for the rant#i will be back#and I will talk more I’m not actually sorry that’s mb#the tags are like a whole ass paragraph of text but that’s okay#i just think they're neat
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i have spilled so much ink about gawyn but really i only need 2 passages to explain why he is Like That
1. My blood shed before hers; my life given before hers...That was the oath he had taken when barely tall enough to peer into Elayne's cradle. ... Gareth Bryne had had to explain to him what it meant, but even then he had known he had to keep that oath if he failed at everything else in his life. (LOC prologue)
2. From Morgase, Queen of Andor, to her beloved son, Gawyn. May he be a living sword for his sister and Andor. (ACOS prologue)
like yeah, no wonder he does what he does in AMOL. people will be like "gawyn is so stupid for not thinking about the fact that his death would hurt egwene" as if he's being maliciously stupid and careless, when in fact, he has such little self-worth that he genuinely does not consider himself a valuable human being whose loss would impact anyone or anything. his life given before hers. a living sword. this has been his mindset since toddlerhood and nobody ever noticed it enough to try and counteract it. gawyn is exactly what rand would have been like at the last battle if he hadn't had a mental health intervention.
#SAD ABOUT GAWYN HOURS#god i would die if the show portrayed the oath-swearing onscreen as a flashback cold open. it is THE formative event for his character!!#gawyn trakand#wot#wot book spoilers#gawynposting#gawyn and rand really are foils in so many ways#the way they are objectified and viewed as weapons (by themselves as well as by others)#but gawyn has been raised that way since birth whereas it's a new thing for rand#so rand has childhood friends & family & memories to remind him that he IS a person. gawyn doesn't.#his own mother taught him to view himself as a sword for others' use (but she wasn't being malicious that's just what being a royal is)#and then if you look at some of gawyn's behavior it's SO similar to how rand behaves#what really struck me is during the coup when gawyn shuts down and becomes very cold and emotionless#and min and readers are like 'oh my god he's a sociopath'#but he's actually deeply traumatized and shutting off emotions as a coping mechanism as we've seen rand do COUNTLESS times#but we're in rand's head and we're not in gawyn's so we have more sympathy and understanding for rand#'how can the other characters who don't have the benefit of seeing inside rand's head misinterpret his trauma behavior as assholery?'#well
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Daan gives me this specific vibe I see so much in series where deities like, indisputable exist in that world. Where like, he wishes he could be an atheist. I feel like if so many gods didn’t all collectively decide to fuck up this one guys life in every way possible he’d love to completely ignore their existence.
#it’s also funny how he calls himself a doctor but at a point dudes just doing healing magic#I wish the old gods like understood human language n stuff just so Daan can cuss them out#f&h#f&h daan#f&h2#f&h termina#fear and hunger#fear and hunger 2#fear and hunger termina#fear and hunger Daan#funger#funger 2#funger daan#Daan von Dutch#I can just imagine Sylvian walking into the hypothetical room being like Ok two of my devotees had this bitch ass kid I already traumatized-#-him whos next? Sulfur god be like Oh Me Me I wanna kill the two most important people in his life! Then Rehr got jealous and decided to-#- fuck up even his personal identity too#they’re way to obsessed with ruining his life tbh
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”we need more morally ambiguous characters!”
you guys can’t even handle gon freeccs
#sorry. went on youtube again.#people have got to stop calling him a psychopath#first of all I’m taking that term away from people. stop using it like that.#second of all. he isn’t one.#he’s not even that morally ambiguous I’m ???????#are you looking at his whole character and the morals of the world he lives in or are you just looking#at his lowest moment when he was like. clearly traumatized?#sorry. complaining again. it’s just baffling how he can be so wildly misinterpreted#when the narrator literally spells out what’s going on a lot of the time#‘damn gon got so mad here! he’s full of hate and rage!’#‘yeah he is. and you get that a large part of it is that he’s mad at himself right? that he hates himself. right?’#‘he just wants revenge against pitou’#:/#storyrambles#‘gon doesn’t care if people die so long as it’s not his friends’ oh my god yes he does.#where are you even getting that from#‘he’s incomprehensible and that’s what makes him terrifying’ no. no he makes perfect sense. he’s scary because he’s innocent.#sigh. sorry again. May delete after. I don’t actually like complaining
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sorry I thought about suguru, satoru, and shoko again so I’m gonna be inconsolable for the next 3-5 business days
#and it’s Friday baby so we’re not recovering for a while#THEY WERE KIDS!!! OH MY GOD THEY WERE KIDS AND THEY GOT THREE YEARS TOGETHER#AND THEN A DECADE OF MOURNING SOMEONE WHO WASNT DEAD YET AND THEN HE WAS DEAD AND NOW HIS CORPSE IS A PUPPET#anyway#THEY WERE KIDS TOGETHER AND DID SILLY FUN THINGS between all the horrible traumatizing stuff#geto suguru#gojo saturo#ieiri shoko#sashisu#jujutsu kaisen#jjk
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he's so small he can't even fit into the panel.................. bgjsdkkkisnonlindjbkssj<nbkl<<fdkljfdyyyyfd
#a SON#this is a BABY BOY#he is so small and barely traumatized. oh my god. im so weak#this reread was such a bad idea oh hhhh h my goooo d d d d d#noragami liveblog
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Shin and Midori are almost the only characters in yttd that have a whole scene dedicated to them messing with someone’s PTSD
It’s a really good parallel and shows just how messed up Shin’s actions were and how he ended up acting more like Midori even after he stopped trying to. The only person that went as far as Shin did was an actual cultist serial killer and one of the people responsible for the death game happening in the first place
It also highlights their differences because of how and why they do what they do. Shin does it because he thinks he’s justified, and it’s also an impulsive decision made right after Kanna is killed. He’s not there to laugh at Sara when she finds the Joe AI, we don’t even know how he feels about the whole thing after the fact (I don’t think giving Sara amnesia was an intended consequence. I wonder how he reacted when he found out). But Midori makes a whole show out of messing with Keiji, and he had to have planned the whole thing in advance to make the Mr. Policeman doll. He also doesn’t hide behind revenge or a greater good, he just torments people for fun
It really shows how Shin is just that close to being on Hiyori’s level, but he’s not there yet, and the scales could be tipped to either side depending on what happens next
#I don't think shin messing with the joe ai makes him irredeemable but it's still horrible and gets more horrible the more I think about it#anyway I'm obsessed with the idea of Shin getting a reality check from Midori praising his cruelty#we'll likely never get that but I can imagine Sou going on a whole speech about how he's just So Proud of what Shin did with the Joe AI#he truly has learned a lot. AI development or otherwise#and that leading Shin to realize that Oh My God I Traumatized A Child#a 'we're not so different you and I' kind of thing except it was always glarigly obvious that they're not so different#yttd#your turn to die#kimi ga shine#shin tsukimi#sou hiyori#midori yttd#yttd midori#keiji shinogi#sara chidouin#anyway pushing my agenda of shin being the type to improvise and hiyori being the type to carefully plan out his every move
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Dude…. Just got to s3 ep12 of demon school
I’m actually crying what the hell
I forget that this show can actually get serious sometimes what the hell dude
Iruma baby I’m so sorry
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absolute worst thing about working with small children is not being able to cuss. sometimes I need to say goddammit
#today one of the kids said something incredibly fucking mean to another kid#and it took SO much restraint not to say 'what the fuck did you just say to her?'#i really hope some of these kids like. learn to be nice before they become adults because oh my god#one of them wont stop being transphobic to my coworker so hes not allowed in her room anymore because he was being so awful#and hes fuckin 8 years old! 8 entire years old and being wildly bigoted! and i don't think its his parents#bc his sister is extremely fuckin respectful. literally corrects other kids who call me mr or miss and tells them i dont like that#so why is her brother wildly transphobic and mean as hell to other kids and shes like one of our best behaved#i dont get it#i want to be patient and understanding but when theyre bullying other kids like! im not gonna let them traumatize people#because they havent figured out kindness yet#idk#its frustrating sometimes
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and the fact that mulder cries a lot makes me want to cuddle him forever 😭😭
everything is so hard for him all of the time!! i love him.
#i love that he cries on screen so much#it means so much in terms of characterization of male heroes that i'm too tired to get into right now#but i also think of when my friend ali talked about how like...what a show of vulnerability it is#in those moments he isn't the invincible protagonist who always charges forward and always makes it out#he's traumatized and he's SENSITIVE and things do not come easy to him. he's afraid. he's lonely.#that ending shot of reduxes just knocks me breathless every time because that IS what it feels like.#that IS what success or barely making it through or 'the best news ever' feels like sometimes#earlier in the ep when he comes to scully's room and she's asleep and he just SOBS next to her. trying to muffle his cries in his hand#so he doesnt wake her. and the next day he's like :) oh i stopped by last night :) didn't want to disturb you :)#it's like actually haunting. and there is no part of THAT that is a heroic crusader.#when everything is 'okay' in the end and everyone is in the room RIGHT BEHIND HIM celebrating and he cries again...god.#it's like the tags i referenced yesterday talked about. it just all hits him at the same time.#there is never any respite on this show even when there's a miracle
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The dash, currently: smüt
My muse, at this very moment: what if I wrote out in detail the exact moment Whitebeard cut off Crocodile's hand & cleaved through his face simultaneously-
#ooc: [ off shore ]#[ i enjoy writing smut dont grt me wrong but the horror muse is so high rn. ]#[ everyone blame my partner we're on a horror kick again. ]#[ i also wanna write. crocodile just losing his shit and the process he goes theough with mcmurking someone. not the punishment ]#[ that he gave galdino ( survive if u can ) but like. oh you have absolutely no way of getting out of here above. pick a god and pray. ]#[ croc: surprise. there is no god. ]#[ which is funny bc i have an OC Malekai who DOES make appearances in Croc's life & the rest of my OP muses + OCs ]#[ he fucking traumatizes Kiyomi in a way i hope reads as “this man would survive Saw” ]#[ malekai is the “I AM YOUR GOD” to Croc's “THERE IS NO GOD.” ]
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WAIT STOP SHUT UP IM REWATCHING THE FINAL TOTK TRAILER AND REALIZING HOW LIKE... GENUINELY BEAUTIFUL IT IS THAT LINK GETS TO FIGHT W THE DESCENDANTS ON NUMEROUS OCCASIONS... HE SPENT THE ENTIRETY OF BOTW ALL BY HIMSELF... ALL ALONE... HE WAS PROBABLY SO LONELY... AND ONCE HE GOT HIS MEMORIES BACK HE PROBABLY FELT SO MUCH GUILT AND REGRET OVER NOT BEING ABLE TO FIGHT WITH THE CHAMPIONS TO SAVE THEM... BUT NOW HE GETS TO FIGHT ALONGSIDE THE DESCENDANTS AND JUST THE CITIZENS OF THE KINGDOM IN GENERAL.... AND PROTECT THEM.... IM ACTUALLY GOING TO FULL ON SOB... THE WAY THEY LITERALLY SAY ‘YOU ARE NOT ALONE’ IN THE TRAILER.... I WONT MAKE IT THROUGH THAT CUTSCENE WITHOUT BEING A COMPLETE WRECK I SWEAR
#IM NOT GONNA EMOTIONALLY LIVE THROUGH THIS THIS MEANS SO MUCH PLEASE OH MY GOD#totk#botw#tears of the kingdom#breath of the wild#botw 2#breath of the wild 2#totk spoilers#mine#that loneliness felt so palpable. esp on the first playthrough... every time he rmred smth traumatic it hurt me man.#bc i just. couldnt stop thinking abt all the guilt he and zelda felt over not being able to save their friends...#everyone he loved was taken from him... but now he gets to avenge them properly...#and avenge them at the sides of their descendants... thats literally so beautiful i cant handle it.#im going to cry i love botw so much i love and adore and treasure botw so much#botw link is so important to me he has gone through sm and hardly anyone considers the depth of the weight he carries#but now he doesnt have to carry it alone anymore im ;;;;;; MY BBABBYBYBYYYBYBYB#I CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM AGAIN IM SO EXCITED HE'S GONNA HAVE A HAPPY ENDING MY BABBBBYYYY...
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i will literally never understand when a character gets hate for being ‘overdramatic’ or highly emotional because like. i live for that shit. i fucking love when a character has a strong emotional response to a relatively ‘minor’ thing i love when characters cry easily and frequently i love when characters are loud and ‘annoying’ i live for drama. if a character is frequently hated on by fans for being annoying there is a 9/10 chance that character is one of my faves. no i dont think my neurodivergence has anything to do with this
#skye's ramblings#ihave been the number one annoying character defender my whole life and i dont intend to stop. dont worry little guy i get you take my hand#the 'emotionally distant traumatized emo' is almost never a character i get majorly attached to even if i alost always like them#but when t/pn said yeah we got one of those except he fucking sucks at hiding his emotions and has explosive anger issues iwas like#oh you. you are mine. my specialest little guy forever. i will kill anything for you. its been over a year and a half w no signs of fading#he has sooo much fierce love in his heart and its not negated by his ptsd or the less socially accepted symptoms. i fucking LOVE RAY!!!!!!!!#also the way don is sooo emotionally vulnerable and has a hard time regulating them. the way he loses the most important person in his life#and the fucking flood of emotions is so much that he doesnt even know how to process it and just starts LAUGHING?? god i love him. ilove him#yes its mostly the Comfort Characters but soo many emotional characters resonate w me deeply. everyone in this series is deeply autistic
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i'll start drafting long posts talking about how some people overblow ten's ego/arrogance especially dw dudebros who ignore his guilt/depression/trauma and how his thinking of regeneration as death has less to do with him super really loving being Dweeb Alien David Tennant and more to do with him not wanting to move on from the deep love and grief that has defined his identity . and then i will not post these drafts because i do not want to be more annoying about ten than i already am
#like i so so deeply do not want to come off as one of those 'stop criticizing him! hes traumatized :(' ppl but also are you guys like#even considering the fact hes traumatized at all#how a full season is dedicated to how his ptsd affects him and his relationship with martha#and how him trying so hard to push his feelings down and not let himself be helped ends up deeply hurting martha too#i really do feel like people forgo this and instead subscribe to. like.#'it's like he had a bad breakup w his girlfriend and gets a new girlfriend and treats her like garbage bc he doesn't really love her'#rather than 'it's like his gf died and hometown exploded and he doesn't know if he should even have a friend and accept their attempts#to help him through his grief because he's afraid he'll lose them like he's lost everything else. But also he cant survive on his own so#he will drip feed himself human connection while not considering how unfair this is to the friend involved that he doesnt know loves him'#this isn't even touching on his suicidal tendencies in s3. like god#dr who#Uh oh i read this post and these tags over and looks like i AM being annoying about ten once again. its not my fault he's worms in my head#10 era
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