#I AM N O T SANE.

[ladyseidr]

@bitterborne ( asked for a starter! )

IT WAS A STRUGGLE WITH MICHAEL—to maintain control, to keep vengeance at the forefront of their shared form. Distorted whispers—"I T ' S M E "—one part fury and one part grief, two children's voices cutting through the noise. This was the only time Evan struggled for control: when his brother was present. This was the one thing she tried to deny him: the right to forgive. Michael had to die. He would understand, would have to understand.

It following close behind, through the halls of the pizzeria toward the office, floating in the shadows, half-visible. "LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON." The voice seemed to echo through the building, more a part of it than of the spirits themselves. "HANDS COVERED WITH BLOOD WHEN YOU FINALLY SHOW UP TO MEET YOUR DEATH." An eerie scream, distant, followed it all. She held control, but not enough to silence him.

He had to understand. It was for him. It was for them. ( It was for her. )

"IS THAT WHY Y-Y-YOU KEEP COMING BACK, EVEN NOW?" The suit followed, hung in the doorway of the office. Soon Michael would settle in. Soon the night would start. Soon the others would come looking for him. Something had to give eventually, didn't it? He had to fail at some point. "IS IT GUILT? YOUR FAMILY LINE IS STAINED WITH BLOOD." Silence, hollow suit staring. Then:

"BUT I AM NOT YOUR CONSCIENCE, A-A-AFTON. I AM VERY REAL."

[t4rt4gl14]

Genshin men x reader drink among us potion at three am (not clickbait) (gone sexual)

AMONG US POTION. AT 3AM [ 100% REAL!!! ][ 18+ ]

★[ CHILDE. KAVEH. DILUC. THOMA AND ALHAITHAM !!! ]

★ [ fem!reader. dom!reader. handjob. blowjob. edging. overstimulation. praise. degradation. bondage. blindfolding. cockslapping. toys. nipple play. dacryphilia. aphrodisiac. ]

A/N: it been a month :( BUT IM BACKK >:) i got the juice and personally i LOVEEEE this one defo one of my favs <3

for god knows what reason, you had ordered an ‘among us potion’ which in reality was just a red drink laced with aphrodisiac labelled ‘IMPOSTER’. LETS TRY IT AT 3AM!!

CHILDE.

“alright 3AM among us potion challenge!! drink up childe!”, and with that he swallows the aphrodisiac in one go. unbeknownst to him the funny feeling in his pants begin to swell to the point where it’s just obvious he’s horny. cheeks red, breathe heavy whilst his hips are unable to remain still and to make matters worse your teasing doesn’t help either. sliding your palm under his shirt and down his toned body, rubbing the fabric over his hard cock; he whines out however he moans even louder when your hand dips into his sweatpants and slowly jerk his shaft, “mm a-ah hold on! m’sensitive, feels..o-ohhnn!~”, back slowly arching out as your pace increases.

he closes his eyes and basks in the pleasure, while you bend down to suck on his tip and stroke the rest of his thick length, “m’gonna cum! cumminggg! oohh nghhn c-cumming!~”, childe grabs onto your locks pushing your head down further- forcing the rest of his length down your throat as his cum paints the insides of your mouth a gooey white. poor childe he looks so debauched from a single blowjob </333.

KAVEH.

kaveh stayed up all night just so he could participate in this ‘3AM’ challenge with you! such a sweet s/o, even sweeter when the tears of pleasure stream down his pretty face, the tip of his cock a fuzzy red as the cockring continues to vibrate— i mean he has already orgasmed but the aphrodisiac makes him so sensitive!! why not play with him for a while??, “good boy! it’s okay you can cum for me again, shh shh it’s okayy”, your praise is the only thing keeping him sane; whilst he mewls and cries with his body shaking vigorously, “nonono! c-can’t cum again! mmnghh!~ oh my a-archons t-too sensitive p-please!~”

and so, his second orgasm causes him to scream, hips bucking as the cum shoots from his tip, splattering onto his stomach. chest heaving up and down as a means of catching his breathe; kavehs sure he’s just had the best orgasm he’s ever had in his life. he definitely won’t be opposed to this ‘among us potion’ again ;)

DILUC.

now i’m pretty sure dilucs just playing along for your sake of course but at 3AM he desperately wants to sleep however! it all changes when you pass him a mysterious glittery potion, “trust me, it tastes great!”, so he happily drinks until after a few minutes he starts to feel a familiar feeling his abdomen, burning and needy, cock hard and twitching, nipples yearning for touch. being the lovely s/o that you are you immediately begin unbuttoning his pyjamas and pulling down his trousers. pushing him onto the bed; biting hickeys into his skin whilst stroking his cock, soon snaking your tongue to his nipples, you never expected them to be that sensitive! one lick and diluc whines out, “aah!~ h-hey that’s..!~ mmngh! oohhnn.”

diluc cant help but near to the edge when as you continue lapping at nipples although just as he’s about to cum you stop all movement completely! “gonna c-cum..cummi- huh? hey! i-i was so close y/n…”, you simply told him if he wanted his release he would have to beg. this is embarrassing to diluc however he’s too horny to care. “p-please! let me cum! wanna cum so badly please please!!”, since he begged so nicely you stroked his cock till diluc finally spilt his cum all over your hand, whining and mewling all the while. what a sight to behold <333

THOMA.

oh poor thoma, so innocent :( there should be no reason as to why he’s getting punished right now! his cock an angry red as you continuously slap the tip, and with each slap his entire body twitches with a hoarse mewl, pre cum smearing your fingers and substituting as lube whilst stroking his cute dick. he can barely recall previous events all he remembers is a challenge to do with among us at late night?? his back pressed against your chest, you continuously kiss his forehead as he throws his head back onto your shoulder in ecstasy, hips unable to remain still as he spasms from each slap.

and it’s not long before thoma let’s out a guttural moan, eyes widening, back arching and the tight knot in his abdomen snapping loose; “gonna cum gonna cum! cummingcumming cu-MMING ANNGH AA!! ohmnghh!~”, he’s never ever felt so good, that sweet honey pleasure completely washing over him, who knew slapping his cock would deem such a reaction out of him?

ALHAITHAM.

alhaitham took your challenge lightly as he sat there with his book; casually reading about quantum physics whilst you explain the ‘spooky 3AM imposter challenge’, as you can see he is extremely interested in his book so you quickly gave him the potion and watched him read, observing how he slowly lost focus, how his breathing quickened, a tent forming in his pants; suddenly he shut the book and shyly asked for help whilst looking away and who were you to deny?~ alhaitham lies on his back as you gently tie the blindfold and rope around his wrists, slowly stroking his cock, “what a whore, could barely focus on that book of yours..tied up and toyed with like a slut”, a smile creeps onto your face as your degradation causes his cock to twitch. it’s arousing to see the stoic alhaitham moan and mewl out like a bitch in heat.

you decided to tease him with an onahole, lubing the toy up before plunging his cock inside, the squelches that resonate eggs you on to go faster whilst alhaithams lost in the moment, “feels so good! mngh oh please please please!! wa-nna cum!..g-gonna cum!”, and he finally felt bliss; ejaculating into the onahole as his hips buck up. “mmngh cumming! s-so tight..g-god~..”

[shinsources]

a d o r a t i o n prompts

i still smell you on my sheets

wake me up before you go

do you understand just how much i love you?

that’s corny but i love it

lets run away

you are the one

it has always been you

i didn’t believe in fate until i met you

thank you for being here

i can’t believe that you love me

i could just watch you forever

i don’t deserve you

my home has always been you

you’re the reason i believe in love

you bring me inner peace

let me hold you

you’re safe

i’m here

it’s us against the world

with you i am myself

thank you for caring about me

are you wearing my sweater?

you’re so peaceful when you sleep

i feel like i belong in your arms

you have taught me what love is

you won’t hurt me

i know you

you are the love of my life

you smell of home

it just tastes better when you make it

i love the way you laugh

just sit here and shut up

i just need you

you make me human

here is the only place where i am me

you are the best part of me

please don’t leave me

i will do anything to protect you

your heart is racing

you look at me like you love me

how do i explain to you just how much i love you?

love looks good on you

i am here for you

i’ve never had anyone love me like this

tell me that i am worthy of you

kiss me

you saved me

it’s my turn to look after you

go back to sleep

you smell so good

i could listen to you laugh forever

you just make me a better person

if i had the choice to love you more than i already do, i would

i will kill for you

is this fate?

without meaning to, you always teach me something new

when you miss me, look up at the sky

you keep me going

you keep me sane

i want to lose myself in you

thank you for not giving up on me

you got me fucked up

i believe in you

you are my strength

you stole my heart

let me love you

show me what you mean to me

remember when we met

i want you ingrained in my mind

you saved me

i will always love you

waking up to you is the best part of being alive

i hate leaving you

you are always with me

loving you is so easy

[justcallmesakira]

Bsd men with a childish s/o pt. 3!

Sypnosis: How the people who are somewhat sane deal with you and your goofy goobers

Warnings: eyebrow less, wereballs, mentions of gaslight ING, mentions of turning into a gacha life demon form 2019,stealing glittery not pads, omori building reference, etc.

Genre: lowkey fluff, crack

A/N: bro this series is blowing up for real- Anyways heres part 2 andddd part 1!

Atsushi-

No guys hes not like you-😭

Sometimes he wonders if you were better suited with dazai then him (it's giving a certain emo Victorian kid kinnie)

But hey hey! Don't worry he will try to calm you down because he DOES NOT WANT YOU to follow dazai's steps! 😋😋

Dw atsushi! Reader is perfectly sane!!

He once came back to the agency from a mission only to see you see you eyebrow less

"Y/N! I am ba-AAAAAAAAAH-" "What, jinko, finally grew some wereballs"

HGYHFYG WERE BALLS-

Turns out you were cosplaying akutagawa and the eyebrowless thing was just a prank <3

Jizz man, give my pookie tiger

He's more scared of you then akutagawa 😨😨😨

You sometimes feel silly so you gave him cat food for lunch beacuse dazai convinced you with some skittles (he probably stole them from ranpo)

"umm, y/N.. WHY are you giving me cat food?" "because I felt silly lol"

I BET HE WOULD EAT IT BECAUSE HE DOES NOT WANT TO WASTE FOOD-

Kyouka had to stop him-

I am pretty sure you two speak in kaomojis like--

But he enjoys your presence, it's nice to know that at least your happy,Perhaps he can protect you and your happiness if he tries....

Sometimes he wonders how you have so much energy to break into his home with hello kitty pins just to wake him up

And go to an amusement park..

There goes atsuhis wallet! 😄💸

I think atsushi genuinely likes your antics.. Sometimes

But he would definitely keeps you away from dazai so you two don't pour Elmer's glue into kunikidas hair :3

Gin-

Uh oh... Gin can you really handle reader-

OF COURSE YOU Can!! You can do anything hahaha... (please help I am being hold at gunshot by rea-)

Since she's really shy and all you speak for her though you jumble the words sometimes

"she asked for no pickles ya dumb yard😡🤬😈👿" *turns into a gacha life 2019 demon*

Although she can't keep up with your energy you always understand what she says in a notepad

You even stole bought her a glittered kuromi notepad for you twos personal talking!

Sometimes she sees silly doodles on the corners of the pages

Gin thinks its honestly cute

However if akutagawa founds out about your silly antics around his sister he's gonna give you a death stare

Gin haded to reasure him countless times that you won't eat her whole

I would😋😋😋

After she calmed her brother you always greeted him with "yo bro wassup >:3"

Bad idea😨

It's true your the person talking for her and all but she's gonna go full assassin mode if someone even tries to hurt you

THAT'S MY Girl!!!!! 😍🤩🥰😝 *verlaine bcs he canonically trained gin I think

Anyways you and her share a cute Lil dynamic

Sigma-

T-that gif if him before finding out you were trying to eat the casino coins

"Y/N YOU CAN NOT EAT CASINO COINS" "why :(" "It's NOT FOR EATING" "why :(" "Well you ca-" ":c" "Why the sad face...wait did I shout too loud oh my god y/N I am so sorry.. You know what fine I will take you to the casinos play ground today" ":3"

Sigma.. That face is the face of someone who always gets what they want-😦

Also he sometimes questions how and why you speak in emojis like ":3" or ":("

Teach me your ways bestay😏

But please he's so insecure don't do that to my pookie😭🙏

He sometimes question if he has met your type before.. *flashbacks of Nikolai and dazai*

He's gonna go OUT of his way to keep you away from Nikolai bro

Sigma does not want to have a Nikolai dupe as his s/o

But still he might get a bit protective like "y/N be safe" "y/N don't go there" "y/N make sure to wear kneecaps before skating in the hallways of the casi- WAIT"

"don't worry I will be fine!" famous last words

*inserts omori reference here*

He's so tired bro but anything to keep you happy...

You somehow sometimes save him from Nikolai prank

But even so he tries protecting you...afterall no one wants to lose their only home.......

A/N: hope you enjoyed it! Sigmas one was my favorite :33 anyways I think I will do hunting dogs ver. If you guys want!

Divider creds: @junkyukim on pinterest

[fritextramole]

smacked in the face with a silver spoon

part 3 of a Jenny Humphrey playlist - best heard in order

tracklist and quotes under the cut

The Outsider ~ MARINA

I look myself in the face And whisper "I'm in the wrong place" Is there more to lose than gain If I go on my own again?

Meet Me in the Woods ~ Lord Huron

Say goodbye to who I was I ain't never been away so long Don't look back, them days are gone Follow me into the endless night

Handle With Care ~ The Traveling Wilburys

I've been uptight and it made a mess But I'll clean it up myself, I guess Oh, the sweet smell of success Handle me with care

I Was Neon ~ Julia Jacklin

I quite like the person that I am Am I gonna lose myself again?

Still Sane ~ Lorde

Only bad people live to see Their likeness set in stone What does that make me?

Devil Inside Me ~ Matt Berry

But I'd blow your mind, when I'm up high, to fall back down again Up high, to fall back down again Swing low, and look straight at me That's all I need now the Devil's inside me

t r a n s p a r e n t s o u l ~ WILLOW, Travis Barker

I don't fucking know if it's paradise or it's a trap Yeah, they're treating me like royalty, but is it kissin' ass?

And So It Went ~ The Pretty Reckless, Tom Morello

With all these eyes upon us, but no one seems to see That you and me are just the same as God meant it to be But you're much too close to me

Bad Man's World ~ Jenny Lewis

I will never forgive you For what you put us kids through Remember that night You tried to take your own life? When I found you You were a shade of blue And success is a state of mind With a little bit of follow through And then you failed at that too

Sinister Kid ~ The Black Keys

I got a tortured mind, and my blade is sharp A bad combination in the dark

Rip It Up ~ Jet

And if you ever break down, I’ll cut you up again On the bedroom wall, the stars look bright But they don’t belong in the city of light

Worldwide Torture ~ Jazmin Bean

I never come second place Always been a big disgrace Smell the fear‚ I know you see High achiever (Yeah, that's me)

Going to Hell ~ The Pretty Reckless

Father did you miss me? Don’t ask me where I’ve been You know I know, yes I’ve been told I redefine a sin

In Undertow ~ Alvvays

What's next for you and me? I'll take suggestions we toss and turn in undertow

Chaise Longue ~ Wet Lag

Hey, you, over there On the chaise longue, in your underwear What are you doing sitting down? You should be horizontal now

Starring Role ~ MARINA

Sometimes I ignore you, so I feel in control 'Cause really, I adore you and I can't leave you alone Fed up with the fantasies that cover what is wrong

R U Mine? ~ The Arctic Monkeys

And I go crazy 'cause here isn't where I wanna be And satisfaction feels like a distant memory

bellyache ~ Billie Eilish

Everything I do The way I wear my noose Like a necklace I wanna make 'em scared Like I could be anywhere Like I'm reckless

Bullet With Butterfly Wings ~ The Smashing Pumpkins

Now I'm naked Nothing but an animal But can you fake it For just one more show? And what do you want? I wanna change

You ~ Radiohead

I can see me drowning Caught in the fire You, me and everything Caught in the fire

RAGE ~ Samantha Margret

Rage is a funny place Full of loose hand grenades Where every hand is spades Violence in the open space Clear and bright as day So you can't hide away

Man in the Box ~ Alice in Chains

I'm the man in the box Buried in my shit Won't you come and save me?

Nobody Asked Me (If I Was Okay) ~ Sky Ferreira

Shaking your head while I try to explain You say you don't wanna hear me complain Just tryna get my point across You don't seem to care if I'm feeling lost

The Love Club ~ Lorde

I joined the club and it's all on There are fights for being my best friend And the girls get their claws out There's somethin' about hanging out with the wicked kids Take the pill, make it too real The other day I forgot my old address I'm sittin' pretty on the throne There's nothing more I want, except to be alone

Are You Hurting The One You Love? ~ Florence + The Machine

Are you hurting the one you love? You'd like to stay in heaven but the rules are too tough

[3ris-d1st0rtionnn]

Hi hi hello. I'm a little scared to talk to you but your domain is very nice I'm a little stuck but it's fine you know what I might stay it's better than being in the real world also would you like to see my cats? Here are my cats

My cats are very nice. They can talk. My mom said that they looked unnatural but she shouldn't judge. 200 thoughts are going through my mind all at once. I am going crazy. Am I really though? No one's completely sane. Right?

WHaT LovElY cATs! iT’s nOt Too OFtEn i GeT To MeeT cAtS iN ThESe HaLLwaYs :)

aNd aS FoR yOUr SaniTY… dOn’T EVen B o T H e R qUeSTioNinG iT. oNce yOu STeP FooT iN ThIS pLaCE, iT’s PraCTicAllY dEAd On ArRivAL! :)

e N j O Y Y o U r S t A y :)

[friendlyspidercop]

delulu anon here and omfg plz indulge us with more of ur delusions ur the only thing keeping me sane (i am so normal about insomniac peter)

DELULU ANON LMFAO— n e way i brought u a delululemon because LISTEN TO ME:

golden retriever bf!insomniac peter and black cat s/o!you 🥺

idk about u guys but TO ME, insomniac peter is so introvert-coded. yes, while on one hand, the guy is quick-witted and always has a smart quip ready to go, the way he recharges is to have pizza alone. on a rooftop. OK

but then he meets you. and then over time, you become the person he can recharge with 🫶

when he finally, finally returns to you after a day of peter-typical shenanigans, he pulls off his mask and throws it haphazardly somewhere over his shoulder. your soft laugh fills the room and you give a little shake of your head and, despite himself— his tired eyes and muscles— he smiles. peels off the suit until he’s not new york city’s spider-man, but peter parker (in his spidey-printed underwear, of course). you’re setting your phone down as he pulls his white t-shirt over his head, then crawls up the bed until he’s resting his head on your chest, his arm slung over your torso.

“hi, pete.”

“mmm.”

you bite down a smile and card your fingers through his fluffy brown hair. “long day?”

it’s as if your touch gives him a second wind. he lifts his head to look up at you, that familiar, playful look in those eyes of his. you really are his person. “are we still having movie night even if i say yes?”

how could you say no to your golden retriever bf when he smiles like that?

[dedahblog]

Personal Retrospective on the final chapter mess and the never ending feeling of frustration

I just wanted to write how I found closure with all this mess. Even though it's adressed to IR fans, this post is mosty anti bleach ending coded. It's not an ichiruki meta.

Warning long post

I guess in order to follow my train of thoughts, I'll have to establish first that I'm certain that Kubo was lying about this being his intended ending. My proof is simply comparing both endings Bleach and his previous manga Zombie Powder.

Why is he lying ? Two reasons. First, he's still on contract with his bosses. Second, he's too proud, he would rather have us hate him than take pity for him.

If you're not convinced, I guess you'll waste your time reading my post because it's based on that general idea.

It's so easy to rant about the ending to the point that it becomes ridiculous

"Ichigo and Rukia are important to each other, but not as important as Orhime and Reji are to them ! They are the love of their life !!"

Meanwhile, during the arc that officialized those pairings, Ichigo doesn't consider the abduction of the said love of his life a moment where he felt despair ( not #1 place not #2 place not even in "the bunch of other moments from there to there" place )

and Rukia doesn't recall one single happy memory with the said love of her life whom she had known for +100 years. ( She had only one significant moment with Orhime where the latter expressed her vulnerability to her and by that scene alone, Orihme out-bested that jobber and people are comparing that shit pairing to ichiruki let's see at first if it can out pass rukihhime then we will talk)

"Ichiruki fans are so toxic. The reason Ichigo and Rukia's feeling aren't as explicit as Reji's and Orhime's is because Bleach is not a shojo !! Kubo was also short in time he couldn't solve all those plot holes, let alone romance. Anyway, he doesn't know how to write romance to begin with. It's not like he can sum up the feeling of love and devotion in like two panels"

Meanwhile Kubo :

If you're interested, here is my favorite anti ending meta o n e / t w o

Anyway, what I mean, you can state 1000 problems with this ending, and it's still never enough to the point that I asked myself : what am I really trying to prove ?

Do I have to prove that ending was intentionally bad ?

No. All the Bleach fans who had at least one brain cell either cried, got frustrated or tried to smash their computer/smart phone when reading the last chapter. You don't have to be Einstein to understand that even when a writer was short on time even if he was crawling himself because of his sickness, there are million alternative ways to end a manga than this panel.

If people can't comprehend the malice and the utter disrespect towards fans to end a 15 year running manga with this expression, then they should be go back to elementary school to learn basic comprehension skills

The point is, all the sane bleach fans ( yeah I’m shading myself) left this fandom months afterwards because they felt insulted and alienated by this end and swore to never speak about this manga again. They're a vast majority but they don't want to talk about it on social media. Why ? because why bother ? Even if they complain, what's going to change? Who are they trying to convince ? The only one whose opinion is crucial is Kubo and he showed them by that panel how blatantly he was aware he was writing cr0ap. So what’s the point anyway ?

Do I have to teach the new IR fans that they shouldn't accept this end easily and they have every reason to love ichiruki ?

No, simply because I'm not a preacher. Whether they accept it or not, it won't change my feelings for IR.

Do I have teach the new readers to not let the official end influence their reading experience ?

Well, putting my self in their shoes, it’s hard to fathom that a writer could do scorched earth policy on his life achievement out of pettiness. It's obvious for some of us since we have known him for years, read every one of his controversial statements. However, it will be miracle to convince new readers. Moreover, I can't understand how can people choose to read a 696 chapter manga that has no story resolution ...like...have some ... self-love ? 

(the +10 chapters are Turn Back the Pendulum arc btw)

Do I have to paint myself as the good and wise Ichiruki fan in front of people who "don't like ichiruki because of the shippers" ?

This is the most ridiculous argument to hate a pairing. Just say you don't dare to go against the wave and get out. As far as I'm concerned, the essence of shipping has always been egocentric people self inserting themselves in a fictional character and imposing feelings on them based on one’s mindset and reading comprehension. Whatever is the pairing, shipping fandom will never not be unhinged.

As a matter of fact, when I realized that ichiruki might be one of the aspects that interests to me the most in Bleach, I read some IR vs IH forums and I was disgusted by the offensive language from both sides : people insulting each other over lines on papers was beyond me.

However, I didn't think ill of the pairing itself because no one understands it better than Kubo. So all I did was re-reading their scenes comparing them to other relationships and Kawaichappy was a true blessing. She / he made me love Ichiruki more that I could ever imagine.

I refuse to be a pawn in this viscous circle that Kubo set us to. I think the best solution to cut this chain is not forgiving him or feeling pity for him but to stop holding a grudge against him (even though you have every right to) and just let it go. That's why, I chose to see the good side of things.

1)

When Bleach was getting cancelled, Kubo could have saved his ass by making ichiruki p0rk and throwing an IR baby at us. While the majority of fans won’t be happy with the plot holes like it's the case with the official end, a good portion could derive some satisfaction for this sort of conclusion thanks to Ichigo and Rukia's undeniable chemistry.

Moreover, more than half of merchandise were ichiruki coded at that time and even now btw . But he didn't do that, and for that reason alone, he has my respect and I never spoke ill of him. As far as I'm concerned, if he did make IR p0rk, I won't even send him "death threats", I will fly to Japan, strangle him and honeslty will never speak about IR or bleach ever again.

2)

The second reason why I don’t hold any grudge towards him is thanks to this

You guys can’t even understand how much this page made me happy.

As you know, the "All Stars" double page is drawn at the beginning of every volume and the pictures used above the name of the main characters of every volume are obviously panels featured in the same volume.

However, volume 74 was the exception. Orhime and Rukia's panels are not in this book. Oihime's innocent smile is from volume 73 and Rukia's defiant look from volume 59 (chapter 628) !!!

This can’t not be unintentional.

It basically means that Rukia and Orhime were not featured in this volume. The characters posing as them in volume 74 are imposters.

This is so ridiculously funny. Every time, I read 'xx married xxx', I respond smugly " you sure about that ? based on your precious final canon volume, the last time we saw Rukia is in volume 59 and Orhime in 73."

He's basically saying :" this is Rukia Kuchiki the brave and fierce woman you have always loved, don't let that cheap representation fools you. "

And " This is Orhime Inoue the innocent girl you knew all along, who is selfishly ignoring she is basically in a battlefield, beaming from happiness like a child because she is yearning from all her heart to feel loved and validated. Don't let that cheap representation fools you"

Honestly, Kubo didn't need to do that. The fact that he still cared about my favorite character Rukia to the point of explicitly dissociating her along with Orhime from this mess still makes me so happy to this day.

I love Ichiruki but I like Orhime more than Ichigo. So Kubo not bothering with Ichigo doesn't annoy me one bit. It's rather hilarious

3)

The third and final reason is the final volume cover, I made a meta about it years ago

IR fam, some of you may think you got the shortest end of the stick with this ending. But, believe me you have the greatest advantage of all. :

you don't have to associate yourself with anything about that ending.

You don't have to associate yourself with this :

The execution place that represents Soul Society corruption and rotten system became more menacing than it ever was

but you will always be linked to Ichigo being the hero who will" pass even through 100 billion blades" to save Rukia unshamedly defying million years of corruption.

You don't have to associate yourself with a pairing where the girl has known the guy for 100 years and he has never made her happy one micro second for all those years.

And you certainly don't have to associate yourself with a pairing that got canon in the same page as this abomination was written

and whose child is undoubtedly getting molested by his aunt probably explains why he's a creep btw

People doesn't even realize how insulting it is for Bleach that Yuzu, out of all the characters, was represented this way in the final conclusion

In the first chapter, Ichigo was hesitant to let Rukia stab him with her sword. He was scared shitless even though his family were literaly half dead and Rukia was injured because of him ... yep your hero ladies and gentlemen. It was Yuzu's bravery, selflessness and love for her brother that made him accept this life changing decision.

When the guy didn't have the courage to be the main character and to start off the manga in the first place but it was his little sisters' bravery that inspired him to take the first step then it was Rukia's ethics in the second chapter that shaped his idea of how an ideal hero should be.

Don't you love it when Bleach was supporting women supremacy ?

... Good old days indeed.

The second reason why you shouldn't feel petty about your otp not being canon in this fake ending is you know who should be frustated ? Kubo. 

He may act tough, shitposting himself and pulling cr*p from there to there but you can't convince me that seeing his manga torn and burned, getting insults from everywhere (even though he deserves it) didn't have any effect on him.

Obviously, we felt alienated reading the last chapter but imagine the guy who created those characters that had been living in his mind for 15 years, imagine feeling alienated by what you had created.

I remember reading somewhere that during Fade to Black writting process, he sat in a corner, was frustrated with himself because he couldn't figure out what kind of name Rukia would think is suitable for those siblings. He was determined to dive into Rukia's character and find out what kind of name SHE would like. He cared so much about staying true to her character.

Sure he was frustrated, angry at everyone. Sure he wanted to burn everything down before getting cancelled. But you can't convince me that the love he once had for his life achievement vanished completly

You can't convince me that he didn't hope that things were concluded in better circumstances.

In a way, you may feel sad for IR not having a decent closure. But bear in mind, no one is more petty than Kubo and his constant self sabotage since 2016 is the proof.

Final conclusion, ichiruki is one of the best fictional pairing ever written and it deserved the best and obviously not to be linked to that ending.

We have always been fans of the love, whether platonic or romantic, that Rukia and Ichigo have for each other. The love they shared together that made them have the desire to love themselves and the courage to hope.

I guess the best tribute for this kind of relationship is to express our love for them how much they meant to us and not to succumb to negativity

Because negativity is only reserved to the man who doomed his life achievement.

[nemo-of-house-hamartia]

On this day, 17 years ago, Final Fantasy XII was released in Japan.

I still remember trying to find all the pieces of information available, buying PS specialized magazines, in order to read and gathered as much knowledge about this game as possible.

it had been since after I finished playing FFX in 2003 that I was looking forward to it. I had such an amazing experience with FFX, I couldn't wait to lay my grabby hands on the next FF.

I still remember being so disappointed when I discovered that the character designer would not be Tetsuya Nomura, but instead Akihiko Yoshida (but oh dear gods, if only bebe me knew how much she would grow to love his work).

Then, when it was finally released in Europe in 2007, I still remember running to the Games store as soon as school was finished in order to buy it immediately, because goddamnit I had worked so much on the side just to be able to afford it on my own, i would not wait for it to go on sale.

And then, when I started playing, it was love at first sight.

The music (oh dear gods, the music. THE MUSIC. IT'S NOTHING SHORT OF PERFECTION. P-E-R-F-E-C-T-I-O-N), the story, the lore, the places, the characters.....I fell so in love with this game, it's without exaggeration the one I have poured the most hours in and my favorite among all the games I played.

I think, another reason as to why I am so attached to it, is connected to the fact that, with this game, I made a "creative jump" in terms of development for my original characters connected to it and the depth and intricacy of a story connected to them.

It kept me sane in times when I felt alone, sad, and lost.

Long story short.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, FINAL FANTASY XII!!! <3

[artinclined-jointheartside]

Regarding safety, I 🔒 my twt out of fear so yea, stopped interacting w lots o folks n frens to this day. Thn fandom on twitter is deadass terrifying :'v

Im imagine hav having t constantly watch yer step lest yu piss off some rando joyless fucc who is stalking yer account and takin ss to call you out over some imaginary misdeed cz how dare u not comply w western morals or whatever flavor of outrage we feeding on.

...and u dnt even have 10 fllwrs

U were a rando nobody gettin piled on

Scaryyy

Anyways, regarding if ts Gon be a series

Yyyess!

It I is men mentioned n the notes tht is a project made w some someone else, lots of deets alr already planned out, the the th only th thing missing s actually writing it d down he he he

And s not the on only series planned :D it'll take more than some rando joyless fucc to stop me frm writin'

Think that i don't have anything else t say

So, I'll be around creating alongside u n me me group of frens whb soemhow jet kept me sane

Thx again, fr listening

Cz u made a difference :'D

-J

Yeah, it's... unfortunate.

The reality is, open and honest communication would solve all sorts of problems and avert all sorts of blowups. But the point is that both sides have to be willing to have the conversation. And that's very rare, as you saw.

All we can do is take one day at a time and one situation at a time. And be the best person we can be to those around us.

That said, I understand completely the concern going off anon and unlocking your account. And honestly, if you aren't ready to have the public see you and what you do, then you do what makes you feel safe, boo. I support you either way. (You can always slip into my DMs, tho <3 You are welcome at any time.) And those friends that have kept you sane? You hold them close. Those kinds of people are hard to come by. I can speak from experience. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for mine. I owe them more than I'm willing to say.

On to funner things! I am SO very happy to see it's going to be a series!! The initial concept is already unique and fun to see and expanding on the idea would be quite the adventure, I can already tell! I'll be lurkin on it in the shadows~ Wait'n to see what's next. ;3

Keep dreaming, creating and being you, boo!

[kittenpower05]

Out of context red valley thoughts after I finished it (so, for the most part, spoiler free):

I used to think Warren was going to be the sane one of the group (he is not and that is not a bad thing I love his character sm)

I hate Clive with a burning passion but whenever he shows up I get the widest grin on my face

When I first saw fanart I did not know why people would draw Gorden with ginger hair. I also didn't know that I am very bad with names and memory. No one was drawing Gordon with ginger hair.

THE SOUND DESIGN. LISTEN TO RED VALLEY IF O N L Y FOR THE SOUND DESIGN. YOU MAY FEEL SICK AFTER SOME SCENES AND THATS A GOOD THING.

No seriously this podcast gladly sacrifices sound clarity with realism and although I sometimes needed the transcripts to understand what's going on, nothing made me happier than hearing voices/sounds get steadily quieter as characters moved away, or rain on the windshield of a car so you KNOW it's raining before they even say it, or you starting to feel overwhelmed because everyone is talking at once and there's too many things going on and eventually someone snaps and it makes it all the more tense. The sound design. Is p e r f e c t.

Oh also Clive's insults give me life.

[paranormal-writer]

inhuman

nothing feels real

my hold on reality is tenous at best,

barely there at worst

w h o   a m  i?

my teeth ache

the painfully human urge to bite into something

soft,

fleshlike

am i still human?

curled up in the fading remnants of my room

where have i gone?

i feel wrong

this body isn't mine

i don't recognize these scars, these hands

whose blood is on my hands?

itisn'tmineitisn'tiswearitisn'tWHOAMI

i can't feel anything

'bite it, bite your arm as hard as possible'

you'd like that you freak

do unholy things to-

to your-

to

to

to

t

i am unhuman, something monsterous

fourty six and twelve and two eyes are open

and limbs, too gangly, too round too fat too much

instead of something divine, something beautiful;

a freak stands in place of where i am

am i still in my room?

w h e r e   a m  i ?

physical touch burns, everything hurts when i brush up against it what is wrong with me

why am i like this have i been cursed

i cannot grasp memory, what has stolen it

who has stolen it

giveitbackineeditineeditineedit

why are all my memories encased in fog?

what day is it?

i can't fucking trust anyone what is w r o n g with me

it is like a mantra, repeating and repeatingandrepeatingandrepeating-

i am a broken record, in that regard

my lifespan is shortened, adrenaline running through too small veins, too many to count

why do i try?

it is slow and dangerous and addictive and why do i continuously seek out my death?

i rehearse the circumstances of death, not just mine

what would happen if i simply just

died.

i suppose i am inhuman.

no sane person would rehearse what would happen if someone died, how they would react

hands creep up to my throat, elongated claws almost piercing too pale skin

what is under my skin?

i do not know

but i feel-

i feel the crawling and the whispers and the tiny claws pricking my skin

as i toss in turn in a bed too big for me

i am not human

[catalanculture23]

FOOD

c o f f e e

Coffee has become my best friend in Barcelona! Every day I drink 2-3 cups as any sane person would. :) As I've lived here, at least a couple of times a week, I go to locally run cafes with Catalans and read my book before class. It has allowed me to soak up the regularness of being social with friends and taking my time in life. I also have learned that I personally enjoy more time alone, and being able to bring that back home is an aspect I'm very excited about.

v a r i e t i e s

At markets, I at first had to become accustomed to all the different and various foods. Organ meats, seafood, and fresh produce from those exact mornings are something that I thought was so interesting. With America being more processed, I have never felt so lucky to have all these amazing selections of food every day, fresh.

c a t a l a n f o o d

Trying new foods of Catalonian culture was the first thing I did when I first arrived in Barcelona. Croquetas, patatas bravas, paella and tapas in general were the firsts. I knew I had to be open to trying new foods, and I'm so glad I did. I had mussels, oysters, and croquetas Rabo de Toro for the first time- and enjoyed it all. I tried Paella in Valencia and also fell in love. After living here, I've come to appreciate the various types of food, although sometimes not super flavorful, I am super grateful for this experience of a different diet.

[urlocaltannenbaumm]

 wir haben letztens klassenrat eingeführt

es ist  H I L A R I O U S  ich sags dir

einfach nur entertainment at it's purest👩🏻‍🍳

vorallem a., eine die m. a. heisst und g. (aus unserer alten parallelklasse) sind halt immer am reden

obwohl g. regelwächterin ist

so wenn jemand reinredet sie so: SO DAS GIT JETZT EN STRICH

aber wenn m. a./a. redet

"oh it's alrightu"

digger FRAU STEINER 2.0

und dann gibt es noel..

der ist  Z E I T W Ä C H T E R

niemals bro

ich weiss nicht warum die mehrheit der klasse sich für ihn entschieden hat

vorallem

es sind irgendwie so 35 minuten vergangen, er hätte uns nach 15 min etwas sagen müssen, frau k (unsere klp) so "noel schau mal auf die zeit" und er so *schaut die uhr an und dann wieder uns* er sagt so "leute wir haben nicht mehr viel zeit"

und vorallem so

wenn la (klassenratsleiter) fragt wie viel zeit wir noch für das Thema haben er auch so: nicht mehr viel

like

danke, hat sehr geholfen❤

g. schreit mindestens 30479 mal noel an

 n., le und leo sind unsere adhd kiddes

die können nicht .2 sekunden still sein, die sterben wenn die das tun würden

und m. s., len, zoé und j. sind so die eine ecke die noch sane ist und fr gute Ideen hat aber die strecken nie auf

und vorallem c. und ich sitzen halt immer so in der mitte oder (so am oberen ende der tische weil wir stellen die halt alle zusammen)

but yeah

das lustige ist du fühlst dich halt wortwörtlich wie mafia gang leader an

wenn du dort oben hockst

ach jes btw

li. ist protokollantin

alle so

🌲 warum hast du das nicht gemacht

ich so:🧍🏻‍♀️

wArUm wOhL nIcHt??

weil (and i'm speaking outta experience) ICH KANN NÖD BEIDES

 AUCH BEIM SCHULHAUSRAT

so es gibt entweder die lustige seite, oder die seite wo du alles aufschreiben musst

NO INBETWEEN

und ich hab kein bock alles aufzuschreiben :)

li. kann das gerne für mich übernehmen❤

und errr ja

wir haben vor 3 jahren abgemacht das wir tee und punsch in unserem Klassenzimmer machen dürfen

und m. a. wollte halt den wasserkocher bringen

g. wollte punsch kaufen

was glaubst du, passierte?

grape🍇: Chaos

yes

vorallem

DIE BRACHTEN DAS 3 WOCHEN NACHDEM WIR DAS BESPROCHEN HATTEN

DIE HATTEN VERSPROCHEN DASS DIE DAS NOCH AM NÄCHSTEN TAG BRINGEN

moral of the story: vertraue nicht m. a.

weil g. hatte es halt am nächsten tag halt auch schon dabei

aber M. A. EBEN NICHT

🤡💀

komplett verschissen halt

vorallem

als wir das besprochen hatten

lin. so: hää steht doch einfach 10 Minuten

früher auf und macht den tee zuhause

weil das wäre 208319 mal safer

(vorallem mit leuten wie noel, leo und n.)

(und lin. und liam die ihre halbe tasse mit dem saft für den punsch füllen)

(da kriegt man doch diabetes😃)

und a. und m. a. so; NEIN

WIR KÖNNEN NICHT 10 MINUTEN FRÜHER AUFSTEHEN

DAS WÄRE EIN WELTUNTERGANG

und sie so alle .2 sekunden: wIr hAbEn dAs aUcH iN dEr 5. kLaSsE gEsChAfFt

so like

wenn ihr das so unbedingt wollt

dann geht zurück in die 5. klasse!

so einfach kann man das lösen🥰

istg meine aggressionen

📈

soo yeah

basically

M. A. HATS DIESEN DONNERSTAG /ENDLICH/ GESCHAFFT DEN WASSERKOCHER ZU BRINGEN!!

CONGRATS!!

warum haben wir diesen auftrag eigentlich einem kleinkind gegeben??

wunder mich bis heute noch

und dann als wir endlich den wasserkocher hatten

de ✨chaos✨ began

wir haben nur schon am donnerstag und gestern nachmittag geschafft eine ganze punschflasche leerzumachen

 hälfte war schon am anfang wegen unseren diabetes-kiddies weg

 n. hätte schon fast seinen laptop geschrottet

(obwohl frau k immer gesagt hat das wir die laptops nicht gleichzeitig offen haben dürften)

(aber wm > laptop bezahlen halt)

🤷🏻‍♀️

und joaa

dann haben wir am freitag nachmittag klassenrat 2.0 gemacht

die Erstklässler haben anschiss bekommen weil sie in der pause schon zum umziehen reinkamen

obwohl es niemanden juckt ob die drin sind oder nicht

und noel hat wieder einen oh SO TOLLEN job gemacht beim zeitwächter

lin. und liam kriegen definitiv diabetes

ich wette meine familie darauf

die hatten 6/7 mit punschsaft gefüllt und 1/7 mit wasser

obwohl man 1/7 punschsaft und 6/7 wasser reintut🤡💀

[sarahperfectgirlmichelle]

i REALLY DO love U

1,000% ReAl 1,000% SaNe

So how about some of that goddamn affection you promised me?

you're always so fucking serious. why do you treat having a sense of humor like it's a federal offense?

When I was young and enduring periods of insecurity I used to have to play this on repeat ALL of the time. Just to get through being rejected. Don't have to play it at all anymore.

Because. . .

"Sanity" is . . .

m e r e l y i n t e g r a t i o n

I'm highly symptomatic listening to that meditation music when I'm alert/aroused.

My mental health GOAL is to be able to hear anything, anytime and not be symptomatic.

HOWEVER, I'm not counting on it BECAUSE I HAVE SENSORY ISSUES. That much I can accept, and my life has been so much better for having done so.

and as far as having self control, yeah I have self control. I can manipulate myself in order to manipulate others. But why would I? Why should I have to? I'm already a good person. And so are you. How can I make it obvious that I channel my insanity into karaoke, video games and being an internet comic? What else should I be channeling it into?

Alright. So how to put myself into a summary that isn't going to get me murdered. You know this just makes me want to go off on a philosophical rant or 20 right? God fucking dammit... Hey wait? Is this my goddess giving me an order? Okay. But no deadlines. I got this assignment in kindergarten and I'm over 33 years late turning it in.

Always just wanted someone else to write my eulogy.

My only goal in life being to outlive my enemies whoever they may be

Well writer's block is a welcome feeling. Maybe this is how I attain peace.

I can't be as direct as you are. I just am. i EXIST. Reaching conclusions isn't a starting point for me, it's the product of gathering enough clues and intuitions to create a system map. I'm the system map. I'm not constructing a lie. I'm searching. I don't have the answers pre-canned; at my best, I have them pre-scanned. I do not identify as any particular conclusion or opinion. I don't betray my heart no matter what my senses or logic tell me. And I'm even more of a wiz at the ol' logic than I am with the ol' feelings.

i cost c o m m u n i c a t i o n & p a t i e n c e

i'm paid in a f f e c t i o n

So do whatever, whenever. I always have my

i n n e r p e a c e

&

c l a r i t y

Just don't Engage the Killswitch and put me into BT Overdrive

How's this for a LIFE HACK:

Whenever your heart gets broken 💔, save the pieces and put them back together yourself ❤️‍🩹

don't mind if i do . . .

♡ ♥💕❤ ♥💕❤😘❤💕♥❤💕♥♡

💕HEARTS💕

♡ ♥💕❤ ♥💕❤😘❤💕♥❤💕♥♡

♡CANNOT B♥cribbed♡

♥SHOULDN'T B♡fibbed♥

♡ ♥💕❤ ♥💕❤😘❤💕♥❤💕♥♡

🌸💜✨🌼🌸💖💜🌼✨🌸💜

CringeWarning: clicking the above link is bound to cause more 1st, 2nd, 3rd and every.other.kind.of.🤙 EMBARASSMENT than any 💜 could possibly 🧸 🌸💜✨🌼🌸💖💜🌼✨🌸💜

This here isn't my "growth" this is my "normal"

I know I'm down for you whoever you are. The only caveat being that I make everything as gay as I possibly can.

take whatevers tho; ain't no one collecting no royalties

[ladymworld]

C O N S I S T E N C Y Following a horrid period of depression triggered by a life change earlier this year I had put on quite a bit of weight due to "eating crap" to change the way I feel... Overeating in the small hours not only changed the way I felt, it also changed the way I LOOKED ...so, that didn't help... After 4 months of NOT training, exercising, even walking really it WAS SOOOOOO HARD to force myself back but ONE DAY AT A TIME, I DID IT! Look at me now?! 🏋‍♀️🤳💪 I may not be a size 10, but I can SEE CHANGE I AM STRONG but beat of all... I AM SANE...❤️ even with crazy shit going on around me... This has happened because I bave been CONSISTENT, even when I don't want to I turn up...I train, even if I swear at the equipment... even just for 30 mins but I did and I do 3 days every week. I ride my beloved bike once or twice a week for 10 to 20 miles and i enjoy the outdoors...I walk everywhere I can...I park.in the space furthest away from the door...🏋‍♀️💪 Last week, a friend passed away, suddenly, out of nowhere...one minute he was alive and we were chatting and laughing and 6 days later he was gone! That tells me this....... , WE TRULY ONLY DO HAVE THIS MOMENT... ❤️ Enjoy it!! Wear your best (matching) undies, cause chaos, laugh at stupid stuff, hug everyone you can, smile at every single person who crosses your path TODAY, buy a sandwich and a hot drink with a bottle of water for the person begging you for money in the street...one day, that could be YOU. #livelovelaugh❤️ #livethismoment #thisisme #sobrietyrocks #mysoberlife #consistencyiskey #justdoit #rippaulwalkden (at Bingham, Nottingham, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cib-bFlsllcwPH2cmH0ziv3h-bVko7wRDilOaY0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=