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HER HAND????? THE SAME BRACELETT???? HELP??????ππ
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#911 abc#911 spoilers#911: season 7#athena grant#bathena#THIS IS FINE THIS IS ALLLLLL FINE#IM NOT FREAKING OUT NO SIRRRRRRRRR#JUST GONNA BE DELULU#COS WHAT IF BATHENA ARE SEPERATED WHEN ALL THIS HAPPENS AND ATHENA IS STUCK SOMEWHERE AND CANT GET OUT???????#AND BOBBYβS GOING AROUND CALLING FOR HER AND REFUSES TO LEAVE THE SINKING SHIP TILL HE FINDS HER#I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS IM GONNA SCREAM
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ππππππ πππ: πππ πππππππππ βΈ irulanne . the rook .
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#oc: irulanne#leg.ocs#leg.edits#*myedits#*ocedit#dragon age rook#da:tv#datv#my necromancer !!!!!!! my baby sheβs here!!#teehee the first of the rooks !! so far i have 4 on standby for the fall the brainworms are brainwormingg jnhdkhnsk#spot the lucanne reference hehee twas a must to add something of luca in there he and lanna have had me in a CHOKEHOLD all a week hehe <3#colorings by cavalier remainn ICONIC andd SPEAKING OF WHICH THIS TEMPLATE GOLLY HOLLY#ty tyy orion this template was SOO good *screams* i had SO much fun working with it!!!!!#alsoo the official tarot for necromancers / mages / sidony from inky youll always be loved by MEE.#i am not sure if i want to go too much into her lore yet as its so early but the brainrot is brainrotting and i have SOO many thoughts!!#her history her lore how i see her interacting with the world and the world with her lanna's personality and her dynamic with luca AHHHH#*rattling the bars of my cage* FALL COME SOONER !!#lanna has had the braincell for the week STRAIGHT hdbjh <33#the high stakes tennis match between dragon show and dragon game brainrot hehe <33#ill hopefully have something for them too soooon I MISSED THEMM SO MUCHH#her lighthouse outfit + luca's outfit hehe couples that wear *almost* matching outfits thats soulmates or something (im normal) HEHEE#her name (hopefully the last time i change it djksncks) is inspired by i*rulan from d*une !!#an arcane prodigy entering her girlfailure era <33 girlbossed too close to the sun if u will JNDKJDSN#seemingly puts on an air of confidence but hides BIIIG time nervous wreck energy shes gonna take messing things up well i can feel it :')#i feel like a lot of clothes for her are sort of reminiscent of her time in the mourn watchers? all based on aspects of the dead??#like bones or etc?? but i also love that she could be a lightning learning mage with other magic so she takes to that more ethereal nature#to her style !! sheβs also a BIG fan of the opera and was sort of praised as this golden child an arcane prodigy#the gifted kid to burnout adult pipeline she is really feeling it now π₯π€§#hi hi moots if u read all that i am baking you cookies as we speak THERES SO MUCH MORE LOREE on her i have im screaming sheβs everythingg#AHH IT WORKED IT POSTED <33 so so happy i can yell about her now HEHE π₯π
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im so normal about him im entirely calm and chill and composed
#spoiler im not#genuinely he has ruined my fucking brain#astarion#astarion bg3#youre gonna put a vampire in front of me and expect me not to fall in love with them?#so many thoughts and no where to put them#i have no one to scream about him with
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man i love how most of q!forever shipps are like sun/moon coded. like, he just keeps getting into intense and interesting relationships with the cold/logical crowd y'know?? philza, cellbit and badboyhalo are so clearly the shade, the logical ones, and forever just does such a good job of being an ever pulling sun to them
#qsmp#q!forever#4halo#philever#4bit#girl listen im gonna start screaming about how sun coded forever is any second now#does this even make sense???#i have so many thoughts about them#how can i ever not be a multishipper when he keeps getting this yknow
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HEY TGS NATION HOW WE FEELING!!! YOU GUYS SCARED!!!!!!!!
#OH MY GODDDDD#I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS AND NONE OF THEM COHERENT#SPOILERS AHEAD#HYDE MY BABY IS BACK!!!!!#AAAAAAAA#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#OH MY GOD#OH MY GOSH#OH MY LORD#ALL THE VARIATIONS#THATS HOW IM FEELING#I LITERALLY RAN UP TO MY. MUM AND STARTED SCREAMING#I ALMOST POURED BOILING WATER ALL OVER MYSELF#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaa#WHATS FRANKIE GONNA DO???#IS SHE A SNITCH????????#SHE BETTER NOT BE#SNITCHES GET STITCHES VICTORIA FRANKENSTEIN#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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I am this close π to making a short-ish sentient Gotham fic and their ties and relationship to the Batfam, specifically Bruce.
Might include a bonus chapter if it does well, we'll see
#sentient gotham#eldritch gotham#bruce wayne#batfam#fanfic#fanfiction#writing#ao3 fanfic#im gonna do it#swear to god#i have so many thoughts#i have so many ideas#screaming into the soup
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most days I'm so chill with the fact I'm non-contact with my father, it was the best decision, I hate him, my life is so much more peaceful without him
then bam it's a random Tuesday at 8pm and I'm sobbing because I miss having a dad, like, excuse me what is this??
#im ping ponging between its all his fault he made all those decisions to maybe he was doing what he thought was right#i barely ever had a dad so i dont know what im crying for pff#if he died tomorrow I'm not sure I'd go to his funereal I don't want him at my wedding#but sometimes I want him to just hold me and read me narnia like he did when I was 9#my parents were terrible but its cause they didnt know what they were doing but i dont know how to make peace with that#would it have killed them to be nice to me?#this is very simplified but yk#gonna go read some draco scorpius centred fanfics now to make me cry more cant wait!!#i hate him i hate him i HATE HIM I HATE HIM#but i didnt always and i dont want to but there are things you just cant take back#anywayz thats enough trauma dumping on main lmfao#if anyone has any father child centred fanfictions do let me know and give them to me plz thanks#daddy issues#are screaming#scorpius malfoy#and god do i hate his new wife#this is way too many tags im sorry to anyone whos made it down here lmfao
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Yall aren't ready for my thoughts on the finale and what was said in teen talk oh I'm cracking my knuckles so hard rn
yall also aren't ready for when I drop my art I've been doing of dad Lark, terricky, vampire Terry, and oakworthy shit
yall just aren't ready for where I am mentally right now with this show -
#dndads#dndads s2#dungeons and daddies#yall arent ready#i have so many thoughts#i love sparrow i need yall to know that but i have thoughts and the sparrow defenders are gonna be uspet#i have SO MANY THOUGHTS AND IM GOING TO SCREAM THEM THE MOMENT I CAN
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Any Howdy ideas to share? /nf
Oh I have So Many ideas. Pulled out my notes for this! Gonna start with family bc I've been wanting to share.
Howdy is The middle child. This man suffers from middle child syndrome big time, his parents hardly acknowledge him unless they're complaining about his career choice/comparing him to his siblings.
Speaking of! He has 15 siblings! They have names and traits and I wasted So Much Time on them! So here a list from oldest to youngest! as well their jobs
Heather- house wife w no kids. married big rich
Huntley- restaurant owner w multiple locations
Hailey- successful crafts/furniture business
Hayden- same business with Hailey
Heath- plane engineer
Hector- commercial pilot
Henry- big industry CEO
Hannah- chain store assistant manager
Howard "Howdy"- You know this one!
Holland- part-time job hoping
Harrison- college student
Harvey- college student
Harwin- college student
Harmony- student
Hope- student
Holly- student
3-4, 5-6, and 15-16 are twins. 11-13 are triplets. I don't have ages bc they need to be reworked. Yes all their names start with H. I thought it would be funny but it was Not Worth It. /hj
Back to Howdy! He loves all of his younger siblings. He's not as close to his older siblings with the exception of Huntley bc I love him. He actively dislikes Henry and Heather bc they belittle him a Lot.
Howdy, Hannah, and Holland were The trio of the family. Howdy is closest to these two.
He was also hugely involved in raising/taking care of the little ones. He was the only one that could get the triplets to take a bath in a reasonable amount of time with little mess/fuss. No one knows how he did it.
Stepping away from family!
It's so easy to make Howdy laugh. He makes a big deal out of jokes and having a good sense of humor, but he'll laugh at anything! He just hides this fact to save himself the supposed embarrassment. He almost Laughed Out Loud at one of Frank's jokes! Frank Frankly! The Unfunniest Neighbor! The memory haunts him. /j
Cuddle bug. Someone please hug the caterpillar. He just wants to give his loved ones a big squeeze and in some cases never let them go (cough Barnaby cough). If you fall asleep against him he will cherish the moment but will playfully complain later.
Cries if/when anything happens to the shop. Water leak? Sobs. Stain? Inconsolable. He loves his little shop so much.
He may scam people but he's really not in it for huge profits. He's just like that. Refuses to Ever open another store. There's only one Howdy so there will only be one Howdy's Place!
Oblivious but falls in love easy. He won't realize he's in love but he always falls first. Just give him time to realize it.
Will flirt with his partner but flusters when it's returned.
Despite being a workaholic, he gets plenty of rest and is pretty good with self care! He finds it very important to be well rested and healthy if he's gonna work so much. He also sleeps like a rock.
I have this idea to specifically contrast with Eddie! Who does Not know when to stop working. Howdy complains often of Eddie's sleep schedule (or lack thereof). This had led to Eddie being forced to nap in a big armchair behind the store counter on multiple occasions.
Howdy has essentially adopted the neighbors as family. Except for Barnaby I guess bc he's in love with the big blue dog.
One the youngest neighbors. He refuses to acknowledge this as he's had enough of being the baby brother thank you very much.
oh golly this got long very quick.. so that's all for now! π
#i could literally keep going#i have so many thoughts about his family and their dynamics#as well his interactions woth neighbors outside the shop#thsi caterpillar is just alfnsckajkdfjja <3 <3#Fun fact! He's what got me into Welcome Home!#I was watching the first GTLive about wh (don't come for me plz)#and when he pulled up Howdy's character in the neighborhood page i Lost It#I literally heart eyed and screamed#I thought he was the neatest fella! The Character Design Ever#I proceeded to consume as Much Information as possible about Welcome Home#Then Eddie stole my heart-#srry Howdy but have you looked at the mailman?#anywho! Thank You for letting me go off about the big bug man.#im gonna go eat leftovers and think about him <3#dizztalkstoomuch#neon child#welcome home#howdy pillar#Pillar Family#<- bc i may talk more about them#omg i forgot to mention everyone's a butterfly but Howdy.#theres lore to that but i don't want to make this post longer.#if u want the details and lore just send another ask! I can give angsty lore!#please ignore every typo. I'm on mobile and fixing tags is horrendous
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not me fantasy booking oc to pull double duty on sunday so orangekip can still win at wembley
#i have so many thoughts and im so sure tk isnt capitalizing on any of them and im gonna scream#all you need to do is let kip join the conglomeration and put them in the ladder match on sunday!!#wrestling musing
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βand those who walk there, walk togetherβ
#MANNNN I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS GODDDD#IM GONNA HAVE TO SCREAM ABOUT IT BC MANNN#YALLLLL#THAT SHOW WASSASSS#also imagine my joy at seeing the director has TWO other shows#one of which uses the same actors (not sure if they are connected yet)#YIPPEEEEEEEEE#haunt of hill house spoilers
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I'm very much a, "fuck yeah and fuck you, I don't need validation! I'm me, cunts!" kinda fella, but sometimes I could use support.
#today i fucked up by reactivating my fb account which i haven't done in 2 yrs just to check on some folks id been sending good thought to#place is depressing everyone is miserable and everything feels fake and my mind is like#LOL this is why we left bitch byeeee#so i deactivated again went to work and idc what anyone says there are folks like me that can and do feel the energy and emotions coming of#people and it can fucking suck especially when so many are disregulated so i got a sensory overload and boss was nice enough to let me take#a bunch of breaks today and even scream in her office cause She Gets It (TM)#the weather is rainy and cold i'm getting so many fibro flares idk how i'm moving anymore#ive missed so many days of work already and it's not even fully winter yet i still have my job and im thankful i have an understanding team#but that doesnt pay the bills im still trying to find a way to pay for that doctor appointment coming up#graduate courses began for college and i think i'm gonna be okay but damn did they throw too much info all at once at me and that made#my adhd brain go WELL SHIT#ive been feeling incredibly lonely and not wanted in so many spaces that im struggling to even communicate with the few that i know do#love me for me and nothing else im trying so so so hard to keep being there for people and to keep loving#people that need it cause i don't ever want another human being to ever feel as miserable and unwanted as i have felt#but im also tired because i feel like thats all anyone ever sees me as just this being that can take their woes away and make them feel#amazing and i love that i can do that and listen to so many traumatic stories and help folks process that trauma my boss and many throughou#life have told me i have a gift for healing people and a vibe to me thats different than most and it feels good being around me but today i#just felt like people keep taking and taking and taking and i dont expect anything back thats not who i am id rather give than receive#but damn it i just wish someone could just give me the biggest hug in the world dont even have to say a thing just hold me and be present#and hold space for me to just feel weightless id cherish that more than anything in the world right now#on a positive note...#my dinosaur vo stuff got traction im getting a new cosplay put together i havent done that in 4 years i got to pet a wild deer i made#a coworker laugh so hard his juice went out his nose and my boss peed a little#im slowly taming another wild flock of turkeys and i got a bag of my favorite takis the guacamole flavor#i got a lot to be thankful for and i acknowledge it#but damn it im tired#thank you for coming to my Ted Talk rant and rave#if you made it this far: you're an incredible human being and i love you#please go treat yo self to something nice and know i love you for you
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big bg3 spoilers for a romance ending w astarion? srry i keep putting under readmores its a bit easier
I JUST SAW A CLIP OF AN ENDING WHERE ASTARION IS TURNED INTO A VAMP AND HE OFFERS TO TURN TAV/UR CHAR N HES LIKE "THATS WHAT YOU WANT RIGHT? TO BE MINE. FOREVER." WAHGHGHGHHGHHH AHHHH
#jupiter.speaks#β€οΈ.astarion#> IM GONNA SCREAM THE WAY HE DELIVERS THE LINE. WAHHAGHGHGHGHGH OKAY#> i have so many thoughts abt this but i cant play rn im gonna go nuts
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Katso owl house 3 Announcement of the last episode ππ¦π@disneychannel YouTubessa
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BABE WAKE UP WATCHING AND DREAMING PROMO JUST DROPPED
#MOM COME PICK ME UP IM SCARED#*CSREAMS*#this is gonna be consuming my thoughts 24/7 oh my goddddd#fucking screaming crying throwing up and breaking down#lizard-dumbass talks about stuff#toh spoilers#ish#the owl house#toh#watching and dreaming#the end is near and i am having so many thoughts and feelings about it#Youtube
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Man you know I'm fucking stressed when I start having sleep paralysis episodes again lmao
#Cruddy rambles#This time I saw a big ol demon kitty lounging on the chair in my room and heard someone banging on my bedroom door and turning the knob#The worst part of these is when I try to talk and I physically cannot even get a sound out#I always wondered. What it sounded like to other people#Because to me in the half asleep state I am screaming with a closed mouth and all that's coming out is like. Those whisper yells.#But I imagine it's making next to no noise at all. Which sucks bc like. I'd at least LIKE help if it were possible#Not that I want to just start screaming randomly in the middle of the night. But being able to call 4 help would be nice.#Sigh...#Anyway. Yeah. That was a great experience 10/10 do not recommend#It's funny how I had 1 (one) sleep paralysis experience at college. And now that I'm home I'm having them on the reg again#Funny how that works. I'm sure it's unrelated.#They're not even that scary bc Im half asleep for them. they're just panic inducing bc they're loud and I can't move and I hate it#SO loud. It's always lots of banging. One time I heard my Grammy laughing from that same chair while something huge and with many limbs#Banged all across my closet doors from every direction. Fuckin rude#I've also only ever had 1 physical hallucination and it was the college one#A demon walked into my dorm room while my friends slept in the common room (initially I thought it was one of them coming in to wake me up)#And walked over to the side of the bed and stood there and stared at me until it started shaking the bed violently and laughing#And I just kinda rolled over and fell back asleep despite the shaking and laughing bc like. What u gonna do#I have to emphasize that you're barely conscious during these which is why ur brain hallucinates in the first place#So literally ur only action is to force yourself to wake up but deal with the horrors (like I did tonight) or just. Fall back asleep#Which is my usual option but I couldn't fall back asleep bc I'm hungry#I'm gonna go tho. I'm tired af and I wanna try to sleep some more b4 I have to get up today#I just came here to calm down bc talking calms me down and well. I can post here without bothering anyone with dumb messages.#So I'm go back to sleep now#Goog nite
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#delete later#im so exhausted and stressed. theres such a lack of stability and its freaking me out SO much. im just constantly tense and waiting#for something terrible to happen. im starting to think that im not gonna get to go to the entomology thing ive been hoping#how i can't do things independently and i must have been forced into this abd rhen it'll get cruel towards my friends abd i cant#and my aunt is getting worse abd my parents are waiting for me to fail abd have to move bsck with them which i can't do bc#to go to for months bc ill probably need to use that time off for preparing to move. which sucks. ive been looking forward to it#i was letting myself get my hopes up and that was a mistake bc now im rly disappointed. im hoping i can go but honestly#idk if it'd be financially responsible. same with comic con. its in october so i can probably go but it might not be a financially#good idea. it just. the things i was counting on to be stable sources of joy are not stable anymore and that's making everything worse#and im tryinh to be positive but im so anxious. theres just so much. i need to think about packing and try to figure out#how im going to move 1-2 hours away. how am i going to coordinate with movers whilst having to get the train to meet them#im disabled and cabt help move things so only getting one person ro deliver worries me. movers arent insured to take ppl with them#theres just SO MUCH. And i can't view properties easily bc of work so im missing out on multiple places that ive been contacting#ppl about abd i couldnt line up enough for last week when i was off bc it was too short notice and i just. its TOO MUCH TOO MUCH#im overwhelmed. im trying to think of the food im gonna cook when im there ahd the armchair im gonna buy#im gonna eat so much fucking lamb and fish oh ny god im excited for THAT#i wany to just go for the shittiest place to at least have some stability and bc i still have yhat kernel of thought that i dont#deserve comfort but im trying to fight it bc i do. i deserve somewhere nice and its unfair on myself not to find somewhere nice#especially as ill be living alone. i cant go for places that have no natural light or are four stories up or are a mile away from the train#station bc that will wreck my mental health and i wont have ready access to socialising that can stabilise me. gotta be fair#to myself. but THATS PROVING REAL DIFFICULT#im doing good saving though so thats nice i guess. fuck me moving is expensive. moving when you've got zero kitchen supplies is#even more so. gonna be an Interesting first couple days in the new place.#it will be. very bad. they keep texting me asking about it and i have to be positive bc otherwise itll become a conversation about#field all that shit when im like this. i just cant. that requires so much fucking energy i dont have. and i wont move back#id frankly rather die. and trying to not say that and decline politely sucks. bc they get the look of#oh we're not good enough huh#and i can't field their fucking feelings. i either need a pause button or a fast forward. id take either one#so many of these tags ended up out of order whoops. but these arent meant to be read anyway#i just need to scream bc idk what else to do
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