#I always wear my mask when I go out anyway for my own safety

[kirby-the-gorb]

[itsascreambaby96]

Eddie Munson as Ghostface? With Reader?

Halloween pranks turned into fun time in the bedroom?

Warnings: 18+, mdni!!!!! Everyone is over 18. Knife play! Mentions of murder (no one gets killed) Oral (male recieving), this is pure smut. Plot? I don't know her. P in v sex. Bit mean!Eddie (just a tiny bit). If I missed anything let me know.

Pairing: Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader

A/N: Hehe my love that is a brilliant idea. And I am honoured to write my first Eddie piece for you😁 you know this was the final push to write that piece we were talking about a few weeks ago🤭 is this my favourite thing ever? Yes. Yes it is😌

Also applications for a boyfriend or girlfriend to do this with me are still open😅

It's a scream baby!

Eddie has been teasing you with his stupid mask all month already. And you were only half way through October. Giving you creepy calls, asking you about your favourite scary movie, which ended in hot telephone sex. Jumping out from behind the fridge, which led to Eddie hitting it from behind over the kitchen counter. Or jumping from behind a door, which ended in sex against the wall. Or jumping out of your wardrobe, which led to sex on your bed. There was no limit for him. Not like he didn't get to scare and kill people. He did. He just loved making you jump.

Of course you knew he was the famous Ghostface killer. It wasn't hard to figure out considering your High School bully wound up dead, a day after you told your boyfriend Eddie about what happened back then. You weren't sorry for them. It's what they deserved. It was also kinda hot and you might or might have not had the best sex after he admitted it. Of course he was wearing the mask, who might still have had some blood on it.

Eddie knew you had a thing for Slashers. The way you always look at them when you two watched a horror movie was a tell tale sign. And he was so excited about the thing he had planned. In his head is was coming together perfectly.

You found a part time volunteer job for the corn maze in Hawkins. The uniform wasn't much, basically just a vest and the rest were your own clothes. It was pretty chill most days. You only had to call someone 4 times yet cause some people got lost.

Today had been a quiet day and it was closing time. Your co worker left you to do the final round alone because he had an important date apparently and it couldn't wait. He was an asshole anyway so you were glad he was gone.

With your fleshlight in hand you went through the maze. You knew every path by now. It wasn't completely dark yet but having the flashlight gave you a bit of safety.

You had a weird feeling going in but it was probably nothing. You were almost finished now, already making your way back and you still couldn't shake that weird feeling. Like your were being watched and followed. Looking behind you, you saw nothing. You were going just a tad quicker just in case.

And then you heard it, a twig snapped behind you and you froze. Someone was definitely behind you. It was darker now but you didn't need your fleshlight to see who was behind you. The white mask reflected the moonlight. Black empty eyes kept looking at you. You let out a breath, fairly certain that it was Eddie. Who else would it be? Though in this town you could never be too sure.

So you said "Fuck Eddie you almost gave me a heartattack!"

Ghostface tilted his head slightly. Fuck those eyes didn't give anything away.

"I am not Eddie." You gulped at the deep modulated voice. You know it was him. 99.99% sure. But to pretend he was just a nameless killer? It kinda rilled you up.

"Oh you wanna play psycho killer? Can I be the helpless victim? Ok let's see. No please don't kill me Mister Ghostface, I wanna be in the sequel." You looked at him with fake innocent eyes.

You could hear Eddie snicker and you were relieved you were right.

"You better run fast, princess. If I catch you, it's over for you." That same deep voice spoke again. Your eyes widen, excitement bubbling up.

He came a step towards you, then another and another, before you were darting off, Ghostface right behind you. You knew this maze by heart, so it was definitely on purpose that you ran into a dead end so Eddie would catch you. Of course you didn't let him know that.

You muttered an audible "Fuck" and turned around. You could hear Eddie tsk behind you. He was closer than you initially thought. A surprise gasp leaving you as his leather gloved hand wrapped around the base of your neck lightly. Eddie lightly ran his knife over your cheek. Your heart was beating wildly, adrenaline pumping through your veins.

"Poor thing. Now what to do with you?" It was kind of thrilling that you couldn't see Eddie's face, yet his movements were so telling.

The pointy tip of his knife was under your chin, slowly lifting your head. The fact that it was a real knife and he could cut you with it, the danger of it all, only added to your arousal. You were sure your panties were already drenched.

Eddie slowly dragged the knife down your throat, only adding a tiny bit of pressure so you could feel the weight of the situation.

And you certainly did, it also turned you on immensely.

"Is there any way I can safe my life?" You were batting your eyelashes at him.

"I can think of a few things." Eddie dragged his knife up your thigh and under your skirt, making goosebumps rise on your skin. Then he kept dragging the dull end of the knife against your pussy over your panties, making you moan.

"On your knees Princess." Eddie pulled the knife back and you quickly got onto your knees in fron of him. Lifting his robe and opening his pants to pull Eddie's cock out. He was already hard. So you weren't the only one getting turned on by this.

"It's not gonna suck it self. So if you want your life spared, I suggest you start. And you better make it good." God that voice. Your pussy clenched around nothing.

You licked a long strip from base to top, wrapping your lips around his deep pink tip, licking off some of the precum. You repeated this motion a few times making sure all of his dick got wet with your saliva. Then you wrapped your lips around the tip again, letting your tongue glide over his slit. Eddie kept groaning and moaning the whole time, biting his lip under the mask.

You were enjoying this as much as he was, your juices already ruined your panties. Slowly you went to take more of him into your mouth until you couldn't take it anymore. Breathing through your nose you started to bob your head up and down. Your hand wrapping around what you couldn't fit into your mouth.

Your movements started slow but your pace became quicker by the minute. Occasionally you kept sucking on his sensitive tip. The low moans Eddie made only spurred you on. Drool was running down your chin mixed with his precum. Eddie loved messy blowjobs.

He tried to hold back the urge to fuck into your throat but his self-control was running thin.

"Hands behind your back princess." His voice was even deeper now, even with the changed voice.

You looked up at him with doe eyes, making Eddie twitch in your mouth. You put your arms behind your back and Eddie gripped your hair right as he made his first thrust. It was slow, as if to test you were ok with this. Once he saw you were eager and waiting he didn't hold back anymore. A gargled sound leaving you as he fucked his whole length into you. More drool and precum dribbling out of your mouth, down your chin. Your eyes began to water but you kept the same look on your face to let Eddie know you were enjoying this as much as he was.

Shoving the entirety of his cock down your throat he kept you in place. Your nose touching the soft tufft of his pubic hair. Tears wear running down your face now, completely ruinning your mascara.

You looked all the fucked out little slut Eddie knows you are only for him. That fact almost made him come.

He pulled you back by the hair after a few seconds, letting you take in some much needed air, before he pushed inside again and holding you there.

He repeated this for a while, you looking messier and messier every time he let you come up for air. And he was definitely getting off on this. His pace got quicker, you knew he was close. His cock throbbing in your mouth and with one final push he came. Groaning, he held you there until the last drop, then finally realising you from his grip. You were coughing a little, drool and some of his come on your chin, your mascara all over the place and your hair all tangled up. Eddie loved it.

He put his dick back into his pant and softly helped you stand up. You gave him a reassuring smile. Your knees hurted now but you knew he would take care of you.

"You did so well princess. But I am not done with you yet." With that he dragged you back to his van. Good for him that he knew the maze too. You were stumbling a little and were glad when you finally reached the van.

He opened the back door, and you saw an old mattress and a blanket on top of it. He really did plan this all through.

He pushed you inside and onto the mattress, making you giggle a little. Not bothering to close the door, Eddie got on top of you, still wearing his mask. He took off your vest and your shirt. Your skirt followed suit. Now he made a show out of cutting your bra and panties off. One of his favourite things to do during foreplay. The cold metal of the knife made you shiver.

He circled the tip of the knife around your nipples until they perked, giving a deep, satisfied hum. Slowly he dragged the knife over your stomach down to your pussy. His other gloved hand was running through your wet folds.

"All this shit got you this wet? What a dirty little slut you are. Letting a killer teat you like this and then letting him fuck you. Tsk, pathetic, really." He pulled his hand up to inspect the glove. It was glistening with your arousal in the moonlight that came into the van.

Taking the tip of the knife again he began circling your clit. A whiny moan escaped you as the cold metal came in touch with your heated pussy. But you were enjoying yourself. He didn't keep this teasing up for long and threw his knife to the side. Pulling his robes up he took his pants and boxers off. His dick was already hard again.

He didn't waste more time, spreading your legs he pushed inside of you with one quick push. You threw your head back both in pleasure and pain from the stretch.

"Fuck always the best fucking pussy. Sucking me in so deep." Eddie grit out between his teeth. He could spend hours inside of you if you'd let him. Usually he gave you time to adjust but he was really impatient today and so he didn't give you as much time to adjust to his length and girth. Instead he almost completely pulled out of you and snapped right back into you, knocking the wind out of you.

You let out a choked moan as Eddie kept drilling into you and soon the pain vanished and all that was left was hot pleasure.

You wanted to hold onto him but as quick as lightning he grapped your wrists and pinned them over your head with one hand. Black eyes staring at you. The sorta anonymity made you clench tight around Eddie's dick making him groan.

With every hard thrust the mattress moved but you could care less about that. You were biting your lip to quieten some of your moans but Eddie wasn't having it.

"You better moan as loud as you want, because I want every damn person in this town to know how good I am making you feel." He was almost growling and who were you to say no to him. And so you released every moan and whine and groan you wanted. The squelching sound of your pussy adding to the erotic of this whole situation.

Eddies thrusts became harder, sloppier and erratic. You knew he was getting close again but you also knew he wanted you to come first.

His hand moved between tthe two of you and he started to rub circles against your clit, using the right pressure and pace to match his thrusts.

Like this, it didn't take long for you to tip over the edge. Your ears started to ring and a loud high pitched moan came out of you. Your legs wrapping around Eddie, locking him in, as he too, reached his end, emtpying himself deep inside of you.

Once you've both calmed down Eddie finally took off his mask and the robe as well as his shirt. He pulled out of you, colapsing next to you onto the mattress and pulling you into his arms. He gave you a long and meaningful kiss that made you melt. Your heart was still hammering against your chest.

"Was it everything you dreamt of?" His voice sounded normal again, making you relax instantly.

"No. It was even better." Your voice was hoarse but that was to be expected. You didn't mind.

"I'm glad." Eddie kissed the top of your head. You two kept laying there for a little while longer before driving home and taking a well deserved shower. After another round, consisting of Eddie eating you out you fell asleep exhausted but oh so satisfied. You definitely planned on doing this again.

[the-s1lly-corner]

C, E, F, H, I, J, K, M, N, S and Y, for masky please

Fluff alphabet w/ Masky!

but with these letters :3!! I was gonna do these last night when I first saw you sent this in but im all achey and sore, i still am, but like yk

C (CUDDLES)-

very awkward with cuddles I think- Im kinda revamping how I write for Masky but in general I think he can be stiff in terms of giving or receiving affection in general so this post is going to be interesting! i feel like he might let you cuddle him, but he'll be really stiff in your arms. it won't really be until you guys have been together for a while, and he'll only really pull you into his arms after you've gone to sleep. tends to be the big spoon, doesnt matter if hes taller than you or not (he's 5'7 in my eyes)

very comfy to cuddle with, not too hard not too soft and he's fairly warm

E (EMOTION)-

very collected in nearly every sense of the word! sure you know he loves you but he can.. express it differently than others; usually through acts of service and making sure nothing can get close enough to harm you. in terms of like, actually being emotional

i mean he can get passionate and intense, i always saw him as the one whos more likely to snap between him and hoodie, but!! yeah!! doesnt verbally express his affections, or really in general

the fact he constantly wears a mask certainly doesnt help

F (FAMILY)-

i feel like that's something he would have been interested before he came into contact with slenderman and became a proxy- same goes for marriage, really- like im still torn on how i want to write the proxy dynamic thing but like, i dont want it to be all. "it works out for everyone" you know

ponders

i feel like in the present day, given that he works for a demon, he wouldn't want to bring a kid into the world out of fear that they would become a target, you know?

were this any other timeline or au, then i feel like he would like at least one kid

H (HARSH)-

he can get intense about things, especially when it comes to you and your safety, so that could be a potential source of arguments. masky has set some hard and harsh boundaries to make sure you dont get too entwined in whatever is going on with him

the type to storm off, he doesnt like being around people in general but that gets more intense when hes actively pissed off

you probably wont see him for a while, a day or two. three, even

like he'll still show up you just won't see him or notice he's still watching over you

kinda just. reappears. noticeably distant compared to before

stray cat energy/hj

its gonna take some time before things go back to normal

if he did anything on his end that warrants an apology he'll actually verbally apologize and try to make it up to you, though!

I (INJURY)-

he gets injured a lot, so you're more likely to be the one tending to him. that is if he lets you- he insists to work on it on his own but if you're as stubborn as him he might back off after some badgering

if you're the one hurt all hell breaks loose. he cant help but blame himself since he prides himself on being able to keep watch on you and protect you. unless its like a really normal or mundane injury (ex. a basic fall, cutting/burning yourself while cooking, ect) then he's just. normal about it and tries to help. god forbid someone actually hurt you, though

J (JEALOUSY)-

very jealous, the type to get distant and cold me thinks. already plotting ways to get your attention back. but if someone actually makes you UNCOMFORTABLE?

yeah no its over for that person

insists he doesnt need reassurances or really anything but he doesnt protest if you do it anyway

K (KISSES)-

he rarely takes his mask off, especially not around people, but every now and then he'll lift his mask up a bit and sneak a kiss

LOVES kissing you on the cheek

loves when you kiss him on the forehead

M (MARRIAGE)-

similar reasoning for F, but i feel like he's more willing to go through with something in place of a wedding or commitment to you

very modest ceremony, if there is one, its just you two. no guests, no one else, secluded area me thinks

probably steals some rings that semi match each other

N (NO)-

doesnt like loud or messy people. like he can forgive some mess, sometimes life gets ahead of you or mental health can stand in the way. he knows that first hand. but if you actively/purposefully dont clean out of genuine laziness then thats a deal breaker

also doesnt like pushy people; again its one thing to advocate for your needs but if you consistently push boundaries then its not going to work; especially since a lot of his boundaries are to make sure you dont get hurt

S (SHH)-

oh this man is riddled with secrets. lots of them. obviously this version of masky leans more towards the creepypasta version, but i do want to somehow weave in some traits and ideas from MH as a little nod (and because i love both versions of the character, though im still figuring out how i wanna write him and hoodie, nearly a year later- meshing two opposing characters can be hard!! but hey maybe thats another post for another day when i finally rewatch MH; its been literal years so im a bit rusty on lore and characterization)

very secretive about what he does for work, even if you're like. aware of whats going on/if you're a kriller/monster/ect in universe he simply doesnt like talking about it

Y (YEARN)-

deals with separation pretty well all things considered! sure he might have some worries about if you're keeping out of trouble or staying safe, but i feel at some point he would have some level of trust in you

[radarchives]

IM SAYING LIKE they served so much cunt with the 2021 halloween fits and we went mostly downhill from there, could we perhaps get your thoughts on the rest of the set too, maybe which were your fav and least fav ones? 🥺👉👈 i could write a whole essay on them tbh i swear im normal about them

the halloween fits truly were everything. with the bunny fits one of the only events where looking at the bottom parts only made me break out in sweats half the time.

i'm not necessarily gonna rate them, but i'll give my thoughts.

so let's start

lucifer

solid outfit. the hat i'm okay with since it doesn't look like it's got a life of its own (hat that shall not be named). the zipper shoes however need to go, the white is not giving and certainly a choice for an almost all black outfit. even in white they'd look way better as dress boots with laces.

also love how they somehow managed to give lucifer even more pieces of clothing than usual, unquestionably a skill.

anyway i can't really complain about the outfit bc the card was drawn by the dilf hair lucifer artist. i forgive all mistakes for that.

mammon

it's giving shady vendor it's giving Dr.Facilier with the colour scheme. maybe a bit questionable that he isn't wearing any socks but. it's the horror outfit so maybe that checks out. i personally would've replaced the tie with a bunch of necklaces and have given the man some damn socks. i'd always give mammon at least 60% more jewelry in general that man should be dripping in it.

for me this one is the least exciting one out of the bunch, but i still like it.

leviathan

the jason mask??? the boots?? hands down this is one of the only times i am in love with obey me brand shoes bc these look GOOD (maybe it's just the obey me church stompers trauma talking). love love love the coat and i am also weirdly okay with the brown pants since they match the dried blood on the coat. the gloves are a bit unnecessary though.

satan

i both love and have my beef with this outfit. when i saw the dress i almost flipped my phone because finally!! the devs let a charcter aside from asmo be a bit more feminine looking! then i saw the bottom and went. hmmmm. i think i just don't like that he's wearing both a dress and dress pants (that have buttons on the side. ew) combined? i genuinely think the outfit would've been more cohesive if they either leaned more into the feminine side (dress closed a bit further down, tights, boots with a higher heel) or the more androgynous side (corset with lacing in the center, dress as more of a blouse, high waisted pants, bottom of the dress if kept more like an overskirt?)

asmo

he's perfect, he's beautiful, he looks like linda evangelista, he's a model

no questions asked. perfection. the spider theme/black widow theme is so fucking perfect for him. also the placement of the blood on his hands and sleeves? casually going insane over him they did him so well. definitely my favourite out of them all.

belphie

alright. i am conflicted about this one. because it's camp. no idea what made the devs give belphie a sexy nurse theme but i'm here for it. maybe not necessarily the executiion but still. the skeleton print is my arch nemesis. what in the hot topic fingerless emo gloves is going on here. love the little belt on his thigh but also. safety. hazard babes. he'd be getting poked by needles every step he takes. i don't even wanna look at the little bo peep ass looking shoes.

i would've loved the outfit even more if they'd given him a skirt instead of his little short shorts. maybe not a visually appealing one but definitely an amusing one.? like yeah it's ugly but yeah i also like it because it's silly.

beel

for a beel outfit? god tier. man always has to suffer from boring outfit syndrome, but this one is good as long as you keep your eyes trained on the upper part. the devs shortly released him from the yas girl give us nothing basement. we do not talk about the ginormous clown stompers on his feet though. it looks less camp than belphie's nurse outfit and i'm here for it.

[wolfbart]

Mairimashita! Iruma-kun Chapter 290

First of all, the color page looks fantastic !

Feed your invitation to a demonic bat, then it can turn into a door and et voila, you've arrived at your desired location. (An interesting and practical way to get around.)

The Lost Lounge

Where it is located ?, we are not told, but it is the perfect place for a masked ball !

There are magic tool dolls in this place, even among the staff there are some.

And honestly, I don't like that at all, which is probably because everything in this place seems suspicious and dangerous to me, and everything that has to do with magic tools reminds me of Kirio anyway.

And I hate to say it, but at this ball, Iruma is presented like food on a platter !

When I think back to the fearful boy from the beginning who didn't want to stand out under any circumstances, this is really the exact opposite. Iruma has really settled into the Netherworld, but he should keep in mind for his own safety that he is a human among demons.

(Although sometimes I wonder if he is really 100% human, and these horrible people his actual parents. But that's just by the way, back to the topic.)

He has made a name for himself in the meantime, even high-ranking demons have heard of him and people are curious about his person. And Iruma seems to have now no problem at all with standing out. Which on the one hand shows how much he has grown and found trustworthy demons he can rely on, but on the other hand that also means more dangers and Iruma, much to my chagrin, doesn't always seem to be aware of that.

And now to more pleasant things, Amelie is here and she looks fantastic, and she hasn't even taken off her cape yet !

The best page of this chapter !

Lord give me strength, my babies look stunning each by themselves, but together they are just breathtaking !

Just look at our boy holding her hand like a gentleman. And I love that the handkerchief has so much symbolism and is presented so that everyone can see who belongs to whom at this ball.

(Sometimes they really do seem to share just one brain cell. XD)

Appearance Amaryliss and Alice, also here with clearly visible handkerchief.

I never, ever expected Amaryliss to wear a suit, but boy the woman can wear it ! I thought Azz is already a looker, but his mom takes it up a notch !

A jump to 3 new ''13 crown'' candidates, of which we clearly recognize one person as Bachiko.

But one more person is expected.

Appearance ''13 crowns'' candidate Narnia, together with Baal as it seems.

Finally, we get a closer look at Narnia.

What worries me, though, are his eyes. It seems that Narnia has returned to origins.

And he seems to be looking directly in the direction of Iruma. This deviculum is going to be pretty damn interesting.

[rnisa]

More L x Reader Headcanons: Getting Close

These have been sitting in my drafts for someone who requested, but sadly, I completely went off-track and didn't even answer their request...so I'm posting these here because apparently my reading comprehension is cheeks LOL. Person who requested NSFW L, it's coming I promise!!!

Because this was meant for something else and went into another direction, it's a bit janky and doesn't make sense. Still, was worthless in my drafts for a while...^^

★ I think he has a low sex drive, however I do NOT think L is sex repulsed. At all. I think he does enjoy sex, he just doesn't feel sexual attraction based on appearance alone. L would begin to form attraction to you as he gets to know you. Being physically beautiful isn't enough, and won't do much for him. He can acknowledge when someone is stereotypically attractive, but he looks inward.

★ I mean...he is literally the equivalent of men who don't have a bedframe. Actually, L IS the dude without a bedframe. He doesn't exactly want a model.

★ L is a bit of an anomaly when it comes to love. He is capable of loving. He does not think you need the stereotypical nuclear family to be happy, and he would never just intentionally seek someone out - but he finds himself getting lonely at times. His attitude is that if it happens, it happens. He knows he's unlikely to find a partner, but he wouldn't fully reject it.

★ Getting close to L isn't easy considering he is often cooped up inside. While the scenario of him falling for an agent helping him with a case is always classic and sweet, I could honestly see him falling for just a regular person.

★ I feel that either way, L would be afraid for you - similar to how super heroes have to be careful for their loved ones being put in danger due to them - L has that fear. He's worried something would happen to you, and it would be his fault. For this reason, I do think L would try to push you away. Hint at Matsuda or Light to sweep you up so he won't have his heart broken.

♡ Anyways...

★ Let's say L is interested in you. There would be teasing and bickering. Late nights staying up together (if you are working with him) and you two gradually grow close over time.

★ He falls for you, for you. Your mind, your soul. I don't think L experiences love often, it's a one-and-done. To get to that point takes much patience and time, so you two must have spent a lot of time together already, picking at eachothers brains and sharing deep thoughts.

★ Ironically, the two of you argue quite a bit, but that strengthens the attraction... somehow.

★ I have a scenario in mind where L is in the midst of pushing you away for your own safety. He knows what he wants, he knows he wants you, but what he wants more is for you to just be safe and not in harm's way.

★ For L you cannot let him do all the work. He would fantasize about holding your hand, and the two of you being happy together as a wholesome couple, but he doesn't want to make the first move unless he knows for sure, like, with verbal confirmation that YOU ARE INTERESTED. He's aware he looks "strange" to most NT people, and he fears coming off as "creepy" to you. He doesn't want to scare you away, as at this point if he caught feelings he already considers you a best friend.

★ He's good at reading people however, and if you wear your heart on your sleeve he will most likely catch on to the fact that you have a thing for him. He notices you put a bit more effort into your appearance, and that you smell extra good. He finds it amusing the way you stutter and laugh nervously to mask your emotions, and he can see right through you.

★ On one hand, he's elated. Who wouldn't be knowing their little crush returns the feelings? On the other, he's scared and wants you to just...go away.

★ He doesn't want the problems that come with a relationship as in, worrying about you, the possibility of losing you and the potential heartbreak that would follow.

★ Without much spoken confirmation the relationship happens...naturally. A bit awkward, but things fall into place...

★ You falling asleep near him, so he places you on the nearest couch and covers you with a blanket.

★ The two of you finding any excuse to touch eachother, you finding any excuse to talk to him even if you have nothing important to say. All the while he's asking you, "What do you think about Light Yagami?" , trying to push you into someone else's arms and guaging how you feel, pleasantly surprised that you're not interested.

★ You probably confess to him after a particularly difficult night. Maybe you're exhausted, exasperated, something bad happened. Perhaps you were out on the 'field', helping him with a case when he told you not to...you worried him the entire time. You argue before kissing him.

★ He's shocked and fires you, but you refuse to leave. It works out.

★ As mentioned before, you can't expect him to do all of the work initially. He is too afraid of making that first step (hurting you, offending you, being 'creepy') and he would rather you did something instead. He is over cautious of boundaries as he doesn't want to take any chances fucking things up.

★ With time, he will initiate getting close to you. He trusts that you would talk to him if you at all felt uneasy by his actions - communication is necessary with him!

[michygranger23]

Hi people!! It's been a few days since the last update for the discduo Spider-Man AU, I'm sorry about that!! I've been busy with some irl stuff and then I've been with my Art Fight attacks, so that's what I've been doing, but I finally bring another part for the AU!! As always, let me know your thoughts, opinions and suggestions about this!! Anyways INTO THE RAMBLE!!

"Discduo: Into the Spider-Verse (Part 2)"

TW: Violence, mentions of death threats (minor ones, like just two lol), obssessive behaviour.

The Spider-people were seen swinging around the city, each one having their own style of swinging to move around the buildings of New York. A lot of people were quite surprised to see, for what looked like, different versions of their Spider-Man.

They arrived to the building that's been attacked by The Lizard and The Goblin.

When they got a good look at the scene, they were quite shocked to what they saw (except Spider!Tubbo). In amongst the chaos was what looked like a giant Lizard that had black and white skin (yes I googled this and they exist, go check them out they're actually pretty cool), one eye colored green and the other red, both the eyes had a tint of purple, a torned college jacket that had some grey and red accents, and some torned jeans. In the sky there was something flying around, or specifically, someone. What looked like a man on a flying hoverboard, was throwing some type of white balls that had smiley faces, causing some explotions to the building. The man was wearing a full body armor that was colored green, it had some purple accents like in the shoulders, chest and knees, like if that was a medieval armor, he was wearing a torn up dark green hood, and in the face was a porcelain mask that had a smiley face in it.

(Something like this to be precisely, but with the changes I wrote in.)

Dream would be infected by the goblin syrome like in the comics, or more precisely, like the Ultimate Spider-Man show, just not like too big or super super muscular XD. In his case, he would look more like a snake: his skin covered in white scales, eyes slit in the pupils like a cat, sharp teeth with a long forked tongue, and sharp nails

Spider!Tubbo was the first to start swinging to attack The Goblin, and soon he was followed by the rest of the Spider-people. Niki, Tommy and BBH were putting the remaining civilians to safety, while Dream, Techno and Ranboo were fightning The Lizard.

While Tubbo was attacking The Goblin, same man was talking as if they were just having a nice chat in the park (altho a bit more sarcastic and sadistic -and a tad bit insane- to sound remotely to that).

"Ah, Spider-Man, we meet again. And you brought more friends with you!! How kind of you to bring more spiders for me to kill. Unfortunately, I can't accept it, I'm in another mission right now, and sadly, that means that I'll need you and your arachnids alive. So try to stay still, this will hurt you more than it will for me"

Tubbo started to avoid the bombs The Goblin was launching at him, but then Goblin started to launch some mini misils that were quite harder to avoid, in some occasions getting hit.

Meanwhile Dream, Techno and Ranboo were having a hard time trying to detain The Lizard without trying to hurt them too much or destroy more of the building (I'm gonna use they/them pronouns for Lizard!Ranboo just to clarify!). They were breaking easily the webs that were being wrapped with and it was difficult to not let them run since they were too strong to resist the punches he was receving.

Niki, BBH and Tommy finally come back from evactuating everyone and they start helping the rest of the team. Niki and BBH go to assist with capturing the Lizard while Tommy goes with Tubbo to help him fight with Goblin.

BBH is able to punch the Lizard hard enough to make him dizzy so the rest of them can wrapped him in webs, then Nikki traps him in one of her water bubbles, managing to get the Lizard out of the way.

Spider!Dream is quick to go to assist in the fight of Tubbo and Tommy, while the others kept guard on The Lizard in case he decided to try to escape. He's able to avoid some of the misils and get some punches in The Goblin, Tubbo is able to reciprocrate the Goblin's attacks with his own bombs (that are full of webs) but the Goblin is avoiding them all, but he's having trouble trying to keep up with the two of them, and that's when Tommy uses his sound powers to send a strong sound wave coming from his own speakers in the costume and directed to Goblin.

Goblin isn't able to react in time and is hit full force in the face, making the mask break and almost sending him flying to the wall, but he's able to at least not crush into the wall, but the same couldn't be done with his mask. Goblin directly looks at the eyes of Tommy and that's when Dream's and Tommy's blood turn cold (they didn't knew until now that Goblin was Dream btw).

They saw the face of a version of Dream that they never knew could possibly exist. He had some white scales in his face as if they were freckles, eyes that had the pupils slit like a cat, very sharp teeth that look that they could cut through metal like if it was butter, all of this making him look like a sort of snake, he also had some cuts. But that's not the scariest part, the scary part is the expression he has.

He looks at Tommy with a deranged and maniac look, his eyes are wide, his mouth is making a big and insane grin, and he's laughing. At first it starts like a whisper of a chuckle, then it starts to get louder and louder, until it starts into a full maniac laughter. Dream and Tubbo are froze because of the crazy reaction, and the rest of Spider-People are making sure The Lizard doesn't escape, so the Goblin is able to quickly pin Tommy to the wall before anyone is able to do anything, he grabs him by the neck and squishes hard. Dream and Tubbo are almost going to swing to fight him, and the rest of the team heard the crack sound of the wall, making them almost start swinging over there, but the Goblin speaks.

"Don't go near us or else you want me to see how I slit his throat slowly as if he was a prey"

They paused after hearing that, they didn't want to get their team-mate hurt, they needed to do something quick or else he would end hurt no matter what. But The Lizard started to punch hard enough on the bubble with his head that was starting to break it and making enough noise to grab their attention. Niki was trying her best to keep the bubble up but it was getting difficult every second, BBH, Ranboo and Techno tried to wrap the bubble with more webs to keep it from breaking, they were doing their best but soon it would break. Meanwhile Tubbo and Dream tried to swing there, but the Goblin is able to launch a bomb that created a force shield around him and Tommy, making them unable to reach them.

While Tubbo and Dream tried to get rid of the force shield, Goblin's gaze went back to Tommy. Slowly but surely, he started to take Tommy's mask off. Tommy tried to grab the hand to stop him but Goblin just squished his neck harder, making it harder to breathe. When he finally unmasked him, he stared at him with an unblinking expression, looking at Tommy as if he was studying an interesting object, or an animal that was interesting to look at.

"What's your name, little spider?"

"Go.. Go f*ck yourself.. d*ckhead"

He tried to sound confident and intimidating, but it was hard to speak without getting much oxygen in his body, and the fear he was feeling that was making his whole body paralyzed was making him panic internally.

Goblin just squish harder.

"OK, OK.. it's Tommy!! My name... *gasp*... is Tommy Innit.. please let... *gasp*.. go"

Goblin stopped to squish to the point of letting no oxygen in, but he still was squishing hard enough to breathe properly.

"See?? It wasn't that hard. Now, Tommy, I will say, I'm actually very impressed for what you did to my mask. The Spider-Man from this universe hasn't even been able get close to hurt me badly or caught me by surprise since he appeares. But you..."

He leaned closer to Tommy's ear, making Tommy shiver. He whispered

"You're fun. Our game has just begun. And I can't wait to start playing with you :)"

He finished saying with an obsessive and insane look.

Before anything else could happen, Goblin moved his head to the side to answer a call to what look like a communicator on his ear.

"Yes, I got the stuff.. Yeah I understand, I just got distracted by.. a spider problem. I'll be right there"

He made the force shield dissappear and pushing away Tubbo and Dream. The Lizard managed to break free from his prison and punched the Spiders into the walls hard. Goblin gave one last maniac look to Tommy before dropping him to the floor along with his mask.

"I enjoyed our meet up, Spider-Man, but I need to take care of other things. And Tommy... I'm looking forward to see you again. Goodbye for now, little spider"

Goblin made an explosion in the roof, flying with the hover board outside the building. The Lizard was quick enough to follow his lead before anyone could stop them.

Niki, BBH and Ranboo were slowly standing up after the punch The Lizard gave them. Dream and Tubbo quickly swing to where Tommy was dropped off.

"Tommy??! Are you okay??" asked Tubbo.

Tommy started to stand up, rubbing unconsciously his neck in which had been grabbed with a strong grip just some second ago. He looked to Tubbo and Dream, lingering his view in Dream for just a second longer than in Tubbo.

"Yeah..yeah I'm fine, I'm just glad he let go of my throat"

They look up to the hole where just some moments ago The Goblin and The Lizard escaped.

"It's better that we go back to Tubbo's base, we need to recover and get out of here before the polices arrives" said Techno while he was walking towards them.

Tommy looked just a little bit more to the hole before turning to Dream and then noodling to Techno.

By the time the cops arrived, all that was left was some mild destruction of the building with some webs in the walls and ceilings, and the testimony of civilians saying how they were more Spider-man's fighting the villains that attacked.

AND THAT'S IT FOR THIS POST WOOOOO!! It took me all day to write this wth. Tbh I was multitasking and doing some other things while I was writing so it makes sense lol. Also just to be clear!! In this universe (Tubbo's one) the Tommy from this universe is an orphan that got adopted by Kristen and has Wilbur as his older brother. I wanted to make Goblin! Dream's reaction to Tommy being genuinely surprised and impressed by his abilities without knowing, causing this to start his obsession over him.

Anywho I hope you enjoyed this!! Next part will probably be a bit shorter than this one but important nonetheless. Let me know your thoughts and opinions of this :D!!

[purplesurveys]

1842

Where did the majority of your clothes come from? Not one single place. I like getting clothes from a variety of shops and I'm not picky with where I buy them.

Have you ever attempted to sculpt something from ice? I've never done that, but that sounds like an interesting class to take now that I think about it.

What's so amazing about Shark Week? I never learned what that is actually.

Do you wear sunglasses in the winter? You should. We don't have winter, and sunglasses and I don't make a good pair (hehe) because then I have to take off my glasses and I wouldn't be able to see anything anyway.

Have you ever had to wear an oxygen mask? No, never had to.

Do you have a dreamcatcher? I do.

Is there someone you ALWAYS bump heads with? No. I hate conflict and try to go about disagreements in a calm way.

What's your favorite thing you own that YOU made? I don't think there is anything.

Have you ever starved yourself? Yeah...

What do you spend all of your money on? Mostly on food, if I do spend; but I'm sure once BTS is back I'll be spending on K-pop again lol. I'm happy with my little hiatus for now.

Do you like Robot Chicken? I don't know what that is.

What movie character would you like to be a part of your family? Not a movie, but Clunkers the dog from Friends haha. And the dog that Phoebe got Joey when he got all sad over Rachel.

What's the last thing you were an audience of? Seventeen concert last January.

Has anyone ever had to physically restrain you from doing something? Sure.

Do you raise your voice when you get angry? No. I only do when I'm angry and feel like I'm getting interrupted or talked over.

Do you like the pretzel M&Ms? I've never tried them but they sound kinda delicious.

Have you ever been accused of thinking you're too good for something? Well I don't think I'm a master of anything, so.

Do your scars tell sad or happy stories? My one notable scar is just an annoying story of a distant cousin who didn't know how to behave around people and was not supervised properly by his parents.

Have you ever walked straight into a wall/door? I don't think I have haha.

Have you ever been embarrassed to have a crush on someone? Little bit.

Is there anything you're trying to move on from? Continued from a few days ago idk how long. Just the whole craziness of how Wrestlemania 40's been, although it's safe to assume I won't be able to for a while haha.

Have you ever stolen someone's boyfriend? Nope.

Are you careful with your words? As much as possible.

Do you have a locket? What's the picture inside of it? Nope.

Describe the most interesting vehicle you've ever seen. Nothing comes to mind right now...

Would you be afraid to take a public bus anywhere? Have never taken a bus besides the private buses we'd have for like school field trips or whatever lol. Just seems too dangerous to me plus I'll never know if I'm sitting beside a pervert man.

Have you ever given anything to someone who is homeless? Before I used to give change and snacks, but for safety reasons I've stopped.

What are you feeling, right now? Elated from Wrestlemania weekend, happy that we have two holiday weekdays this week so I don't get to go back to work til Thursday.

How do you react when you feel embarrassed about something? I guess it depends what kind of embarrassed it is? There's the light-hearted kind in which I just laugh it off, then there's like a checking-on-someone's-grandma-not-knowing-she-died embarrassed that makes me want to quit socializing.

Have you ever tried to 'fix' someone? Yes.

What's in your copy and paste? A link to a wrestling streaming site. 

How many stuffed animals do you own, and what are they? I have lke 5 BT21 plushies, some of Tata and others of Koya.

When's the last time you were carried by someone? Three weeks ago when we had our company outing, and I was the one who led our dodgeball team to victory lol. All those lunch periods in third grade spent playing dodgeball were finally ROI'd haha

Have you ever accidentally taken a shower with like your underwear left on, or something? Not my underwear but I've turned on the shower with my glasses on, heh.

Can you twirl things well? Like, just noodles I guess? I don't really...twirl things on a regular basis.

Do you have bangs? I had them like a week before the pandemic kicked in so no one ever really saw them lol. I got rid of them halfway through 2021 and it was still pandemic-y at the time, so at the end of the day no one ever really saw me in bangs. I'm still a little peeved about it HAHA

Have you ever seen someone who wore a real eyepatch? I knew a kid in school who did. She was also one of my sister's close friends.

What started the last 'cat-fight' you were involved in? I've never been in a catfight.

Would you agree that it's extremely disrespectful to 'test' someone in a relationship? I wouldn't call it disrespectful but I do find it a waste of time. Just address things head-on; communicate.

Do you go all out on dressing up for pep-rallies and the like? I never attended pep rallies when I was in college.

What's in your locker? I haven't had a locker since 2016.

Are you in possession of any currency that isn't used in your country? I have a Korean won bill that Angela got me a few years ago; I also have a handful of Thai baht coins left.

Did anyone witness your last kiss? Doubt it.

Do you remember Hamtaro? No.

What about Peewee Hermin? Yeah I know Peewee. He was associated with WWE for a time and afaik one of my fav wrestlers used to be obsessed with him haha.

Do you have any younger siblings? I have two.

Are you cool with them, or do they annoy you to no end? My sister and I are close.

Do you know anyone with a kind of creepy smile? Eh, no.

Anyone with Bieber Fever? Sure! I know a few who grew up with JB and still have a soft spot for their Bieber fevers. I find it generally endearing how people my age have been rediscovering our old interests, just now in a much more unashamed light :)

Have you tried Cupcake Pebbles cereal? I don't think so.

What's your favorite ride at an amusement park? Whatever that's not a rollercoaster or those rides that shoot all the way down at like 500 kph lmao. Basically anything that takes it easy on my sensitive motion sickness.

Last person you flipped off? Idk probably a driver.

Have you ever been on TV? No. I've been behind the camera during live news programs though.

Are you currently distancing yourself from anyone? Yes.

Trying to get close to anyone? Nope.

Anyone who's way over protective of you? My parents have considerably toned down but they are still a bit protective.

Do you like dubstep? It's okay.

Have you ever been to a rave? Yes.

Have you any friends that are twins? No.

[writing-funsies]

OP characters with artist s/o P.3

p.1 | p.2 | p.3 | p.4 | p.5 | p.6

pairings: Kid x reader, Killer x reader, Law x reader

warnings: mentions of alcohol, cursing, brief mention of death

Kid

he has a space just for you in his workshop

more times than not

the crew knows to look for both of you in said workshop

you two bounce ideas off of each other

the creative storm 

that's what everyone calls it

because you and Kid get so riled up

that you end up just screaming incoherently at each other

well, you both know what the other is saying

but I digress

you often experience art block when he's on a roll with his inventions

and his brain stops working about the same time you find your inspiration

it's a vicious cycle

but it keeps a much needed balance on the Victoria Punk

when you both find yourselves creating nonstop

everyone gets worried

Killer especially

you and the tulip often go days with little food or water or sleep

you can't just stop

what if your ideas disappear the moment you look away? 

what are you supposed to do then?

but then the blocks hit

and all hell breaks loose

with no ideas for your creative outlet

you get grumpy

which makes Kid even crankier

if there's anything on the ship that's not bolted down

it's fair game for the ensuing tantrums

just one spare glance is enough for either of you to jump on someone

fighting is better than just sitting around bored

though you find yourself quite calm after a few beers

and a bottle of wine

and like eight pints of ale

the point is

getting drunk also helps

(don't do that for real though cause your poor liver)

(also alcoholism isn't a fun hobby my guys)

Kid is just as destructive as before

but it's funnier now

because everyone is having a good time

anyway Kid loves spending time with you as you both work on your projects

it's a nice way to bond without all the mushy couple crap other people do

Killer

he likes that you're so artsy

you always find the most off-the-wall things to try

and he enjoys trying new things with you

mainly because the worst-case scenario results in maybe an hour of cleaning

and not with a pile of corpses

if you like whittling or any type of paper mache

and you make this man a mask

he'd be so happy that he's on the verge of tears

even if the mask isn't durable enough to wear in public

or while fighting

he'd still wear it in the safety of his room

where you can see him wearing it

he wants you to know how touched he is that you made it for him

he doesn't really know how to express how happy it makes him when you make stuff for him

so he'll just wear the things you make 

or he'll hang them up for everyone to see

if there's a particular sketch or painting that he really likes

he might hang it up in his private quarters 

so he can look at it before he goes to bed 

anyway

if you decided to try your hand at making jewelry

he would wear it

if that jewelry broke

he would be

devastated

he would be so upset that he messed up your hard work

you make him a new one that's even sturdier than before

you probably work on some of your projects while he's making dinner

it's one of the only times that you two can get some semi-peace and quiet before everyone goes to bed

he enjoys the downtime with you

him boiling some pasta

and you scribbling away in your sketchbook

planning your next big project 

Law

if there is anyone that's a hypocrite

it's this man

and that's hypocrite with a capital H

(Hypocrite)

you often become hyperfocused on your art

which leads to a lack of sleep

and self-awareness

Law doesn't like that

you need your rest

and to eat

and to stay hydrated

as much as he loves the art that you make

he can't allow his darling to neglect their own personal health

which is so funny coming from him

he doesn't mind when you sit in his office while he works

as long as you don't distract him too much

you'll make goofy sketches of him until you can't contain your laughter

which will promptly get you kicked out

but it was worth it

when he finds you drawing the other crew members

them posing while you furiously try to get all of the detail down

he can't help but smile

it warms his heart to see you all so happy

he'd never admit it

but he loves when you draw him or anything for him or stuff that reminds you of him

the amount of detail you put into your art is incredible

you manage to capture his tattoos and dark circles perfectly

maybe you'd mess around with drawing some tattoo designs for him

just general sketches

nothing fancy

and he'd be flipping through your sketchbook one day

when he sees them

he falls in love all over again

you know exactly what he likes in terms of style and content

so he'd get one of your tattoos

and surprise you with it

if you approve of him using your designs

(which of course you do, that was the whole point of drawing them)

he'd definitely get you to draw him some more

he might even encourage you to become a tattoo artist 

only if you're interested in doing so though

tattoos are something so personal to him

that he would be touched if you designed matching ones for you and him

and if you got some of your own that were dedicated to him

this man would spend hours just looking at them

tracing over them with his fingers

there aren't enough words in the world for him to even begin explaining how much he appreciates and loves you

[basslinegrave]

vent cuz its good to get out (i have some in my drafts and notes but i keep thinking about them while posting them clears them out of my brain so)

if you read tw homophobia and racism and transphobia i guess, no replies expected (unless you wanna be a hater too)

another summer means another "dad wants to travel somewhere", and even though i said before that i dont wanna go anywhere this year, to not make them (dad and his wife) sad i said a short trip would be okay maybe.. but even that offer i had to refuse, but its always so hard! even though i always weigh the pros and cons i feel like shit every time

the pros being making my dad happy (now i also said im not going if he doesnt mind, to which he replied he does mind. while i understand that, he doesnt see my side of things) i wouldnt enjoy the trip itself ever, so theres no pros there even if we went to my dream locations, never good with them

the cons are literally hurting myself, having to be with people that will never accept me as i am, having to pretend to be someone im not, having to put a mask on and pretend to be a good little girl they think i am, like having to dress not too masc and shave and all that bs that makes me uncomfortable, even though they seem to have absolutely no idea im trans (my fav one was passing by a wedding dress store and them pointing at the store window like oh this will soon be you youre gonna wear one like that hahahaha great joke even. sadly not a joke from them) i cant even bind fully near them for safety and i have to constantly misgender myself which is ruining my mental health further

i also cannot stand that womans racist views and homophobic takes (she havent talked about that lately but i will not forget her talking about wanting gays dead. like literally she was talking about shooting them up and when i tried to reroute the convo she wouldnt stop. also same trip i said shes being racist because she was making fun of koreans and I had to apologize. not her, me. dad was on her side. i was like 19 and she called me a little kid that should not talk back. RACIST BITCH) (also love how she said shes better than me cause i was just a hs student and didnt have a job and she had to work hard and didnt go to college and shit. so in her own words im better now cause now i have a diploma and also worked at the exact same place as her so i did walk in your shoes bitch)

i dont really care if i cut them off. yes dad was nice, but i think she skewed his views and i dont see myself coming out to them (or at least him) anytime soon, and if i ever get on T i dont think i will continue talking to them anyway. i wont change them and im not here to do that anyway, and i want to stay safe

microdosing cutting them off by not going on trips with them

[inkperch]

What I would change: El

starting off strong with my all around faves (and buying more time for me to actually finish BLs but shh), the Black Eagles.

And swinging right for the fences: Edelgard.

No notes, perfection.

Jokes aside, first thing that comes to mind is getting rid of the stupid joke options in her rat support. Like, god I hated that- I didn't pick either, on my playthrough, and remember that support as one of her more interesting ones, only to see most people remember it for El's scream being cute. Which. Sigh.

Other than that, absolutely give her supports outside of her own house+ Lysithea. Even more than the other Lords, she's the one who needed that, and it baffles me she didn't get it, they would not only allow her to get some juicy conflicting stances on her whole plan, but they would give the game a chance to justify why the other characters are willing to fight and die against their own country. As for the neat character stuff of her only supporting with those in her own house (The whole 'she doesn't let anyone get closer than the mask she wears' thing Edge of Dawn is all about-), just keep all of her other supports locked to post timeskip- hammering home that your actions have allowed her to let down her walls, just a little, and believe that people will follow her even when they know the real her-

Probably for the specifics I'd say the feargus four would need it most on their end of it (to explain why those three would follow her against their actual, genuine, friend in CF) (I'll go into that more when I finish BL when I do the Lions) , Leonie could get a pretty neat one about the fact El is. Kinda sorta absolutely complicit in Jeralts death, and shes going to honour her promise to Jeralt to look out for Byleth, but she's not best pleased with where that path has lead her. And just to even it out between BL and GD, Lorenz would have a fascinating tension with El, given that he'd be aligned with her whether he wanted to be or not, placing him on significantly more shaky ground on whether or not she trusts him-

(Mercedes would also be a good shout for a support, especially seeing as there's a certain someone to motivate you to recruit her on CF, but I feel that would, execution wise, likely end up too similar to Manuela's supports)

Which yeah, just a general aside, I'm absolutely giving all four (yeah four, I'm doing Ashen Wolves too) Lords more supports all around. Lord Supports are like, the place to explore the different routes differing character motives- (not applicable to AW, but doesn't need to be all four of them are getting more supports)

And, one that may be more of a hot take than above: downplay the fuck out of the romantic implications, replace them with Byleth filling the parental void in El's life. This is, to be completely honest, my read of canon anyway, the 'oh look, El's got a crush' moments all read a lot more of a general 'oh look, El's embarrassed to admit she's got a softer side,', and it really enhances the foil status between her and Rhea/Serios to read her relationship with Byleth as her seeing them as a parent and mentor- for. Somewhat self explanatory reasons. Rhea is commiting atrocities to get her mother back, El softens enough to commit far less atrocities because she has someone who can fill that role in her life (and also. She just really needs good parental figures yall-) (I have no doubt I'm gonna feel the same about Dmitri when I'm done with BL, these kids just need parents who aren't dead-)

Also: give her a way to get her hands on Seiros' stuff. Hell, give her only the shield (odds you're using SwordEl are low anyway), tweak Rhea's stats to accommodate and have her always discard it as a sign of just how much she's slipping on a CF route- she's so thoroughly stopped giving a damn about her own safety it's sword only time, get ready to be stabbed-

Let El find it on some routes as like a side quest or a map specific thing (The overall lack of late game optional quests does annoy me a bit overall)

Also on gameplay: pleeeeease let me use El's cool armour look as Wyvern Knight. I wanna see her cool badass armour but I can't because I like being able to move--

One last story note: give us more about El's siblings. Tell us about them, make us feel their absence in the narrative. Probably easier to do through Hubie than through El herself, given her absolute point blank refusal to dwell on the past, but if handled right could work as a show of her character development- she's no longer charging blindly into the future, shes willing to confront the pain of her past. (especially could work if you actually got to fight the Slithers, preferably pre-final-boss, and so get too actually see the part where she finally gets out of her abusers thumb which oh yeah that's a whole chunk of her character I would handle differently that I'm saving for when I get to talking about the Slithers-)

I think that's about it? And yes I did go back to doing these as one per character, it was getting long shh, gonna go through the BE in whatever the hell that order they default too in menus is meant to be, then the Golden Deer, Blue Lions, Ashen Wolves, the church, and then the Slithers (and then probably one or two 'oops I forgot to mention this' posts lol) gonna try and do at least one a day.

[cosmik-homo]

hi :) i would like to hear about 2s physical/social presentation if you fancy👀 :)

I CANNOT be coherent atm and i am doing this rocket speed cuz i need to go to slepe but

Its like. sooo gender dyspraxia to me. which is how i refer to the ways dyspraxia kind of effects my sense of self like. my own personal philosophy recently is. I'm gonna use a weird example cuz it's partially when i codified this thought but one time I was having lunch on an airplane. I know as someone with dyspraxia eating in a very limmited physical space- and rice, with a fork- while having a drink can open- is going ot be a careful buisness so i start setting up carefully everything as i want it and then im like hey, what the fuck. im already at this point, right, and i add to it an honestly black-and-white movie style, donald duck style, spread paper towl and excited hand rub in my seat, right? you get to the door of the clownhood. go in.

and it's like. I'm sooo obsessed with the bow tie that's just a cloth bow held to the shirt with a safety pin. that IS what gender dyspraxia is like. the signifyer and the act of the signifier are seperate things and the act is A Whole Thing I Can't Quite Do so i'm doing away with it, all i need is the symbol anyways. and with a bow tie! a symbol of, like,

Quirky Officialness, right, this IS an "im being somewhat serious here", its not casual. but the complete disregard to the. tying of the bow tie and the proper form of it and the, yknow. all he wants and needs is a floppy little bow cuz he's not doing this to be looked at, hes doing this cuz he wants to wear one. and that's an aspect i think really brings the final balance to the whole. "silly and smart and playing the fool and also an idiot" web. he straight up doesnt, care about dignity or respect as much and in the way some other incarnations of the doctor do- especially one or three. hes not really bothering making many shows of force he doesnt want to; he isn't trying to impress anyone; literally look at Power Of The Daleks. "how do we know you are the real doctor?" asks ben. "are you the real examiner?" ask the people finding out he isnt. "lmao. lol" says two, trying to focus on the daleks.

so it's like the thing with the whole. Modus Oparendai, clever clown, is it afacade blah blah is that Outward Wise he's just chilling and much prefers outlandish disguises/ overdoing roles (war games commander impersonation?) to actually trying to ever adjust his Real self to a situation. he Wont mask any of his goofy and if a situation needs Something Else he won't fold on that, he'll just go in a new direction.

and THEN the other half of the equation is his, negotiation-y, people-y attitude to problemsolving, which shows quite well in the three doctors and enemy of the world but i think is most, summarized with "Human beings, jamie, are always in reach of other human beings". he Interacts with the enemy, either to bring them to his side and try to solve problems interpersonally- his soft demeanor with ben in macraterror is suchhh a moment for me- or to learn them/ their weakness, to connect with them to put ideas in their heads or decieve them. and since being underestimated - or correctly estimated for his physical capability which i feel a lot of DW media does accept as Lesser Than Later Doctors- i mean this positively im cheering and clapping- WORKS to gurther his methods, and being regarded as soft frivolous harmless clown man works for Good connections too- earning peoples trust and the likes, as well as like. bonding with victoria after she just lost her family. Surprise Child Aqquisition. the lines betweeen being yourself + (On Purpose) sometimes blur.

but yeah in macra terror he is like WHO has EVER needed shined shoes ew. so i think theres definitely osme Autism as well on the comfort level; he likes the same kind of clothes and they need to be comfy to him but also there is a whole, idea connection to it. hes chasing fun hats, yknow? he wants to enjoy the way he is in the world and the way he presents and he will learn to work with or around what people think.

[sgtbuckyybarnes]

So 2022 is really kicking my ass...the Saturday we went to Comic Con I got the text to say my Grandma, my mum’s mum, had passed away. 

She was 90, had been ill for 3 years and had been in hospital all of that week but it still hit me. My mum threatened me with my own demise though if I even thought about coming home so I went and had the best time with @tylrposey​ and our friend Ebony. 

I just wanted to write everything that happened here so I can look back on it and remember how much fun we had and how nice people were! 

So just going to write about how it was meeting Lesley Ann Brandt, Linden Ashby, Tyler Hoechlin and Tyler Posey and watching the Teen Wolf Panel!

So the first person I met was Lesley Ann Brandt, Maze from Lucifer and Nika from my oc that time! She’s my fave from Lucifer so was the obvious choice for me, but I kinda wish I had also met Aimee Garcia because I’ve seen her pics and stories from meeting her and she seemed so sweet! If only I were rich ey! 

Anyway. Lesley was super sweet! I went to her first photo session of the weekend and, with us being diamond pass, was one of the first to have my picture with her. I always make sure I say hi and be super polite because I have seen a few people treat them a bit rudely? Like, I’m paying for this so you’ll do what I want kind of thing. 

She gave me this super sweet smile, asked me how I was (and told me she was great when I asked her) then I wasn’t sure how to stand so she said ‘Shall we do a back to back?’ so we did and I think it came out really cute! What I didn’t realise was she then went to wearing her mask with other people so it may have been a safety kind of thing but I still think it came out really nice!

We then went and met Linden Ashby, we all had pics with him so we went together. Ebony went first, then Becca and then me...he is defo a silver fox! What a handsome dude! 

And so so nice! Obviously you only get a couple of seconds in the booth with them but he welcomed me with a smile, asked me if I have a preferred side (as Becca had requested which one she stood on!!) then told me I was very welcome after the picture was taken and I said thank you. 

He was so nice that we went to his table and got our pictures signed, he sat and spoke to us for ages about how he looked too tan on the pics, how he was enjoying being in the UK etc. He was so easy to talk to! 

We left the Saturday quite early, after shopping around the stalls (I love buying art from cons!). It was so hot in the venue with not many places to sit, a long line at the bar and they had taken our drinks off us before we came in. 

The next day was the Tylers day!! 

Posey was so cute, I did get a bit nervous meeting him because it’s Scott McCall!! But he was all smiles and energy and just made you feel SO welcome. I’ll talk more about him when we get to the auto bit so here’s my pic; 

Then we met Hoechlin, he was looking SO cozy in a white jumper and, just like everyone else, was full of smiles and was so welcoming. Even though you only got a few seconds they all really made it feel like an ‘experience’ instead of rushing you through like a few at Liverpool Comic Con did. 

After we had the pic taken, me and Becca were in the same one, the girls at the printing stations told me our pic hadn’t printed properly and just handed me a pic of just me?? So I was so confused and they sent me over to some other people to ask them if I could have it reprinted. 

So I was just wandering around with this picture of me like ‘help me what do I need to do’ until this woman came and took it off me and was like ‘wait there’. 

So I was just like okay?? and I turned to Becca and Ebony and was like ‘what is going on, help me Derek!’ only to turn back around to see actual Derek Hale grinning at me, holding the picture of me up against his face going ‘Are you coming in for another pic or am I posing like this??’ So I grabbed Becca and we went back into the booth for another pic and he was so nice!! He went ‘Second times a charm! But if you need a third, you’ll be very welcome!’ 

Luckily (sadly?) the printing worked this time but it did mean I got to spend more time with Hoechlin! 

(he gave me the picture of me back, my mum has it now hahaha)

After meeting Tyler H we went over and got our Posey autos and let me tell you that boy is an ANGEL. Throughout the weekend we could see his queue and people talking to him and you could just tell that he was being the Sweetest, making sure to give everyone the most time he could. His girlfriend was there as well and she was just as sweet! A few people asked her for selfies etc or spoke to her and she gave them more than enough time without taking away from Tyler. 

We ended up being first in the queue because of the passes we had and omg I was literally shaking. I tried to hide it because Becca was so nervous and I had to be the strong one but I am KNOWN for embarrassing myself in front of famous people so there was a risk. 

Always, he signed my picture and I introduced Becca as the Scott to my Stiles which he LOVED and he guessed how to spell Becca’s name in one go which he was super happy about. I told him I’d paid for selfies too so he leaned over the table and we took a few pics and I asked him if I could have a hug because all I wanted that weekend was a posey hug :((( and he went “No!” and I was thinking shit I've done it again but he carried on and went “over the table is SHIT I'm coming round there!!” and he came round and gave me a massive hug then asked for my phone again...but it had died!!! So Becca had to give me hers, he took a pic of me and him then was trying to get Becca and Ebony in. I was going “higher!! higher!!!!” because Becca kept trying to hide hahaha

Then I forgot to get my pic he’d signed so he had to chase after me calling my name to give it me back 

Ebony also met Dylan Sprayberry who was so nice and had gummy bears stuck to his forehead (?) and had to be moved away from Posey on the Sunday hahaha, I can only imagine the havoc they were causing even with Hoechlin in between them!

We also accidentally stalked Chandler Riggs because his table was in the coolest place in the whole venue and had a breeze going right through it. We ended up getting his auto for Ebony’s uncle tho I’m not sure it wasn’t out of sheer awkwardness. He was very nice but, as someone with a zombie phobia, I hadn’t seem him in TWD haha! 

The Teen Wolf panel (which happened in-between meeting the two Tylers) was amazing. They talked about all sorts from their fave take out (Hoechlin doesn’t do take out while Linden talked about one from Hawaii for a g e s), weird fan encounters (Posey said there was no weird, he will accept anything then offered to cut his hair for people in the front row. Sprayberry said someone accidentally put their finger in his armpit when they were posing for the picture the previous day...but that was more weird for them than him), Sprayberry talking about how he had called Linden to help him with an out of control party one time and he showed up in his Beacon Hills sheriff outfit and how Posey wished he had Scott’s dirt bike but it was auctioned off before he could take it or even bid on it! Bless him seeing as Dylan got the jeep!! 

Someone brought up Stiles and Kira not being in the movie which they expertly dodged, saying that there was still plenty of other characters coming back, staying very diplomatic which I don’t blame them for!! Someone asked Hoechlin about Sterek...in 2022. He said he supported anything the fans wanted to ship, shipping wasn’t for him but if that’s what people wanna do it’s what they wanna do then Linden talked about how he didn’t understand what shipping meant for so long hahaha

Also they talked about how the movie is set 15 years after the last ep (Posey pointing out that made Scott older than him, when all throughout the show he’d been younger than him) and they don’t have a release date for it yet, they’re definitely excited for us to see what they’ve made though!! 

It was just so hot in there and there wasn’t much seating (it was by far the best con I’d been too apart from the lack of seating at the panels and the heat) so I can’t remember much of the panel and Becca had to go for fresh air (so I was worried!). 

When we went over to where she was sat Zachary Quinto was randomly chilling outside of the door we were by. I swear every time I went passed his desk he wasn’t there! 

But yeah, that was our weekend! I’ve spent the week helping my mum with funeral stuff (Becca managed another weekend away with Westlife idk how!) so it was nice to relive! 

If you’ve read this far, thank you and I hope you enjoyed hearing about it!

[sevengraces]

The Heroes Journey (To Find A Home)

ch1, ch2, ch3, You, ch5, ch6, ch7, ch8, ch9, ch10, ch11, Title Card

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Technoblade visits the Nether and ignores all his problems. Sometimes we socialize as an avoidance tactic.

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Sorry this is a tad late I had a hectic day lol. Enjoy CW's- Panic attack Spiraling thoughts Swearing Chat Fake cultural traditions and explanations Vague references to traumatic childhood stuff (rip techno) Canon typical references to war That should be everything, let me know if I missed something lol. Reminder!! If the phrase/words are in quotes AND underlined then it is spoken in piglin. The only time in the story that I'll use an underline otherwise is for the death messages in the beginning.

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Chapter 4- Filling In Plot Holes With Cement

    After Wilbur finally left, Technoblade let out an anxious whine.

    Chat mostly stopped their mocking at the noise;

    Why do you cry runt?

    Little pig?

    All good fun

    EEE

    He knows.

    “You’re right, Chat! He knows, there's no way he doesn’t. My voice was all wrong, and I kept speaking piglin instead of overworld! He walked in while I wasn’t wearing my mask!” The piglin hybrid paced anxiously as he ranted.

    “He didn’t say anything about that, but I just, why can’t I keep my mouth shut!”

    The voices quieted themselves in an attempt to soothe the panicking boy.

    You just wanted to be known

    S’not so bad little pig

    He didn’t see your face

    He can’t mind himself, if he had figured you out he would’ve gloated

    He would’ve told

    Techno chuffed and tugged his mask off to pull at his loose hair, “He was so cruel, why wouldn’t he stop? I wanted him to go.” the boy cried to his invisible choir.

    He didn’t mean it

    Wil said sorry little runt

    Just got ahead of himself, he’s too curious for his own good.

    Or for yours.

    “I hate hiding. You know I hate hiding! Why do you make fun if you know I don’t wanna?” the young boy slid against the wall and began to braid his hair absentmindedly.

    Chat snarked,

    They don’t know you hate it

    All they see is a mask of bone demand honesty

    Just reminding not teasing

    Not over this

    Techno tied off his braid, “I know you’re not Chat. M’just anxious right now. Hate waking up like that. Hate it when people call me that.” he mumbled dejectedly.

    You aren’t a weapon little runt

    Just brave

    They only call you that out of fear

    Someone needs to be the villain

    There are worse things you’ve been called.

    He laughed slightly, “I guess you’re right, people have called me worse names. I just, the Blade feels like a title and not a person. I’m only the Blade when I wear the mask. Cause the Blade is what they want to fight with, not Techno. It’s never gonna be Techno, huh Chat?”

    You’re always Techno

    The Blade is just something to hide behind, a safety measure.

    You don’t have to be The Blade or Techno

    You’re runt, not Blade

    “Whatever! I dunno why you guys call me that anyways, I’m not a runt. I’ve got fourteen entire years, Chat! Fourteen of them! I was all by myself, except for you all, for all but three of them! Can’t call me runt if I take care of myself. I fought in a war, even owned the whole world for a day!” the boy groaned and pulled himself up to dress in his armor and leathers.

    Chat laughed at his denial but didn’t reply feasibly.

    Techno slipped into piglin as he gathered his things, “You guys suck, only ever quiet when you’re making fun of me. How did Wil even know where I live anyways?”

    Followed you?

    “But when? Maybe last night, I was pretty tired after Tommy and stuff.” He rolled his shoulders out and placed the mask on once more, “Okay, whatever, today we’re gonna get materials. Are you guys ready for a trip to the Nether? Gotta practice piglin with people that aren’t the voices in my head anyways.”

    Chat cheered and booed in equal measure.

    “Taking that as a yes then. Let’s go boys!” ----------------------

    Techno loved visiting the Nether.

    There were a lot of reasons, really. Maybe it was the heat, or how familiar it felt no matter how long it had been since he had last visited, it could’ve even been because there were hardly any players around. Whatever the reason, Technoblade was thrilled to be back once more.

    The main SMP portal opened onto a man-made platform over lava with bridges arching off in various directions. The occasional ghast flew by and the calls of a piglin sounder echoed in the distance.

    “Okay Chat, we got to get some Netherite. We gotta dig pretty far down and bed mine so any trading will be before that, that way I can practice with the locals and see what’s up nearby.” He nodded decisively to the Chat and headed down towards the main ground by the portal.

    The sounder he had heard earlier was setting up their stands near the lava lake by the portal. He kept his distance for a little while, looking to see if there were any players nearby.

    He didn’t see anyone around and it didn’t look like anyone coming through the portal would be able to see the makeshift market area immediately so he should have some warning in case someone came through while he was trading.

    The boy sighed and unclasped his mask, placing it in his inventory carefully. He picked at the skin around his adolescent tusks absentmindedly. He had quite a bit of gold from Overworld mining and a lot of emeralds in case they accepted that as well. He stepped from the shadows and headed towards the sounder.

    They weren’t a particularly large sounder but big enough to have two brutes. There were at least four piglets and three merchants behind a large table with items spread out from top to bottom. Besides the two brutes watching the entire sounder there was one piglin keeping the runts far from the edge but within the brutes view. There was also a sounder mother speaking with the traders.

    The various sounders he came across during his younger years wandering the Nether had always been kind to him, with a few rare exceptions. They tended to treat him better than players since he looked mostly like a strange piglin. Any difference was typically discarded in favor of being welcoming to strangers. Many had offered him a permanent place but he had refused to accept no matter how kind the invitation. Food was hard to come by on most servers and the Nether was never a kind place to its inhabitants. Even at a young age Techno had known better than to put others at risk for his own safety, so he wandered and occasionally stayed along a sounder for a time, but he never did join.

    Of course he had only wandered the Nether by himself for three of his years, seeing as the first three were spent within his own sounder and then all his years after his sixth he lived in the Overworld.

    So Techno knew to approach without weapons and to ignore the runts entirely. He waited patiently on the outside of the space marked by the brutes, making sure to ignore Chat and keep his desire to fidget with his tusks to a minimum.

    Eventually the sounder mother approached him with a brief wave, he bent his head forward politely and avoided eye contact. “Mother of Sounder, how fare the fire tides?”

    She snuffed, “Stranger Runt by Blood, they warm us still. Have you come for business or aid?”

    His ear flicked in agitation at the continued addressal of Runt but nodded nonetheless, seeing as she could’ve called him Piglet as well, “Merely for business Mother, I have no danger to flee.”

    She chuffed, “We welcome you Stranger Runt.” She stepped to the side and went to speak with the piglets, leaving him to barter on his own.

    Chat applauded him;

    Good!

    Mom is nice.

    Ha, she knows you’re runt still

    EEEEE

    He acknowledged his audience internally but continued towards the merchants silently, except for the occasional chuff or snuffle.

    The merchants were fair with their deals and honest about their excitement to speak with another piglin, even a hybrid, rather than more players with no manners. He was sure they were giving him better trades than they usually would give a newcomer, but he couldn’t be sure if it was because he was the first non-player in awhile, because they thought him a runt, or because he was mindful of his manners.

    Regardless he got the bulk of his supplies easily, getting a hefty amount of golden apples, iron ore, nether gold, and even an enchanted diamond sword that he couldn’t wait to check out.

    Techno left the traders with a genuine, “Wishing you a kind tide!” as he scurried off towards the sounder mother for a farewell.

    “Mother Sounder, your kindness comforts.” he entreated as he approached.

    “Runt Stranger, we hope your winds are safe.” she replied with a smile and waved him out of the area.

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    The piglin hybrid left the area with an excitement that he always gained with the arrival of new things to hoard and an interaction with some fellow piglin.

    “Alright Chat, how’d I do then?” he asked amusedly.

    Good

    GG

    Sounder!

    Friends?

    Shinies!

    Mother is kind and soft.

    Technoblade laughed, “Thanks, I guess. No they aren’t our sounder, they can probably be friends but like, it might be awkward cause they clearly don’t see hybrids much. We did get some more shiny stuff, for sure. She was kind, but how would we even know if she was soft?”

    Chat grumbled,

    Seemed soft to me

    Yup sounds right!

    EEEEEEEE

    Techno shook his head and pulled his mask on before looking for a good place to dig for ancient debris. “You all always think the Sounder Mother is soft, I think you’re soft.” He grinned at their disbelief and let the noise of his head wash over him as he mined.

[automaticheartstarlight]

Carefull now. (Podrick Payne x reader)

Yo wsp im new to this writing but since I overthink and make up scenes in my head and madly inlove with Podrick here we are. please dont mind my writing and spelling its literally 12 at night so dont judge lmao. Im first making a part 1 just to make sure im not putting all effort into this when it doesn't get any reads so lemme know if you want a part 2 maybe even 3 ;) .

I do not own any of these character!

Violette Y/L/N. The most feared assasin in Westeros. Also knows as The Black Raven. Men say she can kill you with a glance of her sword. No one knows her name's Violette though. She's a no one. No dude, she like literally, IS a No one. That's one of the reasons, she is a faceless woman. She doesn't quite use it though. She hates killing people with another face, its her face they have to see in their last moments.

Tyrion Lannister POV:

Bronn followed me to my chambers as always, he is taking his duty to protect me quite serious when i gave him a raise of 2 silverlings. I open the big wooden door, which could also just be big because, well.. anyways I opened the door to a masked woman clothed in black studying a shining knife in her hand. Bronn immediatly stept infront of me. "Who shall this beatifull intruder be?" Bronn asked being the most horrible flirt of the 7 kingdoms. "Bronn, I hired her." "What." "Now, step aside!"

You are hired by Tyrion Lannister to protect him since Bronn isn't just enough lately. You follow him around most of the time, when he doesn't give you a task you go out sneaking around the castle and steal some golden cups etcetra. *

Violette's POV

"What do I call you m'lady?" The brunette squire asked who Tyrion just introduced you to. "Not m'lady thats certain." You answered, still wearing the black scarf just over the bridge of your nose. "What's your name?" You asked the boy. "Podrick, Podrick Payne, m'la- uh I- " "Call me V." Making the adorable stuttering of the poor boy end. You usually tell people to call you V. "I got your water Black Raven!!" Sounds stupid. Plus you didn't even choose the name! People just randomly started calling you that, and for what? Atleast people know its the Black Raven when you enter a tavern looking like a killed off crayon from a 4 year old. "Well you 2 are getting allong well I see." Tyrion snapping you out of your thoughts. Wait, Payne... Where do I know that from? "V find out where Sansa's new chambers are, you will be making sure of her safety, who hurts her you will tell me, I dont care who it is even if it's the mad king who arrised from his grave. You will be secretly guarding her, my nephew is in his puberty and it's 1 hell of a puberty." Finally a real deal.

From wandering all around the castle so much because you didn't quite get an actual big deal before you knew the castle like it was your knife collection. You passed the library and walked pas- You stopped immediatly in your movements. "Is that Ilyn Payne?" PAYNE! but before you could remember how you connected the adorable squire to this horrible man in the kingsguard you saw what he was doing in the library. Girl, red shiny long hair, quite tall for a girl, looking at him. Sansa. The guard man was getting to touchy all over her. You sneaked just befor the door frame and shot 2 small knifes right over his head leaving his head a little bit hairless and the knifes against the wall with a pin of brown hair. While the duo was looking at where the knife's landed and shoot your shot. took your favourite trench knife out and jumped the man. While in the air you threw another small knife you pulled out which landed in his chest. He gave you an uppercut but missed put the blade against his neck where alot of veins were screaming to be cut slowly, and painfully.

So that was it for part 1 lemme know if you want another!

<3

[ellieb2006]

10,11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16

10 

On the playground I am ridiculed for being chubby, no one liked the way i looked and stared at me while i covered myself up 

I spend the summer angry at myself when my best friend takes my first kiss and gropes me in his bedroom with the doors locked

Later that year he comes back and asks me to have sex with him, i don’t understand so i agree, my parents see and instead of being alarmed they are mad at me, later him and I never speak again and i am shamed for it being so stupid

11 

I am kisses under the jacket of a boy that claimed to hate me, pulling me in he grabs my breast and tries to slip it into his exposed hand, 

Later we walk to dions, his hand between my legs, not understanding that this is wrong i let it happen for 6 more years after the fact

A boy calls me up and asks me to be his girlfriend, his sloppy kisses burn when they hit my skin as do his fists when they strike me in the head 

12 

I am dragged to the bathroom by a boy i fell in love with in a daze, pulling my hair i choke and my eyes water, my choir shirt is ripped down the middle and i have to tell everyone that it wasn’t my fault because i know what will happen if i tell the truth 

I am taken to the back corner of the building, away from prying eyes, he takes down my pants and i cry out in pain, he covers my mouth and continues, he triumphs as he orgasms inside me, i cry as i call my dad to come and pick me up, saying a test ran me extra long and i missed my chance

13 

I start wearing hoodies and jeans trying to cover myself up as much as possible to avoid being touched, but still they come up behind me and grab my ass in a attempt to make it alright 

I can’t breathe anymore but it finally ends when the new one comes into the picture, i wait for him to do the same, but he never does, always gentle touches and hard thoughts, battling a death that we both didn’t want to come

We break up and i am no longer protected unless in the safety of my own home, as a disease ravages the world just as it had my body 

14 

I am groomed and talked to by men twice my age, i don’t remember much anymore and i stay up late at night, this is hell but hell is warmer then the feeling of a fist upon my cheek 

You text me and i find myself trying not to fall again, knowing “this pain will continue, they only ever see you as one thing”, so we stop talking and i blank out the rest of freshman year of high school, not remember anything but the mild death threats that came if i should ever tell my parents. 

15 

I am layed down in the new bathrooms, my masked ripped off and my body bruised by how little i took care of it, losing the one form of protection i could have ever thought to have, i am defensless now 

I black out and i don’t remember what happens anymore, praying that i could be okay 

16

I have lost everything, i lost my child, my grandmother, the one final person i could count upon, 

He’s smaller then me but hits me harder, everyone saw it but me, how was i supposed to know 

He pulls over in my car and kisses me feverishly even though he is taken, i don’t kiss back but he won’t let go until i do 

I dig scars under my breast trying to find anyway to look unattainable, unattractive, hoping that this would end 

He gets me to high off of weed and takes advantage of my broken body and shattered heart, he leaves scars on my body, something no one else does, other people in our group start to notice,

I tell him no and suddenly i am the abuser and i am the villain, i am beaten and have a hand upon me every chance i get 

“She can fight back, she’ll be okay” 

He’s 18, school ends and i’m in my worst state ever, he takes me one last time,i would try to take my life the day after, the next day his boyfriend finds out and tells me to fuck off, i am alone but supported by the people that matter, he claimed he loved me adn thought that i loved him,

No 

I was always the puppet and never loved.