#I appreciate you saying that 🥹 I'm glad someone understands how I feel in the same way

[meownotgood]

Oof yeah. Regarding that asexuality post. And the weird thing is you can't easily distinguish what feelings are your own, what is the societal norms engraved into you. And also it's so weird to be attracted to fictional characters but cringing at the thought of any irl experience. It's a very complicated emotionally place to be in. It sucks.

You don't know if it's "normal" to feel like that or if "sOmEtHinG is WrOnG".

Personally i think that something more liberating than even the asexuality label (or aromatic, or demisexual or whatever else is related) is just.. creating a label on your own?

Like.. you can totally choose bits and pieces. If you're this-one-person-irl-sexual that's amazing!

If you're that-fictional-man- sexual power to you!

If you're idk-maybe-?-sometimes-?-remains-to-be-seen-????????-sexual ey! That's great too!

(that's what i tell myself. I think carving out space for your own special experience can be very comforting and helpful!)

yes, you get it 😔 honestly I'm just at a time in my life where no label is all that fits me, but it's often frustrating to feel like I don't understand myself, or I can't fit in with anyone's communities... it can be difficult to accept that sometimes it's okay to just not know

[solaireverie]

sv5 | that lavender haze

summary: [ florist!sebastian vettel x f!driver!reader — social media au ] your florist husband spoils you with his creations

faceclaim: phoebe tonkin

author’s note: seb the love of my life <3

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yourusername catching the waves 🏄🏻‍♀️

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sebastianvettel Ich liebe dich 🥰

↪ yourusername can't wait to be home with you again 💗

ausgp can we keep you down under please? 🦘

↪ f1mia back off 🦅🇺🇸

user mother AND mommy omg

mickschumacher can you teach me how to surf instead 🙏 lewishamilton doesn't understand that not everyone is naturally talented at everything

↪ lewishamilton i don't know what to tell you, mate 😂 keep calm and keep your balance, it's all chill

↪ mickschumacher easy for you to say 🙄 you're not the one drinking seawater every five minutes

yourusername has added to their story

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sebastianvettel Welcome home yourusername ❤️ the flowers missed you and so did I 😉

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user i love how y/n's husband's instagram is basically just a fanpage for her 😂

↪ user nah you can't forget the flowers ‼️

↪ user seb loves two things in life and they're his flowers and his wife 😌

user i don't even go here but i'm all for the golden retriever and black cat vibes 🤭

mickschumacher seb i have a bee problem in my backyard...

↪ charles_leclerc you know you could just text him right 🙃

↪ mickschumacher he checks his phone once every three months if your name isn't y/n l/n-vettel 💀

↪ sebastianvettel and I'm not ashamed of it 😄 but what can I help you with?

↪ mickschumacher a colony of bees moved into my garden 😅 i don't mind them but is there anything i should watch out for?

↪ sebastianvettel As long as they're not being overly aggressive you shouldn't have any problems 👍 keep me updated though

↪ mickschumacher thanks seb you're a lifesaver 😊

yourusername thanks for the flowers schatz 😘

↪ user ugh they're so Parents 😭

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↪ user charles liked your comment 😂 i guess even the drivers agree

↪ landonorris you didn't hear it from me but seb and y/n are the unofficial official grid parents

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mercedesamgf1 We have a special guest this weekend at the #JapaneseGP 🐝 sebastianvettel is here at Suzuka to promote biodiversity and build some bee hotels with the drivers 💪

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charles_leclerc Appreciated the art tips 😉

user this man 😭 "what do you think about this weekend's race?" "well obviously my wife is going to win everything"

↪ user as he should honestly

↪ user when you're in a "being a wife guy" competition and your opponent is sebastian vettel 💀

kevinmagnussen Thanks a lot Seb 😂 the kids want beehives now!

↪ sebastianvettel Glad to know that someone was listening when I was giving my talk about the role that bees play in our ecosystem 😔

↪ landonorris in my defence someone brought cookies and i was hungry...

↪ sebastianvettel you are 24 years old, Lando

↪ user why can i feel seb's disappointment through an instagram comment 😭

yourusername sometimes i wonder if he'd leave me for his bees 😂

↪ lewishamilton don't worry, you can crash on my couch if he does. roscoe needs a permanent babysitter

↪ yourusername two decades of friendship and that's all you see me as?

↪ lewishamilton let me by during the grand prix and i'll think about it

↪ yourusername mercedesamgf1 i'm telling toto

↪ sebastianvettel I would never leave you for bees, liebling. Clean energy, on the other hand...

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yourusername Happy anniversary, my love 💐 12 years and counting

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user the bouquet emoji because he's a florist omg 🥹

user my favorite thing ever is how 5-time wdc y/n l/n-vettel's husband is Just Some Guy who's completely smitten with his wife and makes her all the bouquets she could ever want 😭

↪ user they're like cottagecore addams 😩 i adore them so much

↪ user COTTAGECORE ADDAMS HELP 🤣🤣🤣

susie_wolff Congratulations and our best wishes!

↪ yourusername thank you ❤️😊 the same to you and toto!

sebastianvettel I'm the luckiest man in the world to be able to call you my wife and partner 💗 You're P1 forever, especially in my heart

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[lost-in-fandoms]

Your wingfics live rent free in my head. I can't stop thinking about it. They were so good omg. It's such a beautiful universe, so amazing ♥️ Do you plan to write more about it? 🥹♥️ I hope so but if the answer is no, I will read them again and again because I love them ♥️😍

adsfndjd anon you are the sweetest!!! I'm so happy you enjoyed them and were so kind to tell me, I really appreciate it!

Sadly, I can't promise anything for the future tbh. I have been really struggling with getting back into writing after a really long drought, and I'm giving my brain the chance to just put down whatever it fancies, instead of forcing myself to write something specific just for the sake of it. I am always open to be prodded by an ask like this or a prompt though so always feel free to drop by! A lot of the things I write don't actually live in a wider universe, they just spawn out of nowhere, get thrown down on paper, and disappear in the void, but usually I can still create more around it if someone asks. Another reason why I really appreciate you saying this, because for once my wingfic does have a wider universe around it, and I am always glad to put one more snippet into it.

This is little baby Max in his first year in the rbr seat (part 1 and part 2)

cw: mentions of Jos not being a great father related to unsafe and painful wing care practices, description of said practices, littlest blood mention

Max doesn't like his wings.

He doesn't dislikes them either, but if he could get rid of them, he would. First of all, he can't actually use them to fly, his bones aren't hollow and his back muscles aren't powerful enough anyway, so having wings that don't actually work seems like a taunt from the universe. They're also very inconvenient when driving. Papa has taught him how to keep them clipped to lower their weight, and how to keep them tightly bound in an harness to have them take up less space in a kart, but neither of those things is exactly pleasant. Sometimes, when he drives for too long, his whole back spasms because of his wings being constricted, and sometimes when he clips too much, his wings bleed and molting becomes painful.

It's worth it, of course, to be able to race faster and better, but a part of him does wish he just had Papa's fish scales, or even Mama's diaphanous dragonfly wings.

Cleaning his wings is also annoying, because it's hard sometimes to reach all the spots, and after long days on the track it feels like there will be itchy dust and grit clinging onto them forever.

He's not one to get stuck on made-up scenarios, but it doesn't mean he has to like them.

--

Daniel is not the first bird-winged racer he meets, of course, but he is his first teammate. He has a completely different relationship with his wings than Max, always keeping them shiny and clean, no clipping or binding. He seems to love them and to love taking care of them, parading them around and showing them off.

Max doesn't understand. Not that it matters, he doesn't need to understand Daniel to be able to beat him, but. It's not that he's jealous, he's not, but sometimes he feels the heaviness of his wings on his back, skin irritated by the dirt stuck to it, looking patchy where he's taking longer to molt, and he wishes. He wants.

Most of the time though, he knows it's just a waste of time, to care about how they look so much, when it doesn't even matter, when it doesn't affect his driving.

And then one day, Daniel doesn't knock.

Max is carefully peeling his race suit off his shoulders, hissing slightly when it goes over his bound wings, when the door slams open.

"Maxy, hey, have you seen..." Daniel doesn't finish his sentence, eyebrows knotting together, eyes zeroed on Max's back.

Max feels his skin prickling under his gaze and he's almost tempted to do his suit up again, but his wings are aching, and he wants to take a shower, so he just turns around to face Daniel, frowning just as hard.

"What do you want?" he snaps, hating the way he feels his cheeks heat up. He doesn't know why he's reacting like this, he's done nothing wrong, but the way Daniel is looking at him, a mix of unbelieving and horrified, makes him feel ashamed.

"Do you always do that?" Daniel asks instead of answering his question, taking a step forward. Max instinctively takes a step back, bumping into the massage table behind him, hating himself for not standing his ground. It's his driver room, Daniel has no right to judge him in here.

"Do what, Daniel?"

He goes to cross his arms, but the movement tugs on his still trapped wings, making him wince. He wants Daniel to leave, so he can finally finish undressing, but Daniel steps even closer instead.

"Do you always keep your wings like that? Max, that's dangerous!"

Max decides to ignore the worry in Daniel's voice, feeling himself bristle.

"I am of course able to drive safely!"

"Drive?" Daniel gives a short laugh, so different from his usual one Max feels himself shiver. He wishes he had more space to put between them. "I am not talking about driving, I am talking about your wings!"

Max opens his mouth, ready to tell him to leave him alone, when his back spasms, a hot flash of pain traveling from his neck down his spine, wings straining against the constrains, and what comes out is a strangled gasp instead.

A second later, Daniel's hands are on his shoulders, forcing him to turn around with a swear.

"Did you put this on this morning? Let me help you take it off."

Daniel doesn't give him a chance of answering, fingers already working on the buckles on Max's side, as Max scrambles to push him away.

"No, no, you cannot, you have to..." he breathes in sharply as the harness start to loosen, wings cramping as they try to flutter, eyes snapping close.

"Max, you need to..."

"Slow," Max interrupts him, clutching at the straps to keep them from slipping open all at the same time. "You have to, one at a time."

He doesn't open his eyes again as he undoes them carefully, feeling Daniel hover just in front of him, keeping his wings tightly pressed against his back until he can slip the straps over his shoulders and down his waist.

"Max..." Daniel doesn't try to touch him again, but Max can hear the stress in the way his vocal cords curl around his name, mixing it with an involuntary warble.

Max ignores him. This is always the worst part, but he is practiced enough to make it go quickly.

He takes a breath, wrapping his right arm around his waist until he is able to grasp his left wing's tip, and then holds it as he works it open, fingers sliding along the length of it, straightening feathers as they come. Pain shoots through it, his back burning, his shoulders tensing, but when it's fully open, he works to close it again, and then it's done, just a dull ache left behind.

He lets himself take two deep breaths before repeating the whole thing with the other.

When both wings are resting along his back again, he shifts his shoulders, trying to get rid of the tension there, and then finally opens his eyes.

Daniel is looking at him, eyes wide and horrified, mouth slightly open. His hands are shaking. Max doesn't know what to say.

"It is of course fine, see?" is what he settles for, fluttering his wings to prove it. It's slightly painful, especially his left one where he clipped a bit too much and is bleeding a little, but Daniel doesn't need to know that.

"Fine?" Daniel chokes out, eyes widening impossibly more. "You're hurting yourself! That's not safe, Max!"

Max scoffs, letting the harness fall on the massage bed and pulling his undershirt off, carefully easing his wings through the slits in the back.

"I'm fine, Daniel."

For a second, it looks like Daniel is going to scream at him, eyes narrowing and fists closing, and Max wonders if it would be inappropriate for him to flee the room half naked, but then all the fight seems to leave Daniel's body. He sags a little, raising a hand to drag it across his face and sighing, shaking his head to himself.

"Listen, I don't know why you've decided this is the right thing to do to yourself, but you're going to take a shower, and when you're done we'll go back to the hotel, and I'll preen your wings."

Max opens his mouth, ready to argue with him, he has data to go over before tomorrow's qualifying, but Daniel doesn't give him a chance to, turning around and leaving the room as quickly as he had come in.

[ahundredtimesover]

Hi.. I grew up in the part of the world where sex is dirty, a sin. And a woman wanting and enjoying sex is just something so bad. She is considered a who*e. Even if she is married.Sex is just a means to make babies or obviously for men to have fun. And so I grew up uncomfortable with the idea of a naked body.. even mine.. and obviously with age and harmones... I wanted physical intimacy and I hated myself for wanting it. But then I came across BTS.. eventually Wattpad, Tumblr... And you and few other writers make sex a part of the story.. so intimate.. so deep.. Really... You and few other writers changed my perspective towards sex. I don't hate myself or my partner for wanting it. I started appreciating his attraction towards me even more. It in turn made me love my body a bit more . Even though I am still insecure af.

And directly/indirectly addressing issues.. like past traumas.. childhood trauma... Addressing issues.. accountability... I mean ur stories have them all... Somehow I became a better person in terms of understanding myself.. not there yet . But opening myself for the possibilities of my triggers, my reactions. I don't know. I try to handle myself better.. bcz all of you beautiful writers helped me get in touch with my emotions n feelings. I have always avoided them. So thank you for existing.. for sharing ur beautiful beautiful amazing creations with us..

Love 💗

Hi. Before anything, I just want to say that this message means so much to me. 🥹 And I just want to thank you for being brave in sharing something so personal and vulnerable. I understand that there are many societies that treat sex this way. And I'm sorry that you had to go through that discomfort or even shame for wanting it, and if it affected your relationship. It's always a tough thing to navigate.

For me personally, I used to be scandalised by it. That changed when I got a boyfriend but I would still get insecure and feel shy to explore. One thing that writing has done for me was allow myself to explore that side of me that wanted that intimacy, that bit of roughness but gentleness; it allowed me to know what I want and how to express that to my partner. I think my stories reflect what I feel about sex. Sure, it's pleasurable and it has many purposes. But there's something so special when it's done with someone you care about, when there's trust and respect and this overflowing desire to be in each other's presence, to learn about each other and make the other feel good and happy.

I started appreciating his attraction towards me even more. It in turn made me love my body a bit more - I absolutely love this. I love that there's that acceptance now, and though you may still get insecure sometimes, you know that someone will love you regardless. I love writing banter and admiration and body worship in my scenes bc I feel like they're so natural. They make the act more genuine and real. So I'm happy that even with just these stories, it can change the way you approach it and think about yourself. 😊

Somehow I became a better person in terms of understanding myself - I love how you framed this, because learning to understand ourselves is one way to be better. I started writing as a form of release. I just got off my anti-depressants then and I needed to cope. Writing was cathartic, and I was able to put my fears and desires into words, it let me express my emotions in a way that stabilised me, and I'll always be thankful that in doing so, it helped you be in touch with your emotions, too. It's such a beautiful thing we can do for ourselves - to be kinder, to be gentler. I hope we can always strive towards that.

Thank you for dropping by, and for trusting me enough to share this. I'm glad that I, and other writers in this space just trying to get by, could do something for you in such small way. Please always be well. And I'm sending you love. 💕💕💕

[tojikai]

I just finished the “home” series, i just found your account yesterday yet all that’s left for me to read is “permanent mark”🙃

Like the “fix you” series, i ended up with alot of questions which is weird because i don’t have any for sundered but then again, im more of a toji girl

Questions:

- why did toji cheat?

- What happened in their marriage for it to get like that?

- did he ever truly fall out of love?

- do you have any plans for another story series?

- what would’ve happened if she hadn’t died?

- would’ve he regretted it or come back to her eventually?

- did he think of her daily after her death?

- how was he feeling after her death, years after?

- why did he put his mistress over his wife?

- Does he love his mistress more

- what’s up with the whole thing he did/him putting her over his wife

- what was his thought process when it first happened and after it kept happening

- ik he said he didn’t love hana but why would he cheat and basically put her over his wife if he didn’t?!?!

- i read 3 out of 4 stories so far and it seems like there a pattern of dudes putting someone they think they love yet don’t over someone they do or love more, is there any reason’s for it

Just me rambling about the story and your other stories:

I know he did but i hope toji suffers so so so much more until his last breath! (He did but I hope it felt like it was infinite for him😌) also Fuck hana! Wtf😭😭 if only toji didn’t fuck up bro its so sad, im hating yet understanding him?? If that makes sense, actually no not understanding but sympathetic towards him in the first ending ig but still fuck toji!!! I felt bad for him and then the next life chapter??? With his thoughts wtf and putting hana over y/n again😭 fuck toji!! he basically emotionally cheated if i was y/n i would’ve lefttt!! I swear your y/n’s are saints compared to me shhsjs

Your stories are so beautifully written yet so sad

I love them even if i might hate the love interest lol

Im More of the resentment type so it feels so silly to say this especially over a fanfic(but then again all of yours are so wonderfully written) but your stories i guess have made me possibly see things in a different light: like ppl do make mistakes and can change or genuinely regret them or that people can maybe hurt the people they love which is so weird for me to say because its a story and also im the type to refuse to believe you can love someone after you treated them so badly or cheated on them. Ig ur stories have made me realizes humans make mistakes and they aren’t BAD people for it butt the pppl they hurt doesn’t have to take them back nor forgive them or they can and it lean to something better than what would’ve been if they ended things

Note:

Im so sorry if im asking too much and i hope im not bothering you, i just tend to talk alot regarding things that i get invested in and i get so curious sbsjsj

Im probably writing this much because im so sleepy right now haha (my apologies especially if i wrote so much nonsense or I didn’t write/explain things wellh

thank you in advance if you answer 🫶i appreciate it, have a good day/night🖤i hope y enjoy the remaining of summer! Tysm for creating these masterpieces ‼️

hiii omg thanks so much, im glad that you enjoyed them <3

- to answer the first 3 questions: toji cheated bc he was bored. i have no excuses for this man in home series bc he really cheated bc their rs was getting a bit dull for him. do u know that point they say in some lovers' relationship. the drought, the feeling similar to "falling out of love" but they say not to leave your partner during this time bc that's when true love begins? yeah that. 🥹 he didn't really fell out of love but it's like a similar feeling to it.

- as for plans for another series, i'm thinking of doing a mini one. i have a draft here just waiting to be polished and published.

- if yn didn't die, hmm... assuming they stayed together, it's gonna be a very dead relationship. bc yn is so so tired. not just emotionally but mentally too. she's gonna have a hard time believing that toji still loves her even if he tried to explain. she's gonna be very reserved and visibly uncomfortable around him, thinking that he doesn't really want to be w her and just staying out of pity. she's gonna limit herself, and the love that she shows him. it will ultimately end in divorce, and he's gonna end up not wanting to sign it.

- yes, toji would've still regretted it even if yn didn't die. he's bound to come back to yn eventually. the day he left, he never planned on staying with his mistress for long. he just went there bc he was frustrated and he's trying to run away from yn's confrontation and the consequences. deep inside he was hoping that yn won't push through w the 'divorce.'

- for the 7th and 8th question, yes toji thought of yn every day and every night. the onyl time he's not thinking of her is when he's swarmed with work. but even during those times, his mind wanders to her still. the feeling that he felt when he learned of her death and discovered how she prepared everything for him and his new life was how he felt his whole life. it was never lessened. if anything it only got worse w time.

- for the 9th, 10th and 11th question: no, he didn't love his mistress more than yn. he left and put his mistress over his wife bc he thought that's what he wanted. there was a sense of thrill, the feeling of being with someone new that pushed him to act like that. as mentioned in the home series, his pride took over and he thought that that's the freedom that he wanted but it wasn't. it was too late when he realized that. you really don't know what you got until it's gone. he thought yn's gonna be there forever and that's why he kept choosing to go to his mistress not knowing that yn's days were numbered and that he's about to lose her.

- when he first cheated w her out of pure lust. there was no deeper meaning to it. and then it kept happening bc he found escape and thrill in it. other than that, she gives him a different type of attention, something new.

- w hana it was the attraction that made him act like that. im not saying all people, but some tend to be nice to attractive people and they don't even notice that to impress a new one, they end up neglecting another one. other than that, it's bc they work together. he doesn't plan on getting it on w her tho. he loves yn.

- i just like the thought of them making mistakes to learn from LMAO but i guess the difference is in fix you, his wife's dead. it's the lack of appreciation for the present and being stuck in the past. while in sundered, uhm it's a lot of pride and he did love Naomi tho. she was so good to him. (except that 'thing' she tried to do)

it makes me happy when people say they learn something from the content i put out🥺 the fact that you guys read my masterlist also makes me happy bc it makes me realize that literature really do make something immortal AAAAA i enjoyed reading this and answering your questions~ thank you so much for the love and support you give my stories <3 hope you're having a great week ~!!

[2aceofspades]

Hi, I'm the anon who asked if you were okay with all of this chaos. I have many things to say!

First off, your many thank yous made me very very (two verys) happy. So thank YOU.

Second, you absolutely deserve all of the attention you're getting. You're seriously an incredible artist, and I love the fact that a lot of your art is on paper. I especially love how Donnie looks in your style (which is funny, because I remember you saying that you DIDN'T like it). Ahem. Getting off track a bit there. Anyways. You're an incredible artist, and all of the attention is well earned, AND it's okay to feel overwhelmed. I hope you know that we don't expect you to answer everything right away. You're popular, and lots of people are asking you to do things. You can choose to not do something, and you SHOULD. Do what inspires you, and we'll love it!

Third, and hopefully finally. I play with character AIs a lot, just to kind of see how characters would react to certain things. I AM an author, and I can imagine these things myself, but I like seeing it from external sources more. It almost seems more believable. When a human comes up with it, it just feels more raw and expressive. Or something. I have no clue what I'm saying; hopefully it's not too muddled. Then, when someone DRAWS it. It's a thousand times better. I just love it so much!

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I love how we can give you prompts and questions, and you'll go somewhere amazing with it. I loved the thing with Leo, Donnie, and the coffee. My thanks goes out to you and the asker. It's a huge gift to us when you respond. Literally, it's like a present, I love it.

So, just to clarify because I'm paranoid and words don't really work sometimes, are you okay with super random prompt-asks? Like earlier I saw a post where so-and-so asked so-and-so what the turtles night-time routines would be. Stuff like that?

Thank you so much for everything you do for us! You're amazing, and we all appreciate you.

OH.MI.GOSH??!!!?!

Wah-

Thank you so much!!! Gah- I hope I can articulate an even somewhat intelligent response to literally ALL of this. Okay!

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First off, I see what you did there and I frickin’ loved it ohmigosh best response ever!! 🙌✨

Secondly, I really really appreciate all your kind words. You seriously had me smiling the whole way through oh stars you’re too kind 🥹 Also, I’m very glad there are some of y’all out there that like the way I draw Donnie…especially traditionally, cuz I won’t lie…I get a bit over-critical of how I draw him hehe. Glossing over that teehee~ But seriously, I also really appreciate your respect of my time cuz I feel much less pressured and more seen as just a lil human doing art things, so thank you! 🌟

And lastly, I totally understand ya and I couldn’t agree more. It’s honestly better when I see other artists capture emotions cuz I just eat that up aaughh yes!! Ahem..I just hope that I can capture at least some emotional accuracy in my art, especially considering how dialogue is not my strong suit by a long shot hehe…

Awwwee! Thank you so much!! It was really fun sketching a silly lil moment like that, so I couldn’t be more grateful for the idea that inspired me 🤗

And finally, that’s where it gets complicated cuz…it’s honestly just complicated for me and my lil gremlin brain. I really do enjoy answering lil prompts and putting my own spin on them, but I can’t make it like…an official thing…? If that makes any sense. Like, I think I’ve seen a few artists on Tumblr put out a post for prompt asks, but that idea, for me, makes me very nervous. I naturally try not to think too much while I draw, I just feel my emotions, really. I dunno…maybe that’s a lame excuse gah..- but, as it stands, for now, I’m ~okay~ with answering the occasional prompt ask, but I won’t be making a post about it or anything. I’m just a little um..paranoid..?..after the whole spontaneous sticker war thing heh…

One last big thank you to you, anon 🙌🙌 I seriously appreciate it so much 💙✨

[laurfilijames]

Finally replying back to your reblog😂😂I’ve literally reread it any chance I get!!! I can’t believe you had to use another device🙉 and here I was thinking there wasnt much to it🤓

Imma skip to the old hag comment: girl when I tell you it took everything in me to keep it classy and only mention them once💀 my petty side was ready to come out and be like “for the people in the back…this is their way of communicating” Everytime they had that silent conversation 😗 And you know I will always get it!!!😌💅🏾

I’m so glad you love my little intro to the podcast🤧 I haven’t decided if I’m gonna change it to fit the fall vibes bc I like the look of the champagne glasses🥹

You did a phenomenal job with keeping it from feeling spiteful!!! You can tell that he’s very confident in our relationship, in us, and himself to the point where it’s like what’s there to be jealous of. He knows that we’ll always come home to him, that our heart belongs to him and vice versa so there’s no need for the green eyed monster to make an appearance🙂‍↔️ And if someone didn’t get that *cough* *cough* you reiterate that thought which I loved a lot😍

Omggg I’ll frame the gold star and hang it on my wall🤩 I was gonna say i put your fic under a microscope but honestly it just comes naturally😂

You did a wonderful job getting the emphasis across!!

Give us all the cheesiness pleaseeeee😩 I appreciate the non-verbal communication so much!!! You can tell that there are times where they feel so much that it’s hard to describe it in words so being able to translate that into other forms of communication is important to them🥹

You including your best friends in your stories is so cuteeee🙉 it was either Bess or Jenny and Jenny sounds a lot nicer😌💗 omg I love that🤣

Again gimme all the cliche☺️ nothing is unrealistic as long as you’re with a person who is interested in keeping the romance alive😌 yesss because no one can tell you how to write your story😤

When I tell you I have not stopped thinking about the dip scene🙉🙉 I joke with my best friend about needing us to go back to Nashville so I can get my line dance on and bump into the love of my life😩 hopefully I can find a man that’s got moves like Will😍

Fucking Will outside was all I could think about 😂 plus he would just look so pretty with his chest heaving, skin flushed in a soft pink hue and a fucked out expression on his face🤭🥵

Now that I’ve found my groove I’m gonna go back to the first four chapters and re-reblog them at some point🤭 honestly you don’t have to thank me!!! You sharing your reactions to my comments is more than enough🥹💗✨ I love you too Laurie☺️🙂‍↔️🌸

You reread it any chance you get???? 😭😭😭😭 Rayyyyyy I can't even believe this!! And yeah, your prolific comments almost always require me to use a second device to easily keep track of all your notes while I'm replying!! I love it so much and can't thank you enough!!

🤣 I appreciate you being in my corner with all of that nonsense with the anon. There's times I still go over it in my head but it's done and hopefully they have a better understanding to how and why I'm writing this relationship how I am.

I'm a huge Prosecco fan so I'm happy to keep on with the glasses but also happy to change it to a warm cup of something if you'd prefer! 🥂☕️ I'm just so giddy that you treat these comments and discussions like a podcast 🥹💗

Thank you for loving the cheesiness/romantic side of things now that the angst is through! I know people love drama so I've been fretting that they won't enjoy it as much now but I can't keep doing that to them or myself 🤣 WILL NEEDS TO BE HAPPY!!!!

I am obsessed with you going to Nashville and bumping into a strong, kind cowboy while line dancing yessssssssss!!! I'm manifesting this to happen so hard!!! 🤠 (and may he look like Riley Green 🙏🥵)

Anddddd now my mind is buzzing over your description of Will post-fuck outside 🫠🫠🫠 I really need to sneak this in and will try my best to!

You're going to go back and re-reblog the first chapters?!?!? Ray!!! You do not need to do that but I love you so dearly for being this invested in my story that you want to continue to share it 🥹😭💗 I'm seriously going to run out of ways to thank you!

[hees-mine]

I'm going to absolutely miss you so much, you were and still are a blessing to ever grace this site, Thank you so much for the works you made for everyone on here to get the chance to read and enjoy. I sincerely wish only good things upon you, and hope (I know I shouldn't get my hopes up) that maybe one day you'll decide to come back to us. It was an absolute blast having you here, and I for one appreciate you. You are only human, people need to understand everyone has their own life, You decide when or if you want the story to be a part 2. You decide how you want it to end. It's your fic you know? The fact you wanted people to be happy and so you said ok I'll do part 2 speaks volumes, if people can't respect you and your wishes then that is on them you know? (I'm not saying everyone was being disrespectful) Because you have really nice people who read and enjoy what you put out, doesn't matter how or when said fic is posted. Thank you again and I really really hope you feel peace and not have to feel pressured. 🩷🫂

Why are yall doing this? You’re making it so hard for me to leave 🥹

Thank you so much I’m so happy I was able to share with you guys the little bit I did write in here but I’m so glad you all read it and enjoyed that was my main goal and I think I accomplished it (even though I could have done more)

That is so true the fact is what it boils down to is I just needed a little time and not to be rushed or constantly asked about when my next story will be

Even right now after everything it’s still messing with me cause there’s still so much I wanted to post even drafts that are sitting there fully ready to go but as I stated because of this situation we all lose and it sucks because all I ever wanted to do was make people happy with my posts but that’s being stripped away from and it’s not even something that I’m in control of which really sucks

I did have a wonderful following (most of the time lol) and leaving you guys is the hardest

Like I said I never did it for me writing just happened to be something I was good at so I shared with everybody cause I knew you all would like it (I also wanted to make this blog so maybe when someone else’s favorite writer is taking a break you could hop over to my page and enjoy some of my works while you wait for your fav author hints why I posted so much and so frequently)

Again thank you for everything and thank you for understanding me🩵

[riddle-me-ri]

OMG Hello Arkham Ozzie enjoyer 😭

May I request Arkham Ozzie with a reader who showers him with affection any chance she got? She is kinda clingy, but not to the point that it's annoying; she just loves being with him whenever it's possible - the closer, the better. Reader is usually timid and doesn't speak much, but when he is around she is all smiles and sweet words 🥹❣️

Thank u sm for reading and have a cookie as a token of my appreciation for your work 🍪

A/N: ooo cookie *nom nom* thank you! I'm glad I can provide for all the Ozzie lovers out there. I hope you enjoy it and thank you so much for your request it was so stinkin' cute!

Trigger Warnings: none really, just sweetness.

Word Count: 653

Arkhamverse!Oswald Cobblepot w/ an Affectionate F!Reader

To say you stood out among the company Oswald mostly keeps would be an understatement. You are beautiful, but you were rather reserved and didn’t speak too much. For the longest time Tracey thought you were a mute. Regardless, you proved yourself a valuable asset as an informant. You are quiet but your ears are always open. 

However, you are priceless to Oswald especially when he fell for you. It was easy for you to fall for Oz. He takes care of you and tends to you. He taught you the ropes and put a lot of trust in you. Oswald found himself opening up to you more than he ever had with anyone. 

Oz appreciates your company and comfort, you don’t judge him, you genuinely wanted to understand him. This caused you two to get closer, pretty much inseparable and neither of you would prefer it any other way. You two are stuck like glue. 

You were constantly at his side whenever you could. He always had an arm wrapped around you, and you were always clinging to him someway, some how. Whether you were linked at the arms, your hand holding his, your arms around his neck. You also snuck in kisses all over his face whenever you could. His cheeks, head, nose, lips, neck, and any other exposed skin wasn’t safe from your lips. He always reciprocated your affections tenfold, he adores you attention. You make him feel like a million bucks and then some.

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It was another restless day. Tracey had you running errands like a chicken with it’s head cut off. Her loud shrilling made you grind your teeth. You knew she was just dumping her burdens on you, trying to make you crack. She was just envious of your relationship with Oswald and that fact was the only thing that kept you sane. 

“Oi! Where are ya with that list of investors, mouse?!” 

You inhale frustratedly. You literally just dropped it off in her office. She’s hollering for you when your halfway down the damn hall. You hear the door to her office creak open, you start speed walking down the corridor to find Oswald. 

You haven’t seen him all day and it was killing you.

Yet, you didn’t have the slightest clue where Oz was. Which means you had to ask someone. You saw one of his lackeys down the corner. You gulped and mustered the courage to sheepishly ask for Oz’s location. The lackey told you he was in the boarding room about to head out. You hastily thanked the man before booking it to the room before Oswald left.

“Hi Ozzie!” The quiet sheepish mouse is gone. You could walk into any room and the instant you see him your eyes light up and you made a beeline towards him.  If he’s in the same room as you, you were instantly by his side like a magnet. 

“‘Ello, love! How’s my gorgeous songbird?” His arm is instantly around your waist and you hug him in return, not waiting a second longer to kiss his cheek and nose. 

“Better now that I’ve found you! I’ve been looking all over!” You smile widely. “What’re the plans for today?” 

“I’ve gotta make the rounds and check inventory, dull work, but needs to be done.”

“Can I join you?”

“Aw, love, you don’t need to. Like I said, it’s dull work, wouldn’t wanna bore your pretty head.”

“I don’t mind, Ozzie.” You instantly wrap your arms around his. You leaned into his side and nuzzled your head into the inner fluff of his winter jacket. “It’s never a dull moment with you.”

Oswald can’t help but chuckle, you were absolutely relentless. He can’t complain though, he eats up your attention like a penguin to fish. “All right if you insist, but don’t say I didn’t warn ya.”  He pecks the top of your head. “Off we go then!”

[honest-moth-of-silver-grove]

(1/2) I'M FREE TO COMMENT!!! I'm Unconvinced Anon, who was matched up with Halsin (BG3) and Hector (Castlevania)! I'm flattered because they're my favourite characters 💕 I'm glad my ask is detailed enough 😊 because I was worried if I overdid it 😅You have no idea how much your kinds words meant to me ❤️ The fact you could tell me my best attributes by just reading my match up & you're so encouraging too that I teared up a bit 🥹 Thank you so much for seeing so much good in me when I can't 💗 You're definitely someone wonderful I can say that for sure!!!I'm actually compatible with Halsin is mind-blowing to me 🤯 Some people might find how direct he is offensive but I would really appreciate it 👍 especially he would reel it in if I asked! He would appreciate my honesty too 🥹I didn't realise that my style of clothing is similar to his 🤔 He would understand not everyone is comfortable with nudeness like me XD so he would be clothed...unless I asked 😳He would appreciate me teaching the children to be kind & honest (because I really wished people would be like this!) & I would lead by example (You're so accurate about this 🤯 if I were to teach children is to show by example)He would enjoy my naughty side without any judgement because I feel the same & know how he feels about it 👍 He's so understanding about physical boundaries that he always asks for my permission & he doesn't mind if I'm not overly touchy because he enjoys my company 💚He would tell me what my best attributes since I said otherwise like me being excited about what I'm reading, being considerate especially to children & anyone who's irritated, and giving the benefit of doubt is admirable to him 😭 (How are you so accurate about me 🤔)I really think that's his MBTI! He would do the talking for me if needed. He would encourage me to go out of my comfort zone & try new things which I need. Just him bragging about me makes me flattered & shy at the same time 😳We're quite similar especially believing in working things out via communication and love as well as our lives isn't just about us but others as well! He can sing decently & would sing old druidic ballads to me 🎶 I definitely will blush hard when he tells me that I'm nature's greatest creation to him >///<

(1/2)

Ahhhhh! Yea!!!! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

I'm so happy you liked it Unconvinced Anon!

And I'm glad I was able to pick your favorite characters!

Halsin would absolutely adore you!

(^ His face whenever he sees you)

-Mothmom 💚

[avocado-writing]

My the bg3 guys reacting to when their s/o confesses they aren’t comfortable talking around people they don’t know as they’re used to being ignored request is so good! I appreciate the thought but that's enough for me ☺️ I love it especially Astarion jokes about murdering but considering he's reaching for his dagger 😅, he would encourage them to let it out & complains in agreement, he reassured he's with them & holds them close, he may not be the best at communicating but they're aware that he's there for them & he hears them 🥹, Gale would be overwhelmed from shock, his line 🥹 (Thank you for sharing because I didn't know about this line & I'm touched!), he makes sure that they would know he's listening (Even though he always does), he reassured them that his favourite part of the day is talking to them 💕, Wyll would definitely reassure them, anyone who doesn't see what they say is important/interesting is a fool to him, he won't hesitate to back them up, he would cut in if someone interrupts them, he would give them a gentle touch to give them confidence 🥹, Halsin understands it but tries to make them feel better, he reminded them people go to them for guidance & give examples of what he meant, he would also remind them that they're worth hearing ❤️, Dammon would actually stand behind them to glare at anyone who try to talk over them O_o, he's constantly reassuring them, he would offer to let them hammer away at his forge if they had a bad day, Rolan would be livid immediately, he's the only one to interrupt them & it's only playfully, he's definitely dense because he doesn't really how it seems like to them 🤣, he would cast silence whoever talked over them before asking them what they said XD, Zevlor would tell them how much he treasures every word they say, he loves it when they ramble because it brings him joy that they trust him so much 🥹, and he hopes that they would let him listen to them talk for the rest of his life! Thank you so much for doing my request because I love it so much and I'm looking forward to my other request :) Please take your time though!

I’m glad you enjoyed them lovely! I have a couple of little fics to do first then your second list 😊❤️

[kingfyre]

HI!! i just read your tags on the hyuck fic i reblogged and i just wanted to say, THANK YOU!!!!

im super glad i made you smile with my basic feedback, and i am truly holding that writing in my heart from now on <333333 i can’t really put to words how it made me felt, but just know it made me teary eyed

as a writer myself, i understand how it feels to be disappointed or discouraged after posting something, but i know it always helps me to think that maybe there was someone who enjoyed reading it, despite if they commented or reblogged (because let’s be honest, ghost readers 😭😭)

nonetheless i will be reading your entire masterlist now and have become a devoted follower hehehe 🤍🤍🤍

this was so heartwarming to read 😭 thank you!! but please don't feel obligated to! the last thing i'd want is for reading to start feeling like a chore when it's meant to be an escape 🥹

i do remember putting my all when i first wrote this back in 2019 and just being so, so proud of it (it was my second longer work after writing just timestamps and drabbles). i suppose my writing and style has taken a different path now, but even knowing so, it's still a little disappointing to me that what i was so proud of isn't really all that to me anymore (although at least it tells me i've grown as a reader/writer). nevertheless, i do still treasure summer daze (my second born 🫠) and so i have to agree as a writer that it's rather discouraging when it isn't appreciated 😔. silent readers for sure are plenty here but i do get that leaving reviews/comments can be daunting (💀 i never really know what to say except scream and keyboard smash in all caps).

but thank you so much!! i'm so happy you enjoyed it to this extent and i'm happy to have made a new mutual on this site 😭💚

[aris-ink]

Me at the fact you suddenly can't read

JKDKDKLDK I couldn't resist

But anyways 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

It really is awful, though! I'm sorry you've had nightmares since you were a kid, and it sucks about the insomnia being recent. Mine appeared when I was in secondary school, so I feel you about it being recent. It sucks 😩. It's always the case when you try a variety of things, but nothing works. I'm really glad you mentioned this to your psychiatrist, though. That's fantastic! And that he gave you the sleeping pills to help you 💞. For me, it was the reverse (depression, then insomnia 🤗) JDKKDKD, and that's incredible that you got a good night's rest after trying that out! I feel you about the grandma thing (because same), back aches, and the likes on my end + other pain, so I can only imagine with fibromyalgia 🥺

What's the truth? Sorry KSKDKDK, I'm having a hard time keeping up because I'm stupid, and my brain is slow today ASHDJFK. But I couldn't have said it better myself, it really is horrible when you can't rest at night because of nightmares and it really is difficult to deal with, especially the detrimental effects on your mental health 🥺💕. Also that they don't typically start for no reason, too. But you're okay, my love! You don't have to apologise. It's just something I'll have to manage 💖 but yes! I am too 💚 and hopefully that's the case for you too — soon enough 🫂 I'm returning the hug and love right back ♡

You're welcome 💚💚 I'm glad you're talking about it! I'm here anytime you need to talk. My DMs are open 🥺🤗 and especially as someone who has gone through a similar thing — I really do understand, and I could easily say the same about you being wonderful and sweet 💕

Also — don't worry about oversharing. You need an outlet on some scale! kskdkdkd

oh look, I suddenly gained back my ability to read 💖 sdhagwgdgs I love you <3

thank you my love, that means a lot to me... ❤️ and honestly all of this taught me that asking for help is important! I didn't have to struggle on my own for so long. no one ever should. 🫂 aw don't worry about that 😭 I'm really tired so my brain is super mushy as well. I meant that what I said about you and this topic is the truth - it takes a lot of strength to get through things like that, and you are very strong. and so kind too, which can be difficult when everything around you sucks, so 😭 that takes strength as well.

I am so sorry though, no one should have to go through such experiences, I wish no one had to 🥹 gimmie all your nightmares, pain and bad moods angels idc I'm used to a lot of things, but not to seeing people suffer, I will never get used to that, I hate it so much 😩 I truly hope your depression got a little better as well, I hope that you appreciate yourself and your strength always and see how much light you bring into the world ❤️

thank you so much sweetheart, mine are always open for you as well, for anything ❤️

I'll try 🥺 sorry to the people who are here for the smut and now have to see me rambling lmao ❤️

[03jyh23]

It's been so long since a story got me the strong urge to send a message to the author.

This is about atlas. I love keshi songs & ateez so yeah.

I knew from the start that it's not gonna have a happy ending coz 'heartbreak' was literally written there on genres. I'm not one who reads story with sad or bad endings, but I saw this while scrolling & wanna give a try reading it.

It was good. It was written well. I felt the emotions & tension in the story. In fact, I was so invested on the story that the ending broke me 🥲 I'm not saying that the ending is bad! It was good. Not all ending should always be a happy one. So it was all good, the story is good & the ending is good.

It's just my jaw dropped when his new girlfriend was revealed as a brat 😭 I kinda feel like he's not moved on yet & was lost coz why would he date a girl like that asjdgajfjabsjdjahshdjdhd

Ah! Also I love that you make them not meet so soon, when y/n went back to his place,he's gone & even his phone number was unreachable. I like that part.

My thoughts are unorganized,I'm sorry for that. But the last thing I want to say, is if you ever consider making a part 2 of them, this time, a reconciliation.. maybe you'll consider 'less of you' 🫣

I hope I didn't offend you in anyway, that's not my intention 😬🥹 have a great day ❤️

❤️

first of all, thank you so much for putting this in my inbox. don't worry, your thoughts aren't unorganized at all. they were heartfelt and clear, and i appreciate every word. you didn't offend me in the slightest; quite the opposite! your message made my day. i’m glad you shared your thoughts. i believe it’s what all authors wait for. 🩷

i completely understand your hesitation about reading stories with sad or bad endings, and im glad you decided to give atlas a try. your feedback means a lot to me; it’s wonderful to hear that you felt so invested. putting goes to waste out into the world as a whole series, i was aware that people might scroll through it since it’s an angst series. but i couldn’t really stop myself from writing because only writing angst makes me feel kind of fulfilled. i guess i live for the heartbreak. yet i still hoped to reach someone, even the smallest audience. im glad it reached you.

you’re absolutely right about the new girlfriend—her character was intended to reflect that Mingi hasn't fully moved on. i choose to write her like that to show how he might still be grappling with his past and making choices that don’t quite align with what he truly needs.

as for part 2, you are the second person to ask me about it! i hadn’t planned on doing so (atlas was supposed to be a hurt/no comfort fic since the very beginning). i will give it some thought but i’m kind of scared of not writing it up to expectations.

and you too, my dear anon, have a nice day! thank you for reading and leaving this message. 🩷

oh, and thank you for suggesting less of you! i've forgotten how much i loved this song.

[gaysindistress]

(1/2) My headcanons for Gale, Wyll, Astarion, Halsin, Dammon, Rolan, and Zevlor with shy gn s/o who would go out of their way to help others whenever they can request is so good! I'm glad you found it sweet & cute 🤭 I definitely enjoyed it (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) I love it especially Gale isn't surprised since they helped him out of the portal immediately 👍, he would tease them gently about their shyness 😁, just the sight of him smiling & looking at them while brushing a strand of their hair & telling them how kind they are makes me feel so loved 🥰, he would be firm if they took more things than they could handle 😤, he would cancel any plans they had & have them rest in bed all day if they're too tired because they ignored themselves to help others 🛏️ (He's so caring 😍), Wyll is charmed by their selflessness as he takes pride on being the Blade of Frontiers who signed a pact to protect the city 😍, he finds their shyness endearing 🤭, the contrast of how they always try to help others yet they can't say hello first is cute to him 💕, he's more on the reserved side when he's not in work mode 🤐, just how precious the kid is when they told their parents how a hero helped them (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠), they're trying to hide themselves from the kid featuring to them is exactly what I would do (How did you know 🤣), he got closer to them & gently encouraged them to accept their praise 🤭, he's aware of how much they hate having the spotlight on them (How did you know again 😂) but he thinks that their actions deserved to be acknowledged 🥹 (,Wyll is so precious too 😍), Astarion being annoyed or being attracted to their kindness is so him either way XD, he appreciates how much they have helped him but he might see it as a threat considering his trauma 🥺, he would upset at first because he can't understand how they can care for him & others at the same time 😔, it makes perfect sense as it's a double-edged sword to him 😞, he would come to understand that how they are & they still love him after some time with therapy 😌, there are times he struggled with but he's not as threatened as before 👍, he would absolutely tease them about how shy they are especially making him help Dribbles 😁, he went out of his way to tell people they have the cure for smelly armpits because he's finds their reaction funny from people asking them about it (Of course he would 🤣), Halsin finds their selflessness the most attractive thing about them especially with how much they have helped him 😍, he may have put his feelings aside for the time being but he pined for them HARD 🥺, he fell hard for them & that shy smile whenever someone thanks them when he confessed to them ☺️, he would whisper to them to go back to camp in a strained voice when they helped someone out 😳, he doesn't think about their shyness much as he's reserved 🤐, he would prefer being in nature or away from people so he would ask if they don't mind staying at home instead 🏡,

I love all of the emojis 😂💓 it feels like we’re on FaceTime talking about this

[ceesimz]

i honestly have no words for how much i loved Reverie. i don’t cry at fics often, but as someone who is also autistic and moving to spain in a few months, it hit really home and i teared up multiple times 😅 i love how you described the thoughts and feelings behind reader’s struggles, it’s hard to describe sometimes but you knocked it out of the park and i hope it helped some people understand a bit better! the forgetting to eat thing is so real and alexia’s reaction to that sent me lol, i forget to eat until i’m violently nauseous way too often and it’s happened multiple times this week 😅

anyways, i loved it and can’t wait for the next part!!! i was also not expecting the hints at something romantic with alexia but i’m excited to see where you take it, and the friendships developing with the rest of the team!

Wow🥹 kudos to you for taking such a huge step!! I really hope you love your time in Spain and you find your place there, I have full faith <33 Picking and choosing the right words was hard because as you say it's very hard to figure out how to describe it, but I'm so glad (and relieved hahaha) to hear I got it right! I hope you enjoy the second part just as much as the first. The story could have easily been twice as long but I didn't want it to be too long for now, though who's to say I won't go back to it in the future 🤷🏼‍♀️ thank you for this, i appreciate it more than you know and I wish you the absolute best for your new step!🧡