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As a break from the sad I think if Casey jr tried pulling the parent trap it would almost work ONCE and just end up like this
And like 20 minutes later
#I can't make anything seriously sorry#priority numero uno is the bit#sketches#rottmnt#rottmnt leopril#leopril
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#king of fighters#shingo yabuki#kyo kusanagi#rock howard#kula diamond#athena asamiya#leona heidern#benimaru nikaido#shun'ei#sketchypepperart#sorry guys im having shingo brainworms again#like i know he's not the only kof character to not have any special powers or anything (crits aside i mean) but c'mon.#he's the only relatively normal teen in comparison to all the anime protag powered ones. no sad or epic backstory either#do you think he ever thinks about it? i know he's focused mostly on creating flames but still#thinking about his specific winquotes for xv- asking benimaru and kyo to take him seriously#or ones like maxima's and shun'ei's where he makes comments about their abilities and how he can't do the same#for better or worse- shingo is just some kid. and i love him for that#look i can be melodramatic for my blorbo. as a treat
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Happy pride month, holy shit
#we've got queer historical era with dnd references and Jonathan Groff#guys Im sorry I think this episode was written for me specifically#doctor who#fifteenth doctor#doctor who rouge#this is the fastest I've made fanart for anything ever#dont look at it too hard#it had to be quick cause I'm swamped with work right now but oh my god Im losing my mind#seriously#I've been making my way though the entire D20 library and this episode had the AUDACITY to come out the second I got to ACOFAF#Regency with bird people is so specific I can't believe this is the second one I've watched this week#thanks Im going to go scream into the floor now#art tag#doctor who spoilers
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I will scream at every non-romantic post I see about these guys. Writers be not afraid. I will love their non-romance fics. I'll blow up your coment section all alone if I have to. I will find you. Artists be not afraid. I will reach tag limit on your artpiece. If I see it at least. And if I don't, I will eventually. Or I'll try. Or @me so I won't fail you.
#i love them#i'd love to talk about them#if you want to talk about them just spawn in my direct messages#i have 0 problem dont be shy#i have done way too much research and headcanons about this 3 guys..#seriously. if you're an artist (draw or write) who thinks that if you post about this 3 guys you will get 0 notes dont worry#you will get mine screaming crying throwing up because i just love this guys. they're not the fandom favorites but they're mine and yours.#trust me#i will not fail.#so yes. come into my dm's whenever you want to ramble about them! i have 0 time to make anything but im more than happy to share!#i NEED so desesperately some non-romantic holm/mickbell fics... but I can't write them... so if I can inspire someone ill be happy#if there's some fic out there non-romantic/sexual about them please send me the link because i need to consume it.#this fandom is no safe for sex-repulsed individuals like myself. nor it is for people who doesnt want to read romance. like me. im doomed.#mickbell tomas#holm kranom#holm#mickbell#sorry for this but i need to talk about them. im very normal i swear#seriously be not afraid to dm me just throwing all your headcanoms or some scene you have in mind about them#im very normal about them and surely so are you. right?#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#delicious in dungeon#im here supporting my fellow non-romance people#[we're 3 but it doesnt matter]
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not to be a hater on main but i just stumbled on a tik tok claiming that tsh both takes itself too seriously and could use more absurd comedy and it nearly made me punch a wall
#my quest to find agreeable creators on booktok and booktube leaves me v frustrated sometimes#!!! i accept no criticism of this book#but even without stan goggles on how can say with your entire chest that tsh takes itself too seriously#when it literally makes fun of 'dark academia' types TO YOUR FACE#which is ironic for the book that spawned the entire genre#it's a comedy of manners at the very least#'this book that contains copious amounts of absurdly comedic situations and makes fun of pretentious twits obsessed with aesthetics#could use more absurd comedy and is not satirical enough'#recognising those basic building blocks of the text does NOT even mean to have to like it??#i hate to be bringing the Reading Comprehension debate again but good lord. and this person claims to have a phd in literature too 🤦♀️#i am so over this pretense at criticism that basically boils down to 'i didn't like this thing so i can't be seen to admit it executes#anything well. so instead i'm going to pretend basic obvious techniques in the text don't exist and peddle it as groundbreaking critique'#stuff like recognising basic genre. what happened to that.#i don't like The Hangover either but it would be very strange to call it anything other than a comedy#the secret history#donna tartt#again you don't even have to like the book!!!#I'M SORRY BUT IT MADE ME WANT TO RANT SO BAD#livresque#booktok and booktube are satan's garden
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using intersectionality to discredit feminism and downplay its reach and essentially weaponizing it when it was coined to describe black women's experience of racism and sexism is nasty work...
#and like i say: brf slt#i see people do it ALL the time. all the time all the time. on the internet. tumblr posts that do it get 40k notes in two days because#everyone here is actually allergic to feminism#like it doesn't mean what you're saying it means...when people are like um you actually can't say men oppress women with no caveat because#men of color disabled men poor men exist...OKAY? btw why is your theoretical woman white rich and able-bodied while the men you're#thinking of are oppressed...on other axes of oppression...like it's so stupid i'm sorry what serious person is saying that women#can't be racist/homophobic/ableist. just that at the end of the day these men still benefit from being men and not women...#and women of color poor women disabled women are also like out there lmao#like oppressions don't cancel each other out😭 this line of thought is so 2010s tumblr how privileged are you test#we're adults!!!!!#it's intellectual dishonesty and it shows that these people simply don't view misogyny as an actual form of oppression. which means they're#enemies of women whether the women are privileged or not lmao#also every woman is white and privileged when i argue about feminism and every man is oppressed (in ways that have nothing to do with#patriarchy) is like that post about people approaching fictional women like there can't be anything more to them than what we see on screen#when they can come up with rich backstories for men with two seconds of screentime. it reminds me of that#but even if the only woman you're thinking of is rich straight white she's still a victim of misogyny and sexism lmao that doesn't mean she#can't do some damage and be awful to other minorities but like she's literally still a woman. like when barack obama was 'the leader of#the free world' and bombing x countries did that stop people from being racist to him. if it had been a white woman people would have been#misogynistic. if it had been a black woman she would have been a victim of misogynoir. it's very simple. i need someone to explain how a#man being a victim of racism or anything else invalidates the foundations of feminism. like what does that have to do with feminism#people being racist/prejudiced in other ways to men isn't a feminist problem which doesn't mean feminists can't care about it obviously#but like it's an anti-racism issue it has nothing to do with feminism? i've said all of this before#feminism is for half of the world's population...making it more inclusive and intersectional means fighting for women who face other#oppressions better like of course all oppressions=worth fighting against but feminism being intersectional doesn't mean it has to include#men? like. i seriously don't get it. and not everything a feminist does/talks about/fights for has to be a feminist cause like do you know#what i mean lmao? also diluting feminism and being like um aren't you supposed to care about everyone men suffer too is actually like#og antifeminism it's very funny to see people try to do it but ~progressively~#you are a 1970s antifeminist
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Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN
#had to re-edit the image real quick because the original edit was from a post I made about Drew years ago#and while the Drew thing is becoming less and less likely. Nevin havinv one has basically been canon since#someone mentioned Greg's (was it Britney's) aura being familiar in s2ch1. ive been putting together a list of every line#that points to Nevin's aura throughout the whole thing (most from s2ch1 but then s2ch10 came out and it was really canon at that point)#but clearly i'm running out of time to say ''i fucking called it'' before it's explicitly stated and i dont want to be in another situation#where somebody else will beat me to a theory and me posting anything about it will seem like copying them. sorry about that btw i had#thought i had already mentioned theorizing that nevin was possessed by a demon in that old theory i made but i had forgotten that one was#super old and was about sigma. so no copying there i just got extremely paranoid there was a mention of a cult and i was like ''nuh uh#that's way too specific and out there of a detail to end up in both our theories'' and i forgot the rest of my super old post was outdated#as hell. and echos had gone ''yeah they're so similar!'' and i took their word for it but now i'm realizing they were probably just trying#to be supportive. so yeah no copying there i was just beaten to the punch of saying something. but i will NOT back down from the aura shit#because i have been calling that shit FROM THE START or at least since i started reading ibvs back when ch20 came out.#also not backing down from saying chris was the worse friend because these past few chapters are the first time isaac has done anything tha#could knowingly upset chris meanwhile chris has. let edward drag isaac to the lair after isaac said edward would beat him up. chose not to#believe edward was holding the secrets over their heads because 'it was something isaac had said' and then immediately distrusted edward in#the next chapter because a random person he didn't know said to steal a book (might i mention how that entire scene proves chris' lack of#development and refusal to take responsibility because it perfectly alludes to when chris had brought those fireworks into his old school#and makes me wonder if charlie has actually gotten him in trouble with his past schools or if he's still just not taking responsibility#and if him following nevin to the woods to test out their powers is an extension of ''if something bad happens its not my fault''#like seriously this man would bring a mysterious suitcase onto a plane if he's told to). uh what was i talking about agai#anyway on a related note my mental state has only gotten worse since i left tumblr and the habit of thinking about chris instead of sleepin#or doing schoolwork has not stopped. so i was still failing for a while and might graduate now but am still staying away from tumblr.#so yeah this was a little update and im not going to linger this time im just going to leave tumblr again right after hitting post#addendum because i just can't let things go. and was thinking about chris again. i don't think his lack of development is because of bad#writing (anymore. i used to.). instead i'm certain his character arc is going to continue into him following someone (nevin probably) into#doing something really bad. and then he'll finally get actual consequences and go 'oh shit i fucked up real bad this time'#if you think that theory is reaching too far into the future you should hear mine about isaac dying at the end lmao
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Izuku doesn't remember breaking the mirror. Doesn't hear the crash or feel the glass cut into his fist. All he knows is that one second, he's worrying a blister into his cheek with a paper towel, and the next, he's standing over a sink full of gleaming, red splattered glass shards.
The sight alone is enough to shock him out of his deluge.
He blinks. And then, after a moment of silent contemplation, he barks out a laugh. What the hell is wrong with him? He wishes he had an answer.
(Made some cover art to accompany the newest chapter of my fic Proximity, because if you don’t promo your own extremely self-indulgent post-canon dfo angst fic, who will?)
#bnha#my fic#proximity#yeah I can't make art. What about it?#No seriously tho I'm sorry lmao#my writing#izuku midoriya#broken glass is a bitch to draw friends#Literally anything is a bitch to draw am I right?#cue canned laughter
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someone please tell me a remote job that an idiot can do that pays like $100 an hour.
#haha. i wrote up a whole vent post about how much life sucks and i wanna stop existing#but i threw that bad boy away bc y'all don't need to see behind the curtain lol#uh seriously though. if you know anything an idiot with no education or experience could do remotely. please god let me know#i am tired of living like this but looking on those job websites only serves to make me sort of... suicidal. like i can't do that right now#also i'm sorry i have a lot of asks again and i don't have the energy to answer right now.#i honestly would like to just lie down and forget i'm a person. but alas. i can't do that.#sigh#diaerie#dep
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Me seeing all the comments under Glasto-themed posts blaming Alex for being sick and calling off Dublin
I'm barely able to fold that knife though.... And I'm not trusting myself that it'll stay folded.
#I really have no words for people who lack the basic minimum amounts of sympathy and understanding#and YES IT'S POSSIBLE HIS SYMPTOMS CLEARED UP IN JUST 4 DAYS#am I worried they didn't completely? yes. but they might have. and either way they're Definitely A LOT better after him resting#taking care of himself. possibly getting some meds prescribed. hydrating. not talking. sleeping#What did they want him to do. go out and mime the songs for them?#go up and barely utter some words through the hoarseness - make things worse and call of yhe next month if shows instead?#risk getting actual chronic laryngitis? risk his whole career?#the hell is wrong with people#you've got no idea how scared I was & am for my show that's coming up too. It's like extremely meaningful and important to me#the vision of going helped me through some tougher times#but you know what I'm also scared of?#of one of my favorite artist's getting seriously hurt.#of him beating himself up for disappointing people when there's nothing he can do about it.#can't believe people lack the basic empathy.#i get being disappointed. Sad. Furious even.#be furious with a god if you've got one or the universe or bacteria or the very idea of voice boxes being suspectable to strain#not with the man who's just as frustrated with the situation as you are#AHHHH#(i unfolded the knife safely in the tags. folding it back up)#(I see the typos & I hate em & I'm mad but I won't be doing anything about it. I'm sorry)#//#my posts
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Man..
#sorry i'm still upset about bridal sharena. like YEAH she's an incredibly powerful incredibly useful unit#pair her up w winter edelgard and the girlies are cleaning up tt maps extremely efficiently#and YEAH. she absolutely has nice art and huge win for the power of friendship. w veronica.#but man. it's like. i can't even enjoy my time w her.#due to. extremely specific things about me that are entirely a me issue and i can acknowledge that and own that.#it would probably feel less bad if like. sharena got literally anything else. in between now and her bunny alt.#like YEAH... she is the other half of the alfonse duo. which is the cutest shit and i love them so much#idk i know it's a non-problem. it feels dumb to make it a problem.#but genuinely like. i don't like using her w the animations on i don't really like checking the home screen dialogue#it's INTERESTING. for lore/characterization purposes. it's funny and charming bc ofc it is!!!#it's sharena and veronica ofc they're gonna be funny and charming!!!!!!! they are SO endearing to me#but god. i really do just. have problems. and it feels soooooo upsetting that like#my very specific problems are preventing me from enjoying WHAT SHOULD BE. something i should really like!!!!!!!#like there are NO problems w her!!!!!!!!!!!! the problem is ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna thrup#why didn't intsys consult me about this. the unemployable shut-in who runs a semi-obscure tumblr blog. in america#unbelievable..#like would i sound insane if i said marriage is like a trigger for me. like completely seriously and unironically.#like. again. it is such a non-issue. and all of it is on me to choose what i engage w that IS how managing your triggers works.#please please pleeeease don't misconstrue anything i'm saying i'm being vulnerable. rn. and petty. super fucking petty.#and obviously i can just. not use her. or use her minimally. but that's really not my point here i'm not looking for solutions#i'm just. expressing how uniquely upsetting this situation is. w how intense my askr sib interest is#w the fact that sharena IS. absolutely one of my fave charas. i adore her completely and she means so much to me#this feels like. a saw trap. made just for me.#idk again there is no solution here and i fully acknowledge this is a skill issue and realistically not even a problem.#but like. can anybody hear me. it's so dark in here.
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okay. so. I spent 6 hours talking to my mother today. somehow I survived.
the cruelest thing was that around the fifth hour she started being really nice and almost like a person I would like to talk to even if I didn't have to. really seemed to get some of the things I had said earlier.
and then when I was leaving - as in, literally putting my shoes on - she got this look on her face and said '.. and next time I want to ask you why you don't like me' as if that's totally normal. no hint of that the entire time we were talking or anything. 🙃
#she then said that she thinks I blame her for letting me live with my dad after they separated#what?? as if she could've done anything to make me stay with her. we never got along! why would I ever have wanted that??#usually when she says that it's 'you blame me for the divorce'. my dude. getting divorced from each other is the only good thing the two of#you ever did!!#seriously can't remember my parents ever being nice or even civil with each other. so. why would I blame anyone.#also it's been 22 years!! I genuinely do not care! lots of other shit? hell yeah. this one thing? nope. never cared. I've said so dozens of#times but whatever#anyway that was fucking weird.#sorry for liveblogging my visit with her. it was the only way to get through it :')#personal
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please, please stop sacrificing legibility for the sake of aesthetics, especially in your bios. not only does it risk it being missed just in general (folks with dark mode on, the screen dimmed, their color settings adjusted, etc), but it sacrifices accessibility. i personally have vertigo, chronic migraines, and blurry vision, and straining trying to read bios in colors that do not provide any solid visual contrast makes me dizzy, and hurts my head, and for the love of all things just,,,,remember disabled people exist and stop making me decide whether to make myself sick reading your bio, or block you knowing that if i could just read your damn bio i probably wouldn't have to
Minors DNI, I am an 18+ account
#seriously#please#your fun wacky colors don't matter if they mean i CAN'T R E A D IT#sorry i am just very tired and made myself nauseous trying to read a bio#also!! please tag! flashing/strobe lights! it's a very common thing to need a warning for and it's so easy to tag#and don't make your header anything flashing/spinning! cannot tell you how many blogs i click on and bam header makes me dizzy#ok that's it i'm done#my words#important#safety#disability#accessibility
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It's fucking wild to see someone defend Mei Mei and demand people to blame Gege instead for her pedophilia and grooming.
WTF?
If you love a dark character, then accept everything that they are in the story. Mei Mei is one. She is a side character that is dark despite being on the heroes' side of the fight.
I appreciate what Gege had done to her character. I like it because thru her we see how rotten the modern jujutsu society is - that the heroes' side is not exactly great especially with the likes of Gojo and Nanami being gone.
A lot of people already pointed out that Mei is used as a foil for Nanami. I agree. She is everything he is not:
- Nanami left stock trading. Mei is doing insider trading.
- Nanami fights for the greater good. Mei is only in it for the paycheck.
- Nanami protects children. Mei exploits children.
- Nanami continues to fight even if he is half-dead. Mei retreats even if she is still perfectly fine.
- Nanami has morals. Mei is immoral.
But why did someone good (Nanami) die a horrible death while someone bad (Mei Mei) got rewarded (practically highlighted with her escaping to Malaysia -which was Nanami's dream retirement place)? It's to highlight how broken and bleak jujutsu society is - bad people benefit but good people suffer. It also shows how the only difference between the sorcerers (sans our "heroes") and the curse users are just rule compliance and pay checks.
Speaking of which:
What Mei Mei is doing to Ui Ui is exactly like what that Granny Seance did to her Tojified Grandson. Both women are grooming boys younger than they into perfect tools to complement their CTs. They don't see them as brother or grandson respectively. Those words are mere "titles". It's like how you would call an giant axe "Axe" and straw dolls "Dolls."
Mei is the perfect example of what a peak sorcerer is in modern jujutsu society - strong and smart but selfish, self-absorbed, exploitative, and immoral.
I like Mei for what she delivers in the story:
1) A very dark character that represents the rotten core of the jujutsu society.
2) A complex female character - she is on your side but she is definitely not an ally you'd want. However, you need all the help you can get so you are forced to accept her but deep down you want her to get some comeuppance for all she's been doing.
3) Despite her... Mei-ness, she still has a really cool character design and powers as well as really badass scenes.
4) An excellent foil to Nanami (and maybe even Gojo if I stretch it a bit).
5) A great reminder that with the exception of the sorcerers within Gojo's close circle (Tokyo Tech staff/alumni + Utahime & her students), sorcerers are absolute scumbags. Mei's principle is pretty similar to Sukuna's! They're all about: Me, Myself, and I living it up and having fun at everyone's expense.
6) She is the closest I could get to a "villainess" in JJK. The villains in JJK is male-dominated with 2 gender-neutrals (Hanami + Uraume). Geto's family has very little screen time for me to get something out of them (Lady Secretary, Nanako & Mimiko). Yeah it's shonen but still... Gege is starving me with good villainesses 😭.
So TLDR: Mei Mei is not defensible but feel free to like/love her anyway. Being a fan of villains or dark characters is not a representation of a person's morals after all. Do not blame Gege for using her as a narrative tool to remind people again ( because we have to admit that we always kinda forget): the world of JJK is unfair and it really fucking sucks being a nice person there. Not that Gege is a perfect writer at all. There are plenty of other stuff to be angry about in his work like the pacing for example or the underutilization of interesting side characters or the story being so "scattered" into various mediums.
#sorry for the rant#it was just such a wild 'defense'#it was just pure wtf for me#blame the author for making a dark character?#what? this is a horror manga#characters like that is a given#gege just shook things up because it turns out one of the heroes' allies has very dark morality#i think maybe the reasons gojo and nanami and co. have not done anything about ui ui's situation are:#first - there really isn't anything they can do coz mei already has excellent control over him. ui ui won't allow himself to be 'saved'#second - mei hid her grooming very well and no one was aware of it#third - they can't be choosy w/ their allies coz of how few sorcerers are. they let her be so she stays a sorcerer AND NOT A CURSE USER.#i could also talk about in here the insane hot take that 'gojo is a groomer' and that's just no just fucking no wtf is even that take?!#but that ridiculous take is another whole can of worms that i seriously don't wanna get into rn#even if it is one of my pet peeves along with 'gojo has god complex' & 'yuki is at fault for geto mass killing' & the weirdest of all:#'geto was not really trying to kill gojo and his allies and his students' hot take... DID WE EVEN WATCH THE SAME MOVIE?! I SWEAR I aflkhdfa
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me with my specific-ass interests within a fandom makes me completely incapable of really connecting with anyone within fandoms on god
#im sorry i reaaaaally fucking hate bioshock 2#it's so weak in comparison to the first one#infinite is fine it's just not a bioshock game#also the dark crystal........ i really hate AOR i am so sorry#the puppetry is amazing but the camera work is just abysmal there's so many dutch angles and there's seldom just a still shot#like the camera is constantly moving it makes me ill. also there's just a mass of tonal issues and it's too silly when it shouldn't be#like im sorry i can't take that show seriously. the new lore is also incredibly boring.#I really don't like anything that isn't from the film or the novelization and the novel isn't even canon at all 💀#hey also the infinite burial at sea dlc is silly as fuck just. tacking that on.#i don't have any controversial simpsons opinions tho. aside from not minding most of the seasons past 8
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I know I don't really owe anyone an explanation as to why I haven't been posting my own stuff recently, but my mental health has been really bad lately, I've barely had motivation to make big stuff, or even anything I feel fit for posting
dealing with both end of semester stress and endless barrages of constantly questioning the safety of the world around me just kinda takes the energy out of me to devote to drawing
#hunter when he says anything#vent#I haven't been able to do anything lately without questioning the chances of it getting me sick or hurting me#and I feel stupid for having these questions in the first place#I feel like I can't be taken seriously about it and it just makes go into a bit of a spiral#I'm sorry I've been more open about this than lately but I just felt the need to explain myself#like example question: can I scrape a spoon hard enough in a cup of tea that the metal on the spoon will flake off#then it gets into the tea and I get. fucking I don't know metal poisoning???
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