Text
Guinevere Theory (Chapter 16 spoilers!)
Not to be that person, but I REFUSE to believe we get our happy ending so easily. Something tells me this ain’t over. I suspect we will see Guinevere’s magic exposed in her wedding day and she will still find herself burning at the stake with the boys fighting on the battlefield.
All in all, I don’t think she actually prevented what she saw in her visions. Nothing in today’s episode mirrored them with the exception of the facial wounds. But the setting of the fight? And the fire? Even the dialogue didn’t match. I’m cautious going into next week’s chapter, that’s all I’m saying.
…Also hot take part 2, I think that crusty hoe Merlin will find his way back. Someone is controlling Arthur in the visions and his eyes aren’t glowing green. Maybe Merlin finds another way to get to Arthur.
#playchoices#choices#choices guinevere#guinevere#lancelot#Arthur#Guinevere X Lancelot#merlin#I definitely have trust issues
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Still thinking about ROBTD stories where hiccup is the only one that finished his movie because he and toothless need to be together but everyone else still hasnt gone through their character arcs yet and it makes me laugh
#rotbtd#rise of the brave tangled dragons#jack frost#rapunzel#princess rapunzel#princess merida#merida#hiccup horrendous haddock lll#httyd#rise of the guardians#pixar brave#tangled#junie art post#this is most definitely what would happen imo when they first have to team up#JUST CHAOS#jack '300 year old amnesiac' frost#merida 'i rebel and dont listen at all' dunbroch#rapunzel 'TRUST NOONE'... does she have a last name#hiccup still has his issues dont worry#its usually mitigated by toothless who slaps him to his senses#its just that hiccup would have little to no issues with working together because that was the point of his story
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
New warden oc….repressed elf with some sort of anger issue due to her life just kind of sucking and not being able to do much physically for most of it. She’s definitely one of those “i dont need anything or anyone but myself” types of people. Prioritizes survival. Her name is also an ironic pun on Sylaise the god of health…😩
#tallosart#dragon age#dragon age origins#dao#warden#mahariel#warden mahariel#bioware#she definitely doesnt symbolize the anger that comes from being disabled and losing out on parts in life…#i say sarcastically#this is my way of dealing with my own disability issues in the meantime#but anyway#she and morrigan have an on again off again relationship but they trust each other and rely on each other#and when not so repressed? theyll love each other. hick girlfriends with mental problems#just wanted to pop in for a sec and post her 🫶 see ya until next time
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
Ok I can't keep it in my drafts this time. enlighten me if you want; why do people think Diluc is like, a good guy?
Let me be clear, I love Diluc, but I also think he's kind of a shithead. I don't think his actions towards Kaeya can ever be construed as reasonable, his decision to seek vengeance alone irresponsible (even if Kaeya encouraged him), and his vigilantism a product of his paternalistic belief that only he knows what's good for Mondstadt (untrue).
Diluc in the present is the man trying to come back from the bad person he has been. But his solution is to force himself to do a job he never thought he'd have and challenge random Fatui factions to a fight so he can torture them in his basement. I think he has the capacity for good in him, and is trying to change, but I don't see why people think that his actions were all totally a good idea and when we say he's "an uncrowned king of Mond" that's not like, frightening.
#talking point#diluc#not brave enough to put this in his full name tag lmaooo#but no genuinely i just sorta see diluc as being made very untrusting of authority because of crepus' bitterness about the kof#people act like hes right and the KOF arent effective when like... they are? diluc just doesn't like that in his eyes they betrayed him#which isnt even really true but hed know that if he hadnt left jean and kaeya in the lurch to deal with the corruption in the organization#anyway diluc has unchecked anger issues (and autism) and is a victim of his inability to trust others enough to be part of their community#and like 2024 diluc is definitely the closest to better weve seen clearly he likes the traveler and their presence is a great help here#but mond is a land of freedom it has no place for kings#diluc knows this too#god forgive me for speaking negatively of popular blorbo who i also happen to like a lot#i just like him... because he is fucked up and trying#oh in b4 someone says that diluc wasnt acting rationally vis a vis kaeya bc daddy died: i know#in fact i think he may have been under the influence of the delusion (hc) but thats not my point#the point is i dont think anything kaeya couldve said was worth trying to kill him over thx#if this post disappears in a couple hours its cause i got scared people were gonna boo me for it
29 notes
·
View notes
Text
Once again thinking about how every single one of Loki’s emotional problems stems from his abandonment and rejection issues, which originated from him being rejected and abandoned as an infant.
#like literally. all of them.#his trust issues. his insecurity issues. his desperation to prove himself. his feeling of having no place and no purpose. his jealousy.#every single emotional problem he has ultimately can be traced back to deep seated feelings of rejection and abandonment#and the first and most scarring abandonment he ever had was when his bio father left him to die#like even though he doesn’t consciously remember it#it definitely screwed him up for life#i just love that all of his angst over all of the projects he’s been in can be traced back to the 1 thing marvel doesn’t wanna talk about#his adoption/heritage#it’s so tragically poetic#and this exactly why it needs to be brought up way more than it is#jotun loki#loki Laufeyson#loki meta#thor 2011#Loki series#Laufey#odin
125 notes
·
View notes
Text
Rave-N Sun (Rnun) redesign (he/him)
Sorry for all the redesigns lately! I find it fun to redesign old characters lol
Pre death rnun music is like. Sundance music? Ik that's not an actual genre of music, but i imagine festival music n stuff. Idk just a general vibe honestly. Post death rnun is doom metal
Also yes! In this universe Sun does come back!! And gets the revenge he deserves! He gets to kill rnank... Once...
Unfortunately for him, all he can ever think abt is killing rnank and the only thing he can feel is anger, spite, vitriol, ect
Fun fact! Rnaudi and Rnun used to be VERY close friends, qpt type of relationship. But then uhm. Things. Happen. By the time rnaudi escapes from hell, rnun is already dead
Rnaudi being desperate for "the good ol days" obsessively tries to repair their friendship, but unfortunately for rnaudi, Rnun hates everyone, including her, but she refuses to accept it
Random useless fact that i think everyone needs to know tho; rnun's face is based on those paintings/drawings ppl make of the sun with a face, like all flushed and wearing makeup alot of the time. I hope yall know what I'm talking about.....
#Rnaudi try to have a normal dynamic with someone challenge (impossible)#She's got issues amd i love her ok#rave n au#madness combat#madcom oc#madcom#Madness combat oc#madness combat sun#madness combat auditor#artists on tumblr#artwork#digital art#digital drawing#digital illustration#my art#digital doodle#art#my ocs#oc art#ocs#Oc#Oc: rnaudi#Oc: rnun#If i see anyone calling rnun a femboy im going to explode. That is just a guy in a dress and makeup. Its dramatic on purpose. Please#I trust ppl on Tumblr r normal. Hopefully ppl on yt are!#(they most definitely will not)
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
can we stop trying to bully people into advocacy, please?
can we stop making people feel personally responsible for issues they only just heard of and may not even understand?
can we stop yelling and berating people who aren’t putting all of their (probably limited) energy into researching something that has almost nothing to do with them and which may stress them out?
can we stop pressuring people who are already struggling to survive to limit their options on how they can live, what they can eat?
please?
please
can we stop
#look#it’s good to try#but not everyone can#so can we stop acting like it’s a moral failing to not be able to do everything you can all the time?#I see this especially with the Israel-Hamas war#people who never even spoke of such issues are now devoting all of their attention to it#which is good for them!#but where they go wrong is when they start implying or blatantly saying that if you aren’t doing what they are doing#then you’re a horrible person#be angry at the dictators and the terrorists and the presidents who are responsible for this#don’t be angry at the neighbor who orders McDonald’s#they’re not willingly funding the thing#if you want to help that’s great#but bullying your fellow citizens is not the way to go about it#trust me#you’re not helping#anyways#is this a vent?#maybe#I don’t know#I’m just tired#of people who do this#good intentions turned into bad actions#whatever happened to ‘people are flawed’ or ‘agree to disagree’?#nuance is abundant and I hate when I see people thinking that issues of this magnitude don’t have any nuance#definitive statements and definitive lies#the line between them blurs every day
27 notes
·
View notes
Text
Found this old drawing and decided to finally finished it...
I'm very surprised this crossover isn't a thing because it's so perfect-
Just imagine the chaos the two can get into lol
#detective conan#edogawa conan#kudo shinichi#fnaf#fnaf sb#fnaf security breach#five nights at freddy's#fnaf gregory#trapped in a building facing dangerous animatronics? serial killers? trying to solve a mystery hidden by a shady corporate business?#DETECTIVE CONAN TO THE RESCUE!#It's basically just another Tuesday for conan but he will admit it's still a rather strange predicament he found himself in#Gregory would totally be jelous of Conan's detective gadgets and would definitely wanna try to “borrow” them#also hc conan is shorter and smaller than Gregory lol#however Gregory definitely notice how weird conan considering his look and age-#Gregory is like: Oh shit why is he so damn smart and mature for someone who looks like a 1st grader?#Gregory knows Conan is more than he looks (i mean the “kid” is scarily sharp and observent that much he can tell)#Conan is just worried for this kid well being and considering his luck he does not wanna risk leaving Gregory alone#they form a fragile trust for the time being (mostly Gregory having trust issues) but eventually Gregory start to come around-#and of course there's freddy- who is VERY WORRIED ABOUT THE BOTH OF THEM-#Who's also very concerned about Conan's behaviour and why the heck a kid would know so much about crime scenes-#the two constantly pulls dangerous stunts to try to stop their persuers and freddy is trying to help but mostly he's freaking out XD#Gregory and Conan are a menace and definitely would be a headache to the daycare attendants#specifically sun being worried about conan mental health#MAN IF ONLY I COULD WRITE A FIC OF THEM BECAUSE I WANT ONE SO BAD-#but nothing of the sort even exist :') so i just writes drabbles and make drawings#aaahh man sorry i haven't been making drawings much life decided to give me many reasons to constantly be worried about;;#i have so much brainrot ideas about these two au...
43 notes
·
View notes
Text
apologies for the lack of art lately, i just got new glasses and am still adjusting :(
in the meantime, anyone have thoughts about lomion and tyelpe's relationship in the reverse gondolin au?
#not silm#not art#my stuff#the current Fun Bit In Progress is lomion tyelpe and gil's family portrait#the current Frustrating Bit In Progress is fiddling with the TA timelines#do you think gil should go by a different name? i do like how gil galad fits for both lomion and tyelpe's stars#ereinion also works in a less-vague sense given that both his dads are kings lol#and artanaro works in the feanorian sense#idk how to differentiate him though#like how maeglin is lomion and celebrimbor is tyelperinquar (bc gondolin quenya) and elrond is prince elrond#hmm#also saruman is probably getting kicked out of the white council early on lol#tyelperinquar (almost died because of annatar; also recently widowed because of annatar/sauron): i am not making that mistake again :///#he still has massive issues trusting himself that are even worse without lomion to talk things through/balance each other out#so i dont think he would do the active kicking-out#but he would definitely have a Foreboding Sense of Suspicion#and prince elrond (having trust issues in the opposite direction) would show saruman the door in three seconds flat#overall this white council is a lot more traumatized#a great deal more suspicious and equally dysfunctional#the moment the kinslayings get brought up nothing gets done for the rest of the meeting bc#galadriel and tyelpe spend the whole time glaring at each other#given their respective Everything the table probably catches fire
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
Can I offer a protective Allan in these trying times?
CW: Being a burden/annoying
WC: 505
——————————————
Sakharine scoffed. “That idiotic and obstinate mindset of yours will land you at the bottom of the sea.” His tone turned sweet, persuasive. “Come now, be sensible! A man like Allan does not have the patience to have a child following him around asking questions. He has no time for such annoying burdens.”
Allan expected another sharp remark. Maybe even physical violence, as Shadow had shown an affinity for both. But Shadow’s response was far more sickening and left a hollow ache deep in Allan’s chest.
Shadow flinched.
Allan exchanged a glance with Tom, who stared back with a mix of pain and anger.
Guess I know one of her weaknesses now.
Allan felt no triumph in the revelation, just a sinking feeling in the pit in his stomach. He despised empty victories, and this was certainly one of those.
“Enough,” he growled.
He tried pulling Shadow back into him, hoping to offer some comfort. Some reassurance that that wasn’t how he viewed her at all.
But Shadow jerked out of his grip, heading for the door and shoving Tom out of the way as the man tried to comfort her. The door slammed behind her, Tom wincing at the sound.
“Tom,” Allan ordered. “Keep an eye on her.”
Tom nodded and quickly left the room, yelling Shadow’s name.
Allan turned to Sakharine, itching to drive his fist through the man’s skull or maybe put a bullet through it. “What the fuck was that about?” he spat.
Sakharine threw him a scornful look. “Mind you tongue-“
“Mind your own,” Allan interrupted. “Shadow is not a burden to me, or anyone else on this crew!” His voice rose, white-hot anger burning just beneath his skin. “You have no right to treat her like that because you’re pissy that she doesn’t trip over herself trying to appease you!”
“Look at that, the mutineer has a soft spot,” Sakharine sneered. He prodded Allan with his cane, the blade still sheathed but the threat still very much present. “Mind how you speak. That girl may know the events, but she doesn’t know the location of the treasure. Any loyalty to her or faith in her is misguided and ill-placed.”
Allan stepped forward, and felt a deep sense of satisfaction as fear flickered in Sakharine’s eyes and the older man staggered back. “Don’t think for a second I won’t kill you,” he warned, voice now deadly soft. “Don’t think for a second your money or status makes you invulnerable. I could give the word and my crew would tear apart without hesitation.” His next words scarcely rose above a whisper. “While you’re still alive.”
“Get… get away from me,” Sakharine choked out, the crack in his voice destroying any visage of bravery.
“You may control the money, and the law, but you do not control me.” Allan straightened and turned away. “You would do well to remember that, boss.” Spitting the last word like poison, he stormed out of the room and slammed the door so hard the window shattered.
#yeah deep rooted fears that you’re just a burden to everyone around you#coupled with trust issues that makes you think no one is genuine in their affection for you#fucking SUCK#but anyways#karaboudjan#tintin 2011#allan thompson#oc_shadow#tom karaboudjan#anachronism fic#am I ok?#lol nope#but a close buddy did give me a reality check so that helped a bit#still#Anachronism definitely steps into the ugly side of anxiety/depression/trust issues#but my raw emotions in fics have helped people before
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#YOUR NEED GREW TEETH: character study.#character introspection.#ahh... something about this is so accurate NGL like sadly barton will always have this-#immense anger in him i feel like no matter what he does to try to contain it / surpress it and this is-#because it has literally become a part of who he is as a person. ans by that i mean he ALWAYS has a sense-#of rage stirring within him that is just waiting to be unleashed and that is both kind of disheartening as well as scary#including for him. but barton is also used to it so it's like... he's grown a bit desensitized to it at the same time#even though that's arguably pretty sad to think about. barton is just not good at processing his emotions in healthy-#ways so his sadness is commonly turned into anger and the rare occasions where he does feel guilt / shame?#they also come off as anger because it is a much easier emotion for barton to process than sadness#so yeahhh. man's has definitely got some issues that he needs to work out regarding how you don't need to be-#afraid of getting sad especially if you have a good support system to help you through it... but he just JSJSJ refuses to-#show those kinds of feelings around people for a prolonged amount of time bc he doesn't trust that people won't use it-#to try to 'take advantage of him' so to speak since barton himself has cheered people up for that sole purpose before. thus it's all like-#one big vicious cycle y'know bc he fears the very thing that he practices.
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
the internet continues to make me lol in the most mirthless of ways by seeing an ad post for a discord server saying No Proshippers Allowed for a ship that is, quite frankly, problematic as fuck (that's why it's fun).
like i refuse to play part in pro/anti discourse because people cannot be trusted to Not have problematic definitions of the word problematic and therefore the entire concept of the argument is flawed and worth nobody's time (for other reasons, also, but the bottom line is kind of that problematic as a term is subjective and if everybody is going off a different definition then literally All of this is bullshit discourse that means absolutely nothing).
And the above is mostly just an example of that.
#... whose definition of problematic?#is the base issue of the entire thing#who is the ultimate pure uwu person deciding what is and is not problematic?#and why were they elected to this position?#how can i trust them not to have problematic biases of their own?#anyway this is kind of funny#babe that ship IS problematic as fuuuuuck#so... nobody is allowed on your discord server at all?#or do you not agree that it's problematic?#... see where the base of this problem is#they Don't think it is apparently and i Do#so who is right and who is wrong? gosh could it be... Subjective????#who fucking knew
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Even if you don't agree with incarcerated people having access to education, monetary compensation for work, or whatever, I really hope you acknowledge that so long as you provide the state incentive to imprison people (free labour or whatever it may be), the state will continuously imprison people - especially for non-violent crime.
#politics#ask to tag (genuine)#same with the death penalty#like you can think certain people deserve to die for the henious crimes they've committed but that power should *not* belong to the state#see also: expanding the definition of crime that USian politicians are wont to do#like you see people desperate to expand what is a crime - such as providing trans healthcare#like yes this is a complex issue but also... i just can't get behind the state having that ability#i do not trust that there will not be overreach because see: the united states' LONG history of overreach to an *excessive* extent#this is very much in the context of being an american but also i believe this regardless of that context#(it's just that american politics quickly changed my tune)#(like i used to be pretty pro-death penalty until i actually started thinking about it and started actually being realistic about it)#(because yes maybe some people deserve that outcome for their actions. but the US has proven it CANNOT handle that power)#(you don't have to look that far into the history of the death penalty to realize how egregious it gets)
221 notes
·
View notes
Text
My dad, jokingly: "I'm badman"
Me: "haha sure" (not thinking he's anything like batman)
My dad: *left/ separated from my mum when I was a teen, started a GTA gang that helps bullied kids, ended up emotionally adopting like 8 kids and helped them through bullying, suicide, abuse, etc.*
Me: *was hurt by an abuser and had to deal with said abuser being forgiven by family around me*
Me: *gets into Batman lore*
Me: ...
"Wait a second..."
#I guess this makes me Jason Todd lmao#I love him don't get me wrong#but he's also literally Bats here with the leaving and then coming back with eight adopted kids#and me going through a whole thing with wanting to cut off certain people#having anger issues#and having a complex relationship with him and at first feeling a bit like I was replaced#Like damn#He really is Bruce and I'm way too much like Jason#Also thinking about hoe my older brother feels overly responsible and tries to act like a leader#He's so much like Nightwing/ Dick Grayson#Overly forgiving and trying to be more of a leader than he should be and the family oriented type of guy#Don't get me wrong I love him too#Buuut as the younger sibling it's my job to pick on him a bit#Our relationship is a bit like Jason and Dick with comradery but with jabs at each other and not always agreeing with how to do things#He's more of a moderate liberal tyoe too#Wants to save everyone on all sides whereas I'm more of a radical leftist who can hold a grudge#Yeah I can definitely see the batfam in us lmao#Idk what middle brother would be#maybe a bit like Barbara with trying to be the smartest? He's not exactly an overachiever but I think he longs for our mum's attention#I mean we all have sure but I think he's in deeper with that#Me and the oldest one were/ are the more rebellious types or I guess the ones that questioned our parents more#Whereas he kinda goes along with everything and backs them up and seeks a lot of approval#Not a bad thing but can make him sort of dependant and try to seem stronger and smarter than he is/ or needs to act#And ofc out of all us I'm probably the most rebellious#less so when I was little but after not being believed when I said I was abused by a certain old shithead was a big c#*shift for me#Made me trust their judgement a lot less and look for my own path ig#So very similar to Jason there with seeing flaws in Batman's morals and rejecting them because of how they got him hurt#Sort of like how I rejected/ reject the moderate “all sides” standpoint in my family#there's a lt of forgiveness given to people who don't really deserve it in our extended family
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#tag talk#social anxiety is so much worse to deal with when only half of you is anxious because you never know when it'll happen#like. R is not anxious at all. she loves being around people and since we came out she's not scared anymore#but me on the other hand? being around people is a nightmare. agoraphobic for sure.#I wanted to go running again cause we woke up at six again. but the thought of going outside and being perceived? terrifying.#maybe I need to practice getting R to front. we're used to thinking of L as the defensive front but if R's sociability is the best strategy#then she would be the strongest front to present.#the problem is I've tried that and it just results in me feeling even more sullen and anxious because I feel dragged into things then.#because going out on public even with friends still makes me feel anxious and angry and generally annoyed.#ugh I'm so tired of being unpredictably two different people.#if I were just L all the time I could embrace that and find workarounds to these issues. but they hit me so unpredictably#so I don't have the reliability to trust. so my strategy is usually just 'wait until you change into someone without those problems'#because whatever issue I have can usually be fixed by the other half of me.#scared of upsetting people? turn into L. scared of socializing? turn into R. scared of doing tasks? turn into L.#it's also wild because when we're L we shift into a morning person. and R is definitely a night owl#so waking up at five am to go out and read a book on the couch is so great as L but staying up all night reading is R's sweet spot.#idk. I'm so tired of bouncing so much between these two people#and I'm beginning to suspect that we have different food preferences as well. which is.. frustrating#I wish it were as easy as going 'oh duh I'm making this up in my own head' and just stopping#like. yeah it's all in my head unfortunately that's where my sense of identity is too.
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#is it just me or does everyone feel like people hate them?#not just people like im 100% convinced my parents and sister and best friend and close friends#and i joke about it and they’re like ‘what ? ofc not’ but it feels like they’re kind enough to lie about hating me#like idk i feel like i make a lot of mistakes and im kinda annoying and i definitely have a habit of interrupting#and sometimes i just say dumb stuff and i don’t have a good sense of humour to make up for it#also i can be a bitch sometimes and trust me i cause issues and stress in people’s lives#so yeah like i try to be sweet and kind but those redeeming qualities fall short#like more cons than pros if that makes sense#arshia talks
13 notes
·
View notes