#I didn't take my pills
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Day 259, Bereft got some final tweaks and a full ink job :D
Up next: Redoing Fierce, Curious, and Disgusted
#the great artscapade of 2022#bobbi's being weird again#art#my art#friend oc#roommate oc#untitled gunpla comic#I got Applebees for dinner and I gotta say#boy howdy they sure are mediocre#completely inoffensive and they haven't given me food poisoning :D#actually that's not fair#they're like one step above mediocre on a ten foot ladder#but they have garlic breadsticks with alfredo sauce to dip them in#and salmon for $20#really Applebees is where you go if you want a meal but don't want anything spectacular#boy I hope that alfredo sauce doesn't bite me in the lactose intolerance though#I didn't take my pills#like a dingdong#...it's not gonna give me that dignity I can tell already and it's only been half an hour or so since I finished eating#let this be a lesson kids: just because you WANT to drink alfredo sauce like soup doesn't mean you're not lactose intolerant :D
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Either none of the men in aftg have a gag reflex or the pills are built different in the US the fuck you mean swallowing pills dry left and right no problem not even a grimace do you know how disgusting they are? How hard it is to swallow any regular pill that is bigger than a pinky nail??? Am I the weird one???
#I don't get it most of the time they have water at hand too#please for the love of God don't do that#I got a pill stuck in my asophagus once because I didn't take it with water#aftg#neil josten#all for the game#andrew minyard#the foxhole court#aftg memes#the raven king#the kings men#kevin day#jean moreau#the sunshine court
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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am
#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils#but it's ok i just needed a nap#something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me#wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas#something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh#i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn#(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e#i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real#i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel#also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay#is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level#when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU#look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it#at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal
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When Pizza Granny doesn't find herself misplacing her medication, she regrets it once she recalls the grueling process of taking it.
#⭐ Star's Art ⭐#Pizza Tower#Pizza Granny#Pizzahead#Pizzahead Pizza Tower#Redraw#Sprite Art#Coolness#Open up... it's time for the pill!#My very good friend panurei-derogatory and I found ourselves discussing Granny Pizza and her hub world dialogue yesterday#Specifically her dialogue on the third floor where she makes mention of losing her medication 'again'#It didn't take long for my brain to go 'what if I redrew the one scene from Spongebob where Mr. Krabs takes the pill but with Pizza Granny'#One concept sketch turned full-on art piece later... here we are!#This was a good enough reason as any to draw Granny Pizza for the first time#Plus I wanted a reason to draw Pizzahead again seeing as I've drawn him only once before. Very recently too#I swear every time I draw in the Pizza Tower style I get a step closer to perfecting it#I'm really proud of this even if it started out as a simple joke sketch! 🍕✨#Another thing I'm proud of are the little pizza buttons I added to Pizzahead's overalls#Probably not the first person to do the such but I think it looks cute!
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“You know that’s not one of your strong suits, right?“
#cyberpunk 2077#cp77#johnny silverhand#v#i had to take off his beard cause i was trying out some face textures#im not sure if i just...wasn't looking at him on my first playthorugh or mayb the beard was in the way and made him look more teasing#but i saw the smile this time and it broke my heart a little??? fond but also kind of sad#killed me dead#does he do this expression if you have a bad relationship with him???#im really wondering now#nope he doesn't#he throws u on the floor lol maybe thats what happened in my first playthrough?#i didn't have a bad rel with him but he also does it if you cut him off with a pill at some point#and i *think* i did that once#my stuff
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how do you know the difference between a huge anxiety attack and a panic attack?
#i think i had a panic attack yesterday but idk......#god it felt so awful and it went on for like 3 hours#but i also had like a hundred things going on so idk if it was like the accumulation of everything or if it was really a panic attack yk#i was at the fair with my family waiting for my best friend to arrive bc i was going to hang out with her#and yk it's a place full of people and we were standing right next to a huge speaker hearing a man talk#and also each place in the fair has different music playing super loud and you can hear all of them at the same time (+ the flashing lights#all that causes me anxiety every since i was little (even if i didn't know it was anxiety back then)#so i *knew* i was going to have the greatest time and i didn't really want to go there in the first place#but even with that i wasn't really haven't a bad time (yet)#we were just stading there and i was waiting for my friend to call me so we could go somewhere else#she called me to tell me she was coming and right when i hung up the phone i felt a really strong pang on my belly#and idk at first i thought it was period cramps but it was weird bc my period had actually stopped that same morning#also i had taken a painkiller right before going there bc all that i mentioned earlier also gives me migraines so there's that too#so yeah the pangs kept getting stronger and it hurt so fucking bad to the point my legs started trembeling#my vision blured and every sound around me seemed to almost fade away#there wasn't any place i could sit down so i gad to cling to my dad and he had to hold me so i didn't fall to the ground#i think i almost (?) fainted in his arms too#after a while the dizzines went away and my dad went to get me smth to drink and i mostly got my hearing and vision back to normal#all that was like 10 minutes max but then the pangs kept hitting every minute or so for the next 3 hours#we found a place to sit and find smth to eat but i couldn't eat anything without wanting to throw up#my legs wouldn't stop shaking like fucking crazy and i kept going from feeling like i was freezing to sweating from how hot i felt#idk i've had smth like this (w/o the pangs) happen to me before a bunch of times but never That strong and it usually lasted 5-10min max#we ended up having to go home and i had to take some more painkillers and my sleeping pills to be able to calm down a little#i'm pretty sure i fell asleep from exhaustion after everything and i'm still feeling a bit weird after almost 24 hours since it happened#anyways. the thing is idk if all that was caused bc of my anxiety#or if it was smth completely unrelated and i just had such a bad tummy ache that it made me feel bad enough to cause All That yknow#i think it felt pretty much like how i've heard people describe a panic attack but again i'm not sure#yeah.........#maca speaks
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hey pyrrhic, I'm the anon who asked about adhd and executive function, whom you recommended meds to. I fully agree, problem is, I AM medicated (my bad did not include that relevant info). and I'm doing way better than before but nonetheless, this still happens. maybe I just gotta find a way to shoulder through the stuck door that makes it an Engaging Enough Challenge, so to speak (and make sleep/routine/self care improvements no doubt). thanks for reading and answering, I appreciate it!
maybe you should be medicated more
#not actually joking like your medication regime could maybe stand to be tuned up if you're still struggling#I have an amazing NP who specializes in ADHD and we were fine-tuning my blend for like 8 months#different pills different doses different times of the day to take them#we didn't stop tinkering with it until I said to her that I felt happy with my quality of life#and that I no longer felt like my ADHD prevented me from doing anything I wanted to be able to do#and we still meet every 3 months to make sure that's still the case and make adjustments if necessary#'I'm medicated' and 'I'm medicated as much as I need to be and in the way that I need to be' aren't the same thing
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i hate being an adult i hate money i hate bills i hate healthcare and health insurance
#im fine im just upset that it is VERY likely i'm going to have to front $700 of my own money for work reasons this week#bc nobody at work will help me resolve this!! apparently! i'll be paid back eventually but not for a few weeks#and that i may run out of a prescription while i'm on my trip and i was trying to get it filled and have been bouncing around on the phone#to find out that it's the insurance company that won't pay for it until june and i dont want to pay out of pocket#i'll live til then and i may actually have enough til then (i need to just physically count all the pills; i just knew it was running low)#but i'm so frustrated that after i hung up the phone with CVS that i just cried a little#i'm not gonna call the insurance. the last thing i want to do is deal with those guys when i know it's not going to kill me if i run low#(i have been taking half doses to stretch the bottle. is that advised? who knows! but i've done it before and it aint killed me)#i'm just. sigh. nothing going right for me this week#there's also ANOTHER medication that was supposed to refill this week but didn't because it had no refills left. i should've got it today#sooooo i had to call that pharmacy and that doctor to basically beg them to refill it asap or at least send me a sample#i also wont die if i run out of that one (already taken half doses to stretch it this week) but contrary to the other one i will notice thi
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of course my fibro meds would run out and i would need a new script and my doctor would take too long to refill it literally on a day it rains
#like yeah not a small amount of this was my fault by not paying attention and calling it in late#but i was told by half a dozen different people it would be ready yesterday so i wouldn't be without it last night and this morning#and that was incorrect 🙃#i couldn't even be forwarded literally 2 pills bc it's name brand and there is no generic version yet bc it's so new#and they can't do that with namebrand medications apparently#despite the fact the pharmacy had it in stock and confirmed ive been taking it for months#and that it's not a medication you just Stop taking#but the doc took too long so it didn't go through until this morning#and i dont have a way to get it until this afternoon#chronic pain#chronic illness
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Terrible news I think my cnc pwp fic about husk giving alastor drugs to fuck him is turning into a commentary on the infantilization of asexuals damn it my projection issues
#despite not finishing chap 1 i already got like a little 3 chapters arc planned in my head#part 1 is husk getting al drunk and then emotional intimacy#part 2 is roofies and al calming down long enough to enjoy it despite blacking out halfway through + husk realizing he has a huge somno kink#and part 3 is al trying to roofie himself by taking 5 pills only for husk not to be there catch him. resulting in angel finding out#al then immediately overdoses and casually dies in angel's bathroom. angel then freaks the fuck out on husk for being a creep and hypocrite#and then al gets pissed because neither of them will acknowledge his role in the relationship#they keep talking over him acting like cuz husk has more experience with sex that it must mean al's an innocent victim#and not like an adult man who could've easily not drugged himself to death#al also does not trust the idea that angel didn't do anything to him while he was out#anyway#fic wip
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every evening i come on here. see a foursaints rosekiller post that implants itself like a little shard in the crevices of my brain. close my eyes. briefly contemplate texting my ex. recover and continue scrolling. will probably end up texting my ex later if we're being honest
#DJEKJGFDLGJFLGJFD I'M BEING SO SERIOUS TOO#my ex would talk about my low iron like it was the sexiest thing in the world to them#i was so insane i stopped taking my iron pills regularly so i could have symptoms to tell them about#(there were other reasons. not just that. but i can't pretend that wasn't part of it)#anyway saints didn't make a rosekiller post about low iron#but i think if evan had low iron barty would sexualize it#dil.txt
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Reminder to my followers: take your meds
#i spent the whole morning feeling like shit and I couldn't tell why#then i walked past my pill organizer and lo and behold! i didn't take my fucking meds#ugh
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welp my mom and I went to clear out the shed in the back yard and found out that my sister's boyfriend has been using it to store stolen lawnmowers. there were four
#idk why my mom keeps letting him over after he's stolen from us repeatedly and ruined our bathroom#he tried to steal my ex's catalytic converter and busted his window#stole over $200 from my brother#takes my mom's weed and cigarettes and she's aware of it#stole wax from me twice#put his two dogs in my car overnight without telling me#used to repeatedly put his dogs in our backyard without telling us knowing that they hop the fence every time#& we had to find out from our neighbors telling us bc it happened so often they knew the situation#asked me to help him sell drugs behind my sister's back#asked me if I wanted to sell MY pills#lied to my mom about where he was going when he borrowed her car#smashed our table in our front yard after we called him out for going to a meth dealer's house w her car instead of to a job he didn't have#my mom swept up the glass and left it on his dealer's driveway (knew where she lived bc she's her deceased friend's daughter)#.bdo
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guys i've been sick for the past three days and today i thought i was finally finally getting better but now i have this fuck ass chest pain??? like my asthma got worse jsjksjks i can't breathe properly am i dying
#no like i'm actually concerned for myself#i told my mom and she said it's because I didn't take a chew pill that my doctor prescribes for this evening#mom please it's not because i didn't chew on a candy I swear#esa.rants
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I've been in so much pain today and thus got nothing done at all and now I have to decide on dinner 😔
#a little peeved cuz today is my laundry day so I asked my sister to do it instead bc I'm dying.#and she said she would but then never did so it's just like. okay. let's just not wear clothes this week.#and now that the pain pills have finally kicked in I'm fucking starving but I'm not craving anything specific so.#idk what to do. spaghetti might be good but I think trying to stand for even the 10 minutes it takes to make that would probably fuck me up#no. I need fast food. I can't be cooking rn.#if only all of my options didn't suck ass.
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I'm two for three on cats in the household given A Horrible Pill that I successfully got them to swallow, so now I just have to track down my craftiest and most hide-y child and dose her.
#it was a two man job so like I didn't do it alone#but I am very impressed with how quickly me and my sister managed it#given how much the cats Did Not want to take the horrible pill#(the dogs by contrast thought it was a delightful treat and all of them tried to steal more horrible pills)
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