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#I fear I won’t survive it
dearly-somber · 1 year
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NOT AGAIN.
I CAN’T DO IT AGAIN.
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the-woman-upstairs · 4 months
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It’s just…so painful to watch Armand readily submit in order to obtain the love he so desperately craves. And while it’s most assuredly a manipulative tactic, it’s still one borne out of fear and desperation. He cannot lose this person he’s come to love and so will become whatever they want, do whatever they want just so they’ll stay with him. But it won’t be enough. No matter how much he acquiesces or seeks to control (himself, others, the environment), he won’t be able to make Louis stay with him in the perfect life, perfect self he built in the hopes of finally being loved. It will all crumble with Armand left alone in the rubble of what he created, the author of his own abandonment.
#this unfortunately hits way too close to home for me#let’s not even get into Claudia’s anger at never being enough#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire#armand#this is just me speaking from personal experience…but there is definite manipulation at play here from Armand#and I don’t necessarily mean that pejoratively- when you’re desperate for people to like/love you you’ll become whatever they want#or whatever you think they’d want and you give it to them so they’ll want to keep you around#I’ve done it so often with the people in my life- and make no mistake it’s also a survival tactic#you give someone what they want they won’t hurt you#and when that’s how you survive for years and years it becomes the default method of interacting with others#even with normal people who genuinely mean you no harm you revert to that people pleasing mode#as a means of control both external and internal#this is what i see armand doing- his way of surviving that he’s never truly broken out of#armand ceding coven control to Louis and curating the Dubai penthouse for Louis are part of the same pattern of behavior#and even tho it’s ultimately harmful and will only end badly for armand and Louis’ relationship#idk if armand knows how to not exist that way with someone he loves/desires#all of this also ties into louis and daniel#because of course Armand will lose it over Louis finding connection and interest with someone else aside from him#someone HUMAN no less#and I can see Armand taking out his anger on Daniel as a way of expressing his own frustration at still not being enough for Louis#breaking daniel’s mind in a desperate attempt to understand why this human could reach Louis in ways he couldn’t#not saying any of this to excuse Armand and his behavior obviously (I’m very upset and worried over the trial looming on the horizon)#but I do understand this impulse and how you’ll throw ANYONE under the bus in order to preserve your place with loved ones#it’s all horrifying but unfortunately I empathize#like even if Louis is right to walk out on him when he learns/remembers the truth of what happened to Claudia#I’ll probably still find myself saddened by Armand’s fate because I’ve absolutely been there myself#it’s a tragedy of his own making- his fear and desperation birthing manipulative and controlling behaviors#that ultimately result in your own abandonment#god this fucking show
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missmouse43 · 9 months
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Let’s all take a moment to appreciate the obx team delivering on jiara hand holds in every single season so far
🤝💖
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They weren’t even together for the first two.
BUT THEY ARE NOW.
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okaratauri · 2 months
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there is truly nothing like drawing on a tablet in the dark and a BIG ASS CRANEFLY DIVEBOMBING YOU FROM THE SHADOWS WHEN YOU HAVE A HUGE FEAR OF SPIDER LIKE BUGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN THE TABLET IS IN YOUR LAP LESS THAN A FOOT AWAY FROM YOUR FACE
soooo guess what just happened to meee💅
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sadlittlecountess · 4 months
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please, take all their suffering away!!!
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tightjeansjavi · 6 months
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No Church in The Wild went hard in the Great Gatsby, and it’s about to go even harder in Gladiator II 😵‍💫😵‍💫
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greyhavensking · 1 year
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if I don’t get a parallel to the curse womb must die arc at the end of the series, with Megumi and Yuuji’s roles reversed — smiling at each other as they bleed out, Megumi surfacing just long enough to decide how to end things himself — then WHAT is the POINT
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juregim · 3 months
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looked good as hell tonight at the club. how i know? because an older lesbian lady hit on me
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unown · 11 months
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I feel like a damn child I feel so behind and I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to imagine myself in a place where I’m financial stable without my parents help
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honeysunzz · 4 months
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eddie with bobby’s prayer book i’m about to be violently sick
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dungbeatposse · 2 months
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trigger warning for suicidal ideation in the tags
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Praying with all my heart that locked tomb doesn’t become another kkc.
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i know ian probably can’t even pronounce mikhailo but i need to hear him call mickey his actual name
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when literally all of tumblr is like “teehee yay it’s fall!! winter is coming soon!!! cool weather time!!! i’m so excited!!!” but you live in midwestern canada so “fall weather” is literally like a month long, maybe two at best, and it snows in october and you can easily get a foot of snow on any given day and the streets freeze over making it really hard to drive and you have to plug in your car battery every night because it can get down to below -40 and even if you do get a foot of snow and your car doesn’t start you’re still expected to go into work and everything is just a huge inconvenience all the time forever, and also you got in a car accident almost two years ago in march because there was a big snowstorm and you tried to drive in it and yeah no one was hurt but you still can’t stop thinking about it so every time you feel it getting closer to winter you wake up somedays with your heart beating too fast and your hands shaking and now you’re terrified of driving on the highway at all no matter the conditions, and still every single post on your dash is “PUMPKIN SPICE TIME!!!” “I LOVE COLD WEATHER” “WINTER IS COMING ❄️❄️❄️”
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allright · 27 days
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just thought of sakura covered all over in lipstick marks
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