It’s just…so painful to watch Armand readily submit in order to obtain the love he so desperately craves. And while it’s most assuredly a manipulative tactic, it’s still one borne out of fear and desperation. He cannot lose this person he’s come to love and so will become whatever they want, do whatever they want just so they’ll stay with him. But it won’t be enough. No matter how much he acquiesces or seeks to control (himself, others, the environment), he won’t be able to make Louis stay with him in the perfect life, perfect self he built in the hopes of finally being loved. It will all crumble with Armand left alone in the rubble of what he created, the author of his own abandonment.
there is truly nothing like drawing on a tablet in the dark and a BIG ASS CRANEFLY DIVEBOMBING YOU FROM THE SHADOWS WHEN YOU HAVE A HUGE FEAR OF SPIDER LIKE BUGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN THE TABLET IS IN YOUR LAP LESS THAN A FOOT AWAY FROM YOUR FACE
if I don’t get a parallel to the curse womb must die arc at the end of the series, with Megumi and Yuuji’s roles reversed — smiling at each other as they bleed out, Megumi surfacing just long enough to decide how to end things himself — then WHAT is the POINT
I feel like a damn child I feel so behind and I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to imagine myself in a place where I’m financial stable without my parents help
when literally all of tumblr is like “teehee yay it’s fall!! winter is coming soon!!! cool weather time!!! i’m so excited!!!” but you live in midwestern canada so “fall weather” is literally like a month long, maybe two at best, and it snows in october and you can easily get a foot of snow on any given day and the streets freeze over making it really hard to drive and you have to plug in your car battery every night because it can get down to below -40 and even if you do get a foot of snow and your car doesn’t start you’re still expected to go into work and everything is just a huge inconvenience all the time forever, and also you got in a car accident almost two years ago in march because there was a big snowstorm and you tried to drive in it and yeah no one was hurt but you still can’t stop thinking about it so every time you feel it getting closer to winter you wake up somedays with your heart beating too fast and your hands shaking and now you’re terrified of driving on the highway at all no matter the conditions, and still every single post on your dash is “PUMPKIN SPICE TIME!!!” “I LOVE COLD WEATHER” “WINTER IS COMING ❄️❄️❄️”