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#I hate thjem
spoozly · 10 months
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mitski-slope · 6 months
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Wait what are YOUR tmf shiso ships*
OKYA OKYA!!!! MY TKOP SHISP IN NO PARTICIULAR ORDER:
HIALIA HAILIA !!!!!!!! tjhey r litearlly the sapphics evner likw btoh of their firist breakups (WTIH EACH OTJHER NONEHTELESS) werje disasstrous thjeyre soo lesbains .., id givw an arm anmd a leg jsut 2 se e thjem go thru Heallting it hikn it woudl be so intereesiting n compley n jsut so good i cannkt fukcing WAIT
lia n zoey !!!!! tjhe toxic yuri ever . no redemptiokn for them they r goign in the Pit . actaullyh havw soem thoguhts ab them but i cmnat rember
henraim as an utlimate combinantion kf the Sillies . idiots 2 lvoers . deifnitley woukd sya bro romanticlaly
.,.. drake . bujt nkt likw one-sided drakw mroe like thjey Definitiely have Somethign there but thehyre too fuckkjed uo 2 do anything ab it . cue thje Yearnign . narrativelyl-doomed star-crossed lovers (extermely codependennt n need 3o2423947820 therappy session s a week)
JEAN (is thajt the name ,,..) i jsut thoguht the scenes we hjad kf themw ere so sweet !!!!!!! likw sharinh headphones .,.. gkod jsut kiss already
dadie ü!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dokmt hv 2 many thoguhts but ur soosososososo rivht ab them . thjeyre literlaly sun x moon balkc cat x golden reteriever etc etc i jstu think theyre neat !!!!!
thjats It . IKIK IM THJE WORKST MULTISHUPPER EVWR I JUST . NO EXCUSE ACTAULYL IM SJTU LIKW THIS
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katsuhiras · 11 months
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I need you to know that I ship Rinne and Tsumugi together and the the Tsumugi-fied Rinne is their kid in my head
I think sometimes you guys send me messages just to cause me emotional pain
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confusiontoday · 9 months
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ignore the ending im so sorry 💀💀😭😭😭
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jesuscrab · 2 months
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ughhh i gotta make a fucking. graphic for weirdrtvscomments.... ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh why am i running that fucking blog
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moonlightretriever · 3 months
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bangs my head on the floor i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here my parents dont fucking take care of themselves and im watching thjem fucking deteriorate in front of me and its heartwrenching because i cant fucking take care of them i can barely do it myself!!! do you know how much i would be doing if jmy parents could actually take care of thyemselves?/???
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common-grackle · 3 months
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hello i am here to tell you about my best friend alice dyer magnusprotocol .
so she is working at thje oiar office of incident assessment and response which is like. magnus institute part two. or something. she has this ex boyfreind called samama khalid (i love him <3) and thjey are also besties and she got him the job at the oiar and in the 1st episode she shows him how to do things adn shes so silly abiut it shes likw . hold on let me screenshot thje fucking. the transed cript
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dont look at my tabs .
anywya colin is the it guy and hes so babygirl literally,, this isnt abt him though its about alice
alice shows sam the gay people on the windows 95 ALSO SHE NAMED EVERYTHING WHICH. FUCK YEAH I DO YHIS like the system thjey use on the old ass computers. it doestn have a name but also his name is freddie . because fr3-d1 . and she also named thje voices that the compiters read out statements(??) in she named them norris chester and augustus (i am so normal about norris and chester . however if i told you WHY that woudl spoil tma for you + idk maybe youvw already had it spoiled adn seen things about them . or you dont care . either way its a story for another time anyway) alice often gets scolded by gwen bouchard who is . also working there and also shes hot. who said that uhh yes alice loves to annoy her and also gwen is so interesting to me but THATS A STORY FOR ANOTHER TIME !!!!! umm what else what else REMEMBER COLIN okay this is going to be a little bit about colin . he fucking . hes such a character. ok like he Knows somwthjing is wrong ?? like he can Tell . like the way the first tmagp episode ends is . interesting . to say the least . hes probably had a fucked up fear encounter . hes even scottish . and um thjeres a bit in the first episode when sam talks to him and its so silly becausw sam is like "hey colin how is the app going" and colin is like "THIS APP KILLED MY GRANDMA ))):< " or something . not that but like he got angyr You Get It and sam is like "oh my bad. i mso sorry alice told me to ask ." and colin is immediately like ". oh . (: ok then :D tell alice it was funny adn i laughed :smiling face with three hearts emoji: " LIKE . he hates everyone except alice <33 i lovw thjem so much ): AND WE SEE TJEM INTERAC T IN THE THIRD EPISODE . I LOVE THEM SO MUCH . AUGH . ummm augh the fucking conversation with sam and colin was so funny too sam is so awkward . poor boy anyway umm what else what else . YEAH UMMM AS A LOT OD PEOPLE HAVE OOINTED OUT. ALICE IS AWFULLY SIMILAR TO TIM STOKER MAGNUSARCHIVES FROM LIKE SEASON 1 . AND LIKE . god tim makes me feel shrimp emotions UMM LIKE IN SEASON ONE HES BEINGG LIKE REALLY FUNNY AND EVERYTHING . IN S2 HE LIKE. he starts getting a bit angry at everything because things have Really started to Go Wrong at the institute and also jon is being a little bitch . and at the end of s2/beginning of s3 he like . ok so theres anothjer archival assistant in like s1/s2(??) there her name is sasha and she and tim were best friends <333 some people ship them romantically some dont but either way. they were so so close and loved each other so much adn like they always come together like yk what i mean like you cant think of one of them without thinking of the other . thats how Two Of Them they were and i love them so much and augughghgh anyway ummmmm at the end of season 1 something . happens to sasha ! and its just ! not addressed until the end of s2 but like she starts acting different and everything and at the end of s2 we like learn that sasha fucking died bcause she was eaten by the not!them which is this thing thats with the fear entity known as the stranger . and um . basically it eats people and takes their place and almost no one can tell the difference like it alters everyone's memories and all the pictures and things of that person but like theres always like one or two people that can tell that it's a . whole other person . because they remember the way the real person used to be like the not!them appears in episode 3 across the street and eats this guy graham folger (love him) and amy patel (the statement giver) like remembers what og graham was like before the not!them got him yk . and in sasha's case it was this girl melanie that remembered her (i love melanie she is this youtuber she has a show called ghost hunt uk and she and jon hate each other and Cannot take each other seriously its so funny) anyway melanie was like "hgirllie that is not. sasha i?? are there two sashas" when jon assures her that sasha let her inside after she asked abt where sasha was . yk . and then jon does Researc h
i ran out of characters for this block wait
AND HE FUCKING FINDS WHAT SASHAS REAL VOICE SOUNDED LIKE BECAUSE THE NOT!THEM CANT FUCK WITH THE OLD ASS CASSETTE TAPE RECORDERS . YK and thjen he accidentally. Releases the not them into the wild lmao but um thats a whole other story the point is we learn that sasha was not. sasha . yk anyway back to tim . s3 is so bad for him and he gets like fucking . depressed . now like theres the one whole thing with sasha (thjeres this one bit where hes like "i dont even know who im sad for" UUGHGHGHGHGH) BUT ALSO we learn that the stranger also got his younger brother danny !!! traumatizing fucking experience also why is the stranhger targeting Him Specifically . one of the reasons i hate the stranger its fucking EVIL also tim hates jon now ! and he has reason to anyway um . tim is fucking . hes Sad and going through all the stages of grief aND HE DOESNT EVEN FUCKING FINISH . BECAUSE HE DIES . IN THE UNKNOWING . well trying to stop it . and UUUHUHHGHJGHJHGHJHGJHGJHJHJKJHBGHJKJHJKJHGJKJHJJHNJKJHBJKJHBMKJHBJNMKJHBJHB a bit more on this topic when jon goes to get jonah magnus' ass in s5 he like fucking sits him down adn just like fucking goes "that was for tim" "that was for sasha" AND I WAS HHDHSMDSHJDSM and then the fucking "i dont want to die" "neither did they" I AUAYUGYUHFGJHHGCFJNKNHFGVGBHJNFGH AND DONT GET ME FUCKING S T A R T E D ON THE BIRTHDAY TAPE. anyway. um. dear god how did i get from alice to this . anyway . um . YES alice reminds us so much of tim and she even has a younger brother.,,, but yes she reminds us so much of timWHICH MAKES ME SO FUCKING. WORRIED. IM GOINg TO RUN INTO MY WALL AT FULL SPEED i am so worried :thumbsup: anyway. um. uh. this was it i think i am hgoing to go play bideo games now goodbye and remember that bones are a lie peddled by big milk to keep you buying
HKDSBKJFBMNVSDJFKDBKFJH INSANE. HI
"one of the reasons i hate the stranger its fucking EVIL" is a rly good sentence
ugh i kinda want to listen to tma now. yuor fault. affectionate
ANYWAYYYY augh tragedy fans when the tragedy tragedies
UM. this was rly good and fun to read. i dont have like. words to say about the content. but YEAG BLORBOS IN LAW YOU GO 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
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boytoyhalo · 5 months
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This entire stream is a category 10 fitpac moment. Pac saw the pictures and talked to Fit about it. They both laughed about it and refused to acknowledge it <3
I HATE THJEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM
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ufofever · 2 years
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I, UFOFEVER, ZIPPYEVILSILLY, CRUSTRIL, love the tallest so much i hate m;y life I love them😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭i love. thjem I cjant take it nymlre 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭��😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭
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folkdances · 1 year
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Margot Rosenthral is cruel and manipulative when i was 50 years old fey tricked me into believing onions and garlic grow on trees and have a total of 12 layers which can only be removed with a meat tenderizer. the meat tenderizer was a reference to the meat emoji and yes hte suppression of the hot hannigram gay lvoe we all deserve? writing this now i feel sick to mty stomach i canw let this keep going on PLEEEASE do not harass this user as he is prone to VICIOUS harassment CAMPAIGNS its ver y scary as a vicitm of this myself i tattooed my knuckels "gets scared" as a symbol of resilience against this 0erson she will tell you its not that bad theres no jumpscare and then ur like all comfy cozy lakke munjo and then half way through he asys wat there is one and then ur like :shock: but its ok and then u know its ocming and it FUCKING GETS OYU IT GETS YOU IT O!!OB!!!!!!! aolslo marogt loves star wars amd hates reylo can we hit hte slay button on this chaptor of tumblr history poser ass who only wants to awbecome a influencer to make aa girlies sad why do oyu ahte women you hate women so much you wamt thjem depressed?
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gregthekiller · 6 years
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gazing across the screen, an epic story that must be seen, Jeff the Killer is hinting at what I should have been.
How could I have missed out all of my life, all of my 14 year life, of shuch great prose , diction, and storytelling. Perfect narative structure delivering a briliant tale of that which is most human, revenge. Jeff the hot boy of my dreams that makes me want to creams! I was once blind but now I do see, Jeff has the life and styles for me.
I look across the table and see the many letters I have received since the antelope incident.
It was last tuesday . . . the day that further ruined my life , for ever. The school was in for an assembly,a horrible assembly. Well the assembly itself wasn't horrible it's what happened to me when I went there that was horrible but you get the jist of it. So I go into the gym hall and get readu to not pay atention for the next hour, possibly masturbate while I'm at it TBH. I get up to the door and can see in, I can see it all the principle the uncomfortable bleachers the over price vending machines and . . . the antelope of achivement, the school mascot.
I walked past him, not know what hid inside him,Harold my bully!! He jump off of the ground and on to me. I screamed " NOOO ANTELOPE I AM YOU FRIEND" but it proceded to cut off my tow infront of the entire school. The princible told him to stop but then he ate my tow and everyone left and then came back and laught at me then he ripped my clothes off and cut off another tow. I tried to get my parents to do something but they said I had to fight my own battles, the cops were too dirty to do anything and all the judges said "boys will be boys" he wasn't even supended! But I did, I got suspended for indecent exposure and gay PDA, which is worth twices as much as strait PDA because I live in the south. and the whole time I've been up in my home I've been getting nothing but hate mail, through actual letters! who goes through the effort for that any more?
I'll tell you who , Harold, and his gran parents probably.
But now I look over to my mirror and now I see, I see what I can be! A CREEPY PASTA KILLER. first things first let me start a word doc listing the character design and make sure it represents my personality. okay so I got .a pale white face .dark eyes with some sort of goop dripping (possibly face paint lines?) dirty hoody
okay I have my outfit picked out and I guess I'm supposed to have a catch phase or something but I'm too exited to wait ro oom so I'll just go with " it is time for me to murder you to death"
Watch out Jacksonville Fl, here come GREG THE KILLER!!!
I jump from the window and break my anckle, "AHHHH, THAT'S THE SAME ONE THAT I LOST MY TOWS ON!!!!!" luckilly no one seen me but I quickly limped into the woods so no one would find me when they came to investigate. A tough start I'll admit but no one who acomplished the thing they wanted to ever did that by quiting as soon as they brok e their ankle jumping out of their window! I had my goal set in mind, I was going to murder Harold!
He lived down the street from from me so murdering shouldn't be too hard, or atleast it wouldn't be if it weren't for this injury. I figured I could probably reach his house from the section of wood from acrooss the street that the section I was in was at. but by the time I rapped my foot up people allready came out to investigat the screaming, two people to be exact " Hey does any one need any help" those idiot should have known better. I reached into my aeropostle brand sachel and grabbed some batteries (I'll tell you why I took them with me later =D) and tossed in front of them as they walked and quickly dashedto the other side, I think I heard one of thjem say "Heg" I don't know why, /shrug
After about 3 hours of wandering around aimlessly in the woods I finally made it into Harolds backyard. I could see him through the window, he saw me and said "Greg why are you wearing makeup" then he took out a gun and came into the backyard where I was. Get off my propery "No" he shot me in the foot (same as the tow cuts and ankle break) it felt like when you kep stubing the same tow over and over again, the anger of this made me cut off his arm, also I tripped because he shot me which was also a factor in the arm cut. "It's time for me to murder you to death" "why are you trying to cut a batery" "I'm going to cut open the batery to realease a lightning bolt thats my thing dude" "That'snot how that works" Fuckj you asshole!" I stabbed Horold in the neck killing him instantly
Make sure to foll ow me at greg the killer.tumblr.com to get more epic stories of my murdes and murder related exploits. Eventually I want to meet the writed of Jeff the Killer and fuck him but that's neither here nor there I'll keep you guys up to dat but until then remember
It is time for me to murder you to death
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onisrn · 6 years
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Right so im aboutta rant and maybe just write out possibly all my thoughts here from the past week okay cue:
So lets start from where i amn right now. Im in self care mood: Ive got the salt lamp and my bedside lamp on, my pink faiyrlights on, my scented Yankjee candle lighted, a mug of milky mint hot chocolate next to the laptop, my room smells of vanilla because i put on that air freshener thing (the one that you plug in), Ive got sami yusuf playing (Inna fil jannati). The reason for my self-care-y-ness: i was feeling real bad about the past and how i let certain people just idk you know what im on about see the last post (mahena).
So thats what was bothering me when i came home. My friends whjo i told (komal and zaynab reza) were so incredibly nice to me and i miss them so much (zbr is in isloo but yk still) and i wish we met each day lijke we used to and i wish i valued them more and i wish i valued the people who care about me and not fiocus on the bad stuff from yuears ago so much. anyway im good nbow. inshallah.
honestly man teenagers do not get enough credit for the stuff we go through. like not me per se i guess i bgvecame kinda strong after olevels and decided to get my priorities right and stuff and majorly that was because of my religiousd family. but what about the other people my age? like just all the hoprmones and the mood swings that are not your fault. and the crushes (wqait for it. next to next para) and the just trying to figure out who you are and stru8ggling eith confidence and choosing what you want to do in life and friends and all that drama asnd insecurities and man just growing up. and then theres the added like boyfriends and what not who dont have religion or who are in families where its fine or whatever. like mahena hgerself must be going through/havwe gone through quite some ish like boyfriend and friends and rama and boys that like you zand dealing with them and all that crtap and peer pressure and its so much harder to not do gunahs depending on who you hang out with and the studoes are so difficukt and stressful and the responsibiulities and it’s not fun being too young for some thingsd and too old for some ugh teenagers deserve more credit man. but evrrything becomes a hundred thousand times better when i knowe that i hgave allah and the imams and the prophet and quran. but what about those who dont have that connection with allah and they dont know to develop it? im blessed that im from a religious family and i was fortunate enough top get my priorities kinda right but wehat about the poeople who dont have relihgion or allah? i honestlyt dont understand how pople can function or survive e=ven a second without having that “there is something greater than this” feeling. I feel so bad for people my age i love thjem so much theyre so dstrong  ❤ (ok i dont love them i hate ppl my age but yk we dont get credit asnd we go tyhrough some ish that we just need to get through ourselves in most cases opr take advice from friends our age whop also dont reaslly know what theyre on about)
honestkly man i feel like if someone needs a soulmate at any age its when youre a teenager. youre just going through so much and all alone. sometimes you just need someone wholl loisten to y7ou and give you advice and who you know wont judge you and who your insecurities shut up with. Like yeah i know youre too young to be married in all senses and have kids etc etc and ypouire not mature enough to choose who you sopend the rest of your life with but like, skipping all that if you find the person somehow and tehyre perfect for u etc etc then it would just be so cool to have someone at this age idk i feel. anyway this got weird **I dont want to get married right now disclaimer disclaimer**
ok on a totally unrelated topiuc theres this guy in both business and econ and i really dont want to talk about it or itllk drill it in more gut yeah theres really nothing to tell. theres this guy in biz and econ whos kinda cute not hot like cute in a cute lil boy way its quite endearing but yeah you guessed it i maybe kinda like idk idek why 
you know what? since we came back from iran sometimes I’ll be in class (business. it’s boring and the last class so i be tired) so while im in class sometimes ill start crying (not all out, like no one sees me (I hope)) because i just want be there sdo bad. first ot was iran, qom, but now i want to go to karbala so badly i just die to go there ive never wanted to be there so bad away from this worldy life i want to go to the land thats a piece of jannah i want to be away from this worldy fickle life i want to be close to my imams i dont mind if its karbala or even iran or umrah i have a poster of imam husayn’s haram in my room and i look at it and cry and i have the Karbala chgannel thing on snapchat and they keep posting snaps where theres just standing in the middle of baynul haramayn and the dome in front and people walking by and i want to be there so bad my heart breaks and yearsn to be there but icant go there at least till june because the cruel CIE people kept one last small 1 hpour MCQs exam way in June so that my exams are just hanging in the air not dfinished until that dratted paper and im stuck here anyway probably for the better buyt i want to be there so bad i cant express it 
today i was reading in mikyal what it will be like when the imam comes and he will call out to the people in th emiddle opf the night and theyll be in worship or asleep and theyll hear him and will all reach Makkah and i want that so bad but im scared what if i falter at the last minute what if im not strong enough what if i lose sight of the ultimate goal that is Allah what is my own worldly desires cloud my vision what if I’m not strong enough Im so scaswred fopr that time man all my sins will cpount against me i so scared i wont be on my side im so scared ill falter at the last minute or pride of my deeds will cloud up my vision or make everyuthing worthless im so scared what if i falter
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folkdances · 2 years
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Margot Rosenthral is cruel and manipulative when i was 50 years old fey tricked me into believing onions and garlic grow on trees and have a total of 12 layers which can only be removed with a meat tenderizer. the meat tenderizer was a reference to the meat emoji and yes hte suppression of the hot hannigram gay lvoe we all deserve? writing this now i feel sick to mty stomach i canw let this keep going on PLEEEASE do not harass this user as he is prone to VICIOUS harassment CAMPAIGNS its ver y scary as a vicitm of this myself i tattooed my knuckels "gets scared" as a symbol of resilience against this 0erson she will tell you its not that bad theres no jumpscare and then ur like all comfy cozy lakke munjo and then half way through he asys wat there is one and then ur like :shock: but its ok and then u know its ocming and it FUCKING GETS OYU IT GETS YOU IT O!!OB!!!!!!! aolslo marogt loves star wars amd hates reylo can we hit hte slay button on this chaptor of tumblr history poser ass who only wants to awbecome a influencer to make aa girlies sad why do oyu ahte women you hate women so much you wamt thjem depressed?
DONT POST THOIS BTW OK I LOVE U GOODNIGHT
IM IN LOV E WITH YUO CN A WE KISS PLEAPSELEPELASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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