#I honestly needed to hear it tbh

[arsontastic-fandom-takes]

may I have. jun comforting his s/o after a bad day. thanks!^^

Of course! I hope he's accurate, sorry if he isn't. Cw: chronic illness-related

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The spirits must have had it out for you today because you woke up feeling like shit. Not just the general fatigue or sadness(which were still bad), your joints were acting up, your muscles sore for no reason, you were genuinely too tired to get up, and you were feeling depressed and full of self-loathing.

You've been in your body long enough to know that today would have to be a stay-in-bed day, but you hated those. You hated not being able to do anything and having to stare into space. Nevertheless, you knew there wasn't another choice.

The day had passed in excruciating silence, leaving you with your thoughts until the sky filled with dusky purple and pink hues. You were considering sleeping early when someone knocked on the door.

"Love?" Called a voice that you immediately recognized as your boyfriend, Jun. Shit. You forgot that you had planned to have dinner at your place tonight.

You spent too long panicking. The door slowly opened, revealing a concerned-looking Jun. He immediately noticed you laying in bed. "Oh thank goodness. I saw the field wasn't watered and you weren't answering the door, so I got worried." He stared for a moment, seeing you tearing up. You hated him seeing you like this, you always felt so vulnerable and useless. "It's one of those days, isn't it?" He spoke softly. You nodded, not trusting your voice.

His face softened as he walked over. "Oh, honey. Is it okay if I lay with you?" You nodded again.

He quietly got in the cramped bed with you, extending an arm around your torso and running his fingers through your hair in a soothing fashion. He muttered soft words to you, reassuring you in as many ways as he could think of. It might not have helped with the physical pain, but it did help comfort you.

After a while of comforting you, he started speaking. "I know you know all of this, but sometimes it helps to hear it from someone that isn't yourself." He was rubbing circles on your arms. "I'll always be here for you. You're not weak for having days like this. Even if this was what your days were like all the time, you still wouldn't be weak. You're not useless if you can't be productive all the time or can't always get out of bed. This is a part of who you are, and that's okay. Bad days will pass. Life is a constant up and down, and if today is a down day, you'll have up days soon. I'll be with you through it all. I love you for who you are, and these days don't make me love you less."

A while passed after that, and you fell asleep at some point.

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Thanks for reading! I hope this was up to your expectations, sorry if it wasn't. Likes, comments and reblogs appreciated.

[possamble]

yes!!! getting good grade in farcille!!!

[caelcrowe]

"the dimple on your cheek and the wrinkle on your hand

they're sayin' you're gonna be my man"

[ohara-n-brown]

Honestly if someone tells you their support needs level and your response is 'No you're wrong'....

[harumscarumcos]

I’m just happy to know no Disney/Disney adjacent films won for the sole fact they are Disney/Disney adjacent

Congrats to The Boy and the Heron on the Oscar win, still proud of each movie that ended up nominated in the section

[looselipssinkships-x]

i just think seeing fall out boy in a small venue would fix a lot of things inside me

[bandzboy]

[dandyshucks]

This is gonna sound rude as hell but i do not mean it that way: are you currently medicated? My meds have helped me a lot with my own physical responses to anxiety and yours seem severe so that’s why i ask

this is the funniest ask i've ever received in my life and also incredibly kind, thank u anon fjdskl, my anxiety really is severe huh LMAO (not laughing at you!! laughing at myself and my situation fsdjkl)

yes i am medicated but ... not well LOL. i live rural in an area that is infamous for having poor healthcare (plus canada's healthcare system is kind of broken lately RIP) so my medical team is pretty useless and incompetent to say the least fdsjkl. plus unfortunately my entire situation is just... really difficult to fix (and cope with) in many different ways fdjsjkl, and this makes medicating me properly kind of impossible ^^;;

i appreciate the concern and inquiry/suggestion though, genuinely !!! and i've got the heart pounding/palpitations i struggled with under control with a relatively recent addition to my medication cocktail, so its not all bad !! :]

[nightmare-foundation]

Okay okay okay consider

Ozpin getting dragged out of Beacon for once bc glynda got sick and tired of him being cooped up in his tower

Ozpin and qrow going on a few short Huntsman missions together, one of them involving an unknown Grimm terrorizing a village

Ozpin n qrow going off to fight the Grimm- however the Grimm is... weirdly intelligent and separates them

Ozpin finding out the Grimm is more or less telepathic and reflects all of your worst fears, insecurities, memories, etc and is thus naturally pretty intelligent- but this one is very old, and is practically sentient at this point

Ozpin being tormented by this Grimm, having everyone he knows or knew used against him, including past lives, having himself taunt him, calling him a liar, a coward, someone who uses others for his own benefit, etc

Ozpin being tormented because this Grimm KNOWS his worst thoughts, whether fleeting or part of trauma. The Grimm knowing how many times he's killed himself, how much he has bottled up (rage, self hate, etc), what Oz has done and has wanted to do even if it was just a brief thought. The Grimm ripping into him, using every word of Ozpins against him

The Grimm literally using Ozpins own signature fighting style to fight Ozpin, beating him down with the fake version of Long Memory (like v9 ch8 but with Oz)

Ozpin being unable to fight back, not because the Grimm is too powerful (though it is strong), but because Ozpin agrees with the Grimm, that he's an awful person and deserves pain

Qrow coming in at the last second before the Grimm kills Ozpin, killing the Grimm and saving Oz

Ozpin repressing everything until after he gets medical treatment, after he gets home, when he's alone, and finally breaking down, completely alone, isolating himself

[rosetinted-escape]

I am once again being insane about songwriting.

It's weird doing it without having a band to go to, like it seems kinda pointless. I used to just do chords/melody/lyrics/vibe and let them figure out their stuff so it was fun for them to play as well.

I MIGHT post them bc honestly, I just want people to hear them, even if it's just in their awful AWFUL noteflight instrument sounds form. They came out a BIT poppier than I intended but I'm still obsessive over them so.

[tiredassmage]

Lensen Ryaldar - aka my “ah fuck, I’ve fallen in love with this absolute bastard and his devilish good looks anyway” (despite many poor and questionable decisions) collection, KOTET edition and in no particular order.

[todayisafridaynight]

Every guy in Yakuza seems like they have enough social awkwardness for Tien to role his eyes at…

there's no feasible chance on earth any man can be more awkward than mountain man tien I'm Going To Hide From My Friends Every Other Year And Then For A Decade After Telling Them I'd Never See Them Again For No Apparent Reason And Only Coming Back Cause the World Was Literally Ending shinhan

[marquisecubey]

you know a common criticism of reputation when it first came out was that since the marketing was so heavily based on taylor's feuds with other famous people it would age really poorly, but my hot take is that could literally not be further from the truth. Like I cannot stress how little I have thought about any of the tabloid drama that some critics claim is essential for understanding this record's concept in years. It's 2023. this is just an album about taylor swift robbing a bank with her boyfriend now and it fucks

[undeniablycandycane]

Just being reminded of the existence of tiktok is now enough to make me physically uncomfortable and angry