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traveling is great and fun and everything but being kept apart from your dogs and your cats for days is absolutely hell
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I really miss my family today
#i moved out 2 months ago#i visit once a week#i just left from visiting today#i miss my dog#and cat#and sisters#and brother#and mom#i miss them so much my heart aches
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this. this is one of my fav moments from the entire show. this shot itself is just everything. how they both helped each other to the bridge. crosshair steadying his blaster on hunter’s shoulder. both their expressions towards hemlock, ready to do anything to save their sister. hunter reassuring crosshair that he can make the shot. crosshair trusting omega with just a single look. omega running towards them, embracing crosshair in their first ever hug and then taking both brothers in her arms. this family is my everything
#this scene was perfection#also finally wet hair hunter hehehe#i don’t know what to do with myself#i miss them all so much already my heart aches#the bad batch#the bad batch spoilers#tbb spoilers#the bad batch season 3#the bad batch finale#star wars
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“hold on to your heart” // do me a favour live at forest hills stadium new york 08/09/23 ♡
#i miss the car era alex so badly 🥺#god help me i’ve been comfort watching 2023 shows to comfort myself today bc i’m stuck in bed with the worst period pain#but all it’s done is made me nearly cry over that video of alex with the little toy car and miss them all so much my heart aches 😭😭#i wish i had a time machine so i could go back and relive my show all over again#they’re just… absolute magic 💗💗💗#also#can we please talk about alex’s fluffy little lion mane of hair during the car tour??#i know it gets a lot of love but imo still not nearly as much as it deserves#i mean#just look at him?? 🥺#okay i need to stop now before i reduce myself to tears again#i’m too emotionally fragile for this today 😩#alex turner#arctic monkeys#the car era#alex gifs#my gifs#lulu posts
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i relate to peter parker because i’ve had six crushes this year alone
damn son save some for the rest of us!!
#sci speaks#i think i've only ever had one crush in my life. wilding. i wish i fell in love easier. it feels wonderful.#oh the people with hyperactive hearts...#i wish i had felt this way at some point when i was younger. it kind of felt like my heart wasn't fully developed yet.#holds my heart in my hands. why were you such a late bloomer. why didn't you feel more things earlier on.#i'm kind of sad that i didn't have teenage crushes or anything. i feel like i missed out.#is it because nobody around me was appealing. or is it because i was too busy on my own planet.#i think i wasn't really close with a lot of people when i was younger. i kind of never came out of my shell.#so nobody got close enough to me for me to like them.#not that it's necessarily how it works. but it takes a lot for me to get there with somebody i think.#i think a lot of the relationships i've been in i'm still To This Day not even sure if i actually liked them back in that way.#squeezes my heart in my hand. why are you so fussy.#i wish i had more experiences under my belt. i really do. but also i don't want to be in situations that are uncomfortable either.#and i don't want to just be there for the sake of it.#lies on the floor and stares at the ceiling. i don't know what i want.#is love the answer?#i don't know. sometimes i want it more than anything. but it's such a ball-ache to get. sometimes you think you're better off without it.#i wish i knew what i wanted. i think i just want to be brave enough to find out.#why do i ramble so much in my tags. it's like tumblr is my therapist or something.#i'm feeling weird about myself lately. just kind of a little tired. i don't feel bad. but kind of perpetually low-energy.#like i never have the time to do things that make me happy. and when i do get the time i don't have the energy.#is this what it's like to live in this world. i need like. a year's break from work. i think.#i need like a year-long vacation. i need a gap year. i need a year to live life.#i wonder if it's financially viable. i think i'd eat through everything i have if i did that. but.#you can get money back. you can't get your time back.
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missing jungkook hours cos why is he so silly just a silly guy who loves to hold ur hand and play with ur hair and hold u impossibly close and kiss u everywhere but he has no devious intentions he just wants to be close to u …. just such a cutieful cutieboy who randomly grabs ur cheeks and stares intensely into ur eyes with his brows furrowed and u just have to let him cos he’s silly like that and then he presses the hardest kiss to ur pouty lips and peppers wet kisses all over ur face cos hes just SO SILLY.
#koob thoughts#help me guys i miss jungkook so bad#what am i supposed to do without his weverse lives#ill have to rewatch them all hour by hour#hes literally so silly this isnt even a hc at this point like hes just a silly guy#IM LITERALLY SOBBING I MISS HIM TOO MUCH MY HEART ACHES#this was literally spurred on by watching a tiktok compilation of him being silly on webus#serious jungkook soft hours#jungkook#jungkook soft hours#jungkook soft thoughts
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I am once again missing people so much that my heart aches
#its been like 2-3 years since ive seen them and i still cant get over seeing pictures of them with their friends and im just#not there...#even pictures from the times we lived together. i just wasnt there#i wasnt there for them at all. i was living life like a ghost#i barely left my room#i could never go with them to concerts or restaurants or anything because they knew id get overwhelmed because of my autism and chronic pain#so i just... never got invited anywhere. that still happens now#makes my life feels so painfully empty sometimes#theres so much i want to do. so much i wanted to do#none of the people i miss are dead so why does it still hurt so much? i could talk to them again if i wanted#... but i really can't. i really can't#it wont be the same. we'll still never reconnect. it hurts so much my heart physically aches#i wonder if they ever think about me
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#update for my friends here#(and then I gotta go read aristotle lol)#I'm doing ok. I think maybe I've made some friends here. particularly a couple of girls on my hall who have been very kind to me.#wish my emotions would come back and be normal#and by 'normal' I mean not just random crying whenever I try to sit still and think for a few minutes.#there's so much happening. my heart is pulled so many ways. I'm not sure how to resolve any of it.#and I'm aching for resolution.#but I think God is trying to show me how much more I still haven't done or experienced#even though a lot of times I feel like I've lived all of life there is to live and there's nothing left anymore.#I wish I had more trustworthy people in my life who are older than me and can help speak into this experience.#I need to call my parents and siblings back home. I miss them.#I keep questioning my decision to come here. maybe I should've stayed home.#I don't know. maybe it's all an exercise in trust.#I'm still afraid most of the time I think. I wish I could put that fear to death. I wish I could just lean back and trust.#everything just moves so fast.#if any of my post-college (undergrad at least) friends would like to give me tips for slowing down and being intentional with life#and relationships and stuff#during this phase of life--I am extremely open to hearing about them!#love you all <3
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feeling bad 👍
#aaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuvgggggghhhhhhh#just cried for like 10 minutes because i cant recapture a time of my life i loved so much#im in a better place generally now but i miss that community i miss it so bad#i would literally live in that squalor again to get that friend group back#i miss hke so bad dude. i miss it. my heart fucking aches man.#i dunno i guess im chasing a fucking pipe dream but i just want them back. i want the constant activity#i want the silly in jokes. the dedication to each others characters. the fabulous world building#i miss being able to go to sleep and have ten notifications when i wake up#because everyone is always there and loud and i love ghem#i still do. god i still do. i love them all so so much#but we're all distant now. i can message them sure but they arent here with me#i wish they were with me#but ships pass in the night i guess#wish they wouldnt. wish i could keep them with me#i need silksong to drop cuz maybe then theyll come back#maybe i'll have hke back. at max volume again. maybe..#a bitch can only hope#i just miss... friends.#like a solid friend group#i havent had one in a while. ive always had at least one real solid friend group for ages#but hke was my most recent and that one didnt explode so i disnt scrabble to find another#so now that its slipping out of my grasp im just too busy trying to pull it back that i cant find anyone else#and besides#im 21#who would even wanna deal with a depressed disabled 21 year old butch bitch in this day and age#i just want what i had as a depressed teenager on the internet. friends who i assumed i would die with#but ships pass. i guess.#i dunno. maybe im just overreacting. maybe im just lonely#which i am#but
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that counts as posting straud even though its still bg3 content but like it totally counts okay. so anon dont yell at me
#look i posted sims again technically!!!!!!#i miss my silly straud ocs so much my heart aches for them#im writing lots of straud posts right now its very fun :D#yeah ok i think i'll become a simblr again soon bc i missed them so much#also im writing caspian and wolfgang's first encounter so now i have to post straud again SO I CAN GET TO THEIR FIRST ENCOUNTER#it's so good you guys i promise
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i miss my babies sm :-c
#while working on this drawing it just makes me miss them so so much#i wish i was home and min could make us some budae jjigae and i could happily eat the whole bowl knowing my min made it for me💙💙#and of course itd be delicious 💙💙#i just want that so badly to be home w them both already#and i could make them grilled cheese on a lazy day while we watch tv in our pajamas#little things like that#having min & ryan come up to me while i cook and wrap their arms around me kissing me all over 💖💙#just for us to be sillay & in love 💖💙#i need that so badly i miss and love them so so SO much...#my heart my body my mind my soul they all ACHE to be home w them both already#to be able to wake up in their arms and bathe together 💖💙#to be able to admire them & their bodies as we get dressed to head out#help ryan pick out some jewelry that matches his outfit & fix a loose strand of mins hair hehe#idk i just long for my life w them#and to be able to finally start the rest of my life w them both :"-]#ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙#tape entry circa 1980
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a friend just told me they missed me n my heart just . 🥹🫶🏼
#🌙.rambles#I DONT KNOW WHY I'M#OH NO#while i am soft for a lot of words n phrases n sentiments#this is. the feeling of 'missing' someone is one of the ones that particularly is especially special to me#thinking back earlier on this year.. 2/4 was it?#oh it's been that long n with the way i feel right now i guess i still miss them a bit#maybe not a bit#but they were such a tiny part of my life 🥹 but even so i still miss them#one week was all it took to get attached wtf i guess that's what ppl mean to you when they're there for you in dark times#that was long long ago before the time i started to get more open n all bcs i just reconnected with irls recently then#fuck there are other ppl i associate with the feeling of missing someone but i remember this most keenly right now even if they're#not the person i miss the most#i miss a lot of people huh. thinking of it makes my heart ache a bit but i'm smiling softly w all these precious memories#wish there were more memories but some ppl i've met r long lost in my past#I DIDNT MEAN TO RAMBLE SM BUT I'M REMINISCING NO#that friend back on february tho i remember it was a while since we last talked n#'missed you friend'#i don't know why that touched me so much back then#sometimes one of my irls wld say smth in our server together n she wld occasionally say stuff like#wait is it rlly that weird to see me offline for a long time though 😭#it's not anything personal usually i'm. actually on invisible just to lurk#i don't have any energy.. :')#thinking of it n recently i haven't talked w anyone for.#no sometimes i just think ohh it's been just a few days yk then reflecting i realize it's been weeks then months then#gradually it gets worse n recently i'm drained enough that. while my thoughts r far from it my actions have become more apathetic#i don't have energy i'm sorry#which is why i need to fix myself or smth n go back to normal#but this is. this feels weird this time around smth has changed permanently. there's this feeling in me that's consistently painful but#hollow n it persists even when i'm happy. but i'm fine i'll overcome it too i'll be back to my normal self
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accidentally just listened to perfect sense while writing and now i’m crying all over my notebook. how anyone survived hearing alex sing that live as the goodbye to the entire era of the car is absolutely beyond me oh my god
#it’s actually ridiculous how much of a mess i’ve been over this stuff when i wasn’t even there#my heart is very fragile rn#i miss them so much i ache but also i’m so full of love and gratitude it feels like i don’t have enough space to contain it#aghhhhhh#i just love them so much 🥺#arctic monkeys#perfect sense#alex turner#lulu posts
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started thinking about how keith and lance are literally soulmates and how i'll never love a ship as much as i love them and how ridiculously in love they are in every possible universe now i'm arguing with myself how embarrassing it would be to just post a bunch of klance fanart in 2022
#i miss klance but the fandom is dead so i just forget it sometimes#but i've never loved a ship as much as them and don't think i ever will#i miss them so much they're my babies#they make my heart ache is not even funny
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hi look at these cute earrings instead of my tags <3
#i got them at micheals !#you can stoo reading now okay bye#AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#*deep breaths*#struggling! i have too much love in my heart and it hurts#i want so desperately to be happy for everyone!#im trying so so hard to be happy#i spent enough time complaining#i cant just sit in my closet and worry everyone#they cant worry about me#I Am Fine and thats what they will think and thats fine#if they are happy i am happy#ill just think about them all the time when theyre gone#and open dms over and over again#without sending anything#because i see the last two messages were mine#and i feel so goddamn annoying#why am i fucking LIKE THIS#i SHOULD be happy for them#its not their fault that preston was making me so horribly depressed that it broke our relationship#thats not her fault!#its not either of their faults#but god everyday my chest aches#i feel like ive been shot#fully hit with the understanding of what ive lost#and that nothibg will ever fix it#i shohkd be happy#but i just miss them every day#i feel so alone without them#god im so sorry
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there are some fics of mine, that "i look over it and i ache."
because they're just so precious to me, and never read and loved in the way that i've sewn them-- which is amazing and wild in it's own light, because how could i have written something that meets so many people in so many different emotions?
#red qu(eu)te#red's week in music#shall i start listing them i think i shall#small and certain as an acorn [cue arrow thru the heart]#grey [fwomp another arrow but this time happy because the essayed comments on that alskdjfhalskjdfh]#brightest stars [double arrowed bc its not actually a sad story its got a sad circumstance but its a beautiful tale of purpose some get it]#heartsong [fwomp bc i didnt even write that well enough to capture its heart probably]#mozart effect [it aint just an angst fest. it AINT.]#scraps on the floor [oh the essays the comments i dunno what i did differently for the themes to be translucent enough in her!]#interstellar [i wont speak bc its so complex i have nightmares on trying to finish her lol]#rosette [at the time of this she aint even published but i ache so badly i ache so much this whole post was built on how much i ache for#this story the others were red herrings its this story and it might be bc of small as an acorn but it might just be me oh i ache like a#victorian romance in pining i ache in anticipation i ache thinking of the little foal legs she will wobble on when published and my poor#heart at all that will be missed i ache i ache i ache look at you strawberry blonde]#Spotify#(checks queue and realizes by the time this gets posted rosette will probably be out so will update tags so you can see my victorian diary#page of aching over my own words i guess XD)
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