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just-a-creep-babe · 1 year

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Hey! Are you doing any of the October challenges like kinktober or whumptober? Just wondering!

Ahhh unfortunately no—I absolutely barely have the time to do the minimum amount of writing I’m doing rn 😰

#BUT #by this time next year I’ll (hopefully) have graduated #which means!!!#I should be able to next year #and!!!#there are a bunch of bigger projects and such I’d like to do #in the future #so 👀👀👀

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tizzymcwizzy · 4 months

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finally got around to carving some eraser stamps this summer!! ive wanted to try my hand at linocut for the longest time and it was actually a ton of fun :D

#my tools got dull so i havent made any recently‚‚ but i did order a slipstrop that should be coming soon :))#my art #linocut #printmaking #eraser stamps #artists on tumblr #i wanna sell these eventually so hopefully ill be able to table at my school next year!!#or give em out as freebies :D

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dkettchen · 4 months

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#meme #homemade memes #cw dysphoria #trans #bones are stupid #cw dysphoria venting #waiting out current phase of transition changes to happen #(cause I got my dose raised again in april & am waiting for my next two surgeries & continuing tryna build muscle 😔)#hoping it'll get to a point eventually where the affirming bits are overpowering enough to ppl's perception #that I can dress the bits I can't change (like hips) in things that suit them #and do the whole embracing looking trans thing without worrying abt the misgendering #but alas I won't believe in my body's ability to do that until I see it #seeing as I still get lady-ed & unquestioningly she/her-ed 5 years into HRT + post two highly visible surgeries #+ fully dressed in men's clothes + sporting the shortest hair I've ever had -.-#cis ppl learn what transmascs look like & what that means for words you use on them challenge 2024- difficulty level: impossible apparently #I've had several ppl in the last few months that I literally TOLD I am trans/'it's he/him'/was clocked as trans by #who then STILL proceeded to misgender me anyway???#like what more can I do than literally straight up tell you????#I told a clinician who was looking at my knee the other month that I was trans (cause they always ask abt all meds n diagnoses)#and he misgendered me as a trans woman on his report like-#sir I am 5'4" and have a flat chest baby face and facial hair #and I was telling you abt how I've been on HRT for years and have had several Transgender Surgeries #you're a bone doctor you know how bones work and what their limitations are and you have functionning eyes #you should be able to put 2 and 2 together abt how this works even if you've never met a trans person holy fuck #(I wrote a complaint and they amended the report and sent me an apology meanwhile but still like- buddy wtf)

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junebugtwin · 1 year

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what if they were happy huh?? what then!!!!

#worm #parahumans #taylor hebert #skitter #brian laborn #grue #auggg they were just teenagers....should have been able to have a bunch of sibly dates an stuf....#i think they could have worked!#and also i think even in a no powers au those 2 could have possibly been friends it just would have taken two years #of them being in the same theater class that they are both there against their will at #taylor because its an elective without her bullies in it and brian because aisha is in it and he wanted to support her interests #and they really needed a stage hand come ON brian dont you LOVE your SISTER #they would stand silently and uncomfortably next 2 eachother while all the other drama nerds laugh and joke around eachother #thinking vaguely homophobic thoughts before eventually having extremely tame conversation every two days #also man i sure do hate drawing humans!!!!! poses and hands and faces!!! suffering!!!

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bumblingbabooshka · 1 year

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Headcanon that Seven of Nine and Naomi actually find Neelix’s cooking to be fine because it’s the only food they’ve ever eaten/their first introduction to food and when they get to Earth everyone’s so excited to show them Alpha quadrant foods but neither of them likes anything they’re offered very much. Seven doesn’t really care either way except that she has to get used to a whole new palette and Naomi likes the obvious (Ex: candy, cake) but frequently complains that nothing tastes ‘right’. Naomi: -pushing away a slice of pizza- I don’t like it... Tom: You’re kidding me. You don’t like pizza? Naomi: It doesn’t taste right! Make it how Neelix used to. Tom: You want me to put gerhalorian beets and yuk mushrooms in the sauce so it congeals into a lumpy, slightly sour mess? Is that what you want, Naomi? Naomi: Yeah :( I want Naomi and Icheb to work tirelessly together on a side project for years until finally doing it - being able to communicate clearly with those in the Delta quadrant! Icheb uses it to speak to the other borg children (now adults) and Naomi immediately uses it to call Neelix and ask him to find the nearest time portal and toss a big box of leola root into it. She’s been craving it for years! No one told her the Alpha quadrant didn’t have leola root, she wouldn’t have gone otherwise!

#Naomi's suffering through the worst case of 'food you had ALL the time as a kid but can't get as an adult'#Her next goal is constructing some way for ships to pass through the quadrants quickly and safely so Neelix can come visit her and also #Voyager's crew can stop getting themselves hopelessly lost and presumed dead out there #Naomi's favorite joke is that if she knew the alpha quadrant had/didn't have X she wouldn't have come! Her mom doesn't love it v_v #st voyager #Naomi Wildman #Seven of Nine #Neelix #I also think every member of the crew has a certain food they really loved but can never eat again v_v either bc alpha quad doesn't have the #ingredients or the replication abilities or bc it was something that was given as a gift by a delta quad alien or Neelix was only able to #make it once etc #I believe Neelix's cooking is a mixed bag. Some of his dishes are earnestly not good and some of them are for a palette that #the crew doesn't have...but after seven years you develop a palette. Like they still PREFER alpha quadrant food but every so often they're #like DAMN...do you remember when Neelix made-? and it's always a happy conversation #OH and also he has limited ingredients bc of Voyager's situation and doesn't know what the human foods they ask for are or what they should #taste like so it's trial and error babey!!!

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perilegs · 1 month

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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us

#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left #and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them #and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up #today keekki was being himself #then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it #and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those #but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew #i laid on the floor next to him #then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news #at this point i was about to call the vet anyways #and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate #so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch #crying with keekki in my arms #i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down #when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic #anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing #anyways. this fucking sucks #i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight #its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms #i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone #it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses #as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him #its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything #and that was my last moikka keekki #i hope he felt how loved he was #my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me #idk man im going to stop rambling now

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skunkes · 4 months

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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.

#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day #how they're already memories since moments pass so fast #everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever #and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed #it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily #so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day #ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been #the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief #and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately #id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again #like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night #one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys #i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i #hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day

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olasketches · 2 months

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the hate yuta is getting right now really reminds me of this one csm post

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#gojo really had this 17 year old kid to be his successor and fill in his shoes (literally)#and poor kid really took it to his heart cause all he ever wanted was #to be believe that he's allowed to live just so he could be with his friends :"))#okkotsu yuta #enough time has passed for me to admit that #I started appreciate yuta's character in ways I never thought I could #he really shines in this arc for me guys #I have so many thoughts on his character right now...#like yes yuta's plan is FAAARRR from perfect (and just downright wrong tbh) but thats the POINT #everyone is laughing at him and mocking him for not being able to pull it through w gojo's DE and just corpse possession in general #but why would he when he's still just a kid #a kid who was told that he's next in line to be the strongest in fill in gojo's shoes #so now he believes he has to live up to these expectations and he's failing at every step of the way and yet somehow still pulling through #because he doesn't want to fail but the thing is that he shouldn't even be in this position #that's an adult's role IT SHOULD ADULTS' RESPONSOBILITY not yuta's #thats what makes him such a tragic character to me gaawddd

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sexygaywizard · 10 months

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Please stop trying to nerdsplain to me what being a comp sci major is like I literally have an AS degree in compsci 😭

#i feel like anyone who’s bad at cs just doesn’t know how to fuckin google and problem solve #like if you can’t do basic shit on the computer you should have the ability to figure it out #/* my coworker is a senior btw. she is literally going to graduate next year #i think she should be able to figure out how to save as pdf!#I talk

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ferronickel · 4 months

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I have covid :(

#I'm so angry about this too #I managed to not get it for four years #and I was traveling all throughout the 2020 lockdown (for work)!#I'm super cautious about it still #but it was a dinner party where the host didn't mention that her husband was sick that got me >:(#I've been sick all week and basically only capable of playing bg3 all day #there's a potentiality that the next pages will be late if I'm not able to be productive soon #this has really thrown me off and I'm mad about it #I'm doing fine though #I should recover soon enough #nickel for my thoughts

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murderous-coffeebean · 1 year

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One Rawking Ghoul :D

This one’s for Tumblr Ghoul (@thebandghostofficial) - thank you for rawking so much! 💜

I had a bit of an art block after my last digital drawing and I am still stuck drawing left-handed for a little while longer, but Fanart Friday gave me a good reason to draw something fun and to say thanks, as well ^^