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only-lonely-www · 6 months

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So basically ATLA brain rot has hit me like a truck

#atla #avatar the last airbender #zuko #toph beifong #what happened was I was forced to watch the live action #which is actually pretty good if you get past the first few episodes #and if you don’t have someone in your ear telling you it’s awful the whole time #first episode is definitely the weakest and that’s 50% gran gran’s fault #aang and katara are also pretty flat but whatever #sokka’s good and zuko’s fantastic actually #they did goof on a few things but overall I think it’s a fun time #just don’t expect it to be as good as the cartoon and you’ll be okay #ANYWAY it got me missing toph #so i rewatched the blind bandit episode #and then wound up watching the entirety of books 2 & 3 in a few days #and now I’m brain rotted #which is especially weird considering when I first watched it I was like #yeah that was good! and then never thought about it again #i dunno what changed but i need help it’s taking over my life #wanted to draw Sokka too but he looks hard to draw #and i had enough trouble with these two #maybe someday #sorry for rambling in the tags goodbye

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yeehawpoorcryptid · 2 years

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Me, wondering if I’ve become immune to media, that, even if I find something I enjoy a lot, there’s been nothing in a few years that has rocked me to my core & become a fundamental part of who I am, so maybe I’ve just read/watched/listened to too much and can no longer be affected as deeply as I used to be: 😐

Kevin Perjurer: …so what a monumental achievement it is to be remembered for four.

Me:

#defunctland #defuncttv #kevin perjurer #Disney channel’s theme: a history mystery #ok to rb if you really want to #I’ve watched it 3 times in 2 days and there is no sign of me stopping yet #like obviously there’s been a lot of books and shows and podcasts and etc that I’ve LOVED in the past few years #but the picture of Dorian gray has been my favorite book since 2017 and Dreamboy has been my favorite podcast since 2018 #and nothing else has ever come CLOSE to the amount of crack those two are laced with for me #I just can’t see this docu getting old for me #anyway I’m exhausted and probably incoherent and cannot stop thinking about this docu so y’all get to hear about it #even though I only make original posts on here once every 100 years or so

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jankwritten · 7 months

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yall wanna know how fucked up my anxiety is about some shit

i scroll past a post that's about a topic i don't like. whatever, it's fine. i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't care about. that's normal.

i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't like or care about but the person presenting it is a person of color? i IMMEDIATELY feel immensely guilty and need to "compensate" by "proving" it wasn't because of race by also skipping other random posts, JUST IN CASE someone thinks I'm racist because I didn't want to watch a video on a topic I didn't like or care about, that happened to be presented by a person of color.

this just in on: the police in my brain are loud and i'm scared of them

#this is also because i grew up in a racist area and in that culture and my own ignorance i also Was Kinda Racist #but like in that way where you don't realize it's racism until you're out of it and now feel so ashamed that you forcefully block all #those memories just so you don't ever have to associate yourself with them ever again?#(mind you I was like. 15-16 and closeted and scared scared scared all the time so I acted like the Crowd and that was awful of me to do)#BUT NOW that i've grown and am learning and have taken classes on anthropology and all kinds of stuff I just feel like I notice my own shit #like TENFOLD now #it's my anxiety overthinking thing plus if anybody ever knows I could have done anything SLIGHTLY problematic the world will explode #plus my constant paranoia that someone is always watching me and just Knows that I'm Secretly a Bad Person (even though I don't think I am?#also I feel like I need to clarify that the kind of racism in my town wasn't like. klan shit. it was like very hidden racism?#it was like. kids casually doing black accents and making jokes with racist undertones. the kind of racism where race was always #the butt of the joke instead of an outright HATED thing. and I think that's why it was so hard to unlearn #it's like that thing where in order to stop wanting to kill yourself you have to stop joking about wanting to kill yourself #this has become a vent post accidentally i'm so sorry #this is just. one of my Major anxieties that engulfs me every day because of 1) anxiety 2) potential OCD 3) being a bad person in my past #this is another reason I fucking hate florida #because I just know if I had grown up in my home town in MI I would not have been raised in that environment #and it's my own fucking fault for falling into the crowd like that.#all this to say i traumatized myself and likely some people around me by being A Fucking Idiot when I was a kid #and now adult me is doing everything in their power to not ever be that person ever fucking again #tw vent post #tw racism #tw past racism #but im better now and I know my mistakes and I refuse to make them again #fuck florida for every fucking reason under the sun

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britneyshakespeare · 1 year

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why is big brother so insensitive to people who live on the east coast

#i cant watch a new episode at 10 tonight i have work in the morning #i like to be tucked in bed at like 10:30 😟#text post #bb25 #also fuck cbs anyway for this last week bc wtf is this #i was thinking about not watching this episode on premiere night anyway #kaily and i have paramount plus #also ive been rewatching jane howell's wars of the roses tetralogy for the past 2 days #i finished part 2 a few hours ago and i was thinking of starting part 3 #and finishing that when i get home from work tomorrow #and im not working on tuesday so thatd be perfect for... richard iii 😳#ron cook is the definitive richard iii. argue with a wall.

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yeonban · 5 months

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Sometimes I think about posting the one meme which goes "I want to ____ you" and see what your muses fill it in with for my muses but knowing my muses, I can already foresee an army of "kick" "beat" and "kill" <- in that order

#tbd.#* ooc. / posts.#ADHUISADHASUHDSAHD to be fair I too would beat them all up! ^_^ maybe kiss their wounds afterwards idk but FIRST. kick!!!#Anw I've been legit fighting for my life irl for the past few days and am being tortured by my own traitorous body as we speak #but I hope against hope that I'll soon be free to write and reply to dms bc lord knows when I last was able to...#My profs are the personification of irritating bc the SECOND we think we finished all our assignments and can breathe for 2 seconds #we receive 30 new emails saying hi! forgot to tell you this but you have a 12 page long assignment by the (checks watch) end of this week #like??!??!?!!? did ~3 of them for last Thursday now I have another 5 for Tuesday; 1 for Wednesday; 2 more for this Thursday #and then a random RNG one I guess bc my prof told us about it but then never posted the deadline. only an eerie 'by next week'#(aka this upcoming week) so fuck me I suppose AHDIUASHDISAHD #I just want to talk w my beloved friends and write silly things on tumblr dot com is that so much to ask for............. gawd

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skitskatdacat63 · 10 months

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There's this nearly 4 hour movie I've been meaning to watch for a while and I was like "ah maybe ill watch it tonight hehe 🥰" and then I remember...quali is at 9 🫠

#i actually despise abu dhabi being the seaosn closer ngl #basically since Japan the race time has suited my timezone pretty well #1 am. 1 pm. 3 pm. 4 pm. 12 pm. 1 am.#<- like look at that. look at they absolutely delicious schedule #every race for the past 2 months has been at an ideal time and ive really settled into it #wow you mean i can sleep in on weekends and actually wnjoy the schedule!? oh boy!#and then they put fucking ad at the end which is at 8 am. who wants to wake up that early on a sunday #it would be fine if it was earlier in the season bcs during the middle i got pretty used to waking up before 9 bcs all the European races #but to have this one at thw end is literally horrible #its really down to timezones but fuck it really does bother me #bcs wow youve made me have zero desire to watch the season closer! thanks!!#id sooooo much rather brazil be the season closer still #like whh do you have to completely switch timezones right at the very end. its terrible #i think ill do waht i did last season and take a bit of a nap beforehand #it makes it much worse that this on a holiday wknd too. yeah bcs i rly wanna spend the last two days of my break waking up in the morning #sry im being ultra salty rn but i really dont wanna wake up for it but i hate missing race events UGHHHHHH #last yr i literally fell asleep during the first lap of AD 😭#yeah im concerned abt if nando will retain p4 or not but...waking up before 8 am...??#yeah idk i just rly dislike this scheduling #i actually kinda like AD as a track but its position in the season makes me resent it #catie.rambling.txt

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imagine-nerd · 4 months

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The fucking disconnect is so real.

#theo's thoughts #Story time for the people who love reading tags bc I love sharing things in the tags #So I work at a therapeutic day school and this past school year like four school days before Thanksgiving break I was asked a question #The question was if I would be willing to step up and be a long term sub in a middle school classroom #To me this was less of a question and more of a hey we need someone to do this and you're who the assistant teacher asked for #Which cool yeah fine I'll give it a go I really like that person (the assistant teacher who asked for me) and I trust her judgement on this #I was asked and accepted on Thursday. Friday‚ Monday‚ and Tuesday happen. Then three day Thanksgiving break #When we got back from break I was the teacher and it was rough at first and it sure as hell was never easy but I enjoyed it #My formal teacher observation was my boss basically going like so I see you doing all the things and the basis is there #But it's not being followed through on because of behaviors from the most unmedicated classroom I've seen in all my years working education #And now for the summer they're changing 2/3 staff that were in the room and who even knows who the teacher will be (a new hire? Maybe?)#If there truly is a new hire coming in (fed to the wolves immediately btw what a dick move) but that new hire will be the fourth teacher #These kids have had in a year? A year and a half max. The fourth. After the only thing I've been repeatedly told by admin for months #Is that we need to be stable and consistent because we may be these kids' only reliable source of that consistency and stability?#So you're going to have me come in and tell me I've done such a great job and then tell me you're moving me to 'give me a break'#Trauma informed care my fucking ass. I hope those kids raise fucking hell over it.#The brutal satisfaction of watching your own crops burn and knowing that the invaders will starve is great and all but these are kids!#They're barely just about to be teenagers (11 at the youngest and 14 at the oldest) and this is what you're going to do to them?#Yes they can be complete assholes and are often dicks to one another but they're in our school for a fucking reason? I don't get it.#Then two hours later after being told abt the change‚ the clinical director puts me as one of the three main recipients in an email #Saying that there's going to be a new student starting in that room in the summer and the real icing on the cake?#This all happens on last day before summer break. we're out of session for two weeks now and you're just dropping these changes on us now?#God I'm so fucking tired

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sortanonymous · 4 months

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I can't stand the tension! I miss Unicorn: Warriors Eternal so much! I just need to know if it's coming back or not! If it's getting another season (or three like Genndy hoped for), then that's freaking awesome! If it's getting Zaslav'd before it can ever address that cliffhanger, then that's the biggest disgrace to happen in this industry in about a month or two (maybe idk). But just let ne know already! It's been a year! I miss Mel/Em, Ed, and the others so much! SGGYJGDGHBFGRKKDDYHHH

#unicorn #unicorn warriors eternal #guess being away from new cartoons between su's ending and unicorn's run made me rusty on handling long hiatuses #but even so with steven we at least knew the show would still be here it was a matter of when not if #(ftr i was only watching that show in 2014-15; a tiny bit of '16; and from single pale rose onward so i missed some infamous hiatuses)#even during that 8-month hiatus where we weren't sure if there'd be any more show we at least knew of the movie #unicorn is nothing like that #yeah it's the passion project of genndy (still pretty secure at wbd) and it was actually a solid ratings success #but you never know with the horrors of the zaslav regime #if infinity train couldn't even get the dignity of staying on streaming then truly nothing is safe #i also have no clue if ivandoe is getting season 2...#but to be fair it's getting so many freaking hiatuses in the us for some reason that i at least have quite a bit of time left with it ig #man i miss the days when it didn't feel like every cartoon had at least a 50% chance of getting blown up by rancid executives #like don't even get me started on how disney channel/xd always has 1-2 banger cartoons on that can never make it past season 3 #(i mean i've been too lazy to actually watch amphibia or owl house or ducktales...#...but everyone loves them so maybe i should get off my butt and watch them at some point in my hopefully lengthy existence)#cartoons #post started as a fan of an obscure show on hiatus going crazy and ended up as a rant on the concerning state of animation. go figure.

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bobmckenzie · 1 year

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i wanna cope with a bad day by starting a stupid, way too plot-heavy sims game with my new f/o/crush/idek what he is but i can never decide whether to play sims 2 or sims 4...

also

^ he is so babygirl for this

#(but so wrong for wearing SHOES ON THE BED)#also i guess this counts as an f/o reveal lol hiii this is the background character i was talking abt the other day... ernie :3c #he is so sassy and smartypants #i watched this movie back in 2019 but i didn't f/o him until now. idk why it's always funny to me when that happens #like... past me had no idea what was coming skdjlfjf #ANYWAYS... gameplay in sims 2 is just superior #but i'm not immune to the fact that sims 4 is so... so pretty....#(i liked sims 3 back in the day but the graphics drive me bananas now. i cannot play with those melted-wax-figure looking sims)#i think im in the mood for sims 4 🤔 but i need to uninstall some mods screwing up my game since the update 🧍🏻‍♀️#i cant wait for growing together to go on sale. also omg NEXT PACK IS HORSES.... im so excited #caitiechat #ernietag

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crimeronan · 2 years

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i am so miserable these days it's unreal. let's hear it for the misery folks everyone give it up for the misery 👏👏👏

#i do nothing but sleep and then overeat out of stress and pain and then become more stressed and pained and sleep more #nothing excites me nothing is worth waking up for nothing makes me passionate or happy #i wake up every day after awful nightmares and the first thing i notice is the agony in my hips and it does not improve #i cry 2-3 times a week when i used to never cry at all while on my bipolar meds #i have stories i fall in love with (like the silt verses) but they only fleetingly hold my attention compared to the past #every time i flap about headcanons it's a little more desperate a little more transparently trying to escape my body #having more and more days where i simply play phone games all day because i'm in so much pain that #even merely scrolling tumblr or trying to watch tv / youtube makes me feel pukey #i need to see a doctor really bad aha. except theyre just going to say #you're fat and out of shape. stop eating everything and take a walk #completely disregarding that my hips are both subluxing with every goddamn step i take #it's fucking horrible. it's fucking horrible in here and if i was an animal they'd put me down out of kindness #unfortunately. i am a human being.#negative #disordered eating /#food /#i GUESS.#autoimmune tag

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absent-o-minded · 2 years

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I've fallen back into my SAB obsession, I need it to come out in the next hour or I am going to chew my leg off

#frothing at the mouth like a rabid dog #running in circles #all I've watched for the past 4 days has been SAB content videos and nothing else #I'm watching the walls turn red #I'm seeing the figures in the corner #I need to eat it #shadow and bone #shadow and bone netflix #shadow and bone season 2 #these next 3 days are going to be AGONY

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mars-ipan · 1 year

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i sometimes think that in spite of my mental stuff i have a very good handle on myself and especially my impulsivity and then i look at how i consume media

#marzi speaks #for the past few months i have looked at nothing new. none of the things i love took up a huge space in my mind #earlier this week i decided i was gonna start listening to wtnv again #i also decided i was finally ready to watch qsmp #so i am now doing both. at the same time #my desire to create has come back with a vengeance as well. i do not normally make 2 pieces in a week #and now i’m brainstorming on a 3rd!#my strat has been watch as much qsmp as possible while doodling to maintain attention span #then work on whatever art i want to make and use wtnv as background noise #i have gone from Nothing to Turbo mode #why? i legit think it’s the anxiety. also maybe the adhd i still think i might have #i’ve been busy all summer and thinking abt college bc i move out in like 7 days #so i haven’t had brain capacity for this stuff #now though? with it so close? i’m antsy #i’m restless constantly. i don’t even wanna go to bed i wanna Do Something (nothing to do)#so i’m giving my brain as much to chew on as physically possible so it can not panic about a maior milestone in my life lmao #it’s working! it’s enough for my brain to juggle so i don’t get bored and start Thinking too much #but damn. funny how this little mind works #sometimes i do not feel fully in control lmao. i usually do but sometimes #escapism. my true vice <3. i could never hate you but damn. like damn dude

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feral-cockroach · 11 months

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biggg juxtaposition to my previous fat hairy men appreciation posts but

as someone who self harmed for damn near a decade (almost 8 years, if i have my timeline correct) and is still very much in recovery for it, i feel like. idk when you find out your child has been self harming and that the other parent knew, i feel like maybe. you should understand that they were not comfortable coming to you with it. and i think you can be upset that you werent in the loop about everything but i think its a respect of your kids boundaries if the other parent does not tell you. if my mom had told my father that i was self harming it would have done absolutely irreparable damage to our relationship. it would have devastated me. i would never have forgiven her. or maybe i would have but it would take a long, long time to do so.

like. idk . im very clearly not a parent but i am at the age my mom was when i had just been born. at my age, my mom was raising up a 8 month old baby. and my mom self harmed too! and like. im not a parent but i feel like i am old enough and qualified enough (having done it myself) to have a valid opinion on the situation.

everyone in this show is so fucked up though tbh lmao. except austin. and joe, i think. idk. anywayz

#tw self harm #self harm mention #tw self harm mention #self harm tw #self harm mention tw #yes this is about ginny and georgia #im watching it and now its my latest obsession #so ive been binging it for the past two days #and now im a little past the halfway point of season 2 #and this is very much Not a topic im taking to my friends #both out of respect for their boundaries and out of the simple fact of i dont want to #thats what i have a tumblr blog for<3 #ginny and georgia #ginny & georgia #< tagging that so that people can filter it out #so that if they dont like the show or dont want any of it on their blog/dashboard they dont have to see it #i have no interest in partaking in the actual fandom #assuming there even is one lol #but yea :3 #most of my thoughts have been confined to my friends' discord server #but this was just a little bit much for that imo #so here it is

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prismaticutie · 1 year

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If I think abt Ace Attorney too hard I will explode not only is this a threat but a promise

#I get SO FUCKING MAD that this game progressed past trilogy #Ion fucken CARE that Klav is on my kinlist bro FUCK THAT GUY ‼‼‼‼‼#Literally the art style post ds era. Not worth it. Get out of my fucking sight #Ik aa4 was technically ds too but the sprites had a different vibe #I still like them honestly but I don't love Pollo as a character #He's just lame and annoying and boring. And kind of a prick #Tbf I never cared abt Penix Write until game 3 #But idk the characters in aa4 are just less memorable imo #Wasn't there supposed to be an entire other case for that game that was scrapped btw or am I mistaken #Regardless I did not like the deviation from the og cast BUT AT THE SAME TIME I UNDERSTAND WHY THEY DID IT #The og cast got their endings more or less. Their story was wrapped up. No need to drag it on #This was like a big thing I had to cope w when I finished the trilogy. I had to learn hoe to move on #It took several days no joke and I cried a lot #Tbf I was watching gameplay for the game for 10-12 hours a day for like 2-3 weeks straight #But I get so emotional over trilogy...then I think abt games 5 and 6 and it's like UGH #That art style is so upsetting to me (not bad on its own it just does not compare to the og sprites) that I refuse to watch the games #Dgs I can overlook and mmmaybe get into. I rly want to #Olmes is sposed to be on my kinlist #I just don't know anything abt him #But seriously. I cannot stand anything other than base trilogy bc the spritework for that game is a MASTERPIECE #Ask me what game has best graphics of all time I site that trilogy every day of the week #Go back and marvel at it. I'm p sure game 1 was on gba or smth too #Like dude. Those games look good yo #The remakes are ugly as fuck in comparison #I will never get over ittttt I can never cope #Compare 3d penix to his sprite. Yeah. Yeah #Ugh. Just the worst #But ugh I love that series sm...#Lumi'z #I HIT TAG LIMIT LOL

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grimmjow · 1 year

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in the movie The Menu (2022) Chef Slowik decides to kill John Leguizamo because he was in an unfunny movie that Slowik watched on his one weekend off from work, and it killed a part of him so bad he decided the only way to remedy this was to kill that guy for being in the unfunny movie. I feel the same way about taika waititi

#other #g talks #he also needs to stop using The Chain in his stuff. he doesnt deserve it.#and the moments hes used it dont have the emotional range that the song deserves to used with #Anyways. picture this.#you are me. i have just finished watching black sails for the 2nd time.#my nieces are going to be with us for a whole week in 2 days. just enough time to watch one more short show #someone says 'oh you like black sails? you should watch ofmd. its new. about pirates. and sooo good'#i watch it.#its so disappointing i cant even finish it cause its so bad and unfunny.#my 2 days are over cause i Tried to watch this show repeatedly but it just sucked so bad i couldnt get past ep 3.#now even 1 year later. i want to kill that man with rocks.

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illdothehotvoice · 2 years

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Wow i do not want to go to class today!

#i can't skio because he took points off the two times i was like ''Hey i have a migraine and your class has flashing lights #ouuuugh #because for reference. it is a 3 hour class. where all we did was watch oue videos and do critique yesterday. PLUS #he made us go to a 2 hour screening event where we watched our videos AGAIN and like 3 new ones in the same day.#OUTSIDE of class time #this means i will be dedicating 8 HOURS of my life to this class in the past 2 days and i do not enjoy that

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