#1 am. 1 pm. 3 pm. 4 pm. 12 pm. 1 am.

[skitskatdacat63]

There's this nearly 4 hour movie I've been meaning to watch for a while and I was like "ah maybe ill watch it tonight hehe 🥰" and then I remember...quali is at 9 🫠

[oh-gh0st]

*knock knock knock*

Excuse me

[a-vibing-potato]

In typical me fashion, I didn't end up starting any of the podcasts I was considering last night, and instead started listening/relistening to Tower 4, a completely different podcast lol. I've tried listening to it a few times but I've never made it past Season 1 episode 8 I think?? And there's 3 seasons now. But anyway, so far I've listened to the first four episodes, technically it's relistening but I actually remember NOTHING from previous times, so it feels new to me. It's really good, kind of a slow start but it's really funny and cute :)

[dwsepgu]

its been like four weeks since i began working in my new job and everyday i work more than +2-3 extra hours :/

[doberrrman]

rly don't feel like getting up for work at 6.30 am tomorrow.. sighhhhhh

[xaviergalatis]

XavierGalatis©.2023

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[ms-demeanor]

Sleep thing part two: What time is it a *disaster* for you to get to bed? You may be able to get through the day but it's going to hurt. Like. This isn't a "I'm so sleep deprived that I need to call off of work because it's not safe for me to do my job" thing, it's a "I am going to feel like shit all day and I'm going to crash hard when I'll get home but I'll be able to hang" thing.

[genlosscharliie]

(31/8/2024): below is all old. all you need to know is that i go by any names you throw my way (current roster is: jihad, charlie, charliie, midas, miles, sci, perception, percie, & probably more) and that i use he/it, neos, and prefer nounselfs (and use inanimate, entity, & masculine terminology). zionists kindly kill yourselves, dteam/wilbur supporters & queer exclusionists dni, and uh otherwise most everyone is allowed here. hope you like countryhumans because i don't post too much about glcharlie nowadays. autistic and need tonetags a decent bit, #1 syria ch fan, & my ao3 is colorkill if you wanna read my stuff. most of my fandom stuff goes on @chariskris

just call me charliie or charlie. midas is okay but the other two are preferred.

he/it/joy/spir/doll + any other neos. masculine & entity/inanimate terminology.

we. also have a tendency to refer to ourselves with we/us/our rather than i/me/my. we don't know either.

if i ever refer to sneegsnag generation loss as my brother, just ignore it. i get attached to fictional characters to a point where i sometimes think of them as me in a different body/universe. that has happened with glcharlie.

HEAVILY glcharlie centric if that wasn't obvious from everything about this blog. he is me and i am him /j.

i don't really ever tag triggering content unless it's irl gore, or art, or writing (writing is not always tagged).

rant to me! i think its fun.

edit (2024/3/22) dni: dteam & forever supporters/fans, ed/sh blogs, terfs (& associated), zionists. if i don't like you i'll block you

edit (2024/2/6): ^ queer exclusionists fuck off!! blasts you w my aroallo transxeno nonbinary guy energy. 💥💥💥

my sp/ins mainly consist of genloss, utdr, & fnaf.

we spam-rb!

our ao3 is mikevictim.

all our mutuals are our friends. no you don't have a choice in this (lhj).

dividers are by @/benkeibear.

i am autistic. use tonetags with me if it's not too much of a hassle (/gen /npa).

we say slurs we can reclaim and don't tag them. we are trans + gay + brown + more.

we tag other fandom posting as [name]posting (i.e qsmpposting/utdrposting).

tumblr eats our notifs a lot, if you see an eaten ask or note and we commonly interact, it's probably from us.

(2024/2/6): we've got some undiagnosed mental illness & might complain about it sometimes. projection is our strong suit so look out for that if you don't like it

[curiositypolling]

GMT time

this will only vaguely work if it gets some spread so reblogs appreciated!

[strnilolover]

⌗ . . . VOICEMAILS

WARNINGS : ANGST. SLIGHT CRYING. HURT NO COMFORT (?). PLOT TWIST (?).

it was a habit—the way matt would pick up his phone everyday and call you. even if you never responded to him, he was more than okay with that. he just liked having someone there to listen to him.

and really this week was no different.

START VOICEMAILS - remaining - *7*

*beep*

“hi!—sorry i can’t come to the phone right now, you know how life can get. but just leave a message and i’ll get back to ya! love you!”

*beep*

Monday - 3:12 pm

Voicemail #1 :

“hey sweetheart, i just left the grocery store and got your favorite cereal,” he pauses, laughing softly to himself. “i don’t know why you ever liked it, it didn’t even taste right, but..i don’t know why i keep buying it even though i know i’m never going to eat it. it’s a habit i guess,” he lets out a small sigh running his fingers through his hair. “maybe i just like pretending you’ll come around and steal the last bowl again..”

there’s silence on the line for a moment, matt’s breathing filtering in before he spoke again.

“call me when you get this, okay?”

Tuesday - 11:46 pm

voicemail #2 :

“i can’t sleep. the apartment’s been too quiet recently, more than normal. do you remember that creaky floorboard in our hallway? yeah? well i keep stepping on it by accident, and it freaks me out every time even though i know it’s there,” he laughs to himself, at just how silly he sounds saying that. “you used to tease me about it every time. pretty sure you even doubled over to the floor once after i screamed like a girl one night.”

suddenly he paused at the memory, he could feel his head starting to swim.

“miss hearing your voice. miss everything. call me when you can.”

Wednesday - 5:07 pm

voicemail #3 -

“work was fucking hell today. chris tried to prank me by messing with my camera settings again, and I nearly threw him out a window,” he paused, allowing himself to take a few deep breaths at the thought of his brother. he exhales before speaking, “you’d have loved it. you always said I needed to get better at standing up for myself, or really speaking my mind.”

he exhales a laugh, but it’s quiet.

“i’m sorry this isn’t as long..but, i stood up for myself today. thought you’d be proud—i love you and thank you.”

Thursday - 9:21 am

voicemail #4 -

“i saw a girl with your jacket today. the one with the patches and the paint on the sleeve—i thought it was you and almost ran after her.” he took a deep breath, sniffling. “though i stopped myself in my tracks. because really i shouldn’t be bothering with it”

there was a long pause. then, his voice came quieter than before.

“i wish i had really…just to see your face one more time, even if it wasn’t really you.”

Friday – 1:33 pm

voicemail #5 -

“It’s been… how long now?” he sighs quietly, feeling the way his face goes hot. “i stopped counting honestly..it doesn’t feel right. time doesn’t move the same when you’re not here. it’s like it got stuck on that day and never wanted to progress.”

a sniffle. silence for a few seconds, then a quick breath.

“anyway. i’m rambling again. i’ll call you tomorrow, okay? like always, i promise.”

Saturday – 6:45 PM

voicemail #6 -

“remember that little bookstore you loved? they’re closing down…I was able to though before hand and bought that poetry book you kept picking up but never brought yourself to buy. it’s sitting on your nightstand. still has the receipt in it.”

he breathes in like he’s trying not to cry—cause god—he really was trying to hold on for you.

a few small sobs and sniffles are caught on the microphone. “i’m scared I’m forgetting your voice.”

Sunday – 10:00 am

he doesn’t leave a voicemail today.

not at first anyways. he’s walking through the quiet apartment—his phone to his ear as he scans the walls of everything that was yours—before he then ends the call. and suddenly he’s standing in front of the shelf in the corner of the room when he shifts his gaze up from the floor.

the one lined with polaroids, bracelets, your favorite candle—

and

a ceramic urn with your name etched in soft gold.

and next to it—your phone still sits propped upright beside it. the screen’s dark and the battery’s long been dead. matt stares at it for a while, knowing just how many messages he’s sent to you since you’ve been gone.

slowly, matt presses the call button again, bringing his hand up to his ear as his other hand reaches out to trace the pictures of you and him—and leaves one more voicemail.

Sunday – 10:06 AM

voicemail #7 :

“hey, angel. i know you can’t answer these—I know that. i know that every time i pick up my phone and dial your name,” he sucks in a sharp breath, biting his teeth into his lower lip to stop the sobs from spilling past his lips. “i hope you’re happy up there..wherever you are. and happy 6 years my love—i can’t wait to have you in my arms again.”

another broken breath slipped from him. and a pause full of everything he never got to say to you—never got to marry you.

“but.. i’m gonna keep calling anyway. you don’t have to hear me to know i’m still here for you—it’s forever right? i promised you that.”

his voice cracks just a little—his walls about to crumble the longer he stays on the line. but he couldn’t help the cry that left him as he said the last few words he’d never get to hear from you again.

“i love you so much…and i’ll talk to you tomorrow baby.”

END VOICEMAILS - remaining -*0*

a/n : my version of the voicemails :)

[sweetshuga]

ⓘ content warnings: smut (?) ⋆ +18 ⋆ fluff ⋆ pet names ⋆ established relationship ⋆ male whimpering ⋆ male masturbation ⋆ edging + more.

「 voice message one 𓂃 duration: 0:19 𓂃 8:18 am 」

“Good morning, mamas.”

(raspy giggle)

“My voice this morning sounds crazy... But I just wanted to say that I love you and I miss you.”

[fabric rustling]

“I hope you have an awesome day, babe.”

「 voice message two 𓂃 duration: 0:11 𓂃 12:42 pm 」

[voices overlapping in the background]

“I’m having lunch right now and it’s soo fucking good—”

(groans softly)

“We should definitely come here together when you come back.”

「 voice message three 𓂃 duration: 0:43 𓂃 3:28 pm 」

“Are you coming back soon? You’ve been gone for too long.”

(chuckles softly)

“I know it has only been a day...”

[small pause]

“But it feels like you’ve been gone far longer than that like I feel like I just...”

(sigh)

“I just miss you so much and—”

[the sound of knocking]

“Shit, Dani’s here, gotta go- Oh, and don’t forget to send me some cute outfit of the day and cute shit like that alright?”

(kissing noises)

“Love you, baby.”

「 voice message four 𓂃 duration: 1:12 𓂃 7:30 pm 」

“I just came back from hanging out with Dani and he just told me he’s been trying to pursue a guy... I think his name was Nick."

(chews loudly)

“I feel like I’m chewing loudly but I’m eating those donuts that you like so much but don’t worry I got you some too—”

[loud clatter]

“Shit, I just dropped my books.”

(chuckles)

“I wanna keep talking to my pretty girl but I really need a shower right now ’cause I feel so fucking sweaty."

(long sigh)

“It’s getting too hot outside...”

[click of the bathroom light switch]

“I’ll maybe send you some steamy shower pics.”

(giggles loudly)

“Okay, okay, I’ll stop.”

[rustling]

“I love you and I’ll text you later.”

(kissing noises)

「 voice message five 𓂃 duration: 0:34 𓂃 8:51 pm 」

[fabric rustling]

“I’m in bed already...”

(giggles)

“Isn’t that crazy, babe?”

[small pause]

“I think this might be the first time I’ve gone to bed this early.”

[fabric rustling]

“Sleeping in the dorm without you feels so weird like it feels empty and cold and—”

(yawn)

“I think I’m gonna—”

(yawn)

“Sleep now...”

(chuckles)

“Good night, love you so much.”

「 voice message six 𓂃 duration: 2:06 𓂃 4:05 am 」

“I woke up a while ago... and, and I was so fucking hard.”

[fabric rustling]

“I was gonna ignore it but then I saw that you sent me those pics of you in your cute fucking outfits and—”

(breath catches audibly)

“And I couldn’t help myself.”

[wet squelching in the background]

“Need you... I need you, ma.”

(barely audible whimper)

“Like so—mmph—fucking bad.”

[fabric rustling]

“Sh-shit--”

(heavy breathing)

“I’m so close... But I don’t... I don’t wanna come alone...”

[louder and wetter squelches]

“I-I love you—mmph-nhgn—love you, I love you so much... I love you, baby—”

(breath catches)

✰ english is not my first language! || wc: 0.4k ✰

Isa’s rambling ۶ৎ This concept was first done by @kiemiu so credits to her. I wasn’t gonna do it but it’s been trending lately and *sigh* I got tempted 💔

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[bloomzone]

STUDY SYSTEM : DAILY STUDY ROUTINE ( EXAM EDITION)

hii looves so this blog is all abt how to optimizing your day for peak academic performance. This four-part daily system is the exact routine used during exam season especially finals to consistently achieve top grades with minimal stress. While the routine may appear complex at first glance it is built upon simple, intuitive principles rooted in human biology and psychology. It is not only practical but highly effective when followed consistently. You’ll learn to structure your day around ur natural energy cycles, use tools to boost focus, and incorporate essential periods of rest and release to maintain motivation and productivity.

SECTION 1: UNDERSTANDING UR ENERGY RHYTHM

The routine is built around the concept of the circadian rhythm, your body’s natural energy cycle throughout the day. On a standard day for example :

Energy peaks shortly after waking typically around 6:00 AM.

Energy dips mid-afternoon often around 2:30 or 3:00 PM.

A secondary energy peak occurs in the evening approximately around 7:00 PM.

Energy tapers off as bedtime approaches.

This predictable fluctuation is key to optimizing your study schedule. The two energy peaks will be your core study sessions, while the dip will be used as a rest period, and the late-night wind-down becomes your release period or bedtime .

SECTION 2: THE MORNING STUDY SESSION (STUDY SESSION #1)

◜⁠✧ Start Within One Hour of Waking Up

Your goal is to begin studying as soon as possible after waking, ideally within the first hour. Use the high energy of the morning to tackle your most challenging subjects.do ur morning routine quick as possible don't do intense workout or stuff like this cuz u will waste ur energy so always have a specific morning routine for days like these ! And u can workout go to the gym or whatever at the rest period !

Pre-Study Essentials:

1. Set Your Daily Goals (5 minutes)

Before starting, sit with a notebook or your computer and write down what you intend to accomplish. Be specific. Define exact tasks e.g. which past papers you’ll solve, which topics to review so u will be more organized during the day

2. Activate Focus with Three Optional Tools:

Caffeine — coffee, yerba mate, or tea to boost dopamine and adrenaline.

Cold Showers — a physiological wake-up that increases alertness (personally I don't do that lmao but if u can that's good !)

Focus Warm-up (1–2 minutes) — pick a point in your environment and concentrate on it intensely. This warms up your cognitive focus system before you start.

◜⁠✧Deep Work Sprint Format

Commit to a 2–4 hour study block.

Use timed work intervals: e.g., 25–30 minutes of focused work followed by 5-minute breaks.

Use a visual timer to create urgency and focus. This serves as a “deadline generator,” helping you push harder and maintain hope by offering visible progress.

─ ⊹key principle: work Like a warrior

Study in focused sprints. The more intense your focus, the less time you’ll need to study. The idea is depth over duration not 12 hours of mediocre attention, but 2–4 hours of deep concentration.

SECTION 3: MIDDAY REST PERIOD

Timing: After First Study Block Ends (~Early Afternoon)

At this point in the day, your energy naturally dips. It’s essential to give yourself permission to rest. This period is not for distractions like Netflix, YouTube, or social media.

◜⁠✧ Approved Activities:

Exercise or light sports

Socializing with friends/family

Taking a walk, especially outdoors

Napping (ideal: 20 minutes)

The goal here is active recovery choose activities that contrast focused work. Avoid anything with dopamine stimulation that mimics your “vices” or release behaviors.so this break allows your mind to reset, preventing burnout and increasing productivity in the next session.

SECTION 4: EVENING STUDY SESSION (STUDY SESSION #2)

Timing: During the Second Energy Peak (~6:00–8:00 PM)

Return for your second battle. This session is similar in structure to the morning study session, but with a few differences:

◜⁠✧ Change Your Environment:

Consider studying in a different location e.g., library, a new room, or another productive setting. (Personally I move from my desk to the guest room cuz it's far from family chaotic activities ifykyk )

This provides novelty and reduces boredom, which helps counteract distractions that are more likely to arise in the evening.

◜⁠✧ Eliminate Distractions:

If possible, leave your phone behind take that shit in another room

Create a space where your brain associates the environment with productivity.

◜⁠✧ Study Format:

Continue using timed sprints.

Session length: 2 to 3 hours, depending on your focus reserves.

The goal is to extract one final productive effort from your remaining focus reserves for the day.

SECTION 5: NIGHTLY RELEASE PERIOD

Timing: 1–2 Hours Before Bed

This period is crucial and often overlooked. It functions as your psychological release valve a scheduled time for indulging in your “vices” or desires.

◜⁠✧ why it matter

Without a controlled release period, distractions tend to creep in throughout the day. When you tell yourself you’ll “resist” TikTok or YouTube for three straight weeks during exams, it almost always backfires. You end up scattering distractions across the day, killing momentum and u will feel like shit

◜⁠✧ so solution:

Contain those activities to this specific window. Give yourself full permission to indulge whether it's gaming, scrolling, or Netflix. The only rule: Only do it at night.

◜⁠✧ psychological benefit:

You’ll find it easier to say “no” to distractions earlier in the day when you know you can give in later. It reduces the mental burden of constant suppression.

Caution:

This is not a prescription to develop new addictions or deepen existing ones. If you don’t feel the need for this release, skip it . But if you’re honest with yourself about your impulses, this structure helps you keep them in check.

◜⁠✧ ADAPTATION AND FLEXIBILITY

✧ Everyone has a unique biology. Some wake up at 5:00 AM, others at noon.

✧ Adjust the energy curve and study blocks to match your personal circadian rhythm.

✧ This is a template, not a strict prescription. Principles stay constant, execution varies.

KEY TAKEAWAYS:

🗝️ Two deep-focus sessions aligned with your body’s energy peaks yield greater results than dragging your mind across a 12-hour marathon.

🗝️ Midday rest and nightly release are components of a sustainable routine.

🗝️ Use tools like caffeine, timers, environment changes, and goal setting to maintain momentum and focus.

🗝️ Structure breeds freedom. When your day is mapped with intention, your brain is free to focus trust me with this one

✧ This daily routine is not about rigid hours or perfection. It’s about aligning your habits with your biology and respecting your mental bandwidth. When implemented consistently, this system transforms exam season from a stressful grind into an enjoyable and productive challenge.Now take what you've learned and design your daily routine with intention ✧

@bloomzone

[with-my-calamitous-love]

WHAT IF I CANT HAVE US?

katsuki bakugou x reader

texts katsuki struggled to send you.

part 1/3

different than what i usually write, but i thought i’d try it out

inspired by down bad

11:06 pm

kats: hey, idiot

kats: i’m sorry

11:10 pm

kats: i messed up

kats: happy?

11:18 pm

kats: ok im sorry again

kats: i just got jealous when i heard you went out with icyhot, thats all

kats: i know im the one that broke up with you

kats: but that doesn’t mean i was okay with seeing you go out with some other guy

kats: i know thats fucking stupid you don’t need to tell me

12:01 am

kats: i know you’re still mad at me

kats: i shouldn’t have freaked out like that when i saw ur instagram story

kats: shitty hair’s making me type most of this shit btw

12:53 am

kats: ok we’re alone he went to bed

kats: i can see ur online

kats: do you still have me saved with ur dumbass nickname

kats: i kinda hope you do

1:02 am

kats: i regret not texting you more often

kats: im sorry i was so dry

kats: but you’re the only person i’d ever text back

kats: i actually liked hearing from you

kats: im sorry

1:17 am

kats: i broke up with us bc i wasn’t treating you right and i went home everyday feeling like a shitty boyfriend. you deserved better

kats: i did it for ur own good, idiot

kats: especially after what i did to you

kats: i can’t ever make that up

kats: the guilt was killing me

kats: and after that i knew you deserved more

kats: but i miss you

kats: and im sorry i didn’t tell you the truth

kats: i take back everything i said

2:00 am

kats: are you asleep?

kats: whatever you’ll read this in the morning

kats: you left your moisturizer here

kats: i wish i could call you. i fucking miss your voice. im sorry

2:49 am

kats: you know ur the only person i want

kats: theres literally no one else

kats: and idk what i’ll do if i can’t have us

kats: i was an idiot to let you go

kats: im sorry about freaking out about that half and half bastard but im so much better for you

kats: i make you laugh

kats: i bet you were faking it with him

kats: even if you weren’t. lie to me

kats: i miss you

3:33 am

kats: you’re the prettiest person i have ever seen

kats: did i tell you that enough?

kats: well i’ll tell you now

kats: even if you slam the door in my face i’ll still tell you ur beautiful idc

kats: you’re so pretty it makes me angry

kats: i saw a photo of you in my gallery

kats: my mom says she misses you

3:51 am

kats: is ur apartment cold

kats: im sorry i never fixed your heater

kats: i should’ve made the time

kats: but i liked when you came to me for warmth

kats: maybe i didn’t fix it on purpose

kats: if you don’t take me back i’ll still fix it

kats: i love you like that

4:04 am

katsuki (do not answer) : have i told you that enough? that i love you?

katsuki (do not answer): im sorry

katsuki (do not answer): for not telling you i love you enough

katsuki (do not answer): for not telling you how god damn pretty you are

katsuki (do not answer): for not buying you flowers

katsuki (do not answer): for not treating you how i should have

katsuki (do not answer): i know i messed up

katsuki (do not answer): but i wanna make it right

katsuki (do not answer): you’re my whole fucking world

katsuki (do not answer): and i do love you

katsuki (do not answer): so open the door, im outside

part two soon! 🪽

[xaviergalatis]

[fragrant-stars]

this poll is taking school / work / other obligations out of the equation, asking what time you GET UP from the bed / leave the bed / stop sleeping, aka waking up and then rolling back over to catch more sleep doesn't count