#I’ll do something with my degree

[the-midnight-sugar1]

I may or may not be getting really into this whole RaPomzel idea…

Credit for the name goes to @dayseedrawz2 it’s a cute name, well done!

[lulu-shiftz]

The existence of the Shifting Police implies the existence of a legal system and legislature that is centred around shifting, likely also a Shifting court system to hear shifting-related offences which would also imply the existence of counsel for those accused of shifting-related offences so like

Where are the Shifting Lawyers at where are my people

[glittergroovy]

Hi loves I only have $109 in my account after buying groceries yesterday…

I’m waiting to hear back from jobs still. My only source of income currently is from online surveys & that does not add up to much at all.

Any help (tips, reblogs etc) in getting by until I land a job is extremely appreciated!

Venmo: @Grubcore

Ko-fi: grubcore (you can look through some of my art on here!)

[the-casbah-way]

my colleague will walk in after his lunch break with his sunglasses on cradling fifty cups of organic homemade soup and smiling like he’s just won the lottery purely because it’s friday or it happens to be sunny outside and he’ll be like “HOW’S IT GOING MATE 😁✌️” and i’ll be hunched over my stupid stinky little desk clutching at the wood as the urge to chain smoke the entire packet of cigarette’s that’s burning a hole in my desk drawer consumes me and be like “haha not bad yeah” but really i want to say it’s so fucking over michael it’s the end is this really all there is is this just it forever don’t you get bored of the same soup every single day i bet you don’t even check the menu to see what kind it is before you order it anymore because your sad sack brain is stuck on corporate autopilot and forcing you to power through the day on nothing but empty small talk and cheap tasteless soup and a million water cooler conversations or client calls that no one really needed you to handle and if you stop long enough to let yourself think or breathe you might actually start feeling something and as soon as that happens it really will be over michael so let’s just talk about the weather or something and pretend that this office isn’t a total dreamless cesspit just because we can see the sunshine from the windows

[teawiththegods]

Btw just because someone isn’t studying the classics in an academic setting doesn’t mean they aren’t knowledgeable on the subject.

[roseofcards90]

Man 😔

[reloaderror]

i love love picrews and little “make yourself” picrew tag games but also they are so difficult to me because I struggle so much to diverge from my actual appearance when making picrews because inaccuracy feels like lyinnnghg and lying is baaaad

[ladymacbeths]

Macbethposting Friday anyway I am thinking about the come you spirits etc etc and just… the implications of it all. Lady Macbeth’s motivations to do the Thing aka kill Duncan aka have Macbeth be king aka be queen herself are never cleared up and only there to be built with clues. But in any case— whether self-serving or altruistic (wanting it for Macbeth not herself)— it’s something extreme.

Extreme enough to make her want to rid herself of her very nature to achieve it. She’s insane 2 me bc she’s self-aware but not self-aware enough to know that going against who she really is will end terribly. But thing is that she Knows that she, as she is, with the qualities she has Now, won’t be able to do it. She’s desperate enough to say “okay, make me able to do it then. Rid me of my nature. Make it impossible for me to prevent myself.”

Like, the Thing that makes her do it, whatever it is, has to be big enough to get her to That Level and I fear there’s too little talk of… what it could be that also makes sense.

[kendallroygf]

One thing that goes crazy is those distant screaming calls for help you can hear in the background of off to the races. Like the whole basic premise is this lolita inspired dynamic between this young lonely girl and this much older man where she swears that nobody else in the world would even have her except for him and this in itself is a feat because she’s ‘crass’ and has a ‘broke down life’ etc and the whole thing is entrenched in denial. He loves her in spite of all these things wrong with her, all he asks is that she does what he wants, he’s like an omnipresent figure for her - watches her in the bathroom, getting dressed etc. and the almost hyperbolic way she describes herself smitten with him and how she believes she needs him, she’s nothing without him, the dependency borders on the paternal. It’s not that she’s unable to leave it’s that she believes she has nowhere else to go, he’s made it so she’s so enmeshed that she simply thinks she could not survive without him. he’s ‘saving’ her from herself and she’s in even more debt to him for it (sorry that im misbehaving!!!) and imo she’s almost a parody of herself bc she doubles down on this narrative that’s she’s a seductress and insane and crazy and she needs looking after by this mature older man when in reality she’s so troubled, under constant observation but she twists it so it’s like she’s running away to be caught by him rather than to escape. And in the end her calls for help can barely be heard under the passionate repetition that he’s her one true love

[autopsytableromance]

Just realized why the way so many academics and professionals (and people online but I mostly try to ignore them) talk about personality disorders leaves such a bad taste in my mouth even when they have good and insightful opinions on other disorders and I think so much of it is that. The focus of personality disorders when they’re being discussed is how it impacts the people around and much less on how it impacts the actual people with the disorder. When you go into a discussion of PTSD in an academic setting typically what gets discussed is the way it will manifest in the person who has it and maybe how to help a loved one with it will get mentioned or how they might respond to you doing certain things but in general the focus is on how it looks from their perspective. This is the case for most disorders (when the people leading these discussions are having them in good faith) but for some reason personality disorders are so consistently discussed as behavior-based. The things that impact others are talked about and the thought process behind the behaviors is rarely discussed and when it is, it typically villainizes the people with it (ESP for the “scary” ones like NPD or APD). We know that there is a strong correlation between abusive/neglectful childhoods and the development of a personality disorder and we know that personality in general is deeply influenced by the environment we were raised in (it is very hard to make a decision you don’t know is an option and have never seen modeled or especially that you have tried and was shown to be unsafe) and yet there is little to no discussion of the way that can influence a personality disorder.

[arthur-r]

as usual i am up late into the night planning my future when i should be: getting a good nights sleep so that i even have a future!!

[yourheartinyourmouth]

being the only person you know who is struggling is so fucking humiliating.

we’re talking about getting me a job at a gas station. my friends all make $60K plus.

i have to work in a gas station.

[joestarfucker420]

going from being ashton all week to being my legal name again is honestly one of the worst feelings in the world

[alien-insomniac-05]

Bitches be like “go get a job” or “welcome to adulthood, now suck it up” but don’t realize that jobs are underpaying hells that overwork the fuck outta you, this is especially the case for autistic people. I don’t care if “everyone’s gotta do it”, it’s still a hell lol

I don’t wanna career I just want enough money to pursue hobbies and shit meanwhile most jobs now in days won’t day you a livable wage and require 1000000000 years of experience.

“Oh you have a bachelors degree you paid 5 figures for? Too bad. Go get a specialization in something or go work in McDonald’s LOL”

[godblooded]

good morning little gay people in my phone. aderall is making my palms sweat profusely and i’m sorting out a shit ton of paperwork and taking a training seminar.

[pussy-ache]

i probably shouldn’t read about bpd before bed