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nyamcot · 2 years

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um...what da scallop.. (they’re playing Mario kart ds)

Redrawing of this image!!!!!! ^___^

#HOPEFULLY the read more cut works . cause ive never done it until now but decided to try it after remembering the word for it #my art lmao #<— I honestly need a new art tag good god :cry:#anyways!#reblogs are highly appreciated aha I love reading tags a lot ^__^#first actual drawing I did on my phone aside from the little pmd doodle I did a bit ago. I’m vry unsure ab how it came out but it is mostly #bc I held vry high expectations for it to be on par to how I draw on my tablet.#I think it’s fine though so :thumbs up:#I’m getting adjusted at least #puyo puyo #ぷよぷよ #ringo ando #Amitie #arle nadja #Puyo puyo tetris #ppt2 #sega #Puyo puyo art #Puyo puyo fanart #carbuncle puyo puyo #carbuncle #Amitie puyo puyo #ringo puyo puyo #Arle puyo puyo #Nintendo ds #risukuma #(in the background lol)#Risukuma puyo puyo #fanart #artists on tumblr

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blorb-el · 19 days

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How are you feeling? How is life treating you?

Hi there o/ tbh not great, I stepped away from tumblr for a bit because I was doing too much doomscrolling, and it was crushing me into anxious inaction/despair instead of reminding me to do what I can. possibly a skill issue

#joking about the skill issue. i have diagnosed anxiety Issues lol #and i really did not need to see people going ‘but these other people have it worse!’ when that’s been a cognitive distortion living #in my head rent free for over a decade. lol!#whatever. making myself miserable helps no one. donating and then closing the tab before looking at 20000 other fundraisers does.#also trying to adjust to new meds and 80% of the way to a new diagnosis. but at least work is good!#except for the aforementioned anxiety about how I’m gonna get Fired for showing up late by 10 minutes (unrealistic)#sorry for possible tmi. I’ve tried to keep this blog soup focused but at this point it’s pretty much my main #i figure like. one (1) ventpost acceptable #thanks for the ask :^)#ladyjazzhands

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waywardstation · 7 months

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May I share a small idea?

You could use the poll as some sort of list for some future WIP Wednesdays. The most popular choice is first and then the next in line comes on the next Wednesday when you got the time and so on.

It could save you plenty of time to prepare something and may lessen the pressure a little!

Obviously it’s up to you but I’m leaving the suggestion here for you to think about.

Hope you’re having a good time and remember to stay hydrated and take care of yourself~!

Oh this is a fantastic idea!! I think I will do this!! (Though I am hoping at least three of the options on there will be going up within the next several weeks, all of them are so so close to completion!!)

I will do this though!! Thank you very much for the suggestion friend, it’s a great idea!!

#i think I realize now why it’s taking so long to get all my fics out and why WIPs keep getting backed up #I have been going back and rewriting the initial chapters of HFBE #my earlier work is not my current writing style #and I know that is obvious #but I will flat out say it’s different because my earlier work was lazier #I remember telling myself all the time not to stress about my writing so much because with Uni I did not have the time to do that #so I’d post work even if I wasn’t happy with how it was #otherwise I’d never get any work out #but now I look at my current writing #and I feel like at least it’s more coherent #and more thought and work is put into it #and I am more proud of my current writing than my earlier writing by a longshot #but that’s coming at the price of almost paralyzing scrutiny #as it’s holding me up from posting #I’ve leaned a little too far into it #and I’ve begun to find a balance where I can move on while still criticizing my own writing and adjusting it a little better #work has been moving more consistently again on them #so I’m expecting that when I do finish my WIPs for posting #it’s going to be a lot at once #(does not help that so many of these fics are all tied to each other and I want to post all the connecting fics in between larger chapters #of my multi-chapter fics #haha)

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sacredpit · 5 months

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i am very sadly very unfortunately very disgustingly going back to school tomorrow so my activity is about to be very not hot and sexy ( not that it has been on this blog anyway lol but it’s about to get ✨ worse ✨ ) but of course i will do my best to be active here and get back to everyone as timely as i can 😭 i know i spend most of my time on giorno but honestly that’s just because i’m logged in there on the app on my phone lol. i plan to do some writing tonight but idek which muse i’m feeling the most since my mood has been fuckin weird so ,,, thank u in advance for ur patience!! i’m just a silly little guy attempting to keep track of all the silly little ideas careening through my brain at breakneck speed while my energy levels are consistently in hell uwu

#/ tbd #did i accomplish as much as i wanted to this break? hell naw lol #i spent 90% of it lying face down and rotting like a corpse. but maybe that’s what i needed #i really don’t feel refreshed or ready to take on huge tasks at all but chile . my school does not care lol #i’ve been getting emails for the past 2 weeks like bitch if you don’t leave my ass alone #anyways once i get into the swing of things and establish a routine i’m sure my activity will be At Least Consistent #but there will be a few weeks of adjustment time where i’m just sitting amid a housefire pretending that my flesh isn’t roasting #as one does

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lovebugdotcom · 7 months

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Values…………….. *punches a wall*

#my shading is always lighter than it should be #I know this…. and yet………. the cycle continues…………. I keep making art with subtle shading……..#went back to something a made a little while ago to make the shading darker and wow! crazy how it looks better!!#I wanna make some art with shading I’m happy with but first I’d have to draw something 💀#making sketches and line art is my least fav part of making art but I love adding shading and highlights even though I’m kinda bad it 💀#it’s my fav part and yet I’m so sucks at it #I don’t know if anyone’s noticed this #but in my latest art #I just skip making lineart #I just make sketches and clean them up now #and it makes the process faster which means I can get to the parts I enjoy more #and Y’know what??? I think it looks better now because of this #something something line weight in sketches making the sketches look better than the lineart #that’s another thing I’m sucks at #I’m too impatient to go through and adjust the thickness of the brush in order to have nice lineart with variety in the thickness :p #bug thoughts

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thebendsbyradiohead · 10 months

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my mother spent the better part of a decade neglecting me or in her words “training me to be ready for an independent life abroad”, in the process creating the poster child for avoidant attachment, so that she can turn around now at 27 & become a helicopter parent every time i dare go out on my own or with others while on vacation like make up your fucking mind lady

#sometimes i’m like well it’s okay it was her first time parenting and her mom sucked too #but like i didn’t ask for this shit either the least she could do is adjust her expectations #mind you i’ve been living abroad on&off p much independently since 16 #but catching a taxi to a city 20 mins away is a dangerous feat apparently #she is so not getting those grandchildren lol #sorry. she pissed me off & i don’t have the journal with me #lina laments.txt

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catwingsathena · 2 years

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I just unintentionally went off my Strattera (non-stimulant ADHD med) for nine days and I can now say with confidence that I do in fact have ADHD, because holy crap never again.

#catwings chatter #psychiatric medication #meds mention #actually adhd #don’t worry i have them now #took them this morning #it’ll take time to get back to a therapeutic level #but the end is in sight thank God #yeah it’s whumptober and i have written one day in the past week #my brain won’t focus on anything #definitely not long enough to write #and what’s worse #i have sleep problems and it turns out sleep deprivation makes you hungry ALL THE TIME #the meds knock my appetite down to normal #which is such a flipping relief #and one of the early things i noticed when i started them #but i honestly forgot how bad it is when i’m not on them #i’m just praying the meds work fast #i’d adjusted to my medicated state and i don’t ever want to go back #and no strattera is not habit forming (theoretically at least)#and it doesn’t cause serious withdrawals (i checked)#this is just me forgetting how hard it used to be to live in my body and brain #i mean it’s still hard in a lot of ways but the meds really help #this is a strattera appreciation post #i hear it only works for like 50% of ADHDers but holy cow does it help me #(the confusion was because i’m also autistic and there’s overlap in the manifestations btw)

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lawrencegarte · 1 year

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i’m sooo confused i went and got my aquarium water tested at petsmart and the ph is good but the alkaline levels were reading as like… below zero?? i got some ph leveller and my ph strips are reading even better than before but i’m worried the alkaline is still rly low but i don’t even know why the ph and alkaline levels would be so disparate😭😭

#i just wanna do Right by my little boy……#he seems less lethargic than he was before i adjusted everything at least #i originally went to petsmart to get a bubbler cuz i thought he had low tank oxygen but I think it was the alkaline :((#poor thing… I’m trying my best

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girlneuter · 1 year

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local Christian revving up to say slurs in reply to a Facebook post about how we should be drinking cow milk under Levitical law

#oi #lmaoooo #someone got pissy w me bc i said not levitical law 😭😭🤣#on a post about drinking milk #i forgot how petty they can be I’ve been out #of the community for so long i forgot how much they love to argue and whine and be victims #if you’re offended by this i would like you to examine why your brain put you in the petty category rather than #the category of normal well adjusted Christian that doesn’t argue and isn’t petty #bc i will make space for reasonable ppl !#you just have to be reasonable ! LOL #i can’t stop laughing at this #i think I’m such a good arguer because i had to argue for my uhh inherent value as a human bc queer ppl did not get that outright #or at least i didn’t #anyways i said sorry if it came across as disrespectful or offensive i was just having a laugh #i think when you do that ppl realize they overreacted because I’m a normal person not #looking to debate morality on fb with a stranger

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nos7evin · 1 year

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am i having Thoughts about adding a ck verse just because i just realized how easy it’d be to include ck in slevin’s canon timeline?? yes absolutely. ignoring the hitman in the room for a second, tkk begins in 1984, right? by 1984, slevin would have already been with goodkat for five years and i could easily see goodkat putting him in a karate class as part of his training. if that karate class just so happens to be cobra kai because goodkat knew of kreese from his old special ops days …. 👀

#♞ › when everybody looks right‚ you go left : ooc .#he’d be 14 during the first movie and 15 during the third so just slightly younger than the main cast #but at least it opens the door to plotting!#i’m just imagining slevin (then henry) taking this karate class as a kid bc his adopted assassin dad wants him to learn how to fight #meanwhile rest of the class is trying to kill this poor transfer student from new jersey and it’s not even the wildest thing he’s seen.#he would have stood up for you daniel :( </3 #this also means i get to write older slevin in modern times which is! Exciting!#since i tend to use canon age slevin (28ish) as the default in nondescript modern interactions.#who woulda thought the kid raised by a hitman would become one of the most adjusted adults to come out of the ck dojo alsjd;akdfh

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regallibellbright · 2 years

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Kyrsten Sinema is that you hiding behind this blog? What are you going to do down in congress?

… So is this a spam anon, or have I finally gotten my first DIRECTED weird anon instead of just pornbots and stuff?

Genuine question, I need to know whether or not I should get this printed and framed.

Either way, while I have few marketable skills I can at least say I have never been elected to anything. My greatest achievement in life was writing a thesis on the Muppets and the uncanny valley years ago.

My favorite Muppet is Wilkins, who will comedically murder you if you don’t like whatever specific brand of food he is being paid to advertise for today, and also you are his commercial partner, Wontkins, who must suffer for the crime of being designated the no-man in these 30-second coffee and later bread, strawberry, and several other varieties of food commercials. He advertised many different regional chains of coffee, so Wontkins was never safe. Personally, I think Wilkins just wanted an excuse to hurt his hated, fated nemesis in increasingly elaborate and invariably lethal ways. I think Muppets haven’t had nearly enough chances to be openly murderous in recent years.

#decided to edit that last sentence out because clearly this peaks at where I’m ending it now #if you miss it ask me about the Platonic Ideals of Muppet Comedic Law #I CAN elaborate if asked and that IS a threat #I’m pretty sure I didn’t even get one of these on the old blog #like I’m assuming it’s a spammer or something #and in this case I question your goals here?#like are you genuinely one of Sinema’s constituents trying to find her as best you know how? in which case godspeed little anon #I’m going to choose to believe that it’s much funnier and more charitable than any other motive I can come up with #I will not follow your links good anon; I will not identify myself further.#clearly I need to adjust my filters further; I knew that already but kept forgetting #but also clearly I haven’t gone NEARLY off the rails enough of late #if I could be mistaken for remotely Hinged enough to get elected to ANYTHING.#well that’s fixable at least.#The Muppets #wilkins coffee #oh hey that’s a tag without my prompting!#wilkins and wontkins

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miralines · 2 years

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Oof I need to log off for a bit I’m so anxious about this my chest literally hurts now

#these tags are entirely a personal rant of kneejerk reactions #not gonna tag this because I don’t want it to become a Whole Thing #i just… like we’ve been chugging along fine (various rq fandoms)#but at the same time I get that the economy is terrible right now #so I Can see why it’s happening #(though I’m trying and failing not to speculate too much)#but shit this feels REALLY like the beginning of penumbra’s collapse did #and that sucked but at least it was no longer my active special interest #idk I really want to trust them #but i don’t know how to balance ‘all of us are screwed under capitalism #including this lovely queer success story and we have to make adjustments for the reality of the world we live in’#and having hoped for better from them #I’m also real worried the remaining rq staff are gonna get harassed over this #which regardless of whatever is Actually going on is just going to make things worse #i just hope if rq gets ruined for me that the mechs don’t go with it #delete later

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lunarianbeams · 2 years

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feeling insanely vexed today but maybe if i drink coffee and water and eat food and make a couple loafs of bread and make paper and do yoga and lie down on the floor for a period of time i’ll be normal

#sometimes i forget how much i’ll let slide or how many things i’ll be like damn that sucks until i explode #explode isn’t the right word i’m being very normal actually #just sent a 10 minute video to my best friend ranting and googled the emotions wheel then looked up definitions #so at least i know the skills i’ve learnt from therapy are still in me brain #god i miss therapy #anyway! everything is very fine and normal and i will have a normal amount of emotions and responses like a well adjusted person now!#meltdown temporarily postponed while i try to get my shit together

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lilgynt · 2 years

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#personal #had a chat with my brother not the most fun #it was fun but i was like #hey we discussed the whole solutions thing when i’m just trying to vent #and he’s like i understand i’ve been a dick with the whole im smarter than you and u bitches (me n my mom) are just crazy lol #but he feels like he can’t be completely authentic with me unless he gives at least some solutions #anyway long talk later where he’s pretty cool about my feelings i’m just a bit upset #i brought up how it feels like i have to adjust for everyone else a lot more and like #you guys don’t adjust as much for me. i just kinda have to deal or adjust further for you #and he agreed anyway he was super nice but i wont lie i’m a lil upset #i had small cry sesh in the shower but i’m pretty sure that was pent up feelings meeting my period #and ugh i was so anxious he was gonna get mad but he didn’t he was cool and i just feel like a bit of an ass #it’s fine we talked and it’ll be fine but i’m just a bit upset

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fingertipsmp3 · 3 days

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Goddddd now that I know I have this problem with my eyes I can’t unsee (ha) it. I keep catching my eyes trying to unfocus and it’s soooo annoying to me. Can my glasses arrive soon please

#at the opticians i go to the cheapest they do glasses is £109. that’s where they START #that’d be basically them taking the lenses out my current reading glasses and putting them in there. they charge £109 for that #and i’m not attached to those current frames tbh. they look stupid and i don’t like them #which means if i went for something comparable i’d be looking at £109 plus another £35 #i already paid for the eye test bro like i’m not doing all that #so i checked some websites #managed to get my prescription as both regular untinted lenses and sunglasses for £85 including delivery. which i don’t think is bad #i’m not gonna lie i did forgo any kind of lens protection or anti-glare technology because i just didn’t want to pay for it #and i have to wear these ALL the time by the way to correct the weird shit my eyes do where they both try to bugger off #so you guys are going to be subject to a lot of me complaining about my glasses being smudgy or just complaining about them in general #apparently prism lenses also cause nausea and headaches when you’re first adjusting to them! so i have that to look forward to as well #yayyyyy #i don’t know what to do with my time now. i always take wednesday off because it’s pilates and appointment day #but i don’t want to read a book because my own eyes are driving me insane #it’s like now that i know what the problem is i just want them CORRECTED #maybe i should’ve let those guys charge me £109 to fit prism lenses into those frames that i don’t like. at least they’d probably have them #done fast. and i could walk up there to pick them up 🧐#if the ones from the website are garbage i will do that ngl #personal

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thebitchbehindtheslaughter · 17 days

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One of my favourite things about being me is that throughout most of the year, I’m Dedicated to dark academia. I do everything in my power to look as dark academia as possible, because not only do I hold the values of the aesthetic, but it also makes me look like myself

However, during the summer and the summer ALONE, I suddenly become romantic academia. I commit to the bit as best as possible for the same reasons as previously stated

It’s just super funny to me, ‘cuz once summer rolls in anytime I’m in my room, I look like a romantic poet who’s slowly falling in love with a ghost writer, but the plot twist is I’m literally both. I’m sitting on his bed, writing in his journal, lovingly taking care of all his belongings, but the plot twist is it’s just me but in pink-brown instead of orange-brown

#dark academia #romantic academia #ah yes the duality of man #“the rain poured hard and heavy as it hopelessly beat at the window—desperate to put out the lone candle whom flickered at my side”#but also “the light shines warm on the petals of the roses around me and every blooming thing—including myself—basked in the sun”#anyway #I’m head-over-heels for dark academia it’s just that I get heatstroke easily and also romantic academia is both pretty and I agree with #the ideals that it was based on #I still need like five minutes to adjust to sunlight ‘cuz my room’s still dark—save for the warm glow of a single lonely and exposed bulb #but at least I won’t die before I graduate with a degree in library science :D #lyney speaks #< i forgot about that tag #thanks for reading all these tags btw

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