#I’m proud of you for hanging in there!

[dreammeiser]

I’m gonna start meepin’ here because I can! Sometimes I’ll pour life experiences into characters in case others will see and not feel so alone— I think what makes being in a bad situation feel worse was feeling totally alone in it. I’ve been writing story arcs that involve friendship and found family that help you find yourself again after escaping dangerous/abusive situations, helping you gain perspective (as in, no what you went through was not normal, yes you deserved better), and helping you heal and grow even if it’s just by giving you the space to.

Honest to goodness? The healing process is difficult, but I’m starting to feel like I can stand still and breathe again. I feel like I have woken up after numbing myself for so long. My heart is full, and it will not stop trusting, won’t stop loving. Things that had hurt me before have fallen away because there’s a path forward! It was always there, even if I couldn’t see it.

[kyurochurro]

TNG character sketches!! been wanting to draw this crew for a hot sec so I got around to it at 3 am last nite… LOL

(also I haven’t started tng yet but hey I dedicate this to my DAD big tng fan first Trekkie I ever met SHOUTOUT TO YOU DAD 🗣️)

[middle-school-saki-official]

holding a very full grocery bag.

I have your snacks.

@junior-high-rui-official

!! thank you so so much

now i just need to get @middle-school-ichika-official and our evil plan can commence >:)

[cyncerity]

college is going well! my focus has been on some of my bigger art projects for classes at the moment (i’m an art major and i’m double majoring, so im doin a lot lol) but in the meantime here’s a drawing of Tommy and Tubbo from this Flubber AU story i posted *checks my dying blog* almost a month ago (i’m so sorry guys hgsksksjsg)

you have no idea how excited I am for y’all to see where this story is headed >:)

the only reason it’s taking so long is cause i’m trying to work out the order of events in the plot, which i suck at 👍

[the-hilda-librarians-wife]

hiiii for ur consideration: meiri i drew on my work break

I am considering her. I have in fact considered everything about her and found it all perfect. Thank you, ma’am, I shall treasure this forever 🥹

[sprout-fics]

I need the soft embrace of a fictional man and also Taco Bell

[sherbetyy]

i honestly looked really good today (<- attempting to work on loving herself)

[its-hyperfixation]

Guess that I know what I already knew I was better with you, and I miss you now

for my beloved @bellamyblakru in honour of getting employed !! congratulations my love, im so proud of u and everything that u do.

[almond-tofu-chan]

Since we’re all rightfully boycotting?? bro speak for yourself...

Oohoohoo! Outing myself as antisemitic, transphobic, and a bigot is the BEST comeback for this random tumblr user I don’t even know heeheehaw! I’m doing this anonymously though because I’m scared of the consequences of my own actions online! *honk honk*

[skepticalarrie]

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[shastafirecracker]

I like it when I forget I preordered something so that past me sent now-me a gift. and I was having an exceptionally shitty-feeling day so this is so lovely to come home to! prove love is real by loving the future and past versions of yourself, y’all, it’s good

[cande-dooder]

holy shit I feel like I’m tripping… lemme give a quick backstory so you know why I say this… so I had a bit of a thing in 2014 with this guy right as and after he broke off his engagement with his then-fiancée and then (I am not proud of what I did) I was the girl he cheated on his next girlfriend with. so, tonight out of NOWHERE, like I haven’t messaged with this guy in at least a year or two (I thought our friendship was dead), and he texts me out of the blue like what’s up what’s new with you. I was literally going ‘what the fuck’ and laughing out loud. He also suggested hanging out if I’m gonna be in Kansas so I did tell him my mom and I have a trip planned in June. We’re still friends I guess and I’m talking to him but I was shocked to hear from him. maybe he’s drunk? He did say he went to a wedding today so maybe he is.

[okcoolthanks]

I got mad and sad so I wrote some vent (amougus) (jk sorry) post and I know they won’t fucking see it but fuck if I wanted to say it

g and m are people but I don’t want to say their names because idk

If you don’t want to read it you don’t have to it’s under the cut if you really really want to I got really mad and just typed it so most of it won’t make sense

Hey can I just say that using therapy speech doesn’t automatically make you in the right I don’t ducking care if your depressed and go to therapy you can’t fucking tell me that I shouldn’t be upset from having a panic attack and feeling left out for multiple days while im crying talking to you because im slurring my words and I can’t breath around my own sobs

Like I get that I knew that I might be triggered because whooaaahh substance abuse, but 1 why would you do fucking DRUGS on a holiday where there’s a fuck ton of KIDS around and 2 maybe I just thought it was fine! I hadn’t been around something like that in years i thought it was fine and it wasn’t and because im fuckinf terrified of ruining everyone’s good time I didn’t say anything when I started fucking sobbing but that doesn’t mean I didn’t want to be heard!!!!!!!! And last but definitely not least 3 YOU FUCKING KNEW THAT I DONT UNDERTSAND SITUATIONS WELL. MAYBE TELLING ME THROUGH CLUES THAT YOUR UPSET AND SHIT DIDNT PASS THROUGH MY FUCKING THICK SKULL, ALL OF YOU WERE THERE WHEN I GOT MY AUTISM DIAGNOSIS, FUCKING m ALSO HAS IT SO ITS NOT LIKE YOU DIDNT KNOW JESUS FUCKING CHRIST

I ducking understand that I was in the wrong to be upset about some things but holy ducking shit you can’t say that I’m the bad guy because your using therapy speech and if someone has a mental illness that they should shut up and fix it before making ANY friends when mental illnesses are a fuck ton more complicated than that which you’d think they’d KNOW because YOU ALL HAVE SOME SORT OF THAT

But NO. IM the fucking asshole for every fucking thing that went wrong and now I have to change how I walk to classes and I skip my favorite fucking class ever ESPECIALLY when it’s cold and raining outside because I’d GENUINELY RATHER FREEZE TO DEATH THAN BE IN A ROOM WITH ANY OF YOU FUCKERS AGAIN

Hell if you didn’t fucking want me around you should’ve fucking told me!!!!! I wouldn’t have come back!!! I wouldn’t have had lunch with you every day! I wouldn’t have made everyone little things I thought you’d like and I wouldn’t have tried to remember your birthdays and I wouldn’t have had hope for my future

If you were FUCKING uncomfortable with me around after I asked you out g I wouldn’t have gone around you!!! I checked in so much asking if it was still ok that I was around, I CONSTANTLY asked if it was ok that I was around you can’t fucking say “communications important!” And then not fucking communicate in a way that I understand!!!!!

I’m SORRY I’m a bad person but fuck man it’s not like I wasn’t TRYING

[megerrific]

I am being so brave and strong (I finished book two of the scholomance and read the very first bit of book three) (I then, in what for many would be inadvisable but for me is a habit I’ve tried to squash and have mostly but return to in moments of deep need, flipped through to find about where I’d stop screaming) (so what if I saw a major spoiler at least I know how long I’ll be in agony and that it’ll likely draw agony after that but at least I’ll be counting down confidently)

[goldeunoias]

Tw:internalized racism? I guess?

[ylove-bandaesthetics]

Welcome back Yessy! And happy 5 years anniversary too! I missed you! 🥺 I don't have much to say, just accept this lovely picture of Jean Pierre Polnareff, one of my favourite anime characters. And yes, his last name is a reference to Michel Polnareff and the singer loves that there's a character named after him 😊