I’ve been trying to contain my G Witch posting to the Onscreen Text series so as to not be annoying but GOD I love Prospera.
FUCK dude. The horrors are endless but she STAYS silly. (She Is Responsible For The Horrors.)
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I posted this minor vent to twitter, too, but I definitely neglect my tumblr these days way more despite myself feeling the most comfortable here.
I’m really sorry for my inactivity, I tbh have hit the point where my mental health and anxiety have been fucking me over physically as well.
This is the 2nd day of insomnia keeping me up all night to the point where I finally dragged my iPad out to try to work, and then just being paralyzed with burnout.
I’m so sorry for not having new art or anything to show these days, my mental health has been in the shitter and I’m like… two years in, now, on trying to find any sort of medication that will actually work for me. So tired of this 💀
I’m going to *try* today. It’s 6 am and tbh I didn’t eat hardly anything these past two days because of lack of appetite, so I might do a sleepless Starbucks run, but yeah.
It’s been so hard for me lately, but I have no damn good reason as to why, and I’m sorry y’all.
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So I’m have the other set of keys for the doors now and i just was trying them both on the door I have to get through to do laundry. And the couldn’t open the door. I had someone else try the key I had had w me and he couldn’t open the door. The next logical step is writing into maintenance or something. But it has me feeling like so anxious. Like just started feeling like pretty panicky and stuff when I realized that’s the only next step i have if I want to be able to do my laundry here.
Part of it is that it’s been an issue for so long now that if like something changed at some point it’s like a give away that I’ve been failing for so long. Or like what if it is just me a problem too. Like even tho I had someone try the door too, other people clearly are going through it bc I’ve seen lights change on and off and packages show up inside.
Like dumb feeling hot has super made it easier for me than it was before to ask for help. But this isn’t like asking for help from someone I know, who won’t make me feel bad. This is like a big unknown. And it’s hard for me to not feel like this is me a problem, if it’s not it’s like a me problem in the way that I’ve done nothing that’s actually helped w fixing it for so long. I think I’m like being scared of feeling worse about it. It seems like it’s actually gonna be a request to the leasing office probably too which is def scarier bc that’s so far appeared to just all be women. And I never feel like as safe or comfortable seeming stupid around women. So it’s like feeling really intimidating.
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when it comes to writing it’s good to think of your brain like a muscle. but keeping that line of thinking I wanted to say that as writers we have different skills and that’s okay. so you may be good at short sprints. others do long. some even do marathons!!!!! whether you write 500 words or 5k words or over 20k words it is still valuable, it’s your work and it is time well spent
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so I’m a therapist and I started getting major sleep paralysis for the first time in my life when I started my current high-stress + high-burnout job in the addiction field. I’ve been dealing with it consistently for almost a year at this point.
I’m thinking about my past & present selves on tumblr and how 14 year old me probably would have been so curious and thought sleep paralysis was so ✨quirky✨ and would make me so ✨interesting✨
meanwhile 24 year old me is tired as shit and it’s NOT FUN the cruel irony is that being a mentally ill manic pixie dream girl is EXHAUSTING and a SCAM
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rewatching dans not proud video and hearing his conversation about the fear of people perceiving you as gay so you avoid doing things you actually enjoy and keeping people away and not experimenting in things and tyler telling him he’ll be there when he’s ready and now seeing dan be so himself, happy, dressing in women’s clothes, showing his ass off, and just generally pushing those boundaries and not being afraid makes me makes my whole heart ache
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THESE CREATORS ARE SO SPITEFUL. I REWROTE AN ENTIRE SCENE IN LAST LIFE TO HAVE MARTYN AND JIMMY KISS JUST TO START SECRET LIFE FOR THEM TO KISS WITHIN THE FIRST MINUTE. ALL IT TOOK WAS THREE SERIES LATER. THATS CRAZY.
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