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maliceofminds · 7 months

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watch out corporate got me guys

#I’ve got a work phone #and a work laptop #and an office job #and people calling me ms #very tall child of me very vast and mature very I need money to sustain myself even if I actually want to frolick through the grass and bask #in the sunlight #and feel love and friendship and the infinity of the universe #sorry anyway I got sidetracked #did you hear I have a work phone?

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romanceyourdemons · 2 months

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god i feel like a character in a kafka novel trying to get this interlibrary loan to go through. this is my second library and my third library card and i’ve got a bunch of numbers written down on my hand and some ink smeared on my face but the librarian i talked with on the phone was very nice and mentioned that she’s planning on reading erha too once she finishes guardian so. this might be light that i’m seeing at the end of the tunnel

#this is another unfortunate illustration of talking on the phone superiority #i’ve sent a million emails that have only made things more confusing and in five minutes on the phone i got everything worked out #also i should read guardian #ryddles

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trashpremiium · 2 months

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some bug doodles i did at work today

#i’ve been trying to fill a page of my sketchbook every day i work #todays theme was insects #and since they’re all of pictures i have on my phone i whipped through the sketch really fast #so i actually got to line art them #zephyr draws #zephyr talks #bugs #bugblr #entomology #gonna be real i have no idea how to tag this #bug art #insects

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checkereddreamsandicecreams · 3 months

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Back on my nonsense…a little preview of what I’m doing in the background.

#trigun #trigun stampede #vash the stampede #and maybe another person #my broke butt finally got an iPad #so I no longer have to do art on my phone #I have ideas in my head the hard part is deciding how to render them #the other part is wanting to throw yourself off a cliff halfway through making it #I’ve had a lot going on so that’s why it’s been a bit delayed too #dentist appointments #funerals #doctor appointments #work stuff #all fun things #but yeah I’m looking to finishing this one soon

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cheekblush · 3 months

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took myself on a little shopping trip yesterday in the city where i used to study in hopes of lifting my spirits but by the end of the day i felt so disheartened. wandering the same streets 10 years later and not much has changed. i’m still the same lonely unlovable girl.

#i just wanted to have a good time and not rot in bed for once on my work free weekend but of course my brain can’t let that happen #it was such a lovely day actually the weather was sunny and windy it wasn’t too hot or cold ideal weather to stroll through the city #i had delicious food and found some comfortable clothes but at the end of the day i just felt so empty and worn out #seeing all these couples and friend groups and families and i’m still all by myself after so many years #tbh i’m even lonelier now than i was 10 years ago back then i at least had a few friends #idk what i’m doing with my life tbh.. i just want to be happy but even when i take myself on a cute little date i end up feeling miserable #bc it just hits me how truly lonely i am #i fear i’m incapable of forming any genuine relationships anymore bc i had so many bad experiences that i just stopped trying to connect..#with anyone.. even though i crave community friendship companionship and love i completely shut myself off from the world #i’m not even sure what i’m trying to say with all this.. i wish i knew how to be a person in this world #i wish i could be happy #tbh ever since i got back from my italy vacation i’ve been feeling depressed bc life could be so beautiful if i didn’t have to sacrifice..#almost all of my time for work #the post vacation depression is too real…#realizing you can only spend a very limited time traveling and enjoying yourself bc you have to work most of the time just to afford living #let me stop.. i keep rambling and my thoughts are falling like a waterfall #idk what’s wrong with me… i should have breakfast and put my phone away #sorry to anyone who actually reads all this word vomit #☁️

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scribesofcalamity · 2 months

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A quick small piece of vent art.

Avoid the tags,I am putting all the Blegh stuff there. Things are rough right now and have been for multiple weeks….but I am holding on. I’m going to try and do sketches for the rest of the people I want to hit for art fight. I’m going to catch up on my work and keep doing well. I’m going to have a good weekend with my partner. I’m going to be ok. It is going to be ok.

#my art #vent art #avoid the tags I am putting things here #tw:trauma #tw:murder #tw:suicide #tw: mental health #tw:death #tw: vent #I hope that covers most of it #hopefully tumblr should cut it off #it’s just been a really really rough past few weeks #from my family basically bailing on me for my own wedding #and then getting mad at me when i got upset #and being mad i set boundaries after years of abuse #work was so rough and the burn out has been insane #I’ve felt so disconnected from my friends #it’s been my entire life but I struggle with feeling like I matter to anyone #the anniversary of the homicide is coming up and I’ve been really struggling this year #the nightmares are back #tw: ptsd #forgot that one #I’ve been so jumpy and unfocused #I had to step back from Art fight and I’m feeling so frustrated by that #I want to challenge myself and give back to the community #then our damn ac went out so another giant bill #and amid the heat a phone call that turned into #me spending the past few days in the er while my mom was on suicide watch #I’m so tired #at least she finally agreed to go inpatient so a small win

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danielnelsen · 1 month

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things aren’t going well with peach. while i think my dad’s very right to be concerned that she hasn’t eaten anything in nearly 60 hours (obviously i am too), im becoming increasingly concerned that she hasn’t slept at all in around 36 hours and prior to that she was under anaesthetic, which isn’t exactly restful, so it’s closer to 48 hrs

like dad took her back to the vet today and we’ve got injections for her painkillers now because she’s not eating, and also injections for fluids (because she doesn’t drink; she only gets water from her food), so the not eating is Bad but also kinda under management, but if she doesn’t sleep soon i’m extremely worried. dad was like ‘if she doesn’t eat by tomorrow afternoon we’ll take her back because the injections will run out’ but like. if she doesn’t sleep tonight we have GOT to take her back first thing in the morning so they can sedate her or something

#her pain doesn’t seem to be too bad now that she’s got pain relief so idk what’s stopping her from sleeping #she won’t even lie down unless i’m sitting next to her. she just sits there staring out the window #her pupils are also taking up her entire eyes and have been all day #that’ll be a side effect of the medication and maybe the lack of sleep? but it won’t be making her feel any better #she can probably barely see at this point #like imagine you’ve been awake for 2 days after surgery and you’re in a lot of pain and haven’t eaten since before surgery #and are also on strong painkillers. and you also have no idea what’s wrong with you or why everyone’s doing things that hurt you #bruh your brain would be COOKED. there’s no way she has any idea what’s going on rn but she’s clearly feeling terrible #personal #like i think she’ll be ok in the long-term but she’s gotta somehow get through all these immediate issues #last time something like this happened she stopped drinking and never started again #not eating or sleeping don’t have workarounds as simple as putting water in her food #it really doesn’t help that there’s so much other shit going on rn #i’m doing a whole bunch of stuff with my phone and computer that’s taking a lot of work #but also my sister’s going on a long overseas trip that she’s leaving for tomorrow #so the combo of dad and sister coming and going constantly and also like 6 random deliveries for tech stuff in the last 2 days—#has the dogs really wound up. so georgie’s been howling at absolutely everything #and it’s rainy so my clothes aren’t trying and they’re hanging on a rack hooked on the hallway door so the door can’t close #which puts one less door between my room and the dogs so they’re waking me up every time anything happens #and i sleep during the day so that’s ALL THE TIME. i’ve had like 8 hrs of sleep between the last two afternoons #my sister always has so much random life stuff she wants to talk about and was getting really annoyed that i wasn’t very receptive #like ‘im about to go away for 3 months’ sorry i know its a big thing but i can’t just reschedule peach’s medical emergency

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regular-lord-reckoner · 2 months

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i’m home !!

procedure went real well, everything was really smooth and almost as soon as they said, “you can count backwards if you want,” i don’t think i even said ten before i was suddenly in recovery and sipping some ginger ale.

honestly the worst part was the iv because they had to do it on the side of my wrist because apparently my veins are crooked ?? i just hate ivs anyway so that’s no surprise but other than that no complaints.

everyone was real nice and made sure i was well taken care of (my nurse even had me pee one more time before so she wouldn’t have to do a catheter which with my history…..thank you)

but yeah, i’ll have a follow up in about a month just to make sure everything’s good and the iud is doing its thing !!

i do have some cramping and bleeding but that’s normal, although a little funny because i literally just stopped my period yesterday but…oh well !! hopefully in a few months i won’t have hardly any so this we can handle and i hace some medicine (and my ~medicine) that’ll help so i’m all set.

mom had to go run some errands so my little recovery buddy is keeping me company. also, a moment of recognition for my new favorite shirt (thank you as always, Boss Dog Art; i’ve already got my eye on another one that says, “i think therefore i am against transphobia around the world” or something like that and it’s got a cool skeleton on it; this is my third shirt from them and they’re really comfy and good quality so not sponsored but check them out, they seem cool):

#It’s been a rough week leading up to this i’m not gonna lie #one of my neighbors was shooting on Sunday when i was in the pool #which i’m used to at this point #but for some reason i got triggered into a panic attack #and could not catch my breath #could not calm down for several minutes just scream crying #had to dunk my head underwater a few times and splash myself in the face #eventually i just buried my face in my towel and screamed cried until i physically had to stop #because i thought i was about to have a heart attack #so that wasn’t so chill #spent the rest of the day shaking #guess you just never know when it’s gonna hit!!#another plane has hit the ptsd towers #sorry #not for nothing though but the shooting stopped so there’s that #they probably thought someone had a fuckin’ ari aster movie turned up over here #nope just a mentally unstable bitch doing her best which clearly isn’t great but what can ya do!!#it was kinda funny though because i’ve been hesitant to go back out there since #but finally yesterday i had even worked longer the day before so i could really enjoy it #it had been sunny all day #no signs of rain #i’m ready to get some exercise in because i knew it might be a while #before i can again so i was really looking forward to a nice 30 minute run #damned if it didn’t start raining as soon as i got out there #and that was fine #i still ran a little got my water weights in #but the kicker was i looked at the weather on my phone and it looked like it was going to keep raining #so i said okay let me just go take a shower and settle in for the night #it didn’t rain and the sun came back out so oh well!#but point is…today went well and i’m doing okay and things could always be worse so no worries <3

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solace-seekers · 3 months

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screaming into the void <3

#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn #we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey #he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve #he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday #and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them #and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense #i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor #he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally #he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok #and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning #and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him #to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing #but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday #he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight #i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning #and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because #this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn #i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say #i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense #and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year #but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better #for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows #he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand #my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary #cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it #i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn

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daincrediblegg · 7 months

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Nothing wrong with me

#behold: the sowed seeds of my upped vitamin d dose #just would like to say that part of this is sponsored by a couple of very kind inboxers who reached out and said that they DID want to know #more about lady terror and which really helped reinvigor my motivations #and I WILL be answering those asks soon enough #(harder to do until I have my laptop back. like I’m sorry y’all I literally wish I knew what I was on in 2019 when I was writing all my #joker headcanon fics on my phone but I cannot replicate that and I dare not even try #)… but regardless it will happen #but also yeah so this is a 6 page chapter summary for the fic and I’ve just started on chapter 2 and this will help a lot when #I get my computer back I think I’ve cleared my head a lot about this fic while not having it #but anyway #yeah uh…#egg’s wip’s #moral of the story is telling people you wanna hear about their oc’s that they’ve been working on for a whole year works #also went down a classical music rabbit hole about it today if that’s of interest to anyone but… me #bc one of my students did a presentation on poe’s impact on music theory and danse macabre which incited me to get familliar with composers #and pieces that would have actively been known in the 1840’s and have wanted to do since that bit about schubert on crozier’s hand organ #got dropped in the scripts #I think they’re going to feud on classical music tastes #average beethoven and chopin stan vs schubert enjoyer FIGHT #(except the serenade. that song was actually written about lady terror I’ve decided)#also thinking about lady terror and poe bc he’s said himself music is the highest art. they are concert buddies for sure #I bet that mf liked beethoven. poe is a big bass guy if I’ve ever seen one #it’s the drama you see

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adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy · 6 months

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#job secured 😛#it’s full time 9 hour days but Fridays are 4 hours #my nepotism baby arc (paulina helped me secure it at the clinic I go to LMFAO)#well kinda like I applied and they called me back but I missed the call #so when I went to see her (for the first time since September she said she got excited when she saw my name on her schedule bless her soul)#I told her how I called him back but the like didn’t even ring it just went straight to voicemail both times #so she called him from her work phone and pretended I was a stranger she ran into bc patient confidentiality LMFAOEKFK #she went ‘I found someone in the hall who came to ask about a job because she got a call but hasn’t been able to get in contact with you’#and he came down there and was Iike ‘I’m so sorry I’ve been doing orientations and interviews all day I must have missed you’#and we were talking in the elevator to his office about the position and he goes ‘do you have time for an interview right now?’ I was :O #and said yes ofc #interviewed with the 2 pharmacists then and there and he called and offered me the position the next day!!#and I’m making more than I did at my previous job and it’ll go up once I get certified in like 2 months #they’re willing to train me and everything??#and the reason I wanted this job so bad is bc it counts towards my healthcare experience for grad school SLAY #2 birds 1 stone baby

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headlessstar · 3 months

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Finally got a tekken 3 copy with its manual and wanted to compare the story synopsis of the final product with the demo i got a few months ago. Save to say that the quality difference is substantial.

I’m still confused on what they wanted to accomplish by the early concept of ogre not only killing jun but also kazuya. I’d write it off as an error but it appears in multiple sources so it makes me wonder if the early version of the story would have had kazuya living peacefully with jun after tekken 2? It seems so far fetched especially with them establishing that heihachi reigns as head of the mishima zaibatsu.

#tekken #shoomi.txt #should prob put this in the side blog buuut i’ve been neglecting this blog for months now #not over “jun kazuya” how do you even make that mistake #im unsure whether the demo was released before or along with the full product but im assuming before just for the story misconceptions #ngl the thought of kazuya leaving it all behind to leave with jun always sorta… rubbed me the wrong way #not that im not all for happy kazjun #(okay maybe if they work hard for it)#but kazuya abandoning his quest to murder heihachi seems so…. un-kazuya #at least to me #he’s a character that’s built off vengeance for the wrongs he has been dealt so idk #just me being particular anout kaz i guess #happy for jun tho she deserves to have a full family. for however long it lasts #hmmm but thinking of the implication of the reveal in t8 about her in such an au #it’s been a while since i got into the tekken headspace haha #also sorry for the bad captures i scanned these on my phone

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vote-loki · 7 days

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Me when the only friend I talk to who regularly texts me back texts me “I think I’m not going to talk to you for a while” literally out of nowhere

#genuinely can’t tell if she’s joking or if she means for her mental health she’s taking a break from her phone because she’s done that #before but she’s never said it in that way and I’m like genuinely upset #she texted me she was getting McDonald’s and I said ‘what meal’ and she responded that she wasn’t going to talk to me for a while #like what the fuck #anyways I love trying to have and maintain friendships as an adult with autism #I’ve never been able to do it and it’s SO MUCH HARDER now because I’m not around new people all the time to even attempt to make new friends #I have other friends and stuff that I’m closer to but like she was the only one who consistently communicates with me #anyways 😔#no like I got off work and have been home less than an hour and this is what I get like okay #gonna go smoke as bowl in my bathrobe and drink some Dr.pepper and get over it #I can’t keep letting shit like this hurt my feelings #my entire last two years of college was ruined by bad friendships I refuse to let any more of my time be ruined by them

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lucky-clover-gazette · 10 days

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i have the type of adhd that makes me try aggressively harder until it consumes me when it’s extremely difficult to acquire medication, instead of giving up because phone calls scary

#an hour and a half of my work day has been dedicated to this #honestly at this point it’s out of spite i take like 10mg twice a day #some insane part of me is like ‘oh there’s a shortage? this bullshit is def making other ppl with adhd give up but i am the alpha’#‘and i will persist and acquire the limited resource’#is this the medication or just my personality and the way i’ve developed with condition? who can say #but i’m not going to be beaten here #i will choose to go off of it but only if i genuinely think it’s the right call #and not bc i’m unwilling to do what i need to do to get it #only allowed to refill the day i run out every single month? i’ve got it hand me the phone and calendar #insurance changing coverage guidelines? doctor’s appointment made to get prior authorization or otherwise change dosage #widespread shortage? i will call every pharmacy in the area to figure out who has it this month #and call my doctor’s office as many times asking them to send it there #until they get it right after two inevitable failures #all in the same 7 hour period bc i’m legally only allowed to fill it when i’m literally about to be out of it #all while i have FUCKING ADHD

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minorillusion · 11 days

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Had a bad appointment with my psychiatrist this morning and didn’t even get my meds refilled 😔

#triangle talks #idk it was kind of both of our faults and I sent her an apology later #basically I was like hey I need to know if my meds are the cause of this issue I’ve had for like a decade because I don’t want to live like #this #and I got hit with the “well maybe it’s not the meds and maybe it’s just you being on your phone too much and listening to negative critici #sm #not that exactly but like as an example #and I was like #well those platitudes I’ve heard a thousand times #so it’s not very helpful to hear it now unless you’re going to work with me on building a plan to improve my life through these things #I just need analysis and questions and discussion and I am not getting it I’m paying you for meds but also to talk to you

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pansy2005 · 1 year

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anyway i’m posting a lot becuase in eight hours i will be receiving a call determining my fate re: the only job in my 5 month hunt and 100+ applications that i have had more than just a phone interview for and i am too nervous to sleep

#i have only had one other phone interview. it was last week #i’ve got another scheduled tuesday also #but. based on the conversations this first one would be a really good fit and i like how they’ve structured their department and like.#i actually. want to work there. as much as i want to work anywhere #and if i get a yes i can actually start the process of securing an apartment and making solid moving plans but if it’s a no. well.

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