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"Open marriage" is one of the most absurd yet elegant ways of admitting that you are an adulterer.
#marriage#txt#if your woman asks to have an open marriage with you brother she does not want your behind at all lmao#i'm referring to the ladies because in almost all the cases i've heard about an open marriage it's the woman who requested it#and some men really be like “yeah” . smh#it gives an essy out so when they go for somebody else they can hold thay card over your head since you allowed it to happen anyways#this is such a violation of marriage. “open marriage” hell outta here with that bullcrap
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got told today that my build looks like.... adoptive brother's did at this age...... peace on earth.........
#💥.txt#heart ERUPTS. okay!!! 💥💥👍 THANKS FINE OKAY............................. OK#so worried my weight fluctuating while I missed my T-gel made me look Not Man and then Actual Christ Alive tier compliment dropped.#bomb dropped atop my home and my house. OK#(guy with visibly broad shoulders and hairy arms voice) what if they think I'm a woman who is not a man or a guy.#(Compliment-er In Question voice)#hey what if I tied you to your brother who is somewhere out there in the world you've been lost from for years+#simultaneously cosmically tied to in every imaginable way yet don't have a clue what you'd say to him if you ever saw him again.#what if the parallel in question was a kind one that made you ache a little. then what.#the brother who of the few things you know one of them is that you were both the parent-proclaimed favorite once+#and simultaneously left behind by that same parent in one way or another.#the second being you are told that when you were born he loved you quickest of all.#then what. then what. then what then what th (ERUPTS)#SORRY. WHO SAID ALL. THAT.
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thought about an aelia x idalia arranged marriage au in a canon-divergent tevinter that isn't quite so homophobic and now i have to lay down.
#📢.txt#idalia's father seeing aelia's massive potential and betrothing his beloved young daughter to her an agreement to stand behind her#idalia being against the idea at first only to change her mind the moment she actually meets aelia in person#so it's aelia who has to warm up to the idea#which takes a while#because she is so deeply uninterested in her young bride#i'm 🥵🥵🥵🥵
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unrequited besties ( tar miriel and mairon )
#txt#the silmarillion#silmarillion#the silm#lotr#lord of the rings#sauron#mairon#annatar#tar mairon#tar miriel#the fact that sauron met miriel in trop s1 and jokingly call her the good queen#yeah the drama about to be juicy#i have personal hc for how tar mairon act around her#i think he's fond of her for her leadership#something he desire#so he try to get close to her during his zigur days but#miriel is not having any of his bullshit#i'm gonna write this one day#he will always trail behind her#like a lost puppy
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unsure if I'll ever get on a roller coaster bc even before I saw final destination 3 i couldn't help but think of smth going wrong and now, well.
#txt#im rewatching the series so i can see the newest c:#yes the logging truck scene from no. 2 comes to mind every time I'm on the highway or behind a big truck why do you ask#also roller coasters arent a huge thing here really? i think theyre defo around but not like a huge thing as far as im aware#also the whole signing yearbook thing. i dont think we even had a year book.#also the edgy guy in movie 3 is so clearly a jd heathers ripoff imo. from what i remember so will see if that memory stands up#also SPOTTED: the 'drink responsibly!' truck from 2 in the drive thru bit of 3#(i think its the same truck i cnf going back to check the logo rn but otherwise tis the same iirc)#the degrees of rube goldberg esque death sequences are also sooooo much i love them a bit
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Chilaios Kinktober day 10 - first time/virginity
#I'm sorry this is so short I really struggled with this one I'm falling behind might revisit this later#chilaios kinktober 2024#chilaios#dungeon meshi#mine#txt
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i wanna be a horror artist i wanna be a weirdcore artist i wanna be a character artist i wanna do instimate scenes between characters i wanna emulate lisa frank or rainbow brite or the last unicorn i wanna emulate 90s anime i wanna evoke '00s numetal i wanna evoke '10s sadboy music i wanna evoke catchy vocaloid music w disturbing lyrics i wanna be like j-horror i wanna make yaoi i wanna do surrealism i wanna do abstract i wanna do cartoony i wanna do anime/manga i wanna do illustrations i wanna do comics i wanna do animation i wanna stick to askblogs i wanna express every part of me y_y
#txt#im a complex tangle of a wide variety of influences and aesthetics and interests and foundations#and i feel like my art maybe reflects uuuuuuuuh 10% of it#maybe#i wish it was more im just STUPID#AND DONT KNOW HOW#ive studied for YEARS#whats the SECRET#when it comes to art im really like...not uh#i dont wanna say not good bc im not here trying to put myself down (entirely)#more like im just not as uhhmmm rrerrmrmrm refined? no thats not the word either like. i'm not really an Artist in the full sense of the wo#i feel like tons of ppl have a better idea of the fundamentals of art and i dont just mean the techniques and physical skillsets#i mean mental and even emotional#i feel really stunted and behind and have ever since college x_x#and ive been so lost on how to grow in anything but physical skill#like my anatomy knowledge and persepctive knowlsdge and etc etc etc#get better#but how to express myself? just gets worse tbqh#idk how to like...approach ART as a practician#and not just an observer#like i just wish my art was more ART and emotional and raw and stylistic and ME#and not just uhhhh literal scenes of characters#bc thats all my brain can conceptualize#i wanna thinK DEEPER RAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i wanna create art as deep as the art i like SEEING
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you should kill yourself if you spend 12 minutes sorting around your notes on your desk, making sure they look messy but also the prettiest ones are on top, posing your textbook open and having the most "academia" looking web page or lecture slides on your laptop screen before taking a picture and posting it on your social media story while quietly scrolling through songs to put with it.
#every time exam season comes around#people do this religiously#i hate it profusely it's so incredibly vain and pointless#you're like the people who go to the library for an epic study day and set up your big environment#only to sit on your phone for 5 hours#have the humility to be honest about your study habits and what works and what doesn't#i feel like its a form of cognitive dissonance this type of stuff and a form of lying to themselves#which is the one person you should always be brutally honest to#txt#i plan ahead and give myself so much extra time because i know my time efficiency is dogshit and i compensate for that#i try to avoid talking to other people about studying and i try to insulate myself when i am#of course for med school it's impossible not to talk about it as your classmates will bring it up in every third conversation#which opens the pandora's box of listening to other people talk about it which is atrocious as all people ever take away from it is#'oh my god everyone is doing so much more i'm so behind'#which isn't true everyone is in their own variation of hell just slightly different#i try to block it out completely when i can#med students have this annoying tendency to group themselves into these circles of self feeding despair and nervousness#i mean all of med insta is full of dogshit memes like this of the same 'le epic med stress' memes#kill yourselves you people are self fulfilling prophecies#josef lada ice these fools#to chce klid#as the man said#a taky trošku sebevědomí#and also not listening or giving a fuck what anyone else is doing#každý ma svůj systém a svůj styl#and have a life outside of this as well
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does anyone know of some essays comparing and contrasting camus & sartre's works and philosophy? i've just finished nausea and i'm extremely interested in existentialism and absurdism, so... is there anyone familiar with these authors who can give me some recs? 🤔
#admittedly i understood the theory behind nausea. the general concepts#but at some points i was like 'what is going on here????' lmao#you see. i'm a bit dumb 😔🤡 shhfdhhd#actually i've never really completed my education (i mean... yes i have a high school diploma. yes it's also Complicated™)#not in the conventional way. so idk much about modern philosophy or just... philosophy in general#after the ancient/medieval times (which i DID study in school)#it's also been some long ass time since i picked up a philosophy school text let's be honest. i'm very very rusted#so... some kind of (mostly) easy to get even for dumbasses like me essays or articles or whatever?#albert camus#jean paul sartre#val speaks#txt
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watching vids of people showing their commonplace journals / general journals and suddenly being hit with an intense wave of sadness because my life feels so dull and pathetic 😭 it's not even over anything major either it's just like... "i threw in some pics i took w/ my friend on this page" and i go... fuuuuck
#miles txt#now i wanna buy a cheap notebook i'll actually do stuff in#(every notebook i have i'm scared to write in bc they're too pretty.......)#but my car is blocked in the driveway and idk why that hit me with another wave of sadness like bnkfjbnbkj#i leave the house so insanely infrequently that it's a safe bet to park behind my car bc it's not like /I/ ever have anywhere to be or go#;_; even the IDEA of going to the store and buying a cheap notebook feels big and scary which is so ANNOYING and makes me angry at myself#ugh anyways. i'm inspired but i have nothing to do w/ that inspiration at the moment#i guess i can collect up scraps of Stuff i have to tape inside it.. when i have one.#bc i DO indeed keep random scraps of various things i think look cool and then i shove em in a drawer
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i can't stop listening to the 'purpose is glorious' track from this season's ost and thinking about how lovely the title and its meaning are. it's just such an amazing underlying theme in this show, and - while i do have criticisms about some of the choices made for the series finale - i really do feel the writers wholeheartedly delivered in sending that message home. for me personally, loki's ending is so gratifying and a large part of that is solely from viewing their arc's conclusion with the perspective of this theme in mind. to have spent years watching this character i hold very dear to my heart struggle to find belonging, to feel as though they matter and there is reason in their existence, finally get a chance to show - and recognize - their worth was so, so rewarding. and honestly, i think the message behind the phrasing of 'purpose is glorious' is all the more meaningful because of how loki's arc finished. yes, the outcome was bittersweet; yes, we're left knowing loki didn't get the happiness they undeniably earned after everything they'd gone through. it smarts something fierce to know their journey up until they deviated from their timeline and became a variant, as well as seen their eventual intended fate. the ache is only worsened after witnessing everything that happens within the TVA and the entirety of loki's character growth leading up to a redefining moment where they willingly choose to undergo a nightmarish amount of time in the endeavor to do the right thing. of course we want them to emerge victorious when they've struggled for so long, but that's not the point. loki's final moments are them forfeiting their right to a happy ending to preserve the stories of others because all stories matter and should inherently reserve the free will to be written; as sylvie says, loki makes their choice so their loved ones and life across the multiverse still have a chance to belong somewhere and embrace their place in the world. the take away is that even burden can be glorious. even with all the hardships of life - all the inevitable heartache, disappointment, and grief we encounter just by being alive - we have meaning in our existence. there is meaning in the trials we face, and the suffering we endure in order to overcome them. our pain gives us purpose; it gives us the ability to love, to grow from and for each other, and choose to sacrifice our happiness for the benefit of another. loki's purpose was forged in the bonds of those they met in their time at the TVA and the sense of value they gained from their companionship. their sacrifice perfectly conveys how the human capacity to love is one of cosmic greatness, which can ultimately surpass our instinctual desire to preserve one's self. we can move immovable mountains and challenge insurmountable adversity in behalf of the ones we love and their welfare. if that isn't an act deserving of glory, I don't know what is.
tldr; loki's purpose is the friends they made along the way = as the saying goes, 'tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all'. or: our own lives have purpose because of the connections we share with others, even when we are met with great loss.
#also this just shows the depth of love loki derived from knowing mobius and how they were changed for the better because of it#how mobius' initial - and repeated - acknowledgement of their potential is what gave them the necessary tools to rewrite their destiny#when loki first watches their fate on the sacred timeline their devastation is palpable; they now know they are meant to die -#at the hands of thanos after failing to save their brother -#after losing one last time#they see their final fate and know they were never meant to win; never to reach the respect and admiration theyve been chasing all this tim#but they're given a second chance at an ending - one they can be proud of and has meaning#and they SUCCEED; they ascend and take the throne not for power or control or even glory but because of the people they care for!!!!!!#loki accepts their burden with grace for the benefit of others; they escape the harrowing demise once preordained for them -#and while they mourn what they must leave behind they are fulfilled by the triumph of saving EVERYONE this time#the parallels between their sacred timeline ending and the finale's makes me way too emotional i am not okay#i have so many thoughts about the ost guahahauffh ignore me#i am obsessed with this track specifically like i want to write even more meta abt the significance of being used during mobius' last scene#okay these tags are way too long i'm shutting up now i'll see myself out#txt: icarus foaming @ the mouth analysis#char tags:#god of stories and faking death#peepaw from outerspace#loki meta#lokius#loki s2#loki season 2#loki spoilers#loki series#marvel#mcu#loki#Spotify
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Blinks heavily. One more day and then I don't have uni again til monday [< repeated like a mantra]
#sighs gravely. im so behind. i hate pose and expression sheets. i cant wait til this is over. i dont wanna go in tmrw#but i will. I WILL. but i think i might nap for now#in good news i bought myself so many treats today its crazy#and stuff is coming in the mail soon which I'm excited for. YAY#hope you are all having a good day as always. mwah#txt
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even just thinking abt wild kratts makes me feel so much better :') and i'm loving the madagascar arc <3
#.txt#the fucking. pirate costumes & accents they did. the cute moment where chris got startled and hid behind martin....blows them up<3#also i looked @the ep list for the rest of this season & there's a thylacine episode right at the end & i'm so unbelievably excited abt it!
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I cam't believe there are people who defend what Elsa did at the end of Frozen II. What she did is indefensible, no matter how many "trauma" and "longing for independence" excuses you want to use.
#elsa#disney#frozen ii#meta#disney meta#txt#what elsa did was ultimately a selfish decision and it spits on everything its predecessor stood for#“she was finding herself” all while leaving anna behind#listen i'm not saying that elsa has to LIVE for anna and that she can't be her own person#but the thing is that she could be her OWN person while still not being alone and with no one to ever support her#that was the point of her character#also why do elsa stans act like only elsa has trauma? that movie was all about what she wanted and it just completely push anna to the side#and she just had to accept despite her fighting so hard to stay together#screw anna's trauma i guess#the franchise was supposed to be about sisterly love but the sequel said “fuck that”#and went the typical “strong independent woman” route with elsa even though elsa is not that type of character#no matter how much fanon versions want to paint her as that#again the only thing this movie got for itself is the visuals animation and some of the music#because storywise it's a disjointed mess that contradicts what frozen is about#yes it's been nearly 6 years but that does not mean i can't talk shit
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very embarrassing to be my age n still have this childish of a view on life. not to mention that the way i act + talk is also childlike . i don't know how to change though lol
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I still have people from five years ago who are big fans of the book and recommend it to their friends on their own, which is kind of all you really want, for people to like your work enough that they feel that it’s changed them.
Another interview, this one in the Good Times!
#press#interviews#txt#important writing updates#You see why I'm behind...#Thanks so much to Josue Monroy!! I still owe you a boba trip...
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