#IM GOING CRAZ

[spoiledmilks]

GLITCHED OUT - chapter 2

to be continued

[anemonet]

HOLY FUCKING SHIT IM GONNA EXPLODE

[tickletails]

2D tickles

[mueritos]

its crazy how coming into clinical social work, i really just thought I was up against systems and cycles of trauma....but it turns out i'm up against those two things AND other therapists. the amount of work spent correcting mistakes from other clinicians--whether with clients or during the classroom--is fucking crazy.

i totally get we're all on different journeys in terms of being clinicians. but it is insane finding out day after day of therapists and clinicians saying the worst things ever to clients. demeaning them, telling them "it's all in their head", the racism and the ableism and harm that is caused. like no fucking wonder people are afraid to seek therapy (on top of the accessibility issues). while i'm a little biased and think that at the very least clinical social work training focuses on viewing people within their environments (so not engaging in the medical/individualist models of practice that a lot of counseling programs focus on), that doesn't mean it gives every person the skills to be an effective therapist. i'm also not saying i'm the best clinician ever--I'm literally in training--but boy! it is jarring seeing how some of my peers interact in class and wondering...is that how you are with your clients??

my social work program at the very least also has a focus on anti-racism, but i know students from other programs and some of them don't even mention racism AT ALL and focus entirely on diagnosing people "correctly", or finding the perfect form of therapy to use on a client. but man, what none of these programs teach are basic life skills. wanting to be a clinician isn't enough, especially considering that an inhumane amount of people in my program are 1. so nervous about making mistakes that they lose scope of their practice 2. have so much internalized racism/white guilt to work thru 3. or they have absolutely no listening skills.

again, im not trying to make it seem like I am the number 1 clinician in the world ever. I don't even have a psych background or bachelor's in social work. my reasons for going into social work are quite selfish (I want a job that is very flexible, easily transferable, and can be done in different contexts), and the helping people part is just a plus. i'm just saying it's very jarring seeing other people in training and realizing they too are working with clients. i have conversation after conversation about these issues with other BIPOC/queer/marginalized clinicians, so I know i'm not the only person worried about some of the people that will be out of this program in a few years practicing on their own or with vulnerable populations.

[halo-lll-odst]

kissed my pc goodnight and it beeped at me happily

[dirt-str1der]

That fanart of kiryu getting fingerblasted and he’s wearing nothing but his watch always makes me so fucking horny i was to explode

[witchblade]

the art deco + objectivism themes apparently being completely unrelated divine psychic visions from levine is gonna make me explode

[shopcat]

another (steve) playlist btw .. sexy bloody puppy

[imaginesomethingrand]

Funny how I'm so not like the "typical American", I'm interested in other countries, I want to learn about them, learn all history

I read books about other countries and history for fun (or at least, leisure, on my own time,, bc i want to learn.)

Like, I don't get it. We are big and vast and protected by large seas... but why wouldn't you want to learn about other places? Why wouldn't you want to learn another language for instance?

I also collect languages. I mean, I want to learn all the languages. They're all interesting and unique. I want to learn all the languages on duolingo but I have to pick and choose.

I have to pick and choose the countries I learn about too. Narrow down how much....

What do I do w this tho? Ironically I'm pretty isolated and i have like no money to go anywhere. If i could like be international expert or something somehow-- what could I do with all this wanting to learn -- (other than just doing it but maybe i have this for a purpose? When there are so few people in this country that have this interest... I do see how insular they are, incurious [it's not all of course... I just don't know where they are. The silliness of ppl always having to relate another country's issue to an American one....] -- other than writing about it in my stories-- but how can I truly know a place until i go there--)

[hopeful-bat]

Looking at Star Trek Mission Seattle with a poker face and tears streaming down my face whispering oh my god oh my god oh my god

[squoxle]

Enhypen Legal Line as Kinks 18+

❤️‍🔥pairing: Enhypen L.L.!bf x Reader!gf | ❤️‍🔥wc: 500| ❤️‍🔥summary: Enhypen Legal Line and their kinks with you...IMO |❤️‍🔥cw: 🔞MDNI!! sexual innuendos

💄희승 | Heeseung — role play = kinky dress-up sex — hot omg help:

I can really see this as one of Heeseung’s kinks. I’m sure he’s got some more, but this is definitely one.

Heeseung would want you to surprise him in your new sexy outfit. He’d literally brick up almost instantly when he sees you. After that, he’s gonna fuck your brains out while telling you how you’re such a ‘good girl’ for him. DONT FORGET TO STRIPTEASE FOR HIM…otherwise he’ll be the one ripping your clothes off.

“You look so pretty when I fuck you.”

“Mmm, good girl,” he smirks before smacking your ass.

😈제이 | Jay — ddlg = alpha dom — dominant, passionate:

Jay is such a husband. I feel like most of the time sex with him would be very romantic.

But when he wants to spice things up, he knows how to rough you up. I can see him taking control in the bedroom.

Jay would come home from work and find you waiting on the bed for him to dominate you.

“Hope I didn’t keep you waiting too long,” he’d smirk before removing his belt to tie your hands.

“I couldn’t wait to come home so I could fuck the shit out of you.”

🤤제이크 | Jake — edge play = overstimulation — kinky, playful, horny:

I feel like Jake is the type of guy who loves to play so edging is right up his alley.

Whether he’s overstimulating you or being overstimulated himself, he loves the sensation of nearly exploding and teasing the hell out of you.

Jake would get you in the mood by randomly caressing your intimate places.

“I know you want me as bad as I want you,” Jake would whisper in your ear before gliding his fingers across your pussy.

“I love it when I tease you and you beg for more.”

🫦성훈 | Sunghoon — 24/7 kink = permanent consent to sexual advances — possessive, dominant, horny:

I know I’m not the only one who sees Sunghoon as a hyper sexual person.

On top of his high sex drive, I think he is the type to want to use you as his little sexdoll that he can fuck whenever he pleases. His possessiveness adds to his dominance as he loves to degrade you and praise you at the same time.

“You’re such a slut for me…and I love it.”

“Ugh. You’re making me so horny right now I just wanna bend you over and fuck you.”

😳선우 | Sunoo — praise = he likes to give and receive words of affirmation — shy, apprehensive, crazy once u get him going:

Sunoo is pretty shy and I see that trait bleeding into his sex life.

I feel that you may have to initiate sexual activity most of the time. Not that he’s disinterested, it’s just that he’s too shy to admit that he wants it. But once he gets started he goes wild.

You give him the ‘im horny’ gaze and he instantly blushes. So you start to rub his inner thigh, just enough to get him started.

“Ngh. You ride me so good, Baby.”

😏정원 | Jungwon — voyeurism = likes an audience — teasing, playful, wild:

I don’t know what it is…but something about Jungwon reminds me of Heeseung. I feel like he either wants someone to watch him fuck you or watch you fuck someone else.

I could see one of the other members walking in while you two are fucking and instead of telling them to leave he wants them to stay and watch.

“I wanna make you scream my name.”

“Mmm, I could fuck you like this all day.”

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[marksbear]

How about nate jacobs x male reader where they skip class to have sex inside the locker room, and reader though about doing something daring so he manhandle nate and walked toward the empty hallway fucking him there. Reader just laughed it off watching the panicking nate can't do anything, scared someone will see them. Maybe someone did see them but reader just shush him and walked back inside the locker room

I'm on the Job!

warnings! Public sex, cheater Nate, manhandling, Top male reader, spit as lube, short but not to short, strong male reader

NATE JACOBS X MALE READER

This wasn't the first time you did this. Well fuck Nate Jacobs. You two had this agreement at some random party in the bathroom just to do one another some face but things went south to you bending him over the sink.

Ever since that day Nate never left you alone. I mean you took his gay sex virginity he couldn't leave you alone. He was in some deep shit with Maddy and Cassie when you two had done it. Of course you regretted it at first because you and Maddy were like sisters and brothers. But pleasure overcame the guilt and regret.

Now it was almost like four times a week you and him sneak off to fuck in some bathroom or locker room.

This time the two of you were going to your regular spot in the locker room but you couldn't handle the urge any more. He had been teasing you all day and you wanted to get your revenge in your own little way. "Hey! Y/n are you even listening! I swear-" You cut him off by kissing him and slamming his back into the wall. He tries to pull away and shouts out a "What the hell man what are you doing! are you craz-" You cut him off again kissing his as roughly and deeply you can. You unbuckle his pants and shove your hand in his underwear jerking him off. You finally pull away letting Nate catch his breath "W-what are you doing mmm fuck! A-are you insane!" You laugh with an evil smirk and flip Nate's stomach to the wall harshly and causes him to moan. "Y/n L/n I swear to Ooh shi-shit. Fuck!! Nate shouts as you shove two fingers inside of him stretching him out as fast as you can. Once you think hes ready you spit onto your cock and slide it in his ass causing Nate to moan out like hes a virgin. Your thrust is sloppy and fast not caring about Nate and only looking for his prostate to make him be louder. Once you find it you abuse and hit the spot over and over. Nate mouth and chin are cover in drool as you fuck the life out of him moans "Yes yes yes!! fuck me" "Use me like im some cheap whore." and some more sentences that don't sound correct. Nate was too much in bliss to hear a gasp but you did and turn around just for you to calm down when you noticed it's just one of your close friends.

You turn him around and pick him and ask him to wrap his legs around you. Once he does you walk back towards the locker room while still fucking him walking.

[hughes-hischier]

H.O.L.Y - Jack Hughes

Based off the song "H.O.L.Y" by Florida Georgia Line

Seeing your boyfriends smiling and it reminding you how you feel in love with him.

"You're an angel, tell me you're never leaving. Cause you're the first thing I know I can believe in. You're holy, holy, holy, holy. I'm high on loving you, high on loving you."

"Come here!" Jack giggles while hugging his brothers. Quinn had just gotten drafted and you haven't seen Jack this touchy and happy with his brothers in awhile. His little laughs and cute cheeky smiles, just made your day. It reminded you of one of the reasons you fell in love with Jack.

He had the most perfect smile ever. Once you seen him smile you couldn't help but smile too. He lights up every room he is in. "Hey love." Jack says snapping you out of your thoughts. "Hi." You softly say giving him a hug. "Whatta ya thinking bout?" He questions.

"Just how perfect you are." You could see Jack smile. "You're the sweetest." Jack kisses your forehead. "Alright love birds, we are trying to pick where to go to dinner at. At least wait until we get home." Luke says sassly.

"Whatever." Jack laughs. "shouldn't we be letting Quinn pick, since it is his big day?" You questioned. "Nah I really don't care. I'm just really hungry. Just pick some where fast or I'm leaving to go somewhere myself." Quinn laughs.

After dinner with the Hughes and your parents, you and Jack get away for a bit. Sitting outside in the backyard, and it being really late. Jack told you to head out and that he would be out soon after. You just laid on the blanket that laid in the grass looking up at the stars, counting how many really did shine.

"Hi." Jack says softly laying down next to you. He holds out a bag of cookies. Just plain sugar cookies remembering you aren't to big on most sweets and cookies. "Thank you." You kiss his forehead. "Mhm" He hums.

"Why'd why wanna come out here so late?" You question him. "Just wanted to spend some time with you because you know.." Jack laughs remembering Luke saying from earlier that day.

Jack lays his head on your stomach has you play with his hair. "This is nice." Jack says softly sounding a bit tired. "We should head in J, you sound tired."

Jack stands up to take your hand. You both head inside and cuddle until he falls asleep. Leaving you with your thoughts on how you got the best boyfriend.

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This is so bad but with school starting I want to post something before I prob go ghost because I'm gonna try to stay with good grades so me and Luna can go to a Devils game together. So this is kinda js yea LMAO im prob just gonna post insta edits and stuff for a bit k bye bye

for these craz ppl who are on ft with me rn laughig while i listen to Nick Jonas @brookisboring @lunaaaaaa-nothere

[fanficfanatic000]

(Handmade for me) E.M.6

Eddie Munson x best friend plus sized reader

18+ don't read if a minor

Trigger warning ( read if you dare )

Summary Reader is a plus sized young adult female Who lived in Hawkins her whole life was a outcast in school only has three friends Robin. Steve and eddie. But your best friend is eddie munson. Just your friend right???...You work at a bar as a bartender usually serving drinks from rugged bikers to just turned twenty one first drinkers... until that night.... when it all when wrong......

"He gulps "it was meant for you..." his eyes dropped to the floor and his face fell even more.. he wrote that for you not her....."I know we are friends but i just wanted to tell you for so long even when you dont feel the same...." You Not Feel The Same?Yeah right... "Eddie i-i do feel that way.. you've been driving me fucking craz–"He grabbed you by the hips and pulled you against him facing you. His eyes on your lips "can i kiss you?" You crashed your lips to his. His taste intoxicating and sweet You pull back realizing he smells like weed "whats wrong y/n?" He looks for an answer "eddie are you high?" His blown pupils looking at you "No‐" he says no but all signs pointing to yes makes you think otherwise "i should get home..." You run from his grasp but he followed you and wouldn't leave.. "i-mm not high princess!" He pleaded you stop and give him the all knowing look "really you eddie not high at all.." "no not a bit not at all"You still can't believe him not when he has a girl like her to like him.. "you eddie have the perfect girl in you're palm but wants me i Know you're fucking high... or drunk!!"Tears filling your eyes.. your voice breaking a little "y/n that girl is some random i invited because my band needs some fans so i told her about tonight and... im not high at all i havent been for days... and what makes you think you're not what i want?" He asked... "e–ddie look at me im not thin im not a normal girl.....how could you want this..." he grabbed your hands and brought them to his mouth to kiss them softly "your not thin but thin doesn't mean perfect or beautiful or pretty thin just fucking means thin and yeah you're not normal your like a fucking alien thats way to perfect to be here. And how could i want you? Well lets see.. you're like a song a song i could listen to over and over without getting tired or annoyed just a perfect harmony... made for me...hand fucking crafted just... for... me" and like that you were convinced almost "then why are your pupils blown out?" He smirked "well it could be because of a certain thing you're wearing......" his eyes go to your red tank top "i always make sure that if you're making me kinda turned on...i get high.... so you wouldn't think anything of it.... " he blushed red "wait you got high to hide the fact that your eyes do..... that!?" He nodded "but it definitely makes it harder to hide some thoughts...." Your mind blips back -i know im high i just want this.- "edward you sly dog!" You loved it though you really doHe grabs you and kissed you harshly. "Hehe i should help clean up the stage but one more " he grabbed you and kissed you softly and slow then he began to walk to the stage you noticed red familiar underwear in his back pocket "EdWard are those mine!?" His face red as he pushed them back in his pocket

"Welp you're mine now princess"

Eddie the sly dog 😏

The end hope you enjoyed comment what you thought

[hoolyelina]

had some silly lil rp where achoo found the cage and we had a big confrontation and craz said some horrendous shit as per usual (like using the fact that achoo still loves them and telling bugs that no one will ever care and love them as much as he does (-.: ) then chased bugs in a forest and let them both go after like 2 hrs

they got out and im currently expecting raz to get executed or smth, pls report this guy to the authorities, there is so much crazy shit i just forgot to screenshot, like raz telling bugs that if she ever dies for good he will find her body (maybe implying hed eat it), also i started a little poetry book so thats fun maybe youll see that one day

love achoo and bugs dearly i love roleplaying with these guys, gonna tell my kids this was exile

[iloveslllycatss]

## "𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐏𝐀𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘"

𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 ! 𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘣𝘺 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘯𝘦 𝘹 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘴 ! 𝘍𝘖𝘙 𝘔𝘓 𝘏𝘈𝘉𝘐𝘉𝘛𝘐 𝘕𝘈𝘋𝘖𝘖𝘕 @sttarzxx 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬, the paraghraph text and response to it was copy and pasted from me and the dude this happened to me withs chat......... 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 ! 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵 2 𝘧𝘭𝘶𝘧𝘧, 𝘋𝘠𝘐𝘕𝘎 𝘐𝘕𝘚𝘐𝘋𝘌 (𝘫𝘬)

"im gonna do it. im gonna text him."

you were on vc with your best friend. for context, you had a crush. a MASSIVE crush on a boy named robby. you had liked him for 2 years now, the only bad thing? you guys were barely friends. you guys had a class together, and he would always talk to you (hed call u weird when u declared you were spiderman.).. all until you left school for second semester. you hadnt seen robby in about 6 months, but you still liked him (attachment issues go hard). u guys used to text, too. itd mostly be u texting with double chats and him replying in a dry way... but u still liked him AHAHA, so 2 days ago.. you asked your friend for his number...

"hey"

you texted, and he replied right away

"hi"

after that, you guys had texted for 5 minutes, asking things like "hru" or "wyd" until he finally said

"who even are u?"

your eyes widened seeing this, and you were a pussy, so you said

"im f/n (fake name)"

you guys, for another day kept texting back and fourth.. the only thing is, you acted like u didnt have a clue who he was, what he liked, and what he did.

"i do karate, i think its cool to have balance in your life and karate gave me that."

..... you already knew that, but you couldnt help but act like u didnt.

it was like u two havent met eachother. but little did u know, he was observant as fuck.

"you know u remind me of someone, u text the same as her. her name is y/n"

he said, and ur eyes widened. u couldnt believe that he had memorized your texting style. but you were a pussy, so u denied it.

a couple days go by and u guys still text, you overthink everything he says and you were starting to think your friends were getting tired of you ranting ab it to them all the time. there was this one time where u two had been talking, and the convo? it wasnt good. at all.

"k"

he said, and you furrowed ur eyebrows...

"WYM K?? THATS LIKE THE DRIEST MESSAGE EVER"

....

"yeah ik"

...... what? you couldnt believe it. was he bored of u already? were u being too annoying? were u just a bother?

your heart sunk, and u felt ur knees go weak. not weak in a "i just folded" typa way, but in a "im gonna kms" typa way.

your thoughts kept flooding with things like "i just annoyed him" or "he doesnt want to talk to me anymore." and you wanted to cry.

you start to rant ab it to your friends, balling ur eyes out as u do, you were in ur head about it, letting it get to you. your hands trembled as u typed about it to your friends. you had always been insecure about your personality, not wanting ppl to see u as too much or crazy. so u finally replied to him.

"ok"

its been 15 since youve been on delivered (or read, he didnt have read recipts on)

u desperately wanted to talk to him so u sent anotyher message

"hihii"

when he replied, you got so happy u forgot about the fact that you were crying about him the night before. but the thing is, he would leave u on read the whole day, and it stressed u out.

everyone had been telling u to just tell him who u were, and to stop being a pussy. hell, even snap ai wasnt on your side. so u write a paragraph, wanting to send it to him

"hi robby, so ive been feeling kinda bad recently for this and i hope u forgive me and that this doesnt ruin our 'friendship' kinda thing going on, basically i lied ab like a couple things and i feel bad IFDJNEJN so uh im y/n (u guessed right kinda craz) and IK I LIED AB NOT KNOWING B/F/N BUT I FELT LIKE ITD BECOME AWKS and stuff, f/n is my online name since ion give my real name out (and its a nickname my freinds call me), im sorry for acting like i didnt know who u were i was just being a pussy difjejfn but the truth is i asked b/f/n to send me a bunch of (school name) numbers and u was like the only person (other than 2 girls) who texted me back and I DIDNT KNWO IT WASS U AT FIRST but when u told me who u were i didnt know how to keep the 'friendship' going (r we friends??? idek atp) nd ik this is gonna make everything awkward and stuff but uh yeah im really really sorry for lying 2 u and i hope we can still b friends lol (ts up 2 u//im coming back next year too so idk if that helps EKJFNEIJNF)"

SENT !

... you were stressing atp, would he block u? would he be dry? would he ghost u? say "oh ok"? call u weird and tell everyone?

you didnt know how to feel, you wanted to cry. you were in ur head about this whole situation and u couldnt help but overthink. so u turn to your best friends, wanting-- no, needing reassurance. they continue to tell u its okay and that he wont break your heart. but you cant help it, that feeling. that feeling of your heart sinking, the feeling of the lump that forms in your throat, the feeling where you just want to feel better. but you cant. you were paranoid. you were tearing up. but you forced yourself not to cry, u didnt wnat to be a crybaby, but u couldnt help it. the tears had already formed and started to fall, your vision fogging up and your eyelashes wet. you couldnt believe u thought ur lifew could be like a wattpad love story. you were cracking your knuckles and picking at the skin around your cuticles, something u did when u were stressed. you then went to bed, hoping everything would be okay.

the next morning u wake up. the first thing u do is check every other social media and dm before his, you had a feeling he was gonna make u cry (again).

when u finally open the text, your whole expression lights up.

"I mean I suspected it and I am personally fine with the lie you told and yea I can forgive u but as you know I am a dry texter"

you were so happy. u couldnt believe it. you quickly change his contact name back from "oh" to "ROBBYYY! <33" and you smiled so big your jaw started to hurt

maybe there was a chance.

@/ilovesillycats

plz dont copy my work 😞