#IMLOSINGMYMIND

[jomindraws]

New decoration I drew for outside the dorm. Title: Olivia and the Courier need swiss cheese. Medium: expo marker on whiteboard.

[thebolterisme]

ill teenage girl

For the past two years I´ve been feeling extremly tired and fatigued and overall in pain, but for some reason i tought it was normal and everyone felt that way so i never told anyone how awfull i always felt. But recently that feeling had became worser and impated my life in all possible ways. At this moment I can´t do anything without being in constante pain, tiredness and stress, so i decided to finally tell my mom because i became aware that the way i felt and the way i was living my life was everything but healthy and normal. I gave her a list with all of the symptoms i had and suprisingly she showed concern, wich was weird because i was sure i was just being dramatic, I also told her that I´ve did some digging and my symptoms match POTS symptoms peerfectly. Looking trought all the books, websites and videos felt like I was playing bing, every new symptom it said it was also something I felt on a daily basis.

My mom booked a lot of appointments, and consoults, and exams, and a buch of other stuff so I can be diagnosed. I already know I have tachycardia and hypermobility wich sucks to live with but feels so good to know about it and be able to do something, the problem is that those two dieseses don´t explain everything I feel so we´re still searching.

Tomorow i have an orthopedic consoult and I´m so nervous. I always get nervous with doctors because i forget what I wanted to say so I seem like some annoying little kid who only wanted to ditch school and the doctors start talking in a way like they know what I feel better than me and that I actualy don´t feel pain and it´s all in my head, and as a sensitive and easily maniputated person that makes me think they could be right and I´m only doing all of this to get attention after all they´r professionals and know what they are doing so who am I do question? But then I think why would i fake feeling like shit 24/7, not being able to hang out with my friends, struggling to do the most basic things, getting bad results at school because I cant focus, feeling nausea the entire time and wayyy more things????

WHY WOULD I BE FAKING THIS????????????????

Tomorow I´m going to a doctor I´ve never been before so I´ll be praying he´s able to do his job and help me feel a little bit better.

[moonymuses]

₊⊹ guidelines

requests are currently . . . open!

who i write for . . .

finnick odair tobias “four” eaton james potter regulus black remus lupin peter parker (mcu & tasm) ravi singh steve harrington tangerine hobie brown steve rogers pietro maximoff

and many more! feel free to send in characters not listed on here, i’ll write it if i like it!

what i will & won’t write . . .

will write: angst, fluff, hurt/comfort, canon-typical-violence/intensity (like in THG, MCU, divergent, etc), specific-reader-trait reqs (i.e shy!reader), female characters,

won’t write: nsfw, smut, dark themes, male!reader, inappropriate age gaps, weird tropes (see trope list for more info), real people,

request guidelines . . .

do not send in NSFW, weird reqs, dark themes, male!reader, or generally weird reqs that don’t fit my guidelines!

if i’m uncomfortable with your request, i will delete it.

forgive me for slow responses, i lead an annoyingly busy life and sometimes forget what apps are on my phone. and sometimes i’m just not in a writing mood.

i’ll always try my best to deliver with requests! have some grace please if i don’t get it exactly right, i’m just a girl

please be kind!

trope list . . .

no

- inappropriate age gaps

- pregnancy/surprise pregnancy tropes

- love triangle

- weird power dynamics

- forced marriage

[cedar-treetea]

This is Keith and he’s my new comfort character I love him very much. Here’s a voice claim too!

If you get the apron reference I love you

[starvampp]

pretty things

i love pretty things. i love soft skin and plush lips. i love long hair and delicate flower petals. i love the colour pink, i love the way gold catches the light and how perfume smells on warm skin. i love the sound of dulcet laughter and angelic instruments. i love nature- the sun, the moon and each star in the universe. i love the tiny delicacy of life and how it is mediated by biology. i love the undeniable unity of being human, its instinctual pull to help and love one another. i love being full of love and wanting to share it in any and all ways.

i love pretty things.

[thatsimp21]

Has anyone ever had goofy or strange dreams?

[casually-slips-into-coma]

being so normal about this [[[imlosingmymind]]]

[applejuicecore23]

i hate instagram why are other people's comment sections like "youre so gorgeous so pretty can u have my children" and mine is like 🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗

comparison is the theft of joy and i am a kleptomaniac #imlosingmymind

[bumble-the-sun-bee]

HSUHDDHHDHR HOLY SHIT THIS IS BEAUTIFUL SEHBDD *SOBS* /VPOS

Constellations

@bumble-the-sun-bee

(tap for better quality <3)

[rinakuxx]

Anyone else feel like scurrying into a little hole cuz the ADHD meds are working but by working I mean only the side effects instead of helping me be a functional adult ;-;

#adhd #neurodivergent #imlosingmymind

[mehamang]

i need a girlfriend imlosingmymind

[deviantpiper-shaw]

god if only mtv scream focused on piper and her background story a tiny bit more.

it would've been so fucking good to see her side too, how she managed, how she got out of that awful orphanage, how she came up with the idea of the podcast - was it literally just part of the huge plan to take revenge on the duvals?, how did she and kieran meet?, flashbacks of the times she and audrey went over piper's father's story and how life treated them so harshly, etc. like there is SO much potential there and unless there's gonna be a season 3 to hope in for something like that, it's all incredibly good potential gone to waste..

i also wish they spent a little longer on the final showdown at the dock.

also would've loved to see how kieran rescued piper's body. when the hell did he even do that? cause like,, doesn't the human body start the process of decomposing the moment everything stops? was piper still alive when she was shot the second time and she just gave up?

[sunnirainbow]

how do u stop feeling fucking jealoussssssssss

[beebaha]

My mom thought the "Revenge" by captain sparkles was a backstreet boys song.

[lenarockerhall]

Playing the piano! Learning new tunes! Nothing like Rachmaninov!!!! #pianist #missaudrey #quarantinelife #imlosingmymind https://www.instagram.com/p/CPEzdoGF0Rg/?utm_medium=tumblr

[loonangells]

they're two sides of the same coin, i cant do this anymore

#haladriel #twinflames #imlosingmymind #i can't stop thinking about them #theringsofpower