#IT KEEPS REBLOGGING TO MY MAIN BLOG

[bubblegumr1ck]

coloured version with an actual background coming when i feel like getting around to it

[the-writing-mobster]

Hey guys! This is gonna be a tough post but I just need somewhere to vent a bit, I've been through the ringer this past week. This is kind of a personal post too? So by all means scroll by if you don't want to read stuff about medical emergencies...

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Kay. So... I had to take my mother to the ER due to complications with a recent surgery. Scary. Emotional. Exhausting.

Recovery for her will be a long and very difficult journey. Painful. She's doing better now and she gets stronger everyday but it's still a deep concern for me. I know the first week after she's released from the hospital will be extremely tough for everyone, especially her.

Personally, I've been really emotional. Crying on and off. Trying my best to be strong for her. So tired. So tired.

We were hit with a bombshell that she could have cancer, but the very next day were relieved to hear pathology reports showed the mass that'd been removed last week was benign, so that's def one less thing to worry about and a huge weight lifted off our shoulders....

All that being said — Honestly?

I could really use some kind words. Encouragement to help me get back into the right mindset to continue with art and writing. That's my safe space, you know?

Anyway, thank you all, and thank you to my wonderful mutuals who have been listening to me vent these past couple of days.

🫶🏻

[ashipiko]

!!! A3! FANDOM!!!!! if you hear me……. do you guys think it would be better if I made an a3! sideblog?🤔

[daily-linkclick]

thank you everyone for following this blog for the daily doodles! i think i'll officially stop the daily doodles (for now) but i'll still be uploading doodles from time to time! i'm so happy to see a lot more link click fans on tumblr, and to see a lot more people appreciate the trio and the stories they touch :]

[mxtxfanatic]

I know you didnt share you fandom journey for sympathy BUT, I am sending you a big, tight, inescapable hug. You can never get away from it even if you tried. I can and i will smother you in affection so that piece of shits so obsessed with things you like and facts you remember (unlike them) can stay far away and unseen. I am so sorry, I only joined the fandom a few months ago and I never realized how toxic this fandom could be. Filtering doesnt help much, hell staying off social media doesnt either because bullshit is everywhere in large doses. You and your friends are so strong for going through this and still coming out as amazing fandom creators and people. I am glad I see you on my tl. Thank you for all you do, including danfic night (again, try and pry it away from my cold dead hands...i have dead nmj's strength ok?) and being the absolute sweetest person even in DMs!

P.S. I've been curious for a while, have I seen your main around?? like i am nosey who's the amazing person behind this blog do i know them do i follow them am i in a server with them do they-

Awww, you are too sweet 🥺🥺🥺 Yeah I don’t usually talk about my history in this fandom unless it’s relevant, but since I’ve been seeing the subtle shift in the atmosphere in terms of how the new readers are willing to hold discussions and challenge the age old fanons that have since been encoded as fandom law, I figured now would be a good time to let folks know that the issue with jc stans is not new, not exclusive to fights about the “canon jc” tag (which was made on their insistence that we vacate the main tags, something they will now not admit), and has more wide-reaching consequences that you will just never know if the first time you entered the mdzs fandom was when 7seas started releasing it.

(I even forgot to bring up how the 7seas translator got called out for peddling fanon on her metas and mistranslating the actual novel to fit said metas, only to block the people who pointed it out. 7seas had to put out a statement acknowledging the myriad of mistranslations and promising to fix the mistakes (fixes still pending), and that translator has yet to put out another translation with any other publisher since.)

I’m glad that I found this corner of the fandom before I officially joined, and I’m glad that other readers, in turn, find my blog and feel like it’s a safe space to discuss the novel, even if we don’t always agree. It makes me feel like making this blog has actually been a good thing, rather than me just yelling into the void like was the original plan lol. As much bullshit as there is, it’s nice to be able to discuss my favorite stories with different people who love the story for the same reasons I do. And luckily for me, my self-worth isn’t tied into being liked by or feeling superior to people I have no respect for.

[pseudophan]

i just lost two followers and it's making me laugh because judging by my most recent posts i assume they were diehard royalists? or at least people holding the british royal family in an unusually high regard? cry about it i guess idk, i do find it funny that you give a fuck though

on this note though of my followers holding different beliefs than me - if you're a terf? please kill yourself! i don't usually give a fuck because i just don't have it in me to start a war with everyone i disagree with but like. truly. if you hold any kind of prejudice against trans people whatsoever. fuck off from my blog lol i don't want you here

[lucalicatteart]

cannot resist using the polls to make up a little collaborative story lol.. Not sure how much I can keep it up with my low energy/health problems lol, but I'll try to draw a new picture (+ write a small text blurb and new action options to vote on) each day based on the past day's results, at least for a while. Kind of like a 'sketch a day' type challenge, except story based with votes choosing what happens next. :0

[kamenridermach]

more princeposting

[4me2knowandyou2findout]

Got jump scared today by the back of a energy drink can.

Suddenly Ghost was staring back at me from this can’s ad campaign and I was like ‘haha that looks like Ghost’ and then I remembered that he’s a popular character… and the saw the can said ‘call of duty’ on it.

So I sort of shifted form ‘ha there is no way’ to the emotions of:

SIMON?? My babygorl??? What are doing here?

[askbrasil]

"are you back???"

YESN'T

[zombehzombeh]

havent posted on this blog in a while uhhh hav a tord doodle

[stardestroyer81]

Do you? 💙✨

(Userbox edit lovingly crafted by my amazing sister @stephysalcido!)

[chooseyourpaws]

why the hell did i get 2 scam palestine asks in the same breath… i know theyre scams bc one didnt even have any punctuation or links and the other was still in its quotations 💀

[whumpy-wyrms]

I LOVEEEE ART

[jordanlihive]

Wasn’t surprised to find out the actor of HL supports Israel as I’ve heard some very 🤨 things about him.. but then I heard jack quaid and starlight do too.. fell to my knees finding out about frenchies actor being a zionist and was in the idf AND was in a show where he was a soldier hunting down a Palestinian..

[fightingthetides]

2024 Vday/Wday Delivery!

((I have a tradition of doing something for Vday/Wday on my blogs. Here’s how it works, reply to this post with a gift your muse will gift mine for Valentine's day and i’ll write a reaction to them receiving said gift. My muse might return the favor on Wday (March 14). Please reply in the following: your muse name (if multi) [The gift, my muse, au if applicable]. Examples down below:

Muse A [a brush, Sesshomaru, modern-verse]

Muse B [a bunny plush, Ravein, KHR-verse]

Muse C [a rose, Daemon]

Note: unlike previous years, I won’t keep this open for all my muses nor all verses on this blog. There will be restrictions, which are as follows:

Sesshomaru, ONLY his modern verse setting (Ceo, or Yakuza)

No ghosties, so Daemon will be in the timeline where he's still 'alive'

YES, you may send gifts to my secret private muses as well (Ie Hibari, Lambo, and Fon)

There is NO CAP. You can send in as many requests as you want. Multimuse blogs can send in requests for multiple muses. Go ham. DESTROY my fingers. 

-Neo/An))