#IT'S MAKING ME CRAZY

[nostalgicmania]

This edit

THIS MF EDIT

I am currently screaming, crying hysterically!

How can you do something like this like GOD HELP ME

[deathsbestgirl]

i have the hardest time watching paper clip. scully's guilt over melissa, the fact she lost her older sister. they were so different but she turned to missy for guidance and missy always encouraged her to make her own path (it's not his life, dana) and to pay attention to the journey (what she would have missed). scully was looking to touch lives because of missy's words and she had such a hard time not having evidence of it.

a little sister losing their older sister makes sense, but it was horrible & violent and she was killed in scully's place. scully is older than melissa will ever be, her life cut extremely short.

scully gets a visit from her father, he speaks to her when she's in a coma. the only message she gets from melissa from beyond the grave guides her to emily — as she's grappling with the fact she can't have kids and realizing how desperately she does want it.

melissa & mulder had so much in common, and we're still so different. they came at it from different perspectives. mulder, it's the paranormal. missy, it's spiritual & human. and later, scully rediscovers a piece of melissa in reyes. (she rediscovers herself in doggett and gives up a child, later loses him.)

a little sister without her big sister, not having her to turn to when she's been there her entire life, when she needs that perspective & guidance from someone who's always known her. not having anyone to argue with, an easy target when she's struggling with too many emotions & pain (someone who won't take it too personally). her sister who kept the family together, linked. even with as different as she was. to lose melissa the way she did, never getting true justice or answers. never being able to let go.

it's different than losing a younger sibling. the responsibility older siblings have to care for their younger siblings, and what failing does to a person. scully still feels that.

melissa understood there was danger. she was going to be with scully because she could sense it — and took a bullet intended for scully. something i fully believe melissa would have done if that's what it came to.

[blackknight-100]

I'm sorry, but I'm obsessed with the fact that in all this drama Alice found a place to carve out this dynamic

[just-another-nerd-blog]

I'm going a little bit feral over the fact that Trapper left Hawkeye with a kiss.

[kerryweaverlesbian]

I wish we had more Sam and Claire scenes, maybe there will be more further into season 11, because the fact that they were both abandoned by destiny. Is making me vibrate on frequencies henceforth unknown to man.

[satturn]

the unreliable memory unreliable narrator show is making me insane.

[yamisnuffles]

Got a new computer after about 8 years and it's been great... except for the one thing it was purchased for. Photoshop keeps crashing and usually I'd just roll back the install but it's new so that's all there is on it. I just want to draaaaaaw.

[wu-kongs]

at work. thinking of macaque being wukong's perfect little doll. not out of wukong's desire, but macaque is on some freak shit. he wants to be perfect for wukong. wants to be anything wukong needs him or wants him to be. wants wukong's hands to shape and mold him into whatever form he desires. wants wukong's hands on him. wants wukong to shove him face down into the dirt and

[meownotgood]

How would it all end? Pls tell me it wouldn’t end in tragedy with all your loved ones killed to the point of isolation and downwards spiraling and the necessity of cannibalism? Or does Aki just genuinely like you?

NO OF COURSE NOT EVEN AS THE CONTROL DEVIL AKI WOULD NEVER BE EVIL LIKE THAT HE'S A GOOD GUY

aki is just.... a little obsessive over you... he'd probably convince you to quit devil hunting and come live with him (so he can keep you safe, is his excuse, and it's partly true, but he also just wants to keep you as close as possible). he's quite busy, in between his duties as one of the strongest devil hunters and as the commander of his division, but he always seems to make time for you.

hell, he's often yelled at by the higher-ups for always slacking off on his duties in order to be with his favorite subordinate. to say your co-workers are jealous of the way mister hayakawa constantly gives you special treatment would be an understatement.

in the end, aki isn't after your chainsaw heart, he just wants you. your affection, your devotion, for you to adore him just as much as he's come to adore you. and he doesn't plan on using his powers in order to make you feel this way, because then, it wouldn't be authentic, would it? he knows he can take the best care of you, he's just waiting for you to realize that.

[supermusicallee]

whenever rufus is mad at jenny he tells her to go to brooklyn. i want it too, i want brooklyn to be my punishment

[wolfsplosion]

guys I'm going to be in the same room as Gaten Matarazzo in like two weeks

[queerpyracy]

genuinely irritated about the prevalence of brother-sister character designs where the brother has a huge nose and the sister has a tiny nose. 1) why are you a coward who hates the joy and beauty of women with big noses 2) have you looked at any real human siblings lately 3) why do you appear to think the nose is a secondary sex characteristic

[lesbiansagainsttheatre]

just as i suspected i liked bigger! with brennan and izzy way too much

[fosliie]

The end result of my own reckless impulsivity

[mango-nectars]

SEXY

[galactic-magick]

Star Trek makes me soooo crazy cuz you got Picard saying things like "It is possible to commit no mistakes and still lose."

And Data saying things like "I would gladly risk feeling bad at times, if it also meant that I could taste my dessert."

And Bashir saying things like “You can't go through life trying to avoid getting a broken heart. If you do, it'll break from loneliness anyway."

And Odo sayings things like "It has been my observation that one of the prices of giving people freedom of choice is that sometimes they make the wrong choice."

And I’m just supposed to be normal about it???