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REDSCAPE NATION IM FUCKING BACK
#with a BANG!#last life redscape ive been trying to draw for like half a year were so back guys#court jester's art#mumscar#mumbo jumbo#goodtimeswithscar#last life#last life smp#Had SO much fun rendering this u dont even know#More redscape coming#Idk when and im not promising anything#but its gonna happen at some point in the future#redscape my beloved how i missed u#redscape
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#i'll delete this when i wake up#i dont know what the hell is wrong with me but i'm on the verge of breaking down rn bc it's 6am and i couldn't do shit today#except struggle drawing because for some reason my hand just wont respond lol it's like i completely forgot how to draw#and it's been like this for a few days now and idk what to do#i cant afford to “take a break” please stop telling me i need to take a break#i know you guys mean well but i know taking a break would just make me feel worse because i'm taking even longer to finish what i need to d#i cant afford being useless right now#the reason i started my patreon back up is because my mom had to quit her job so right now the bills are on me#and my mom decided to take over taking care of my grandma so i can focus on *my* work for once#and it's truly a blessed opportunity but at the same time i feel enormously pressured to excel at this because if i don't then idk what i'l#what i'll even do#i have so many pending commissions to finish and patreon content to prepare#my brain gets stuck doing the simplest things#everything takes me ages to get started and once i do i cant stop because then itll be so hard to pick up again#love dealing with executive dysfunction at a time where i'm pressured to somehow pull money out of my ass to provide for the three of us#i'm so terrified of failing that i freeze before i even do anything#anyway im gonna go take my meds and try to calm the fuck down and cry myself to sleep or something#im sorry to all the people who had to read this i promise ill be fine when i wake up#i just needed to vent at no one in particular because talking to people is overwhelming the fuck out of me right now#and i don't want to offend anyone with my unresponsiveness#thnak you guys for being patient with me
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any interest in a themed oc event of some kind?
I haven't planned anything out yet but I'm thinking it would be something with prompts for each day that you can fill however you want (any medium), very low pressure and no need to sign up or fill every single prompt.
#i know there are lots of these already but i thought it would be fun!#idk what the theme would be exactly but suggestions are welcome! i'm going to think abt it some more#im going back to work in like 1.5 weeks so im a little scared of promising anything but i rly want to try this!#the timing of this event depends entirely on what its gonna be and when i've planned it out enough to be confident abt it#and i want to announce it sort of well in advance! im thinking the prompts will be published in advance too#i want the announcement to be at least a week before the actual event#yeah im just rly into this idea rn!! i dont mind if only like 5 ppl end up participating i still think it would be fun#it would be a very chill event bc ive never done anything like this before🫶#talk tag
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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Callum has asked Rayla twice now to kill him if he's ever corrupted again. This time as like a barter. And this time, despite looking devastated, she finally (begrudgingly) agrees. And later this season, Callum is cleared of his dark magic corruption, but it also warned that if he does dark magic again it'll overwhelm him.
Man my dreams have already been haunted enough by death foreshadowing I can't take much more of it for these two.
#listen i know many many fans adore the angst of one or both of them dying. especially if its the other that caused the killing blow#i get that. i do#but i just wouldnt be able to take that kind of heartache.#if any of the main characters die by the end of the show - ESPECIALLY rayla callum or ez - i will lose my mind. especially if they do it to#each other. either intentionally or not. simply wouldnt be able to take it im too emotional and attached to them to be able to take that#i like angst. but not death angst. i cant take that. especially not for characters i adore so much#they better NOT have either of them kill each other by the end of the show i will not be able to handle it#this better just be some foreshadowing of it 'they said over and over that theyll do it for each other but in the end they love each other#too much to do it and love fixes it' or some sappy bullshit like that. anything but killing each other please i cant handle that#fuck. shits gonna haunt my dreams even more now than before#they wouldnt kill off their main characters that are the faces of their show right? ....right?? please??? i beg?????#please think if the children#me im the children#tdp#tdp s6#tdp s6 spoilers#that scene where they argue about callum doing dark magic again was so very needed but still oof. and the way callum is so much more firm#this time and rayla looks so devastated but knows he means it even more now. god. end me. i just finished that episode on my rewatch btw#also like. can we talk about how she loudly slapped her hands together right in their faces to get her point across. damn id have jumped#back too. she uh. really wanted to get her point across huh. shes never done that before.#oh oof man this episode has no many emotions. giggles and funnies and sadness and sweetness and heartache and fear and worry#thats probably not even all of em#rayla#callum#rayllum#also they really choose random times to use that slightly different animation style huh. that makes their faces look more loose and the#expressions sit differently. looks a little more animated. and like. goofy but not in a bad way? i noticed it blatantly in s5 in at least#one scene (while in the market in 506) and maybe even other spots in s5. and some less obvious spots in s4 too. now here during their#argument and when callum asks rayla to promise again. its not bad its just starkly different and throws me off. wonder if like. a different#person animated those parts and they somehow did it differently. idk it hardcore sticks out to me every time now when i see it.
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NO!! SNAKE BITE BOOTHILL I'LL FOREVER WAIT FOR YOI...... MY BELOVED
Silliness apart I 100% understand. I'll love anything you write. Can you give a taste of what ur writing right now? The 18k draft? I'm curious.....
by the way, do you think boothill would like whiskey? With 2 ice cubes?
-Snake Bite anon
edit: i wrote most of this like right when i got the ask (like two months ago i am SO sorry 💀) and meant to finish it immediately after but uhhh obviously that didnt happen. and in retrospect it is extremely funny how nervous i was to talk about this considering how bad my newest newest draft is. anyway here you go
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oh god anon the can of worms youve just opened.. 😭 im sort of nervous talking about it but. im too obsessed with it to not finish and post it eventually so i guess i should just rip off the bandaid now.
cw pseudoincest under the cut but HEAR ME OUT HEAR ME OUT HEAR ME OUT
ok so for the record this is NOT MY FAULT. i was talking with (redacted) about how sad it is that one of my favorite writers sees him as an uncle. like, it's a familial thing. and we were joking like "well that wouldnt stop me lmao am i right guys" and it was all in good fun.
and then i started. Thinking About It. and entirely against my will my brain formed a plot. and at first i was just gonna write like a drabble or something to get it out of my system but uh. well.
yeah. so. yeah. so. ok. i know this looks bad but HEAR ME OUT. also spoilers for the first uhhhhh maybe half of the fic ?? two thirds of the fic???
ok so. this initially takes place before the IPC arrival. the reader gets adopted by one of his sisters when she's 5 because she was alone in the desert. she cant talk, and by the time she can, she doesnt remember what happened, so whatever. she meets boothill (who i am presently calling ahiga because i literally could not dodge around the name for that long) when she's 7 and LET ME EMPHASIZE THAT IT IS COMPLETELY PLATONIC AT THAT POINT. 100% PLATONIC. THERE IS NO GROOMING IN THIS FIC. OR UNDERAGE. ZERO. ZIP. ZILCH.
so reader is like.. cripplingly lonely with some major attachment issues. her mama's farm is pretty far from everyone else and there aren't many kids her age in the family, so she doesn't have many connections when she's younger. and she's a quiet kid, so she doesnt get much attention from the rest of her relatives. boothill can kinda see this to some degree, and i think hes sort of acquainted with loneliness (although his is largely self-inflicted at this point) so he kinda goes out of his way to include her in stuff and be nice to her. NOT in a creepy way, just in a regular cool uncle way. he teaches her how to ride horses, gives her sweets when mama isnt looking, that kind of thing. they don't see each other all that often but it's enough that they have a pretty solid, positive relationship.
so when shes like 16 she forms a teeny tiny itty bitty crush on him. just like. a little thing. and shes VERY aware that that's fucked up and she should cut that out immediately, but the thoughts kind of linger. but like.. presumably that'll just.. iron itself out eventually. with time. it's fine.
and almost immediately after that the IPC shows up and shit goes down. she and mama get kicked off their ranch and have to go shelter with nick and graey, and in the next week or so many other relatives follow. boothill ends up dropping off his daughter (who im calling manaba in this fic for the sake of naming consistency) to join the rebellion. reader helps out with the war effort, does supply runs, that kinda thing. when the ipc finally gives the kill order, shes between towns, and since they're targeting population centers, she escapes the direct blasts and shelters in a river to avoid the ensuing wildfires.
not everyone is so lucky, obviously. no one in her family (that she knows of) survives. some shit happens, but she ends up getting picked up by a group of survivors. skipping the details, several years go by. she doesnt really make any new friends, and the loneliness sinks its teeth into her - so she relies on the past to keep her grounded. the memories of her mom feel too painful, but her memories of her uncle feel.. safer. kinder, in a way. and in the back of her head, that tiny crush starts to fester. subconsciously, she starts to feed it, because the loneliness is ripping her apart, and this weird fucked up little fantasy feels like the safest way for her to keep it at bay. it's not a conscious thing, though. she's actively disgusted and disturbed by it every time it crosses her mind. it just kind of.. stews in the background.
she starts sleeping around to sate that loneliness. "There's a void in you that you haven't managed to fill. Something about having someone's hands on you makes the ache a little quieter, a little more manageable, but not by much." it's not born out of love, or any kind of affection - just a feral sort of desperation.
she never really feels like her partners fit her. when she finally realizes that shes chasing people with features that remind her of her dead fucking uncle, she promptly declares herself a freak forever and sentences herself to celibacy until she can figure out whatever the fuck is wrong with her brain.
she ends up leaving the planet, because staying is too painful. im a little foggy on the details here, but tldr she finds a mentor and gets into the tech scene, then the hacking scene, then starts doing what she can do fuck with the ipc wherever possible, etc etc. somehow, experiencing the impossible vastness of the universe, being surrounded by a functionally infinite amount of people, feels more lonely than ever. she's just kind of adrift in the world - sending money back home to help people make end's meet, generally just trying to find a reason to live beyond fear. there's a storm of emotions brewing inside of her - the hatred and the terror and the grief. she does all she can to spite the IPC, but it never feels like enough. it never feels like it does any good.
and then, years after the massacre, she's at a bar meeting with a client, and she sees him, and he sees her. and she's thinking "holy fucking shit that's my dead uncle" and he's thinking "holy fucking shit that's my dead niece" and they reunite and stuff. very heartwarming, very sweet, lots of tears (well. from her at least. he can't partake obviously 💀) and they start catching up over drinks.
and that's when he tells her his mission - that he knows who pulled the trigger, and who was behind the slaughter of their people. and she latches onto that HARD, because now she has a specific target for her emotional turmoil instead of the vague, amorphous concept of "the company." etc etc etc they agree to team up because he could use someone to help with behind-the-scenes stuff. and also because it's really nice to have someone around from home. so they exchange contact info and stuff, yay yay yippee
so they chat more, and they drink more, and reader maaaaaybe kinda sorta drinks a little too much. more than a little, actually. more than enough that her hold on her inner monologue slips and she starts thinking about how pretty he is. and suddenly that dormant little harmless crush that she was subconsciously feeding is swinging back around with a vengeance, because now it's real, and he's here, and he's ALIVE, and god did his lips always look that soft or-
and. well. eventually she uh. she might maybe kinda sorta ask if she can kiss him. and then processes the words that just came out of her mouth and starts CRYING because what the FUCK is wrong with her. and he like.. never addresses it directly. he just calms her down and makes sure she gets back to her hotel room and fucking DIPS.
BUT THE THING IS. THE THING IS. SHE WAKES UP THE NEXT MORNING. AND DOESN'T REMEMBER DOING IT. SO NOW HE KNOWS!! BUT SHE DOESN'T KNOW THAT HE KNOWS!!!! AND THEY HAVE TO ACT NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!
so the next bit is kinda loose and im probably gonna tweak some things. but. but. they have to go on a mission together. and.
yeah. im. yeah. they have to go to a bdsm club. together. and im sure you can guess. where im going with that. theres a particular section from the club scene that has been absolutely CONSUMING ME but idk if i should share that yet jawhbdjahwdbjawbajd unless somebody asks nicely ig. but jesus christtttttttttt it makes me feel insane. this whole fic makes me feel insane. the ending makes me want to chew my hands off but we'll get there when we get there. fucking pray for me because im not seeing the gates of heaven with this one
#sal.dcu#sal.snippets#god i have no idea how to tag this lmfao#cw pseudoincest#fem reader#the name for this fic is really funny to me. “don't cry uncle”#im not queuing this LMAO if you see it you see it#anyway yeah this one hasnt been on my mind quiteeee as much since the slasher au#but it's been rattling around back there. very persistently.#might do some more work on this actually. i think a break has done me some good#gotta move some things around i think. but i think everything here will still be accurate afterwards#i think i need to add another mission before the club.. not sure what yet tho.....#when i first started this draft i was sure this would be the thing to get me canceled#but honestly this reader is so miserable that idk if anything but the most bad-faith readings could take this as romanticizing incest LMAO#so wet cat coded. girl spends this entire fic wallowing in guilt#and so does he for the record. but we dont get his pov so we dont really know until later LOLLLL#also ily snake bite anon <3 i will post chapter 2 snippets for u at some point pinkie promise#snake bite anon#ALSO VERY SORRY THAT I TOOK SO LONG TO ANSWER THIS AKJHDJHABFJJHABW
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Sylus reclaiming Little Bomb as a teasing nickname...
#i cant stop thinking about the n109 zone lol#it used to slightly bother me that we never see MC struggle with the idea of killing or feel burdened by it#bc even Caleb seems to see it as a burden hes taken on to protect MC and make sure MC doesnt have to be the monster#but MC just thrives naturally and adapts to criminal activity with Sylus#she very easily early on promises to keep anything he shares with her a secret and feels entitled to being essentially his partner#and listen she shoots so much with him and sure self defense but lets be real Sylus goes hunting for these guys and MC is down to support#idk its almost more charming for her to not be burdened by it. like a flaw that shows shes not maybe human by the definition of your average#Linkon citizen lol. even the researchers didnt know if she should be treated as a person or an object/resource#Dimitris life purpose at the end was to try to essentially banish MC back out into the void of space#anyway. Sylus is so gentle with MC while also not sheltering her. when he said theyre the same he means he believes that literally#if Sylus is a monster then so is MC. and thats okay. He wants her to just do and be whatever she wants and he'll adapt to it for her#he is STILL feeding her soul 100000% altho i guess for Sylus its like: OUR SOUL.#mc cosmic horror am I human existential drama vibes#its interesting to me now that MC isnt struggling with the weight of consequence for killing or breaking laws#mcs desires come first to her#and ofc shes still a hunter who wants to save people#but her motivation was power and security. she never wanted to be prey again.#and Sylus in main story seems to be the foundation of her power and harnessing it story wise#im curious where theyll go with MCs evol#personal posting#love and deepspace spoilers#mostly because im a tag ranter im not even done with the zayne stuff yet#i assume next we'll push into more Xav and Raf?? hoping for it Im dying for connections to Ever being aware and studying other stuff#I did have to reframe my perspective on the timeline a few times here... i assumed stuff in some of the cards had already happening along#the main story#but the vibes are off for a lot of it Main Story Sylus and MC have not done nightly rendezvous yet for sure?#good for caleb lol 😅#just when I was starting to accept I maybe felt Caleb was better for MC this life they hit with more lore#and now im back on endgame Sylus sorry Caleb bb I'll still be invested in your story and content#I'm glad i went through the main story again before I played the new stuff
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howdy!! it's been a minute but i'm still around. fair warning-- i have been lurking the whole time and have about. 100+ posts drafted 😵 you'll be seeing these shortly, i'll try my best to space them out as i get around to tagging them
#tldr im fine it's just been a lot lately and i havent had the energy to tag anything#which!! i like being chatty in the tags and i try my best to say at least something cool about any art or fic i rb#when you're running on 0 tho.... it gets hard to keep that energy up yk???#long version: (if anyone is reading this ty but feel free to drop off at any point it's kinda heavy and just a vent)#hit the 'one more minor inconvenience and im running off into the woods forever' point about five major events ago yet we're still truckin#firstly: found out two months ago (february) that i needed 6 credits worth of college by june to keep my teaching license for next year#so accelerated online graduate courses were the only option and i have since done more work for that than my 5 year undergrad#im almost done with the second class but im so fuckin drained dude i havent been able to really draw/write or play music or sew or anything#everything i do try has either been hit with the executive dysfunction or turns out Bad enough that i get frustrated#shortly after i found out the nice old guy downstairs died my upstairs neighbor who i cared a lot about died. last week and im still waitin#to find out when the funeral is from her son. ive been taking that kinda hard since i feel like i should have checked on her#my parents are moving 17 hours cross country to move back to where we are which is nice but ive been hearing about all their stress with th#house sale on loop by this point whenever i talk to them. which fair they managed to sell the house in a week when we thought itd be months#got smacked with thousands of dollars of surprise car repairs out of nowhere to get my inspection sticker and am still trying to recover#and petty things: lost my favorite piece of clothing and broke my glasses last week while running tech week for the kids#idk man any one thing at a time i could've toughed out better its just been all at once#anyways like i said i'm still truckin and will probably delete this (or at least the tags on it) later had to get all that out somewhere#messenger pidge#if anyone did get this far down thank you for watching me yap <3 i promise im good and will be back to normal shenanigans soon hopefully
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#i promise i'll be active again when t3 stuff comes out#im still very milgram pilled but its very much a plate of corn type of situation. i don't have anything else to Say i just like to go insane#about it#also the winter blues hit hard#but we move! it is officially spring and we have survived#nothing has really happened in my life though#i got a cd player today as a very late birthday present so i had fun :3#i need to get interpol cds cuz rn im surviving off of obstacle 1 from a jukebox cd#which um idk if they still make jukebox cds but. they should#anyway obstacle 1 is an amazing song but like oouvhh i want a turn on the bright lights cd so bad#Need to listen to the full album constantly on loop and stare at the pyshical cd in my hand and cry like a stable person#i shall find it i shall i shall#i hope you all are well
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tbhhh. i know maria means a lot to shadow and and their relationship is an important aspect of his character and is the reason he does what he does in sa2. im not saying people should throw all that out the window. but. i dont like it when people make maria the sole motivation for every action he takes and every friendship he forms. because hes still his own person with his own thoughts and feelings separate from hers. you know.
#like yeah its sweet for some of shadows new friends hes made on earth to remind him of maria in little ways#but having him go ''omg... theyre exactly like maria ..'' about every person he has a positive relationship with is a bit overkill i think#(especially odd when people apply it to characters they ship with shadow#like im not speaking from experience or anything but i feel like if someone i was dating#said that they love me because i remind them so much of their dead sibling. idk i dont think id find that very romantic)#yeah shadow promised maria he'd protect the earth but why does ''its what maria would want''#have to always be his only reason to help sonic save the world or whatever
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gahhh i hate not being able to wear all my cool new clothes bc its too hot ..
#:( ive got some banger outfits ready but theyre not going to be wearable until summer ends :((#parent made me a really cool turtleneck out of some on-sale supercheap fabric#its thin but very polyester#i also got a really cool 60s skirt#+ a brown cardigan that i really like#& a green turtleneck! in like a very particular green that i really like#and a few button ups that are too polyester for summer#perils of thrifting & buying stuff only on sale is you get a lot of polyester#ever since i truly got into clothes ive been spending all summer waiting to wear cool new clothes 😔😔#i have been considering saving up some & getting some vintage reproductions .? to have some decent quality stuff#anyway. i realize this makes it sound like i have crazy much clothes#& i do have a lot .. but all handmade/thrifted at least#& i do wear pretty much everything regularly or when occasion warrants it#and yet still . im unhappy with it#ive collected a bunch of colourful basics but im lacking in anything fun/unique so thats my current goal!#+ ive got like no accessories/jewelry so. thats something im looking for as well#+just a few basics i am lacking such a cardigans .. which ive suddenly grown to love & i only have 2#thats for sure just bc i go between pretty much all the colours of the rainbow so if i just have 2 in basic colours they dont actually work#with that much of my clothes :/#idk i feel much like a spoiled rich kid with how im talking#i promise we arent rich#and i am far from spoiled#anyway. sorry#mine
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the school arc to me is so good because it drags ciel out of his position as a powerful figure and literally places him in the shoes of the person he could have been. the circus arc ALSO drags him out of his position as big bad queens watch dog/head of the phantomhive estate but the school arc feels like a mockery of a future that never was. this is what he could have been had his parents not died. and even then its NOT because he will never be that kid.
he never was.
#ramblings#incoherent beyond belief its 4 am#and im trying to avoid manga spoilers#might add a reblog with more coherent thoughts when i wake up but im off my meds so i cant promise anything#actually correction im being vague w the manga spoilers#manga readers know whats up#idk if there are any anime only ppl who havent been spoiled on The Plottwist Ever yet#but i figured there will be new fans and though im not tagging this it might still get seen so#cant WAIT to see our boy absolutely miserable in animation form should they recreate that arc LMAOOO#which ofc is after the germany arc so thats still a long time away#but STILL. itd be fun i need to see this young teenager lose his mind in color with sound#him relying on sebastian to do all his fag duties (sorry. dredge) so he can work his way up the social ladder#trying to gain power while simultaneously proving that he cant do anything but rely on others#hes always needed help in basically every way and he hasnt CHANGED he just got a demon to do it for him#he learns to lie and charm and cheat and all the while hes a fucking CHILD WHO STILL STRUGGLES WITH NORMAL THINGS#ciel is my little baby and i love him deeply no matter how much of a little bitch he can be#his helplessness isnt just 'oh he was raised in british high society' its also that he never got the chance to learn anything#which to elaborate on that id also have to go into manga territory. iykyk#like absolutely at this point he just refuses to learn how to do things he has a pet demon to do it for him#but.#hi the phantomhives backstory is killing me again its so late#both atlantic and the school arc are just setup for the Big Arc but theyre very good in their own right i SWEAR#also when i rewatched the circus arc a while back and i realised how some scenes were shot#the heavy foreshadowing that i didnt realise. yk. 7 years ago or however long its been since i first watched it#CRAZY#if you are new. to kuroshitsuji. and you havent read the manga. dear god. read the manga#ALSO GRELLE IN THAT ARC IS SO BEAUTIFUL & OTHELLO IS TRANSMASCULINE. OKAY GOODBYE
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I havent been looking through the ft tag in a while (Years) bc i swear the only thing in that tag is people talking about what FT couldve been & like thats cool & all but i Am getting kinda tired of seeing exclusively headcanon posts in between people complaining about the same stuff for the 777th time yk
#Putting up a big ol 'im aware im generalizing this fandom' sign#Its been like this since I first joined im just getting tired#When people talk about fandoms ignoring canon for the better & worse they're talking about FT's#No more ft rewrites you guys make your own ocs I promise it'll be much more fun even if it might not be as popular#If you dont like how it covered x topic or you wished y was expanded on im begging you im on my knees make your own original world#where those things Do get the attention & treatment it deserves please. Its so fun you dont understand.#Im also terribly mad at how underdeveloped this thing is even though it had like a decade to expand on so many things#AND IT STILL HAS A SEQUEL GOING ON#Im not gonna tell people to stop complaining or start using an anti tag or anything bc honestly i love reading the complaints i love#reading critiques im glad this fandom doesnt have a dedicated anti tag bc those things tend to be so toxic#im just like. idk its not my thing. I love complaining too dont get me wrong & i love headcanons ig i just dont care enough anymore though#nillas#vanili powder
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I will finish this at a later date probably
Work in progress of Judy Hodiah*, the secondary main character of Copyright Free Snowbird (still no name)
@randosfandos be my cheerleader (please)
*not her surname anymore don't freak out
#my art#digital art#snowbird adjacent#copyright free snowbird#judas hodiah#judy#gasp WORDS for a background?? inconceivable!!#just realised her coat is almost the exact same colour as her skin. whoops#ive been writing both copyright free snowbird and snowbird at the same time#ive actually been making a lot of progress on snowbird because of it!#when i lose focus on snowbird (they cant always be in hell all the time after all) i switch to my original story and vice versa#tbh the girlies are still going through it but now there's less of the whole torment subplot#im trying a different style (because i am better at art now) and idk how i feel about it#obviously the more realistic faces (wouldnt call it realism tho) are an improvement but the line weight? the colouring method? the shading?#its all a little ehhhhhh#ill work on this i think i should have more free time later#im working on snowbird i promise i promise#judas kinnunen#KINNUNEN dipshit why would you even uh why would you even type anything else hah mean spirited laughter#i canf be bothered to move the tags tbh and you know what why SHOULDNT people see my progression#the characters being finnish isnt super relevant to the story tbh i just want a little consistency with the setting#obvioudly theres gonna be a lot of suspension of disbelief but i think it would help make the characters feel a little more real
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hi i know it has been quite a bit since ive been here but i am doing artfight again this year :thumbsup:
(link to profile right here!)
#artfight#artfight 2025#ocs#im sorry for not being around or posting much as of late#tbh my free time has been consumed by an ongoing gamer arc AFSADAS#and when i have been drawing its been mainly oc related#might post those. might post other game doodles idk yet#as for the one ask in my ask box..... i will answer within the month i promise ASFASDA#i havent wanted to think about anything remotely office or company related outside of work for a bit due to various reasons#BUT beyond that might start posting other art here again#probably ocs and as of rn currently into 8 path one and two or whatever im trying to avoid showing up in their tags for this LMAO#maybe#prob wont be as much time stars as not *as* into it as i was last year but still very much a game i hold near and dear to my heart#shifting interests and all that#but i dont doubt that i will randomly come back at some point as i do tbh with many things ASDASAD#the gamer arc in itself for me was effectively a rerun of games to me or at least for some just in genre LOL#um but yea tag talk over and for those who are gonna still be around after a possible shift in stuff i thank u greatly!!!#and if not it was awesome that u were here for a while and have fun on the internet and whatnot LMAO
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Hi hi (one last time digitally)
#don't worry about the concert it was just kinda hard to have both of them tell me that at the same time#granted i was the one who asked H but still#you dont have to pay me back one cuz your not going and two cuz im considering this money loooong gone its whatever#im not having anyone pay me anything#you really dont have to apologize about it and I'm sorry you cant come#i think forward has always just scared me cuz idk what to expect and i really hate not knowing#but i am glad we get to move forward together#im glad your doing things for yourself#ive never had like froyo froyo just diy froyo where i put yogurt in the freezer with a spoon stuck into it to make a popsicle#im glad you're quitting your job#which sounds a little insane but ya know lol#ough deltarune was sooooo fun you gotta play it#undertale was 50% of my personality in sixth grade the other half was Shadowhunters lol#dont worry i never wouldve let my parents send in cousins from the city#i really do want to try but it seems so overwhelming when i try to think of the future#maybe i think to far ahead but im already thinking of all kinds of realities that never will exist both good and bad#its kinda the problem ive never been able to stop my brain lol#i will keep trying i promise but i also cant guarantee i wont be back down pounding my head against the kitchen floor#its been nice to talk to you too and the next time you hear from me itll be a letter so you wont actually hear anything but paper sounds#and i promise the next time ww comes around we will all see him and hopefully he'll be closer lol#you take care too and im really glad youre doing better#ill be around#she speaks!#ps feel free to keep lurking but dont be afraid to blog a bit on your own too lol
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