I seriously can't fathom what's keeping Jin silent about whatever happened to Non.
Top is a selfish asshole, so it's self explanatory. Fluke is the weakest member of the group and scared of Por's influence and money, as well as everyone's assertiveness (which explains a lot about his current behavior). Por is entitled and scared of his dad (with reason). Tee is involved with crime and violence (perhaps stuck in it, although it's no excuse) and already knows that shutting your goddamn mouth is the best thing to do. Add the fact that they don't give a shit about Non in the first place and you get a clear picture.
But Jin? Jin isn't scared of Por ; even with the camera incident, he still thought Por would come to his senses through a bit of talking. He doesn't think he's that bad. Hell, he doesn't think any of them is that bad. The way they treat Non baffles him for that very reason. He's kind, he's got values, and he's looking at Non like that boy lit all the stars in the sky. He doesn't tell the others to go get fucked, but he watches Non's reaction -and I'm sure if Non told him how he truly felt, Jin would overtly defend him. He just seems like a naive boy taking everything at face value to me.
And look at him now. He doesn't smile, he's jaded, he keeps to himself. He doesn't try to keep the others from watching the tapes. So what on Earth has been keeping him silent all along?
I also wonder if the scene with Jin getting in the car to go save Non but arriving too late (Phi was already on thin ice timing wise) is an indicator of what his role in Non's downfall will be. If he was present all along or failed to arrive in time. If he knows the truth and/or the details.
Seriously. You don't look at someone like that and wish for nothing but to see them smile and do nothing when his family doesn't even have a body to grieve on. What happened, Jin.
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4x01 // 1x06 // 3x01 // 4x09 // 6x08
Anyways thinking about all the times Rayla has been literally buried alive, but also how Callum did so metaphorically during her two years absence and after she returned.
He buried her memory, refusing to say her name out loud or think of her:
It was impossible to say her name out loud.
Rayla.
It still hurt. She was still gone, and Callum had no idea if she'd ever come back.
Callum shook his head. He couldn't think about her. Not now.
--Reflections: Inheritance
And how after her return, he let his anger and confusion suppress his feelings of joy and relief that she was home and safe:
When she came back, I was so happy, but so mad at the same time. I wish I could just forgive her, but it, it, it's so hard.
When I-- When I... when I saw you standing there, I got flooded with so many feelings, I was so confused.
But avoiding his feelings didn't make the pain go away. The wound was still there, and now it was compounded with regret.
4x09 // 5x04 // 6x03
And while it seemed that Callum was going to succumb to despair, as Sol Regem did--
5x04 // 6x06
--he ultimately didn't lose hope, and found his one truth--
--his love for Rayla, which transcended any lingering anger and pain that was caused by her absence.
6x08 // 6x06
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Im this close to forcing myself to pick up 3d modelling again and making life series models. Untapped market. Why hasn't anyone done this yet. For MMD too specifically. There is no media that gets me as hyped as a good fucking MMD. Or you could also make them fortnite dance
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Emmet never imagined a reunion with Ingo would go like this. He was too late. Always too late.
Uhhhh here's another unexpected oneshot that I did not expect to write when I woke up today! It's based on the LOTR song Into the West. I credit my friend with playing the song over the weekend and inspiring me lol
This is tragic fluff stuff. Major character death and all that. It's sweet and sad and cathartic and also un beta read but I hope you like it anyways
I'm SO sorry I've been writing so much heavy stuff, I promise I will write happier things soon! I swear!!
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