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foileadeux · 11 months

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twinning

#i open tumblr just to embarrass myself #this is the deep inside of (new animatic name)#its almost done btw sorry for being so quiet ive literally been doing nothing but working on this shit i wanna play totk so bad #release me from this nightmare #my art #animatic wip

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okcoolthanks · 2 months

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Wait the Patreon is only five dollars???? Why did I think it was like, 30???????????

#dude I can totally do five dollars a month that’s like NOTHING #man the jrwi brain rot is gonna be REAL once I finish what’s currently out for riptide #I’m gonna get so annoying just you WAIT #gonna be listening to that stupid dnd podcast while working on COMICS #I’m gonna be listening to that stupid dnd podcast while CROCHETING #I’m gonna listen to that stupid dnd podcast while SEWINF #but most of all. IM FINALLY GONNA SEE WHAT THE FUCK HAPOENS IN SAID STIPID DND PODCAST #BITB LIOKS SO FUCKINF FUN AND SUCKENING ALSO LOOKS FUN AND IVE HEARD SO MANY GOID THINGS FROM PRINE DEFENDERS AND JUST AAAAGUG #these names sound so stupid but like. it’s a dnd pidcast with YouTubers on it come on what did you expect #I don’t even play dnd I must’ve done it like twice in my entire life but they make it seem so FUN #I LITERALLY MADE DND CHARACTERS BECAUSE IF THEIR STUPID FUCKINF PODCAST LIKE I DREW OUT A CHARACTER SHEET AND A DESIGN FOR THEM #BECAUSE CHARACTER DESIGN IS SO FUCKING FUN AND IM JEVER GONNA USE THEM SO I HUDE THEM IN A SECRET FOLDER SOMEWHERE ON MY TABLET #I mean what huh who said that

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hanaaria · 1 month

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.......i don't think i've ever had a singular videogame scene affect me as much as the whole fucking scene with malus thorm and the sisters in the house of hope in bg3

#bg3 spoilers #but yeah when i first saw the dude on the map i was like 'oh im gonna ambush him!' but then i noticed i could just talk to him #and well. decided that it was worth a shot #and then i just kept choosing the bard dialogue options bc bard dialogue is always amazing #and then i succeeded all the persuasion checks bc i literally have like a +12 bonus to it #and then um. well.#i haven't had anything that's shaken me to my core as much as this in a long fucking time #it's been like a week and i just keep thinking about that scene and the music and all that #honestly nothing else in bg3 can scare me now #the toll master? easy. the barman? well at first i accidentally triggered his fight but after a quick reload it was all good #(especially as a bard. im so glad ive chosen bard for my first playthrough lmao)#but yeah that fucking hospital scene.#but hey! im almost done with act 2! just the tomb + gauntlet of shar left!#hana plays bg3 #hananans

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moonscape · 3 months

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emery just told me about breloom's plot in explorers of the sp!rit THAT'S SO FUCKING STUPID LMAO

#bwark #oh noooo breloom is so badly done to. he got kicked out of the guild for not doing his job. chatot is so cruel. fuck offffff #people saying that chatot pawns off work is such a stupid fucking take #like. you're part of the guild it's LITERALLY YOUR JOB #do you think chimecho wouldn't be kicked out if she just refused to provide meals one day? because she's clearly accomodated help?????#that's so fucking stupid. i haven't even played the game but everything ive heard about it sounds like the creator wants to feel justified #in hating chatot so they make shit up about him. that's a problem with pmd fans in general tbh #no chatot doesn't steal money from you. he's ordered to by the exploration federation #no chatot doesn't pawn his work off on you. he's just assigning tasks?? that's his job??? he's just a manager apply your logic to the real #world please #no chatot doesn't call you a liar over the bad future. wigglytuff literally says that chatot believed you from the start #and no it wasn't to test the guild's bonds. chatot was so obviously lying idk how that's missed so much #like chatot's behaviour throughout the game makes it clear that he likes to keep it professional (because lbr wigglytuff isn't doing shit to #help run things) and it's not unreasonable to for him to think that personal emotions would get in the way of that #that's literally why he lied during that scene. he doesn't wear his heart on his sleeve. it's not some personal vendetta against hero and #partner lmao #like im not saying you're not allowed to dislike him or that he's right for the perfect apple incident and not putting his pride aside after #the dark future (god forbid a character has flaws that he makes up for during the brine cave incident). but like nothing annoys me more than #spreading blatantly untrue information just to justify your hatred of him like. you're allowed to just not like him you don't have to make #it deep or anything #also if it seems like im more defensive of chatot than i should be it's because somebody has to i guess #nobody in the pmd fandom knows how to be normal about him and so mamy people don't want to read between the lines with his character #also im still reserving proper judgement of eots until i play it but everything ive heard from it so far doesn't sound good at all #i can respect it for what it's achieved as a fan project. that doesn't automatically make it good though

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#i was supposed to spend the last 2 days prepping and relaxing for the start of this big project tomorrow #but ive spent thr last 2 days frantically coding as fast as i could and focusing v hard to get a lot of bullshit done #and ive fixed things since yesterday. the changes i had to make were too too bad bc the thing that went wrong was so fucking weird #but it should be okay by tomorrow. knock on wood. but this does mean ive done fuck all to prep for tomorrow #so we r winging it bby. ugh. just gotta fucking pray that everything goes ok. pls let nothing b broken and let everything seal properly 🙏#i was also supposed to meet with my boss today. probably for her to make sure i dont fuck up this project but apparently their safety hood #was having an emergency... whatever that means. so im sure shes having a week as well. and im free to fuck everything up for everyone #ugh. im so. theres a certain point in burning out where youre not really in pain anymore. you dont really feel anything all your joy and #hope dissolves away and u just exist to be useful. and i feel like its easier to maintain that than trying to b happy #i do not advise that bc its a fucking miserable. wasteful way to live but i dont really have time to try for anything better #god. i really hope my measurements friday dont take a full 8hrs. i dont know if i can handle that. literally i would have stay intensely #focused with my brain being Interrupted every 5min so i can manually record data points. its gonna b agony #so that fun. but maybe it wont. maybe itll be great and fun and ill have a wonderful time. seems unlikely but ya never kno #lets not think abt the fact that having to rush all this is preventing me from being able to do all thr other bullshit i need to get done #to prepare for the future. future? what future? hard to imagine from the bottom of this pit im digging myself #sigh. in a few months i can leave this place and never come back. soon but not soon enough #lol i was literally crying listening to cold play earlier bc idk thats the type of music my parents would put on at parties in summertime #so it evokes a v specific mood. which is i guess me hiding away from ppl at parties haha #back when i didnt have to worry abt things so much and i could just listen to the frogs chirping and watch the fireflies #oh god. now my boss is asking if i reached out for help tomorrow. no. lady i would rather drink bleach than have to direct an undergrad #tomorrow. its 10pm im fucking tired. just let me be sad. did i reach our for help? no my brain is on fire #tomorrow is gonna b a long day ugh #unrelated

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proserpine-in-phases · 10 months

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See the reason I need to be over tired and have music or asmr on when I sleep is because if I dont then The Thoughts start coming and nobody wants those

#crap #espresso my depresso by trying to sleep when theres nothing to distrsct my racing thoughts #also i really gotta stop playing merge dragons it is literally all ive done outside of work for like a month and its kinda fucking me up

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dot823 · 1 year

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im going through hell right now

#i can hardly make myself even do things i like doing #let alone things i need to do #even eating is a struggle #because the effort of getting out of bed and getting food is too hard #and also i cant afford to just buy food because my family is poor as fuck right now #i spend hours just on tumblr or instagram or talking with friends while doing nothing constructive and then i feel exhausted and pass out #i need to do my taxes and i need to deal with work things or get a new job and i need to be an adult #but i cant even get myself to play my favorite video game im so down #the idea of even having to leave my house for four hours to work is too much #putting on pants is a lot of effort #and i cant apply for disability bc ive tried and it's so goddamn hard and they expect you to remember everything youve ever done #and every penny you've ever held #and god FORBID you have family or friends who have ever given you money to help you #its literally ridiculous #not to mention the state of my house is horrible bc my whole family is depressed #and i want to move so badly but i cant even afford the gas to get to my friends house even if i just loaded my car up and left #im struggling #my mom gets paid in 8 days and until then i have approximately 2 frozen meals and some pasta i can eat #everything else in my house i cant eat because of dietary restrictions and most of it is expired anyway

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lcpmon · 8 months

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is open always this bad in the splatfest <- only plays pro and tricolour

#gilly speaks #literally why does anyone play this mode solo ive done nothing but lose #at least it was mixed in pro #this gives me no hope for winning lmao

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pepprs · 2 years

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ok so the department unanimously agreed that i basically have to redo everything i did for my capstone presentation last night at 2am. and also my supervisors told me they don’t want me to work today bc i need to focus on my capstone 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 awesome

#purrs #feeling VERY jade from tesco right now. i never want to think about this stupid miserable project again. ive had naow SLEEP!#the MORTIFYING ordeal of every prof in the department smiling at me as i speak only to realize that those were PAINED smiles because i was #saying stupid things AND taking 5x the amount of time to say them as i should have. going to go lie in the street and get rained on rn #literally it’s been like a week and a half of this and my brain is broken and burned out and i still am not even halfway where I need to #he and also fucking Mother’s Day is this week and ive done nothing and will be in the doghouse again. awesome. i love everything about this #literally the only times i come up for air are when im sleeping or eating (like rn) lol. i haven’t taken a break i haven’t stopped to just #talk to someone or play piano or anything. this fucking sucks i am so deeply miserable

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ajdrawshq · 2 years

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i think. for the sake of whatevers left of my sanity after i finish ztd. i will replay 999 again

#why does this game feel so . dead. like theres a lot happening here technically but it means literally nothing #like according to the main flowchart ive barely done shit but it still feels like im not learning a lot here #its more like im just watching some events happen and sometimes make a choice that kills people for no reason other than like. it happens #i knew stuff like this would happen going into it but its still weird to experience firsthand?? how did it come to this #but man. this game really makes some of the death scenes into either a comedy or straight up lifeless (lol)#i WILL play the whole thing tho

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orcelito · 2 years

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fang successfully flirted his way into buying 5 health potions for 20 each (when theyre usually 50). a 250 gold value for 100 gold. and then we got a ride out to the flaming ship where we r gonna try to Help People. except fang is oh so little and fire is NOT his specialty..........................

#speculation nation #but i have 6 health potions now and a whole lotta spunk #i ALSO have fireball. which. is counterproductive with trying to get people OUT of the burning ship lmfao #like most of my spells r trying to remain unseen. charming people. or otherwise just being a slippery lil fuck #i still cant get over the 20 gold potions bit tho. i tried to get them lower but the dude didnt seem to wanna fuck so like w/e lol #Fang's got bigger concerns rn anyways #B U T if it got him cheaper potions. he's done more for less b4 lmfao #listen ive never been the Seducer kind of player in dnd #and like im still not really #but fang is literally a sex worker and is used to Doing Stuff if it benefits him so like #it's literally nothing in his mind to throw that in to sweeten the pot for bargaining lmao #it's. certainly interesting to play a sex worker tho . Was Not Entirely On Purpose #it was just part of how he was created as a character & it was so essential to his brand of weirdness that i could Not get rid of it #very much the like. he just doesnt give a shit about physical whatever. he knows he's pretty. so he uses that to his advantage #he's not especially attached to the job but he also is perfectly fine keeping doing it #it keeps him fed so he's fine with that #but ALSO. it brings a certain amount of uhhhh Context for the way he looks at the world lmao #i didnt want to play the kind of character where it's like. the sex work is their Entire Thing. & theyre just flirting left and right #he really doesnt care about it from a personal standpoint. he just doesnt really care about sex?#it's just an activity. and it can get him money and gifts. so he'll do it if it benefits him #god. i really do love him so much.#he's got such an interesting outlook on life. it's so fun to play him.#also lmfao @ several people being like Where's Fang?! and he's just doin his own thing #the State Of Fang is not thinking about how he's worrying people with his actions and just kinda focusing on what's in front of him #his mom is worried SICK bc she heard from the others about the shit.#and meanwhile fang is halfway across the map flirting to get cheap health potions bc he was literally at 7 hp #out of 24 lmao. im level 5 so that's BAD but cant help it #squishy. at least i have mage armor up. and SIX health potions!!!!#i have many thoughts about dnd and it's mostly me holding fang My Boy up and rotating him in my mind #fang

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nature-played-a-trick-on-me · 2 years

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I adore theatre because my few experiences with theatre are defined by how visceral and human they were

#something something nothing is sacred and anything can be translated into theatre to make you Feel It #granted ive literally only seen ITA ensemble plays but holy shit the way it's done??????#een klein leven about friendship and trauma and the inability of relationships to change trauma. dark but extremely powerful.#ibsen house about generational trauma essentially and family secrets and the impact of trauma on personality is what stuck w me #de dokter about ~ modern mass media ~ destroying nuance and conversation. essentially.#if you seek catharisis from art just go to the theatre #ekl changed my life lol like fr #nothing like seeing a grown man lose his entire mind on stage due to trauma. and seeing him and feeling nothing but empathy.#like that changed how i look at myself. from horror and disgust to empathy/kindness/non judgement

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29121996 · 2 months

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#going insane i wanna ask to borrow $20 and see if my irl is down ti play $10 worth of pool games #bc i am going Insa e being in yhis housr !!!! i wanna go out !!!#am seriiusly . like praying i get some kind of money so i csn .#its not thst i need to get drunk to play its that i WANT to after the last . 4 days ive had seruously.#i wanna get a lil wasted n hit some pool balls i am Dying .#not having a job has rlly limited my ability to do shit i am going to c r y #ik shit will happen as its supposed to but MY GOD i dont wanna be inside anymore but i cant go for a drive at all #n thetes literally nothing else to do in this shit hole of a town #so FUCK .#i just m am terrified ti ask my dad to borrow the money for fun shit #even tho . ive done fuck all for fun n i hsvent borrowed money for anytghi g except impirtant shit #but like . i just . idk whay to do abt it .#today has been fucked n id like to shut my brsin off abt it all . like rlly all i wanna do isnplay pool w mynfriend :( and drink 1-2 drinks #n idk if hed even givr it to me. i isually wouldnt ask but i just . idk wbay else to do #hopefully tmr night i can get out of this damn house fr

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mbat · 3 months

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dude its twice now that ive tried to play origins multiplayer minecraft servers that happen to be mandatory roleplay for some reason and its just wild that they like, want you to come up with a whole entire person before even playing, especially with worlds that feel... bare bones as fuck, from the information they give

like they give an origin story of the world and maybe like one or two sentences on the races or cultures, and then theyre like 'okay now give your character an entire in depth personality, backstory, family history, job, life goal, childhood dream, credit card number-'

like... with what info ?? with what basis??

the second one ive joined isnt as strict as the first one, seeing as i joined the minecraft server before i even realized there was character applications, and no one really paid me any mind at all or acknowledged me

but there was one i joined like 2 years ago that you had to get your application approved before gaining access to the server, and they direct you to their wiki for reading up on the world and stuff... but again, bare bones as fuck. and i exaggerated before slightly, but fully seriously they asked me 'oh, and where did your characters origin come from? their grandparents getting infected? how did they become this way' and its like. DUDE I DONT KNOW, WHO CARES. WHO WILL ASK ME THAT IN THE ROLEPLAY??? like where am i supposed to even get any of this shit from, the two paragraphs you typed about the world origin story??

i didnt finish the application because that was stupid and it wasnt worth it imo. shame, cause the custom origins were cool, but theres always other origins mods and servers

like... i guess other people work different from me, cause clearly these servers have people in them that somehow came up with functioning characters, but that aint me. if i make a character in a game, their personality and story comes to me while im playing, through their experiences and appearance and the choices im given in the world.

and also literally no one is ever going to fucking ask 'lol so how did your bloodline get mutated?'

#my post #mc #coming up with characters in video games is some of the most fun. like how ive been obsessed with my WoW characters lately ahghdhg #but i came up with those characters mostly through playing as them OR finding out about their racial history and culture through the game #or fuck. even through looking at the WoW wiki a bit for clarifications or even for information i otherwise couldnt get #and guess what! they actually describe things there! they have helpful information and go into detail about things!#they dont just go 'oh the gods got angry and now the world is a little funny silly'. they actually tell you the smaller things!!!!!!#im going to go nutso crazy #either the people making these servers dont have more in depth ideas about the worlds they want people to care about or #they just want to stay vague to be appealing or for all these different people to make more sense but its like #okay but at this point its literally. nothing. you made nothing. congratulations.#I FUCKING LOVE MAKING WORLDBUILDING OKAY IT MAKES ME MAD THAT THEY DO SO LITTLE AND EXPECT PEOPLE TO CARE #THE AMOUNT OF WORLDBUILDING IVE DONE. bitch i could make a roleplay server too. i wont for a few reasons though lol #no hate to the second server i mentioned. but like...hate to the first one. not hate as in send hate but hate as in i dont like them #like i want to tell them that they sound fucking stupid. but i wont #and of course i wont say names because that would be shitty but also i dont want them finding this and starting something #like im just complaining rn. not trying to start drama cause idgaf

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belladonnafleur · 4 months

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another day, another slay

#another vent post bc i am so lonely and I haven't seen my friends in a min!! (I literally saw sam today)#like I took my zoloft in the morning and the silly thing about zoloft is that I FORGET one of the side effects is sleepiness #ive been on it for so long that I just DONT THINK it will make me sleepy #so I knocked out for like the entire day and woke up at 3pm #disappointing #so I got nothing done #and the internalized capitalism guilt is like :((((#ik i have the right to enjoy leisure/doing nothing but raaaaa!!!!!#I feel bad bc I was supposed to idk learn things in my time on break #and like #ive done very little of that #but little is better than nothing #I am making banana bread rn bc I feel like I need to have accomplished Something today #I need to read! and play instruments! and sing! and get my fucking booster but I don't want to do the last one

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hecksupremechips · 4 months

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I love animal crossing and I’m about to become hyper fixated on it so teehee 💅

#the klock keeps ticking #hey listen listen up real good #you know what ive been doing these past few months? nothing #and by ‘nothing’ i dont just mean that i havent done anything ‘productive’#ie working making money studying what have you #i mean ive literally been doing nothing #in this house i exist as nothing more than an oversized decorative pillow #i dont speak. i eat when no one is looking so i dont cause trouble #i dont have any interests that are known to anyone and i dont leave and i dont feel #and it came crashing down last week just absolutely horrible i have no energy nothing left #and then i was just like. talking to a special person and mention animal crossing and my extensive experience with it #and they also talk about their love of discovering life in nature like insects and mushrooms #and i realized that i just. really wanna play animal crossing again #and i did! i finally did! i finally let myself do a happy thing thats fun and not productive!#and i decided id experience the life the nature of it and i just kept catching all the fish i saw!#spent so much time just doing that and ive donated to the museum too!#when new horizons came out i made a goal to actually donate to the museum cuz it looked cool as hell and i had never cared about the museum #in the past #but i fell off that wagon pretty quickly and all together kinda stopped catching fish and bugs #and then without even trying to i just. started noticing them and ended up donating #and im so like. proud of myself for accomplishing an actual goal ive had and that i had fun doing it cuz i was just letting myself be #and im proud that i let myself do something fun again #cuz guess what fuckers i actually did stuff ive been putting off doing like applying to jobs that may actually happen #and i get to see my bestie tomorrow for the first time in a while 😎#anyways yeah my character is very cute and tangy sent me a letter saying she loves me and im her bff and i cried

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