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psalmsofpsychosis · 10 months

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Me watching Doukyusei in 2016: *cries blood*

Me watching Doukyusei in 2023: *cries blood but this time the blood is gold*

#JESUS I HAD FORGOTTEN #HOW UNIMAGINABLY WONDERFUL #THIS STORY IS #7 fucking years later and the story has aged like italian wine #it's— the way this story is so paculiar and particular and intricate #the flavour of tension between Kusakabe and Sajou is so fucking fucking distinct and singular #unstoppable force meet immovable object but Kusakabe is shameless and free and so so so hungry and delicious #and Sajou is the sour candy he wants; and he gets whatever he wants #they're delightful and heartbreaking the way childhood wonders are #god i f u c k i n g a d o r e this story #i love the way they hurt i love the way they want each other it feels so effortlessly inevitable #Me: i wonder where did i get half of my personality from #Me: *rewatches Doukyusei*#Me: oh.

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carcarrot · 8 days

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OLD MEN WERE TEMPTING ME...........

#the concert has ended. christ alive #full review and thoughts incoming whenever i get around to it. nevermind ill do it now #OLD MEN WERE TEMPTING ME!!!!!!!!!!!#going into this i thought id be fine. normal even. WRONG AGAIN!#oh adrian. how could i have forgotten the immense fondness i had for you #i didn't forget but all the Adrian Feelings came back like thats really him 🫵#hes so charmingggggggg. jesus #and i thought it was bad with spars/russell doing cocomelon shit to me last year. and that may still take the cake but #tony levin playing that funky music god you love to see it in person. which i never have!#adriannnnnnn. his smile is so infectious he radiates joy like no one else its incredible. and so so endearing #steve vai............ it seems ive grown quite fond of you. actually it was more like i was suddenly like 👁️#hes uh. well hes sure something #OH i should also discuss the meet n greet well it was very short just kinda shaking hands and saying hi (awkwardly on my part)#nice hands steve vai. moving on #ADRIAN NOTICED MY SHIRT (it was a pic of him from one of his solo albums) and he was like 'i recognize that guy!' like dhfkgkfkg #i was also lovingly squished next to ade for the photo. hes sooooooo <3 sorry im sounding like gushy 2019 me but come on its adrian #tony levin is so sweet hes like the best uncle ever. i love himmmmmmmm #his funky fingers were funking!!!!!#oh oh have to say adrian sounds INSANELY good vocally holy shit it sounds the same as the 80s. hes such an underrated singer #im soooooo wowie wow. what a show guys. if i remember more ill elaborate later but thats all for now (waitin around by the stage door)

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warlordfelwinter · 11 months

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i complained about fiver needing new pants and actual insane person (affectionate) @chasing-kitsune spent like 3 million gil and bought me an entire new outfit of high level gear so now we're in fiver's jean jacket era

#i was going to glamour it but this outfit actually kind of rips #so we'll stick with it for a while #i'm going to actually do the endwalker patch quests tomorrow #cause i just started thinking about fiver last night and wanted to play some ffxiv #figured i might as well actually do new stuff #and thanks to atom single handedly boosting my ilvl by 51 points i don't have to worry about being too low anymore jskfdlngs #i need a new bow #but i'll get one by accident that's how i get all my weapons in this game #i'm SO rusty at this game also jfslkdngs #i loaded into a trust dungeon to try and get new pants and also to practice being a bard again and jesus christ i've forgotten how to play #i got back into my rhythm by the end of the dungeon but i'm so glad trust exists so no real humans had to see that #fel's ffxiv #oc: fiver #hiiii fiver i missed you

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delfeur · 1 year

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I really wish HBO would make captive prince into a series just so I could watch the Kingsmeet scene. And all the other sceneS of course BUT THE KINGSMEET ONE DAMNN

#captive prince #i have been dreaming about this for 7 years #free me from this hell.#also i had completly forgotten how book 3 ended #Bells #JESUS CHRIST I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

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misdre · 3 months

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my god!!!! i've been reconnecting with the anime nerd inside myself lately that i kind of lost like uhh during the covid times actually?? i don't think those two things are related but it just happened like that. but this year i started going to cons again and since then have been slowly getting back to that world and it's really kind of a bizarre feeling to unearth so many memories and like "oh yeah i was really invested in this thing and VA too. and this OP/ED song. and this and this series that people these days prob haven't heard of. also this obscure thing people didn't know even back when it aired. and first i hated this VA but then i started liking him 5 years later. and this character and this ship and"

bro! this is a mindfuck but a good one, it like, sends me into another dimension where i remember things are sparkly and kawaii again. i have no idea how my teenager/20yo self in particular had time and energy to be into so many things but good for her. now i can just kind of look back fondly

....and focus on the things i have energy for now as present me. which means going ballistic over aya hisakawa and ai orikasa all over again

#ok seiyuu rambling in the tags for a sec because there will be like one person who understands what im talking about #my obsessions totally stalled when i got into beyblade because reimax took over my brain cells but before THAT #jesus christ i had many that i'd forgotten about!#i think the first one was marina inoue who was apparently my gay awakening to really really liking otokoyaku so women voicing boys #i really really loved her as kanmuri in yakitate japan. this is so obscure? don't ask me seriously just don't #then i had a really long obsession with mitsuki saiga....i think because of wolfram in kyou kara maou originally #then i got really into kuroshitsuji......maaya sakamoto.#then......... well it was men for a while then like kishou taniyama #then of course in my hunter x hunter phase RABID about megumi han and mariya ise #and erm then i found beyblade and lost my remaining brain cells. they haven't returned yet #my big thing always was collecting songs from whoever i was in love with so my seiyuu music collections are......sizeable.

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incidentalblr · 8 months

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i just remembered that the most common background pairing for skephalo fics used to be dream6d no one fucking talk to me this shit is crazy

#talk about aging like milk. jesus.#i had completely forgotten this information until i mentioned it to someone and then i was like wait PAUSE.#sometimes i’m like “there’s no way 2020 was 3 years ago. yes dent there was’’

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officialpenisenvy · 4 months

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WAIT FUCK. i have therapy today

#i had completely forgotten....... jesus christ there's holes in my brain lately.

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sinnerzforsaintz · 5 months

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//I don't consider Heaven Homophobic

I go by the OG version that says a man shouldn't lay with a child

Heaven doesn't care if you like men women or whatever

I also don't believe 90% of the Bible is accurate to what Heaven actually is. Those are human beliefs, not how things actually are

#mun speaks #especially because i consider st peter openly gay #and also think st peter was in a poly relationship with jesus and the other apostles #judas betrayed Jesus cause they broke up lol #also mary magdelen was in there lol #i had forgotten her name and had to google it lol but yes jesus was poly and pansexual #so heaven can't be homophobic

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elainemorisi · 11 months

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#if I had to pick a single old man yells at cloud Issue to really yell about it might be this one #(okay it'd be appification but then this one)#adult lit has also as we know seemed to forget this basic fucking fact about tolerable storytelling #but OH JESUS the kids books #like is it just the 90% shit rule? was this in fact the case we've just forgotten such dreck?#all I know is that the library is a dangerous place if my kid decides to pick from the wrong section #happily she's very into the 'magic' section now which for perhaps obvious reasons is pretty safe #AND which meant that the last time we went she trundled up with The Velveteen Rabbit #fortunately she doesn't have the patience for more than a few pages at once (and I still narrowly avoided crying in public...#...because that one is perfectly unsubtle about this AND YET STILL DOES IT #A THIN GLOSS! YOU ONLY NEED A THIN GLOSS BUT YOU DO NEED IT!)

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natashatrace · 11 months

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i miss you

#To you. To past versions of myself. To the woman I used to want to be. To the friends I pushed away. To the friends I lost bc of fear.#To the confidence I once had. To the singing voice I used to nurture. To the body I’ve forgotten to take care of. to myself. To myself.#to. myself.#I miss you. I miss your joy and your laughter and your drive #I miss your openness and your authenticity #I miss so much about who I was and I miss so much about who I wanted to be #how do I grieve that properly while still pushing forward #How do I find new friendships #How do I mend old ones #how do I get my thick skin back #how do I love myself again when my circle is so much smaller now #how.#I miss her. I miss you. I miss them. I miss myself.#I miss my Jesus #i miss living

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ween-kitchens · 1 year

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my school: we want to make school a place where you feel safe :)

also my school: you are not allowed to get a drink during class during the hottest week of the year. you are also not allowed to get a drink as you are going to your next lesson. you are not allowed to use the toilet during lesson because it is too disruptive, but you are allowed to access the one (1) toilet that is unlocked at your 15 minute break and 45 minute lunch. this is a school of 2200+ students. if you have a medical issue, you are given a pass that lets you go to the toilet during lesson, but only one of 3 toilets is unlocked. we will not tell you which one this is, and also it changes every period, because it is less disruptive to have to climb two flights of stairs and back down again than it is to just let you pee. also we changed the rules so now school starts 10 minutes earlier than you have experienced these past 4 years, and you will get lunch detention if you are seconds late. if your phone is in your pocket it will be confiscated because according to the UN, they are evil. also this is the most important year of your life and if you fail any of these tests you will be doomed to live on the streets forever.

#I went back to school two weeks ago and I am not fucking enjoying myself #until recently I assumed I was feeling so shit at school because it was very emotionally stressful to me which is accurate #but also it’s because i don’t drink anything for 6 hours straight because I prefer the negative effects of dehydration more than having to #pee for like 3 hours #also my arm is weird and if I stay in the same position for an extended period of time I get muscle spasms that hurt like a bitch #I had forgotten about this until school started again because guess what i’ve been doing all week #this isn’t even mentioning the bullying or how awful the corridors and the dinner queues are #jesus christ #on thursdays I just don’t eat because I can’t leave early from pe (I have a specific pass so I can avoid the corridors because. 2200+ s #tudents) and so I don’t make it to where we get dinner from in time to beat the queue #which is. so fun /sar #the phone rules are so weird #they used to be if you were on your phone during lesson then it’d be confiscated which. fair enough #but now it’s if your phone is visible at all if you’re inside the school building #even when school is over or if it’s break/lunch #not to mention that the second time your phone gets confiscated (in the whole year) it gets locked in a safe and your parents have to come #into school to get it #also if it makes any noise at all it gets confiscated #I will add that the majority of the school walks home on their own or gets the bus on their own #so having no way to contact anyone is #really fucking bad #there’s no exceptions to this rule and no ‘excuses’#there’s a few teachers who are nice and will just give you a warning or give your phone back at the end of class #but those are scarce #yeah I feel like shit because i’ve been dehydrated for the past two weeks #I talked to my doctor last year and she said dehydration among students was a huge problem because ofc they can’t go to the toilet so #like me they just don’t drink anything #isn’t that a fun fact #anyway #vent

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fitzvackertheritzcracker · 2 years

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logging into wattpad in the first time in a year, wish me luck guys

#it's forgotten who i am #oh don't worry im just your local kotlc shitspitting oracle #oh god i've got notifications #oh thank fuck it has nothing to do with my actual writing #why is everyone asking if i know pjo #i mean i do but stop asking #im scared guys #oh no comments on my writing #no we don't do this #why can i like comments now wattpad #oh i killed tam i forgot that #someone called me a mortal #they are wrong #i forgot i had a fanfic called yn x jesus #that was a jumpscare #sapnap x george pig too #oh someone thinks there's somethign wrong with me #that makes sense

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dykesynthezoid · 2 years

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Deadly combination of two ppl living together is one person who never wants to make their mental illness symptoms somebody else’s problem, even when they really should be making it somebody else’s problem bc they need help, and the other person is someone who will not stop making their mental illness symptoms everyone else’s problem regardless of the consequences

#y’all I’ve HAD IT lmao #trying to be helpful and maintain boundaries at the same #time is exhausting #this bitch doesn’t even knock on my bedroom door before she walks in tho so wtf am I saying about boundaries tbh #like also I’m still not over having been parentification by her as a child so it’s like #sorry mom I cannot shoulder your new emotional burden today. I do hope you feel better tho #she always gets upset that I’m not willing to listen to her problems #read: she will walk up and just start venting for 40 min without checking in or anything #and if I get upset about it I’m the bad guy #she’s like well shouldn’t our relationship be equal #which actually just means why am I not willing to be her sole source of emotional support which. jesus #but also. like no you’re my mom!!! it was never going to be 100% equal bc you’re the parent! in case you’ve forgotten!!#also she’s terrible at listening to me talk about my problems so???#but she says it’s bc I get offended too easily #which idk man she just says stupid shit when I’m upset and I get so overstimulated that it’s rlly easy for it to send me into a meltdown #I know I’m not easy to help sometimes like I get it!#I’m very aware #she just feels. so entitled to my time and space and energy and ALWAYS has. since I was a child.#but she seems to think shes p much OWED that bc she pays some of my expenses #idk man. I’m tired #vent #personal

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mag200 · 1 year

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is that even matty healy. i literally would not have recognized him.

#which isnt saying MUCH bc i dont care about him or follow him or his work in general #but yall are taking that article way too serious #have we forgotten that this is what happens every single time shes single. relax.#taylor swift #edit: jesus fucking god. oh my fucking christ. lord. i wish i had been right.#i rlly believed it was just gossip with nothing behind it…#matty healy

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sistermp3old · 1 year

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nothing says welcome home like signalling errors w the trains <3

#jesus christ i had forgotten how fucking bad it always is

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nerdie-faerie · 2 years

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Nobody is more surprised by all the crap I keep in my bag than me

#random #gotta wash the backpack i use for everything so im emptying it and oh my god like im the sort of person that has everything in their bag #but jesus christ. i had painkillers in two different places hairbands in 5 different places where id clearly on multiple occasions gone #like bestie how do you do that on so many separate occasions? had a tiny bottle of lip gloss that id forgotten about 3 phone charger plugs #that id never taken out from travelling from christmas. 2 sets of earphones cus i hadnt taken the old ones out when i put new ones in #2 different nivea lip balms spare disposable masks were still in there and of course the pack of playing cards i always keep on hand #so much stuff in there. been using my tote back today and yesterday while my backpack was outta commission and its the same thing #just constantly surprised by all thr stuff i keep in there. there were like 3 things is thought id lost after i couldnt find them when i #went back home and theyre were just in this tote bag that i couldnt see cus it was hidden away in the place that it goes 🤦

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