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why-the-heck-not · 9 months

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20.12.23, wednesday

My main hobby is just procrastinating in any way I can. The plan was to make a cup of coffee and then start working. What actually happened is that I watched a 3 part video series (by james hoffmann ofc) on Aeropress coffee and made a few cups with different variables. Still not sure if I found The Recipe for me, but it’s getting better (tho I don’t love the coffee beans I have)

#altho i’m not sure I agree that inverted method is not worth the risks #maybe I just pour my water in too slow (bc I get nervous abt pouring too much) but there’s a fair bit of liquid that manages to get through #before I can place the vacuum on there #so I did it with inverted method #what I took from his recipe was the swirling instead of stirring and letting it rest for 30secs after to get a more even bed of coffee #I did 14g of coffee & 200g of water with a 5min brew -> swirl -> another 30seconds of letting it rest before pressing gentlyy for like 20-3 #seconds #but idk it’s a bit ’’one note’’#which could be the beans #I have medium roast rn and I prefer light roast but the light roast beans have been no where to be found lately idk why #(there aren’t many actual light roast beans and the other ones are waay out of my budget)#(or at least good ones; there’s the one affordable light roast that’s everywhere but I don’t like it that much (but tbf should’ve still #bought that instead of these ones I got))#like this is still way better than what the drip coffee of those beans are #and the achilles heel is that I don’t have a thermometer of any kind so my water temperature is guesswork every time #so tweaking variables is always a bit sketchy bc idk if I just had a better water temperature that time #studyblr #booklr #aesthetic #bookblr #books #study #reading #read #book #coffee #2023 #december 2023

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finniestoncrane · 2 months

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Waylon has a "I love rainforest pussy" shirt and his S/O's has a "I never shave" shirt

That's all

canon events in the "finnie and killer croc" lore tbh like he'd love me

#my pussy has never known the touch of the blade #she is not a warrior ;-;#if i wasn't so sensitive i'd get waxed just to try it but alas i am a shy and nervous bean #the skin condition doesn't help either tbh #friends being friends #finnie draws

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i3utterflyeffect · 15 days

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Good luck!

thanks :]

have the goblin who is desperately trying to escape up the stairs

#she's okay the poor bean just hates the car #and she has nothing to hide under unlike usual bc the movers came n took our stuff #this is also her first car ride without sam. may he rest in peace #So she's understandably nervous #pitch posts

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malikselfindulgence · 10 months

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HII I TRIED 2 DRAW LI [@marblesrambles 's lmk s/i!!] AS A SONIC CHARACTER !! Top two obsessions mashed together I heart Li very much

#scurries awa y after posting #iam lowk nervous um I hope she looks okay !!#gave her friendship bracelets from MK and Mei :3 #totaallyy wasnt because idk how to draw the connection between wrist and hand in sonic artstyle TOTALLYYYY #alsoi couldnt find any pics of her in shoes so I just drew pink sneakers i hope thats okay :3 #I dont think ive ever drawn shoes and Enjoyed it . actual hell to draw #alsomix and matched her clothes I hope thats okay too I REDID SO MANY THINGS MY GOD IM SORRY UM .#malik's art #oc: li lmk #li lmk #lmk li #li #lmk oc #lmk original character #does this count as sonic ????? idk #sonic #tagging it anyways #ALSO GAVE HER BEAN PADS . I HOPE THATS OKAY?????#i heart her #Either uhhhhhhhhhhh Feng or my sona next #or blaze's . his is pretty cute honestly #mine has been w me since the dawn of time so she looks like . emo #IHAVENT DECIDED ON A NAME FOR XEM :[ THEIR OLD NAME WAS “DARKLIGHT” again . emo phase . but I dont want it Anymor e #ill thinkabout it later #did i write my art tag i cant remember #okyeah i did

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smol-bean-of-the-smols · 2 months

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oh my godddddd im nervous about my haircut tomorrow. like its finally happening

RAAAAAAAAHHHHH

#i just hope the hairstylist doesnt like. voice her opinions about it too much #IM NERVOUS #IM SO NERVOUS #ITS HAPPENING EVERYBODY STAY CALM #bean's random thoughts

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nimue-hidden-lake · 4 months

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Being down so horrendous that their voice alone makes me act up like an idiot. I cannot continue like this... This is truly horrible. I'm down so terrible. And it has been a while since the last time I felt that strongly about a new f/o... This is serious, isn't it?

#Nimue's Whispers #Nimue's Beloved #This f/o is the end of me! I can't do this anymore! If this continues I'm forced to reveal!#Literally sat there during the cutscene and squealed whenever they spoke! And now I lay here with the voice in my head!#F/O is not leaving my brain! I imagined cuddling with them too! It's so over for me...#f/o community #fictional other community #secret f/o #(I am preparing stuff with writing to publish... So I might have to spill the beans soon publicly)#(I'm just nervous for no reason... MRGRRR)

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simm-mouse · 2 years

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Got a bunch of stuff today, most of Tycho

He's turning into a teen soon so I thought up concepts of what if preteen and teen designs

#my bullshit #my art #fanart #the sims 2 #ts2 #strangetown #tycho curious #nervous subject #Chill green bean #He's Lazlo's clone except neat and not as outgoing #Nerv just saying hi through the window #He does not want to go back home

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smalltimidbean · 6 months

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I should really post Peppino's sisters at some point, they still don't have names like 9 months after I made them kjfdgjkdfg

I was keeping them secret for a reveal on Pep's blog, but I doubt we'll get there anytime soon, so why not! But also Scary!!!

I have so many PT OCs that I have not shown yet - and that are not clones - help khjfdjlkdsfg

#bean talks too much #or like not posted about much #there's just so many guys in my head I need them out!!!#for some reason I get nervous to post non-clone guys #maybe bc they're related to canon characters and people won't like them #and no one really asks about the non-clone guys any way #but all that's probably just the gremlin in my head making me sad #I do appreciate all the love on my silly guys clones or not #and I still love all the clones too of course - I would not have so many if I did not jkfgdkdf #I am in a weird mood bc there is an angel in here and it's freaking me out jkdfgkj

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howdoyousleep3 · 1 year

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i spent my morning at the DMV and it was the absolute worst way to spend my morning, 0/10 do not recommend

#personal #I’m just here to ramble to get it out lol #I got there when it opened and it was a TWO hour wait #my anxiety was already high for some reason it’s been out of control recently #so I’m already just…shaking going in lol #and this woman cuts in line ahead of a huge group of us and I was next so I had to go in and say ‘excuse me we’re all in line too’#she was so nice but I was so nervous my tone was mean 😭#we waited in dollar tree #(their fall and Halloween decor is on POINT it’s so cute btw)#oh yeah— we meaning me and the beans lol they were with me #and they were being such troopers right until we went inside since we were waiting outside #I miss my que because of it and the girls are screaming and crying and I have this huge stroller and everyone is so obviously annoyed at me #and THEN I give a bean my keys to try and calm her down and she takes them and #sets off my car alarm #and this woman comes in yelling about my car and I have to say ‘YUP THAT’S ME I’m not going to turn it off I’m almost done here thank you’#😭😭😭#and then my picture!! I obviously look like I’m having a mental breakdown in it #I look like a thumb 😭#but it’s done #I have my new license with my new name #it is done lol #I def went to try car to cry 😭#I wasn’t mad at the beans though I felt bad for them 🥺#ANYWAY #Imma go eat a salad because my tummy hurts 😭

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ahit-oc-corner · 11 months

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So I been wanting to post the doc of lore I have for Sai lore and Snatcher and Sai first meeting so I thought 'WHY NOT BOTH?' SO THATS WHAT I'M DOING!! 1) Sai lore info here (This isn't finished cause when I get more stuff wrote down for Sai the more I will fill in the doc!)

2) Snatcher and Sai first meeting + There's info lore with Lurker who belongs to @chocowhomps who is also the friend that's in this doc! AND ITS ALL SCREEN SHOTS in the future I might have it typed out but for now you guys get screenshots!

#google doc #a hat in time lore with friends #a hat in time #a hat in time oc #the snatcher #rp #sai lore #lurker lore #beans is also mention in this who belongs to hoodedjelly on tumblr and twt #i was nervous to share sai lore cause i felt i should finish it first but what's the fun in having you guys wait?? so i shall explode #sometimes you just gotta post late at night

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semiotomatics · 6 months

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who up feelin dissatisfied w life

#personal spewage #mostly feeling dissatisfied rn *bc* im up #only slept 3 hours and wouldve slept more but then bean woke me up 😭#not her fault ofc but still #im exhausted but ive got that good good hormone-induced insomnia so ive just been lying here trying to sleep for the past 2 hours w no luck #also i have a phone appt to get my meds refilled in 5 hours and for some reason im rly nervous abt it?#idk why its literally just a refill #prolly just feeling stressed in general so my brain is looking for a reason why #hopefully this doesnt screw up my sleep too bad #*sigh*

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stcrforged · 1 month

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❛ some risks are worth taking. ❜ // charles & michelle

canary yellow hues were filled with DOUBT and the gaze wandered away, not daring to look into the other's eyes. " i know, but i'm... afraid. " her chest felt heavy, making it difficult to breath. her body tensed and shoulders were raised, radiating anxiety. " i don't know if i belong here. i'm NOT heroic or brave. i don't even like the idea of hurting strangers, even if it means the world won't end. " for so many years michelle had been alone and to suddenly be among other mutants and heroes - it was a huge change. perhaps she could become one of them if she learned how to use her time manipulation. though the idea of using it made her shiver. it was BRUTAL the way she felt when she tried to do with anything with time. as if she had several galaxies on her shoulders, crushing her from the inside. it was painful. dangerous. was that a risk worth taking? she didn't know. " i don't know if i can. " /@yoakkemae

#‧₊˚✩ INTERACTIONS ₊˚✩ / ❝ michelle courtet ❞#‧₊˚✩ MAIN VERSE ₊˚✩ / ❝ michelle courtet ❞#yoakkemae #‧₊˚✩ AND THE STARS ANSWERED ₊˚✩ / answered #‧₊˚✩ THROW WISHES INTO THE NIGHT AND WAIT FOR THE STARS ₊˚✩ / queue #thank you for the ask!#she's just a nervous lil red bean

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naomiknight-17 · 7 months

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Every time Leon gets near Jill, he hisses and skulks away, but when I put her back in the hallway and closed the door, he pawed at the door and cried

Leon. Do you hate the kitten or not

#he's nervous but clearly very curious about her #poor Jill. she was playing with a mouse and rolling around and trilling at the boys; clearly begging them to play with her #and they were just staring at her like wtf mate #they'll figure it out eventually #cats #mod post #leon the cat #leon oliver #jill the cat #jill beans valentine #jillybean

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flowerbeds-and-fairywings · 2 years

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it’s time for a new promo, so —

selfship server !

a general comfort & selfship d.iscord server, run by me !

❀ a comfort space, curated to whatever you’d like to share ! we have space for general chatting, for sharing media & creations, for gushing — whatever your heart calls you to ! we’ve also started doing events ( like a secret santa ) , and i hope to plan some more in the future ! ❀ we’re very chill and very welcoming, so please do stop by if you’d like to ! ❀ 16+, but 18+ is preferred ( not due to content, just preference ) // drama - free // safe space

give this post a “like” and i’ll send you the invite link !

#:D!!#mutuals take priority for invites but that will probably expand soon !!#i’m just a lil nervous bean #please join us if you’d like to !!#it’s lots of fun i promise 😌#totally okay to rb

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bogfroggy · 1 year

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bad news. siri play crush by david archuleta

#skater Jesus guy just followed me on instagram even tho I wa told he doesn’t used social media #and just got two messages so insta won’t show me a preview and I’m here blushing at my phone #being too nervous to open them yet…#having a crush is so EMBARRASSINGGGGG I WASNT READY #bean post #personal

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ringchollyandfriends · 7 months

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I know that my current situation is going to take a lot of time, effort and training.

But I'm tired. I'm so so tired.

I want to go back to relaxing, but I can't.

#It's hard thinking that everything would be just fine if Chico wasn't living with us but he's here #I'm having to choose between being stressed out in my house or being stressed out outside of my house and it's hard #I get nervous in public with Bean alone because she's shy/scared of strangers #And I'm stressed out in the house because of Elliot/Chico

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