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delicatetaysversion · 11 months

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i just came out to a real life person and i think im having a heart attack

#IT WAS SO UNPLANNED I HADN'T THOUGHT ABOUT IT AT ALL I DIDN'T EVWN THINK WE WERW FRIENDS??#she lives in the building next to mine and we go to tui together to divide the auto fare and we've been walking home 2-3 dino se #and she likes kpop and kdramas #but like there isn't that Spark yk like oh ny god i love u best friends forever its a little awkward and formal still #but we were talking about something and oh my god #when we reached home we were standing uski building ke neeche and she was like i want to introduce you to my childhood bestie i think you #two will like each other #and i was like kinda weirded out like um are we that close yet i thought we were just classmates 😭😭#so i asked ki oh why all of a sudden #and she's like 'i like you' and i look at her and laugh and she said STOP LAUGHING i don't meant it like that im straight ok #and idk something in me snapped i was like oh are u homophobic too?#but pls she didn't know what it meant 😭 so i explained ki do u hate gay people then #she said no no ofc not SO I JUST BLURTED OUT KI good cause im bisexual #THE SHOCK ON HER FACE OMG im saying this now in freaking out now but at that time i said it really coolly and proudly without fumbling #my voice didn't drop down to a low volume or waver or anything (which im so proud bc she's like the first irl person ive come out to face #to face??????? i mean obv childhood friends don't count they're all gay #but anyway she was like OH and then SHE FUMBLED she was like oh nice i respect u very much and it was so awkward i was like haan haan shut #up just don't tell anyone very few ppl know 😭and she wasn't done she was like so as i was saying #we're growing old and real good friendships are getting harder to find and i like you (stop laughing!!) and i hope we don't jinx it #and she literally touched a wooden table lying there and said touchwood???? 😭😭😭😭😭#now i am thinking why did i tell her she's so extroverted she talks to everyone we go to the same tui this town is tiny #she could tell everyone my parents could find out #but also a part of me is relieved cause im so sick of hiding something that is such a small yet imp part of me #and if she tells everyone then cool maybe there'll be more queer people i can't ve the only queer person in this town and we could be #friends and my parents eh they'd never believe something like that they'll ask me if it's true and ill say nah just rumors dumb kids #and they'll believe me because they'll want to believe me so bad #so no harm #i still don't feel very bestfriendy with her but maybe my standards are too high 😭 idk ig i can't see myself being friends with her #for a long time if we weren't forced by circumstances and i don't like her that much but im happy i got to say it #literally said it omg 'kyunki main hu. bisexual' FUCK THAT FELT GOOD

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deadandphilgames · 4 months

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oversharing in the tags time :)

#i think it’s time i go back to therapy #i keep having recurring nightmares about my ex best friend #or dreams where she reaches out to me. and explains why she cut me out #backstory. in high school had a lesbian toxic situationship with my #bestie. THEN i had another one. which kinda overlapped? the first one was open but also just messy #anyways. jade and i were like together for a year. then she got a boyfriend one day and i had a breakdown #it happened just after high school and i was sooooo … unwell. wasn’t out to my family felt like i was gonna die etc etc #(this is all pre dnp btw) anyways next year i found dnp. a couple months later she broke up with her bf #and we sorted dated for a while (this whole time we’d been just friends and i was still not really over it but hiding it)#and then she dated ANOTHER guy. they broke up and she had a breakdown and moved 9 hours away. i went #to visit her for a month. we like kinda dated again then and i thought we could make it work. then 2020. no travel #so she started dating a guy. didn’t tell me. even though we spoke every day. she moved in with him #then she breaks up with him mid 2021. i started dating my gf. but Jade was clingy and it was awkward #she started dating a sketchy guy who was homophobic. i went and visited her a few times #start of 2023 she tells me she wants to make more of an effort cause he didn’t like her friends so she cut everyone out. then she ghosted #in feb 2023. we had tickets for #mcr in march. i had to text her cause she’d blocked me on messenger and said im going to the concert whether she’s there or not #she said ‘yeah no worries! you can take someone else in my place too 😎’ she used that fucking emoji #and I haven’t spoken to her since. I think she quit her job . and that guy was not a nice man #so I still worry about her #writing this all down makes me realise she was a bitch and I deserve better #but I just want closure. it isn’t fair she replied so casually to my text when I said ‘you’ve blocked me’#it isn’t fair she HAS MY SIGNED COPY OF DANS BOOK #anyways. I need therapy to get over this #and I haven’t even written about my family issues (im #out and they’re supportive but my god they fucked me #up as a kid)#if you read this hi 👋 hope you are having a lovely day #don’t get in lesbian situationships!!!

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sillystringstar · 29 days

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nonbinary trains

call that trainsgender

#im pretty sure my mom put it in that order which is a funny thing to do for a homophobe #kinda #idk her stance on lgbt but she is rlly religious

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caramelmochacrow · 6 months

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THEY ALLOW THIS??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?? IM JUST ON EP 1 WHAT THE FUCK--

#crow talks #love live sunshine #frothing at the mouth what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what #i sound so homophobic im not im actually very jealous of these two (<- has his own gays that he wishes had this image)#if you know me you know who those gays are./#i HATE that kanan can tell when mari is hiding something. i hate her so much what the FUCK do you mean--#ughhhhhh youre gay youre gay youre gay!!!!!#ok im kinda chilled out now im gonna go continue watching--

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sonknuxadow · 17 days

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remembering when the covers for the issue where amy and surge first interacted were coming out and people were saying they wanted surge to fall in love with amy at first sight and immediately decide to change so she can be with her . as in actually wanting that to happen in the comic not just as a fanfic thing . and sorry not to be a hater but i can't be the only one who thinks that surge suddenly becoming good because romance kind of would of sucked right .... like idk that just doesnt sound like a very good direction to take the story . sorry .

#i just have mixed feelings on the idea of a surge redemption arc in general #becuase surge and kit are some of the only current sonic villains i actually find interesting #so idk if i really . Want . for them to become Not Villains because then the villain lineup goes back to being mostly uninteresting #but i feel like romance being the reason would be . um .#im a big advocate for minimal romance in sonic . no stories that overly focus on romance #no canon couples outside of a few very specific exceptions that dont involve game characters . etc . so probably would not have liked that #and ill be honest and say i dont like surg/eamy but i dont ONLY dislike this idea because its amy specifically #i probably would havr disliked that storyline regardless of who the other character was . it being amy just doesnt help #and its not because i hate amy or anything i like her i just dislike like. 99 percent of ships involving her #because i get kinda tired of seeing her paired with every character under the sun #and treated as nothing but shipping fodder by a lot of people #(not saying everyone who likes an amy ship is doing that just that its a thing that happens)#especially considering how young she is and there not being many characters close in age to her. so theres an added layer of discomfort #and i also dont like the idea of amy getting over sonic by getting with someone who looks like him or is a copy of him or something #which isnt a thing that exclusively applies to surge but shes definitely an example of that #but like i already said . amy being the other character is not the full reason #i feel like im over explaining myself here but i also feel like if i dont somebodys gonna completely misinterpret what im saying #as me just hating amy or being homophobic or something and then yell at me in my askbox . starts shaking like a frightened animal

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bad-hobbit · 26 days

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okay !! but only bcause yall cant shut up about netflix ruining how gay the book is !!! and i happen to have a very old copy my grandma gave me when i was a teenager ! i will read the picture of dorian gray !!!!! 🙄

#if this is not even half as queer as yall are making it seem im gonna be so mad #my grandma gave me that book and little women when i was like 12 ? ane begged me to read them because she thought i would love them #i didnt read little women until i was like 20 and its now one of my top3 books ever #so if i like the picture of dorian gray as much........#its gonna be grandma 2 / me 0 !!!#also kinda funny she have me 2 books very cleary queer coded.......#not only am i not out to her shes also kinda homophobic so.......#she knew something was up #books

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aloysarrow · 1 year

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I'm in Burning Shores and I'm waiting for the moment where I feel like Seykaloy feels too rushed or whatever. Bc it doesn't. Idk what I was suppose to notice or feel negatively about their teaming up. I've shipped Aloy for less just bc I thought she had chemistry with whoever. I was shipping her half-heartedly, like crack-ship-ish even though I knew nothing was canonly there with the Oseram, Silga. It's not too rushed omg 😂

#i think ereloy has less shippy moments tbh and i loved ereloy in HZD lol (not so much in HFW. my ereloy ship sank there lol)#'it was too rushed' boooooooooiii i was shipping Nakoaloy. Nakoa? do yall even remember her??#SEYKALOY IS ALREADY TOE-TO-TOE WITH TALANALOY just in my humble opinion. and kinda waaay more equal?#like equal in a way that the whole 'Hawk and Thrush' thing didn’t have #whatever. i like Seykaloy. yall can eat dirt if youre bothered lol #Seykaloy #seyka x aloy #aloy x seyka #seyloy #im still team biloy and id hope my friends would be cool with that if any of them played Horizon. But publicly? to the homophobes?#GAYLOY REIGN!#GAYLOY REIGN #GAYLOY #GAYLOY GAYLOY GAYLOY GAYLOY GAYLOY GA-#HAROLD SHES A LESBIAN #LESBIAN ALOY #ok im done lmao #my horizon #my posts #hfw spoilers #burning shores spoilers #i do wish the biphobia hadnt happened. but. welp. not surprised just further disappointed

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nyupuun · 6 months

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Dynamic

#the ideal dynamic: me. my wife that my clan has sworn to fight for millennia. and her homophobic coworker who is now my daughter #i love dakki and squire so much THE tcg yuri to me #i imagine yuki onna wants to keep a close eye on dakki (because i imagine she wants to take over the mayakashi)#and because her human form is a child she just kinda becomes the adoptive daughter of dakki and squire #and she hates seeing them together #something like that #sorry im . odd #yuki-musume the ice mayakashi #dakki the graceful mayakashi #shiranui squire #yugioh #yugioh tcg #dakki x squire #omg what if they were called ghostgirlshipping (like the vrains character teehre)

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alchemiclee · 1 year

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been looking in tags for a few days now to see if anyone else found the whole high cloud quintet and related story to be a bit.....poorly written, nonsensical, contradictory, full of plot holes and loose ends, etc. apparently i'm not the only one. (and i'm not even talking about shipping stuff, because any time I saw someone mad about bad writing, someone always replies to be homophobic and laugh about failed ships. weirdos.) it could have been so good but was thrown into the garbage for the most part (IF you noticed all the plot holes and contradiction. if not, then it's a fine enough story tbh. I expect most people to see it on surface level and not read all the little hidden lore bits and try to piece it together like my autistic brain did. which is ok! enjoy it if you liked it and ignore me 😆)

#apparently one of the writers did it on purpose. wont explain here. you can find it elsewhere. but it makes sense now #that's why it fell apart and didnt make sense in the end #ive seem people say anyone mad about it is a shipper and thats why. they use it as an excuse to be homophobes #youre gross get out of thos fandom. im here as someone upset about the story who was very skeptical about any ship theories and focused #more on plot theories and overall friendship and stuff so its not even about shipping you het weirdos!!!#the contradictions and plot holes are bd regrdless of who you ship lmao stop reducing it to that #aure its fine if you ignlre those plot holes. but it happened to be the little plot holes that interested me the most so its obvious to me😅#cant wait until a talented writer in the fandom rewrites the whole story a lot better and fills in the holes and ties up the end better #please someone do this 😭#lee text #hsr #i just wanted a close found family who met a tragic end #my idea for a better way to write it is dan feng wanted free from the high elder cycle and yingxing helped him create a new elder #but it went wrong and failed because the preceptors fed him wrong info hopong it woukd destroy dan feng since they hated him #instead it was yingxing that died and dan feng selfishly brought him back somehow and thats why hes immortal and hates dan heng now #they created a monster in the process that made a mess and baiheng died trying to kill it maybe but hit its weak spot #so it was weaked enough for jingliu to slay it #maybe for a plot twist jing yuan somehow knew the preceptors were up to something and didnt stop the two because #they were too stubborn and he knew it would do nothing #we know the dragon heart disappeared so either it ended becoming bailu in the end #or it could be inaide blade bow. another fun possible plot twist. they never explained where it went so it coukd be a n y w h e r e #i had other ideas but i forget now. bht baiheng deserves better as well. just being a plot mechanism to make two dudes be stupid #is kinda bland and boring and wasted her character. she deserves better too!!!!#id write this if i had the time and brain power but ill hope someone else does it instead #OH yeah i forgot a big idea. dan feng and yingxing perhaps try to also kill the arbor and end the abundance and long life/reincarnation #and maybe that was one part that led to it all going wrong or something. since yingxing wanted revenge on the abundance for destroying #his home and family???? and dan feng wanted to escape the cycle? similar wants that worked together snd failed #these are all ideas from past theories i read and my own ideas i came up with all of which are better than what that bad writer did!#these are very incomplete ideas that im sure someone else can write better #lee rambles

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strawbuddy · 3 months

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Bro they're trying to ban masks in NY. My great grandma died on dialysis bc of covid complications. She didn't even have covid when she went to the hospital, but dialysis patients were at such risk during covid my 86YO great grandma didn't stand a chance. But not my fiances 80somthingYO grandmother isn't going to be able to leave her house? She already has a pacemaker, idk what covid is would do to her but I don't think she'd survive it. I don't think there's any way she'd leave either, she's old and some of her kids are still there and she's in the same house she was when they moved from Jamaica and she raised her kids in.

#RIP anna mae jones #its such a black grandma name i love her #it wasn't until she died i realized im a lot like her #like in all the ways people conolained about me they praised her #*complained #i think if she had know shed be pissed #i was told my fiancea grandmother was homophobic and i believe it bc shes older and jamacan #but only ever been nice to me. i think shea gotten to the age where its too hard to hate #especially the family you've come to love so much #so you just kinda let go of it and shrug your shoulders and let everyone be happy #also her name is dorthy and i think that's so cute shes such a cute old lady

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frogwen · 3 months

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had an insane thought today while crying for my cat who passed away at the beginning of this year, i was sobbing and sobbing and then i was like woww so cool she was the first one i told i was trans like 12?? years ago omg ally!!!!!!!(continues sobbing)

#the worst part about crying about pancake is that she HATED when id cry and bite the shit out of me #so i start crying harder bc shes not here to bite me. lol.#also kinda insane i wanted to name her hatshepsut but no one liked that name shdjdjdkdnddkd #and id argue nooo she was a pharaoh who was depicted as a man isnt that so swagful and cool (crickets) JFBDKSNSSLDML……#im glad im 27 now. im so happy i lived past being a teen. thank you pancake #happy pride to my homophobic cat who’d bite me whenever i laughed cried or sneezed🌈❤️‍🔥🏳️‍⚧️

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critterofthenight · 7 months

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do you always have to be the favourite most specialest student of the teachers you like or are you normal?

#im so unwell about my art teacher its not even funny anymore #someone else was the one who did best in the art competition so now shes her best student #and i wanna go up to the teacher being all “do you still like me 🥺” like a jealous boyfriend or smth #its pathetic #i also really want praise from the biology teacher even tho i know that shes kinda homophobic #wtf is wrong with me :cc #✩‧₊˚

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dreamsicle262 · 1 year

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why does my mom keep spamming me with gifs of dazai

#dream's textposts🖋️#help #it's probably becuz i only talk about a select few characters around her becuz i can't be bothered to explain everything #especially not dead apple #not becuz it's confusing becuz it kinda isn't #but becuz both of my parents are raging homophobes and will freak tf out if i mention THAT one scene. you know which one.#so yeah i can't say much about skk either unless im misleading her into thinking they hate each other just so she won't question things #i think she found skk ship art once and i had to awkwardly explain that no these men aren't gay. it's just art that ppl make yk #obviously i was lying. but that was necessary for survival in my case. this impulsive lying for survival happens a lot more than it should.

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