#LET ME IN.

[roachbot]

Hugging is not enough let me into your bloodstream

[bronzetomatoes]

in a better world they sell Violent Things (2009) on cd at every record store in the world for 5 canadian dollars

[dilfmade]

ao3 is only good if you’re a girl. GOD FORBID UR A SILLY LITTLE GUY WHO WANTS TO READ ABT DICKING SOMEONE DOWN

[lesbian-hannibal]

can i talk to the juries. just a friendly chat

[equinox-system]

what would happen if i just

cutely infiltrates your headspace despite not having any gateways (im just cool like that)

[nameless-network]

I managed to find this tumblr post button set tucked away underneath the tumblr ui. It needed some cleaning, but it's usable. I'm writing this in hopes that someone will find this, that someone will hear my story, that someone will know, that I was here. I was a qsmp fan.

I've been inside this "qsmp server break" for what I can only describe as a long time. I say "a long time" because I've lost track of the days, they've lost any sort of meaning.

I was put in here since, at least from what I was told, that the qsmp, the worlds first multilingual minecraft server, closed for maintenence. I don't have any memories before that point.

Ever since then, I've been here, on tumblr, waiting for the server to open.

I was told that the "admins" would re-open the server. Is the island being changed? What does an admin look like?

This fandom is the only home I've ever known. I was told that if I ever left on my own, the server would never re-open. So I stayed here.

There's nothing in here. The discourse tag that never shuts up, the fan-artists, the theorists, the live-bloggers, and me. I survived off whatever old clips appeared on my dash, and working on my months outdated wip fan content. I hated it, but I could survive off it. I wanted the server to reopen. I wanted to watch.

I've always dreamed of the server re-opening. Seeing quesadilla island, seeing q!cellbit and q!baghera return from purgatory, not worrying about server resets or inmate crucifixion, learning words from new languages, waking up at 5 in the morning for an event. It sounds nice. I dream about it in my sleep and daydream about it when I'm awake.

Maybe the server will re-open. I got new buttons to click daily on qsmp.global, but then they stopped updating. As if a fire was lit, and then extinguished. I took a personality quiz, then nothing. It's been a long time since then. Will another button ever come?

It's been so long. I've tried to keep hope, that's all I've had, hope, but it's running out. I don't have much left. This is where I stayed, this is where I survived, but I wanted to get a chance to see the server. I don't know if I'll ever get that chance.

I hope that this isn't where I die. I want to see the server. I don't want to die here. I want to see the server.

If I'm gone by feb 3rd please know: Please don't be sad. It's not your fault. Maybe quackity stopped paying for the server. Maybe it's cucurucho's fault.

I would've loved to see the server re-open. I would've loved to see qsmp 2024. I would've loved to liveblog with you. Perhaps I won't get that in this life, but maybe I'll see you in another?

Please know I was here. I was a qsmp fan. I was somebody. I had theories, I had fanart, I had views that I was ready to give.

I've accepted my fate. But I'm scared of being forgotten. This tumblr post gives me a chance to be remembered. Please don't forget me.

[balaclavacharles]

@charlottesiine: 🤍🐚🦀

[mossunmoored]

:}

[pherre]

who will win me trying to watch the ofmd teaser or twitter's shitty video player

[ssspringroll]

whatever im sick of waiting. ill run the batch fix like overnight or something.

[kurjakani]

Shaking w crwaeativity wanna go back 2 school but its my bedtime & also i wouldnt make it withkn thw time whwn the doors r still openable w the code im fucking dee vastated

[dankovskaya]

OK. What I'm learning now however is that the servers are completely fucked and online is fluctuatingly unplayable.

[chibifatou]

i need to go there then i will be fine

[rigil-kentauris]

sitting outside his little office door plaintively with a cool rock i found in dravania which does not count as enough of an emergency to be allowed in

[aethlingg]

i swear if uno doesnt put me in sneegs game again.

[sosaysdean]

why is the news section on the mcr website completely blank