#LOVE YOU EMMA <3333

[renegadeontherunn]

FIONAAAAA just here to say I love you and I'm still enjoying your d20 rambles!!!!!! <33 good luck to your blorbos!!!

AKDJJAJFKA EMMA!!!!! THANK YOU MY LOVE IM GLAD YOURE ENJOYING WATCHING ME GO ABSOLUTELY BONKERS AKDJAJKFA LOVE YOU

[soukeyed]

happy new yearrr have a metal gear women dump <3

[lunarpanda]

🌙 🎮🤡🥰

🌙What’s their sleep schedule like?

Big late sleeper late riser if they can help it. Is def the kind of person that will fuck up their sleep schedule since they can't stop having fun. Plus since she's from the moon it only makes sense that she'd be more active and about during the night. All of this comes back to bite her when she makes appointments for the next day and has to wake up at 8 AM because normal people suck.

🎮What’s their favorite game?

She's got a lot of faves, she especially adores the Hamtaro GBA triology (Ham-Ham Heartbreak, Rainbow Rescue and Ham-Ham Games) she says RR has the best art style but HHG has the best cast and HHHB having best music and story.

Pokemon Channel and the Pokeparks take it for best console games in her opinion. Melee, Kirby's Air Ride and Paper Mario 2 also have a special place in her heart especially for the music.

Really if you got a Nintendo (Particularly Pokemon or Kirby) game released early-mid 2000's there's a chance she played it and enjoyed it so much.

🤡 What’s something dumb they’re embarrassed about?

Finding some of her art she made when she was a teen. She goes super cringe mode and tries to get rid of it but there's always a piece lurking in her parent's house.

🥰What pet names do their partner(s) use for them? How flustered do they get by them?

Oh they call her princess all the time! She insisted so it doesn't fluster her. I think most of them use "hime" with Kara saying "princess" in the best English he can muster. Jyushi I think would go on saying "Mika-hime" rather than just "hime".

Ichi does drop kitten (or "koneko-chan") on her and it does fluster her a little but she likes it<3

[cloudyskiiees]

ok hear me out. total drama high school au. alenoah. scott pilgrim but instead of evil exes noah is friends with them all and they find it hilarious so they make a pact to have to approve whoever he dates next, and noah finds it fucking hilarious so he goes with it.

1: owen (and izzy and eva by association)

e-scope are poly! izzy is dating eva and owen, and owen was dating izzy and noah. noah loves his idiots, but decided he needs a partner with at least a shred of sanity. they're all still best friends and very close! dated for fiveish months sophomore year!

2: cody (of course)

middle school bfs. dated for like two weeks until noah couldn't deal with cody anymore. have been friends for so long he can't get rid of him, despite it all noah appreciates the geek (even if he wants to strangle him most of the time)

3: tyler

tyler came out as bi in freshman year (noah was his gay awakening) and asked him out on impulse. noah found it amusing and accepted, knowing the jock would quickly figure out he wouldn't wanna date such a pessimist. broke up after like a month, tyler is a good friend and very happy with his gf lindsay!

4: justin

got dared to ask out noah and date him for three days freshman year, accepted the challenge. noah isn't stupid, so he accepted then broke up with him after two days, making him lose the bet. justin was so distraught about it he confronted noah, who quickly learned he may be a prick but really he's just a crybaby attention seeker. if you asked noah now why he's friends with him, he couldn't give you an answer. but they're on friendly-rivalish terms!

5: emma

first and only gf. was scared to come out as a lesbian to everyone, so noah offered to date her to ward of suspicion from her family (people assume he's bi, he's still not sure) till she was ready. dated for a solid year between sophomore and junior year before she came out and got with her current gf (courtney), her and noah are lesbian gay solidarity, he's good friends with her and her sister, kitty.

6: duncan:

most recent breakup. end of junior year they both wound up in detention together a lot (noah couldn't stop correcting teachers + being a snark in class) ((duncan is a delinquent)) and a very unlikely friendship formed. duncan wanted to piss his ex (courtney) off so he would constantly flirt with noah in front of everyone. unbothered, noah and him went on a few dates just to post about it. emma found it very funny, courtney did not. both boys enjoy being assholes and judging people together.

alejandro has to go through and befriend all of them to basically get a stamp of approval to date their fav snark <3333

total drama has effectively taken over every inch of my brain i hope y'all enjoy my silly thoughts

[flowers-for-em]

✧ Emma ✧ she/her ✧ minor ✧ books and food

┊ ➶ ｡°.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

Hii! Welcome to my blog:

Basic Info:

✧ Emma/Ems ✧ she/her ✧ Minor - birthday Jan 12 ✧ Capricorn ✧ INTJ ✧ Australian ✧ Ferrari girl <3 ✧ I will defend my babies warnette and Evajacks until i die. ✧ i am a firm believer in sarcasm. ✧ if you see me posting about writing its cause I have no motivation. I post about it, but don't necessarily do it ✧ I'm an introvert but will absolutely come out of my shell and become and extrovert when you get to know me

┊ ➶ ｡°.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

Things I love

✧ Books -> [series] The inheritance games, acotar, shatter me, the folk of the air, the prison healer, caraval, ouabh, dance of theives, divine rivals (waiting for the next one to come out), the lunar chronicles, the red queen, when in rome series, the naturals, six of crows.

✧ Books -> [standalone] Better than the movies, if he had been with me, the do over (basically anything by lynn painter), the cheat sheet, powerless, the summer of broken rules and a lot more I cannot remember cause I panicked :)

✧ Music -> Taylor swift, Gracie abrams, Tate McRea, a little of Lana Del Rey, Chase Atlantic, Artic Monkeys, Guns and Roses, Little mix, Conan Gray. My music is allllll over the place lmao.

✧ Christmas <3333

✧ Rain <3

✧ Movies -> Now you see me 1 & 2, knives out 1 & 2, oceans 8, 11, 12, & 13, Mamma Mia, the adam project, enola holmes, red notice and basically and chick flick

✧ Tv shows -> B99, Friends, babysitter's club, alexa and katie, fuller house,

✧ art -> I paint, sketch, and draw, whenever I feel like it. I mostly draw. I want to learn how to use gouache and oils paints.

✧ other -> baking and cooking :)

✧ making moodboards -> here is my master list

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More Info

✧ my dream life is to runaway to paris or new york and open up a bookstore/cafe/flower shop. (and to be the rich hot aunt the everyone loves)

✧ I will most likely put 'lmao', 'lol', <3, :) at the end or in every sentence I can - just cause I want to talk to you but I don't want to come on too strong lmao (see right there - perfect example)

✧ I want to travel when I'm older! [places] -> London, Paris, Italy, Greece, Turkey, Sweden, Germany, New York, Bahamas, Japan, Korea, and a bunch more!

✧ I spend an unhealthy amount of time on Pinterest and Tumblr.

✧ I'm basically friendless if you exclude online friends. So if we're moots you're my best friend, no take backs

✧ Also I love getting new book, show, movie, music recs!

✧ My Wattpad -> My Pinterest

✧ If you want to know anymore just ask! Seriously, I have like zero friends in real life, so you can spam me anytime. I love talking to new people.

✧ special moots: [if you want to be added or removed just ask!] -> @blythexparker, @kitsohana, @myster3y, @stvrlighhttt, @skeelly, @my-mind-is-frozen, @atwtmvftvtvsgavralpsss, @bookscorpion73, @blocked-zombieartist, @urgirlnextdoorr, @nqds, @reminiscentreader, @crenna, @someones-name-inserted-here, @banilikesfictionalpeople, @yourinterruptingmyreading, @mqstermindswift, @seaveysoceaneyes <3

✧my 100 followers event

✧ this is a safe space for everyone!! ↳ Dni - if you're a racist, homophobe, sexist, pedos, ect..

lots of love

Emma <3

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Ps: this was also inspired by @stvrlighhttt, hehe ik you said u didn't want credit but i think u deserve it mwah <3

[luthienne]

Also to comment on the previous asker's tirade: a very interesting thing about Sansa is that she's very genre-aware, but for the wrong genre. Like, in the books, it seems that the world-picture of a great many characters is jaded, cynical, "down-to-earth", "pragmatic". And whoever adopts this view gains power from it. Tyrion, Tywin, Littlefinger, the men of the Watch, the Knights of the Kingsguard, the Hound, the ironmen, Arya... They derive their power from their "awareness" of "how the world works" which revolves around selfishness, fear, greed, death... To an extent, Sansa's fault, to these people, is the fault of her father: thinking she lived in a better world.

She's still the girl raised on courtly love and virtuous knights, and they hate that she doesn't believe in "The Real World". They see her as too stupid to understand that world, or refusing to join it out of selfishness... In both cases denying herself power.

But it's part of what makes her a great character, 1) the tension between how she lives the world and how she wishes the world to be, something which a great many characters have all but given up on 2) the fact that she isn't really interested in power. She plays the game with Littlefinger because there's nothing else to do, but she'd rather be home with her parents at any given time. She wanted to be a queen, but now she wants something more human. And 3) that she's essentially Emma Bovary getting to live the stuff novels are made of, and she doesn't like that either.

But that makes her intolerable to men because she doesn't try to "achieve" stuff, she's not on a mission, she has no goals, not even pleasure. She's just a teenage girl trying to live after losing everything... She's "unproductive" she doesn't respond "optimally" to stuff, she doesn't care about "the grand design" of Littlefinger's schemes. These men think that if they were dropped in the world of Asoiaf they'd become rich warrior-lords from their jadedness, or change history. Sansa not "min/maxing" her life is an insult to them because she scorns their entire value system by existing as a teen girl.

To me, that makes her the most interesting character of them all, because she really is alien from all the other characters. She is watches them caught in the cycles of desire and suffering, ambition and self-destruction, and has yet to participate. Whether she ends up playing or stays removed, the journey to getting there will have been so interesting...

!!!!!! you articulated this so perfectly <3333

[snuggerudsz]

C’EST GARÇON EST UN VILLE l LH43

WHEN EMMA FALLS IN LOVE AU

summary: luke is emma's favorite, no one even compares to her boy. inspired by "c'est garçon est un ville" by pomme.

pairing: luke hughes x emma baudelaire

author's notes: first actual work on these two!!! i'm so excited for you all to read this. hope you all enjoy it. likes and reblogs are always welcomed. thank you for reading!!! <3333

lyrics in bold, translation in italics.

Ce garçon est une ville que j'aime, de mes doigts, visiter

This boy is a city that I like, with my fingers, to visit

Ce garçon, une ville que j'aime de part en part sillonner

This boy, a city that I love through and through

Un modèle de cité, un modèle de cité

A model city, a model city

It was early. Too early. No one should be up at this ungodly hour, but Emma couldn’t sleep. She was laying in bed with Luke, tracing his jawline softly, not wanting him to wake up; her heart fluttered in her chest when a small smile graced the boy’s lips. The blonde girl wished she could freeze the time, and live forever in this moment. She felt safe and comfortable. Luke was warm and familiar. She wanted to cling to his shirt, bury her face into the warm curve of his neck and never let go. It was soft, simple, and sweet. For her, it was everything. It was home.

Ce garçon est une ville où j'aime mon cœur laisser flâner

This boy is a town where I like my heart to wander

Ce garçon, une ville, sereine capitale de mes baisers

This boy, a city, serene capital of my kisses

Un modèle de cité, un modèle de cité

A model city, a model city

Aucun endroit, aucun ne m'avait fait cet effet-là

No place, no one had that effect on me

Aucun endroit que ce garçon

No place but this boy

Luke leans into Emma, carefully, like he’s afraid to scare her away. His eyes switched between her eyes and her lips, admiring her features. It was the first time they’d been so close to each other. All the girl could hear was her heart racing in her ears. Both of them had adrenaline pumping in their veins. And all Luke could think is how much he hopes he doesn’t fuck this up. 

“Luke, please,” she breathes out, almost begging, her eyes drifting to his.

He can’t say anything, he doesn’t even think. Luke kissed her without a warning or permission. He couldn’t have done anything else, he needed her more than he needed life itself. His lips were softer than anything Emma has ever known, it’s effortlessly sweet. 

“Putain. Putain. Merde”*, Emma thought. She was hooked. One kiss and she was absolutely addicted. Right there she knew she’d never fall for someone quite as hard as she had fallen for Luke Hughes.  The second he drew his lips back and looked into her eyes, Emma knew she would follow him to the end of the earth. Actually, she was pretty sure he’d follow her across the universe if she only asked for it.

[edwinspaynes]

Which TSC characters do you think would be the biggest swifties?

im stoned as BALLS so DO NOT rb this (you are encouraged to reply)

matthew 10000% is the #1 biggest. his favorite eras 1989, reputation, tortured poet department. but he likes all. kinda like me, i have eras i like more and some i like less but i like all eras <3

thomas loves fearless and lover. alastair is not a swiftie. he only likes some songs from folklore and evermore. but he loves thomas so so much and lets him play it in the plane and in the train, not in a boat not in a ferry and definitely, definitely not through a mirror. that was not relevant. anyway, he lets thomas play it all over the place. <3333 thomas and alastair are genuinely the perfect ship. they fit together in all of the right ways and make the jagged edges whole. i just think they are so sweet together and bring the best in each other, and i think they challenge each other and also support each other.

but i digress. another swiftie group i think is clary, simon, isabelle, and magnus. not jace and alec. but clary is a speak now girlie. simon and isabelle both like midnights best and they will go to the roof in their apartment and play it on spotify and dance around to it in the middle of the night. i think simon does a dorky bad rendition of the midnight rain synth and izzy thinks it's hilarious. (also have i mentioned that bdilh is like. the ultimate sizzy song for me. okay). oh and magnus loves evermore btw not just the bubble pop albums. he likes those but evermore connects with him on the deepest level. it's about how not all things lasts forever but there's good in the fleeting things too, and he vibes

ummmm okay so objectively speaking i am sorry to say that emma carstairs has hardcore swiftie vibes. at least .... others close to her do not. god i want to like down bad SO badly

kieran probably likes it a lot too lol it would be so fun, he would understand like half the lyrics and mark and cristina would be soentertained

ALSO HOT TAKE BUT WILL. WILL FUCKING HERONDALE. HE WOULD LOVE RED, FOLKLORE, AND MIDNIGHTS. YOU CANNT CHANGE MY MIND.

[lunarpanda]

0, 38, 39?

0: Height

About 5'7" I think last time I checked.

38: My childhood career choice

Very early on since I had an interest in animals, people told me I should be a vet or some kind of zookeeper so I went with that.

But sometime when I was 8 or something, I'd said maybe a farmer since that's also dealing with animals (usually.)

39: My favorite ice cream flavor

Haagan Dazs' coconut pineapple, I love that stuff so much<333

[pastriibunz]

hiijiijjiiii i have a kai questionnnn :3

how tall is she? i feel like ive seen the answer before but. i dont remember :]

RAHHH KAI QUESTIONS MY LOVE <3333

okay okay SO

Kai is short as fuck and is 4’11

she is built like a fucking elementary schooler (<- lying Kai could probably fuck me up real bad in a fight)

and this is actually slightly important cause it IS the reason she’s in HFHS during NPMK (more on that when I actually write the script):

a running gag in the series is that Kai, thanks to being short as shit and looking like a literal baby keeps getting mistaken for a fucking 12 year old

IN FACT a cut scene from TKWDLM was just Paul and Emma like:

“YOURE SEVENTEEN?!?!”

“Yeah???? What’s wrong???”

“WE THOUGHT YOU WERE TWELVE!!!!”

“😡…😔”

technically does happen in the bg of the bill and ted argument but I just didn’t write it lmao

(Which is really funny to think about that if EVERYONE in TKWDLM thinks Kai is 12, that means Ted’s ass thought he was beefing with a fucking 12 year old and STILL went through with it)

[lost-in-reveriie]

ADDDYYYYY (this is different from the check in <33)

YOU

ARE

SO

INCREDIBLY

AMAZING

LIKE WHAT?? YOU HAVE THE BESTTT TASTE IN MUSIC AND ILYSM AND YOU'RE SO SWEET AND AWESOME AND THE BESTEST PERSON EVER AND YOU'RE WONDERFUL AND I LOVE OUR DAILY CHECK INS ITS BEEN SOOOOO WONDERFUL GETTING TO KNOW YOU BETTER <3333 JUST ADJFJHFDAJHSGFDL ILYSM

here <33

GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

EMMA YOU ARE THE MOST AMAZING WODERFULEST PERSON AND UOU DESERVE ALL GOOD THINGS

TYSMMMM AND I FEEL THE SAME ABT YOU AVDBSCFHC ILY <33333

[raspberrysmoon]

KAI FACT:

NMK E3 IS OUT WHOOOOOOOOO

this one was an emotional doozy. and i didnt have jack to saw i was just 😧

kai <33333 not even payong attention to her dad confessing his undying love for her mom. sigh

HOMELESS MAN !!!!!!!!

"as everybody else does" honestly kind of a killer line. idk why but it Feels

cannot fucking believe unington is pronojnced like that

anyway ted shut the FUCK up bro. like yeag ger her OUTTA here but GOD

i assume paul and emma had their "im a clone" "im a robot" convo there? good for them

kais extra cake!!!!! so so so deserved

by god her and her guns

"always and forever?" "forever and always" SOBBING

GAMER RAGE ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

paul (clearly lying) LMAO

im just staring slack jawed at this rate im so in love w them

"the fake one did this too" im sobbing

is this the lore shit you mentioned. pastrii. pastrii please 😭

this is like. Kai Drew lore not kai in hatchetfield lore isnt it. im fascinated by her

the blankets <3333

"hes funny. trust" 😭😭

flight risk kai 💀

HOMOPHOBIA IN THE EYES IS SO MUCH FUNNIER IN CONTEXT

SFX VINE BOOM???????? AMONG US?????? 😨😨😨😨😨

"our baby!" shut the fuck up pastrii STOP. STOP IT. i am going to sob

wow. uhm. wow. yrah

[memory-the-unconscious]

Soooooooo, now that we're friends. I no longer find it necessary to apologize for stuff like this hehehehe

what song makes you feel better?

what’s your feel-good movie?

what’s your favorite candle scent?

what flower would you like to be given?

who do you feel most you around?

say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical).

what color brings you peace?

tag someone (or multiple people) who make you feel good. 

what calms you down?

what’s something you’re excited for?

what’s your ideal date?

how are you?

what’s your comfort food?

favorite feel-good show?

for every emoji you get, tag someone and describe them in one word.

compliment the person who sent you this number.

fairy lights or LED lights?

do you still love stuffed animals?

most important thing in your life?

what do you want most in the world right now?

if you could tell your past self one thing, what would it be?

what would you say to your future self?

favorite piece of clothing?

what’s something you do to de-stress?

what’s the best personal gift someone could give you (playlist, homemade card, etc.)

what movie would you want to live in?

which character would you want to be?

hugs or hand-holding?

morning, afternoon or night?

what reminds you of home (doesn’t have to mean house… just things that remind you of the feeling of home)?

Have fun <3333

Peace Train, by Yusuf/Cat Stephens (the 10,000 maniacs version is also really good). Also, somewhat paradoxically, Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths.

Emma (2020) or the BBC Pride and Prejudice series (1995)

LOVE autumn scents like cinnamon and chai, but also love musky and woody scents. idk, depends. I also love petrichor candles.

Tulips. I LOVE tulips. Lilies and sunflowers as well. Oh, and white and orange roses

My close family and my wonderful, lovely friends <3. I love you allll <33 xx

physical: i like my hair and my freckles, and i also appreciate the things that my body is capable of doing :) non-physical: The things i really love about myself are my curiosity, my love for learning and reading, and my capacity to explore new realms of art and create something.

I love woody colors, whenever I see them I feel really calm. I also love dark marine blues and greens. Sunshine yellows and oranges make me feel really happy.

@runglorn, @legz2heaven, @riples-on-a-blank-shore, @this-wandering-wind, @kaleb-is-definitely-sane, and all the rest of ye mutuals :) tragically, a lot of my in-person friends aren't on tumblr. BUT I LOVE YOU ALL <3

reading, or looking at the rain

travelling to europe in the next few weeks!!!

for someone i've known for a while, I think i'd love an art date, a museum date, a bookstore date, basically anything where we both get to talk about things that we care about and have fun (and be cute :)) :). For a first date with someone I don't know that well, I prefer to have something also like a used bookstore date or just some setting where I get to talk with that person and find out more about them. Basically, in both situations, conversation is crucial. :)

I am actually doing really well right now. I'm in a very positive space at the moment, and I've been enjoying a lot of creative projects and reading. :)

stir-fried umami mushrooms with ramen/ravioli, sliced avocado, and tofu

100% good omens s1 or pride and prejudice (1995)--does that last one even count? it's a miniseries lmao

i'm going to do five emojis for the five people i tagged earlier. @runglorn: i associate you with the emoji 🕷️. you know why. @legz2heaven: i feel like cheese fits your vibe: 🧀<3 (yes, a lot of thought went into that :)) @riples-on-a-blank-shore: i feel like 🤗the hug emoji really fits. you've been so supportive over the last year and i really appreciate that :) @this-wandering-wind 🍄I love your outfits and i feel like the cottagecore/cute mushroom really works well :) @kaleb-is-definitely-sane I associate you with a love for books and other media. Here's a lovely little hardcover of your fav novel :) 📔love you all <3

I always enjoy having conversations with you about philosophy or life or books or media! You're awesome, and your blog is really cool!

fairy lights 100%

ish. i have a lot of stuffed animals that my grandma crocheted for me when i was really little. and recently, i've started crocheting my own. so yes, ig? lol

connections with people and books and art. i can't just choose one!! help lol

to know that everything will be ok. less seriously, i would give anything for some marzipan covered in chocolate rn

you'll get to a place where you feel comfortable and loved in your friend group and don't constantly think that everyone despises you. lol that was a seriously concern for a few years way back when :)

please, please, buy a cottage in the woods :)

sweaters that people have given/made for me. also, carpenter jeans. love them.

walk in the rain, read, just sit and stare at a blank wall lol

my best friend embroidered a gorgeous anne of green gables reading pillow for me a few years back. i love that pillow so much. thank you, bestie <3

ugh that's tough. I would love to live in the recent film "perfect days". But, if i could retain my basic human rights, i'd love to live an the emma (2020) adaptation. :)

When i was really little, I wanted to be anne shirley with everything in my soul. I think now, I would really love to be mirabel in the starless sea. If we ignored political and social issues, I would love to be a jane austen character, but similar to the issue with anne shirley, i just love having rights that little bit too much 😉

both? 🥺idk, a good hug can heal a lot of things. but i do love hand-holding too, especially when it's cold out.

morning for productivity and happiness, night for poetic value.

there are certain smells that remind me of home--a mix of vanilla and something i can never place. a lot of music by Eternal Eclipse makes me feel a longing for a long-forgotten sanctuary. there are certain comfort foods (generally soups) that have the same effect. certainly a lot of art can do that, as well as writing/poetry. I couldn't possibly list it all :)

thanks so much, @kaleb-is-definitely-sane for sending this to me. I will no longer apologize for sending you absurdly long asks anymore either 😉<3

[riordanness]

MISS MA'AM EMMA YOUR BLOG IS SO CUTE AND AND AND YOU'RE A SWIFTIE PLUS YOU LIKE PJO?????? UGH YOU'RE AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THE HOPELESS ROMANTIC PART OF YOUR BIO IS SO REAL LMAO

ANYWAYS THE LAST TIME I CHECKED I AM A PART OF ATHENA'S CABIN BUT HONESTLY IMMA TAKE THE TEST AGAIN SINCE THAT WAS YEARS AGO <333333333333

STOP WTF I LOVE YOU SM!!

YOU ARE SO AMAZING AMOR ILY <3333

and yes, being a swiftie and a pjo fan is my entire personality LMAO

[snuggerudsz]

THE PRICE OF PERFECTION l LH43

WHEN EMMA FALLS IN LOVE AU

summary: luke will always be there to pick up the pieces whenever emma needs him to.

pairing: luke hughes x emma baudelaire

author’s note: hi!! i’m back with some more emma and luke. this time i’m going into emma’s relationship with studying and academic validation. that one hits close to home. i wasn’t sure how to end it so i’m not a big fan of the ending. anyways, likes and reblogs are always welcomed. thank you for reading. hope you enjoy!!! <3333

Emma Baudelaire was perfect. She had to be. It was the only option, everything she does has to be irreproachable and flawless in every single conceivable way. Straight As, first place trophies, blue ribbons. Ace every test, outdo all the rest and don’t settle for second best. Live up to the family name. Protect the reputation. No mistake is allowed, excellence is expected and there's no room for mediocrity. Plan A is greatness and there’s no plan B. Failure is unacceptable. And in the Baudelaire family’s dictionary, it doesn’t even exist. But one person can only take so much until they break. And Luke Hughes knows this and is always there to pick up the pieces.

It’s the middle of the night when Luke wakes up. It takes a second for him to take in his surroundings, still getting used to Emma’s Manhattan penthouse. He reaches for the blonde girl, but she isn’t beside him as she should be. His eyes glance at the clock at the bedside table, 3:47 a.m. in red light staring back at him. The floor is cold when his feet hit the ground, making the well-known path. He walks softly, following the light towards the office the girl uses to study.

Luke opens the door, walking inside. Emma’s so focused on the words in front of her that she doesn’t even notice the boy behind her. 

“Sunshine?” The american calls out, getting closer, “It’s almost 4 in the morning, Em.” He states, crouching down by her chair.

“It’s late, Lu. Go to bed, I just need to finish this.” The blonde girl answers, her accent accentuated by the tiredness.

Luke can see the sleep in her eyes, so he pulls her hand away from the keyboard, giving it a soft kiss.

“Can I convince you to come now?” He asks, still holding onto her hand.

His touch is gentle, and Emma’s own fingers play with his. She almost gives it up right there, but she can’t. It can be hard to separate how valuable your achievements are from how worthy of love you are when those concepts have been tied your entire life. To some, the line between the two is obvious. But it never was to Emma. She had to be the best to get the right to exist. The feeling of being truly worthy was addictive, and Emma was an addict. 

But Emma’s also tired. Exhausted. Still, she ignores the sting in her eyes and the lump in her throat and shakes her head no. The monegasque doesn’t even look in Luke’s direction, refusing to see the disappointment in his eyes. But Luke sees how hard she’s fighting to keep herself awake. 

“Baby, relax, come on, deep bre-” 

“Luke,” she cuts him off, “I’ve always lived like this, it’s all I know. I’d break into pieces, Luke. I..If I relax now, I’ll fall apart.” Emma whispers like she’s telling him her greatest secret.

“Then fall apart. I’ll put you back together, sweet girl.” 

Then, she breaks. Suddenly, she can’t hold the tears anymore. Luke gets up, pulling the girl into his chest, while he coos at her softly. As her knees began to buckle, Luke pulled her closer to him. Emma’s hands held onto his arms and she exhaled shakily, tears falling freely down her face.

“It’s okay, baby, everything will be fine.” Luke said softly, pressing his lips into her forehead gently. 

After the crying dies down, he manages to take her back into bed, laying beside her. 

“I’m sorry,” Emma croaks out, voice hoarse from the lack of use. “I know I’m difficult. I don’t mean to be so complicated to love. I swear.”

“Emma, I love you. All the mess and the fuss and the complicatedness of you. You’re loved and you’re worthy of love, even when you don’t feel like it. It’s all lovable.” Luke blurts out, almost desperately. “You are worth finding. Worth knowing. Worth loving. All of you. And I love you, ok?” He says, holding her close. “Je t’aime” He whispers, very strong american accent but Emma’s heart is full with love. 

“Je t’aime aussi, mon coeur.” She whispers back at him. 

Slowly both of them drift to a peaceful sleep in each other’s arms, knowing as long as they have each other it’ll be alright.

[flowers-for-em]

OMG THE EVENT IS SO SO CUTE EMS OMGGG <3333 if you don’t mind can I please request London & postcard

AHHH BUT URS IS THE CUTEST JAS!!

emma's travel agency ✈︎

╰ ➤ ᝰ {london} ᝰ

heart socks, a small cafe in the city when its raining, a fluffy blanket

╰ heart socks- i love heart socks in case you cant already tell. like seriously its a crime that i don't have any. its also a crime that you live allll way across the world from me cause you're amazing. and like heart socks i love you sooo heart socks = you.

╰ cafe- its a quiet spot in a city but also crowded because of the rain, chaos and calm together. and despite the busyness of it everyone feels warm and safe. you're like that, a lil chaotic (i love it) and you make me feel safe

╰ blanket- its warm and cozy and just the thing to end your day with on a rainy day wearing heart socks. its soft and just a lovely thing to have around - like you <3

╰ ➤ ᝰ {postcard} ᝰ

dear jas,

you are sunshine. like seriously sometimes i cant even believe we're mutuals. you're an amazing person who always always brightens my day whenever i see you on my dash. may i also add your music taste is superior. i love you soo much and im coming to steal juliette with soph and nads sooner rather than later <33

love from

emma <3