#Maria Simon

[marejadilla]

Yann Tiersen, "Summer 78" For the film's soundtrack "Good Bye, Lenin!" Directed by Wolfgang Becker Composer, Writer: Yann Tiersen, BSO, ℗ 2003

"Where are you now, can't you see me? Where are you now, can't you hear me?

Falling, trying, searching, losing Falling, trying, searching, losing

Where is this land we've built for us? Where are these streets we've built for us?

When I am laid in earth, in earth, Can't you be there, near me? near me

When I am laid in eart, in earth, Can't you hold me? Can't you hold me?

Please..."

[keerysgirl]

lotties room having framed photos of the yellowjackets on the nightstand cause they were her only real family my shayla you deserved so much more

[tanatola]

pathologic 3 announcement made me return to the classic game and finally play it properly! i think my favorite part of the bachelor's route is when he talks to maria kaina (or whoever's in her body at the time) and they explain that their planned Utopia isn’t even supposed to be a 'perfect' place but instead 'the mystical manifestation of a world inscrutable and inaccessible to men' going back to the original meaning of the word irl and instead of despairing Daniil fervently agrees that this kind of unimaginable leap is worth it, no matter where it actually leads

[meirimerens]

ave maria morituri te salutant

[silversteampunk]

What do you think they would even serve at the Yharnam McDonalds?

[bum-tan]

Gotta be one of my favourite genders.

They all had a huge impact and influence on their respective media. + they're all dead.

[clockworkvampyre]

was drawing just now and thought of this

[sky-is-the-limit]

[shmowder]

Pathologic meme dump 8

[sleepii-moth]

sonic adventure time au but i dont think too hard about the implications of these things outside of specific situations

[simonsquest]

[haunted-xander]

This thing

[sorcerous-caress]

pathologic meme dump bc I can

[frecklesandpoverty]

I saw an article earlier from the cast of School Spirits talking about season 2, and how the season finale is going to be craaaazy, and it said something like "imagine the worst thing ever, and then it's even worse than that."

so now i'm worriedddddd lol

[pgs-pictures]

vaniatober days 5-8. prompts were coffin, bird, dagger, ice.

[keerysgirl]

baby, just say yes (cult leader lottie matthews x fem reader headcanons)

summary: you’re a fellow schizophrenic who joins lottie’s cult, unaware of just how well her treatments worked…and how addictive they were

tw: manipulation, implied sexual content 

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you first joined lottie’s cult because of your visions

you had heard about her ‘wilderness community’ from your therapist and figured you’d check it out

why not you thought, what could possibly go wrong?

you saw her at the entrance and fuck

she was hot, to say the least

she was kind too, extremely kind

she greeted you with a warm smile and an open heart

you were very anxious at first, just waking up to a strange place and requesting help and housing

but lottie was all too happy to be of service

she listened to your concerns, like, really listened

you had surprisingly learned she dealt with similar issues too

as a child, she had dealt with visions of her own

but she was healing

and she made you feel like maybe you could heal too

she told you that you were free to leave whenever you wanted 

you joined in on group therapy sessions as well as other group activities

some of these activities included what could be described as worshipping sessions

lottie believed that the key to healing was in nature

she held daily prayers and rituals in order to “appease the wilderness”

you did think it was a bit odd, but lottie convinced you there was no real harm involved

after it’s not like when the other community members shed their own blood as a sacrifice to the wilderness, they were doing it by force

lottie never forced you, or anyone for that matter, to do anything they didn’t want to

she believed the wilderness would guide you and when you felt ready to give in, you would

and sure, she kept pushing you, pushing you to try and give in, to just submit yourself to the wilderness

but it was always just light suggestions….right?

right.

she’d never do anything to hurt you

she was just so sweet, so kind, so understanding

she even offered to give you private one on one therapy sessions 

you were extremely grateful but didn’t want to be a burden to her

but she insisted and oh, how your heart swooned 

maybe you were being pathetic and lovesick but did it even really matter?

there was a gorgeous woman offering to give her time in order to be of your assistance 

"baby, just say yes" she would tell you

and well

who were you to decline? 

besides, the sessions had proven to become extremely helpful to you

you never considered yourself to be an overly spiritual person but lottie made you want to believe

she’d smile with pride whenever you’d ask you questions about the wilderness and her faith and oh it felt so good

good to know that you were the reason she’s smiling, that she’s smiling at you

it made you feel important in a sense

she made you feel important

so, you started participating in the sacrifices

it was only a little blood required, and at first, that’s all you gave

you were terrified at even the sight of blood, but you’d do it

for the wilderness

for lottie

you gave into the wilderness

that small bit of praise was everything to you

you started giving more and more blood as the ceremonies went on

your faith was growing, and lottie’s smiles were getting more frequent

and your therapy sessions were going absolutely amazing

you can’t believe you ever doubted her

but the best part was the nights you found yourself in lottie’s bed, just the two of you

you found she was very touchy, in a good way though

while she was good at containing herself in public, whenever she managed to get you in private, her hands were all over you

her lips on your neck, arms wrapped around you waist, head buried in your hair

and she always spoke with a soft, motherly tone

like you could do no wrong

you never wanted to do anything wrong, not when she was involved

you knew she capable of getting mad

and when she got mad, she got mad

you had just really hoped she’d never get mad at you

you just wanted to be good for her

is that so bad?

when you had sex for the first time, she was extremely gentle

also asking if you were or weren’t okay with something

never did anything without verbal consent

she was a bit of tease, but always made sure you were well taken care of

and it didn’t hurt that she tasted amazing

that night, she wrapped her arms around you and said you should start sleeping in her room, in her bed

of course you accepted, you preferred her bed more than your own anyways

it smelled like her, and she was in it

she was the most wonderful thing to ever happen to you

after all, you found peace for her

and when she finally asked you to stay for good, staying forever with her 

well, you didn’t even hesitate to say yes

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