#Not just once or twice. no. 15 TIMES.
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I really love how Soukokus only solution to waking up an unconscious Sigma is slamming him 10 hundred times on the ground. When he clearly has a stab wound.
Whatever happened to logical thinking.
#They could do ANYTHING ELSE#and they think that's the solution#Not just once or twice. no. 15 TIMES.#they really said “just for extra measure.”#You'd think they would notice that sigma was not going to wake up if they continued#If anything that's just going to give him a concussion#Like idk guys. maybe tend to the stab wound first and find safer ways to bring him back?#soukoku#chuuya nakahara#dazai osamu#bsd sigma#bungou stray dogs#bsd spoilers#bsd chapter 113#bsd.txt
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ngl i’m still worried. like i Do have complete faith in ncuti gatwa but what i Don’t have is much faith at all in rtd’s writing about race
#which id managed to sort of convince myself was maybe#it’s been like 15 years he’s had time to learn better#but the comment Immediately about ‘different colors’ in todays ep#and w the toymakers past.#i’m hoping for the best i really actively am but i’m hesitant#not even writing about race just writing that has anything to do w it#i will never forgive him for martha jones#and my cynicism is saying bringing dt back for three eps and specifically being pretty good about trans people and disabled people#is a good favor investment so he can keep a progressive image and get away w racism#i don’t actually believe that for the record#i’m just worried ncuti gatwa is gonna have to deal with Some Bullshit that’s gonna get blamed on him instead of rtd yk#which is bad for him bc it means a bad working environment and also like. taking the blame for something he didn’t even do#or that if he pushes back on something bad he’ll get branded as difficult to work with etc#anyway. worry once suffer twice or whatever and i think i said all this when the announcements were made#it’s just on my mind again#i want the best for the show and the people making it yk?
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it's only been two weeks of me trying it out, but i don't think i will lie if i say that starting to do little workouts during breaks at work was one of the best decisions of mine. all things considered. not only do i generally feel better after that, i also get more energy to then do my chinese lessons
#and that one break where i did the workout + did the lessons + managed to fell asleep for the last 15 minutes of it#was somehow the best break i ever had#besides this gives me an opportunity to workout more regularly even if just a little (stretching and moving is good for you i know right)#since before i took the 2 months long hiatus from working out because it was EXTREMELY HOT#i always felt a bit sad that i can't keep up regular work outs (the average ones i do at home) mostly because of work#just no time of energy to do them between shifts#and then not every day off i would manage to even remember to do anything#but on breaks? revolutionary#i never thought about it because i don't think#not twice not even once bestie#chattering
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*fantasizes about the day i'll get to post my WIP fics*
#i already have banners / mood boards / 'cover art'. i already know the posting schedule. i just need to y'know. finish writing it.#the big time travel one is gonna post twice a week bc it's LONG and if i updated once a week it'd take almost a yr to finish posting#15 weeks of story. a semester's worth. coming at you...whenever i get to finishing it.#vic.txt
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shows i've watched the most:
4. new girl (x7)
3. teen wolf (x4-11 depending on the season)
2. glee (x8)
1. gilmore girls (x16.5)
i don't know why i wrote it like this because i don't know where i should actually put teen wolf
#just letting you know#and like i say: brf slt#i'm in the midst of my 17th gilmore girls rewatch. watch. my 16th rewatch#i've actually also seen mtv scream 7 times that's crazy#it's only two seasons like 22 episodes so it feels very different the others are all over 100 episodes#(well no teen wolf is exactly 100 episodes)#that's why i'm not putting it. i didn't even think of it i just remembered it and checked...but i'm telling you now#with teen wolf it's like. i rewatched it every december from 2019 to last year last year was my last rewatch i think i made a post about it#and the first time after i was done with season 6 i was like i want to rewatch the first seasons so bad they're so fun so i did that i#watched the first three seasons again and then there's years where i rewatched everything once and then season 3 again and i really don't#fuck with season 6 so at one point i was like why am i putting myself through this. i can literally stop doing this it doesn't even matter#i've already seen it plus i'm watching season 3 again after that anyway#i think the only other show i've seen more than twice is grey's anatomy? not in full but there's a lot of episodes from the first 10 season#s#i've seen 3 to 4 times. for all my other shows it's probably only 2 times#wait lie i've seen all of stranger things more than 3 times. but it's so short and i've seen season 1 a lot more than i've seen season 4#and that's obviously also the case for tw but it's not the same...there's only like 35 episodes or however many there are#there aren't even 35 episodes there's 34#i've seen season 1 six times. which isn't 'a lot more than how many times i've seen 4 if i've seen all of them more than 3 times'.#ngl. i actually don't know how many times i've seen a lot of teen wolf episodes like these are my numbers on tvst but i actually can't#count so i have to trust my past self who also couldn't count. but if it's not 4-11 it's 4-10 or 4-12 idk...there's episodes i've seen 15#times it happens#it hasn't happened for any other show it's just tw and gilmore girls. but they're so different i never watch just one gilmore girls episode#by itself. except twenty-one is the loneliest number when i turned 21#actually my most rewatched teen wolf episode is probably closer to 20 than it is to 15. and you would never guess what it is. it's#insatiable! i love it. hold still don't fight hold still <- only real insatiableheads will understand this#insatiable probably taught me the word insatiable both in french and in english i was like 13#i hope you won't judge me for being a wolfie🙏
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I can't seem to stop starting new playthroughs
so here's Phyridia/Phyr "I also slept with a god and have a city for a last name Gale, you're not that fucking special" of Warford, an actual DnD character I've played for a while
#oc: phyr#just to get some shots I played like five minutes and I'm honestly rolling unsettlingly well on her so far#when Iona hadn't rolled above a 10 in the entire prologue she's rolling like.... consistently above 15?????#has attacked twice; crit once and got max damage the other time#she does NOT fuck around#part of the story is that she had a very odd and very toxic and manipulative situationship with the avatar of Hoar#basically are you ever so doomed by your narrative that the very god of vengeance goes daaaaaaamn#squirrel plays bg3#or better yet have you ever been so haunted that you peg a gaunt-looking bleeding guy and get magic powers from it#a warlock might suit her too but she's currently an oath of vengeance paladin#we'll see how long that oath lasts
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on gawd i mentioned a few days ago my undergrad internship supervisor reached out to me asking if i’d be interested in a graduate internship. and so i just had a zoom meeting w her today to discuss it and like. i was expecting it for the fall semester once i was officially a student again but somehow i just walked out of that zoom meeting with an internship starting this summer. aka the end of this month
#DCREAMS#so uhm#its an internship but its paid so its. basicallyyyyy a part time job#especially now that the grad position is 15 hrs a week. like thats a part time job .#uhm. anyway. so now. basically. between michaels. my other job. and now this internship#im working three jobs ?!?! starting memorial day week#SHITS NUTS#i wasnt expecting it to start over the summer like mentally im like oh im not gonna be a student again till the fall#so i also just assumed that the internship wouldnt be till fall also#but she was like. hey. you can start over summer if you want. if youre available a few days a week#and i was like. yeah sure i can come in once or twice#<- IS FUCKING DERANGED#i was working 60 hours a week last summwr what the fuck am i gonna do with an additional 15#GIRLLLLL im killing myself why do i do this to myself#im not mentally prepared to quit michaels just yet though :(#i wanted to wait till the fall semester first#i gotta rearrange my fucking life rn. having a crisis#brot posts
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Unfortunately, today I was not strong enough to escape the lure of A Stranger Being Wrong On The Internet 😔😔😔 pray for me y'all
#i classify this as a personal failing on my part tbh. i should've just been like 'wow that's dumb' and clicked away#what's worse is i responded twice. like -- once is dubious already. but twice?? i need to get a life#i have 15 pages of thesis to write!! i don't have time for this#school talk#barely
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christ alive what an episode though
#overall i'm REALLY happy#but the bigeneration was a bad move and unless they come back to that and have 14 regenerate properly and/or fuse back into 15 i'm like#never gonna be happy abt that aspect#it's also just a bad LOOK. ur first (main timeline) black dr and ur just... gonna make his first scene all about the previous dr?#when the previous dr's actor has already had not one but TWO initial just-regenerated scenes??#like... why would you do that#the regeneration scene up TO the regeneration is for the outgoing dr#everything AFTER the regeneration should be all about the INCOMING dr. it's their introduction! it's a BIG DEAL!#and absolutely none of that was about gatwa's dr ALL of the emotional focus was on tennant's dr#not to say gatwa didn't shine! absolutely he did! but the scene wasnt about him. it was entirely abt tennant dr's emotional & narrative arc#AND. even that aside. it's just stupid to have 2 drs and 2 tardises#and it's ABSURD to just keep cloning the dr as a form of emotional resolution. rtd has done it TWICE now. what are they a LIZARD#if you want the dr in 2 places at once theres an easy mechanic for that. its a show about time travel. the solution is obvious#and also like. one of the central themes of the show is change & renewal what the FUCK are u doing. thats NOT change OR renewal#anyway uh. to conclude. bigeneration bad#HOWEVER. gatwa and tennant together in those scenes. INCREDIBLY good#it isnt the end result i dislike it's the method#also i am very excited for gatwa i love his dr so much already#dw spoilers#dr who
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Someone take my phone off me because I have typed the words I'm in love with you to my crush and then deleted them immediately after but I get closer and closer to actually sending it everyday I'm gonna explode
#sumarmz waffles#lesbianism is not for the weak#especially when you dont even know if its actually love or just unhealthy obsession 😭#ive experienced limerance once i am not doing that crap again#this is the consequences of codependent homoerotic friendships#words of advice from a 15 year old: if ur also queer friend says you should get married if x happens#run.#Its the start of the end#the beginning of the borderline dating stage where you both THINK you have a crush on each other and its painfully obvious#yet neither of you confess#yet you still act gay#then you both get over the crush#and you discover you liked each other#and you lie awake in agony every night thinking of what couldve been#then the crush resurfaces#but only for you#if i had a nickel for everytime i was in a codependent homoerotic friendship where i at some point believed i was obsessively in love#id have two nickels.#which isnt a lot but its weird that it happened twice#phineas and ferv reference go crazy#im about to pass out as i write this#tell my story#my eyelids are dropping#ive drooped my phone multiplrer times#yet i must oerservere
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my tags on the post i just reblogged got me thinking so here’s my current stream of consciousness
#i refer to ages 12-16 as my ‘church girl era’ bc that’s when i got really deep into christianity#like i went to church twice a week (regular sessions on sundays small groups on tuesdays) and to church events trips camps etc all the time#i even got baptized when i was 13 bc my siblings and i weren’t baptized as babies#like church was such a huge part of my life but i think it only became that bc of the specific church i went to#it was a nondenominational church and the environment was very chill for lack of a better word#and the social aspect of it was really what got me into the actual religion#i HATED going there when we first moved here bc i didn’t know anyone and i was so painfully shy#then in middle school i made a bunch of friends who went to the same church and suddenly it was so fun#that’s when i started going on tuesdays bc we would play games and have contests and stuff like that before the actual small groups#so it felt more like a club my friends and i were in than a church#but once i had those friends and i was comfortable being there i genuinely started to get more invested in christianity#bc i was actually paying attention to the sermons instead of just thinking about how anxious i was the whole time#so by the time i started high school i was very actively christian for the first time in my life#but somehow i drifted away from it just as easily as i fell into it#i started playing lacrosse when i was 15 and we had practice most weeknights so i couldn’t go to small groups anymore#and then our church merged with a bigger church in the area so we became a new branch of that church instead of a little community church#and the merger changed so much about the way the church operated that a ton of people just stopped going entirely including me#and it only took a few months for me to realize that i just didn’t really believe any of it or feel connected to it anymore#and idk even years later i still have love for a lot of those people and that part of my life#but it’s interesting how as soon as i lost that social community the church gave me i was completely disconnected from the religion itself#and at this point in my life i can’t see myself ever identifying as a christian again partly bc i just can’t get myself to believe in god#and partly bc of all the awful christians out there although i firmly believe there are still so many christians who are good people#for example my church was always accepting of the lgbtq+ community which obviously was and is super important to me#but yeah i just can’t see myself ever being religious again but at the same time i still find myself missing it sometimes even now#the community was clearly a huge part of it for me but it was also such a nice feeling to be so into the faith or wtv you want to call it#like i’ve always known my own values/morals ofc and i also love other forms of spirituality but actual religion is such a unique thing to me#like i don’t want to be christian again but i do miss the feeling of being christian/religious in general if that makes sense#and at least for me there really isn’t any substitute that can give me that same specific feeling which is honestly really sad to me#anyway. idk where i was going with this but if any former christians (or other ex religious people) want to weigh in i’d love your thoughts#lj.txt
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Sigh. Why must you have died Aris, now I have to actually think abt what your abilities are instead of just sweeping it under the rug and calling it good enough
#rat rambles#eternal gales#like I do have stuff in mind but Ive been needing to flesh it out a bit more even if it doesnt rly come up much#basically shed the other side of the information translation coin that is tali#tali translates information into smth readable to people and aris translates information into smth usuable for a universe's purposes#im theory anyways aris doesnt actually get that much use out of that stuff since she only died once or twice#tali also only died once or twice but she had her connection to her role amplified by the whole scar debacle#if youve seen the blue string stuff in my eg art before then thats the stuff put in her face and eye#its basically just smth the narrator uses to gather and transfer information from different universes#so tali got tapped into that a lot more forcefully than most tali's in ither universes are#aris on the other hand mostly has her abilities expressed in a lot less immediately noticable ways#mostly just in her far too late newfound immunity to The Goop™#most of the others never rly directly get to use their theoretical abilities due to the fact they never die lol#bloom did die tho so congrats girlie you get to finish off the information triangle#she acts as the data storage itself 👍#great ability for a nine year old who just bled out and died#the others abilities get to be seen in their au counterparts at least#au snek being the most in your face one in that regard due to having died the most by a longshot#most of the others died only a handful of times with mostly no physical alterations from their abilities#au snek can still appear mostly normal but she always has splits between different sections of skin from when she is in meat snake mode#most of the others physical alterations are either just general universe chanres or aren't directly from their abilities#such as owl being all goopy from eating her original universe and au aris being all goopy because thats how she died#the goop™ is basically just a defense mechanism of the universe core btw#anyways au mase looks all edgy and shit because hes storing a shit ton of ppl in him#and then au fydd tali and bloom all just look different from being different agaes and going through different shit#au fydd is abt 15 au tali is abt 18 and au bloom is somewhere in her mid 30s#au sier is also around 18 and au aris is 14#au mase and snek get to be the odd ones out as the only two who are the same ages as their main universe counterparts#I should rly get around to actually drawing all the au antags sometime soon its been like 5 or so years they desperately need drawn#I technically did draw them way Way back but that was all the crusty dusty original versions of them
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wxs quite cutes
#missing them again:(#thinking sbott it emu I want more emu cards but I just pulled like 15 times and no emus…#and she’s only a 2* for the next wxs event… I suppose that’s more time to save then#even though I’ll still probably pull once or twice on that banner anyway
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#i have a once a week seminar class that i’ve missed 2/3 sessions of so far#just purely based on shitty luck and 2 wednesdays in a row being migraine days#yesterday i was finally ready to show up and eat whatever crow was necessary#i was even waiting around for the prof’s office hours before class to start catching up#but he canceled class at the last minute#so i emailed him to ask if office hours were canceled too (they were)#and we set up a zoom meeting for this afternoon#he emailed me the link and the time last night at like 10pm#and i replied to the email confirming but i guess it didn’t send and i didn’t notice??#so he never got my confirmation#but i’ve been waiting in this zoom meeting for almost half an hour (it started 15 minutes ago) and he’s still not here#i emailed him twice checking in and nothing#i really need to touch base with him about the material i’ve missed#do i just keep waiting?#do i suck it up and hope i can figure out how to jump back in on my own??#i hate this i hate school i hate being a grown up#personal#update he emailed me back he thought it was canceled bc i never confirmed#just finished talking to him and he’s way more chill abt this class than me#so i’m not actually that behind and he isn’t worried so it’s fine everything’s fine#going to sleep for 2 days now
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i really wish seeing multiple of the same post reblogged in succession didnt piss me off on such a primal level
#i just have Issues with repetition#like. twice is… ok. i guess. but three+ is where i draw the line#probably because i used to do it so often and it got really really old and annoying to everyone around me LOLOLL#like i once posted the whole bee movie script (it was 2016 ok) in the title font and reblogged it like 15 times in a row#i think thats where i got my fill of. spam#punktalk
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