#Pareha Real

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REMSES RAFAELA TA GUIA PROME PARTI DI E RUTA KU PAREHA REAL DEN AFRIKAANDERWIJK, ROTTERDAM.

Remses Rafaela tin un konekshon fuerte ku e komunidat multikultural di Afrikaanderwijk, Rotterdam, unda e ta biba pa mas ku dies aña. Remses ta kolaborando ku diferente organisashon pa krea mas posibilidat pa nos hendenan [read more]

WILLEMSTAD – Remses Rafaela tin un konekshon fuerte ku e komunidat multikultural di Afrikaanderwijk, Rotterdam, unda e ta biba pa mas ku dies aña. Remses ta kolaborando ku diferente organisashon pa krea mas posibilidat pa nos hendenan i asta a partisipá na mart 2022 na e elekshon di konseho di bario. 22 di aprel próksimo, Remses, den su kapasidat komo guia, lo duna públiko general un oportunidat…

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first time trip ✾ a. putellas

pairing: alexia putellas x reader

summary: in which a lovely couple and their only child visit the philippines for the first time. pwnt!reader, real madrid!reader

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you were sitting in the private jet, it would be a few hours till you’d land in the philippines. you looked to the back to see alexia sleeping with ana marie cuddled into her.

ana marie was the exact carbon copy of the two of you. she had your eyes and nose, but she had alexia’s hair and mouth shape. you softly smiled seeing the cute scene, alexia was the one who suggested to visit your home country for the first time.

after all, your daughter is reaching her sixth month. and her grandparents are so excited to see their little heiress, it was decided that ana marie would inherit your parents company.

you protested not wanting her life to be controlled, but your parents had agreed that she could live her life how she wants it. if she wanted to pursue a sport then she could, but she’d also have to run the company at the same time. quite hectic, is it not?

your thoughts were cut out as you heard someone calling you, it was your mother.

“anak, asan na kayo? [child, where are you now?]” your mother asked, as you hummed.

“nasa eroplano pa kami, ma. [we are still on the plane.” your mother hummed.

“tell us when you arrive, ha? susunduin kita. [i will pick you up.]” you softly mumbled underneath your breath.

“ma, it’s not needed po. i can drive there naman.” you talked with your mother for a few moments before she hung up as she had to go to work.

you opened your laptop preparing to do some work, and in that amount of time, the jet has landed. the pilot exited his cockpit, as you stood up packing things away.

“mahal?” you called out, wondering if alexia was awake. she was as she gently carried ana marie in her arms.

“vamos.” alexia said as you chuckled at her behavior, the bags were already placed into your car, as you opened the passenger seat for alexia who gave you a soft kiss on the cheek.

the trip to the house wasn’t that long, there would usually would be traffic as you lived in metro manila but for some reason, there wasn’t any which you were thankful for. traffic in the philippines was such a hassle, you didn’t want your child waking up in between.

as you pulled up, you noticed the silhouette of your parents waiting at the porch. alexia was the first one to get out, greeting your parents along with a certain mini you.

while you had gotten the bags from the trunk, you were pulled into a hug as soon as you were in your parent’s view.

“anak, miss ka namin. kamusta naman sa barcelona? [child, we miss you. how is it at barcelona?]” your mother said, as you hummed.

“it’s really great, ma. parehas lang yung weather. [the weather is the same].” your mother hummed as she pulled you all inside.

“ma, i’ll drop the luggage sa room ko.” she gave you a quick nod, as you carried the luggage by its handle, and swung the duffel bag over your shoulder.

you slowly went up the stairs, careful not to trip or fall. it was just as you remembered, the posters filled on the wall.

the medals you won from football tournaments during your studies in the states. you’ve joined your middle school, high school and college varsity team. you also played for a youth team as well.

the different colored medals were on display, the trophies had a specific shelf and the academic awards were also there.

“it’s still the same, huh.” you said, before joining your parents in the living room. alexia was chatting with them, while ana had just woken up from her nap.

the whole time of the trip, you’ve gotten to introduce alexia to the filipino culture, the crusine more specifically dishes like sinigang also known as sour soup, adobo which is braised pork, and etc.

you also visited a few clubs like stallion laguna fc or kaya-iloilo, clubs that your national teammates play in. they were quite surprised when they saw alexia knowing she’s considered as la reina. but it was a notable experience, alexia got to see you coach for the first time. in her words, it was extremely attractive for her.

[nice2meetyouu]

Mahabang kwento part 1.

Umpisahan natin sa mga bagay na nagustuhan ko sa kanya: stable ang work, may ipon, mabait, considerate, respectful, nakikinig, masayang kausap, generous, payapa pakiramdam pag kasama sya, into fitness, into skincare, financially literate, mukhang parehas kami ng values, nagkakasundo naman ng humor... at marami pang iba.

Fast forward to two weeks after nyang makipagbreak: Nagpost ang mahal kong ex sa social media. Nagtatanong kung justifiable daw bang i-block ako sa lahat ng social media platform. Nakipagbreak daw sya sa akin dahil toxic at unhealthy na ang relationship (sabi sa post). Sinabi rin daw nyang there's no chance of getting back. Alam din ng parents nya ang nangyari dahil ikinuwento nya, at ang payo nila ay iblock ako for good at mag-move on.

Hindi ko maintindihan bakit ito 'yung part na inooverthink nya. Hindi rin ako aware na sinabi nya palang there's no chance of getting back, kasi ang naalala ko, while hindi na raw kami magiging friends, sabi ko, pag okay na, pwede pa ba maging kami ulit? At sabi nya, ayaw nyang panghawakan ko ang mga salita nya, kaya mag-focus na lang daw muna ako sa sarili ko.

Anyway, kanina, nalaman kong dinelete nya 'yung usapan namin. Wala na lahat. Gets ko 'yung idelete nya ang kopya nya, pero bakit pati 'yung kopya ko, dinelete nya? Paano ko na babalikan 'yung mga sinabi nyang malayo sa katotohanan? Paano pag gusto kong ianalyze 'yung mga usapan namin?

Bukod dyan, nagpakadetective ako at nakita ko ang mga bakas nya sa internet. Naghahanap pala sya ng FUBU/ONS noong 2022. Sabihin na nating parte 'yan ng past nya. Pero meron syang mga deleted na post na never kong tinignan o inungkat dati. Apparently, matagal na syang naghahanap ng makaka-date. I was under the impression na first time nya triny 'to dahil daw maraming success stories 'yung friends nya na nagkakilala online. And 'yung mga naabutan ko lang na post nya e naghahanap sya ng accountability/fitness buddy; in between 'yung deleted posts.

Hindi naman masama kung naghahanap sya ng makaka-date. Pero kung babalikan mo 'yung mga inilista kong bagay sa taas bakit ko sya nagustuhan, ang problema e ni-misrepresent nya 'yung sarili nya. Akala ko on the same page kami, maayos communication namin, upfront and honest kami. Pero ako lang pala 'yung ganu'n.

Lagi kong sinasabi na "for your informed decision-making". Gusto ko lang ng tamang expectation setting. Kung babasahin mo talaga 'yung mga sinabi nya sa akin, parang mahal na mahal talaga ako. Tugma rin naman sa kilos niya in real life pag may date. Princess treatment pa nga. Pero nagkaproblema lang, hiwalayan agad. For the first time, I'm hearing about mga reklamo niya tungkol sa akin na never naman na-bring up before. I'd say, kaya naman kami napunta sa setup na mayroon kami, ay dahil sa encouragement niya na sabihan ko siya ng lahat, kwentuhan, okay lang, hindi siya affected. Kung kailangan ko raw siya, sabihan ko lang siya. Kung hindi raw sya pwede, or walang bandwidth, sasabihan nya ako.

So ano 'yun? Someone who kept saying na "I'm here for you" nu'ng gabi, literally gone the next day, stopped talking to me, stopped replying, ni seen wala. Akala ko okay na kami. Yeah right, blinock na ako ng family members nya.

[unsolicitedwords]

Just to document this crazy dream. It has been weeks or months where you didn't appear even in my dreams.

Where to start. Now I am confused if it's even connected. Feel ko no.

1st. I was surprised with this grand gesture I got. You saying mahal mo ko and let's fix this. Floors of shopping items fixed in a way na may message around. Guess what, marupok ako so ambilis lang I am back with you. In real life (even alam ko I deserve this grand gestures) di siya kelangan, isang sorry lang isang usap lang okay na.

2nd. So I was at your building (di ko din sure why ka nagrerent). Looking for you in secret. Then you called na magmeet tayo after, nasa mall ka lang and may ginagawa. Since di ako tenant ng building nahuli ako ng guard and pinakaakyat ng roof top para magpalista. Funny thing is that sa rooftop andun si Stell of SB19. Hahaha and knowing me, shy ako so I just said hi hello kahit bet ko talaga papicture! Kasama ni Stell si Ace, sinabi ko kay Ace na pinapanood ko vlogs niya! Kahit wala namn siya vlogs in reality. Hahaha kinilig ata si Ace tpos pinisil pisngi ko. So while tambay sa rooftop kasi may food stall, dumating na yung car ng group from the mall kung san ka galing. Guess what, bumaba ang Josh Cullen at kasama ka! Hanep ang gwapo mo dun. Pero parehas tayong nagulat kasi andun ako.

Fast forward, may lalakeng nag amok at bigla ka matamaan ng baril. Guess what again, ako nanaman humila para magligtas sayo na di ka matamaan ng ligaw na bala. Amazing ko hanep. Panaginip o hindi, gotchu!

[benefits1986]

lavulllvuhsur x wheneveraysi

Christmas 2024 countdown officially begins. Maiba naman.

NKKLK. Woke up after the baha ganaps in the South and had to friggin' secure my doggo babes but, mother dragon ensured that kahit na pinasok na mga kapitbahay namin ng choco na tubig, kami, hindi. Ang tinde talaga ng sapi ng MNL tiny house namin 'di ba po? LOL. Tawang-tawa pa ako sa negosasyon namin ng nanay ko kasi sabi ko, sobrang sakit na ng ulo ko sa kakaoverthink kung paano mage-evacuate just in case need na. Pero sabi ko two things. One, ayokong maglinis ng tubig baha because kadire. Two, ayokong ma-hassle mga dogs ko. Period. Ending, natulog muna ako kahit ilang oras lang. And pasavoguesssh.

Tinupad naman niya two things na gusto ko. Hassle talaga now kasi napakagaling talaga ng mga friendship routes sa Southside na dumaan sa lahat ng ilog pati mangroves sinalanta. E di anong ending? Takayoooo. Napaka diverse ng mga mangrove forests to the point na baka andun ang cure sa cancer atbp sakit na malala, pero dahil nga gusto nila ng mega cities, sige lang. Inyo na lahat. Hahahaha. Para sa mga anak n'yong magmamana ng legacy n'yo 'di ba?

Anyway, ayun na nga. Napagtagumpayan natin ang baha sa home of the bamboo organ na syempre may memories na naman tayo ng nakaraan as a parochial school pasaway shithead. LELS. So, ano ba?

I remember the days and nights I had to put the catheter sa nanay ko and eventually, sa ina ko. The catheter. That crazy little shit na nagpapawiwi pero hindi nakakagaan ng loob lalo as mga babae because, why not? Almost all medical researches are based on males because, why not 'di ba? Why not? Syempre, 'yung mga unang tries ng pagsuksok ng catheter sa end ng urethra ay hindi madali. FML. Tapos syempre, dahil oks naman tayo sa biology noon, sige, paano ba isuksok 'tong shit na 'to ng least discomfort. So, kelangan talaga overactive imagination tayo diyan. Natawid naman with flying colors because ako na ang naging tagapag-wiwi ng nanay kong may GBS. Hahahaha. Clingy levels niya from 100000000 naging nth power na abot hanggang kabilang galaxy. LELS.

Nakakatawa 'tong memory na 'to, but let me dig deeper. Nakita ko syempre at nilinis natin ang mga private parts ng mom ko. Sa lola ko naman, since seasoned na ako diyan, I assisted her caregivers para sure na pakak. Sobrang humbling makita at maka-bonding ang pinanggalingan ko (sa nanay ko) at sa pinanggalingan ng tatay kong pakitong-kitong (sa lola ko).

Since ang laki kong newborn, the hiwa is real sa vejahhhhlalala ni mom. JUSQ. Parang lahat ng angas ko nung una kong makita ang hiwa na syempre naghilom na e natanggal. HAHAHAHAHA. Sorry, ma for existing levels. LOL. Kaya, 'yun din isang reason why I kept choosing her. CHOZ. LUH. Arte. Sa lola ko naman, since mas assist and coaching sesh na lang ako, ang una ko talagang thought bubble is: POTA. Sa butas na 'yan, ang naging dulot ay isang pulutong ng mga angkan na may apo na tuhod. Talaga ba?

In fairness sa mga vajjjjjezzz nila, pak. Hahahahaha. And I say this not to TMI pero alam mong pinagtibay ng panahon lalo na bilang babae, and syempre, as a role ng pagiging nanay. Sa kanila na ang koronang tinik. LELS.

Opposite and mothering styles nila. Mom ko, rarasismbomba mo, girl. Si ina ko naman, tahimik lang pero humanda ka rin 'pag na-iskool ka. And, as I remember both of them bilang fave szn nila both ang Pasko, sige, ibahin naman natin ang kapurit na perspective this 2024. SHEMAYYYY.

Started the day with Christmas PL na progressive naman pero syempre, fave nila both OPM. 'Di sila mahilig sa regalo na mahal. Syempre, maselan parehas e. They are both mayoras na 'di need ng magarbong vibe. Daster is their dress to kill go-to. Praktikal saka in fairness, sila 'yung mga real force na 'di mo magigiba. HUY. Sana ol 'di nagigiba 'di ba? LELS. I still am not buying the whole MOM thing, but, I salute them again and again. As I come in peace kahit munti, eto na tayo sa pag-tingin sa mga bagay-bagay from a different view. Unti-unti. And dahil yata 'to sa kadireng version ni KathNiel ng isang cover ng Xmas song. Let's go back to Michael B as in Buble Xmas tunes + Sbucks Xmas 200X + Chritmas Soul/Neosoul x Jazz para naman, mejj may pa-good vibes this szn of giving that's giving... Abangan! LUH.

PS1: Dahil nga may tinatawid akong mega prayer intention na 'di para sa akin, parang gusto ko ng mag-complete ng simbang gabi kahit ayokong nagsisimba. Maaga naman akong magising kaya baka naman, ibigay n'yo na mas matinde pa sa kahit anong Xmas bonus. Pero, gandahan n'yo rin ang Xmas bonus, syempre! PS2: Pati nga rosary na basic, gusto ko na ring patulan. May method na maganda wherein bawat bead is for a prayer ng mga purple people. That way, 'di siya formulaic tapos mala-buddha vibes din. EME. Abangan!!! Gamitin ko mga koleksyon ng nanay kong dragon para mas may bisa kahit 'di naman din ako naniniwala sa mga ganyan. PS3: Fucking need to take home a decent film cam na para sa December ganaps sa ngalan ng ultimate gift para sa alam na this. Jusq, dhzai. Mas mura sa Pinas pero check din natin sa _ _ soon. LELS. 35mm or 50mm lang naman need ko e. 1.8 buka is fine pero if may 1.4 mas oks kaso 'di ubra 'pag masyado matalas ilaw. EMS. 'Pag wala, Instax na lang or phone cam since 'di ko pa rin ma-locate asan Diana with flash ko.

[iscalde]

“Anong gusto mo kunin?”

“Sya, joke! Gusto ko mag-UP, tapos BS Psychology”

My real dream was not just about studying at UP but also about finding you again.

Dream school natin yun eh. Simula pasahan ng Form 1, pagpunta sa registrar para ma-confirm application natin hanggang sa test permit— magkasama tayo. We even attended the same review center. Went to UP Diliman together to take the entrance exam, date at Sunken Garden and having small talks what we'll do when we passed in UP.

I find myself looking for you in every crowd, hoping that our paths might cross again. It’s been years, but the love I have for you hasn’t withered; instead, it has taken root deep in my heart and mind, like a seed planted on that night you left. Baliktad 'no? Imbis na makausad ako sa'yo, lalo akong nahulog. Lakas mo sa'kin eh.

Just like my dream of getting into UP and studying BS Psychology, my dream of being with you again is something I hold close. Both dreams require courage and the willingness to take risks. Handa akong magtake ng kahit anong risk, whether it’s to get into UP or to find my way back to you. It's now or never.

In life, we cherish those who treat us right. Matindi pagmamahal ko sayo, lods. Trinato mo ako sa paraang mas higit pa sa inaakala ko. Bakit ko pa lolokohin ang sarili ko na maghanap ng iba? Alam kong walang makakapantay sayo. Ano namang connect ng UP? Syempre, kung gaano ka-dabest ang UP, ganon ka rin. Isipin mo top university ang UP tapos ikaw Top 1 sa puso ko? Angas mo talaga, lods.

I believe that, just as I strive to achieve my dream of studying at UP, I will keep striving to be with you again. Handa akong ialay ang puso, dugo at kaluluwa ko para sa UP, para sa bayan, para sa'yo. The journey might be long and filled with obstacles, but my heart remains steadfast.

I believe in the power of love and dreams. I’ll keep waiting for you, just as I keep working towards my goal of studying at UP, because both are dreams worth holding onto. UP Cutie!

“Saang school mo gusto mag-aral, love?”

“Saan mo ba gusto? Gusto ko parehas tayo ng school!”

“Hmmm... Balak ko UP, dream school ko eh.”

[celhouette]

Life

What am I doing in this life? I can't wait to just disappear completely and drown myself into oblivion. Everyone is having a hard time and no one could care less about each other. I constantly ask God past few months but now, I won't ask anymore. Even if I don't know the answers, maybe I will never know. If reincarnation is a thing, I don't want it. I just want to be in heaven and be with God. There are sudden deaths happening almost every second of every day, and here's me hoping that i'll be next in line. For now, having faith is indeed a challenge but who am I to complain when everything is already having a harder time? I am walking into the waters fixing my eyes on Jesus even if I don't know if I am doing it right. Wala koi laing ikapanghinambog sa Ginoo kay dli ko parehas sa uban na grabe ang pag serbisyo sa simbahan, or even grabe ang pag memorize sa mga nakasulat sa bible, wala koy laing ika offer sa Ginoo kundi akong pagka ako lamang. Akong kasing-kasing, huna-huna, espiritu ug kalag tanan2 na naa skoa, i don't even think about my future anymore and in my mind, if the Lord finally takes me away, I am not worried for the people I'll be leaving behind, especially my family. Kay kabalo ko na kaya nila maski wala ko, for sure manghilak pero i know kaya ra nila hantod sa manigulang sila. All I hope is to give my years to my nanay, tatay and two brothers so that they could live life to the fullest, healthy sila tanan, akoon tanan ilang sakit and even for my friends and strangers, it is okay if all my prayers don't get answered, as long as the prayers of my family and loved ones get answered and as long as it doesn't concern me. Ana ragyud. Sa karon I am living the day, bed rotting, sleeping as if I'm not gonna wake up the next day. Tanan naman sguro sd nakaagi ug pgka depress and i am not in the position para mag dungag2 pa. All i wish and hope ky maulian natong mga tawo na nag sakit, may it be physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually or even having a hard time financially. Even if naay iring or iro na kamatyunon karon, I am willing to give up my own and let that precious animal live instead. Ug sa tinuod lang some people may view me or my problems as shallow but no one really knows the "real" me except God. Mao sd na ang rason wa nakoi labot kung unsay mga sturya sa mga tawo na nakapalibot skoa, ug gaka anad nako ug unsa ilang pagview sa kung kinsa ko, hala so be it. Dli na nako kapoyon akong kaugalingon ug explain kay mana nako ana ug gikapoy nako. ug dili maminaw ang mga tawo skoa ok ra.. Ang Ginoo najud bahala sa tanan. Ug byaan ko sa tanan, aw ok ra, ug mawala sd skoa tanan, ok rsd. Basta nakabalo ko na ang Ginoo kabalo sa kung kinsa ko ug gihigugma ko sa kung kinsa pd ko. I can't wait to be there Lord, kwaa nako gud hehehe kato akong prayer btaw Lord, please maski kato lang. dli na nako i detalye diri maski kabalo ko wala mn japon makabasa ani kundi ako ra kaugalingon but we don't really know the future dba, basin diay makabalik ug basa akong old future self diri and let's see what will be my realizations after. But sa karon, I am writing here para lng jd naa ko outlet and as if I am talking to you Lord. And I know na even if dili ko mag sulat diri, you still know me, you know my story and you know what I've been through, labaw na sa mga sturya pd na wala nko nahibal an ug mga butang na naka cause ug kasakit skoa. You know it all my Lord. Ikaw najud bahala sa tanan. I've been trying to fix my sleeping schedule but here I am again. gahapon sakto mn ako tulog ky nakatulog kog 10pm kapin tas nakamata kog 6am or 7 ba to, tas ga lanay whole day, tas nag nap nsd inig ka alas 12 sa udto or 1pm na guro tas naka mata nsd alas 5pm, tas karon time check 2:47 AM. unsa naman? kaya pa? might go for a walk later. watch the sunrise. might not. idk. Lord, I wanna see you. I love you. please hear that one prayer of mine. but ofcourse, let your will ALWAYS be done. I give up, I surrender, I already gave up months ago, but if you need me to surrender every hour of everyday, I will do it. Thank you Lord.

[kikotapasando]

MINISTER CIJNTJE DI BISHITA NA MERKA HUNTU KU REI WILLEM ALEXANDER I REINA MAXIMA!

MINISTERIO KONSERNÍ DESAROYO EKONÓMIKO   MINISTER CIJNTJE DI BISHITA NA MERKA HUNTU KU REI WILLEM ALEXANDER I REINA MAXIMA! PUBLIKÁ RIBA 12 YÜNI 2024 Entre otro e tabatin enkuentro ku yu muhé di Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. Atlanta – Pareha Real ta ku bishita di trabou na Merka liderando un mishon komersial for di Hulanda i a invitá nos Minister di Desaroyo Ekonómiko, Ruisandro Cijntje pa kompañá…

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i love him y'all

i want this wholesome so here:

i got annoyed na me, giving him sexy time lasts long. i got tired na and gapangalay na ako. my wrong is i timed him twice to check if matagal ko ba talaga ginagawa or oa lang ako. dugay siya. pagkahiga ko, naggoogle ako ilang minutes ang ani na oras until ani na oras tapos iba nagalabas tapos nagtabi siya sa akin ginasilip ako ano ginatype ko. ginatago ko (not even trying to lowkey hide it kay i was pissed, gina hide ko talaga screen ng phone ko). he asked ano daw 'yun, sabi ko "wala"

wala talaga galabas ang gusto ko na results so gibaba ko na saying my excuse (i forgot na huhu) tapos di siya maniwala so gipacheck ko phone ko while hugging him (i was scared of his reaction) tapos nakita niya man ang time, tapos nagets niya na na gi time-an ko siya.

di ko maexplain now ano mafeel ko while typing this hahahahha pero i'm so happy kay like imagine our conversation calm, with no negative reactions and him talking to me kindly and calmly, like he already understands why i did that and why i didn't tell him anything yet hindi niya 'yun ginatolerate na ugali. non verbatim "meron baya 'yang sabi sa facebook(?) 'yang mga di mo gina address kay magbalik sa'yo like di mawala" gisabi ko matakot ako magsabi, sige pa ako sabi "hindi" like hindi ko sabihin talaga tapos sige siya convince and please na magsabi ako para malaman niya ano mali niya para maging better siya kay magtagal daw kami so need dyud iingon. kabalo mo nakahilak pa ako nung gisabi niya na "hindi na man ako parehas dati na magalit kung may concern ka"

ta's nakahilak ko kay real. real dyud na dili na siya ato. idk why gi hug niya ako closer, is it because he felt bad nakaiyak ako pagsabi niya nun or ginacomfort niya ako? i wanna know. tapos grr i love him so much he made me felt seen knowing pud na akong problema dyud kay magingon and yet ginaencourage niya parin ako hanggang ngayon. he really loves me dyud. i love love love him so much. nagsorry gani rin ako giorasan ko siya pero wala niya 'yun gi mind, gi una niya ako.

gi una niya ako.

[abovenormai]

Hello good morning, yung feeling na mainit, walang WiFi, gutom at wala pang food and hindi sa pagiging ungreatful but I really wish sa ibang food to taste ewan ko ba we are really always craving pero wala eh. Ngayon puyat ka pa.

Those things are somehow underlying factors kung nasaan ka man ngayon sa life.

Makakapag-reflect ka rin talaga. Na you want good things in life and live a quiet but peaceful life.

Actually may nabasa nga tayo na sa tulfo kung saan yung anak ay may galit sa tatay. Because of what? Gusto ang baon 500 a day. Like, after mabasa yun we can't help to be emotional. When I was a college ang baon ko lang ay 100-120 pesos a day. I am so grateful na nun.

Daming things ang tumatakbo sa isip ko. Feeling ko ang sama kong tao. Pero hindi eh. We are always there para sa mga taong mahal natin. Pero nung tumawag yung pinsan ko. I am so happy, totoo. Kaso, when I am trying to tell a story or trying to open up. She's not interested. -- feel na feel ko yun at malalaman mo yun because it's a gut feeling.

What goes around comes around. -- this is not real. I've been here na trying to do things but the odds really not on your favor.

I've been a good friend, a good son, a good citizen and trying to be good lover.

On that aspect, sobrang failure ko. Dito rin papasok na kahit anong efforts mo if hindi ka na mahal or mahalaga or gusto.

Mauuwi din ang lahat sa wala.

Like, I've been with good friends. -- they say! Pero parehas lang. After mo maging tao to be someone emotionally available. After ka nilang itapon, tapos babalik, tapos kapag tinanggap mo ule sa life mo because I am forgiving person. Sasabibin nila na need ka nila sa life kasi of course, their lives are not okay. -- "kailangan ka nila" then dadaan ang panahon after nila maging maayos. -- iiwanan ka.

Same pattern, same shit.

While you after mo maging strong for other people ikaw ang naiwan and stuck. -- not asking for in return or expecting na malake. I just observe the same behavior as an person who have been chasing people's acceptance or someone who's always trying to fit. Longing for deep connection.

All my life, we are always concerned to the people's other business. Hindi ko na nakilala sarili ko. Sana noon pa pala. Noon pa pala mas kinilala pa natin yung sarili natin.

10:57 AM | 04.27.24

[rahfia]

Sayo Pa Rin by thexwhys

THE STORY

In a dead world we witness survival, love, betrayal, forgiveness, family and friendship.

THOUGHTS SA GENRE AT SULAT

When I first learn about this, akala ko walking dead style. Oo at some point pero less zombie na parang hunger games na Divergent. All in one, ganun siya for me. Pero siyempre may flare ni thexwhys.

Eto yung first time from this genre for te Cams and I think she slayed it. May moments talaga na maiinis ka, kikiligin, masasaktan and magagalit. Yung emotions ramdam and I think that's good writing.

THOUGHTS SA CHARACTERS:

ANYA. Very quiet and shy siya talaga for me and very gentle and dependent to Nicholas. What I love about how she was written is her transition from shy to outspoken. She found her voice and im loving it kasi she's very witty. Hahaha. She became this flower na nag-bloom talaga dito.

NICHOLAS. The golden-retriever boyfriend. Aminin bait na bait tayo sa kanya,sobrang loving eh. Sad lang that he got hurt so bad pero it lead him to where he wanted to be. Anya is right when she said na ma-stuck lang siya sa pag-aalaga sa kanya when he can do more. Glow up din. Excited sa story niya

JAKOB. The suppose "villian" of this story. Akala natin eh. Gago kasi talaga siya. Hahahaha. But he's good, 1/2. 🤣 Te Cams really established him as powerful kasi yung aura na binigay ni Jakob sa start luluhod ka talaga. But the transition from being on top to ground level to normal ang ganda. Na mabait pala siya, na luluhod din siya sa lahat, na kaya pala niyang hindi matakot mga taga-Escarra sa kanya. It was a good change we never knew we needed.

THOUGHTS SA STORY:

We know its not different from other storylines about apocalyptic style settings. What makes it different is how the author put her own style sa story. Kasi kahit gaano ka-simple o ka-cliché yung story nasa creativity at imagination ng author yan magkakatalo.

Honestly, I enjoyed it. Its a slow-burn but as I always say walang patay na chapter and you will know na nag-eenjoy yung nagsusulat nung story. Parehas yung writer at readers na nag-eenjoy. Kaya ang gandang journey.

Theres is just one chapter na hindi ko binalikan ever. Its the chapter where Marjorie is cutting Anya's hair tapos kung anu-ano sinasabi. Truth hurts talaga. I admit theres truth on Marj's words pero the way she said it sa utak ko and the word choices ang brutal. The hate and pity sa chap na yon umaapaw. Pero its one of the highlight of the story. As for me, sobrang babaw lang nung lalim ng galit niya sa kanila. Gets ba? Basta yon. Hahahaha.

Another one is yung part na wala nalang nagawa si Nicholas when Anya broke them. Ang unfair nun at the same time its giving us reality kasi if this happens sa real world, sa power ni Jakob possible eh wala ka nalang ding magagawa. I think that was the part na tagilid ang bida natin kasi mali in all aspect. And I am glad it was point out multiple times throughout sa story.

Also yung transition ng story. From the characters to the happenings. Lahat may nagbago eh. Lahat may narating. Lahat ng goals nila na - reach whether it started as good or bad. Laki ng changes sa lahat ng involve sa story na ito and as the story progressed we saw that change. Some are detailed, some are not pero pansin pa rin. Nothing was left unsaid other than the real reason kung bakit ganun ang mundo. Curious ako eh.

Lastly, that ending. Hahahaha. Way to go. Ang intense ng cliffhanger. Its a great end to start a new one. May patikim. 😊

Ayun lang gusto ko lang ilabas yang mga hanash ko kahit walang namang nanghihingi. Hahahaha. Bakit ba? Basta excited ako sa series na ito. 💪🏻

#SayoPaRin #thexwhys

[sarilaya]

"Unveiling Truths: A Mother-Daughter Interview about her Daughter's Queerness"

There is a moving story of love, acceptance, and development in a world where many identities and stories connect together. We'd like to share with you today Jenny and her daughter Jannelle's extraordinarily touching and life-changing adventure. Their story explores how relationships with family change in the face of cultural expectations and the need for honesty, going beyond simply accepting one's LGBT identity.

Jenny Pansoy Villcaura, a 53-year-old mother, was our first interviewee. She was from Binitinan, Balingasag, Misamis Oriental, and she has three daughters named Angelica Villacura, age 26, Kayzel Villcura, age 21, and Janelle, age 14. She is a housewife, and she lives in a beautiful house with her grandchild, her first eldest child. She welcomed the team, Sarilaya, and willingly shared her experience of having a young queer daughter, her youngest daughter.

We asked her four (4) questions about the coming out of her daughter, Janelle.

Interviewer: What do you know about the LGBTQIA+ community? What is your perspective on the community?

Jenny: "naka familiar but dili pa kaayo open na nga community before samong generation" --- (She was familiar, but the LGBTQIA+ community was not really open for their generation before; she also added that their generation before was strict compared to now being very open.)

Interviewer: Jenny, how do you feel after finding out the real identity of your daughter, Janelle?

Jenny: “shock kayko oy, babae baya kayna sya before” --- (She was very shocked. Janelle was very girly before.)

But as Jenny observes her daughter, she notices that her daughter, Janelle, has a very close friend, a girl whom Janelle admits that she had a crush on.

Jenny: "ana pako before na, bae mo pareha baya" --- (Jenny told her daughter Janelle that they are both girls) but Jenny also added “aw okay raman pud kay padayon raman gihapon syag skwela” --- (It's okay; as long as she continues her study, it's fine.) “wala koy mahimo kay in ana naman jud sya, anak man gihapon nako, dawaton nalang basta continue lang saiyang pag eskwela" --- (I don't quite have a choice; I'll accept her. At the end, she's my daughter, as long as she continues her studies.)

Interviewer: What is your advice to other parents who also happen to have a young queer individual daughter or son?

Jenny: “supportahi lang jud permi inyong anak” --- (Always support your child no matter what; let them feel that they are accepted and loved with no judgment.)

Janelle Villacura, age 14, is the youngest daughter of Mrs. Jenny Villacura. She openly shares her experience of coming out with her real identity.

We also asked her questions regarding her coming out.

Interviewer: When did you first notice that you were different?

Jannelle: "katong pag highschool jud nako" --- (It all started when I was still in high school.)

The interviewer made a follow-up question about whether her peers influence her, and she said "no."

Jannelle: "ako lang jud ni, walay nag influence" --- (No one influenced her. She's being her)

Interviewer: Were you afraid to tell your family about your identity?

Jannelle: “at first oo kay basin unsay reaction nila sa akoa” --- (Yes, because of their potential negative reaction, but eventually I managed to tell them and was happy because they never judged me) she added.

The team asked her what advice she can give for her fellow young queer individuals in her age, who's been experiencing the same situation.

Jannelle: "ayaw mo kahadlok, just be you lang" --- (Don't be afraid; just be you.)

A tribute to the strength of love, compassion, and development is the story of Jenny and Jannelle. Families on similar journeys can find inspiration in their story, which is characterized by acceptance, resiliency, and vulnerability. Let us all be inspired by Jenny and Jannelle's story to embrace candid dialogue, promote empathy, and honor the diverse thread of love and identity that unites us as we wrap up this interview.

#BeBoldBeYou #DawatKaNamo #LGBTQ+ #ComingOut

[nice2meetyouu]

Nagko-commute naman ako dati. Araw-araw. Kung saan-saan ako nakakarating. Proud pa nga ako kasi feeling ko adaptable ako. Kahit saan, basta pwedeng marating ng public transport, mararating ko. Pinakamalayong napuntahan ko on my own 'yung Paracelis sa Mountain Province.

Recently, tuwing nagko-commute ako, may feeling ako na kawawa ako, parang api. Hindi ko alam kung pumangit lang ba 'yung public transpo situation or naging maarte lang ako. Nasa bingit na ako ng pag-accept sa isang job offer na itago na lang natin sa initials na MG, pero dahil sa pagbisita ko sa isang friend na nakatira sa BGC, na-feel kong bad idea na mag-commute pa-Makati araw-araw (always knew it was a bad idea pero I thought kaya ko naman).

Initially, sabi ko 'yung hindi rush hour ang slot na kukunin ko, such as... graveyard shift, pero kahit gano'n, nagdadalawang isip pa rin ako. Iba kasi 'yung quality of life pag naglalakad lang papunta sa workplace. I guess umikli na 'yung patience kong makipagtulakan sa tren at makipag-unahan sa jeep.

Pero ang wish ko na lang talaga ay magkaroon ng kotse at parking. Naiinggit ako dun sa top 10 sa PLE, binigyan sya ng kotse ng alma mater niya yata o ng city. Basta may kotse siya.

Ang kotse ay isang luxury at isang necessity. Hindi ko na kayang magtatlong sakay!!! Mababa na ang "real life" tolerance ko. Kanina pala, nasagasaan ng jeep na sinakyan ko 'yung isang tricycle. Parehas silang na-damage. Mukhang may mahaba pa silang diskusyon so bumaba na ako at naglakad para maghanap ng jeep pauwi.

Hindi option 'yung Grab kasi nasa 600 pataas 'yung one way pa lang, GrabShare pa. I guess pag walang wala na, Angkas na lang, nasa 300 ang halaga. Kaso mahirap kasi pag umuulan saka pag inaantok ako.

Gusto ko lang naman ng urban planning, livable cities, at convenient na transportation system...

Buti pa 'yung friend kong nagwowork sa Bangko Sentral, nagga-grab everyday.

Okay, tama na ang self-pity, wala tayong choice, hindi tayo WFH. Adaptable noon, suko na ngayon. Or baka nag-adapt lang ako in a different way. Depende sa lugar pero base sa mga pinupuntahan ko lately, mas efficient naman kasi talagang magkotse.

[shenashygans]

THE SUNDAY CURRENTLY -19-

Because it's Sunday. You know the drill, right? My last TSC for the month of May. Sana next week makagawa din ako diba? Start the first Sunday of the month right. Lol. Another TSC from yours truly~

CURRENTLY

Reading Song lyrics! Been obsessing with this one song this morning. Maybe I missed papa a little too much today.

Writing The last TSC for the month of May. Kudos to myself :)

Listening Life Goes On - 2Pac (akala niyo BTS? Lol) Fun fact: eto 'yung kanta ni papa sa lamay niya. Hehe

Thinking About papa lately. Maybe because it's June, and it'll be father's day again. Hehe. I miss you, papa.

About my leave. It'll be 10 days and I'm too excited just to spend time with the loml. UwU

Smelling Noods~ I'm smelling noodles~

Wishing That it's Wednesday already. Wedding & DXB na. Well wishes for the bride & groom on Wednesday :))

Hoping That we get to spend more time together. Pwede bang parehas kaming naka-leave? Tas parehas kaming makapulot nalang ng pera? Lol

Wearing My incomplete uniform. Duh

Loving The fact that I have 10 days leave (birthday leave!) is near. Wala kayng maririnig sa akin. Kasi magpapahinga ako. Charot.

Wanting To see you. Like, right now? But I kenat.

Needing To be with you. We've been away from each other for too long. This is the longest we've been away. Kainis

Feeling Sepanx. Sepanx is real. Pero konting tumbling nalang~

Siempre. Ginapang ko nanaman 'tong TSC. Tulag nang pag-gapang ko sa mga susunod na araw. Hahahahahaha

[psychicllamacookieranch]

Bend Over Machel Montano Zumba Routine

hey!!! godd hackers rock on!!!! bend it over!!! you rocks my friend my partner my love !!! you guys are amazing!!! go-=go always:) hmmm.. buhata ni ninyo hap///ang prize kay 10k ang modaog.. walay second prize nya mag pili sad kog usa na akong ganahan daog pud na siya usa sa youtube padaghanan mog likes dili share and comments.. july 19 ang last na mopadala sa inyong mga entry:) isulod lang na siya ug memorycard or something unsa..kung memorycard 32gig ang labing gamay 62 or labing maayo 100gig..kung cp dugay lowbat:) okey?? oki good!!!:) din 80 ka bend over to tanan..nya ensirtan ninyo ani na song bahala na mo aza dapita ani basta 1min and 20seconds:)

lang bahala namu inyo putol putolon nya ensirt sa unahan basta kana ra na time iya ma kwan tanan,,okey:) mao ni siya na tukar!!:)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2EgX7Sa_Z2c mao ni siya rasputin dance..atu tan awon rasputin ba mo never quit!!! very energitic and optimistic. .pinagpala:) godbless ninyo hurot!!!:) kani na version sa rasputin sa tanan tanan nakong nakit an mao jud ni pinaka da best nako:).. pero iba talaga si boney m kay dili to maluya magsayawsayaw 1 hour kapin sa iyang show, ,iba kasi iya spirit atu niya the real rasputin talaga to,,,iya pud to..good man ,,man gud to mao nabless:) pero sa dance step nya hataw kaayo kani ai..paksita oi!!!:) god bless ninyo hurot!!!iloveyouall--chingaw-chingaw!!!

kani pud ai..maya sa mga indian manayaw oi..grabiha jud nila.,., ako lang pud kwan nila may kaayo sila ana mga props ba panindot tan awon.,.,pa view-view..hasta ila mga movies..:) nya manayaw lag kalit..hahahah..nya may manayaw:) //magkatawa lagi ko kay manayaw lagkalit nya seryos kaayo:) pero may kay sila manayaw nya praps kaayo mga background. .movement sa mga taw..cool kay..!!! goodbless mga indian!! manayaw lang sad nig kalit ron:) haha..mao sad dri sa pinoy movie b4,,manayaw lagkalit:) haha--pero lupig sa sayawan seguro ug sa mga praps:) haha best!! iloveyouall godbless--chingaw-chingaw!!!

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dara ai!!! tan awa gong mga indian!!! may kay sa:) maya nila oi!!! may kaayo sa mga background... movement doon..view tan awon..praps ako tawag tanan.. very nice!!! kani na song good hackers ha..tfc or local..kani na tukar bahala na mo unsa inyo stepping or asa dapit inyo kwaon basta mao ra to ang time:) ..kani maoy koani..yaw to sa livejournal nako na..kani ana..mao ni ang time:)// bahala na mo inyo putol-putolon nya ensirt na pud unahan nya same tukar gihapon basta moabot atu na time tanan..1min labing gamay..labing taas 1min ug 20 seconds!!

nya kani pud na song.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZpNpqHW_Kk kani na song (( in the army now)) mao gihapon 1min ug 20 seconds tanan ug bahala na mo putol-putolon ba ninyo basta 1min ug 20 seconds tanan-tanan .. bangon mga army..:) pareha nako:) bangon u become the hero of our neborhod:) yes indeed..nya nobody knows pa jud ne lef 4 gud:) haha vest!!:) basta nalang sah:) sah? sa-sah??:) iloveyouall..chingaw-chingaw:) take care always..be alert..pagtwi-twenk:) spider sense..gamita ug relax lang..lahi na ang panahon!!!oryts:)!! patient ug pagmature sa mga emotion ug bation..be strong mind set..your mindset kung kamao ka mogamit sa imong utok gamay rang pain madawat nmu..mindset!!!

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din..bahala na mo unsa na song inyo ma insert na lain..na kamu na bahala..1min..na time pud... okey... salamat..iloveyou hurot!!! chingaw-chingaw!!! atun tan awon rasputin ba mo or army..maka bangon jud!!! sa bend over..80 times bend tanan/ first bend over.,.

first bend over..12 times dayon:) second bend over..kay 20 times dayon,..,drop it on the floor mga idol//kaya yan!! third bend over..kay 24 times drop it on the floor again..lets go..kaya yan..kamu pa naka smile lang yan!!:) fourth kay..24 times gihapon.. total tanan 80 times drop it on the floor.. lets goo..kaya yan... dance..for goodhealth,,nya magrant inyo mga wish..changing future//dance for good..dance for goodhealth..para mahimong lami-lami sapam-sapam putig ilok..na lalaki or babae..sexy ug lami-lami mura si buddee,,haha best!!:) nya dance para sa inyo mga sala///mao pagpray jud mo daan pud ana usa magsugod ug dance...nya ma grant inyo mga wish mao nay pinaka importanti sa inyo gibuhat not my prize na 10k.. or specail award nako na --na sexy mo ug na matsu:) weight loss..nya angayan kaayo...dili kana..mao isuwat inyo mga wish or isulti sa inyo mga videos atu kahibalo namu atu naman kato isulti didto. .basin sa future naa mogrant sa inyo mga wish tanan-tanan...maayo sakit imu anak ..mama..or unsa pa diha work na tarung nya good salary ..mga ganyan..yaw to ana mga selfishness wish, ,kay sayang dili magrant unya. ma wala kay wish..kana uban na naa sa inyo mind. .ako nalang bahala ana unya..kung naa ko mahatag,,din yaw lang pagkwan maayo..basin di pa nako maperfect or dili itugot sa god,,din wala..goodhealth nalang,,din nindot jud machange ang future,,ma change ang bati into good.. diba okey na!!! nya mabulahan tang tanan...nya epray pud ko ninyo ha.,.,kay gipray ta mo everyday///kadaghan times:) maong pagtinarung namu..bunalan mga lobot won:) okey:)

iloveyouall..maygodblessusallalways!!! never -ends!!! iloveyou my prettiest friend--iloveyou christmas!! and its all for you always.. the small talk that ive had its all priceless im here for you always.. iloveyou forever yours.. hug and kisses,,:) keep safe...stay in good ways:) chingaw-chingaw

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yeah:)

tan awa to..im very weird jud...

buang na diay ko sauna pa??:)

haha best:)

pero karon kahibalo nako man:)

uug ako nalng ehide//:)

lisud pagpatuo man gud..:) basta nalang/./.basta iloveyouall..

mao nay kupti ug tuohi!!

always de sem naw ang poor eber:)

iloveyouall..godbless us all always!!!

[ralhshsstuff]

02.18.2023 02:34 pm

twh:

i was doing my acads stuff when my mom asked me, "nganong naa may hugaw aning blouse nimo?" so, i directly answered her, "wala ko kabalo ma, basin sa hanger na, nadikit maong naa" pero, wala jud ni stop ug yaw-yaw akoang mama. medyo naulit nako kay exhausted kaayo ko sa akoang academics stuff and she kept on saying na aha daw lagi to nakuha ang hugaw biskan gi tubag na nako. so, medyo ni heavy na akoang nasulti kay i feel humiliated kay naa siya sa veranda and dako kaayo siya'g tingog so I told her, "ngano dinhaa ka mag yaw-yaw ma, pwedi manka dinhia sa sulod dili dinhaa kay kusog imuhang tungod" in a way na lain kaayo daghan maka dungog in a snap suko kaayo siya. to the point grabe na niyang yawyaw and pamalikas sa akoa. "yawa ka, animal kang piniste ka... etc." na freeze nalang jud ko sa gi ingkuran nako kay nikalit siya'g ka in-adto. gi uyon-uyunan na daw ko niya sa batasan nako wala na daw koy maayo na gipa kita ug gitubag basin gusto daw ko yaw-yawan ko niya sa gawas. see? what kind of mindset is that? in the first place she's knows the answer na blind ko behind sa hugaw sa blouse nako pero she keep on insisting gihapon. yawa ra. toxic kaayo ka ma, murag gibali nimo ako pay bastos sa situation. every kasaba ipagawas nimo na mali nako na lain kog batasan na kabalo manka ikaw ga provoked sa isa ka tao ngano masuko. gikapoy ka ma sa batasan nako? parehas rata. dili ko masuko kung maminaw sab ka ug ma comprehend nimo akoang gisulti. slow lang ka ba ma or gusto gyud nimo na mali ko permi? kapoy nako ma, gikapoy nasab kos batasan nimo. nagka dugay gi proved lang nimo na mas maayo ka sa lain siblings nako kesa akoa. porket wala pakoy work and sila mas makahatag nimo maong mas maayo ang relationship ninyo na mas okay sila? ayaw ka worry ma maningkamot ko maka human. biskan kwaon pa nimo ning balay imuha nalang kay I don't think I'll spend my fucking life here sa balay na dili nako matawag ug real home.