#Park jinwoo smut

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Day 9: Eunwoo + JinJin 🎄 Voyeurism

Kinkmas 2023

You and Dongmin had really thought you'd have the dorm to yourselves for the night, so Jinwoo walking in while you were fucking on the living room couch was a surprise to say the least.

When you heard the lock being opened, you scrambled to act as though you were just watching TV together, but it was far from convincing.

"You know, I don't care if you have sex here, right? Like, I know you fuck here, it's not like it's some secret." Jinwoo set down his keys and shrugged off his coat, seeming unfazed by the whole situation. Under the blanket that Dongmin haphazardly threw over the both of you, you were half naked and had his cock stilled inside of you.

You cleared your throat to say something but Dongmin beat you to it. "What, so do you want us to just fuck in front of you, not even caring when you walk in?"

Jinwoo smirked crookedly, tonguing his cheek and letting his eyes linger over the blanket. "I mean...kinda."

Your pussy clenched at the idea of him watching; you'd always been attracted to your boyfriend's friend and roommate, just kept that to yourself. Dongmin chuckled darkly, getting your attention to look at him. He noticed the way you clenched around him. "What, you like that? Want him to watch?" He subtlely pressed deeper into you and you must have been really cock drunk because you easily agreed to having Jinwoo watch you both.

In a few minutes the blanket was tossed aside, Jinwoo was comfortably watching from a chair on the side, and Dongmin continued where he had left off. You laid on your side with Dongmin fucking you from behind, a soft moan leaving you when he moved again.

"You like him watching, hm, sweetheart?" Dongmin's voice was low, right at your ear. You were unsure if Jinwoo could even hear.

You glanced over to him and saw him gently rubbing the growing bulge in his pants. It did turn you on to see someone else getting horny because of you. And if you got to keep getting railed at the same time, even better. You sighed contently and nodded affirmatively, reaching down to lazily rub at your clit.

Jinwoo noticed you watching him and smiled but broke any eye contact. He reached into his pants and stroked his length more directly now, his eyes mainly focused on where your body connected with Dongmin's.

Your senses felt heightened, a need to perform pushing you on, in the best way. You wanted to put on a show, for someone else to see how good you can fuck and how good you get fucked. You were so head over heels for him, you wished you could show Dongmin's skills in bed off to the whole world.

Dongmin fucked you harder, the whole couch starting to shake with each thrust, and his groans were music to your ears. But you were used to hearing them; Jinwoo's low moans cut through and pierced your ears, a rush running through you down to your pussy. You noticed Dongmin was watching Jinwoo and you did the same. His pants lowered just enough to get his cock out, he stroked it pretty quickly, biting his lip.

Fuck, that was hot.

"She really likes having you watch," Dongmin chuckled. "She's so wet and keeps clenching around me. So tight, aren't you, sweetie?" You looked back at him with a slight blush, unsure if he was okay with you admitting your attraction to another man. "It's okay, I know it's hot. I think it's hot too." He spoke only to you now, punctuating the comment with a sweet kiss.

"Yeah, I like an audience." You watched Jinwoo's eyes meet yours and saw him swallow hard, his hand speeding up.

Dongmin grunted and kissed up your neck, his hot breath fanning over your skin heavily. "Gonna cum in you, sweetheart," he murmured in your ear. "Gonna fill you up, okay?"

Your heart throbbed, pounding in your chest. "Please, please, do it. I'm all yours, baby."

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[starryjeekies]

~ Omega X OT11 ~ Dom to Sub

A/N: hello, this was requested by one of my irl friends because I’m finally getting back into writing again and we just saw Omega X together. So I’m formatting this just like my E’last one so check that one out too if you’d like! It’s super unhinged I’m so sorry whoops. Everything is below the cut. Enjoy!!

Dom

1. Hyuk

2. Sebin

3. Yechan

4. Junghoon

5. Hangyeom

6 Jaehan

7. Xen

8. Taedong

9. Hwichan

10. Jehyun

11. Kevin

Sub

Dommest of dom. There is no sub part about him. Have you seen him? Hyuk is a man like no other. Sure he can be cute and adorable when he wants to be. But I honestly think that he needs total control in the bedroom. Now this doesn’t mean he won’t want someone on top of him, bouncing on him, but if anything else he’s a power bottom. There. That’s it. Send tweet.

Sebin. S e b i n. For some reason, my irls and I agree that he is unpredictable. We can’t actually determine anything about this man other than that he is a dom and he is freaky. It’s always the sweet ones that are crazy in the sheets. Because of this I feel like he would be the one in charge and doing all the crazy things. Might let you take control once but he won’t let that go to your head.

My dude will probably put up a fight if you try to dom him. I said it so many times but Yechan would be the bitch to square up in a Denny’s parking lot at 3 am. If anything, he would be the type of guy to make you ride him while being overstimulated whoops that’s a different post. There could be a façade of doming but if you slip out of line he will bring you crashing down.

Daddy Junghoon my mans, hello. Tbh out of everyone in OX, I wouldn’t pick Junghoon to have the daddy kink but hey whatever works for him (I highly suspect Yechan had something to do with this). But I think he would definitely be a dom more so because he doesn’t know how good it can be for a partner to take over. Once he’s been in a situation where he doesn’t have to be in control and he feels it hits different, then I think he’d be more open to you doming him more often.

A man who likes to please. Hangyeom is one who probably would do a lot of things his partner asks of him. Fuck them from behind? Bet. Against the wall? Just say please. Ride him? Better be lubed up. So not saying he’s a switch, but if you ask him to please you, he’ll probably be in control but give you a wild ride unless you ask otherwise.

Just a big baby, that’s all. I don’t think Jaehan is too much whichever way he goes. He’s a big sweetheart so whether it’s him controlling what happens or when you’ve had a few orgasm and take control to chase the final one, I think he’s happy either way. Probably is the type of dom who wants almost wreck you and you spring back at the last second so you’re both fucked out.

I had a long convo about this one, but Xen needs to be put into submission. I think he’s a switch with a dom lean and needs to be forced into submission because he’s a BRAT. Probably likes it too so don’t be afraid to. He’s definitely cocky in what he can do to you so you need to put him in his place with overstimulation and a nice cock ring oops wrong post again.

Taedong is only slightly higher on this list because there is a slightly more dom leaning but that is it. Otherwise I feel like its pretty even. Like 55/45. Yeah. I want to say that he’s game for a lot of things. He’s probably more of the experimentalist because he’s got a dancer physique and can contort his body in different ways. I also can just see him saying a mantra of “please” when he’s close and that’s hella sub energy.

The true switch in my opinion. When I asked “who would want a strap” and my friend immediately said Hwichan so I’m rolling with it. Hwichan is probably really fun and sex would be like the Olympics of just one round after another, both doing a new sport essentially. One minute he’d have you crying and the next you would be needing to hold his hips down to stop him fucking up into your hand.

Jehyun honey ily you’re my ult but your introverted ass comes off kinda subby. He’s shy and can be bashful but he’s also flirty (ik i met him irl and he called me pretty) so he has SOME confidence but I think he’s gotta be comfortable with a partner to determine if he can be more of a dom and more of a sub. Opposite of Taedong but still pretty close.

I want him to prove me wrong but Kevin is too sweet to be a dom. Yes, yes, I know soft doms exist but he is like a patch of daisies on a sunny spring day. I think it’s the pink hair and the constant duck faces he does. I definitely think being a dom is in him, for sure (thank you love me like) but just not as strongly s sub. Still an fantastic lover though don’t let his adorable face fool you he’s probably really good with his mouth.

[leehestia]

Luxurious Love / Jinwoo x Reader

(Based on Luxurious by Gwen Stefani)

Pairing: Husband!Jinjin (Astro) x Wife!Reader

Genre: Fluff, Angst, Smut

Warnings: reader doesn’t appreciate 😢 (but reader loves jinjin 😻), jinjin the money spender 💀, vanilla sex, unprotected sex, idk bro, stupid arguments, arguments about money (srsly don’t argue abt it guys it isn’t nice), they have a kid(?), swearing

Synopsis: Jinwoo is a rich CEO for one of the biggest companies in South Korea. And you being his humble middle-class wife, you’re still adapting to this ‘rich life’ environment. You and Jinwoo argue about it, until both of you finally understand each others point, and apologize through both words and pleasure.

Spotify:

A/N: I LITERALLY HAVE LUXURIOUS ON REPEAT RN AND MY JINJIN PHOTOCARD IS JUST STARING AT ME…

A/N (2): Jinjin is literally so damn hot like I wish he was actually my rich husband like pls jinwoo be mine 😢💍

A/N (3): It’s my fist fic on tumblr and i came from wattpad don’t complain if it’s cringe bro idfk how to make non-cringe stories i haven’t even posted a story since march 2021

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“Jinwoo? Whats this?” You approach your husband, who is currently sitting on the couch, laptop on his lap, the receipt from last night’s dinner in your hand.

“Hm? That’s the receipt from last night babe. Why do you ask?” He says, looking up at you.

“Oh is that so? Then why was the bill 350,000 won?” You breathed, sitting beside Jinwoo as he continued to focus on his work.

“Of course it is, family dinner.” He said in a monotone way.

“Honey that’s expensive… All that for food? Jiwoo couldn’t even finish it.” You frowned.

Jinwoo finally closed his laptop, and turned to look at you.

“Why? What’s wrong?” He said, this time concerned.

“Well, you know… It’s just food. If I knew it was that expensive I wouldn’t have suggested that place.”

“It’s fine babe, why’re you worrying about it?” He said.

“We could’ve used it for Jiwoo’s art classes.” You sighed.

“I’ve got that all covered hon.” Jinwoo smiled, before lying down on the arm of the couch, going on his phone.

He went on his phone for a few minutes before sitting up again to show you something.

“There we go!” Jinwoo smiled, showing you the payment for your daughter’s art classes.

“What? Already?” You said in shock. “Jinwoo are you serious! The amount of-“

Jinwoo groans before shouting, “Y/N! Why do you keep complaining about our expenses?!”

“Jinwoo I can’t bare to see you using all your money over useless stuff!” You shout back, finally standing up as well.

“So you’re saying Jiwoo’s art class is useless?!” He argues back.

You shout, “Of course I don’t idiot! As long as our daughter learns I don’t care about the amount of money you spend for her! It’s because you’re using almost 500,000 won for stupid perfume! Not only that you just bought another 1 million dollar watch! And the stupid stupid stupid 85 million won car for me! I don’t even have a drivers license dumbass!”

Jinwoo sighs out of frustration, “Look, if you’re not going to appreciate the things I buy or do for our happiness, then why the fuck did you marry someone like me!?”

“Park Jinwoo!”

Jinwoo frowns, deeply sighing as he looks at you with his hands on his hips.

“I’ll sleep in the guest room…” He sighs, walking out of the room.

You groan loudly, before slopping on the bed. “Why did I marry someone like you? I should ask myself that!” You say to yourself, “But then again… nothing can beat love…” you whisper, before falling asleep.

…

You wake up early in the morning, at 5 am to check up on your daughter and husband.

You enter the guest room silently, to see your husband sleeping on the desk, laptop still on.

“Overworking yourself again huh?” You whispered as you walked towards him.

You quickly kissed him on the forehead before you turned the heater on and giving him a blanket.

You leave the room to check on your 4 year old daughter, only to see her fully awake, playing with her toys.

“Jiwoo!” You said, running towards her.

“Mama!” She smiled, giving you a tight hug.

You sigh, hugging her back.

“Why are you awake baby?” You pout, kissing her forehead.

“Mama and papa fought so I pretend my dolls are you and papa so that you can be friends again!” Jiwoo exclaims, smiling widely.

“Awe… I’m sorry you had to hear me and papa fight.” You chuckle.

“It okay! Just say sorry to papa! I also draw you and papa!” She smiled.

“Thank you baby!” You said, kissing her cheek.

“I’ll show this to your papa later, you should go back to bed now.”

Jiwoo nods her head, kissing you on the cheek before running to her bed.

“I’ll see you later Jiwoo.” You whispered, before leaving and closing the door.

…

During the morning and afternoon, you and Jinwoo ignored each other.

You knew he was giving you space, but you’d appreciate it a lot if he’d just talk to you.

Later that evening, your husband suddenly went into the room, going straight to the bedside table on his side, opening a drawer, avoiding eye contact.

He quickly gets the item he needed and walks toward the door to leave.

“Jin? Can we talk please?” You call him.

He sighs, before turning around to face you.

He blushes at the sight of you in your red signature baby doll that you usually wear during ‘those nights’.

“What- what are you wearing?” He nervously confronts.

“Uh… my night dress?” You say, stepping out of the bed to walk towards him.

As you approach him, his eyes slowly look lower, going to the valley of your breasts, to your thighs which are barely covered.

“Jinwoo, eyes here.” You said in a soft voice, snapping your fingers.

He shakes his head, then looks at you, expression suddenly changing to a soft one, after looking at you. Your beautiful eyes. Ones that glimmer and make him understand you and your emotions.

“Look… I’m sincerely grateful that you buy me gifts, buy us dinner. So please don’t think I’m unhappy with your gifts. I love them, so much. It’s just… you know the prices… I’m not used to seeing more than 4 zeros in a price tag or receipt.” You sigh.

“I understand.” He says.

You smile at Jinwoo, this being the first time in a while he’s acting like this way with you. You’ve only seem him this serious in work, or when something is bothering him.

“I love you Jinjin~” You giggle before hugging him tightly.

You both nearly fall, Jinwoo catching your balance.

His hands are on your waist, heart fluttering at your iconic boxy smile.

Your smiles slowly fade, slowly closing the distance between you and your husband.

You stop midway, your faces centimeters away from each other.

“I love you, Park Y/N.” He whispers, before breaking the space between both of you.

His warm and soft lips touched yours, a kiss of pure perfection. Your touch feeling like gold, like true luxury.

You parted slightly, allowing Jinwoo’s tongue to slip into your mouth.

You and Jinwoo stopped for a moment to breath, and you tried to lean back in until Jinwoo guided you to the bed and layed you down.

You giggled at Jinwoo removing his socks and shirt, exposing his beautiful abs (A/N: AUUSUHGF JINJIN MARRY ME)

He unbuttoned his shorts, throwing them into someplace in the room.

He hovered over you, kissing and sucking your neck, leaving marks.

“I’m…” he kissed your forehead, “sorry…” he kissed your nose, “Y/N…” and finally, your lips. (A/N: tbh that was awkward af it was better in my head)

You whimper when he finally takes your dress of, his hands desperately touching your body.

Jinwoo removes his remaining clothes off, and dips two fingers into you with no warning, making you yelp.

“J-jinwoo!” You yelp. “Sorry baby.” He smirks.

“Darling, I can’t do foreplay right now.~” you whine, grabbing onto Jinwoo’s wrist.

Jinwoo removes his fingers, licking your essence.

You heavily breathed at the empty feeling, until Jinwoo pushes his length into you, making you both moan loudly.

Jinwoo rests his forehead on yours, his hot breath tickling your face.

“Fuck Y/N, you’re so tight…” Jinwoo says in a deep voice, making you clench around him.

“Relax baby…” He whispers, pausing for a moment, waiting for your signal to move.

“Jin, move… please.” You pleaded. He caressed your cheeks as he started to move slowly, making your breath hitch.

“F-faster-“ You stuttered, as soon as he heard the word, he moved in a fast pace, your heart raced, and your moans became louder.

“J-jinwoo!” You screamed, mewls and cries mixed with the sound of your skin slapping against his.

“Y/N, Y/N, Y/N, Fuck!” Jinwoo groaned, your nails digging deep into his skin.

“Jinwoo it’s close!” You moaned as you felt your orgasm building.

“Wait, fuck! Y/N…”

“Please!” You cried. “Let it out, Y/N.” Jinwoo panted, before both you and him came.

Heavy pants surrounded the room, as you melted into your husband’s embrace, his hands running through your hair.

“Jinwoo, I’m sorry. I love you.” You said, tears threatening to fall from your eyes.

Jinwoo said nothing, and kissed your forehead before standing up to get a cloth.

“I’m sorry as well… I should’ve understood your side. I feel like I don’t know you anymore, I barely spend time with you.” he sighed, cleaning you.

You suddenly started sobbing, making Jinwoo look at you in surprise.

“I’m sorry for being stupid, I’m sorry for being ungrateful, I’m sorry for getting angry for no reason, I’m sorry for growing up in a totally different environment as you, I’m sorry for being a horrible wife! And I know you work very very very hard for me and Jiwoo, and it isn’t your fault. It’s not your fault too for loving us!” You sobbed as Jinwoo looked at you, baffled.

Jinwoo laughed, smiling at you with those cute eyes. (A/N: like fr bro stop smiling with ur eyes i’m so close to being killed by u😀)

He continued to laugh, unable to form words.

“W-why are you laughing at me!” You pouted.

“It’s because! You’re so cute Y/N!” He exclaimed, hugging you tightly.

His laughed slowly died down, smile still on his face however. He kissed your earlobe and shoulder, breaking the hug to look at you, before speaking,

“Y/N, the reason why I fell in love you was because you weren’t like the girls who I grew up with all my childhood. I love how you’re extremely humble, extremely thoughtful and an extremely loving person.” He said, cupping your cheeks and giving you a chaste kiss.

“Really?” You cried, but this time smiling. (A/N: LMFAOOOOOOO)

“Of course honey, I married you for a reason.” He whispered, his forehead leaning on yours.

“Thank you.” You whispered back, kissing him.

He hugged you tightly before you both fell on the bed, cuddling each other to sleep.

…

(A/N: Well, that’s my first story on Tumblr ig lmfao 💀 I’m sorry if it’s cringe idk what to do in life anymore. Anyways Jinwoo>>>>>>my life 😻😻)

[dirtykpopsnaps]

Here’s the request for JinJin!

[vex91]

Astro Masterlist

(f) - fluff, (a) - angst, (af) - angst + fluff, (s) - smut

Kim Myungjun:

Nothing yet...

Park Jinwoo:

Nothing yet...

Lee Dongmin:

Nothing yet...

Moon Bin:

Nothing yet...

Park Minhyuk:

Nothing yet...

Yoon Sanha:

Nothing yet...

OT6:

Nothing yet...

[sea-moon-star]

Masterlist

Writing is my catharsis, fanfics are my safe space, I hope my words can be healing for you too. 🌊🌙⭐️

Started: 26th June, 2020

Last updated: 17th March, 2024

Total Works: 19

Key: Fluff-❤️, Angst -💔, Smut- ❤️‍🔥, Favorite- 💕, Inspired by Taylor Swift's Music- 💖 (Everything I write ends by being Hurt/Comfort so no tag for that, all my stories have happy endings)

BTS

Stay Gold- Jeon Jungkook ❤️

Persona - Kim Namjoon ❤️

Gold Rush- Kim Taehyung ❤️💕💖

Lover- Kim Seokjin ❤️ 💖

Perilla Leaves Scandal - Jungkook, Taehyung, Jimin, Namjoon, Hoseok, Yoongi, Jin ❤️

Bangtan Pregnancy Series- Maknae Line, Hyung Line ❤️💔

Tu Me Manques- Kim Taehyung ❤️💕

Layover- Kim Taehyung (Inspired by The Summer I Turned Pretty) ❤️💔💕

BTSVT as songs from 1989 by Taylor Swift ❤️💔💖

BTSVT as songs from Midnights by Taylor Swift ❤️💔💖

SVT

To You- Yoon Jeonghan ❤️💔💕

17- Chwe Hansol - Chapter 1 , Chapter 2 soon❤️💔💕

BTSVT as songs from 1989 by Taylor Swift ❤️💔💖

BTSVT as songs from Midnights by Taylor Swift ❤��💔💖

K-Pop

Rise Up- Park Jinwoo, Astro ❤️

Rainbow Falling- Cha Eunwoo, Astro ❤️

Surrender- Hwang Hyunjin, Stray Kids ❤️‍🔥 💕

La Dolce Vita- Jackson Wang, GOT7 ❤️💕

THE END. 🌊🌙⭐️

[kpop-dungeon-dark]

REQUEST # 13 (Nerd!Jinwoo/Jinjin x Bully!Reader)

•TRIGGER WARNING•

Disclaimer: This piece is purely a work of fiction and does not represent Park Jinwoo in any way nor do I condone or encourage these actions in real life. This is nothing but mere fiction and fantasy. Contains dark themes, browse at your own risk.

Request: "Can I request a noncon smut for either JinJin or Sanha?? Maybe a bullying concept?? Ik they’re both out of school, but I like the concept. You can either make it so they’re the bully or Y/N is the bully.

For kinks...obviously noncon, maybe gagging and bondage if possible. Ik it isn’t a lot, but I also wanna keep it kinda open for you to decide what to do"

Warning(s): Noncon, gagging, bondage, slapping, dumbification, power play, spanking, hair pulling, objectification, camera play, hate sex, blackmail, cockwarming, degradation, humiliation, blowjob/face fucking.

Jinwoo adjusted his spectacles and bit his lip to suppress the smug smirk that was trying to push it's way past his teeth and onto his mouth, eyes watching the figure that was trudging itself past the door and into his dorm room.

"Don't even think about it, Park" Y/n beat him to it as she tossed her books next to him on his dorm bed, a hand raised to silence the male who had barely just opened his mouth, pretty eyes rolling all the way to the back of her head as she sat down, paying no regard to the self locking door as the stopper brought it back to it's place before a faint clicking sound was released.

A few moments of silence passed before he readjusted himself on the side of the bed that he was seated on. "Okay…" Before he started explaining to her the outline he'd designed for their assignment, earning only moans and groans of despair in response.

"This blows!" It boggled his mind as to just how this girl managed to act like a highschooler in her bloody junior year of college and still got to get away with it all. "Can't you just do it and give me the due credit so we can both pass, Park?" Y/n was basically flunking this class and had been all semester if not the earlier one too and so the professor had paired her up with Jinwoo to help her out the way rich kids always get all the help that they can get so they can stand on the hard working class' backs to step onto the stage.

How everything always had to be served to brats like her on a silver platter because their fathers were rich.

He had hated that about her ever since highschool when she would trample all over him for no reason at all. And she still did.

Yes. You heard it right.

Miss Y/n still bullied Jinwoo in college like she was not one day older than a sophomore or junior highschooler.

"The whole point of this assignment is so you learn the topic for the mids, Y/n-" his words were cut short when a condescending flick was placed on his forehead, causing Jinwoo's jaw to clench tight.

"Y/n, huh?" She spoke with an eyebrow raised, unscrewing her coffee cap before getting on her knees and leaning towards him. "Little someone has forgotten his manners, huh?" And before the male could respond, the beverage was dripping off his face, shirt already drenched as a splash mark appeared on the wall behind him. "That should teach you" Y/n tossed the empty plastic cup somewhere in the room carelessly, going to back away into her original spot.

The male chuckled under his breath, licking his lips to taste the drink as he calmly took his dirty spectacles off. "You just had to push me to this point, huh?" Placing them on the dresser besides his bed, the male turned in her direction again to find her smirking at him, a challenging eyebrow raised.

"Oh, really? And how-" Y/n's defiant words were cut short when Jinwoo pushed the books and papers between them aside so fast her brain barely processed it, diving in her direction before tackling her smaller body flat against the mattress, restraining her hands tightly above her head before gathering them both in one of his.

"Rich brats like you are so used to getting their pathetic little ways that they think they will always have everything served to them on silver platters, huh?" A smirk made it's way on his face at her shocked expression as she almost gawked up at him in astonishment, not blinking those pretty eyes that she liked to roll all the way back to her skull, pretty lips parted.

"Tsk… So it was all big talk?" Using his free hand to caress her soft body, Jinwoo took his sweet time feeling it all up, biting his lip as he felt himself getting hard to how good her tits and neck felt in his hand. "Because you quite frankly had me fooled with it only to find out that…" Snickering at the increasing struggle as Y/n found her voice again when the male toyed with the hem of her shirt before pushing it up and away from her stomach, not stopping until it was resting on her neck way above her nude breasts. "... It was all nothing but a little brat's yapping."

"Y- You- you better let me go" the girl spoke with difficulty, struggling against his iron still hold as she tried to speak past the thick bile in her throat. "I- I am serious, J- Jinwoo! Stop!" Her struggles only made him want to break her more, the curiosity of how she'd look all compliant and fucked dumb in her little place making his adrenaline pump harder.

"Don't you have a mouth on you?" The male almost growled before snatching her shirt away from her throat and all the way over her arms that were locked in his death grip, messily coiling it with one hand before pushing it in her protesting mouth. "Open up" Jinwoo grunted, biting his lip in frustration when she stubbornly shut her mouth, turning her face to the side and huffing as she tried kicking her legs that were forced apart by his knees.

"Fine." He could swear that he could hear his own heartbeat as he grinned, peering down at her perfect breasts, a shiver running down his spine at how they jiggled each time the girl tried to break free, perky nipples inviting him to do nasty things to them. "Let's see how far that gets you" Jinwoo chuckled, licking his lips before he kneaded one of her breasts, laughing harder when she whined but refused to open her mouth, only to do just that a few seconds later when he reached for her nipple and pinched it hard, making Y/n moan out in pain as her back arched off the mattress.

"Gotcha!" And the shirt was in her mouth before she could close it again, nipple hardening instantly from the male's touch. "Fuck. You really need to be put in your place." Droplets of sweat seeped out of the pores on his temples as he hurriedly took his belt off, using it to bind her hands next, surprising himself at how well he did it before moving down to her body, biting, sucking and groping wherever he could reach.

"Shit… who knew a brat like you would be so fuckable under all those expensive clothes of yours, huh?" Jinwoo's voice was much deeper than usual as he unbuttoned her cute little shorts now, feeling him get hard when she tried to scream, struggling under him helplessly as he pulled them off, not finding an underwear underneath.

"Aww…" The male chuckled as he held her legs open with one arm, using the other one to toy with her soft pussy lips. "Look at this little squishy mess…" Taking a sickeningly long whiff, Jinwoo licked them just enough to make her body jolt up in defense, causing him to chuckle as he dug a finger between them. "Sensitive, are we?"

Y/n's body recoiled and spasmed as the male spread her pussy lips apart, examining her sex throughly as he occasionally licked and bit her folds to make her squeal and try to close her legs in defense, crying out in frustration when none of her efforts helped.

"See how helpess you are?" Jinwoo sit up between her legs when he was done, undoing his own pants now as he fished his phone out from under the bundled up sheets before unlocking it. "This is how dumb little brats like you end up in the real world if they don't have a guiding hand to smack them in place." Hitting her sex with the back of his hand and making her cry out, he nonchalantly clicked pictures of her crying face, pinching her pussy lips before pulling at them.

"Now you have two choices." Jinwoo's words faded into a shaky sigh when his cock came in contact with the cool air of the dorm room when he released it, gently giving it a pump before letting go and letting it stand pointing at her face. "Either you obey and no one has to see that embarrassing little picture of you in my room or you can disobey me, still do as I say and everyone on campus gets to see you all dumb for me on my bed…"

To the male's surprise, Y/n gave in much easier than he expected, biting back her sobs as she glared up at him from where she was kneeling between his legs on the floor now, bloodshot eyes almost shaking with rage.

"Look at you~" Jinwoo cooed devilishly, pumping himself softly as he moaned, feeling his hand slightly tremble as he tapped his tip against that of her nose before moving down to her lips, gently feeling his cock against her face as he took his sweet time rubbing it all over her usually bitchy as well as defiant face. "Who know that you'd give in this easy? And that to me, of all" Y/n felt her heat creep up to her cheeks in embarrasment.

He was so fucking cruel with his degradation.

"Maybe…" Pulling the now drenched shirt out of her mouth, Jinwoo pushed his tip in its place, moaning out loud as he threw his head back at the feeling, fingers coiling her hair around them. "... Deep down you're into this, hm- fuck!" His features were scrunched in pleasure as pushed himself further in her warm cavern, panting shakily with his eyes closed.

"Tell me, Y/n…" The male's free hand slapped one of her cheeks as he thrusted down her throat when he couldn't handle being slow anymore, the feeling of her warm and tight slippery oral walls sending shivers down his spine and all the way down to his knees. "Do you- fuck. Do you- like this, huh?" Looking down at her, Jinwoo moaned even louder, his own face flushed as Y/n gagged harshly when her gag reflex got violated.

"Isn't that why pathetic little brats like you act out?" He could feel himself nearing the edge already. It wasn't that Jinwoo didn't have stamina, the girl in front of him just looked so submissive and good for once with her hollowed tear stained cheeks and drool covered mouth as she peered up at him with his cock stuffed in her mouth as it occasionally disturbed the very back, making her choke and gag out, resulting in her nostrils flaring to try and pull some air in.

"So someone can grab them and beat their little ass in their rightful place, huh?" Jinwoo bit back the whimper that was threatening to escape him, slapping her again as he increased the speed of his thrusts, pulling her head back by her hair to get a better look at her pretty red face, hips sliding down all the way until she was coughing and gagging, splatters of spit escaping her red lips. "Let me feel my cock through that cocksleeve" he roughly grunted, using his free hand to reach for her neck and squeeze it a little.

"Shit!" The moment he felt the imprint of his cock against her skin and his cock felt itself getting squeezed, Jinwoo knew it was time and almost reluctantly pulled his cock out in an instant, making Y/n bulging eyes close as she gagged for the last time before having a whole coughing fit, crying even harder when she felt him kiss her face and praise her for being so good for him.

She hated this.

"Look at my little bully being so good for me" Jinwoo was peering around the bed now, searching for something as he hurriedly pushed her back, nothing wanting his high to disappear completely. "But I haven't come yet." Standing up before moving away, he grabbed Y/n's nape and pulled her besides the bed and in front of the little coffee puddle.

"Dumb toys like you must clean every mess they make themselves so they know not to do it again" pushing her face closer to it, the male pushed her thighs apart by the use of his foot. "Come now, be a good little mop and clean this" a harsh spank was placed on Y/n's ass when she cried out in disgust and protest, Jinwoo kneeling behind her and positioning his cock against her entrance.

"Tsk… you're almost dripping" the male chuckled as he spread her ass cheeks to make room for himself, spanking her again. "You sure you don't like being my little cump dump? Because your body tells me otherwise" Jinwoo didn't waste too much time before pushing himself deep in between her walls, cursing as he reached for the girl's hair only to scowl when he found her still staring at the pudde in front of her.

"That mess better be gone from my floor within the next 3 minutes or get yourself ready to be known as my little whore by the entire campus by tonight" the male threatened, meaning every word as he spanked her again, cursing before pulling out almost all the way, waiting until Y/n had dejectedly lowered her face into the puddle before slamming his cock deep inside her again, making her whole body jerk forwards and into it.

The pathetic bully had no choice but to take the pounding, slapping and pulling as she sucked the ground clean of the beverage.

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[lillywhatever]

Please someone make a smut with jinjin in studio! 🤧

You visit him in studio while he composes a song and no one is there so you sit on his lap while he works on his pc, then you can't stand and tease him until he gets hard and do anything you want to you gently and full of love! his husky voice mixed with moans when you pull his hair while he's sucking you out 😫 I beg someone make it and show us your magic

Plz tag me when u do !

[moonmark98]

Falling for the Hot Security Guy pairing: SecurityGuard!Jinjin x female reader

Note:@lillywhatever wrote this and said if someone re-wrote it to tag her. I did it. Finished at 1:46am and I have school tomorrow :) anyways enjoy? I tried my best- I don't know the tags to do so I just copied hers... Credit goes to her, I just changed it up Abit and yeah, the idea is hers, but I just wrote my own version of it. Genre: SMUUUUUUTTTTTTTT Words: fuck if I know. Warnings: Smut, public sex, etc Tags: strangers having sex, sex in a tight room, falling for a stranger, hot security guy, fluff (?), Smut, au, public sex, +18. Starts below the cut~! Enjoyyyyy!!

"So this is guy says....wait....y/n are you okay? You don't look so well" Yuna said, stopping herself mid conversation. Noticing I had been holding my stomach for awhile and seemed a little pale. "Yeah I'm fine. My stomach just hurts... Continue though. " I gave her a half smile and nodded for her to continue what she was saying. She shook her head and moved to stand in front of me, stopping us from walking anymore and taking hold of my shoulders. "Let's go to the hospital to be sure. When was the last time you got a checkup?" I pouted and stood up straight despite the stabbing pain in my tummy. "But Yunaaaaa I'm finneee~! It'll pass in a few minutes." I whined, grabbing hold of her arm and shaking it like a child while she continued to look at me with a dead serious face. "I'm still taking you to the hospital and that's final." She said, grabbing my hand and dragging me to her car she had parked a while back before our walk in the park. After she shoved me in the car and made sure I buckled, she started off towards the hospital while I rested my forehead on the cool glass of the window, loving the feeling against my summer heated skin. After 20 or so minutes she stops and turns the car off and looks at me. "Alright, we're here. Get out and go get the check up. I'll be right here when you're done. And then we can go get ice cream, deal?" At the mention of ice cream my head unconsciously perks up and I look at her with a childlike gleam in my eyes. "Dealllll!!!" I swear I've never thrown myself out of a car so fast in my life just for a goddamn thing of ice cream but for once, its not on me and God knows I need it in this weather. I grab my phone and wallet from the console in the car before slamming her door shut and running off into the hospital. "Jinjin! You're needed in the west wing." A receptionist says over the speaker as I walk in and almost bump into a man whos attention was caught by the said speaker. I assume whoever this is, it's jinjin judging by the fact he rushed off in whatever direction had the west wing in it. My eyes never leaving his broad shoulders. After he turned a corner I snapped back into reality and headed towards the front desk. "My friend dragged me here since my stomach started hurting. She won't leave until I have proof I got a check up so I'll be having a checkup done." Upon hearing that the receptionist laughed softly and nodded before handing me a clipboard to fill out and nodding towards the seating area. "Just fill this out and we'll put you on the list." I sat at a faraway seat from the bunched up people and began filling my paperwork out. When I was finished I handed the paper, pen and clipboard back to the receptionist before sitting back down where I was at and looking around at the sterile, empty white walls that smelled heavily of cleaning supplies but no surprise considering where I was. after a few minutes of waiting a man in a security guard uniform comes in to check around the room. Eyes scanning around for anything that would need his attention. You felt a sense of deja vu upon seeing him and after glancing at his broad shoulders it hit you. The man from before, whom you almost ran into had it not been for you walking slowly. You took in his form. Scanning him slowly, from his tuft of extremely soft looking white hair to his laced up brown boots. Not realizing that it was oh so obvious that you were checking him out. Youre eyes kept coming back to his wide shoulders. His tight shirt not helping the fact it left little to the imagination. The top three buttons left undone, not bothering to hide a small batch of ink leading somewhere covered by the blasted shirt. His shirt tucked into his baggy pants, pocket showing a hint of a phone poking out and maybe the clip of a pen on the other side by nothing more. Upon finishing his check on the lobby he disappeared across the hall. Somewhere you'd assume is the East wing this time. You pouted slightly since you wouldn't get to see his broad shoulders or his possibly huge tattoo. Curious as to what it was. Inching

to snap those few last buttons to figure out what the shirt was hiding. Eventually it was your turn up next, not getting a chance to see the guy again as you entered the room for the checkup. After everything was done and you got your papers, you went back to the lobby, seeing as it was empty, you took the chance to sit your bag down and fold the papers up nicely and slid them in the front zipper so you won't lose it. Upon raising your head when you were done, you were surprised to see the security guard again. But even more so now than before seeing him a bit more bothered at this point. His hair a bit out of place, and his heavy breathing heard throughout the room. You were trying to think of how to approach him before the realization hit you once more. You didn't remember his name. You racked your brain for the answer before remembering what the receptionist had called him over the intercom. Jinjin. You walked over to him, forgetting your bag on the chair and put your hand on his shoulder and looked at him with a worried expression. "Are you okay?" He hesitated in answered you, taking a moment to swallow before looking away with a slightly flushed face. You're eyes still glued to where he was looking before, remembering how is Adam's Apple bobbed when he swallowed. "Yes just please leave here..." He mumbled, but made sure his voice was audible for you to hear. You contemplated on listening to him or not before shaking your head, "as much as I should listen to you, you don't look so well, so let me help you with whatever is going on If I can. I wanna make sure you're fine." Apparently he wasnt expecting that answer based on the shocked expression shown on his face. He hesitated on answering you, still surprised at your offer to help even though you two were practically strangers. "Whatever it is I'll try my best to help, I promise." You said again, to make sure he heard you while you placed a hand on his shoulder for reassurance. He took a deep inhale and didn't look at you as he spit the words out. A little too quickly for you to understand. "Can you repeat that a little bit more slower?" You asked gently, embarrassed that you didn't understand what he said. "I'm hard and I need someone to help me..." He said with his face turned. You noticed his ears turning a deep shade of red and giggled softly. You thought to yourself for a moment. It had been a while since I got some...it's a win-win situation. I get fucked, he gets helped. What's there to lose? "Would you like me to help you?" You moved your head in front of his face so you could see him clearly, a shocked expression once again, gracing his sharp features. "Wait...really? Even though we don't know each other?" You nod before answering again, "Why not? What's there to lose? We both get what we want out of the situation so why not?" He nodded, knowing he can't exactly argue or think straight with his throbbing dick in his pants. He glances at you before taking hold of your hand in his bigger one, gently pulling you to a nearby storage room, nobody paying any attention to you, all too emersed in whatever they were doing. After closing the door and looking at you, he lets go of your hand. "Are you absolutely sure about this?" You thought to yourself for a few minutes. He took those minutes to himself and took in your features. Taking note of how beautiful you looked before him. Wanting to run his fingers through your soft h/c locks while kissing your slightly wet lips. It didn't take long before his thoughts took a 180. From thinking about kissing you to bending you over one of the old bends and fucking you deep from behind while pulling that h/c hair and making you moan his name as he fucks you hard. "Yes I'm sure." With that he snapped back into reality and looked at your sparkling e/c eyes. He stepped closer to you, backing you up into a wall as he uses his thumb to trace your bottom lip, slowly pulling it down. You open your mouth slightly, wanting a kiss so badly but deciding to tease him a bit. You sucked his thumb into your

mouth and swirled your tongue around it like you would on a cock, bobbing your head slightly while maintaining eye contact. He groaned softly at the sight, feeling his cock twitch in his pants at the thought of you doing the same thing on the problem getting worse in his pants, before he pulled his thumb from your mouth, replacing it with his own mouth. You weren't slow in moving your hands into his hair, proving your earlier thought to be correct. His hair was soft. Extremely soft actually, so soft that you were curious as to his shower routine. It didn't take long for the air around you to grow thick with tension, and the sound of heavy breathing filling the room after he pulled away for both of you to catch your breaths. You eyes his swollen lips, hungry for another kiss and before you could think, you pulled him back down into a deeper kiss, hands tugging him closer to your body while you gently bit his bottom lip causing him to growl against them. He slowly dragged his hands down your body, reaching the hem of your shirt, fingers ghosting over the skin that wasn't covered before gliding up the shirt. Pushing it up a bit as he suddenly grabbed your tits, squeezing and sizing them up in his hands, tweaking your nipples above the fabric of your bra, causing you to moan against his mouth. He took that chance to start kissing down your neck, marking every patch of skin he could get. Moving between sucking, kissing, and biting. Eventually moving back to tug your shirt up over your head and placing it on a shelf before you unbuttoned the rest of his shirt and pulled it off with some struggle as it had been skin tight to him. You placed the shirt with yours before catching sight of the ink covered skin. A crown with a lion in it covered his left peck. You couldnt help but feel more attracted to the man before you with the sight of the tattoo. It didn't help when you looked up and almost moaned at the sight of his messy hair and his kiss swollen lips. It's gotten worse as he continued kissing you before. He took in the sight of you before him, dragging his hand up your sides, drawing invisible patterns on your short clad hips. You decided to due something similar to him. Using your finger you traced the outline of his tattoo before slowly dragging it down to outline the defined curves of his abs. He pecked your lips before lifting you up and sitting you down on a table, getting between your legs. You quickly took your bra off after noticing how he was eyeing the skin. After that clothing restriction left your body, his mouth seemed to cover it once more. Sucking on one of your nipples while using his thumb and forefinger to play with the other one, often switching to give them both the same amount of attention. Relishing in the sounds of whimpers or soft moans leaving your mouth when he'd give a particularly hard suck or soft nibble to them. You grabbed one of his free hands and lead it down your shorts, not hesitating to move his fingers where you want them and grinding against them, moaning slightly louder than before at the newly found friction. He smirked and pulled away from your boobs, gliding his finger across your clit before moving them down to your entrance to gather up your wetness. He used his other hand to open your pesky buttons and you lifted yourself up enough for him to rid you of the clothing. One they were discarded, he watched your core hungrily as he moved his fingers through your slickness. Slowly pushing a finger into you, watching as it sucked him in and groaning at the tightness. You moaned as it entered you, loving the feeling of something long in you. Not long after he added another, causing a higher pitch moan to leave your mouth. He couldn't resist anymore and sunk down to his knees, pulling your panties aside and sliding his tongue up along your entrance, causing you to inhale sharply and your eyes to roll back. "Fuck Jinjin~" you drawed out in a long moan. He stopped what he was doing and looked up at you. "You know my name?" He said surprised. You flushed in

embarrassment. "I heard it over the intercom earlier and saw you rush away and figured that was your name." He chuckled. "Good that you'll know what you'll be moaning. So miss, it's fair if I know your name as well." "I'm y/n!" You laughed before getting cut off by a moan as he licked you again to stop you from talking. "You called my name babygirl, what is it you need~?" He said in a husky tone, eyeing your lips once more. "I-i need you..." You bit your lip before moving your hand to give his bulge a gentle squeeze through his pants, causing him to inhale sharply. "And I think you need me too." He stood up quickly, pulling a square foil packet out of his back pocket before sliding his pants and boxers off and kicking them to the side as you quickly shimmied out of your soaking underwear. He eyed your core for a moment once more before grabbing the foil again and tearing it open with his teeth and rolling it onto his hardened cock. He lifted your thigh to his hip and leaned down to your ear, "get ready Sweetheart~" he said, nibbling on your ear as he slid inside you. You moaned loudly at the stretch, moving your hand over your mouth quickly to stay quiet as you heard a soft groan from him. "Fuck your so tight princess." He panted, groaning as those words caused you to clench down on him hard. "Relax for me baby, or else we won't get much farther than this." You nodded and you both took deep breaths before he slowly started thrusting. You moved your hands to his shoulders and dug your nails into them as you felt him brush against that one spot that caused you to shiver slightly. This, however, didn't go unnoticed by him, as a smirk appeared on his face and he did his best to purposely avoid the spot, getting a soft whine out of you. You whined again and opened your eyes, "p-please stop teasing~" He chuckled before angling his hips so every thrust pressed against that spot, causing you to moan loudly. Slowly he picked up the pace until he was thrusting fast and deep into that spot, causing the table to start rocking from the power of the thrusts. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as you felt your orgasm drawing close. "J-jinjin! I-im so close~!" You moaned, hooking your other leg on his hip to pull him closer. "Not y-yet baby, wait for me" he panted out, grabbing your hips to move with his and pulling you closer so that you were chest to chest with him. You moved your hands to his hair and tug his head back and start sucking on his jaw and that was all it took for him to reach his limit. "Cum with me princess." As if on command you came, shaking from the harsh orgasm and from his thrusts that became harder and sloppy. Upon feeling your walls tighten around his cock, he came with a deep groan of your name, squeezing your hips tightly enough to leave bruises there for a few days. He runs his fingers through your hair after pulling out of you and tying the condom up and throwing it in the trash. Holding you close and kissing the side of your head gently to help calm you down. As he helps you get dressed before he does the same he looks at you. "Do you have a boyfriend?" He asks, inwardly face palming for not asking that before this whole thing. He sighs in relief after you shake your head no. "Then would you possibly like to go out for dinner some time?" You smile and nod, kissing his cheek gently, "of course I would Jinjin." He smiles and pecks your lips. You giggle and poke his chest before he lifts you up gently and places you down on the ground, you stumble a big from the weakness in your legs and hold onto him to stay balanced. "I think I'll need some help..." He laughs at your comment and lifts you up gently. You smile before freezing and your eyes widened. "Yuna is gonna kill me for this." He looks at you confused. "Huh" "I came in with my belly hurting, and now I'm gonna come out with my legs practically disabled and a hot guy carrying me. How do I explain that?" You pout once more and lay your head on his shoulder. He laughs and you feel his body shake with it. "Youre

adorable y/n."

[love-kazin]

Friends?

Genre: friends to lovers; smut.

Pairing: Park Jinwoo/Jinjin x reader (gender neutral).

Warnings: mature content, cursing, smut. 

Word count: 2.246.

REQUESTED.

You started to crush on your newest friend, Jinwoo. You didn’t knew it was mutual, until his lips revealed it to you. 

-x-

For a certain amount of time, you only heard about this guy named Jinwoo. He worked with music production on some specific theather apresentations of your friend Myungjun, and they took some time to become friends, but as soon as they did, Myungjun talked a lot about him. Jinwoo seemed a nice guy, hardworking and passionate about his career, but also caring with people around him. Sometimes seemed that Myungjun was trying to convince you to check him out in a good way. But you didn't knew the man. Like, in person. Until that hot day a few years ago when Myungjun almost dragged you out from your house to go to the ice cream shop. "Why are we here if we're not getting ice cream?" "We will, in a moment. We're waiting." "For what, exactly?" "Jinjin." You were kinda shocked, to be honest. Not that you wanted to impress a guy that you didn't knew, but you thought that no one would join on that saturday evening, so the thin shirt and the denim shorts looked ok. But when Jinwoo arrived, looking nicer than the whole aesthetic ice cream shop, you were feeling kinda inappropriate. "Oh, hello, you must be the famous friend of MJ." "Famous?" "He talks about you all the time." You blushed and looked in surprise to them. Myungjun only smiled cheekily and left to buy the ice creams. "He talks a lot about you too, but it's nice to finally give a face to your name." "I could say the same. I should say that it's kinda weird because it sounds like he was really anticipating our meeting, but never giving a date to it." "Exactly my thought." And with that, it was really easy to become friends with Jinwoo. He seemed a little more serious than Myungjun, but as the time passed, you noticed that they weren't that different. Jinwoo, or Jinjin for you too, started to be around you and Myungjun a lot of times. It reminded you of the three musketeers. It became so usual to be with him, that sometimes Myungjun wasn't even present, but it was comfortable to be alone with Jinjin. It was different, though. Not that MJ was ugly or anything. You praised your friend almost everyday because he's certainly one of the prettiest living things that you've ever saw. But Jinjin was... attractive. The kind of guy you would like to kiss, and Myungjun was too much your friend to be in thoughts like that. So when Myungjun texted saying that we needed to be in the rehearsal for the next show, you got a little nervous. And in that exact moment, Jinjin ringed the bell. "What happened?" The now blonde man, dressed in white and beige clothes, looked confused after the door opened. "Myungjun said he can't join us tonight. Rehearsal time." "Oh, got it. You don't need to be sad, though. Is it bad to spent the night with me?" Not that he meant in THAT way, but your thoughts ran to a specific scenery that shouldn't. "Of course not." He couldn't see the blush in your face since you had turned around, but he could sense the trembling voice. "Good! Because I came prepared." "What?" When people says this kind of thing, it usually means something sexual. Of course Jinwoo knew that, and said intentionally. When you turned again to face him, he offered you the bag from the grocery shop you used to go. "I meant the junk food. What were you thinking?" Choosing not to answer that, the need of blankets and pillows worked as a good excuse. Spending more than necessary time in the closet picking up the materials, your mind started to wander about those recent fantasies involving Jinwoo. He couldn't see you in that way too. Even flirting with you sometimes didn't make a good reason for him to be into you, so you shouldn't be nervous. He was probably messing around because he's a teaser. With that in mind, you texted Myungjun quickly. "Did Jinjin ever said to you something about me?" "He talks about you very often. Why?" "But is it good?" "I don't think he's ever talked about something bad. I mean, he adores you. So..." "What do you mean?" "You should figure it out yourself." That didn't helped. And neither the way Jinwoo smiled at you and tapped the couch for you to join him. The movie was about to start. "What's the story about the movie?" "I actually don't know. It said that it's one of the most watched movies recently, so I thought it'd be nice." Agreeing, you opened the blankets and covered the both of you, giving him extra pillows and adjusting yours too. Not that you needed, since in a short time, you both were almost glued to each other. He smelled like a mix of herbal and citric, and it was almost a torture to be attached to him but not snuggling into his neck. "Are you comfy like that? Does your back hurt?" Using that as an excuse to approach even more, you put his arm around your neck, and laid your head into his shoulder. "That's better, thank you." He didn't said anything, but tensed up after the first time your breath hit his neck. Through the first half of the movie, you stayed like that. Until a love scene started to appear in the screen. It wasn't like you both weren't adults and knew what was sex, and the scene wasn't too explicit either, but he seemed even more tense, and your eyes wandered from the crook of his neck til' the chest tattoo appearing a little from his shirt. Noticing the sudden heavier breath, he looked at your face. The silence was filled with words non said. His eyes questioning your breath, your eyes questioning why his lips weren't on yours already. A high pitched moan was heard and his cheeks turned into red ones. "I don't think we should be watching this." He paused the movie, and you chuckled awkwardly. "Do you want some ice cream? I know it's a little cold, but..." "It's always a yes for ice cream." Yet he didn't moved from the couch. "And for me?" "I don't get it." "Would you say yes for me, someday?" Your eyes filled with confusion, until his moved to your lips. "What do you mean, Jinwoo?" His eyes screamed his feelings, but his mouth didn't made any sound. So filling the silence, he attached his lips to yours, finally tasting what he had been wanting for some months. His hand caressed your jaw, stopping on your chin, deepening the kiss showing how much of a needy guy he was for you. Breaking the contact but not really wanting to, the question couldn't be hidden anymore. "Since... when?" "Remember that picnic we made, that you shoved a whole slice of watermelon in your mouth, without really caring about people watching the scene?" "What?" "It's just... The things you do. The person you are. I've been falling and I can't stop." Jinwoo's eyes were filled with sincerity. He was genuinely enchanted, and you couldn't help the smile from ear to ear. "I thought it wasn't mutual." "Wait, what? Do you like me?" Nodding, you replied with a "very much" and attached your lips once again. The smile made it difficult to properly kiss for a time, but it stopped when his fingers danced in your thigh. When you felt your back hit the soft pillows in the couch, the movie was already forgot. Jinwoo's body hovered yours like ocean waves hitting rocks in a sunny day, making his impact but refreshing. It was a new sensation, and it was good how he touched you simply, adoring every inch being discovered. His tattoos were visible in no time, since you finally took of his shirt. "I had a thought you'd look good, but I wasn't prepared for this good..." Jinwoo was a blushy mess on top of you, mind going blank as a new canvas. So he took his lips to your clavicle, hiding his face e showing you how he appreciate you. And he was doing a excellent job. "Can I?" Holding the hem of your shirt, he looked at you with pleaded eyes, so you just lift yourself enough for him to take off that dark green piece and being pleased with the view. You could see him gulping, and it made you a little nervous. "Are you sure you want to keep this going? We've just confessed and it might be a little strange to go forward now, but I need to ask because I'm going crazy here... If you don't want it, I'll stop." "Jinwoo... The only thing I want is you." His eyes darkened at the same speed his hands went to remove your pants. You didn't took too much time to remove his pants, giggling at how your underwear matched with his, all white. "Seems like we combine very well." Smiling at his angelic figure, you turned your positions, so you were sitting on his lap, his head diving into your chest hardening your nipples with those wet lips, making you roll hips and whimper for more. Jinwoo's strong hands held your waist marking a little, helping with the movements, groaning and kissing the way up to your lips once again. Your left hand pulled his hair at the time the right hand grabbed his dick to stroke lightly. Those sinful eyes burning your soul and the smirk on the plump lips made you more yet, which he thought it was very nice, since he was just starting to touch you down there. "Do I make you feel good?" "Yes... but I think you can make it even better." Getting the idea, he fumbled with you in his lap searching for his pants, pulling a condom from the wallet, which was beside a small picture of you. "Why do you have a picture of me with a condom on the side?" "I swear it's not what you're thinking." Chuckling at his red cheeks and the state you both were, you just let it go. Specially because he touched you right on point to make you forget about anything else. "I don't wanna wait anymore. Let me feel you." He hummed against your neck, using the time you got up to remove the final piece of clothing to roll the condom on himself. You guided his hard cock to your entrance, looking at his eyes while you felt every inch of him taking you slowly, feeling like heaven. Jinwoo left sloppy kisses in every part of you he could while you bounced on his shaft, in part trying to control his noises, but also because once he tasted you, he couldn't stop it. His fingers marked your butt when you stopped bouncing to rolling your hips while clenching around dick. "If you keep going like this, I won't last long." "Is it good?" "It's fucking amazing. You feel like paradise." His praise held your ego almost up there, but you couldn't simply stop to give it all to him. It was too good to not be overwhelmed. "You can hit this spot all the time." Your smirk made him feel like he hit the jackpot. He couldn't understand how it happened, but he was feeling lucky you came into his life. "I will make you feel good in every one of them." He put you laid on the couch, with your back facing the cold air, but being hot in no time since he hovered you again. Lifting up your hips so he could enter you, you barely had time to think because he was slamming hard against your center, making you scream for the first time in the night. One of his hands grabbed a fist of your hair, the other one held your waist strongly, and his body attached to yours, making you drown in the atmosphere rolling your eyes with his praises and sweet nothings lingering on your ears. It was almost suffocating how much of Jinwoo was around you, but you'd gladly losing your breath. "Oh, shit... Right there, Jinwoo. Don't stop..." "Do you like this, babe? Do you want me to go harder?" The way that "babe" sounded gave you chills. He felt how you trembled and clenched around him. "Please... Fuck me." Jinwoo was more than pleasured to hear that, so he gave his best to you. His all for you. The sound of your bodies slamming into each other completing your moans and his groans was more than obscene, and you could be thanking any force of the universe for living that moment, if it wasn't for the hottest guy above you making you see stars in front of your eyes. He didn't came too long after you, shivering when he left to throw the condom in the garbage. "May I tell you something?" Jinwoo said while laying on top of you once again, but now attaching the front part of your bodies. You just hummed agreeing and holding him closer. "You look great all the time, but you look specially good all fucked out." You opened your eyes only to see his expression of admiration, and chuckled with his compliment. "Well, I guess is good that you like it, since you'll be seeing this constantly." "I'm the luckiest guy, for sure."

[binunus]

college bf!jinjin

a/n yes yes yes 100x yes, here's the next installment of the college bf!astro series hehe, hope you enjoy it love 😙

{request: Would it be possible to get a college boyfriend Jinjin too?? I super loved the Bin one you did!!!! Thank you in advance 💜}

→ genre: fluff, smut

→ word count: 3k

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alright theydies

jinwoo–like everyone else in astro–makes me hella hard and soft at the same time so this is gonna be fun

major: music engineer technology

i saw that one ddoca where he was directing all the members for his song and just !!! grr bark bark

literally a fucking sweetie

one of the kindest people you will ever meet in your life

his face is so gentle, especially when he smiles

and then you hear his voice and you're like woah why is it so deep and raspy hey

and then he laughs or giggles and you're like ahh that looks more like you hehe

roommates with university famous dancer!rocky bc i love rap line

such a good roommate and hyung omg

will always make sure rocky eats dinner or takes a shower before going to bed even though he’s exhausted from dance practice or whatever

always shows off how talented rocky (and the rest of the boys) is

very chill

which is a bit of a surprise to everyone bc one of his best friends is literally myungjun

anyway, how do you two meet??

you're a vocal performance major

coincidentally, the same major as myungjun

oh god so you can bet he really played matchmaker for you two

you and myungjun were doing a duet together for one of your final projects during your second year

and you two were joking around like

damn, we should record this, we sound pretty fire

*cue myungjun immediately calling jinjin*

mj: ARE YOU AT THE STUDIO?? ARE YOU FREE RIGHT NOW??

jin: hyung why are you yelling it's literally 6 pm

anyway, it was spontaneous but you and myungjun end up going to one of the recording studios in the music building where jinwoo very often frequents at

you're like a bit shy, like wtf myungjun you didn't tell me that your friend was cute?? you would have worn something better than sweats and a tank

jin's so nice ugh, just imagine him smiling at you as he introduces himself

literally you melted

his fit? bucket hat, glasses, shorts and a tee

it was so casual, but why did he look so cute??

myungjun convinces jinwoo to let you guys record in the studio

it took him just 10 minutes to set up the equipment and everything

you were just looking at him like ooo looks so professional

sksksk im gross

myungjun goes first bc you were nervous

and yeah duh he was a natural, but you couldn't help but admire jinwoo in his prime

he looked so attractive in the producer chair just like instructing mj in the booth

he didn't even know what kind of song you guys were singing, but he directed him so smoothly so that the best parts of myungjun's voice came out

mj joking around: why's your mouth open, y/n? amazed at my voice?

you roll your eyes: sure if that's what you want to believe

your thoughts: ah haha i was totally not oogling your best friend myungjun, totally not

and then it was your turn to go in the booth

you don't know why, but you were hella nervous singing in front of them–or more so, in front of jinwoo

which is dumb bc you're literally a vocal performance major, you sing in front of strangers all the damn time

but you really wanted to impress him for some reason??

okay, you had no reason to be nervous because as soon as you opened your mouth?? jinnie?? literally awestruck

he's heard a lot of singers, obviously bc he's had to record so many of them

but you?? your voice?? a literal siren for him–but in a good way!

your singing entranced him

and then you looked out of the booth to see him just staring at you and your throat went dry

your voice cracked, you've never felt more embarrassed in your life

you: ah! oh my God I'm so sorry, that was horrendous

myungjun's laughing at you, what a nice duet partner

but jin just smiles bc you're whining and hiding your face in your hands

you were so cute??

jinwoo: it's okay y/n, you were doing really good. let's try that again, okay?

he was so sweet about it, ugh you were blushing

you end up recording again, and this time you made the smart decision to close your eyes and just try and focus on the lyrics

and shit, if jinjin wasn’t already a bit interested in you before, he definitely was now

because the way you looked completely immersed in the song and lyrics

his heart skipped like ten miles i dont know

myungjun just knew from the way jinwoo was staring at you

you didn’t get his number from the first meeting

bitch you were too shy, you just squeaked out a “thank you, hope myungjun and I weren’t too much of a bother”

jin: hyung’s always a bother, but you were totally fine

mj: hey!

anyway you leave with a bit of regret, like you should have at least gotten his snapchat or social media or something

or make a dumb excuse to try and see him again

ah but mj was already ten steps ahead of you and jinjin ;)

when you get back to your apartment, there’s a text from myungjun like

“come back to jinwoo’s studio tomorrow for the final mix of our duet”

you immediately jump at the opportunity: okay! what time?

damn could you be any more obvious??

this time you actually tried to look cute, like you were going to see jinwoo again, you couldn’t look like a rat

you get to the studio at the time myungjun told you and you’re like?? oh it’s just jinwoo here?? maybe myungjun’s running a bit late??

jinwoo: oh hey y/n! wasn’t expecting to see you again so soon

you: ???? myungjun told me to come here to listen to the final mix...

jinwoo being shy: he didn’t tell me about that haha

you’re embarrassed, about to turn on your heel and book it

maybe also thinking of murdering myungjun on the way back to your place

but then jinwoo grabs your wrist before you could leave

and you literally felt a spark at his touch, it made you jump a little bit

jin: you can stay if you want–I mean, you came all this way already, I’d be a bit of jerk if I just make you leave

you: I-uh-don’t wanna intrude

he just shakes his head with a smile: you’re not, don’t worry. besides, I’m actually working on your song right now, you can tell me what you think

and that’s how you end up hanging out with jinwoo alone in the studio

you were obviously very awkward and nervous at first

what do you say to him? should you ask him questions? what if you’re bothering him? god you don’t want to sound like an idiot

jinwoo noticed your nervousness––and yes he was nervous too, but he just hid it better than you

he hands you a pair of headphones: here, listen to what I have done so far

you’re like pleasantly surprised??? you and myungjun sound so professional?? like damn put this out on spotify or something

you’re smiling and jinwoo just feels like a huge sense of relief like phew okay you like it so far

and then you two just get to talking while he’s still mixing

you ask him how he got into music and his major and all that fun stuff

you find out that jin’s always loved music and the actual producing aspect of it, he hopes to be a music producer one day and he just flirts with you like

“hey maybe one day you can sing my songs on stage”

and you’re like ??? me??? 

jin: you have one of the best voices I’ve ever heard, it would be an honor for me

ugh jinwoo stop im blushing

you two end up ordering food and eating at the studio bc he promised himself that he wouldn’t leave until he finished your duet and you didn’t wanna leave him alone tf

you and jinwoo exchange numbers this time hehe

before you leave, he’s like “this was nice y/n, you should come over and keep me company more often :) if...you want of course”

you: i’d be happy to! just text me any time :)

internally you’re screaming like yes !! 

you can bet that you start spending a lot of your free time with jinwoo in the music studio

sometimes it’s just you two

sometimes myungjun and their other friends make appearances too

and that’s how you get introduced to their friend group

myungjun to either of you: you’re spending a lot of time with jin/yn lately ;)

about a month after meeting each other, jinwoo asks you out on a date

with the encouragement of astro

it was all expected let’s be honest

cliche first date at the movies, but like you both loved it

wouldn’t be surprised if astro was spying on you two, sitting like a couple rows behind and watching your every move

but shhh if they did, you and jinwoo didn’t notice

the transition from liking each other →  going on dates →  making it exclusive went so smoothly

you and jin were hooked on each other after the first couple meetings that it just seemed so right

myungjun will never stop saying that he’s the reason why you two are in a relationship

you and the other boys grow very fond with each other–particularly sanha

and that was important for jinwoo bc the guys are like his family and it’s basically a dream for him that his partner and friends are close too

sanha is his child do not @ me

so by osmosis, sanha becomes like your baby too

the two of you literally coddle sanha, it’s cute okay

they all go to you and jin for relationship advice sksksk

bc to them, you two just seem so made for each other :’) 

the !! sweetest !! most perfect !! boyfriend

will walk you to class in the morning even if his class is all the way across campus

and you’re like: jinwoo it’s okay, i can see you after this class, you might get late!

jin being pouty: i just wanna spend more time with you :(

im in love with jinjin

loves holding your hand, even when you two are in the studio and he’s mixing something for class or just for fun, he’s still holding your hand

whenever he makes a composition, you’re the first person he shows

really values what you think of his work

vice versa, when you have a song you need to sing, you always ask him to listen to you first

you don’t sugarcoat with each other when it comes to music

will ask you to sing literally all the time

jinwoo gives the best hugs :’)

it’s just so comforting, one of his hands strokes your hair, while the other one rubs your lower back

you know what kind of picture im creating?? yeah

ooooof baby you go with him when he gets his tattoos

you hold his hand through it the entire time even though he probably didn’t feel much pain from it

and like his big ass chest tattoo??? are you drooling??? 1000%

when jinwoo realizes that you get ??? turned on?? by his tattoos, you bet he begins to walk around shirtless in your apartment

is this my transition to down and dirty? yes it is

your first time with him was mmm rough and it’s all thanks to that chest tattoo

you and jinwoo have been steamy before, like makeout sessions and dry humping, and oral (both receiving), but the actual action of fucking? y’all haven’t done it before that night

ofc he’s being a little tease and walking around shirtless

he was always touching you though, not explicitly, but like say you were washing the dishes, he would walk past you and brush his hand passed your waist and he’d whisper in your ear like: sorry baby excuse me

and like he’s done this the whole day so just at one point you lose it and literally push him against the wall and start making out with him

ah he knew you were gonna crack

and god you were so turned on at this point that you were not having any of that soft shit, like you needed him to fuck you asap

jinwoo fucks you so hard your first time together that you couldn’t walk the next day

hehe

oh boy he likes to bite

yes he’s the sweetest, but in the bedroom?? lowkey a bit of a masochist

it’s okay bc you don’t mind a little bit of pain ;)

daddy!! kink!! i dont make the rules

will call you baby girl/boy

he’s the dom, like will very rarely let you dom him

very private with your sex life, you won’t catch him teasing you in public with other people around

and if you try, like say if you whisper daddy in his ear or something while you are hanging out with the guys, oof it’s gonna be a rough night for you

alright but studio sex

has he recorded your moans before?? or you two having sex in the booth?? yes

debatably, studio sex happens more than bedroom sex, but that’s only because most of jinwoo’s time is literally in the music building

jinwoo dirty talk !! with his sexy ass raspy voice !! 

ugh jin moaning in your ear what a good girl/good boy you are for him while he’s just fucking you

will slightly degrade you?? like yes you are his cocksleeve

but he also praises you a lot during sex too

ooh you better hope you don’t have a gag reflex bc he’s all into throat fucking

favorite position is actually missionary, believe it or not

he loves seeing you come undone for him

eye contact during sex?? yes

like he will make sure you’re looking at him when you cum, periodt

favorite place to cum is your face oops

also very much into cockwarming

most of the time, your sessions are rough just bc your vibes are like that

but when they’re soft and slow?? and like making love?? 

literally the most passionate man ever

jin makes it all about you and your pleasure when he’s being gentle

after care is full of kisses and cuddles and I love yous

always makes sure you drink water after having sex

stay hydrated kids

and jinwoo’s back to being the bestest boyfriend :’)

first i love you was when you two were in bed together

you both just woke up and were cuddling

jin was watching the video you sent him of you practicing this one song for an upcoming performance

and you were still drowsy, so you were literally drifting in and out of sleep while he was listening to your video

and jinwoo was just awestruck, he’s always been in love with your voice from the get go, but the way you executed this song? even though it was just practice? his chest was constricting

you’re like mumbling when the video stops: i still need to work more on the bridge, my tone gets a bit flat during it, right?

and he just smiles softly at you even though your eyes are closed and you can’t see him

he thought it was perfect already, you were perfect already

and he just calls your name: y/n

you: hmm??

jin: I love you

and suddenly you’re awake and meeting his eyes

they were so genuine and serious and full of love, you don’t even hesitate to say it back

honestly not the jealous type, he’s so patient and trusting and knows that you’re crazy about only him

will constantly reassure you about any of your insecurities: body, voice, school, your relationship, anything

jinwoo just has such a calming aura around him that you can’t help but feel like, as long as he’s by your side everything will be okay

the two of you have many deep talks together, especially at night before going to sleep, it’s what makes your relationship so solid

jinwoo just knew that he wanted to marry you, even early on into your relationship

there was no one that supported him more in his dreams, no one that he’s ever truly felt connected with, no one that he’s shared all his deepest fears with than you

and like after a year of dating like he couldn’t picture a future without you in it

he’s a romantic :’)

shortly before graduating, he makes a song about you and he’s actually singing in it

ugh main vocal jinjin rise

and he shows it to you in the music studio where you first met

and it’s about how much he loves you and admires you and treasures you

basically a proposal but not really

and you’re so touched, like literally moved to tears because it was so beautiful

and lowkey he was cringing at hearing his singing voice but you still loved it nonetheless

and afterwards, jinwoo was like: I wanna spend the rest of my life with you y/n, I’m not asking you to marry me right now, obviously I’ll propose to you in a better way in the future, but I’m serious about you and I can’t imagine being with anyone else.

you jump into his lap and kiss him and just keep saying I love you in between kisses

and jinwoo’s all smiley and giggly like: do you feel the same??

and you hit his arm all jokingly, yes of course you do

you just sit on his lap and he’s hugging you while the two of you are listening to more of his projects and jinwoo’s just thinking like wow I love this person so much

maybe the two of you do owe it to myungjun for playing matchmaker

i guess mj can be the best man at your wedding

y’all this was so soft??

but yes jinnie’s the best bf/husband material out there

im in love with him

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2-8-21

[leehestia]

Upcoming works for Astro:

Notes from Author: I mostly make stories based on songs or whatever drama or movie I watch, and some of these won’t be released if I read it again to check and find out that it’s really horrible or cringe so please don’t have high expectations 😭😭😭

- Kim Myungjun / MJ

None yet

- Park Jinwoo / Jinjin

1. Luxurious Love || Rich husband!Jinjin x Wife!Reader

Genre: Fluff, Angst, Smut

Synopsis: Park Jinwoo, one of the richest CEO's in South Korea. You're his wife, a humble middle-class woman who is still adapting to this 'rich' environment. You and Jinwoo argue about it, until you finally understand him and you both apologize through words and pleasure.

Notes: Based on “Luxurious” by Gwen Stefani

- Lee Dongmin / Cha Eunwoo

1. It Was Always Her || Toxic boyfriend!eunwoo x reader

Genre: Angst, A little Fluff, Suggestive

Synopsis: You know you're being used, you hated it. But you'd do anything to be with him. You know you're not the one he loves. You know that you just remind him of her. You can't help but let him use you for his comfort. You love him, but he doesn't love you.

Notes: Based on “Glimpse of Us” by Joji

2. The Depth of the Crazy Sea || Stalker!eunwoo x Idol!Oc (Han Hyeseung)

Genre: Angst, Suspense, Yandere

Synopsis: Love is truly unexpected. Who would have thought that your beloved is just like you? Good-looking, rich, popular, crazy, horrific, and most importantly, in love with you. Love can never be predicted. If obsession towards someone is what you call love, then can you really call that… love? Cha Eunwoo, passionate trainee by day and an obsessed stalker by night. Han Hyeseung, a popular idol loved by many who has everything all except love. Under one company, both were casted as the main characters for an upcoming drama, The Depth of the Crazy Sea.

An opportunity for both people to find out more about each other. But what if they already know each other? To be exact, one already knows way too much about the other. Too many things even the other doesn’t know about themselves.

This is what they call love. But if stalking and obsessing towards someone is their own love, can you really call that love? No one knows. After all, no one knows the depth of a crazy sea.

Notes: Me and my friend made this for our creative writing class and it’s in short chapters. Btw if the writing style is so much better than my solo works, it’s bc my friend is 100x better in story writing.

- Moon Bin / Moonbin

1. A random moonbin story lol (I don’t have a name yet 💀💀) || husband!moonbin x wife!reader

Genre: Arranged marriage, smut, angst, fluff

Synopsis: idk yet but basically y’all got arranged marriage and moonbin lieks it but u dont etc etc and u think moonbin is dangerous af.

Notes: I didn’t really prioritize it bc it’s just a random story I made in school out of boredom 😭😭😭

- Park Minhyuk / Rocky

None yet

- Yoon Sanha / Sanha

1. To Be King || Prince!Sanha x Princess!Reader ft. knight!Rocky

Genre: Fluff, Smut, Angst

Synopsis: You and the prince from the neighboring land make an agreement to get married so that you may escape the dreadful palace life you both live. Sanha, being completely in love with you, takes advantage of your marriage to build a relationship with you. Rocky, your ex-boyfriend tries to steal you back by creating misinformation about Sanha’s love for you.

Notes: Plot by my cousin @leedongmen 😻😻🫶🫶

2. “You’re too fast!” || hufflepuff!Sanha x gryffindor!Reader

Genre: Hogwarts!au, Fluff, Sports, Humor

Synopsis: Popular quidditch player, Y/N, goes against a weak quidditch player, Sanha, and teaches him how to properly play despite the risk of getting caught.

Notes: idk bro just came up in my head after rewatching harry potter

[dirtykpopsnaps]

Here’s the request for Kevin!

[smutfanfictionlover-blog]

JINJIN - SPECIAL DELIVERY FOR LOVE - M

WARNING: DETAILED SMUT SCENES AND FOUL LANGUAGE AHEAD!

AUTHOR’S NOTE: This is my first time to do a scenario for leadernim Jinjin. I hope you will all like it my beloved readers!

Characters: Reader - Y/N (female) x Jinjin

 Y/N really loves to order food online and really likes a variety of foods and even though she is a big foodie her weight does not increase that much that made her friend named Seji envious of her. But Seji noticed that Y/N keeps ordering from the same restaurant named Astro Gourmet and…

"Y/N, aren't you thinking of ordering to other restaurants? So that we can have other dishes that we haven't tried yet?" Seji asked.

“Don’t worry I will order from another restaurant for our dinner,” Y/N said as she smiled at her.

“Okay! I also noticed the delivery man of our food from Astro Gourmet is always the same,” Seji said and Y/N smirked.

“He’s handsome, right?” Y/N asked and Seji chuckled.

“I know he is handsome, but do you already know his name?” Seji asked.

“Of course! His name is Jinjin,” Y/N said as she smiled.

“It means you really like him?” Seji said.

“Yup! Ever since he deliver our food to us and he is also kind and very cute,” Y/N said as she got giddy and Seji laughed at her.

“Don’t tell me you are also requesting that he should be the one always deliver the food to us!” Seji said.

"No! I didn't ever do that, to be honest, I am really surprised that he was always the one who delivers the food," Y/N said and Seji doubted and…

“Give me your phone and I’ll check your food app,” Seji said and Y/N just rolled her eyes and gave her phone then Seji checked it out and she saw nothing.

“So, you believe me, right now? Also, come to think of it. I am not allowed to request who I wanted to deliver the food to us,” Y/N said.

“Fine! I believe you now,” Seji said. Y/N didn’t know that the delivery man named Jinjin is the owner of Astro Gourmet where Y/N keep ordering their food and as soon as he arrived in his restaurant after delivering the food to Y/N’s place someone approached him and it’s his friend MJ.

"Jinwoo! You should just have made me deliver the food to the customer and I can see you are busy with other things too," Mj said and Jinjin just smiled at him.

“It’s okay! To be honest, the customer where I delivered the food is our loyal and valuable customer named Y/N,” Jinjin said and Mj chuckled.

"Oh! Is she really just a loyal and valuable customer? or you just wanted to see her every time she will order food from us? I noticed whenever her name comes to our customer's list ordering food to us, you kept telling your other delivery men including me that you should be the one delivering the food to her " Mj asked.

“I think both? I find her attractive and my heart says that I should keep seeing her,” Jinjin said.

“Oh! Someone’s really in love! You should talk to her when you deliver the food again to her,” Mj said.

“I will try to talk to her and just tell me when she ordered food again so that, I can deliver it to her, okay?” Jinjin said.

“Okay! Now I understand why you keep insisting that you should deliver the order to her. I will also tell the other delivery men about your instruction,” Mj said.

“Okay! Thanks, Mj!” Jinjin said as he smiled.

“No problem! Since I don’t want to interfere with your love life,” Mj said and Jinjin just laughed.

THE NEXT DAY…

While Jinjin is inside his office in the restaurant doing something, someone knocked on the door and it was MJ.

“Jinjin, Y/N has order and you can deliver it to her now,” Mj said as he smiled at him.

"Okay! I will get going! Thanks, MJ for informing me!" Jinjin said as he smiled back and Mj just nodded. Then Jinjin left the restaurant and delivered the food to her. As for Y/N who heard the doorbell rang, she opened the door and she was already melting because Jinjin is smiling at her brightly and…

“Gosh! He is really cute!” Y/N thought as she smiled back.

“Here’s your order Y/N! I hope you enjoy it! “ Jinjin said as he winked at her and Y/N blushed.

"Thank you very much!" Y/N said. But when she was about to take the food from his hands, Jinjin helped her and went inside their apartment and as they placed the food on the dining table…

“You shouldn’t have helped me because I assume you still have other deliveries to other customers,” Y/N said.

“No worries! To be honest, I don’t have other food deliveries today,” Jinjin said.

“Oh! Okay! I wanted to ask if you are just the delivery man in the restaurant? Because I noticed you frequently deliver the food to me,” Y/N asked.

“Nope! Why? Don’t you always want me to deliver the food to you?” Jinjin asked and pouted and Y/N was surprised.

“Wait! Is this cutie flirting with me?” Y/N thought and slightly laughed at him.

"That's not what I mean Jinjin. It was just odd that you are the one who always delivers the food to me but I am not complaining because you are very kind and you always deliver the food on time," Y/N said as she smiled at him.

“She is just so pretty and beautiful! I really wanted her to be my girlfriend,” Jinjin said as he smiled back.

“Oh! Okay! To be honest, I wanted to tell you something and its…” Jinjin was cut-off when someone called him and…

“I think you should answer the call first,” Y/N said and Jinjin just nodded as he went outside first of her apartment and take the call.

THEIR CONVERSATION…

Jinjin: Why are calling me Mj? (said in an annoying voice)

Mj: Did I disturb you?

Jinjin: Yes you are! Because I was about to confess to her but you interrupted me. So tell me why did you call me?

Mj: Some problems are happening here in the restaurant so you should go back now.

Jinjin: Oh! I see! I will be there for few minutes.

Mj: Okay! I am sorry if I really interrupted you.

Jinjin: I understand. I know I still have other time to talk and confess to her.

Mj: Yup! You should get going!

Jinjin: Okay! Thanks, Mj!

END OF CONVERSATION.

After his conversation with Mj, Jinjin went back inside Y/N’s apartment and…

“I am sorry but I should get going because I am needed in the restaurant right now,” Jinjin said.

“It’s okay! I understand. I almost forgot that my payment was not an online bank transfer. Here’s my payment for the food,” Y/N said as she handed the money to him but…

"You don't need to pay for the food for today," Jinjin said as he winked at her and Y/N blushed.

“Huh? Why? But I should pay for it,” Y/N said and Jinjin shook his head.

“My boss told me that it’s free for you today because you are one of our loyal and valuable customers of the restaurant. So just keep that money today,” Jinjin said as he smiled at her.

“Oh! Okay! Whoever your boss is, he/she is really kind and generous. Tell him/her, thank you very much!” Y/N said as she smiled.

“Okay! No problem! Let’s just talk some other time. Nice to meet you again, Y/N!” Jinjin said.

“Nice to meet you too again Jinjin! Take care and be safe!” Y/N said and Jinjin nodded then she waved goodbye to him and Jinjin just smiled and he left her.

"I really like his smile and his eyes! They are too cute but handsome at the same time!" Y/N thought as she smiled at herself. As for Jinjin who already arrived at the restaurant…

“So what’s the problem is going on here?” Jinjin asked as he looked around but he saw nothing and Mj laughed at him and Jinjin glared at him and…

“You just tricked me???” Jinjin asked angrily and MJ just laughed again.

"It was just really funny to trick you and also, you should confess to her in other ways, not in the middle of our work and I think you should arrange something for her so that you two will have a private meeting with each other. Make sense, right?" MJ asked as he smiled and Jinjin sighed.

"Fine! It makes sense though. I will think what I can do to meet her again," Jinjin said.

“I bet that will be somehow a unique one,” MJ said as he smiled.

"I will try it to be unique as I can," Jinjin said and MJ nodded. As time goes by, Y/N keeps seeing Jinjin, and sometimes they are talking to each other but not that long because he still has to do some things in running the restaurant and Seji noticed that both of them became close and…

“Y/N, if Jinjin confessed to you. Will you really accept him as your boyfriend?” Seji asked.

"Of course, Yes! I really like his personality even though both of us have limited time to talk to each other I still like him," Y/N said as she smiled.

“Gosh! When that happens I will be really happy for you because Jinjin will be your first boyfriend,” Seji said as she got giddy and Y/N laughed.

‘We shouldn’t assume that quickly. Because you know, he might be just a friendly person,” Y/N said.

“Well, you have a point. But somehow I can feel that he also likes you,” Seji said.

"I don't know! Let's just wait if he will make a move or not," Y/N said and Seji nodded. While Y/N and Seji are only in their apartment because of their day-off, Y/N suddenly received a message from the restaurant, and as she read it…

“Good day, Ms. Y/N! Expect that you will have a special delivery for tomorrow because it’s our second anniversary of Astro Gourmet and you are one of our loyal and valuable customers! Have a nice day and take care!”

When Y/N saw the message from the restaurant she just smiled and Seji noticed it.

“Did Jinjin send you a message?” Seji asked.

“Nope! It’s from the restaurant they told me that I will be having a special delivery for me tomorrow because it’s Astro Gourmet’s second anniversary,” Y/N said.

“Wow! You are really a special customer of that restaurant huh? Oh well, since you are the most frequent customer who keeps ordering food from them,” Seji said and Y/N laughed.

“Yup! You’re right! I am so excited to receive it tomorrow!” Y/N said as she smiled brightly at Seji.

THE NEXT DAY…

As Y/N waiting for the so-called “special delivery” she keeps checking her phone and she expected that Jinjin might be the one who will give the special delivery to her but suddenly someone knocked on the door and she quickly opened it and it was…

"Good day, Ms. Y/N! I am MJ! I am from Astro Gourmet. I know that you are expecting Jinjin to come into your place, right?" Mj said.

“Yup! But I will not complain though because I think that he is busy with other things too, right?” Y/N said as she smiled.

"You're right! But mind coming with me for now?" Mj asked and Y/N was surprised.

"Huh? I thought you will be going to give me the special delivery? Also, why should I come with you and I just met you today!" Y/N asked and Mj chuckled.

“Trust me, Y/N. I will not do bad things to you and someone wanted you to be his special delivery today instead of just giving you a special thing from our restaurant,” Mj said.

"Are you really sure about that? You will not trick me?" Y/N asked.

"Yes! I am serious and I assure you that you will come back safely. Nothing bad will happen to you," Mj said.

“Okay! Also, I was quite confused that the message told me I will have a special delivery but instead I will be the special delivery? That’s strange. But mind to tell me who is that person wanted me to be his special delivery?” Y/N asked.

“It’s a secret, Y/N. It will be more interesting if you will meet him without you knowing him at all,” Mj said.

“Is it Jinjin?” Y/N asked as she slightly smiled at him.

“It seems Y/N really likes Jinwoo too! This will be very romantic to watch!” Mj thought and he just chuckled.

“No more asked questions and you should just change your clothes now,” Mj said.

"Okay! Wait for a second!" Y/N said. After a few minutes, Y/N already changed into casual clothes, and when Mj saw her.

“Wow! You are pretty!” Mj said as he smiled at her.

"Thanks! We should get going now! I am so curious now who that person wanted me to be the special delivery. To be honest, it's quite awkward for me to think and to say I will be the special delivery," Y/N said and both of them just laughed.

“Let’s go!” Mj said and Y/N nodded as she followed MJ and she went into his car and while Mj is driving her going somewhere…

“May I ask. Do you like Jinjin?” Mj asked and Y/N blushed at his sudden question.

"Since you are his friend, I can tell you that I like him," Y/N said as she can't look at him and MJ slightly laughed at her being so shy in telling him directly.

"Oh! Okay! To be honest, you just made the right choice liking my friend he is really caring, kind, and you can rely on him when you will have problems because as his friend he always helps me whenever I have problems as much as he can," Mj said as he smiled while focused in driving and Y/N smiled at his statement.

"Thanks for informing me and you two seem very close to each other too," Y/N said.

"Yup! Even though I am older than him it feels like he is more my older brother because I think he is more mature than me," Mj said and Y/N laughed.

"That's kinda funny but somehow I am very happy to hear that you two are really getting along and you kept sharing with me about your friendship with Jinjin," Y/N said as she smiled at him.

"I just really like talking to other people too especially those people who are close with my friends too," MJ said as he smiled back. Then after their conversation, they suddenly reached the place where Y/N will meet the person and it was a resort, and Y/N was surprised.

"What? Are you serious about the person who wanted to meet me here in the resort? But I am just wearing casual clothes?" Y/N asked and Mj laughed at her.

“But you look great! Just go inside the lobby area and someone will guide you there,” Mj said.

“Are you going to leave me, right now?” Y/N asked.

“Of course! You should go and meet him there already,” Mj said as he smiled at her.

“Okay! I will get going and thanks for today! I had a great conversation with you, Mj!” Y/N said.

"No problem, Y/N! Have a nice day and enjoy the meeting with him!" Mj said as both of them smiled at each other and Y/N nodded and she left. While MJ is looking at Y/N who is now going inside the entrance area, he gets the walkie-talkie and…

“Jinwoo and Sanha, Y/N is going inside now. Over! - MJ”

“Okay! Great! Sanha you should approach her as soon as she went inside the lobby area. Over! - Jinjin/Jinwoo”

“Copy that Jinjin! I will approach her now! Over! - Sanha”

“Jinwoo! I have to go now and continue working at the restaurant! I know that you two will have a romantic stay there. Good luck! Over! - MJ”

“Okay! Thanks again Mj for your time! Over! - Jinjin”

After their little conversation over the walkie-talkie they have, Sanha approached Y/N and…

“Good afternoon! You are Ms. Y/N, right?” Sanha asked.

“Wow! He’s tall, cute, and handsome!” Y/N thought.

“Yes, I am! Are you the person who should I meet here?” Y/N asked bluntly and Sanha blushed at her question.

“She’s cute!” Sanha thought and he just shook his head.

“Nope! To be honest, I am the owner of this resort. I will guide you to the person who wanted to meet you,” Sanha said as he smiled at her and Y/N blushed.

“Wow! He is young and he already owned a resort! What a successful man he is!” Y/N thought and she just nodded then while they are walking…

“Are you also one of Jinjin’s friends?” Y/N asked.

“Yup!” Sanha said as he smiled brightly at her.

“OMG! Jinjin’s friends are really cute and handsome!” Y/N thought as she just smiled back. Then while they are still walking, Y/N saw that the room accommodations/villas are floating in the ocean (I am thinking it’s like in Maldives luxury resort) but thankfully the start of the pathway going to those accommodations are attached to the sand and as they walked continuously Y/N can see the clear water of the ocean underneath the bridge of each villa and they suddenly stopped to one of those rooms and…

“Wow! I bet these room accommodations are expensive!” Y/N said shockingly and Sanha nodded and slightly laughed at her reaction.

"You should go inside now and the person is now waiting for you to meet him. I should get going now and I still have to manage the resort and I hope you will enjoy spending the time with him," Sanha said and Y/N just nodded then Sanha left her. As she went inside, Y/N saw someone who is sitting outside the room and admiring the view, and as she went closer…

“Jinjin?” Y/N said and Jinjin looked and smiled at her that made Y/N blushed madly.

“You are the person who you wanted to meet me?” Y/N asked and Jinjin nodded as he stood up and held her hand and…

“Of course! Why? Do you think I don’t want to see you and meet you?” Jinjin asked.

"No! It's not that what I mean. I was just really surprised and I thought other people wanted to meet me," Y/N said.

“It means you are expecting other people wanted to meet you?” Jinjin asked and pouted and Y/N just laughed.

"Stop being such a cutie Jinjin! I am not expecting someone else. To be honest, I am happy that you are the one I met today because I really like seeing you every day!" Y/N said as she smiled at him.

“That’s lovely to hear it from you because I also wanted to tell you that, I was the one who requested to be your delivery man whenever you ordered something from the restaurant and I bet you also didn’t know that I am actually the owner of Astro Gourmet,” Jinjin said as he smiled at her and Y/N was so shocked.

“What? You are the owner of that restaurant? Wow! I am so speechless right now and you even had the time to be the delivery man of your restaurant?” Y/N asked as her jaw dropped and Jinjin laughed at her reaction.

"Yup! To be honest, that time our delivery men is not enough and I just decided to help them but when it was my first time to deliver in your place I really had love at first sight to you. I like you and I love you Y/N. Spend three days with me here," Jinjin said as he looked at her with loving eyes, and Y/N smiled back.

“Sure! I wanted to spend time with you. I like you and I love you too Jinjin,” Y/N said and Jinjin kissed her lips quickly and hugged her then Y/N hugged him back and suddenly she remembered something and…

"But I didn't bring any clothes with me because this was so sudden," Y/N said and pouted and Jinjin slightly laughed at her.

“No worries! I am prepared because I bought the clothes for you but I don’t know if you will like the swimwear that I bought. You can check it out inside the pink bag that is beside the cabinet.” Jinjin said as he smiled.

“Wow! You shouldn’t have done that and it’s already too much,” Y/N said.

"It's okay Y/N! Also, you don't need to pay for it, and remember you are already my girlfriend starting today and this will be our first date," Jinjin said as he winked at her and Y/N blushed.

"Okay! Thank you very much Jinjin! I will check out first the clothes that you bought for me," Y/N said and Jinjin nodded. As Y/N checked out the clothes that he bought, she was surprised because it's like Jinjin already knows what kind of style she likes and when she saw the swimwear she blushed because it's a red two-piece swimwear.

“Isn’t this too revealing?” Y/N thought and suddenly Jinjin noticed that she is still looking at the swimwear and…

“Is there a problem with the swimwear? I can buy you another one if you don’t like it,” Jinjin said.

"It's not that I like it but It's too revealing for me because I don't have a perfect body to wear this but it's okay I can also wear a cover-up," Y/N said as she smiled.

“Are you sure about that? If you are uncomfortable I can just buy you another one,” Jinjin said.

“It’s really okay Jinjin! I will try to be confident when I wear this,” Y/N said.

“I bet you will look great with that swimwear. Remember that you are beautiful for me,” Jinjin said as he smiled at her brightly and Y/N blushed.

“I am so flattered by your comment! But thank you very much, Jinjin!” Y/N said.

"No problem, Y/N! Did you want to swim right now? We can go down on the water underneath our villa since it's not that too deep and we can just enjoy ourselves there and admire the view," Jinjin said.

"Sure! That's a great idea! It will be my first time to swim near our accommodation," Y/N said and both of them smiled at each other. As Y/N already changed into her swimwear, Jinjin's eyes roamed around her body and he suddenly bites his lips and Y/N became conscious and…

“I don’t know why you tell me that you don’t have a perfect body to wear that kind of swimwear. You are sexy and hot!” Jinjin said and Y/N blushed madly at his remarks.

"Thanks! To be honest, I am not the type of person who works out or eat healthily but my friend Seri envied me because I am a big foodie but my body is still like this," Y/N said and Jinjin laughed at her and he suddenly just took off his shirt in front of her and Y/N blushed when he's already shirtless and she saw tattoos in his upper body and…

"Gosh! His body is a masterpiece and his tattoos look so hot on him!" Y/N thought and gulped and Jinjin smirked.

“I know what you are thinking, Y/N,” Jinjin said as he suddenly walked closer to her but Y/N just blushed non-stop but when his face is close to her looking at her deeply that made her body temperature rise and…

”Ummm… we should go swim now because It’s getting hot in here,” Y/N said as she tried to laugh and Jinjin just smirked again.

"Okay! Let's go, babe!" Jinjin said and when Y/N was about to walk, but Jinjin suddenly carried her bridal style and Y/N was surprised.

“Yah! You can just let me walk,” Y/N said and Jinjin shook his head.

"Nope! I don't want to! I like to carry you and throw you in the water," Jinjin said as he laughed and Y/N glared at him.

"Just kidding! I really like to carry you going to the water," Jinjin said and Y/N just nodded and he just smiled at her brightly and Jinjin carried her going down to the water underneath their villa and suddenly threw her in the water, and Y/N was surprised at his action and...

“Yah! You told me that you will not throw me in the water!” Y/N said and Jinjin laughed at her.

"You are so cute when I tease you!" Jinjin said as he splashed water to her and Y/N just played along with him. But as time goes by, they went back to their accommodation and Y/N was surprised because the food for their dinner was already at their table outside their room and…

“Wow! You really planned all this, huh?” Y/N said and Jinjin smiled.

“Yup! Thanks to Sanha because he accommodated all my requests to him,” Jinjin said and Y/N just smiled and suddenly looked at the sunset and both of them started to have dinner and…

“I really like the view of this resort and even though this is our first date this is already the most romantic for me,” Y/N said as she still looking at the view while eating and Jinjin just can’t stop smiling at her and…

"I am glad you like it, Y/N! During our stay here we will have an island-hopping too," Jinjin said as he winked at her, and Y/N was surprised.

"Wow! You spent so much for our first date," Y/N said.

"Of course! I also thought this will be a more relaxing vacation for us too," Jinjin said.

“You’re right! I am so happy that I am with you today and I love you Jinjin!” Y/N said as she smiled. Then Jinjin stood up and went closer to her and Y/N gulped because she also can’t stop staring at his chest and abs and when his face already close to her…

"I love you too, Y/N! Call me Jinwoo for this night babe," Jinjin said as he suddenly kissed her lips passionately and Y/N responded to his kiss then while they are still kissing, he carried Y/N in bridal style and laid her in the bed then his lips went to her neck and Y/N tilted her neck that gave more access to Jinjin and he bites a certain spot that made Y/N moan his name softly and he sucked the part that he bites that became a hickey.

"You are now mine, Y/N!" Jinjin said as he whispered at her and licked her earlobe and Y/N just moan in response. Then Jinjin's lips went to the exposed skin of her breast and he licks it but then his hands went her back and undo the string of it and he helped Y/N removed it completely the bra from her and when Y/N was about to cover it, he shoves her hands away and he licks his lips.

"Don't cover it, babe! You look perfect!" Jinjin said and Y/N blushed madly at his remark. Then he suddenly dived into her breast and he licked the middle of it and he sucked both of her nipples and sometimes he bites it that made Y/N slightly arched her back from the pleasure that she felt and Jinjin just smirked at her action. After he gave attention to her breast, he traced wet kisses in her belly button, legs, and inner thighs that made Y/N just moaned his name softly. Then he suddenly placed his fingers at her underwear and rubbed his hands against it.

“Fuck! You are now so wet for me, babe!” Jinjin said as he also suddenly removed her underwear by his teeth and Y/N saw it and…

“Shit! Jinjin is so fucking hot doing that!” Y/N thought as she gulped and when he removed her underwear completely, he spread her legs widely that made Y/N conscious and can’t look at him and…

"Don't overthink babe! You look amazing! I also want you to make eye contact with me to know that I am making you feel so good," Jinjin said while he was already in front of her core that made Y/N shiver but she just nodded and he smirked at her and without a warning, he licks her core and Y/N tried to look at him on what he's doing at her core but when Jinjin started to suck it harshly, Y/N broke the eye contact with him, closed her eyes, and gripped the sheets.

“Shit! More Jinwoo!” Y/N said and Jinjin smirked.

“That’s more like it babe!” Jinjin said then he decided to add two fingers to her while he is still eating her out and Y/N’s head moved wildly against the pillow and almost screamed Jinjin’s name. But as Jinjin continued to eat her out wildly, she suddenly…

“Shit! You squirted babe! That was so fucking sexy!” Jinjin said.

"Fuck! The way he dirty talk to me I am becoming wetter for him!" Y/N thought. Then suddenly she saw that Jinjin get a condom from his bag and put it in his cock and Y/N gulped the sight of his cock and…

“Oh shit! I don’t know if I will be able to handle his size!” Y/N thought. Then Jinjin hovered above her and…

“Is this your first time?” Jinjin asked.

“Yes!” Y/N said as she blushed.

“I am glad that I will be your first. Don’t worry I will be gentle but you can beg for more later. I love you Y/N!” Jinjin said.

"I love you too so much, Jinwoo!" Y/N said and both of them smiled. Then Jinjin inserted his cock to her core slowly that made Y/N yelped in pain and he suddenly stops and…

"Am I hurting you, Y/N?" Jinjin asked with a concerned voice.

"A little bit I think I will be able to handle it later," Y/N said and Jinjin nodded then when he already inserted it fully into her, he decided to kiss her lips again passionately and massaged her breast to distract from the pain and then after a few seconds, Y/N suddenly moved and Jinjin groaned to her action and…

“Fuck! You are naughty babe! I will give you more than that!” Jinjin said as he smirked and he suddenly started to thrust his cock to her at a fast pace and Y/N moaned loudly his name and her hands went to his back and her nails scratch his back because of the pleasure she felt and…

"Shit! You are so tight, babe!" Jinjin said and he decided to grip her waist that will surely bruise the next day and then he suddenly thrust his cock to her at a hard pace that made Y/N arched her back and Jinjin hummed in satisfaction as he saw that Y/N was now in pure bliss and she keeps moaning his name like a mantra.

"You are so fucking hot seeing you like this underneath me, babe!" Jinjin said as he smirked.

“Fuck! I want more Jinwoo!” Y/N said.

“Someone’s wanted me to be rough! That’s what I want babe!” Jinjin said as he suddenly hugged her body close to him and Y/N’s hands went to his back and that also made Jinjin’s cock went deeper to her as he thrust it at a hard pace and Y/N screamed his name.

“Oh shit! Right there Jinwoo! Don’t stop!” Y/N said.

“Fuck! Feel so good deep inside of you, Y/N!” Jinjin as he whispered and bite her earlobe and he just continued to ram his cock deeper to her and Y/N’s nails dug onto his back that made him groan at her action.

“Are you close, Y/N?” Jinjin asked.

“Yes! I am about to cum!” Y/N said.

"Cum with me, Y/N!" Jinjin said. Then after few thrusts of his cock to her, both of them cum, and Jinjin's body suddenly rest for a while above her and Y/N just hugged his body and…

“I love you so much Jinwoo! That’s amazing!” Y/N said as she whispered at his ear and Jinjin smiled and he suddenly sat and pulled out his cock from her and he removed the condom to his cock as he also threw it in the nearby trash bin and went back to lay beside her.

“I love you too so much, Y/N! You are also beautiful and perfect for me,” Jinjin said as he smiled at her.

"Thanks, Jinwoo! I am very happy that I met you and I know we will be having beautiful memories on this vacation," Y/N said as she smiled.

“Don’t worry we will make unforgettable and beautiful memories here. I think we should sleep now and I know you are kinda tired. But you can tell me if you wanted to go for round 2,” Jinjin said as he winked at her and Y/N smirked.

"That's not a bad idea! We can go for round 2," Y/N said as she winked at him and Jinjin smirked.

“Oh! Someone’s wanted to be wrecked this night! I love you, Y/N!” Jinjin said and Y/N slightly laughed at his first statement.

“I love you too Jinwoo!” Y/N said then Jinjin kissed her again passionately and that time, they went for round 2. In their vacation, both of them really had enjoyed it because they tried so many activities in the resort especially the island hopping that Sanha recommended to Jinjin and they just admired each island they visited and took a photo of each other and they just continued to make more beautiful memories during their stay in the resort.

 끝 THE END

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better with you | yoon sanha

best friend!sanha (ft. eunwoo)

hanahaki disease is a disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. it ends when the beloved returns their feelings (romantic love only; strong friendship is not enough), or when the victim dies. it can be cured through surgical removal, but when infection is removed, the victim’s romantic feelings for their love also disappear.

summary: you and sanha have been friends since you were young, and naturally you developed feelings for him. you thought the feelings were reciprocated, but that you never labeled your relationship in fear of ruining your friendship. what happens when sanha starts to fall for a girl in his class and you suddenly start choking on flowers?

3.5k words.

a/n: this is the longest thing i have written, and the first fic i am writing for astro so i hope you all enjoy!

despite not being able to recall many of your childhood memories, you can still vividly remember the day you met sanha. you were in different classes at your elementary school, but one day while waiting for your parents to pick you up sanha asked you to play with him. you slid down the double-slides together, ran around the playground holding hands, and he even picked a flower for you to take home. ever since that day, you guys were inseparable. your parents expected you to get married, and you honestly did too. you don’t know when you started to have feelings for your best friend, only that you’re madly in love with him. and you knew he had to love you back, because you had never coughed up any flowers. you were sure that one day you would label your relationship, but for now you were confident in your feelings due to the lack of flowers.

“where do you think we’ll be in ten years?” you ask sanha suddenly, reaching for his hand and staring up at the stars. you lay on the grass in the backyard of his parent’s house, stargazing and talking about your future. sanha was never one to think so far ahead, but you were and he entertained the thoughts you had. he intertwines your fingers and sighs.

“hm, ten years? hopefully we’re married by then.”

content with his answer, you don’t ask more and continue looking at the stars. now it’s his turn to ask a question.

“did you know that dongmin started coughing flowers recently?”

you freeze. “petals, or whole flowers?”

“whole flowers. stem and everything.”

the air is thick with fear, and you have to try to stop from crying. as selfish as it may seem, you hope sanha never puts you in that position. you wouldn’t know what to do.

“oh wow,” you say quietly. “i feel so bad for him.” but that could never be us, right?

“we should get you home before your roommate gets upset,” sanha says.

you let out a laugh. “cats don’t have a sense of time, i’m sure mine will not get mad that i’m home late. are you going to spend the night?”

“i can’t, i’m going to come back and stay with my parents. they miss me a lot.”

when sanha dropped you off at home, you lay in your bed and thought about dongmin. you wondered if you should reach out and offer an ear, but realized you aren’t that close with him and wouldn’t even know what to say. you push the thoughts to the back of your mind and roll over in bed, your cat hopping onto your bed and settling next to your head. you’re sure a good night’s rest will get your mind off things.

you woke up excited the next day to see sanha again. it hadn’t even been a full 24 hours since you’d last seen him, but ever since you met you quickly grew accustomed to seeing him at almost all times of the day. you practically lived together, you sleeping over at his apartment often and him sleeping at yours on the other days. him not staying over was rare, but you understood that his family had just as much of a right to see him as you did. once you arrived on campus and got to your first class, you saw sanha was already there. and he was talking to another one of your classmates. you said hi to her and sat next to sanha, who quickly turned his attention to you.

“do you have a lot to study for?” you ask. “i have a take home exam for my sociology class due on thursday and i want to get it done today, do you want to meet at our table in the library at the end of the day?”

“oh, uh, actually, i can’t today. i was talking to yeji and we’re going to hang out after class! we have a project together for our astronomy class.”

“ah, alright. sounds good. i’ll miss you though,” you say.

before he can say anything back, your professor walks in and begins class.

and that’s when it began. while you sit in the library working on your sociology take home exam, there’s a consistent tickle in your throat. you try to clear your throat multiple times and drink water, but it doesn’t seem to go away.

to: sanha ♡

hey, is your throat hurting? mine is killing me and i think i’m getting sick because i didn’t wear a sweater when we were outside yesterday lol

from: sanha ♡

nope, i feel fine

sorry can’t talk much i’m in the middle of working with yeji

see you later!

at first, you don’t think much of it. sanha’s immune system has always been better than yours, and you’re not surprised that you caught a cold from being out in the cold for a couple hours and he didn’t. the sore throat is persistent, and lasts two weeks. you went to the doctor, thinking you somehow had strep throat, but the test comes back negative. it’s a painful process, realizing your best friend and one true love is starting to fall out of love with you.

you aren’t concerned until sanha tells you he has a date with yeji. in that moment, you felt your heart drop to your stomach but you don’t show it. you tell him to enjoy himself, and that you’ll be here if he wants to hang out after. but when you see his location at a carnival, and you cough up your first few petals, you ignore all of his texts and calls.

to: sanha ♡

sorry, i just don’t feel good lol i don’t want to get you sick

he accepts this excuse, and leaves you alone knowing you will give him the green light to come over once you’re feeling better. except, you don’t start to get better. the less time you spend with sanha, and the more time he spends with yeji, the more petals start to come up. it’s difficult to go through everyday life while coughing up petals when you least expect, the process making your throat raw and your chest hurt. you sit on the couch, staring at the white walls of your living room and feeling like the room is getting smaller. a small part of you, deep down, knew that if you and sanha never established your relationship that there would be a day in which you started coughing up petals. but the majority of you never thought you would be in this position. you never thought that you would pull out your laptop, and begin looking at doctors who accepted your insurance to get the flowers removed. would you be able to live with yourself if you went through with it, and lost all your feelings for sanha?

after a few days of coughing up petals, you let sanha come over to your apartment. he said he couldn’t spend the night because he had to wake up early to go out with yeji, but that he wanted to come see you since you’d been sick for so long. you and sanha sat next to each other on the couch, catching up and talking about the latest dramas you’d been watching, your classes, your family. every time he mentioned yeji, you cleared your throat and tried not to alarm him. if he knew you were starting to cough up petals, he would be concerned and demand to know who was hurting you. and you don’t think you have the heart to tell him he’s the one who’s hurting you.

it works until yeji unexpectedly calls him. he answers right there in front of you, and begins talking to her. for a second, he’s so absorbed in the call that he forgets he’s at your apartment and you’re sitting next to him. it’s not until you begin coughing uncontrollably, multi-colored petals coming up and out of your throat into your hands, that he realizes where he is. “oh my god, i have to call you back,” he quickly tells yeji and hangs up. one of his hands comes up to your back and pats it like you’re a baby that needs to be burped. and the other meets your hands to help catch any petals that your hands can’t hold.

“how long has this been going on?” sanha asks, once your coughing fit is over and your hands are clean.

you think for a second. you’d already lost track of how long it’d been since the day your throat started hurting. “maybe a month? i don’t really remember.”

“does it hurt?”

you nod. “at first, your throat just hurts… and then you start coughing up the petals and it hurts really bad, it gets hard to breathe and then eventually you cough up stems, i guess.”

“who’s hurting you?”

“i don’t want to talk about it,” you respond, hoping he doesn’t press it further. you sit in silence for a few minutes before sanha starts to speak again.

“dongmin found a really good doctor and got the surgery, if you want to talk to him about it. he seems happier now.”

“i don’t know if i can bring myself to getting the surgery.”

“just think about it, i’ll send you his number. i have to get going though,” he says. and with a pat on the head, he’s gone. and your left to sit in your living room, hoping that there’s no more coughing for the night.

the thought of the surgery scares you. you don’t know if you could ever forgive yourself if you went through with it, and lost all feelings for sanha. you think maybe if you just spend more time with him, and selfishly take him from yeji, that you can reverse this. that you can make him fall back in love with you, and you’ll stop coughing, and you can be together again. you’re met with the unfortunate reality when you wake up two weeks later, and run to your toilet and begin coughing up petals and stems. you sob while bent over the toilet, finding it difficult to breathe as you cough everything up while sobbing. you’re able to go back to your room and grab your phone quickly before having to return back to the bathroom. while you sit on the ground next to your toilet, you dial dongmin’s number and sob into the phone.

“hey, are you okay? what’s going on?” dongmin says when he answers and hears your cries.

“please come over,” you whisper.

and surely, 20 minutes later dongmin is knocking on your door. his face is etched with concern as he sees your messy hair, dry lips, and red eyes. “is there any particular reason you called me and not sanha?” he asks, taking his shoes off and following you deeper into your apartment. right as you get to the outside of your bathroom, you stand with your back pressed to the closed door and ask: “did the surgery hurt?”

“not really,” he shrugs. “they put you under so you don’t really know anything that’s going on, and you're a little loopy when you come out. but the after care is a struggle, and you basically need another person to take care of you at all times. why do you ask?”

you open the door to your bathroom, and let him see for himself. there are petals, pieces of stems, and even thorns all over the floor of your bathroom and on the toilet. he gasps when he sees them.

“did sanha do this?”

you nod and begin to cry again, and dongmin brings you to your room and gets into your bed next to you. he lets you cry for hours, holding your trembling body, not minding the flowers and stems that rise from your throat and land on his torso. he has been in your position, and he wishes he had had someone to hold him while he cried. at one point, you stop and are able to collect your breathing.

“do you really feel better with the surgery?”

“honestly, no,” he sighs and you shut your eyes, trying not to begin crying again. “the worst feeling in the world is looking at yerin and knowing that i’m incapable of ever loving her again. and she doesn’t know that she was the reason i got the surgery.”

“what do i do?” you sniffle.

“i don’t know, honestly… there’s no winning in this world. we’re destined to always hurt.”

dongmin’s words rang through your head in the following weeks, and you debated what you should do. you met with the doctor who had performed his surgery, and he walked you through the process. it wasn’t as scary as you thought it would be, and after careful deliberation you made the appointment for your surgery. dongmin promised to take you there, wait for you, and pick you up, but you ultimately decided he couldn’t be the one to take care of you after. you couldn’t put that burden on him.

sanha came over the day before your surgery, per your request. you thought about what dongmin had said, that the worst feeling is looking at his loved one and knowing he’s incapable of loving her again. it tore you apart inside to hear that, but you invited sanha over once more so you could remember what it was like to be in love with him. although the constant need to cough was painful, you take note of how quickly your heart beats when you make eye contact with him. you take note of how his slender fingers feel between yours when he holds your hand. you take note of the way his lips press into the top of your head when he gives you a goodbye kiss right on top of your head. sharing these intimate moments with sanha feels so wrong, but so right. you know he’s no longer yours, that his heart now belongs to another girl, but you can’t help but latch onto the last bits of intimacy before you never feel them again.

as expected, dongmin is with you every step of the way through your surgery. he takes you there, sits in the waiting room, and drives you home afterward. what you don’t expect is for sanha to be at your front door just a few days after your surgery, carrying bags of groceries in one hand and a cat food in the other.

“surprise!” he calls out, walking past you into your apartment and beginning to put everything away. you couldn’t protest even if you wanted to, because the doctor had you on strict voice rest. sanha was sweet to come visit you, he made you food while you sat on the couch and watched tv, made sure the cat’s litter box was clean, and made sure you were fully stocked on the essentials so you could avoid having to go out often. but it hurt you to see him walk around your apartment, doting after you, and to not feel the usual pang of electricity run through your entire body when you saw him. 

it took everything in you to croak out “sanha, go home,” with tears in your eyes. he looked at you with wide eyes, shocked to hear you speaking.

“you’re not supposed to be—“

“go home,” you repeat, the pain in your throat coming to be too much and forcing tears to fall down your face. sanha nods, understanding you want to be alone and leaving your apartment without another word said.

that day marked the end of your friendship with sanha. you avoided all of his texts and calls, and eventually he gave up. it hurt to see years of friendship go down the drain, but you knew that it would hurt more to keep him around knowing he was the reason you had to go through with the surgery. his relationship with yeji only grew stronger, and you were happy for him.

in the same time you lost sanha, you gained something new. dongmin made sure to check on you regularly, making sure you were recovering on track and had everything you needed. even after you had recovered from the surgery, he never stopped. you quickly fell head over heels for him, enchanted by the passion he puts into everything he does and the way he genuinely cares for you. dongmin wasn’t afraid to tell you how he feels about you, confessing his feelings on a drunken night in your living room and kissing you when you told him you liked him too. he spent the night that night, and every night after that, and four years later he was still living with you. you loved getting to wake up to him every morning, knowing that he loved you just as much as you loved him.

one morning, you wake up to the sweet smell of dongmin’s cooking. you walk into the kitchen to see him at the stove, cooking breakfast for the two of you. he hears your footsteps coming into the kitchen and doesn’t need to turn around to know you’re staring at him.

“stop staring,” he says, holding back a smile.

“i can’t, i’m just so in love with you.”

“gross!”

“you’re gross!”

“there’s mail for you on the table.”

you walk over to the table to see a rose gold envelope with your name on it, and no return address. confused, you open it and your stomach drops at what’s on the inside.

beloved guest, 

we formally invite you to accompany us on june 20th at 5 p.m. to celebrate the beautiful matrimony of yoon sanha and hwang yeji. please rsvp no later than april 5th, with your name and the amount of guests you intend on bringing.

thank you.

your name is written on the bottom, with a +1 next to it.

“what is it?” asks dongmin.

“a wedding invitation.”

“wedding? who could be getting married, we don’t have very many couple friends.”

“sanha and yeji.”

he stays silent for a moment.

“i’m going to contact the planner and say we’re not going, their phone number is right here to rsvp.”

“you’re really not going to go?”

you shake your head. “having to go through all the coughing, the surgery, the recovery… it was genuinely traumatic for me, and i don’t think i could compose myself around them. i want him to have a happy day.”

so you text the wedding planner and tell her you won’t attend. and things are okay for a few days, until there’s a knock at your door. not expecting any gifts, you’re confused as you walk to open it and even more confused when sanha stands in front of you. he’s grown up, but still has the exact same eyes as the day you met on the playground. you slip your shoes on, not wanting to let him into your shared space with dongmin and step outside to speak with him.

he’s straight to the point. “why aren’t you coming to my wedding? i know we’re not as close as we used to be, but you’re really not going to come to my wedding?”

“i can’t come, i’m sorry.” you can’t lie to him and tell him you’re busy, it’s so far in the future that you can’t even make up a lie as to what you could possibly be doing.

“what happened to us? why did you shut me out?”

you sigh. “sanha—“

“i just want to know if i did something wrong. if i did something wrong, and you hate me now, just tell me so i know.”

“you broke me, sanha,” you start. before he can question you, you continue speaking. “i thought we were in love, but then you started seeing yeji and i started coughing up flowers. and it just kept getting worse as you got closer with yeji, and i just knew i couldn’t live my life like that.”

“i-i was the reason you got the surgery?” he says quietly, not being able to wrap his head around the idea of hurting you.

you nod. “you know, dongmin said this to me before i had even made my decision to get the surgery, he told me that the worst feeling in the world is looking at your loved one and knowing you’ll never be able to love them again. and when you came to take care of me after the surgery, and i didn’t feel anything for you anymore, i know that i couldn’t keep you in my life anymore.”

“i see.”

“i’m sorry, sanha. i hope you and yeji live happily and have a great marriage, and that you never have to experience what i went through.”

“what about you?” he asks. in that moment, you see dongmin walking up the street and towards your apartment. he gives you a bright smile and you return it. he’s careful to not interrupt the conversation you’re having with sanha, and watches as you speak to him.

“i think i’ll be just fine,” you say.

and with that, you never saw yoon sanha again.