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Need you here by idkhow. Explodes for a million years.

[huellitaa]

bee's record player, april edition 🎀𓂃 ࣪˖

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 INTRO

welcome back to the second issue of bee's record player, a monthly annual look into bee's music world and the latest from hers and your faves! enjoy! ♡

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 NEW ARRIVALS

minisode 3: tomorrow, tomorrow x together

♡ released april 1st, 2024

♡ extended play / EP

♡ best songs: deja vu, quarter life

♡ running time: 17 minutes 2 seconds

midas touch, kiss of life

♡ released april 3rd, 2024

♡ single

♡ running time: 6 minutes 15 seconds

found heaven, conan gray

♡ released april 5th, 2024

♡ full album / LP

♡ best songs: found heaven, alley rose, bourgeoiseses, never ending song, winner

♡ running time: 36 minutes 47 seconds

espresso, sabrina carpenter

♡ released april 12th, 2024

♡ single

♡ running time: 2 minutes 55 seconds

dark vacay, cigarettes after sex

♡ released april 16th, 2024

♡ single

♡ running time: 3 minutes 33 seconds

the tortured poets department: the anthology, taylor swift

♡ released april 19th, 2024

♡ full album / LP

♡ best songs: fortnight, loml, fresh out the slammer, but daddy i love him, florida!!!

♡ running time: 2 hours 2 minutes

yuq1, yuqi

♡ released april 23rd, 2024

♡ extended play / EP

♡ best songs: freak, drink it up, red rover

♡ running time: 19 minutes 19 seconds

bubble gum, newjeans

♡ released april 26th, 2024

♡ single

♡ running time: 3 minutes 41 seconds

bewitched: the goddess edition, laufey

♡ released april 26th, 2024

♡ full album / LP

♡ best songs: goddess, promise, dreamer, must be love, trouble, from the start

♡ running time: 1 hour 1 minute

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 BEE'S TRACKS: TOP 10

♡ 10. quarter life, tomorrow x together

THIS SONG IS EVERYTHING TO ME YOU DONT GET IT. YOU ACTUALLY DONT UNDWRSTAND YOUNWILL NEVER UNDERSTAND MY INTENSE OVERWHELMING INDESCRIBABLE LOVE FOR THIS SONG. I LOVE IT SO MUCH

♡ 9. read your mind, sabrina carpenter

I CANT READ UR MIND🗣🗣shes so real for this whole song and its sUCH a vibe who allowed her to make this song and just give it to us. like. For Free. what the fuck. perfect

♡ 8. bring it on, fromis_9

this song is so girlypop ive been so obsessed???? fromis 9 are so underrated i swear like unlock my world has to be one of my favourite albums of all time ever. in love!

♡ 7. i'll see you there tomorrow, tomorrow x together

@bananacatmeow THERE'LL BE NO MORE SORROW I'LL SEE U THERE TMOROW 🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥 self explanatory i fucking love this song so much actually

♡ 6. bad for business, sabrina carpenter

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT <3 its a little more recent thats why its only on number 6 but it reminds me of my princess and i just love it in general so this song is the loml. ONE OF MY FAV SABRINA SONGS EVERR I LOVE ITTTT <3

♡ 5. smart, le sserafim

yes this is on my top 10 again.... this song goes so hard im sorry idk what to tell u 😕

♡ 4. bad news, kiss of life

okay i wasnt actually expecting this to be on here but bad news has to be the best kiof song like ever honestly beats everything. the high notes give me life and this whole album is my chaotic girl anthem honestly

♡ 3. the killa, tomorrow x together

self explanatory. the tinnitus effect goes so hard on this song i cant explain i want to inject it into my blood genuinely the most ass shaking song released this year or like ever for that matter go txt slut era!!!

♡ 2. espresso, sabrina carpenter

my give a fucks are on vacationnnn 🎀 I FUCKING LOVE THIS SOBG OH MY GOSHHHHHH IVE BEEN SO OBSESSED ALL MONTH. SABRINA I LOVE U SO BAD THIS SONG IS MY EVERYTHING. AJJAJSJAJSJSSJJSJSDJNSNSNSNAJDJ

♡ 1. deja vu, tomorrow x together

no words. music video made me sob my heart out and this song touched me so deeply i cant even begin to explain. txt ilysm

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 ALBUMS

♡ 1. emails i can't send, sabrina carpenter

we were all expecting this be honest 😭 i have quite literally NOT SHUT UP about this album the WHOLE MONTH and ive been so obsessed w sabrina its actually insane like this was so obvious actually 😭💓

♡ 2. minisode 3: tomorrow, tomorrow x together

once again self explanatory i had had such a bad breakdown like a few days before this came out and the deja vu mv made me cry so bad because of the sheer fact it resonated with me so much 😭 i love them so much and they did amazing AS ALWAYS txt never misses 💓💓💓

♡ 3. the tortured poets department, taylor swift

the way i actually really didnt like this album at first??? its grown on me so much though the lyric writing is IMMACULATE and i feel its more focused on lyrics and writing more than production this time unlike midnights, which was probably why it didnt instantly click with me straight away. comfort album

♡ 4. fake it flowers, beabadoobee

IM SO EXCITED FOR BEA3 YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. fake it flowers is like the loml i love fake it flowers more than i love my life fake it flowers is love fake it flowers is life everybody worship fake it flowers now

♡ 5. back to black, amy winehouse

I LOVE AMY WINEHOUSE SO MUCH RAHHH THE MOVIE AB HER CAME OUT THIS MONTH AND IVE BEEN RELISTENING TO BACK TO BLACK AND IM SO OBSESSED 😭😭😭💕💕💕

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 ARTISTS

♡ TOMORROW X TOGETHER (woahh im so shocked ahahah i didnt expect this at all)

♡ SABRINA CARPENTER (woahhhh im so surprised ahahahaha)

♡ TAYLOR SWIFT (ttpd my love)

♡ BEABADOOBEE (YOSHIMI FOREST MAGDALENE 🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️📢📢📢)

♡ TWICE (obviously.)

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 SPECIAL MENTIONS

♡ coachella this month!!! le sserafim girls i love you so bad but this performance was NOT IT 😭 sabrina u were amazing though bb ily carried the whole show

♡ AND I DONT EVEN CARE IF IT MAKES ME SOUND INSANE I RAN MY FINGERS THROUFH YOUR HAIR AND I THANKED GOD TO TOUCH THE FLAME CUZ I SWORE NECKS WERE.MADE FOR BRUISING I SWORE LIPS WERE MADE FOR LIES AND I THOUGHT IF YOUD EVER LEAVE ME THAT ID BE THE REASON WHY

♡ im the biggest alley rose stan FIGHT ME.

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 EDITOR'S NOTE

thank you so much for reading this month's edition of bee's record player! i have so much fun writing these and rambling about my silly music and i hope you enjoy them too 💕 if there's anybody or anything you'd like me to mention, edit, or keep up with in these, then always feel free to tell me, im always open to new suggestions!

lots of love, and until next month! ♡

[bee-in-a-box]

just finished nitw today... sobging sobbing

[lumimis]

for yohioloid : the chattering lack of common sense - GHOST , the distortionist - GHOST

avanna : goodbye to a world - porter robinson

i really love yohio's voice but not their design but . the characters GHOST makes for them are so cool . have not seen much of avanna but her voice is incredible

WAIT GHOST?? I LOEV THOSE SOBGS I'm an idiot I didng know who those were sung by . sobs

BUT THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!

[frillyhecks]

“i could really use your help right now”

“i need you”

“i love you”

[outromori]

nothing will ever feel the same as crying heavily at the end of gntm episode and acchi muite starts playing

[candycatstuffs]

CAS IM SOBBING OVER THE NEW SOBG,,, LISTENED TO IT ON REPEAT BUT IT'S ONLY A SHORT VERSION AND IT'S NOT ON ANY STREAMING SERVICES YET AND IM FHFKVJJVG ALSO HI I HOPE YOURE HAVING A NICE DAY :D

HHGGGGG I KNO ITS SO GOOD WE EATEN GOOD BOIS

[gumballrightfoots]

Remember me-coco

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MOTHY I CRIED AND SOBBING DURING RHAT MOVUR AND SOBG

PLEASEEE MOTHY

@mar-the-magician @4ngelv4mp YOU SEEING THIS 😭

[kinktae]

SO AMAZONG IM CRHING WHAT THEHEJCM ITS ALMOST 5AM AND PYU GOT MY CRHING IN MY BED BECAUSE OF THIS FIC IM SOBGING YOURE MAKING ME BECOME MROE OF A TAE GIRL THAN I ALREADY WAS BECOMIMG I JSUT LOVE THIS FIC SO MIVH LOVE YUR BLGI SO MHCB I WANT TOBLEAVE INFINITE LOVES FOR YOUR FIC AND FOR YOUR BLOG AND FOR YOU????YOURW AMAIZNG YOUR SO WODNERFUL AND NICE KEEP WRITING WE STAN TALENT WE STAN YOU😭😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞💞😭💞😭😭💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

I HAD TO ANSWER U INDIVIDUALLY BECAUSE SEEING U IN MY NOTIFS MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD I LOVE U SOOOOOOO MUCH THANK U FOR ALL UR LOVE I SOB

[grievingprince]

someone : how are you feeling tonight ?

me sobbing : i am an emotIONAL MESS but hello , i am fine , how are you ?

major episode ignis spoilers ;

first of all , ravus growl-talking is the best thing in my life . also ,you don’t understand the pain in my heart as i listened to ravus plea for his sister  not to leave him . I’M SOBG I N GBHUYG NCRYING . there are tears and i can’t — my precious baby .just to hear him cry and then almost punch the ground — ignis please , just comfort him or something . i know you just fought him over almost killing noctis but come on .

GIVE THAT MAN A HUG . GENTLY TOUCH HIS SHOULDER AND TELL HIM THAT SHE’LL NEVER LEAVE HIM . SHE’LL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU IN SPIRIT AND HEART . THEN LET HIM BE ALONE AND SOB . GO FOR NOCTIS AFTER SOME COMFORTING WORDS . it’s a long shot but lord , i need an alternative universe where ignis actually comforts him a bit before going to noctis . then ardyn has to come by and do what he does best : fuck everything up like usual . 

MMMM MY GOOD BOY LOOKIN LIKE COLONEL SANDERS . pl ease .

AAAH IGNIS STOPPING TO SAY SOMETHING TO RAVUS IS THE BEST SHIT . all i want is to have a thread where ignis invites ravus to come along with them . he knows their differences but together they can put an end to all of this . ravus refuses at first but he does show up occasionally at their haven to chat with ignis and have a few homecooked meals until he does join them . traveling with them once in a while . my gay ass lowkey wanting ravus helping ignis around while he’s blind . ravus leading him where he needs to go and helping him cook and shop for ingredients . ignis coming to ravus when he’s misplaced his glasses .

ravus ; have you checked the top of your head ?

ignis : ah , thank you . that’s where they were .

ravus : not to worry about , old friend .

ignis : pardon me ?

SORRY I’M JUST HOPELESSLY WISHING . FAREWELL . I’M OFF TO MY DRAFTS .