I’m watching clips of spn for a project in grad school and I miss it?????? wtf I thought I was over the silly monster hunting show?????
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currently scheduling experiments for the next five weekends bc my coworkers won’t negotiate equipment time 😪
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ok so I figured out the only way I can really see Sam and Andrew getting their shit together enough to have the d/s relationship they deserve is if Riley gets tired of seeing them dance around it and almost break each other and throws a couple books at Andrew and telling him to NEVER speak of it again. So that might happen.
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Warum ist das einzige Hörspiel (außer DDF), das meine Aufmerksamkeit halten kann, eigentlich ein zutiefst nischiges deutsches Hörspiel??? Ich brauche gerade dringend Daniel/Jerry fix it fic, aber es gibt keine Fic dazu, wenn ich nicht selbst welche schreiben will.
Warum kann ich nicht stattdessen emotional invested in sowas wie Magnus Archives sein???
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I have 7k of AU sam who never grew up in ancelstierre sitting in my drafts. he's hilarious and I think about him often
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Realizing now that Ava was 23 and about to be married like girl should’ve been in the club
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i only have 8 days of my undergrad left and then i am free forever <3
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Revisiting music you listened to a decade ago is all fun and games until you start playing the “Wait was this song always about depression?” game
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i was considering having some sort of party for my PhD and then i was thinking about having some sort of party for top surgery and then i remembered i have like three friends who live within 2 hours of me and even if i traveled to be near more of my friends i’d still have to arrange for it all. rent an airbnb. order food. invite friends. realize i still only have like five friends. find a weekend. the only positive is that those five friends get how hard it is to get a PhD so at least it would feel like a celebration but it feels so anticlimactic. i’d rather make a gofundme so i can get some pity support from my acquaintances and exchange it for goods and services, but that totally defeats the “i need to do things with people because it is good for me” purpose. meanwhile i am not fucking done with my PhD yet so celebrating still seems fucking stupid and i think people shouldn’t be allowed to tweet “if you want to throw a party for your PhD throw a party but don’t be upset when no one else throws you a party” like okay sorry i was focused on presenting 300+ pages of independent research and i naïvely hoped that someone might want to take me out for french fries after i do that. i didn’t realize i had to ask people explicitly to be happy that i finally accomplished something that’s been torturing me for 8 years. but then again it’s been torturing me and only me so why should i expect others to be happy. they had no skin in the game. why invite them in now. anyway. my post-defense plan is to take myself to french fries and i think this stupid whining rant is the best example of burnout bc i am so done that i don’t even want to celebrate being done. i just want $4.50 for some french fries and for someone to tell me they’re proud of me.
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No supernatural samruby au where ruby is a religious fanatic who is convinced that sam is the antichrist so she stalks and kidnaps him and keeps him locked in her basement so that she can perforn rituals on him 😈
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