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#4AM encouragement#projects and things on my mind reminding me how a decade of progress has improved things for me#its not fast but its progress#humans are slow persistence hunters#why should my life's progress be any different
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Have updated my fics sug TTau and The Most heroic villainess and late night I was wondering...we do see so lil villainess Izu aka Izumi as villain in fics.
And then it hits how we see so lil of villainess in canon. La Brava only wanted to help Gentle...I don't have much issue with that, she loves him and wants her man to win (it helps how the relationship is reciprocated) but she is more a sidekick. She is there only for Gentle.
Lady Nagant is there...in the middle of a war and it was forgetten until she shows up to shoot Shig and promptly was forgetten till we see her in the prison, out of her own free will. How the public would react to such villainess? Do they know she is a villain? (Yes, she killed the president but does the public even register this woman is a villain bc at some time she was their hero)
And ...makes me think of Izumi. In my fic, first off, she is a grow up...and I do feel the media would try to invalidate her points and anything by saying she is a femme fatale. She seduces and throw men(women) to the side. (Further from the truth, I feel the media would try to use this narrative)
Tldr, how the villainesses are seeing in this manga? If the good heroines are eye candies...what are villains like Nagant and La.Brava or even my version of Izumi? Femme fatales (which is ridiculously funny as La Brava only has eyes for one man, Nagant has no time for romance and Izumi never even kissed anyone)
Hi @mikeellee 👋
I do remember commenting on this problem a while ago, but most major villains in mha are men, which is a shame.
Horikoshi and honestly, a lot of shonen manga's do not treat their female characters with the respect they deserve, and this is a huge problem seen with many popular shonen like MHA, naruto and even KNY.
The only female villains that I can really name are:
Curious
Toga
Lady nagant (can she even be considered a villain?)
La brava
Slice
Most of them either don't actually do villainous things, are dead, or are incredibly minor to the plot.
Now, I think we can all agree that toga himiko is the most developed one out of this list and I must admit that lady nagant and curious definitely had the potential to be amazing antagonists had they been allowed more time and more development.
In Toga himiko's situation, when she first became a villain, her personal details were kept private due to her being a minor but we know that when the public found her house they absolutely destroyed and vandalised it.
From the vandalism there is we can see things such as "toga the terrible" and " Demon" on there, so I assume that for izu in this case the backlash would be worse especially if they bring in "victims" of izu to speak on live television.


There wasn't much going on for Lady nagant's case as the hpsc wanted to keep her killing the President under wraps. They essentially did this by mentioning her as less as possible and just offering the public an explanation that she was arrested due to killing another hero in an argument which effectively ruins her entire reputation without the need for sexually degrading comments or any of that in the sort being painted directly by the HPSC however, there are probably some hero fan individuals that probably came up with theories such as lady nagant may have killed the hero for personal reasons ( something along the lines of he cheated on her etc) however that being said this idea would be something created by the public and not the hpsc themselves.

There isn't much for Lady brava, so I won't comment on her.
In the end, this idea of yours could be plausible, especially if we take the content of the short chapter that shows an interesting conversation between midnight and Mt lady where it seems like sexiness is a double edged sword in the world of mha. While this conversation itself focuses primarily on the hero industry. I believe that this could then be applied to just a general view of other areas of society.
Mt lady and midnight have always been characters shown to focus on their image, and they seem to have a fanbase that mainly appreciates them for their 'sexy' appeal. Now, this narrative can be easily twisted into calling the other an incredibly degrading comment, which we see the two women doing in the short chapter.
So , to answer your question, I think the idea is incredibly plausible especially because mha already has a theme of having the female heroes appear as "appealing" or "sexy" and has characters like momo and Kendo Market themselves as such. I imagine that this narrative can act as a double-edged sword, meaning that it can be used to directly and outright degrade the female character, especially if they are a villain.


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#mha#bnha#mha critical#thanks for the ask#bnha critical#thanks for the ask!#bhna critical#shonen doesnt usually do justice to its female cast#however#in recent years the character writing for women has progressed and improved significantly in the shonen genre#however even with that there are still problems and issues that should be adressed#speculations#ideas
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2024 <- 2021
#undescribed#my art#my ocs#lidkaer#wanted to redraw old art to compare and also see if i could improve the composition or smth. progress and all that#its so funny to me that it was drawing a ton of one piece fanart that got my anatomy to get better.#also knowing i can just go apeshit with nightshade stylewise just to show off the fact nighty is a divine is soooo fun#should do that with gen too. and all the others
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the fact that i treat myself as rigorously as i treat every topic and person is occasionally a good thing because i won't reject something good about myself once i finally perceive it as such
#i've changed soooo much and for the better too... this blog is an archive of that in many ways#i keep downplaying the improvement because i value action over intention and#i am struggling with shaking off many of my terrible patterns#but my reflections on these habits have evolved and that isn't worth nothing#i am constantly searching for ways to learn more and get better but never stop to acknowledge the progress#because i fear that slowing down will make me lose track#nonsensical post nobody should bother reading#dylanlila.mp3
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I know I've promised to share the Naruto meta analyzing key aspects of the series through several academic lenses that I've been writing, and I have shared the rough draft of the introduction. I'm posting this to let anyone who's been waiting for it know that I'm going to have to take an indefinite hiatus. I need to focus on my health, which has rapidly been declining, with no answers. All of the tests and specialists I've been through; MRIs, CT scans, ultrasounds, bloodwork (a LOT of bloodwork), urine testing, everything. I've been to a rheumatologist, a neurologist, a gastro surgeon; hell, the emergency room several times. I was fired from a job I really liked because I was missing too many days due to health issues. I had to withdraw from college due to my health. Everything is coming back normal, but my health worsening is NOT normal. I can barely even get out of bed without throwing up or needing to almost immediately lay back down because my heart feels like it's going to explode, so naturally, writing has not been my highest priority; hopefully you can understand.
#naruto#naruto meta#health issues#health problems#health#I'm calling my gp tomorrow to get a referral to a cardiologist#I'm also looking into an immunologist#but the closest one is like 2 hours away#in a very large city that I'm not super familiar with#i have anxiety#i know i should probably go to the er about my heart#but I've been a few times before#because I've been having progressively worsening heart issues for years at this point#and I've had really awful experiences and treatment at the local hospital#i can't even ask an ambulance to take me to a different hospital#because my health insurance won't cover it#i already have ~$80k in medical debt#from a two-week hospitalization after going into a literal coma#us healthcare#us health system#finally when my mental health has improved significantly#my physical health takes a nosedive#I've had to drop out of college this semester#i got fired from my job because i was missing too much#fuck gamestop
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I will finish this at a later date probably
Work in progress of Judy Hodiah*, the secondary main character of Copyright Free Snowbird (still no name)
@randosfandos be my cheerleader (please)
*not her surname anymore don't freak out
#my art#digital art#snowbird adjacent#copyright free snowbird#judas hodiah#judy#gasp WORDS for a background?? inconceivable!!#just realised her coat is almost the exact same colour as her skin. whoops#ive been writing both copyright free snowbird and snowbird at the same time#ive actually been making a lot of progress on snowbird because of it!#when i lose focus on snowbird (they cant always be in hell all the time after all) i switch to my original story and vice versa#tbh the girlies are still going through it but now there's less of the whole torment subplot#im trying a different style (because i am better at art now) and idk how i feel about it#obviously the more realistic faces (wouldnt call it realism tho) are an improvement but the line weight? the colouring method? the shading?#its all a little ehhhhhh#ill work on this i think i should have more free time later#im working on snowbird i promise i promise#judas kinnunen#KINNUNEN dipshit why would you even uh why would you even type anything else hah mean spirited laughter#i canf be bothered to move the tags tbh and you know what why SHOULDNT people see my progression#the characters being finnish isnt super relevant to the story tbh i just want a little consistency with the setting#obvioudly theres gonna be a lot of suspension of disbelief but i think it would help make the characters feel a little more real
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Anyone out there got a solution for when you're feeling really stuck with your art and everyone and their mother tells you the solution is to do studies and figure drawings and other such things but even just thinking about doing those things makes you Spiral and want to Kill Yourself?
#monster noises#it's 1am no one will see this it's fine#it's a genuine problem though i Wish i could be aotherfucker who found it engaging and satisfying to do figure drawing#but i both A) had some bad experiences with this type of learning in highschool that i guess kinda make them triggering for me i guess?#and B) my brain doesn't seem to be able to like.. Learn Things.... That Way.... or at least not Obviously#i mean obviously i've improved as an artist over time in general#and i won't lie and say i've Never done figure drawing or studies or anything#but i never leave those situations feeling like i've Learned anything#mostly i've just sat for several hours growing increasinglyore frustrated#at my limitations and inability to achieve what i feel should come to me intuatively#and even if i Did feel like i've learned something i can seemingly never turn around and then apply it to something else#my brain does not make those lateral connections#it's why i can't do word problems in math.#and plus i also find stuff like figure drawing especially Rarely helps me make progress on the parts of my work i Actually want to improve#fluidity/mobility/stylization and surrealism#and only reinforces practices i want to pull away from#realism/'correctness'#all this combined leaves me just kinda stuck because i really can't power through my fear of these practicing methods#because i also don't find them useful#but i have no alternatives because it's like.. the only thing anyone suggests because theoretically is Does Work#but just not when you're Specifically Busted like I'm Busted#and so I just continue to stagnate until idk.. i find something else that can abruptly and suddenly launch me forward again?.#augh.. being an artist is The Most Enjoyable (_=<=)_
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Thinking about The Vision.
#brieuc.txt#I've impregnated them twice in the Sims#Wanda is the father of course#This wasn't my line of thought just now I just thought I should tell you guys about Visionpreg#Anyway I think it's really interesting but also odd that despite massive technological advancement & A.I. being a hot topic in the public#Vision's writing hasn't really developed or changed to reflect this#In such a high tech world Vision would be massively powerful with how much society relies on tech#Things like the crowdstrike outage show how fragile some of these systems are#and Vision is always self replicating always improving always analysing always progressing#Of course it makes sense Vision would almost hide this from other people as to not call their personhood into question or to scare people#but it feels less like a character decision for Vision to consciously almost dumb themself down around people#and more like nobody is actually considering this facet of their character#which is a shame. I feel similarly about Ultron to be honest but Vision annoys me more because we HAD THIS in Avengers A.I.#and arguably Rage of Ultron but no writer since has tried to pick up the pieces#As always I blame Tom King
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i should not have asked my mum for a lift to my hospital appointment today bc she used it as another opportunity to blame my antidepressants for making me so tired all the time
#like idk man maybe they do. but they also improve my mental health a hell of a lot so i'll just take the tiredness L#she was saying that i should ask the doctor if i can switch to a different brand of antidepressants#so at least she's no longer saying that i shouldn't be taking them at all. progress#i tried to explain to her yet again that i just struggle with full-time work in general and that it's probably bc of my autism#but she was like 'maybe you should get a new job; if you really liked your job then you wouldn't feel this way!'#if it's still a 40 hour work week then i'm still gonna feel the same way#at least at my current job i can wfh two days a week. so many job listings now say that you have to work entirely in the office#she's probably just trying to help. but also i did not ask
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3 year difference, and the fandom never even grew
#postknight#art#digital art#fanart#art improvement#I think my progress shows#maybe it's just me though#yall should play postknight btw
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Decided to log into twitter (hell) and outside of everything going to shit as always i found this piece of shit as my banner
I dont even remember when i made this but i do remember that i did and i remember how i made it
I saw a picture on twitter w some kind of caption and decided that i could make it look like a banner
i tried to add the fire flaming text that i saw on some reposted to twitter tumblr posts where someome makes a grammatical error and someone corrects them in a form of flaming (sometimes animated) text (never change guys, gals and all of you magnificent pals lol) but at the time i didnt know the website that you all used so i tried to improvise and google
I remember half way thru the making of this text being so upset that it looked like shit but after taking a break for 20 minutes i said "fuck it, it is way funnier this way" and i kinda glad that back then i decided to "fuck it we ball" it
It looks disgusting and i love it
#i unironically glad i found it bc it still holds up to me#not in a sense that its still THAT funny to me (i believe i made it when i was like when i was maybe 17-ish) but it feels kinda#nostalgic#some might say that its not nostalgic it all like “lol#you're 21 how tf can this shit be nostalgic to you#you still havent experienced x y and z you're a still young adult who havent decided what your future is you dont get to feel nostalgic#about your past outside of movies you watched when you were a child lol“#and i kinda disagree#bc at that point of my life i only started to figure myself out (hell i only “recently” realised im nonbinary and multisexual)#and looking back at how i used to be#it definitely feels like ive made a lot of progress in self development and self improvement#and its kind of nostalgic for me to see my old abandoned twitter page (i should probably nuke it completely) and see that everything change#everyone learns#everyone becomes different#everything stays the same while also changing simultaneously#did i really got emotional over my old banner?#anyways whoever finds this post i kinda thank you for reading thru my schizophrenic post and i wish you a good day#juniper's tree branches#juniper stupider#ramblings#nonsense rumblings#will delete this cringe later when ill be embarrassed about it
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So earlier today I introduced some of my WIPs to some new people, and I realised that many people might not be familiar with those two WIPs.
Kriya Petri: fantasy (with body horror & dystopian elements). Setting: A country called Fillor on a planet called Thuluke. In Fillor, to bind yourself to the one you love, you require a trinamate potion to seal the bond. 'Trinamate' is marriage (though that is a rather crude translation of the word). But to get a trinamate potion legally, the couple needs to be… acceptable. A man and a woman who plan to have at least one child. Yes, it's been 1000 years since the global apocalypse, but 'sufficient reproduction' is still a concern among the Filore people (plus it's a moral virtue for the Divine Monarchy, who reside on the cloudlands, with an iron grip on the institutes of Fillor). A potioneer wants to elope with their lover, but the pair is, let's just say, not acceptable. So what are they to do? The potioneer brews a trinamate potion on their own, finding the closely guarded methods & ingredients for the potion through who-knows-who, bunch of shady people. The potion explodes. The potioneer knows the punishment for something like this. They'll be condemned to Kaewoe (so will their lover, if anyone finds out), a realm so deep below the ground that it's close to the core of the planet. Kaewoe, where the mind & body are destroyed by the horribly high concentration of magic. Kaewoe, the names & lives & loves of all who enter it, all slowly turned to unknowledge. Good thing stealing identities is absurdly easy in Fillor! The potioneer wipes all memory of their crimes & love (or else the Thought magicians would know), flees to the city of Naebo. Their name is now Kriya Petri,
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Welcome To The Real World: scifi, fantasy, surrealism, horror, tragedy
This one's in very early stages Inspired by Frankenstein Setting: The Great South Asian Rip in Reality, where physics (time & space both) is just completely twisted. The year is sometime in the 2070s. Sometimes it's the 2040s outside the Rip. Depends when/where you step out. Moh-maya, reality's very fabric & everything that keeps up the illusions that comprise reality, are very malleable in here. Main character: Kabir aka Moksh. A closeted Indian trans man who lives a double life, perhaps even a triple life. One in which he's a cis woman & a regular bright STEM student (STEM studies also include study of moh-maya). Another in which he's just some guy with good friends (the most authentic of his lives), where he goes by the name Kabir & uses moh-maya to present as his true self. If only temporarily. (it's painful, mentally & physically, whenever he has to revert to the female form). The third is some mad scientist bullshit, he's going by the name of Moksh among his fellow mad scientists & his main project is a moh-maya Frankenstein's monster that others can share their consciousness with, such that they can experience shape-shifting more easily & go where they physically aren't, do things they physically can't. Let's simply call it the 'entity'. Due to many reasons, creating this entity is pretty illegal. Hence the new name & collaboration with fellow shady people. the plot, put shortly: he starts doing vigilante justice w/the entity & then goes far & gets more & more consumed w/work & things go verrrrrrryyyyyy wrong despite starting with (dubious but) good intentions.
in this second one i neglected to mention the fact that you, as the reader, get front row tickets to the main character's spiral into madness & justifying murders thru the entity + the entity is a whole person & has opinions + a whole lot of other stuff, I DID mention that this WIP is in very early stages but holy fuck i could go on & on about it (just not in a way that can be packaged in a structured & sensible introduction)
#i have re-written the introduction to kriya petri so many times because it's hard to know WHAT parts i should talk about first#and this introduction still isn't concise. currently i'm not really in the phase where nailing the introduction is super important but#it's still at least a LITTLE BIT important. but i never seem to get it right. i think this one IS an improvement over my other#introductions to this wip because it gets the MAIN FOCUSES across (and even without talking about the other major characters it at least#touches upon the issues kriya has which will be common with the other characters. so it works).#still not entirely satisfied BUT this is my 'baby' wip cuz i started it when i was 14 and it's grown so much in the past 4 years#and honestly i should probably just read a bunch of scifi (finish octavia butler's series lilith's brood maybe since i finished the last#book recently) because before i wrote this intro. THAT was what made some of the worldbuilding aspects 'click'.#i really need to make the amphibious nature of the thuluken humans play more of a part in their culture as well!#i just realised that so many aspects of this world have been DISCONNECTED! they need to be woven together!#it's midnight and i'm sleepy. why am i sleepy i could be working on this (or on my college assignments [it's okay i've got a lot of time#for them & am making progress on them at a steady rate])
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a common occurrence developing rn is me mumbling 'you dont have to gif this you dont have to post this' under my breath over and over while watching a ruben press conference
#stop being so pretty and expressive!!!#i spam the tag too much already enough!!!#i should be giffing the game but im just entranced watching him yap#the way he talks about the players theres this familiarity to it although they just met??#like baldy didnt have a connection like this with them and he signed some of them/they were together for two years????#ruben just showed up and managed these rascals so seamlessly??#love how he always gives credit to them!! love how he gives criticism without putting anyone under the bus!! all with a smile on his face!!#every interview hes like congrats to THE LADS they did a great job and sounding like a proud dad im so SOFT#the way he talks about them progressively solving their own problems as if he didnt play a part in it at all??#like for josh he emphasized how it was cos he worked hard in training that it paid off and it had nothing to do with his team selection#or like he said quote 'but was not because i select them; that i have like a epiphany" lmao that made me chuckle#AND although he praised them for the 4-0 win he still said it wasnt pretty and they had much to improve on and im ??#coming from baldy trying to hype up a 1-1 draw this is music to my ears#also him giving credit to ruud for amads performance?? real recognise real!!!#UGH and when he was leaving the press conference the way he cheekily said 'we can do it at arsenal by the way' im floored#yknow what king i trust u#ok let me shut up now
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2022 VS 2023


My design for Stannis Baratheon didn't change much but thank god my artstyle did 🙏
Working on something that I hope to finish soon :]
#game of thrones#asoiaf#fanart#stannis baratheon#stannis the mannis#Went from meh to daddy#as he should#and deserved#2022 vs 2023#art improvement#question mark#no fr tho#I like how I improved#but also#i like older men#art wip#work in progress
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remind me to never ever read the comments on a game that's in early access ever again
#oh my god. what part of early access do people not understand#sorry if the game not having features is dissappointing to you#it's not like you could have known the early access game is incomplete!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i think indie/small developers should be allowed to kill people who act like assholes about their game.#'it's been in ea for 2 years' yeah and????? get the fuck over it. it's a small company making a game.#it's GOOD that it's taking that long that means they're not fucking crunching their employees (probably)#and it's not like there hasn't been updates. there's been quite a few. and progress reports.#'you've been ignoring the most requested feature that the previous game had' yeah they want to improve it!! The yliterally said that!!!!#if you didn't want to play a game that's not finished you shouldn't be playing something that's early access!!!!!!! ffs!!!!!!!#okay i'm good now. well not actually but. not as knife emoji#(this is about slime rancher 2 which i have spent like. 20 hours on in the last 3 days. whoops.)#*new creative post tag here*
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learning how to swiss darn has made me insufferable to myself, but i stay having fun with it
#so theoretically anything you can do to your knitting you could conceivably also do to your swiss darning right?#so i really wanna learn self-reinforcing knitting stitches (like heel stitch or eye of partridge stitch) so i can use them for darning#but tbh i should probably practice the base stitch more first#i have only done... two projects with it. and i'm still not confident in it enough that i could do it while playing ttrpgs with my friends#(which is really the important metric of handcraft competency in my life)#but i don't wannaaaaa slowly improve my skills so i have a good foundation before i branch out. i wanna do something NEW#in other news i have been making progress on seeking effective adhd treatment lately#but insofar as a ''there'' will ever exist in this arena we certainly are not there yet
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