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[perfectsunlight]

05 ━━━ I DO

warnings: angst, crying

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synopsis: your ex-wife receives an invite to your wedding, but will she let you say "i do" for a second time?

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soyeon couldn’t stop crying. she didn’t know if it was because of the pain, the reality of her situation, or the overwhelming mix of both. 

she stared at the elegant script on the invitation, her hands trembling slightly. it had been years since the divorce, and she had convinced herself that she had moved on. but now, with you about to walk down the aisle again, soyeon couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy and regret. 

the invitation felt like a cruel twist of fate, reminding her of everything she had lost. she knew she should be happy for you, but instead, she felt an intense desire to intervene. was it out of love? or was it because she couldn't bear the thought of you finding happiness with someone else?

it didn’t take her years to figure out that she was the reason your marriage ended the way it did. it was her fault, and she knew that from the moment you two ended things all that time ago.

it was currently 3 in the morning and she couldn’t sleep. the ceo had spent all night tossing and turning in the bed you once laid in. she gently tossed the invitation to the nightstand next to her, ignoring the scattered photos from your early days of marriage that littered the bedroom.

she clutched one of her pillows to her chest, her mind racing with thoughts of you. the room felt emptier than ever, the silence only amplifying her anxiety and regret. she had tried to convince herself that attending your wedding was the right thing to do, a final act of closure. 

but the truth was, she truly couldn't bear the thought of seeing you marry someone else.

right after you two divorced, soyeon bought several bottles of your perfume and sprayed the sheets with it in an effort to help her sleep better at night. and now, even in her current state, all the ceo could think about was your scent in someone else's sheets.

the former idol buried her face in the pillow, tears soaking the fabric. never did she once try to move on with someone else. you had been the love of her life, the one person who had understood her like no other, even after the bitterness of divorce. she couldn't bring herself to replace you, or to even try to.

the thought of you moving on, finding happiness with someone new, pierced her heart like a thousand needles. 

she imagined your laughter, your touch, and the intimate moments that now belonged to someone new. it was a pain she had tried to bury beneath layers of stoicism and distance, but tonight, it surged through her with an unbearable intensity.

but she knew she had to make a decision—either let you go for good or fight for what she believed was still there between you.

before she knew it, she had to start getting ready for your wedding. the minutes seemed to slip away, just like you did. she never thought of you getting remarried, let alone receiving an invitation to witness it firsthand.

she did her best to do her makeup and conceal the fact that she hadn’t slept properly since receiving the invitation. as she applied the finishing touches, her hands trembled slightly, betraying the nerves she fought to keep at bay. her mind replayed the vows you once said to her, your words echoing in her thoughts. 

“jeon soyeon, my heart is forever yours.”

could it be possible that you still loved her, too?

when she arrived at the venue, the first person she saw was your cousin. yuqi was shocked to see her former leader there, but nevertheless she greeted the shorter woman with a warm hug. 

“unnie! i can't believe you're here,” yuqi chuckled, her surprise quickly giving way to a genuine smile. “it's been too long.”

soyeon returned the hug, finding a small measure of comfort in the familiar embrace. “it's good to see you, too. how have you been?”

yuqi's eyes sparkled with warmth. “busy with work, as always. but enough about me—how are you? how have you been holding up?” her gaze turned soft, understanding how difficult it must be for the woman in front of her.

soyeon forced a smile, not wanting to delve into the complexities of her emotions at that moment. “i've been managing.”

the taller woman looked over her shoulder as her name was being called elsewhere. yuqi smiled and put a hand on the ceo’s shoulder. “i’ll see you later. i gotta run.” however, before she left, she leaned in to whisper something to her former leader.

“third room on the right.”

soyeon's heart pounded in her chest as she watched yuqi walk away, the cryptic message lingering in her mind. 

she knew what she had to do. 

gathering her resolve, she made her way through the decorated venue, her steps growing more determined with each passing moment.

she reached the hallway and counted the doors, finally stopping in front of the third room on the right. her hand hesitated on the doorknob for a brief second before she took a deep breath and turned it, stepping inside.

there you were, standing by the window, lost in thought. the room was quiet, the noise of the guests and the ceremony preparations fading into the background. you turned at the sound of the door opening, surprise flashing in your eyes when you saw her.

“soyeon?”

the shorter woman closed the door behind her, her heart racing. she couldn’t help but feel a mix of hope and fear. taking a deep breath, she stepped further into the room, her eyes never leaving yours. 

“i had to see you.” she whispered, noticing how you weren’t throwing her out of the room. at least, not yet. 

you stayed silent, watching her with a mixture of curiosity and confusion. years had gone by, and you had waited for her to come back to you forever now. but right when you were about to move on is when she decides to say something? 

“why now, soyeon?”

she swallowed hard, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. “because i realized i can't let you go. i thought i could, but i was wrong. seeing you with someone else... it made me understand that i never stopped loving you.”

you sighed, the conflicting emotions warring within you. soyeon wasn’t good with her words, much less her actions. but you knew if she was saying something, it was for a reason.

“do you have any idea how hard it’s been? waiting for you, hoping you'd come back, and then trying to move on?” you whispered, eyes tearing away from hers and moving to look at the floor. “and now, on my wedding day, you show up with this?”

soyeon took a step closer, her hands trembling. “i know, and i'm so sorry. i was scared, and i thought it would be easier if i just let you go. but it wasn't. every day without you has been a struggle. i can't imagine my life with anyone else.”

you looked at her, the sincerity in her eyes stirring something deep within you. “he’s a good man, soyeon.” you replied as you felt tears welling in your eyes, your voice trembling with the weight of your emotions.

“but do you love him?” soyeon interjected, hands shaking at her sides. “if you say you love him, truly, then i will leave right now.” she said quickly, ignoring the racing heartbeat pounding in her ears. 

your breath caught in your throat as you looked at her, the question hanging heavy in the air. you knew he was a good man, kind and caring, someone who had brought stability and warmth back into your life. but did you love him the way you had loved soyeon?

the silence stretched on, each second feeling like an eternity. soyeon’s eyes were locked onto yours, desperate and hopeful all at once.

“yes,” you began, your voice barely above a whisper. “he’s been there for me when i needed someone the most. he hasn’t put me second, not even once.”

soyeon’s breath hitched, her eyes never leaving yours. “but do you love him? the way you loved me?”

you closed your eyes, the memories of your time with the other woman flooding back. the laughter, the dreams, the shared moments that had defined your love. opening your eyes, you met her gaze with a mixture of pain and resolve.

“no,” you admitted, the truth finally spilling out. “i don’t love him the way i love you.”

tears streamed down soyeon’s cheeks as she took a step closer, her voice trembling with emotion. “then come back to me. let’s try again.” you felt a tear slip down your cheek as you took a deep breath. “what if we fail again? what if it all falls apart?”

soyeon reached into her pocket and pulled out a small, familiar box. your breath caught in your throat as she opened it to reveal the ring from your previous marriage.

“this ring,” she began, her voice trembling, “was a symbol of our love and commitment. and i still believe in that love. i still believe in us.”

she dropped to one knee, her eyes never leaving yours. she had many regrets in her life, so many that they sometimes haunted her dreams, but this moment was her chance to right the biggest wrong of all.

“i know i’ve made mistakes,” she continued, her voice cracking with emotion. “i’ve been selfish, afraid, and i let that drive us apart. but losing you has been the greatest regret of my life. i’m asking you to take a chance on me again. i promise i’ll do everything in my power to make it right this time.”

tears streamed down her face, her vulnerability laid bare before you. the weight of her words, the sincerity in her voice, and the love in her eyes stirred something deep within you. you had waited for this moment, for her to finally acknowledge the love that never truly faded.

“i even told the company i was retiring the moment i saw your invitation.” soyeon added, her voice trembling with a mix of determination and relief. “i knew i couldn’t let you slip away again. i had to try, no matter the cost.”

she met your gaze again, irises full of love and yearning for you. everything she was feeling right now, was all for you.

“song y/n, will you marry me again?”

the room fell silent, the weight of her proposal hanging in the air. tears filled your eyes as you looked down at her, the woman you had never stopped loving.

“soyeon, this is crazy,” you whispered, your voice choked with emotion. “the wedding starts in 20 minutes. i can’t just call it off.”

soyeon’s gaze never wavered, her expression earnest and pleading. “i know, and i’m sorry for putting you in this position. but i had to take this chance, even if it means risking everything.”

you took a deep breath, feeling torn between the commitment you had made and the love that had endured through the years. “i don’t know what to do,” you admitted, your voice trembling. “i love you, soyeon. i never stopped loving you. but this isn’t fair to him.”

“then let’s run. let’s run away from here. we can catch a flight to hawaii tonight and we’ll start over, together.”

the suggestion hung in the air, both thrilling and terrifying. you glanced towards the door, knowing that beyond it, your wedding awaited. the thought of leaving everything behind, of abandoning the plans and promises made, filled you with a mixture of exhilaration and guilt.

however, your love for soyeon felt more overwhelming than any other emotion. it always has been, even since the beginning.

“okay,” you whispered, moving your hair off of your neck and turning your back to her. “help me take this off.”

soyeon moved closer, her touch gentle as she began unfastening the intricate buttons and clasps that held the dress together. with each soft click and release, the tension in the room seemed to dissipate, replaced by a quiet intimacy that had defined your relationship for so long.

as the dress slipped off your shoulders, pooling at your feet, you turned to face soyeon. her eyes traced over you, a mixture of admiration and love shining through.

“you’re beautiful,” she murmured, her voice filled with warmth and adoration. “even more so now.”

you smiled, feeling a rush of affection for the woman who had always seen you, truly seen you, beneath all the layers and expectations.

“here, put these on.” soyeon grabbed the nearby loungewear you had draped over a chair. the soft fabric felt comforting against your skin as you slipped into it, the weight of the wedding gown now a distant memory.

soyeon brushed a strand of hair away from your face, her touch gentle yet loving. “we should hurry. they’ll come looking for you soon.”

nodding, you gathered your belongings, still in disbelief over the whirlwind of events that had led you here. “check the hallway, we can go out the back and run to the parking lot. did you drive here?” you asked while slipping into your slippers.

soyeon nodded, a determined glint in her eyes. “yes, i parked in the back. let’s go.”

together, you stealthily made your way through the hallway, your hearts pounding with a mix of adrenaline and anticipation. as you reached the back exit, soyeon peered cautiously through the small window before opening the door just enough to slip through.

outside, the night air was cool against your skin as you hurried across the parking lot, hand in hand. soyeon led you to her car, a familiar and sleek car tucked away in a corner. the sound of laughter and music from the wedding reception echoed faintly in the distance, a stark contrast to the quiet intensity between you.

once inside the car, soyeon started the engine, her movements swift yet controlled. she glanced at you, a soft smile on her lips. “are you ready?” she asked while beaming at you.

you hummed before leaning over the center console and grabbed her face before kissing her for the first time in five years. she tasted exactly like how you remembered. her hands moved to cup your face gently while yours moved around her neck. everything felt so familiar, felt so right. but it took everything in you to pull away, but you knew you two had somewhere to be.

“more than ready.”

all the other woman could do was smile and take your hand in hers, the touch grounding and reassuring. turns out you did say “i do” for a second time, not at an altar with witnesses, but in the quiet intimacy of a car speeding towards a new beginning with the only person you had ever loved.

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝.

a/n: FINALLY FINISHED THIS.

[sovhs]

HARVEY — jeon soyeon smau.

“ harvey, nobody knows what I see. ”

─ pairing : idol!soyeon x band!fan!yn.

synopsis : despite the amount of eyes on the idol, only season’s vocalist, yn, saw what nobody else could.

warnings : age gap. kys jokes. swearing. insults. drinking. suggestive words and acts. may or may not include explicit acts, still not sure on that. use of substances. arguments and slight power imbalance.

genre : smau. wlw. fan x idol (?). slight angst. fluff. crack.

profiles.

1. seasons 2. (g)i-dle

chapters.

1. yn humiliation ritual 2. ynyeon might be real

3. in my studio NOW 4. wait how old is she

5. crashing out 6. WHAT 7. the show (half written)

bonus. lowkey glad theyre nugu 8. sick

9. sherlock HOMELESS 💜

── other chapters tba ..

[farfromsugafanfic]

Sapphic K-Pop Masterlist

All are written for an 18+ audience. MDNI. All are female idol x female reader.

One Shots

Soyeon (G-idle)

Exceptions: voyeurism, bi-curious Soyeon, smut You’ve wanted Soyeon from the moment you saw her. But after seeing her hook up with guy after useless guy, you’d given up on ever getting to have Soyeon yourself. That is, until she asks to watch you with another lady.

Sana (Twice)

Passenger Princess: established relationship (kinda), car sex, smut On your third date, you and Sana decide to take it to the next level.

[sseosapphic]

oh im 100000000% leaving the minqi magic to your creative genius and ill gladly read anything you put out for my babies fr fr 😌✋

˚୨୧⋆Happy Birthday Puppy

Kim Minnie / Nicha Yontararak X Song Yuqi

decided to combine a request & a yuqi birthday celebration post! enjoy minqi for woogs birthday<3

contains: birthday sex,pet-names,praise,degradation , semi-public teasing,humiliation kink,hair pulling,marking/hickeys,dom-minnie,sub yuqi! (third person pov,written with ot6 soojin is still a soloist though)

the light switch flicked on,soft hushes could be heard

“Girls,is that you?” the red haired girl questioned out into the ,seemingly empty living room.

soon she shrugged it off and started to put her stuff down , taking her hoodie off ,until she heard loud noises from behind, startling her

“SURPRISE!!!” the five girls shouted in unison , confetti flying over a few of them ,and balloons popping up from their hands.

“fucking christ..you guys almost gave me a heart attack..is this for me?” a soft smile forming on her face ,as the other girls nodded their heads at her question.

“of course,it’s your birthday after all! We wanna celebrate it with you Yuqi-ah!” the first one to speak up was minnie , giving her a kiss on the cheek and a hug from behind,tightly wrapping around her waist.

“t-thank you guys,this is so sweet of you all..you really didn’t have to-“

“we wanted to yuqi,we wanna celebrate your birthday with you,your special to us!” The youngest spoke rather loudly , apologizing after for the loudness..

-time skip into spending some time all together and they’re a bit tipsy,but shuhua is drunk,they’re all spending time together talking in the living room-

“miyeonnie your face is so flushed from the drinks,and you haven’t had that much!” shuhua giggled , making miyeon pout a bit as shuhua spoke

meanwhile minnie was sitting next to yuqi on the couch while nobody else is next to them,with a blanket covering them. Minnie thought this was the perfect opportunity to tease yuqi a bit,She put her hand onto yuqis inner thigh ,getting closer towards her crotch

“M-Min what are you doing..” Minnie giggled a bit in response “I’m having some fun yuqi-ah,you haven’t stopped me yet..” it was true yuqi hasn’t stopped minnie ,and she didn’t want it to stop at all. Minnie’s hand was creeping closer and closer to yuqis ,by now wet core..

“Hey yuqi can you come help me really quickly? I think i’ve forgot your gift in my room and i just remembered ,i wanna see your reaction first before anyone else’s..” Yuqi catching on quickly nodded ,headed towards minnie’s room where she shut the door behind them , soon yuqi was pulled into a kiss by minnie.

“You..drive me fucking crazy..” Minnie gasped through kisses, then pushed yuqi back towards the bed , unbuttoning her shirt tossing it somewhere in the room.

“I hope you enjoy your birthday present..puppy” whispering into yuqis ear,making the girl whine from the pet name.

she started to plant soft kisses down yuqis neck,going lower near her chest,ripping her bra off,as-well as her own shirt.

“M-Min..please..a-ah..need you so bad..” gasping out as minnie’s mouth latched itself onto yuqis breast,kissing and biting her nipple,and playing with her other one making sure to not leave it un-attended.

“So cute..my cute little puppy..” minnie murmured into the girls chest , kissing down her tummy,reaching her shorts,unbuttoning them and pulling the black pair of shorts down off her legs. Being left with yuqis pink lacy panties,pulling them down with only her teeth,the sight made yuqi groan out in pleasure.

minnie stared in awe at how wet yuqi was already, “so pretty..can’t wait to taste you..” letting a few kitten licks at yuqis cunt ,already making the girl go crazy,moaning out decently loud with how desperately she needed the older girl.

“N-Nicha~! Please..Fuck!” Hearing her proper name encouraged her,not to use her tongue though,to use her fingers with all the comments people make on her hands,hell even her own members acknowledge how her hands look,she wanted to put them to use. She pulled away from yuqis cunt ,making yuqi confused but soon plunged two of her long fingers inside yuqi. Her middle and ring finger going in and out of the younger girl,making her gasp in pleasure,moaning out her name.

“You’re such a pretty puppy when my fingers are stretching you out..you sound so pathetic too..so cute” Nicha purred into yuqis ear ,kissing her neck and then her lips,yuqi desperately grabbed nichas face pulling her into a heated makeout session, but nicha soon pulled away,aswell as pulling yuqis hair while thrusting into yuqi at a much faster and rougher pace now.

“Such a good puppy for me,aren’t you woogs? Im pretty sure you left the door unlocked baby..what would you do if one of the girls walked in on you being fucked like a pathetic puppy right now? you’d get off to that wouldn’t you baby..you’d let them see how much of a mess you make for me,wouldn’t you?

yuqi nodded her head rapidly,barely being able to form a coherent sentence,whimpering in pleasure ,but nicha pulled her hair.

“Respond when im talking to you,got it puppy? Now answer me.” nicha spoke curling her fingers into that one spot of yuqis.

“M-Mhm! would let everyone s-see how much of a mess i am for y-you..A-ah~! nicha! please..right there..m so close..puppy wants to..wanna cum..”

Nicha smiled softly at her words,thrusting into that same spot again , “Cum for me puppy,make a mess on my fingers..” she purred into yuqis ear,making yuqi moan loudly,and cum all over nichas fingers,making a mess.

Minnie slowly pulled out of yuqi (who was fucked out) And just looked yuqi in the eyes as she sucked on her fingers ,that were covered in yuqis cum,which earned a moan out of yuqi.

minnie patted the other side of the bed pulling the blanket over them,as she held yuqi.

“need anything,food,water,want me to run you a bath?”

yuqi shook her head “just stay with me right now..” Minnie smiled at her words.

soon they heard a loud bang on the door

“Are you two done? miyeon walked in on both of you like twice but neither of you noticed,we can’t tell if she’s scared or turned on,just let us know when you guys are finished! Happy birthday woogs,i hope minnie was fun!” soojin softly shouted from the other side,her footsteps were heard walking away

“oh.” both of them said in unison

[asraxfile]

I have the best soyeon smut idea ever guys you wanna guess which song inspired me??

[babiesdreams]

Hey! Ignore this if you busy! I was wondering if you could write a jeon soyeon smut? Like her eating you out or whatever you want. You can add gifs if you want, but their not necessary. If possible I would prefer her to be dom. Thank you sm if you decide to write this! Have a great day!

Advent Calendar

Day 13: Jeon Soyeon +18

Warnings: None. It's pretty vanilla

You and Soyeon were roomates but you barely spoke to each other. You always thought she hated you, since she rarely even looked at you. It wasn't a big concern since you liked the peaceful silence anyway.

You hear loud music coming from Soyeon's room and wonder wether or not you should talk to her and ask her to tone it down a little bit. While you're debating what to say her door opens. She looks at you, surprised and smiles softly.

"Did you want something?" She asks crossing her arms. You shake the initial shock and answer. "Just... The music. Could you tone it down?" You ask nicely.

"No" She simply replies. "Anything else?" You hum, trying to digest what she just said. "Why not?" You ask, defiant raising an eyebrow. "I'm working" She explains briefly. You knew she was a song writer and a rapper but you had never heard her play music so loudly.

"Actually" She says chainging her tone. "Could you help me? I need a higher pitched voice for the song" You look at her, completely puzzled. "I don't sing" You explain. "I don't need you to sing" You're even more confused now but ou can't really refuse now that she grabs your hand and drags you inside her room. She closes the door behind you and sits on her bed. You sit on her chair and look at her waitig to see what she wanted you to record.

"Oh" She says getting closer to you, you move your head, avoiding her instintictively. "Wait you have..." She says grabbing the back of your head with her hand. A finger approaches your face, she softly grabs a fallen eye lash and holds it onto her finger. "Done" She says getting rid of it with a smile.

"Thank you" You mumble to yourself. "So what I wanted you to record is this audio" She explains while browsing the audio on her computer. She hands you her headphones and you put them on. She hits play and you can hear clear and loudly a very explicit moan. You can almost feel your skin go from pale to red. You laugh nervously. "I can't do that" You simply reply getting the headphones off.

She chuckles and grabs the headphones from your hands. "It's okay, I understand it can be... embarassing" She says putting the headphones away. "But you should stay though. We barely got to know each other" You nod shyly.

"So, what do you want to know?" You ask her. "Do you have a boyfriend?" She asks, not even getting her eyes off the coputer's screen. "I don't" You reply which is followed by a "And a girlfriend?" You instantly guess she might have seen the Bisexual flag on your room. "Nope" You reply.

"Oh cool. I am bi too" She points out. "I left my girlfriend last week" You look at her expectant of what exactly she expect from this conversation. "I've never had one" You spit out. "A significant other or a girlfriend?" You chuckle. "A girlfriend. I had a girl crush on high school but she didn't like me back"

She looks at you with a shocked expression. "How is that possible? With a girl like you?" You chuckle. "A girl like me?" She hums and sit comfortably on the bed. "Pretty I mean" You blush at her words and she chuckles.

"Have you never been called pretty by a girl?" She asks stroking your thigh. You let out a nervous laugh (saphic panic) "Not really" You say. Her body gets up from the bed. Both of her hands are on your thighs and she gets closer to you. "You're so fucking pretty" She whispers inches apart from your lips. You can't resist giving her a quick and soft smooch on her lips.

She smiles against your lips and kisses you again. This time it's a messy and heated kiss. She grabs your hands and pulls you towards the bed, her body positions itself on top of you, not breaking the kiss for a split second. Her hands keep brushing the sides of your face, caressing them softly, but they quickly slide down your neck towards your sleeveless shirt.

She pulls out the kiss, a string of saliva connects your lips until it falls down, watering your collarbone. "You look so good in this shirt" She whispers. "I couldn't wait to take it off you" Her hand travels down your stomach lifting your shirt slowly until it's off you. You're crabing for the feeling of her lips over yours again. Though his soft and full lips kiss the limits of your bra instead.

You suffocate your moans of anticipation as she passes her tongue along the soft skin of your breast. Her hand undoes your bra, getting it off you soonly after. "Soyeon I've never" You huff trying to explain but she shuts you up, passing her tongue over your nipples. You throw your head back and grip onto the bedsheets.

A soft moan escapes your lips filling the rooms silence. Your body casts heat across the room. You slowly turn your head back to its normal position to look at Soyeon, she has a rather mischievious look on her face, her tongue still playing over your nipple. She moves shortly after tho, leaving awet spot on your breast that seems to attract the coldness that fills the moment.

Chills run through your skin forcing you to gasp when her tongue reaches your other nipple. Her hand cups your other breast, squeezing it softly. When her tongue travels down your body her other hand cups your now lonely breast.

Her tongue traces a wet path along your bust until it reaches the limits of your skirt. This time she doesn't take it off, instead she skips that step and pulls your panties down. You feel a string of your own wetness keeping your cunt and your panties connected for a second. She doesn't make a comment about it, which you appreciate since you're already flustered by the situation.

Her hand lifts your skirt, exposing your naked hips to her face. Two fingers pass along your wetness and then travel all the way to her mouth. "Mmm" She mutters. "You taste so good baby" She comments before burying her face in between your legs.

You feel her tongue pass along your folds, all the way up to your clit, she pauses there for a moment, making circular movements over it. Your hands move on their own, placing themselves on her hair. You push her closer to you, so that you can feel how her wet muscle plays with your sensitive spots.

Your moans only get louder and messier. Her fingers enter you while she keeps sucking your clit nonstop. "I'm close" You manage to let out in between moans. "Cum for me babe" She whispers before moving her tongue fastly over your clit. Her fingers curve inside of you, hitting your g-spot and making it impossible for you to hold your high any longer.

You're loud. Louder than you've ever been. Your whole body is shaking while you still enjoy the feeling of the orgasm brushing over your body. You start calming down slowly, noticing the wet kisses that the girl's been placing on your thighs. "Ready for round two?" She asks with a cocky expression.

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Advent calendar masterlist

Masterlist

[idleyuri]

its kinda rushed but thats fine, anything for soyeon 🙏

[athenaeat]

I'm looking for someone who wants to roleplay gidle. I use any character and do dom. If you are interested and at least 18 years old, like on this post.

[pupyuqi]

⭑ skateboards & han river : jeon soyeon x f!reader

— “ she’s got that vibe that i just can’t resist. ”

📼 warnings : no serious warnings, reader sneaking out to go skating, strangers to ??, age gap (26 & 19), nothing explicit happens, reader is a bit of a flirt/tease. men dni. content under cut.

word count : 1,098 words ⭑

soyeon was a skater, she had heen open about this both on camera and off, it was something she did in her past time, if she had nothing to do then she’d take her board and go skating around her area.

it was night time, the girl finally finished writing the last few lyrics for their next single, her company hadn’t gotten off of her back about needing to release something new despite just having a comeback a week or two ago. she let out an exasperated sigh, gaze quickly averting to the clock on her desk. 10:27pm.

soyeon looked out her window, seeing that it was still somewhat bright outside, she thought about it for a couple of seconds before getting up and changing into something that would best suit korea’s current weather and grabbing her skateboard. it was obvious that the girl needed a distraction, and a distraction was what she was going to get.

she passed by a few familiar places, shops that she’d go to in the daytime now closed for the time being as the people from her area slept easily, getting their full nights rest. soyeon could only wish for that. soon enough, she made her way to a park near han river; usually it’d be crowded, people going there with their friends, families, or partners. But at this time of night, it was just her, or thats how it usually was.

tonight seemed to be different.

soyeon stopped her board, eyes focused on the girl who was seated on the grass, her back facing her as she stared off endlessly into the river. soyeon didn’t know if she should go back, just go to a different spot, or stay. But before she could decide for herself, the stranger turned around.

she was felt her heart race. the girl’s hair looked messy, the good kind of messy—it looked effortless, like she had woken up that way. pink-ish circles under her eyes complimented the color of her skin. she wore a simple white longsleeve shirt with an oversized tee over it. soyeon continued to take in the girl’s appearance, not even realizing that she had been standing there staring at her.

–

“.. hello?” the girl said, her voice sounding a bit husky. that sent small shivers down the rapper’s spine. “h-hi,” she replied, a small shy smile making its way onto her lips. She didn’t know what it was that drew her in, maybe it was her beauty, her voice; she didn’t know, but that girl—her vibe—it was something soyeon couldn’t resist. “you can sit down, y’know.”

soyeon didn’t need to be told anything else as she took a seat down on the grass next to the girl, her fingers scratching on the surface of her board as she tried to think of something to say. “.. I like your board, by the way.” said the stranger, making the rapper smile. “thanks..” her voice trailing off as she noticed that the stranger also had her board with her. “oh, you skate too?”

the girl, who she later came to know as y/n, nodded. “you could say that. just do it for fun though, nothing professional.” soyeon nodded. “yeah, same. i just do it as past time if im being honest..” she said with a small chuckle.

–

the two continued to exchange in small talk, getting to know each other just a tad bit more. “I’m 26,” soyeon said, seemingly catching y/n off guard. “seriously? you don’t look a day older than 20.” she said causing soyeon to playfully nudge the girl. “shut up..” “I’m serious. i would’ve never guessed.” y/n murmured.

soyeon shook her head in amusement as she looked at the other girl with curiousity. “well, i answered your question.. you answer mine now.” y/n shrugged. “alright, shoot your question then.” “how old are you?” y/n went quiet for a bit before playfully coughing out an answer. “.. what? sorry, i couldn’t hear you, could you repeat yourself?” soyeon said as she leaned in a bit closer. Y/n felt her cheeks get a tad bit red at the sudden closeness. “.. i’m turning 20—” “so you’re 19?”

y/n grumbled something beneath her breath before nodding her head. something about the girl’s reaction amused soyeon. “.. you don’t mind, right?” The rapper looked at her, slightly confused as to what she meant. “huh?” “I mean.. i still have a chance, don’t i?”

soyeon felt her heartbeat race just a bit, biting back a small smile as she turned away from the younger girl. “.. w-what are you talking about—” she murmured, y/n couldn’t help the laugh that escaped her lips. “are you.. are you getting shy over this?” soyeon glared at the girl but inside she knew that she was. she was getting shy and she didn’t even know why. “i’m not–just shut up..” “mhm.. sure you’re not, whatever you say, unnie.”

–

a comfortable silence fell on the two as they boh watched the river together, the water reflecting the moonlight as it continued to shine even in the dark. the calming atmosphere was soon interrupted by the sound of y/n’s phone ringing. “.. sorry,” she murmured. “it’s fine, don’t be sorry.” soyeon said, watching as the younger of the two answered the phone.

the rapper took the opportunity to get a glance of her phonecase, it was a clear case, revealing the gir’s red phone. Inside it was a polaroid photo, the girl looked to be at the beach, she seemed to be much younger, maybe around 11 or 12 when the photo was taken. the sight of the girl’s younger self made her feel a bit warm on the inside.

“.. i have to go.” y/n murmured as she got up, putting her phone back in her pocket. “already?” “mhm. parents found out i snuck out again, and i don’t have a key; don’t wanna get locked out, y’know?” soyeon did her best to hide the disappointment in her eyes as she watched the girl put her board down as if she were getting ready to leave at any moment.

“wait—” soyeon’s words were cut off as she suddenly felt the younger girl’s breath against her cheek, lips barely grazing on her skin as she heard her speak. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”

y/n pulled away with a small smile as she got on her board. “don’t miss me too much.” and with that, she left, leaving the rapper in place, all stunned and flustered. that girl, that skater girl—she drew her in, like a moth to a flame.

[moonhoures]

First Time For Everything

🕷️ kinktober — day 27: squirting 🕸️

pairing: soyeon (g-idle) + reader (afab/fem)

genre: non-idol!au, smut

warnings: 18+, minors do not interact, explicit smut, wlw relationship, oral (f receiving), fingering, squirting

word count: ~890

synopsis: your gf makes you squirt for the first time 💦

posted: october 31, 2023

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“Never?”

“Never.”

“Well now I just feel like you’re challenging me.”

Your girlfriend couldn’t believe it. You had never squirted before. She was in genuine disbelief at what she was hearing. Then again, she couldn’t believe you had only been with two other people before her. Honestly, she was shocked she bagged you in the first place. To her, you were a goddess—and she made sure to treat you like one. Now that she thought about it, she wondered why you hadn’t squirted with her yet.

“I didn’t even think it was a real thing. When I looked it up online they had discourses about if squirting was an actual liquid or just like . . . pee, or something.”

Your beautiful girlfriend laughed that candy sweet laugh that made your heart flutter, “No, it’s definitely real. I’m kinda bummed I haven’t made you do it yet. I feel like my skills are being doubted.”

“Maybe my body just can’t do it?” you wondered.

“Well, we could always find out,” you looked to her with wide eyes, but she simply smirked at you before pouncing on you with those irresistible lips of hers. After a moment of kissing her, you pulled away. Her roommate had just left not too long ago, and you weren’t sure when she would be back, “Wait, we shouldn’t. Miyeon could come back any minute.”

“She has work,” Soyeon retorted, already diving in to finish the hickey she had started on the side of your neck. You closed your eyes and groaned, and you felt her wicked grin against your skin. She knew exactly what she was doing to you.

Always the ever-determined woman she is, she had managed to get you right where she wanted you. You lied down on her bed, your head resting in the plush of her pillows as she left teasing kisses between your thighs. You made it a point to stare at the ceiling because if you looked down you would see your gorgeous girlfriend staring up at you with those tantalizing eyes that made you weak in the knees. But she loved when you made eye contact with her, so she got your attention the only ways she knew how.

“Oh my God!” you gasped out loud as you felt the sudden intrusion of her tongue deep between your folds. No prep or anything. Right down to business. Soyeon was making it very clear that she had an objective, and neither of you were moving on until she completed her little mission.

Her manicured fingernails dug into your thighs as they constricted around her head. They pulled them away so that she could continue to lick you with ardor, the familiar taste of your arousal on her tongue. Her nose bumped below your clit with every movement of her head. You felt like you could cum just from that.

“Just relax,” she cooed to you before sticking two of her fingers into her mouth to get them wet, “Let go for me.”

You nodded as you melted back against her bed, your fingers clutching onto the duvet underneath you as you felt her fingers enter you. Her fingers weren’t long, but you could tell she was thrusting them as deeply as she could. Over a few minutes, her pace quickened and she focused her fingertips on the spongey texture that lied deep within your walls. You were already soaking her fingers just from how wet you were, but she was aiming for so much more. So she set her target on that one spot and kept at it, hooking her fingers and thrusting them in and out. As she felt you pulsing around her, she leaned down and sucked your clit between her lips, sucking them in just the way she knew you liked. And as if the moment couldn’t get any better, she hummed, the vibrations sending you reeling.

It felt . . . different. This wasn’t the same as when you usually came. There was a slightly different feeling, like your body had become frozen as the pleasure coursed through you. Then you felt it—the liquid flooding between your thighs. Your eyes rolled and your back arched. Your fingers went to Soyeon’s head. You held her right in that spot until it all became too much. Then, you started pushing her away.

She came up from between your legs, a prideful smile on her lips as well as the glistening of your juices on her face. She wore it like a medal, not at all in a rush to wipe it away.

“You did it,” she praised you, caressing your leg, “How did it feel?”

“Good,” you replied, chest heaving from the deep breaths you took. You lifted yourself up onto your elbows. You suddenly became hyper aware of the fact that you—and a large spot on her sheets—were drenched, “I’m sorry for making a mess.”

“Shut up,” she rolled her eyes and playfully poked your forehead with her finger, making you fall back against her pillows, “You just made my ego so big. I couldn’t care less about these sheets.”

You bashfully smiled, “Oh no, that head of yours is already too big.”

“But I’m your big head,” she reminded you, hovering over you to tenderly kiss your lips.

“You are.”

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[perfectsunlight]

01 ━━━ THE WAY THINGS GO

warnings: minor angst.

word count: 2.3k

synopsis: your ex-wife receives an invite to your wedding, but will she let you say "i do" for a second time?

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when the leaves grow green and the cherry blossoms bloom, soyeon remembers your wedding. however, she wasn’t expecting that reminder six months earlier, and this time it wasn’t a reminder of the past.

the ceo furrowed her eyebrows as she flipped over the white envelope that had been addressed to her as “jeon soyeon” and not “ceo jeon.” did her mother send her a late birthday card? or was it something from a friend?

a pit formed in her stomach when she recognized the handwriting. it was yours.

the woman’s fingers trembled slightly as she gently opened the invitation, and prayed to every god in the sky that it wasn’t true. she hoped that the non-formal addressing and the color scheme meant anything but the thoughts running through her head.

the elegant script on the invitation danced before her eyes, adorned with black and white lettering. the weight of the revelation caused her chest to tighten and the air inside her lungs to disappear. 

you were getting re-married. 

it had been 5 years since the divorce. had you really moved on?

as she read the details of the upcoming ceremony, soyeon couldn't shake the mixture of disbelief and subtle pain that twisted in her stomach. 

on top of that, you were marrying a man who happened to be an old school friend of yours. he was always the only person who had been closer to you than she was.

with a heavy heart, she traced the letters of your name on the invitation, feeling the ink under her fingertips as she remembered the way her name looked next to yours all those years ago. 

she thought about reaching for her phone, dialing your number and demanding an explanation from you. but the rational ceo within her prevailed, reminding her that the past was just that—a chapter closed and done, sealed with the ink of divorce papers.

yet, in the solitude of her office, surrounded by the trappings of success, soyeon couldn't escape the way this single white envelope had made her feel. the memories of your love that once bloomed like the blossoms outside her window did in early may were now juxtaposed against the harsh reality of a future that no longer included her.

with a sigh, she folded the invitation, holding it in her hands as if the act itself could contain the storm of emotions brewing deep inside her. she had so much left to say to you, but she didn’t even want to bother trying at this point. 

you were getting re-married, and she would have to accept the fact that you no longer were in love with her. 

she gently placed the envelope against the side of her desk lamp, not wanting to throw it away, but also not knowing exactly what to do with it either.

her gaze lingered on the invitation, her mind oscillating between the urge to confront the past and the wisdom of letting it rest. she wrestled with the conflicting desires, knowing very well that your happiness was all she ever wanted, but also hating that your happiness was no longer coming from her.

but soyeon knew that it hadn’t been coming from her for years now.

the ceo knew she couldn't change the course of your life or the feelings that led to this moment. the realization stung, but it also carried a quiet strength—a reminder that she had weathered storms before, and this, too, was just another tempest to endure.

as she leaned back in her chair, she allowed herself a moment of reflection. her eyes briefly glanced at the scenery outside her window. autumn leaves were falling, symbolizing the true arrival of the fall season. the tiniest smile tugged at the corners of her lips as she watched them dance in the wind.

it reminded her of the first time she met you.

the air outside was cold, and on that day specifically, soyeon remembered thinking she could feel the brisk touch of winter lurking in the breeze. it was a day much like this one, with leaves in hues of amber and gold painting the path beneath her feet. the crunching sound echoed with each step as she approached cube’s headquarters.

her breath escaped in visible puffs before she entered the warm heating from the establishment. a soft beep announced her arrival as she made her way to the elevator. once her feet carried her to the practice room, her eyes scanned the figures of the other girls there, searching for a face she had only seen in photographs and the youtube videos she watched for over 50 hours.

there was soojin, the master of the stage. shuhua and yuqi, the loud ones. miyeon and minnie, the two aces up soyeon’s sleeve.

and then there was you.

you, the newcomer whose presence was anticipated for weeks. you, with a burning passion that seemed to radiate like the winter sun filtering through the frosted windows of the practice room. you, with an undeniable presence that made you stand out even among the most talented ensembles.

when yuqi mentioned that she had a cousin who was, as she said, “even better than me”, the leader raised her eyebrows, intrigued by the idea that there was another who was at the same level of talent. 

it wasn't long before soyeon found you.

jeon soyeon probably spent hours watching videos of you, consumed and captivated with everything you did. cube wanted to cap the group at six members, but soyeon begged for them to let you in. 

she presented a compelling case, illustrating how your unique talents and energy would enrich the ensemble, creating a harmonious blend that surpassed the limitations of a predefined vision. you, in her eyes, were the vital piece needed to complete the puzzle she envisioned.

after much persuasion, the company relented, granting you a place within the group lineup.

the girls paused in their dance routine, their attention turning towards the doorway that signaled their leader’s arrival.

soyeon felt a mixture of responsibility and eagerness. as the leader, it was her role to guide and nurture the talents within the group, and your arrival brought both the challenge and the potential for something extraordinary. she remembered the way the stress felt on her young shoulders at the time, but there was something that changed in that very next moment.

the way your eyes met hers for the first time was something she’d never forget. 

soyeon had never seen such soft irises.

it was a bit awkward at first, especially since she remembered that your korean vocabulary was very limited at the time. you actually mentioned to her once that you spent the flight to incheon memorizing korean phrases.

you just simply smiled, and soyeon remembered thinking you were the best thing she’d ever seen.

the ringing of her office phone snapped her back to reality, where the responsibilities of being a leader and the demands of the industry pressed upon her. soyeon shook off the remnants of the memory, though the warmth of your smile lingered in her thoughts.

with a composed demeanor, she answered the phone, her ceo mode immediately activated. it was a flurry of discussions, decisions, and planning for the upcoming schedule. the music industry moved at a relentless pace, and soyeon had proven time and time again that she was an immovable force.

but truth be told, she didn’t really process half of what the other person was saying. matter of fact, she was running on autopilot even after work when she was in the back of her all black suv returning home.

the home you once lived in. 

the ceo punched in the code for the door with a heavy sigh, being met with the dark and quiet space. she was used to the lack of life that lingered in her home. as she took her shoes off and placed her bag down, the wedding invitation slipped and landed onto the floor.

soyeon didn’t remember slipping it in there. or maybe she did, and couldn’t remember? her mind had been a mess all day, and with the shake of her head she gently picked it up and placed it on the nearby tabletop.

she wandered into the living room, where subtle traces of your life together still lingered. the color of the walls you had chosen was still the same. soyeon didn’t have the time to change them after you left. it felt like too much work for something that meant nothing.

at least, to her the color didn’t mean anything. you were the only thing that mattered.

the brief thought of you painting the walls of your new home that same shade of cream entered her mind. it didn’t sit well with her at all.

to be honest, the divorce never sat well with her either. but at the time, she was too prideful to admit that losing you would mean losing everything.

soyeon’s eyes wandered to the empty mantle, where empty command hooks still remained. you would be decorating the house around this time of the year. she never understood why you needed to cover every square inch of your shared home with holiday decor, but it made you happy and she never questioned it.

the ceo made her way up the stairs and into the bedroom and into her bathroom. she remembered the days you’d yell at her to go shower before laying in bed, and for a moment she could remember your laughter at the sight of her laying in bed all sweaty after a long day of practice.

she stood in the bathroom, the echoes of your playful banter ringing in her ears. soyeon's gaze fell on the shower, a space that had witnessed both the mundane routines and the intimate moments of your shared life. she hated the tiles when you insisted on buying them for the house. she couldn't help but smile wistfully at the memory of your insistence on those particular tiles. 

you had argued that they added a touch of character to the bathroom, and now after all these years, standing amidst the steam and droplets, she had to admit that you were right.

with a contemplative sigh, soyeon turned to face the water, allowing it to cascade over her tired shoulders. the familiar sound of water against tile was soothing to her. it was her only source of solace nowadays. she was too old to party, too mature for clubbing, and far too busy to find a new hobby.

it reminded her of the times when you would always call to tell her about something new you had learned every day. she didn’t know how you did it, but you always seemed to constantly be doing ten things at once.

the ceo reached for her shampoo bottle, the same brand she had been using ever since you complemented its scent all those years ago. she always told you she was just a creature of habit, and that she liked it because she had it for so long.

but she never mentioned the other truth to it. maybe she should have. perhaps it would have made you feel even an ounce more appreciated than you did when you were married to her. 

eventually she stepped out of the shower and changed into comfortable loungewear. her hair was still wet as it left small impressions on her white shirt, and for a fleeting moment she could hear you yelling at her to just blow dry it. 

she never listened to you before. perhaps she should have listened to you, not just about tiles and wet hair.

the former idol made her way to the bookshelf in the hallway beside her bedroom. soyeon had developed a habit of reading every night before bed (thanks to you), but she never read anything but her manga. 

soyeon's eyes wandered over the titles, each one she had read over numerous times and yet still enjoyed it. but tonight, she didn’t feel like reading her usual choices.

she reached for one that held a particularly special place in her heart—the novel you had recommended during one of your late-night conversations. as she held the book in her hands, the cover brought back a flood of memories.

you used to pick so many different books that you thought would resonate with her, begging her to pick up literature of “more value” for once instead of a picture book. eventually, you gave up on making her read something different and just stored the numerous novels on the shelf next to soyeon’s comics.

but tonight she would finally listen to you for once.

fahrenheit 451. a book you refused to put down all those years ago.

she traced the spine of the book with her fingers, reminiscing about the nights you spent discussing the intricacies of the plot, dissecting the characters' motivations, and sharing the emotions the story stirred within you. the book, a tangible artifact of the intellectual intimacy you once held, now felt both comforting and achingly distant.

as she gently thumbed through the pages, a small, forgotten object slipped out and landed on her feet. it was a bookmark—a simple yet profound reminder of your shared history. soyeon gently picked it up, her twitching fingers tracing the edges. 

it was your old wedding invitation, elegantly adorned with the details of a day that had once symbolized the union of your lives.

soyeon just stared at the bookmark you had used, her mind flooded with emotions. if it was any other day, maybe she wouldn’t feel like this. maybe she’d brush it off with a small smile and move onto reading the book without any problems.

but after seeing your new wedding invitation this morning, she couldn’t escape the feeling gnawing in her chest. 

water droplets landed on the small piece of paper—perhaps remnants from her wet hair, or maybe they were the silent traces of tears that had escaped her eyes. whichever it might have been, soyeon only knew one thing was for certain.

she should have listened to you. 

[sovhs]

HARVEY

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[strrykais]

Whoever requested soyeon for 1-800-hnf I could kiss you. She was the first person on my mind when I thought of wlw 1-800. Next being my wife Giselle

for my soyeon requester 😎

[sseosapphic]

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[for-hyuka]

hello! im sa-rang! i write mainly for the loml, huening kamal kai, but I also stan stray kids, twice, newjeans gidle and itzy. i also know a little about bts and enhypen!

ULT BIASES: Hueningkai obvs, Kim Seungmin, Park Jihyo, Kim Minji, Jeon Soyeon, Shin Yuna, also unexplainably attracted to Min Yoongi

DNI: minors!!! terfs, homophobes, racists, kinkshamers, you get the idea

I WILL: write wlw and mlm, IF THIS IS NOT YOUR THING DNI

I WILL NOT: write ANYTHING nsfw or suggestive about minors, write piss/scat, write pedophilia, write member x member, write about people i am not familiar with

REQUESTS: open!

[squidthoughts]

kpop hours on the blog like im pasting wallpaper up in my hobbit hole:

yoohyeon dami oh my god cover. going to be well about this. 2yoo. dami pleaseeee your hands please let me live dami your voice Please Let Me Live. like perhaps the only rapper i like more than soyeon covering thee soyeon wlw anthem... just what a clip for them to drop for me personally

aespa ate. no further comment

soojin...u r so dear to us hi welcome back

sorry GD removing all the hair on his body so his follicles cant be tested for drugs is so fucking funny

BM. matthew... outrageous. incredible. do more. stan kard

CHUU HOWL EP OF THE YEAR difficult for me to express how much I love every single song but especially hitchiker my beloved. also the chuu/yuqi/tsuki show has me rolling on the FLOOR every week what an amazing premise/group

heejin i also love you but im so sorry im so so sorry howl is just untouchable. i do love video game though. she is singing about fingering and she deserves all the support!

if it wasn't howl it would be heat. idle isnt PLAYING. before howl came out heat was my fav release of the year. for like the hot intervening week lol. soyeon everything you touch turns to gold everything you serve is absolute cunt. pls rest though i feel like idle has been sprinting for like two straight years

BADA LEE. IVE CONVERTED TO BADA LEEISM. A LEESBIAN IF YOU WILL. never watched street woman fighter before but damn if i havent seen enough clips now

ha sooyoung where are you

red velvet chill kill is about to DEVOUR i feel it in my soul. also my favorite album cover/track logo i think ive ever seen.

ok idk if its technically kpop but im a league of legends music enjoyer and holy fuck paranoia FUCKS HARD. on repeat lowk. oh they big mad im the big boss talk a big game take a big loss ! ! ! !

most importantly of all..........taeyeon comeback this month...........the love of my entire life...........active again............i will not survive it........i will simply not survive her.......breathing.praying.hoping.manifesting. taeyeon international tour into existence. pleasepleaseplease