#Symb!Jay

[sscarletvenus]

Lookism JJK au, your thoughts?

HIIII VENVEN😁😁😁

also very disorganized and brief brainrot-esque parallels and thoughts about lookism x jjjk ahead (JUST FOR FUN. these are pixels and it's not that serious 😭) :

. yamazaki, kageroi, cheonliang are like the great clans. the provinces in south korea from where the four crews, allied, ansan public, etc. belong are like the various jujutsu tech schools.

. charles choi is a sorcerer who lives long enough to become a corrupt exploitative higher up.

. the workers orchestrate the culling games.

. gapryong as toji, geniuses, he who must not be named type character, dead in the first act, haunting the fuck out of the narrative, changing the trajectory of people's lives, phantom of the past and apparition of the future.

. gapryong also as toji because he is a broke deadbeat who is despised by his children!

. daniel park as yuuji itadori. little miss sunshine in a world full of horrors. being hunted for sport by those in power. the final piece in dismantling a corrupt system. emo boys estranged from their families are in love with them and would die for them. all they have ever loved keeps turning into stone. important familial ties that are the crux of their stories.

. jay as megumi fushiguro. deep suicidal ideation, has never won an idgaf war in the face of love, daddy ruined their life, sister genuinely cares but is ultimately powerless in reversing their fates, dripped TF out, actually very powerful, hated by their respective creators

. gun as gojo satoru. like the balance in the yakuza shifted after his birth. the power gun inherits is a burden to him but he also loves being the sole one to possess it.

. he and the world around him are separated by an impermeable barrier, the boundary between the weak and the strong. he enjoys enacting violence upon his enemies just for the thrill of fighting, just for the sake of knowing he is the strongest, and also since it is the only time he realises he exists as a real person. the strong existing on the pinnacle of a lonely mountain (throughout heaven and earth, i alone am the honored one)

. he has great, unparalleled power, but can hardly connect with others. he isn't treated as a teenager when he's young, and he's hardly seen as a mortal. he is treated with derision and resentment by almost everyone.

. gun as gojo also because of. eye horror. seeks a warrior's death as freedom and release from their solitude.

. jinyoung would probably be like choso. clear thinker who isn't very emotional until it involves their family. values family and brotherhood a lot. capable of cruelty and profound vengefulness, but also monstrous indifference towards what isn't important to them. is a parental figure toward a younger child whom they care a lot about.

. goo and kinji hakari. a very self-absorbed individual who doesn't confirm to societal morals and traditions. doesn't perceive isolation that comes from being powerful. doesn't suffer from loneliness. has a strong mindset and clear goals. living their best life. very questionable allies.

. also would love to parallel gun and goo with hakari and sukuna, respectively. hakari spares his opponents while sukuna destroys them. gun nurtures talents while goo uproots them.

. gitae is also like sukuna, if you think about it. selfish, cold-hearted, immoral, and exceptionally sadistic. has committed parricide. wants an younger relative dead. eyes with such lunacy, you will only see them in eastern european snuff films.

. james lee and kenjaku, because identity theft is a competition and they are winning. impossible to tell their real age. act as a perfect foil to the main character and their ideals. slay, but traumatizing.

. GETO AND JAKE. HEAR ME OUT. pleasepleaseplease. firstly because MOTHER. secondly, there is a certain darkness and fluidity about the way they're written.

. family-oriented and self-sacrificial. empathetic and charming. entire friend group in love with them. graceful and gentle. REEK OF YIN SYMBOLISM. unhealthy coping mechanisms to their respective situations, and have a tendency to isolate themselves. very insane psychotic mentally disturbed but those details are somehow ALWAYS overlooked and oversimplified. very gnc coded. a reason behind their downfall and unravelling is the existence of a very powerful man, and their damning association with said man. did i mention being irrevocably in love with their best friend?

. jake's big deal and suguru's cult.... hmmm... i feel like the possibility of all those possibilities being possible is just another possibility that can possibly happen!!! influential girlbosses that people folk to!

. samuel is so naoya-esque. obsessed with powerful men who don't know don't gaf about him. my fav delulu.

. mary as yuki!!!!! perhaps stronger than the one considered to be the strongest...

. ELI AS YUUTA-[i get dragged from the podium and thrown in quicksand]

. jichang being very very nanami coded not only because of the aesthetic but also because the impact of their death on the main character...

. VASCO AND TODO. literally the realest people around the main character (not elaborating further)

. vin and maki. their metamorphosis from a bug being trampled upon to venomous insects, catalyzed by the injustice and abuse suffered by the people closest to them, horrible family, physical appearance portrayed as an element of monstrosity,

. LMFAO JAY BEING INUMAKI TYPE OF CURSE USER IS A VERY REAL POSSIBILITY TOO

. johan and kashimo because of the nuclear hazard levels of crumpled receipt wet sock energy

. the shaman(shinmyung cheon) as naobita zenin. the REAL naoya would definitely be taejin!

. so that makes samuel higuruma. impeccable dilf divorced dad of three vibes radiated by these two.

. LUA IS SO VERY NOBARA CODED. YOU WON’T GET IT BUT I DO.

. jiho's presence in this au would be like riko's or junpei's. definitely not comparing him to riko. NEVER. just the way his existence wreaks irreversible damage to the main characters. also the transformation into a monster bit for junpei??? THAT'S juvie jiho. jake takes his darkness as a catalyst for hate and revenge. he toys with jiho and feeds his hatred... he doesn't complete his metamorphosis quite because jiho is weak, and that's his tragedy!!!

. this is so badly written im ctfu but if you read up to this point thank you!!!! much appreciated

[whumpbby]

Symb!Jason headcanon so far

Okay, so I was thinking about this much harder than I probably should. 

I kinda got this: 

Jay god his symb (imma call it Red) from the Pit - the only other person who owns one is Ra’s and he’s about the only one who knows what the hell. Thalia told Jay what she knew, but most of the heavy lifting in understanding what’s happening to him was left in is hands. 

As he was a victim of a horrifying death and traumatic resurrection, not to mention brain damage and whatever the hellish ptsd got a hold of him - the bonding with the symb wasn’t easy, as Jay kept feeding it all the negative emotions - made only worse by the fact that a symbiontes usually magnify the emotion that feeds them. So, for a while, the only diet Red was getting was rage, fear and a pathological need for revenge. All the best soup;] 

It took a while for Jay to realise that the creature possessing him reflects his negative emotions tenfold and after a while of trying to de-bond them (didn’t work, Red wouldn’t let go) he started to try and maybe keep a lid on his emotions. That was the time they’ve circled the world, learning the craft on Thalia’s dime and were more-or-less stable (not at all, but hey). Then back to Gotham, failure with the Joker, and so on. Not until the All-Caste and Ducra’s help did Jay and Red see one another eye to eye and started to build on their bond. 

Present day. Red and Jay have an agreement to stick together and a total trust policy - things are discussed and solved, and they act like adults about it - because of the level of damage they can inflict on everything and each other when in conflict. They need the stability of a solid bond, and since they’re both damaged, they trust no one else. 

Red is a bit of an asshole from time to time and very salty about the “no eating humans” ban that they have going on in Gotham (they indulged while still in training and Jay wants to forget about that). They substitute with beef and veg, and insane amount of chocolate. It’s also salty about the “we’re keeping your presence on the down low” rule - meaning, no spontaneous growing of teeth, extra appendages and muscle mass, because once Bruce knows, he will try to split them. So, yeah, usually Red presents itself as just general articles of clothing (Jay hasn’t worn a shirt in the last 3 years and so far no one has caught on) and the helmet and, sometimes, a knife/sword/grapple line/mock bazooka. 

The emotional relationship is as follows - Red is possessive and protective of the host in the usual symbiote-appropriate pathological intensity. It will do what needs to be done to protect Jay physically and emotionally, but still tries to stick to the rules, becuase it understands that Jay needs to feel in control of his own life. It will take over, tho, when it think he’s a suicidal idiot, and is not above messing with him to get its way - inappropriate touching happens all the goddamn time, because Jay is adorable when flustered. 

Jayson lives in constant guilt that his post-Pit flailing and general madness messed up a perfectly good alien and gave it anxiety and murderous tendencies, so he tries to live his life stress free as much as possible. Hence, contact with the Batfam needs to be limited (against the family’s wishes, of course, the meddling fucks) and a set of rules has to be put in place to stop the situation from downward spiralling again. He appreciated Red entirely, even if his dating life takes a powerful hit as Red is not exactly ready for a third wheel. sSy, Jay’s first sexual encounter might as well have been Red, between dying at teenage and spending the next few years in a mind-damaged haze and then surrounded by career murderers. Red is very proud of that, Jay wonders if he’ll ever recover his dignity.  

So, this is what I have so far.   

[fighterkimburgess]

Fearless Chapter 19 - Today Was A Fairytale

Summary: Chapter 19/19 - Kim and Adam have their fairytale ending. Series Masterlist

Words: 1.3k

Warnings: fluff. All the fluff.

A/N: This went from a writing exercise to a 32k word doc about getting my Burzek emotions out. I'm so glad so many of you have enjoyed it as much as I have. The full story is on AO3 for easier reading, under the same name.

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They’d planned the big wedding before, had put down deposits that had to be cancelled and lost money on it. This time was different.

Instead of waking up in separate places the morning of their wedding, Kim was entangled in Adam’s arms. He was like a koala in bed at night, wrapping his long limbs around her and holding her tight. She woke up with a smile, feeling his chest against her back and his arms holding her close. They lay together until Makayla came bounding into their room, her twelve year old self bouncing with excitement while she got onto the bed.

“Mama! You and Adam are getting married today! This is soooo coooooollll.” She dragged out the syllables with a smile, the two adults waking up fully thanks to her.

“It’s pretty exciting, huh?” Kim opened her arms, relishing the affection she still got. She knew that soon Makayla would be too cool for hugs with her parents in the morning, but while she could still get it she’d take every single one.

“Kayla, I’ve a question for you?” Adam asked, and she turned to face him. “Now that your Mama and I are getting married, I wanted to know if you’d be ok with me adopting you? You don’t have to say yes, it won’t change anything, I prom—oof.” Adam was flung into the bed by the force of a Makayla hug, and Kim grabbed her phone to take a photo of the two of them.

“Yes! You’ll be my dad? Really? Really, really, really?” She was bouncing up and down from excitement as a grin appeared on everyone’s face.

“Yes, yes and yes. I think I’d be lucky to have you as my daughter.” The three curled up for a hug before the mayhem of the day would begin. As they separated, Makayla turned to the two of them.

“I’m really glad you’re happy, Mama and Dad.” She ran to her room with a smile, and Kim felt her heart overflow with joy for the their little family.

The appointment at the courthouse was for three, and they decided that they didn’t want a big fuss. Kim put on one of her favourite dresses, a green jersey fabric. Adam had a grey tee underneath a green flannel that matched her dress. Makayla had decided she wanted to dress up, and Kim had bought her a sparkly skirt to wear. The three drove to the courthouse together, and were met on the front steps by their unit. Hailey had agreed to stand up with her, and Kevin with Adam. Every member of the team was grinning at how they’d finally made it to this point where they were strong and secure together.

Finally it was their turn for the fifteen minutes with the judge, and Makayla walked down the makeshift aisle with her parents before sitting in between Voight and Jay, Trudy and Mouch on the opposite bench. The judge began the ceremony, but Kim and Adam had written their own vows.

Adam began, his voice clear but eyes watery. “I promise to love you unconditionally. I promise to always be there for you, no matter what. I promise to call you out on your bull, and listen when you call me out. I promise to always be your partner, and always listen to what you say to me because I know you say it from a place of love and goodness, and I will never jump to conclusions about it. I promise to have your back on every raid and every job we go on, because I will always have your six, the same way I know you will always have mine. I promise to love you and Makayla for the rest of our lives, because I’m not just marrying you, I’m getting to live my life as the dad to a great little girl and I don’t take that responsibility lightly. I promise to always put in 60% of this relationship, because that’s what we agreed. I love you, Kim. And this ring is a symbol of that love.” A tear dropped from her eyes as he slid the silver band onto her finger, and she stared at it a moment before being shocked into saying her vows.

“I have never been loved as unconditionally as I was with you. I have never had someone care about me as much as you do. I have never had someone be willing to put in the work to be with me, even when it’s messy and scary. I never knew how to do a relationship when it got hard, and I listened to the wrong voice in my head. Not anymore. I promise to love you and be there for you. I promise to talk about what’s wrong, even when my inclination is to put my head in the sand. I promise to be there when we have a good or bad day and not run off. I vow that I won’t let us make the mistakes of the past, but instead we can make new mistakes together to forge our own path. I never believed in fairytales, I never believed in The One. But you are The One, Adam Ruzek. And I will love you forever.” Her voice was hoarse from holding back tears by the end of her vows, and a look at Adam showed she wasn’t the only one. She slid the ring on his finger, easily settling it at the base, a grin on her lips.

“Do you Adam Ruzek take Kimberly Burgess to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, for as long as you both shall live?”

“I do.” Adam didn’t let a moment lapse between the judge’s instructions and his response.

“And do you Kimberly Burgess take Adam Ruzek to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, for as long as you both shall live?”

Kim’s words were more considered, the “I do.” dropping from her lips with certainty rather than haste.

“By the power vested in me by the great State of Illinois, I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride.” The words had barely left his mouth when their arms were around each other, Adam dipping her low for a kiss, her leg around his thigh. Kim giggled as he swung her back upright, her arm wrapping around his back as their six guests and their daughter cheered for them.

They didn’t want a big party, instead going out for a meal with the nine of them. Adam attempted to pay the bill, but everyone pitched in so the newlyweds didn’t have to pay for that at least. They were getting a full weekend off together as well as a wedding present, and there was nothing more they wanted.

Once everyone said goodbye they drove home, Kim and Adam holding hands in the front seat. As soon as they arrived home Makayla went to her room to read, and Adam turned on music for them. He held his hand out to his wife - and that was the most amazing word for him, his wife - who took it as Love Story began playing over the speaker.

“I didn’t think you were a Taylor Swift fan?” Kim asked, reaching up to press a kiss to his jaw as they danced around the living room.

“But you are. And I promised you I was gonna make you happy, and I mean it.”

“I’m happy as long as I’m here with you. Because I said yes, Romeo.”

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