Never me (Caroline Forbes x gn!reader)
first caroline fic !! i love her sm S1 ERA
a/n: it’s been awhileeeee. been planning this fic for months and just a lil something while i work on other ideas!
word count: 1.4K
content: lil angst?
summary: poor caroline feels like shes always the other woman
You picked up your buzzing phone and answered with, “Hello?”
“Are you busy? I need a comfort buddy.” Caroline simply stated.
“Well, I got a shift at the grill in like 30 minutes…call Bonnie maybe?”
“She’s at her grandma’s and this is urgent! I need a friend with me.”
“I can’t let my boss down again; two people quit this month.”
“The grill can survive one night without you! Plus, you work like all the time.” she tried to reason.
“I don’t know, Caroline.” you said, unsure. It’s not like you ever missed work before. Maybe one slip up wouldn’t hurt? It’s the mystic grill for Pete’s sake.
“Could you just come over please?!” She pleaded desperately.
You sighed and hesitated before rolling your eyes and saying, “I’ll be over in 10.”
“Thank you.” she said, relieved and hung up after.
You put on your boots, grabbed your bag, and packed an extra shirt, knowing you’d probably be staying the night.
Caroline could be a bit dramatic at times, but you wonder what could have happened this time. She has been a bit off lately, but always managed to pick herself back up. You guess a physical presence is all she needs right now.
You show up at her door and knock a few times before it’s opened by her. She gives you that sad smile you hate to see and hugs you right then and there. You embrace her back and give her gentle pats while swinging back and forth.
After a few seconds, she lets go and allows you to come in; like always.
As you took a step in, the sweet aroma of freshly baked goods hit your nose. “Cookies?” you asked, a little hungry.
“Yeah, I was making a batch before you arrived.” she replied, quietly.
She shut the door and you took your shoes off by the coat hanger.
“Do you want some actually?” she pointed to the kitchen.
“Yes, please I’m STARVED.” you exaggerated.
She slightly smiled before turning for the kitchen. You followed right after.
“Is it okay if we eat in your room?” you asked as you grabbed one of the chocolate chip.
“Of course.” she shook her head yes.
With that, you two went up the stairs and took a right to her bedroom. It was as same as always and you fell right back onto her bed.
She plopped down next to you before she began.
“It’s just never me, you know? I feel like everyone else…every other girl gets noticed.” Caroline crosses her arms.
You turn towards her and look directly at her; giving her all your attention.
“Like, a few weeks ago with Stefan! I tried to talk with him, but without even taking a second look at me, he I’m completely disregarded and he goes right up to Elena!” she complains, exasperated.
She then lies down next to you and continues.
“I love her, but she gets like every guy. I swear.” She sighed.
You nodded your head as she went on and on, then reached out to put a hand on her shoulder. You caressed it with your thumb.
“And it just sucks because everyone keeps trying to tell me that the right one is gonna show up someday, but I’ve been patient! I have waited!” she began to tear up.
“What is it that I’m doing wrong? Am I not pretty enough to be noticed? I help out! I’m basically in charge of all the committees and I’m from one of the founding families; what’s not to like?” she choked up.
You frowned at her words. Oh, she has no idea, you thought.
“All I want is to be loved. To be yearned over, you know? No guys ever go for me! It’s not fair!” she burst into tears and you pulled her into your arms.
You squeezed her in your warm embrace and consoled her. You had no idea she really felt this way.
She would say things under her breath or make small comments about stefan or any guy for that matter, not paying attention to her. You didn’t think that it had affected her this much.
You kept on rubbing her back as she sobbed into your chest. You felt a bit of warmth on your face and slight goosebumps. You got a little nervous being this close to her; it gave you butterflies.
The crying was no where near over and went on for a good 30 minutes.
“Just let it out. Let it all out, love.” you reassured.
The sobbing slowed down, but her sniffles could still be heard.
“Thank you for being here. Means a lot.” she mumbled into your chest.
“Hey, I’m always here for you. Sacrificing my job at the grill is worth any moment with you.” you confessed without thinking. You didn’t realize how weird that might have sounded until after you said it.
Caroline’s head poked out, “I know it is.” she giggled, sounding all congested.
You chuckled and relaxed again. Okay, it wasn’t weird, you thought.
“I don’t know what I’d do without you.” she sighed as she looked right up at you.
“That’s what best friends are for! Missing work to hug and listen to you vent for awhile.” you smiled.
“To be honest, I don’t think I could ever cry to Bonnie or Elena about this.” she sat up as she began again.
“Sometimes I feel like I’m too much around them. I don’t think they would judge, but for some reason I can’t let this wall down.” she confessed.
“Well, we’ve all known each other since pre-school, I’m sure they wouldn’t have a problem listening to you go on about your troubles.” you reassured again.
“Yeah, but that’s the thing. You’re different.”
“How so?” your brows furrowed.
“Well, I just feel more comfortable telling you things!”
You smiled, now intrigued.
“This is surprising. Tell me more.” you just said.
“I don’t what it is but for some odd reason, I feel no judgement from you whatsoever. I feel so free and like I can be my exact self without worrying about being too annoying.”
You sat up and scooted closer over to her.
“I feel that way too, you know. It’s refreshing, honestly.”
You two looked at each other for a few seconds. There was silence, but it wasn’t entirely awkward. Both of you were trying to figure out if the other felt as deeply.
You took a breathe before deciding to make a bold move.
“I think I love you, Caroline. No, I don’t think; I know.” you suddenly spoke.
“Are you serious?” she asked in partial disbelief, for obvious reasons.
“I’m the most serious I’ve ever been. I love you and your company so much.” you confessed again.
Her eyes scanned your entire face, she was making sure before she was going to pour her heart out.
She inched forward and met eyes with you once more before leaning in and pressing her soft lips against yours.
This feeling, matched no sense of joy you ever felt in your life. Nothing could top this moment. It felt like time had just stopped for the two of you.
Her hand grasped onto your shoulder and she deepened the kiss.
You cupped her right cheek and pulled her closer, wanting to leave no space in between. You savored the cherry chapstick flavor.
Her fingers began to wander towards the hem of your white tee. Your mind started to slip as you let her hands move up and down underneath your shirt. Her touch was also soft and gentle.
She brought her fingers back out to try to pull your shirt over, but your senses were brought back.
“Not yet.” you breathed out.
“Right, sorry I got carried away!” she immediately apologized.
“No, no, it’s fine! You were excited that’s all. The kiss was great.” you laughed as you reassured.
“When you put it like that it sounds kind of funny.” she let out a chuckle.
“Then how was the love confession?” you asked.
“Hmm, the ‘I don’t think, I know’ part was a little corny too.” she snorted.
You yelled jokingly and defended yourself, “hey! I was just saying whatever came to mind.”
“Well, it made me happy either way.” she said with a small grin.
“It took everything within me not to say anything before. I was thinking to myself… ‘to hell with those guys who don’t see you! I’m right here and I’m a free agent!” you joked.
She bursted out laughing and playfully hit your shoulder.
“I may have seemed real angry about Stefan not looking twice my way, but I was really just upset I couldn’t get the kind of attention I wanted from you.”
“Well, here I am.” you said as you took her hand and held it in yours.
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The Vampire Diaries-- Rare Pair Rec
So lately I've been stuck in a Vampire Diaries obsession and have been consuming an insane amount of fanfiction. In amongst them I've found a few gems that are a rare pair ship. So I thought I'd share them with you.
In Secret
By: Star_Dust47
https://archiveofourown.org/works/25217239/chapters/61122979
Summary: Elena Gilbert met Finn Mikaelson when she was 12 years old, it was the one moment in all the time that Finn had been held in the box that he managed to escape. Sadly it was not very long and soon Klaus had him back in that box he so loathed. What happens when Finn is released by Elijah Mikaelson and Damon Salvatore 6 years later....
My Comments: The reason I started reading this fic was because it was 2 am and I was bored and trying to fall asleep. And boy was I surprised by how good this fic is. I ended up getting no sleep that night because I stayed up reading and I couldn't put this fic down. StarDust actually managed to make the Finn/Elena pairing work really well. And I have to say that this fic I really enjoyed reading a lot. I highly recommend giving this fic a chance!!!!
Status: Incomplete
Last Update: 1/16/22
Length: 70,162 words
Shades of Blue
By: MissNMikaelson
https://archiveofourown.org/works/16957140/chapters/39849315
Summary: In a world where everything is black and white, the first color you see is the color of your soulmate's eyes. Elena didn't think she'd ever see color, and then she did when she least expected it.
My Comments: So this is a short little fic, but I love the premise of it. I found that I really enjoyed reading this, and they managed to make the pairing work. It was last updated back in 2018, so I doubt the author is going anywhere with it. But I do think that you'd enjoy this. I have this marked as incomplete, but it could be read as a one shot. This fic is cross-posted on ff.net, so I'll link that down below.
Status: Incomplete
Last Update: 12/12/18
Length: 1,698 words
Ff.net: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/13144855/1/Shades-of-Blue
Queen of the Highway
By: SevenSistersofSussex
https://archiveofourown.org/works/30118659/chapters/74188458
Summary: A father's love is complicated and sometimes it isn't enough, but even so, John Gilbert knows his own daughter. So when Katherine Pierce slinks into the family kitchen, he knows she isn't his daughter. With Katherine out of the way, the Gilberts leave Mystic Falls forever to run from the threat of Klaus Mikaelson. But what happens, years later, when he finds Elena anyway?
My Comments: The pairing in this fic is Klaus/Elena which is a pretty strange pairing, I know, but the author really makes the pairing work. I started reading this fic because I was looking for Elena/Elijah fics, and came across this one. But god, this has to be the best romance fanfic I’ve ever read. And that includes some pretty popular ships. The foreshadowing and romance between Elijah and Elena, and Elena and Klaus is just amazing. I like seeing how mature Elena has grown, and all the characters have grown and changed. Plus the relationship between Elena and the rest of the Mikaelsons is just fantastic. This work is also cross posted on ff.net as well, so I’ll link that site down below. You do need an AO3 account to read this fic.
Status: Complete
Length: 227,317 words
Ff.net: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/13792162/1/Queen-of-the-Highway
For You I would Wait a Thousand Years
By: AnnCatherine
https://archiveofourown.org/works/30191100/chapters/74389023
Summary: On everyone's twelfth birthday, their soulmark, the birthday of their soulmate, appears on their wrist. Elena Gilbert and Elijah Mikaelson are crushed when they learn they live thousands of years apart from their soulmate.
My Comments: This is a Elena/Elijah pairing fic, which I know isn't exactly a rare pair, but I'm including it regardless. I found that I really enjoyed reading this fic, and especially enjoyed seeing the relationship between Elena and Elijah develop. I also really enjoyed the relationship that Elena had with the rest of the Mikaelsons as well. This does have a sequel between Klaus and Caroline, which is basically just the outtakes between them that didn't make it into the original fic. I highly recommend reading both of these, I promise that these will make your days!!!
Status: Incomplete
Last Update: 1/3/22
Length: 73,160 words
Series: https://archiveofourown.org/series/2290178
Sequel: Klaus's Thousand Year Plan to be Her Last ---- https://archiveofourown.org/works/31036127/chapters/76668110
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