#THATS LITERALLY ME EVRY TIME!!!

[chrliekclly]

i lov shipping deetress its so funny like 'yes dee's leading a basically kidnapped waitress n w a bag over her head nd she also proceeds to rip th waitress' hair out of her skull to remove it then blames HER for it but look @ that full body contact arm over th shoulder walk look how th waitress leans nto her'

[gayspock]

im going 2 have wasted all my money again arent i -_

[starkilightz]

YODEL LOST MY TWENTY ONE PILOTS MERCH!!

GIRL OH MY FUCKING GOD IM FUCKING FUMING!!!!!!!!

this is a long rant post cause fuck Yodel, If yall had issue in the UK can yall say cause i need to know if its just my area that Yodel are fucking dumb in, thanks :)

First it was meant to be delivered on the 25th May ( at my workplace WHICH WAS OPEN AND OPERATING at the time) but apparently they couldn't find the building (bullshit, we are the only ones on this road that's straight of the high street fuck off you couldn't find it) but whatever. i knew it prob wouldn't get delivered on monday (27th) as it was bank holiday. i check the tracking and it said that 'We need some more information about your address. Please chat with us' but all customer service was down as it was bank holiday. So i waited till tuesday (28th) for when their customer service to open and i contacted them about this address thing but they couldn't find anything i needed to add or change other than the option to add a 'Leave with a neighbour' option but seeing we are the only one on the street we don't have neighbours so we got that squared off. Then the customer service agent said now that done, it should be getting delivered, with no issue. But before i could ask would that be today or? the chat got cut off.

So, (like the annoying bitch i am) i when back onto the live chat and got in contact with another agent, just to ask what the possible delivery date or time would be as we operate on business hours (7am-5pm) and yodel stays delivering till like 9pm so i just wanted to know if i would have to wait around for it. and she stated that she'll check my tracking and it was currently waiting to go out with the driver for delivery and i was like oo perfect that's great i might get it today at some point, so i ended the chat and waited (this chat was at like 9am on the 28th May). after all day of checking nothing got updates on the tracking or anything. Told myself i'll wait till today 29th. So this morning i got on a chat with another agent and asked hey is this actually going out for delivery today cause yall said that it would yesterday and this is what i got in response:

'According to our tracking, your parcel has not been scanned in our network since 25 May 24 13:57:. I do apologise for the delay in your parcel's delivery. So that we can get it moving again I will need to request that your local depot conducts a search for your parcel. To make sure that we can do this as quickly as possible could you please tell me the contents of your parcel so that I can share this with our team? Kindly confirm that the email address is the correct one to receive the notification.'

Like hey what do u ment you've not seen it or had it in your system since the 25th. i asked the customer service agent like does this mean its lost or what like??? AND HE JUST ENDED THE CHAT ON ME!! like huh!?. so at this point im starting to get really annoyed cause what why am i being told different things.

So i hop on the live chat AGAIN. this agent was actually super nice and helped me (sort of) . i told them i was sent that message and the chat was cut off, that i was confused on what's actually happening. he was like it might not be lost it might be misplaced. like girl THATS JUST ANOTHER WORD FOR LOST THE FUCK? so i was like whatever like what's going to happen now and they were like we will contact your local depot and have them do a search and you will get an update hopefully within the next 24 hours.

i predicted this would happen i made a post on like the 23/24th May that i hated yodel and literally have never got it right losing shit or delivering it to the wrong place or sayings it delivered when it wasn't. like im so close to emailing the TOP online store to be like why use yodel it's the worst rated one in the country. like why not use royal mail or evri like i would actually celebrate if they did evri and they are also the fucking worst.

i work in customer service like its my active job to help customers with shit like this yall are actually badddd, anyway if i don't get an update or its not delivered by the end of the week(Sun 2nd) imma contact the TOP shop and see if they can push them on the business/corporate side as they obvs don't care about the customers.

[awfullydrawntoby]

ive never heard of them personally but do you know this one guy named fae and if so what do you think about him. very importsnt question

sigh

fae,,,,, gosh i love fae so much, like, not even joking i spend a good portion of everyday just thinking about him. he always makes me really happy n just gahhh, idk man, there's not a thing i wouldn't do for him. wait hold on i actually have a whole- gimme a sec.

rambled from three am toby under the cut

"OHHH MY GOD I LOVE FAE SO MUCH STIP HIS MADDNSS I LOVE HIM HES SO SILLY THEYRELUTWRALLY THE EVR IMG ONNA GRAHHHSAMBSAM DAMABKAANM

HES SO<3333

IM LITERALLY GOING INSANR (POTVE)

I THINK AOUT HIM ALL THE TIME CONTANTLY, EVERY HOUR OF EVERY DAY AND IT NEVR GETS ANNOHING I LOVE HKM HAJNANMA

ANDANDAND WHEN

BDNANAM

WHEN HE SAYS HE LOVES ME I GET SOSOSOSOSOOSOSOSOSO HAPPY I PHYSICALLY CANNOT CONTAIN IT. IVE GONE FULL HOURS SITTING COMPLETELY STILL BY MYSELF(THIS IS ALMOST NORMALLY IMPOSSIBLE) JUST THINKING ABOUT FAE. LIKE ??????

AND TALKING TO HIM HAS GIVEN ME A THINGNTO FO EVRY MORNING AND NIGHT AND JUST GASBAHAJAB(POSITIBE)

BEVAUSE I TWLL HIM TO SLEEP EVEYNIGHT(AND IT WORKS!!! SORT OF, I DONT CARE IM SO HAPPY.) AND THEN I GET TO SAY GOODMORNING EVERYMORNING TO THEM

WHICH IS MY FAVOITE PART OF THE DAY, IS WHEN I WAKE UP AND I SEE FAES MESSAGES ON MY SCREEN. I CANT CINTAIN HOW HAPPY I GET. I HAVE TO SHOVE IT DIEN WHEN I'M IN CLASS BECAUSE I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO THINK IM ON MY PHONE IN CLASS BECAUSE I THINK ABOUT HIM SH MUCH MY FACE HURTS FROM SMILINH SO HARD

GJCNNMCHTJB

SHHHHHHHHHHH. IM SO NORMAL IN THE NORMALEST EVER.

IM SO SO SO SO SO SO NORMAL ABOUT FAE. SOOOO NORMAL. IM JUST A NORMAL PERSON WHO THINKS NORMAL THOUGHTS ABOUT HIS NORMAL FRIEND.

i literally love fae so much this is so genuinly insane i dont inderstand how i can feel this much emotions into one person this is so crazy.

i dont unerstamd but thats okay bevause love fae so muc and i wann give him so many kisses, on his cheeks, forehead, i dont care i wanna give him kisses im literally so love him so much hes<3333

theyre luterally the silly evr im going insane chat. if i had the choice i would give everything i could to faeo love fae so much

im so love wit fae

hes so<3333333

&$*@;(!,( im goung inane i love hethem theyre so.

crying

sobbing

positvly i literally love fae so much

i fot so happy once because of hownuch i love fae i syatted fucking crying bevause i had weird realization that fae is actually a real fuckin person yhat o can avtivley speak yo whenevr i want

like holy shit just oh my gosh im o halpy what the actual uck how is fae a real human being

hes so him andi wanna kiss him all kver and make sure hesnokay. and make him food and make sure he sleep and keep him safe and andandnandandand yk im so normal about him i think im literally the normalest abojt fae hes so<3333333333333

hes so<3

,bdkandan

yeaim so awesome and norma chat this is sucha anktmal thing to do

butlike shoeabkdnalda im going crazy. fae is literally on my mind all day everyday im going insane. "

end scene.

and there's so much more i could say too but just gahhhh

[gumdecay]

.

[gloopy2000]

i made a discord so i cud go in2 servers n stuff but i made a severe oversight

[lubdubsworld]

Guys I'm so sorry

'm sorry if you guys are getting dms about something that happened with me and someone else. All I can say is everything she's saying is a complete exaggeration and blatantly untrue.

Anyone who knows me knows that I'm not a bully. You will never find me mocking someone's mental health.

This person is blatantly trying to make me some kind of aggressive bully when in fact I have zero clue who she is. I blocked all of her accounts. Ignored all her messages and tried my best not to rise to the bait but she's clearly starved for attention if she's messaging you people.

I can only apologise for this. Please just block her .

At no point in my blog have I bragged about being wealthy or beautiful. There was one ask asking if I considered myself pretty and I answered yes. Thats all I did.

This person twisted it into me always Bragging about being very beautiful and having men always hit on me ( ?????? I can't remember ever saying this ) and bragging about my wedding ( again never done this all I said was I wanted to renew my vows)

As for me making snide remarks about her.. I absolutely never did this either. I made a post about people saying that Taehyung Bragging about the black card makes them feel bad and this was an actual different anon and I called them out on it. I was not even talking about this person.

In fact you guys can scroll back and see it all I never deleted any of the posts.

This person keeps demanding that I accept their apology . I don't want to.

Her whole argument is I apologized a million times so I am no longer to be held accountable for my actions.

That is not how it works.

You apologizing does not mean I have to accept your apology.

What you said was cruel and hurtful and completely untrue

You chose to say it. And once you've said it, I have evry right to react the way I want.

Me saying fuck you is nowhere the same as you sying that I come on this blog to brag about my pretty face and handsome husband and wealthy lifestyle and that my blog is bad for your mental health.

You also said that the only outlet you had to deal with your issues was to send me that hurtful ask.

This is a lie. Hurting someone else should never ever be a therapy tool for you to feel better.

You can literally block me . You can block me and go your merry way. Sending me such a terrible ask is your only outlet???? How can you say that and still expect me to sympathize with you?????

I also took a break and moved on.

I never mentioned your blog name or anything else

And yet here you are harassing people who have absolutely nothing to do with this issue

My blog followers whom you messaged are my friends. They are people who talk to me everyday. Who know that I am open about who I am and about my thoughts at all times. They know I would never go out of my way to hurt anyone.

So really , this whole thing is getting tedious.

Stop this. And just move on and focus on yourself. Get better and leave me alone.

[smuglemon]

time to vent here because it somehow feels safer then anywhere else 🦎 . it will go into stupid detail cause lol

i just. fucking Hate how. everything has turned out! I hate coming to terms with the fact i have actual trauma . but. it doesnt feel right to say what i went through is trauma even though it was. or maybe it wasnt i dont know but i literally have flashbacks when im feeling weak, i dont KNOW if thats normal. i still just wish things were different i want a different childhood. i know was neglected my whole childhood , i missed months of school my parents fought all the time over drugs i witnessed kittens pass away and i had to deal with that . I know my parents still loved me and tried for me and they are recovered now. but it just hurts so bad still. i coped with everything by having a horrible internet addiction. Which led to me getting insomnia whcih i still suffer from to this day. i wasnt depressed back then but i had horrible anxiety, it wasnt social yet but every time they fought i would break down and i didnt know how to deal with that i still get involuntary shakes whenever i hear yelling from my parents . I wish i could control it but ggahhh fuck. i used escapism to deal with my problems, id just sit and draw and watch my little pony and just look for anything that would be a distraction. I didnt have any friends outside of the internet or school and usualy i wasnt going to school. my parents never wanted to do anything with me and i was always really lonely, id talk to anyone who would talk to me. this led to some good things but a lot of bad things. but all this neglect whether it was trauma inducing or not just led me to not seeing doctors, getting a proper education or learning how to be social . Whcih leads to today!!!!! hahahahahhahahhaha :(

to start I have no friends outside of the internet period anymore. everyone irl left me 2 years ago on a total whim, and i have no reason to believe it was anyone elses but my own fault. I love and appreciate tje friends i still have online, but being suddenly dropped by my old friends left me with really severe abandonment issues with the people im closest with rn :( i need to constantly be with people especially a specific person who my emotions seem to rely on,, i know im the only one who can control how i feel but ggod. it feels like evry emotion they have i have to match it or i will not be good, if im visibly sad when theyre happy i will be left alone agakn and i know that isnt true i know they wouldnt leave me but the fear still exists and i dont know how to get rid of it. i always read too far in nto their tone and worry whether they are mad at me or sad or any other thing, i fear im annoying for constantly asking for reasurance :( and every time they go i fear when they come back they will realise im bad and they will leave me and it feels almost inevitable. i know logically i know i shouldn't but god i have nightmares abt it,, theres so many better people out there. my friends deserve so much better than that.

ive also been diagnosed with ADHD recently ! man as if i didnt have enough problems. its just been really awful to deal with. with a combination of trauma(?) driving me to want to indulge in my childhood fixations and nostalgic things and , like idk if its age regression but just ,, trying to imagine a happier childhood alot. mixed with getting hyperfixated on anything but my school work,, mixed with not having a classroom environment , its lead me to fail 2 semesters of school so far . I feel like I have no future anymore because of that. i feel so lazy and i know im just making excuses for that but despite everything tjat happened i just wanna be a kid again! I want to be raised normally I want to get help for my problems early i wanna not have to worry about anything :( i want to be normal.

[lifeandloveliterarythings]

So am sharing a recent thing that happened with me ,

During an argument with bud ,

He was speaking

I was speaking

We both were loud enough on the call and it was a group call of all close mates

And just tangentially talking i said at that moment that you are not my friend

He was like what

Then I said

I dont call my close peeps as friends coz thats a word I am uncomfortable with

I prefer saying companions I said

And he was like woah its okay fine

And to my utter horror

Amongst the group

My lolupolu felt bad about the thing thst I said

And to further sum up at the moment i had said

Oh its already an end in the word friend so that speaks volumes isnt it

And then she left the group 😭

Saying nthng happend just a break that she needs

In all these days there's silence and no talks

😭😭

And I was thinling all this while once she comes back for a word I will explain myself thoroughly

And then there would be clarity so she would definitely understand and then she will know my intention was so silly and nutty and nothing else !

I was like yah I will tell her how I have been in darkest of the places regarding this particular context of a word and how petrified i am to use the "F"word (friend)

Nothing absolutely nothing turned out to be evolving and evolving like an oak tree

People had left without any traces that they even existed and blah balh stuff

So here was I

With all the armours n chains

And the celestial cape ,

And the clenched crown ,

That yes I am powerful no matter what ,

Its fine that whatver happened that lead me to the darkest places ,

Simple I womt use the word etc stuff

Its been since school times that I have had tagged people as friends and today as of now no one of any times is there ,

Here i mean awell knitted friendship thst stays over times ,tussle and every weather ,

So yah this is it ,

And then my dread became more reinforced with time ,

Time dint turn this concept Topsy turvy for good or best

It made it worst

Still am doing good ,

So where was I,

Yah the thing that I will explain and she will understand ,

Yah she definitely will coz she's a sweetheart,

And she is a good better best listener ever,

So I was like yah the planning is sorted !

Until now

Some minutes ago that I realized

How fckin wrong is it on my part to be still wearing the grey glasses ,

😭😭

I am wrong

Thats not right

Not evryone is the same

And to believe that is a treacherous task for the heart

Isn't it

But just think

How unfair it is to that innocent person that you are looking at that person through the grey glasses

When that person is wearing a full rainbow colored dress !

Would you be able to view the color ?

Nope

Then

Despite the dread that I faced in the past

Who has to drop the grey glasses and try on evry shade of beautiful glasses thats possible

Its me isnt it !

I am feeling so fckin Harmonic !

❤❤by the way she just replied to my texts and also said that we would talk later after she's done with dinner and stuff

Eagerly waiting !

Its wicked and wicked out misery if you miss out on a colorful person just becauae of your grey perspective!

Don't be stiff to not drop your armour !

Enjoy the human thingy

Life

Live

Love

And this thingy that you are breathing dont limit it just becuae someone moronic fcked up !

Yooo hoo !

I am literally doing this thingy now ,

And believe me its tough ,

But in my heart this very realization make me Blisss out !!!!

❤❤

12 Marzo 2021 ,

[starfast]

There’s an Allagator in my Bedroom: A story by 7 year old Starfast

For some context: My grandparents mailed me this. Like this has actually been kicking around their house somewhere since 2003 (I literally put the date on this story so I know exactly when it was written). I was kind of afraid to read it at first because I knew it was going to be super cringy and awful and I get embarrassed really easy. Finally worked up the courage to read it, and it’s actually hilarious, so I’m sharing it in all it’s original glory (so I’m not editing any spelling /grammar errors, because honestly, half of what makes it so funny. I will break it up into paragraphs though to make it easier to read though. 7 year old me didn’t know when to indent). Anyways, without further ado, here’s a short story by 7 year old me:

This is the worst day I ever had! said Alison to her cat Lilia. Lilia and Alison both had magic-Powers., but no one knew exept them.

 Suddenly Alison’s door flew open. It was her brother tommy. 

Gess what! he said exitedly. 

your getting a new girbel to replace the dead one? 

noop he said. You’lle never geuss in amillion years. tommy said. 

Hmmm, Alison said mom ran over a turtle. 

No he said We’re Adopting the female allagotor from the zoo. 

wow! she said. A FEMALE!? She asked exitedly. 

No said tommy a female.

Thats extactly what I said Alison said. 

Tommy really liked to bug Alison and his older sister Marissa. two days later the allagator arrived. She had long eyelashes and tommy made up a weird song that drove everyone crazy like usual. The song went like this: 

Allagator, Allagator whoop! works every Time doo doo! 

We decide to name her Ginger. then Marisa had a Idea we all had middle names so we gave ginger middle name we all agreed on ale so her full name was ginger ale. 

But that was only on sunday. on monday we walked her to school. alot of people wer freeked out, others were amased, But they would haf to get used to it or they’d haf to change school. 

on teusday it was the pet day contest. lisa my enimes had a wel groomed dog I had alagator. And I came first. 

The next day I found Gingers Picture on the Pet day wall of fame on the way to the gym. I wish ginger wer here she would be so Proud of her self. For two weeks evry one was treating me like I was evry ones favourite movie star. eaven ms McWhite our teacher. 

The next week me and ginger wer in the newspaper I got to bring it in for show-it-and-tell it our schools show and tell. 

Ginger was some times Trouble other times ther wer times I could tresure. Like last week. Ginger had her first litter of gators UNDER MY BED!!!!!! But she is still worth keeping. I like to dress up ginger. 

Suddenly my door flew open it was tommy. 

gess what were adopting a monkey from the zoo! he said. The end!

[theday]

tagged by @ikyh and @younghyuuns ill be doing both sets !! :D thank you both for tagging me!! this got long so yall dont hav 2 read <3

ru?? rushee’s set!! me: wow ru does not sound like rushee at all ? djsjdhhjd im dumb but i realize now

i. do u believe in astrology? whats ur sign and do u line up with the features usually attributed to it?

fucc... i guess i do ;-0...... and yeah i think?????? like they say capricorns are cold bitches and funny nd im like ya thats me... but they also say we’re hard workers and im like uh.. dont know abt that karen !

ii. what’s ur favorite pair of socks?

bbbbbbb..... socks huh...... i guess my ankle ones? there are also socks that have actual designs on them and those r usually thicker.. keep my feets safe! most of them have pkmn designs bc.. yeah... love the poke mans

iii. what’s a food that reminds you of a specific moment/memory?

i could think of anythiing and get reminded of one situation if that makes sense.. but i thought of pineapple..pizza... anyway the memory isnt anythngn special its just me staring at my delicious hawaiian pizza..... at my favourite pizza place.... love that shit

iv. what’s the longest you’ve gone without sleeping?

i dont have the actual hours but the latest ive stayed up.. like willingly would be until 2am

v. how has ur taste in music changed throughout ur life?

went from 1d to 5so/s + other bands to utaite.... they cover vocaloid songs ig i never kno how2 explain what utaites r then 2 kpop.. but i still listen 2 bands + kpop and utaites.... so nothing much has changed ive just gone broader.. wider... expanded my tastes... 

vi. who’s ur fashion icon?

oh definitely kim wonpil

vii. what’s the dumbest thing you’ve ever done without realizing?

i breathe dumbass particles.. i cant think of one bc my brain probably blocked off all access to my horrifying past but ive been thinking abt how i used 2 send the boy i used 2 like 1d songs....................... 12 y/o old me rly thought. he’d listen.... 12 y/o me thought spamming him was a good idea glad ive learnt from that! 

viii. what’s something you want to brag about?

my grades but it didnt get me into psychology so nvm ! its still good though i didnt expect to get an A1 (hghest grade) for combined humanities since ive had a B my whole life without it i wouldnt be able to move on education wise lmao so thank god for that thanks cambridge thanks bell curve sunbaenim 

ix. when you imagine urself being happy in the future, where exactly are you (like the location!)?

oh definitely an apartment somewhere where its always windy and the curtains are always Moving and the sun just Shines in the room but its not that hot either its just full of warmth and yeah thats the dream maybe also walks in the park without having 2 worry abt sweating my pits out u kno! tldr anywhere but here

x. what’s something you’ve always wanted to own?

let me Think.... i dont need a lot/?? but id love hm.............. i want stability but realistically i want all the hh pcs from the code albums. 

xi. how’ve you been lately?

good good! i finished my *** fic and its. im proud of it though i know its not that good nd i can do better but its done ! and hm i could be going to see mx but asking my mum is stressing me out speaking of her she wont stop Coughing and she refuses to see the doctor ;-/ love those sleepless nights ! other than that i just want 2 get out and feel the sun ???/ wanna get out of this house yea but i need to be.. shady with my money i cant get a job because school is starting in a month and im going overseas again sometime next month so ! no ones gonna hire someone who can only work for 2 weeks at most dhzjhhs shouldve worked when i had the time dumbasses only

ok now falen

1. what’s been on your mind??

hm redacted feeling towards my mum but i cant say them bc itd be insensitive 

2. what are you looking forward to? 

mx? possibly but also finishing my enrolment papers

3. story time!: how and when did you get into day6!!!!!

fuck...... listen up LADS. 

ive told the same story like 10 times but im never gonna get tired of saying this shit bc i love miss boxy so much nd she deserves the appreciation anywy she introduced me 2 day6 after i saw this one (1) picture of brian in minion glasses and instantly i knew in that Fucking moment thatd id die for him. so i asked for the name of my murderer and was introduced to day6 whom frankly id never heard of b4 bdjhjh she sent me all their mvs and i still remember the night . i remember walking out of this japanese restaurant, twitter open, chat wiht boxy there and i was like.. interesting ill go listen when im home so i Did! and my mind was blown away bitch? i honest 2 god expected them to be a boy group,,, dancing and shit yknow? i didnt know k bands existed ! so as a previous 5/sos stan i was like wow. this??? this shit is 10/10 a fucking BANGER thats what i felt listening 2 i smile and just going :O over the fucking instruments so idk if how can i say was the last or second song but Damn. .. it made me scream thanks mister j** he rly dragged me by the collar of my shirt and threw me face first into Heaven so i watched everything i asked my friend for video recommendations and after boxy sent me a page with their face and names i was like this jae kid is 182 cm? wow gotta stan now im stupid and stupid for glasses and tall people so ! it happened bithc,, ugh i lov eday6 so much i remember binge watchng all their vlives after the july after party live (that being the first vlive i watched Ever in my entire life and i laghed so hard despite not understanding a damn thing) please id giv my heart and soul2 day6 im so happy with the way ive progressed as a myday :^( 

bonus when i first started stanning it was 26th june and shortly after i made a stan acc teasers were being dropped but i didnt kno why ppl were freaking out i remmeber seeing jae’s teaser nd going ? ok? its just a pic damn ;-/ and then eveeryone was like: dowoon! choker! me: wdhs? what

4. ????do you have any allergies????

did u think of jae and no i used to be allergic 2 dairy products but thats disappeared

5. a fond memory???

bowling with friends and im just a disaster of a friend im always so loud with them and i thank god everyday that they handle my energy ? i would cheer for them even if they got a gutter or whatever and when they got a strike id go clap like crazy i love my friends i also went i have the power of god and anime on my side before flinging the ball and theyd laugh despite not knowing what vine that was from i love my friends... psg if ur out there yall are the best x i miss hanigng out with them as a trio.. three of us :( 

6. do you paint your nails?? if so, what are your fave colors to use?? if not, why??  

thats so.. tiresome.......... dont u have 2 wait for it 2 dry and shit ? my mums always worried abt ruining the colour or some sht nd im like !!! okY!!!!!!! tldr its a pain in the ass

7. what are your favorite colors?? what are your fave colors to wear??

i like hte colour of the sky... all the colours........ yeah love that bithc and lately ive been wearing a lot of black shirts finally went out of my embarrassing colourful phase ! 

8. what languages would you like to learn?? for what reason(s)??

japanese nd korean jp because i listen to a lot of things in japanese and korean for the same reason but my priority would be jp even tho id love to communicate with my faves i just... yeah although im not exactly making an effort 2 learn bc im lazy but if i Could.... itd be those two

9. when you get stickers, do you use them or do you keep them??

DHDGFHDHDGDSJHJSJAKSSJHFHS THIS FEELS LIKE A CALL OUT???? i keep them......... 

10. are there any groups that you might get into/want to get into?

hm... well theres knk ive learnt their names and im finally able to put name 2 face so thats nice svt too if htey didnt have such large numbers... thats all for now i think?? i love evry girl group though i love gIRLS... 

11. how are you???

idk im constantly just fine?? not the im sad but im fine kind of fine im literally just neutral half the time wjhddshs wild 

both of your questions were really unique and i loved answering them thank you so much for tagging me and if youve read until the end thank you i hope you have a good day!

[kazuchikaokada]

I kno i say this all the time but i rlly do love dean ambrose with literally every fibre of my bein. Every time i see him i cant help the big smile thats growin on my face n the butterflies goin crazy in my stomach. My heart starts beatin faster n faster n im js so so so so happy bc look @ this human bein who exists @ the same time as ME!!!!!! I look @ him n see the most beautiful man ever. I love him so much. It doesn matter how many times i say it it'll never be enough bc u cant put wat i feel 4 him into words. These feelins r so strong n intense n overwhelmin but theyre also very innocent n pure. I jst want the best 4 him. I want him 2 enjoy life 2 the fullest n achieve evrything hes always dreamed of achieving, n most importantly i want him 2 spend evry single day of his life poopin smoothly without sheddin any tears cuz his asshole is burnin. I love u dean ambrose.

[gooddaybybts]

happy birthday ann @je0n i was rlly just gonna gif meme moments but i figured well keep it light n fun this year :-) im rlly posting out the ass today but all my favorite ppl??? born on the same day!!!!!!! everyone knos by how that im literally in love with u like i never shut up about u so this is no surprise!!!! but today....calls for even greater celebration........n adoration!!! my beautiful flower, ann, happy birthday my heart is gonna explode bc i literally love u so much it aches u are truly one of the kindest n good hearted ppl ive ever met..i cant believe i talk to u n u respond to my lame ass LIK ALMOST EVERY SINGLE DAY LMAO i dont even remember life without u....all u do is try ur best at everything and u never give up!!!! u work hard for everything lik ur always busting ur ass off trying to be the best u can be and i admire that so much!!!! i live for the moments u randomly pop in sometimes n u always hav these fun stories to share n im lik :(( i lov u n ur life ???? evry time smh plus u always reach out to ppl to be friends n u just wanna make ppl smile i see u doing it all the time!!  😪😪  i wake up n u tagged me in like 402 things w half of them being th e same stuff i already tagged u in last night bc u queue everything but that just adds to the charm!!! im rlly gonan project off this earth like I LOVE U but like thats just how u are about everyting i cant even believe it!! im sure a part of u is lik rolling ur eyes rn bein ike nah thats not me but LSITNE BITH!!!!! i cant lie bout something like this!!!! not today of all days 😛😛 u let me make fun of u for loving too much n im gnna continue making fun of u for it but in some ways its cute that u just have so much love to give!!! u always mean the best n truly want the best for everyone n im so thankful u let me be ur friend!!! this is prob redundant but i would do anyting for u bc i kno u would do the same for me...happy birthday the baek to my pcy...the brian to my taeyong.... i love u 

[the-grass-with-dreams]

Listen, one of my fav things abt cosplaying Femshep, was responding to people calling me out. I was 15 and had bad social anxiety. But I had over 100 pics of me taken, and evry time someone shouted “Hey Shepard!” Or whatever, my awkward self was able to spit out “I should go” like, my voice cracked, and I was super fucking awkward but thats literally what the voice line is.

[justmeinstead]

Reasons whay i love you.

Is been ups and down for us since 11th April but still we pull it thru tgtr baby,i keep constantly remind us on why we both love each other so much and nothing gonna trar us apart, we start this journey tgtr and dem right we gonna end this tgtr as well. Thats my promise to you sweetheart, my tumblr hvnt been livley enof, and is been feeling up with our stories and each story mean so much when i type it down. When yes i know your hobby is reading too so is a team work, i write down stories to entertain you when you read, we have been learning about each other day by day. Let me tell you something, evrytime i lay my eyes on yours is the best feeling ever,the moment where our 2 forehead touch each other and just stare at each others eyes rubbing our nose tgtr and end it with a kiss yknow that we sure have a special moment tgtr. Baby! You are the reason why im still being strong and face all the challenges in my life,i wouldnt know what will hppn to me if we hvnt met yet. Theres so many reason on why i love you babe..evrytime i think of you tears will start to build up and knowing how much you mean to me is such a blessing..yknw i keep saying the same thing over and over again is bcs for us to keep remembering how much we both mean to each other. And baby if youre reading this short story i just wrote about us,i hope you do know that in my mind and my heart is only you,your name your pic is alrd stitch in my heart no one is able to take it off cause if theres a pad lock i have alrd lock it down and throw the key. If theres a war i will protect you and defend you. But put all of that aside first cause i just wanna treausre evry moments we meet,evry single time we meet we will definately have sweet and adorable moments to bring forward till the next day right? :) im sure you rmbr it. Baby iloveyou it has been and it will always be only allah knows how much truely love you. Well lets share some short story that we could rmbr about.

Syg you rmbr our 1st meet up? :) we will always rmbr that cause is the 1st time we meet right hehe and the day we have our first selfie tgtr,the day we watch beauty and the beast the day we saw 2 gurls ask for money from uncle and you told me that they ask you for a lighter :) rmbr that day?hehe. 2nd or 3rd meet up?the one we go and watch power rangers,you told me that you are out so bright and early cause you took MC on that day, and you waited for me for hours and hours for me to wake up and you knew how much i love power rangers that was the first gift you bought for me,the blue ranger water bottle. On that day itself you met a knew friend sitting nxt to you :) on we sat down talk to your old colleague too that day was cute too tho right rmbr? Then from there onwards we keep meeting each other spent time with each other every sgl moment,fetching you from school..and rmbr during my bday when we shared a moment walking at chinese garden?and we literally find the funniest thing ever hppn which is the status name confucius :) we keep disturbing that statue and start up a story about on no wonder why he is so confuse :D rmbr?hhehe

Oh the 5th june we have our first ever bfast tgtr at mcd,you took mc on that day and i hvnt slept the whole night just so that wr can meet up and wont let you be lonely during your mc day,so we decided to walk around rmbr? :) Well those are the shorts stories we had tho hehehe ofcrs theres more to it laa but just showing you how much you really matters to me so much sayang,pls enjoy reading this story of ours and im sure i will wanna write more and awaits for our future tgtr okay bby. Iloveyou it has been and it will always be. Xoxo justmeinstead

[gumdecay]

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