#THERE IS IT

[aromanticannibal]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Shinsou Hitoshi/Todoroki Shouto Characters: Shinsou Hitoshi, Todoroki Shouto, Midoriya appears briefly Additional Tags: Making Out, First Kiss, Teen Romance, Horny Teenagers, Fluff, (I guess?) - Freeform, No Smut, Love Confessions, Awkward Flirting, Awkwardness, Mild Sexual Content, Shinsou very much gets a boner and feels awkward about it but it's not actually uh. Explored, Falling In Love, Shinsou Hitoshi is in Class 1-A, Dramatic Shinsou Hitoshi, Kiss-drunk Todoroki Shouto, this man is having a GREAT time, the slow death of Shinsou Hitoshi's filter, Todoroki Shouto is a Dork, Hickeys, Marking, blink and youll miss it bkdk, Third Year Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Shinsou Hitoshi is Whipped, Todoroki Shouto is a Tease, Getting Together Series: Part 5 of Rarepair fics Summary:

"Do you know how to kiss?"

Hitoshi blinks. The whole classroom blinks. Bakugou and his shit hearing turns back to look at Todoroki Shouto with the widest eyes Hitoshi has seen on him since Midoriya confessed on accident and the shit eating grin of someone thinking 'oh, that's the funniest fucking thing'.

"Excuse me?"

[sunshinechay]

Is there one piece of media you just couldn't get into, that you truly wish you could?

I’m definitely telling on myself here and I accept people’s judgement but…

Bad Buddy

I watched the whole series and I agree that it is really good and well done in just about every aspect. Like legitimately I have nothing bad to say about the series. I just couldn’t get into it.

I wish I loved it as much as a lot of bl fans do because again, I do think it is really well done and a good bl, but I just don’t. I guess I just didn’t vibe with it. It took me way longer to finish than it takes me for most bls. I can usually finish a series in a week or two (depending on how much free time I get during my work week) but it took me almost 4 months to finish.

I got to the end and went, that’s it?

Maybe it’s a case of it just being so hyped that I was a bit let down but I’m not sure. I’ll try to rewatch it in the future and see if I end up liking it more on the second go around but yeah for now my answer is Bad Buddy.

Especially since for the most part, if I’m not into something, I’m totally fine with it. I mostly try to stick to what I do like and very rarely wish I could have gotten into something that I didn’t end up enjoying. This is really the only thing I can think of.

I really wanted to love it but I just don’t.

[dbphantom]

there it is. my favorite series of panels in the entire manga

bonus:

[vixlenxe]

You know, I need a tag for the aus where Ei was actually a good/good-ish mother to Zero & I think I finally have one, because I found a common theme in most of these verses

And it’s that the Fatui intervene & lie their ass off. They lie to Zero, sometimes they lie to Ei too, & usually it’s coming out of Dottore’s lips.

[kill-cry-die]

what does "ily" stand for?

Is this a trick question where after I answer you say "I love you too" or maybe you haven't interacted with society in 5000 years

If it's the last one it means "I love you"

[comfortbucky]

there are some names i like to be called, but i’m not sure they’re entirely appropriate ;) also i’m flattered that you’d write a story about little ol’ me. i can’t wait to read it, honey -bucky

b-bucky !!!!!! 🙈 u’ll have to tell me later then i suppose hehe🥰

i’m going to try and post it very soon!!!! i hope u enjoy it baby🥺

[sastheforestspirit]

チェリまほインスタライブ(full ver.)/CherryMagic InstagramLive/町田啓太x赤楚衛二 櫻桃魔法IG直播 20...

[hand-painted-5tars]

Drawing plans:

Exo-SC*

Exo power stickers (maybe chibis) (i need them i love power to bits)

More exo stickers...(?

More kokoexos (ill go with ksoo bcs the pink in his palette and freckles has me bald)

Chen in april n a flower (lineart done)

Baby blue yeollie (lineart done)

I want to do baekchen day&night matching cellphone wallpapers but im scared

Chankai in heart of darkness(my sunburned toasty boys)

THE DAMN MER!AU

Chen, lots of this guy

Baekhyun's silver hair ?!?!? Woah need.

Yixing with his overalls

[sxngenshiki]

Name: Suzumu Yuu Age: 23 years old Occupation:  Saniwa First Touken Danshi: Kashuu Kiyomitsu Suzumu is kind and generous girl. She trained hard for being Saniwa and she’s always seeking for the best for her Touken Danshis. Most of the time she’s calm but it’s easy to make her laugh and smile. 

She likes to sing and tell stories for her swords,and tries her best to answer any kind of questions they might have about humans and their new bodies. 

Have been not too much time since she got her Citadel and her first sword, so there are not a lot of touken danshis around, anyways she tries her best to interact with them. They take turns to all the chores so she cook sometimes and really enjoy that. 

On of her swords broke in a missions and since then she does her best to create tokens, and anything to help them to avoid really bad results.

 Sometimes she’s more tired than most of the time, this is for taking two units to missions, trainings or expeditions at the same time or giving the new swords a body. 

[notactuallymarsargo]

every single wlw is in love with britt... she has An Allure. heterosexuals are the ones who like Poppy. and that’s just them facts.

KJSGKJBEATKBRSHIKESABHEJKJKSFOOHDOHIFKFIOJSIP

[secretlynecessary]

I’ve gone to counseling twice. She’s pinned it mostly to 6-8 years ago and a failure to process grief and loss. I guess this makes sense, and I guess I have to start now

[shadcatmastered]

Kid x Law - Fanfiction - Another world - Part 2

"KID! Oh KID! Where are you?!" Law's voice sounded terribly loud. Kid flinched and was on the verge of throwing away his smartphone. If it had not been Law's voice. This wonderful voice of his great love. Law would help him! "Law... Law! Please... please pick me u...! I do not know where I am ... I do not know what's going on... Law, please come! " Desperate, his voice held out and he heard Law leave the front door. "Activate the GPS on your phone and stay where you are! I'm coming, are you listening? I'm coming!" At that moment, two women passed Kid. They were evidently also on the way to a club or a disco. Short, glittering dresses and skirts. But that was not what attracted kids' attention. They smelled so good... and he had such an incredible hunger... "Hurry up..." Kid breathed his words before hanging up. He had never felt such a hunger in his life...! What was that...? He was startled. He felt himself opening his mouth and showing those strange long teeth. No! No! Something like vampires did not exist! He was on a terrible horror trip… Kid buried his head between his knees and took a deep breath. Although he was so far away from the nightclub, he still believed he could hear that music. The pulsating life. ... The redhead sat up straight and put his fingers to his neck. He stiffened more and more. No... yes. He felt a pulse. But no pulse with which he should still be alive. A light thump. Very rare. As if his heart was pumping out of habit. Oh no, that was not true! He was wrong. That was because of these drugs, certainly...! The dizzy effect became weaker, he noticed it, they would soon stop...! Then his pulse would certainly feel normal again. Only now did Kid notice how torn his motorcycle gear was. Those clothes made of strong leather that she should protect him from serious accidents. He wanted to look at the wounds... but there was no wounds...! That... very calm... Law would explain it to him...! Law would be able to help him...! He had to come ...! In this moment Laws car drove up. Kid stood up and the world wavered. Although not as strong as before. Law stormed from the passenger side of the car and Kid saw, how many stones fell from his heart when he saw him. "Oh, thank heaven! Kid!" Law ran around the car and Kid reached out for him. Only marginally he noticed that Laws father stepped out from the driver's side. "Law...! Please help me...!" It only involved Law, who was running into his arms right now, holding him so tight that Kids' feet almost bucked. Law was there...! Now everything would be fine...! Everything would be fine again! Kid buried his face in the crook of Law neck, trembling like aspen leaves. "Everything is going to be okay, do you hear? It will be alright...!" Whereby the redhead barely heard Laws words. He could see his... he could see Law's veins. He saw them passing under his skin in a faint glow. Sawing in which direction it flowed. It looked so... so good...! His teeth bored into his lower lip. This beautiful fragrance... he... he needed it...! As if in a trance, Kid opened his mouth and felt nothing, except for that unending desire to get that blood...! At least until he was torn to the back of his hair. A hiss escaped Kids mouth. A hiss like he had heard it yesterday for the first time between... in this scene... and the next moment he felt the blade of a knife at his throat. "If you dare to touch my son, I will kill you here and now. No matter what relationship you had before!" Kid froze and he saw his father-in-law's face looking at him so coldly and even with hatred in his eyes. Something that made Kids stomach contract. Actually, he had always got along quite well with Law’s father. At least he thought. He felt the blade of the knife cut into his skin as he swallowed. "Stop it now!" Law's voice sounded. Angry, stern and this grabbed the hand of his father. Even if his evil eye now stroked Law. "Pull yourself together! You can see that they have transformed him! It would even be our duty to finish it right away. After all, he's already dead anyway. " What?! These words frightened the redhead immensely. Kid remembered how to free himself from such a grip. He grabbed his father-in-law's knife hand and pulled out with the other elbow. He rammed it with full force against his solar plexus, that he could not breathe for a moment. Like a echo, Lucio's words in Kids head remind him, that he was a little bit stronger than before. Kid almost got scared that he had broken his ribcage as he gasped. If he did not have other fears that took precedence. "I'm not dead! I'm standing right here! Law, what is all that about?! Why does your father want to kill me?! " Carefully, he went backwards, raising both hands in fighting stance. As much as Kid had doubted his heartbeat before, he now felt it strong in his chest. The red lines on Law’s skin became clearer. He saw them as clearly as if his body was yelling at him, that he should finally get the blood...! Law wavered before ignoring his father and walking slowly towards him. Hands raised, like someone who wanted to show him there were no weapons in them. Law was his boyfriend! His boyfriend! They shared everything! Why had his father...! "Kid, calm down. My father is just upset, he does not know what he's doing, right? We can do it all again. We two together. As always. I love you. You know that. " Laws words were so beautiful. So sweet, so wholesome, that Kid dropped his hands and instead felt his eyes wet. What happened here...? And why did he see his veins so clearly...? "I love you too. I just wanted to protect you. I only followed you because I wanted to help you. Someone threatened you... I wanted to save you ... " That was all too much. Way too much. Kid stood and cried before feeling like Law was hugging him. He put his face to his chest. Kid also pressed himself against Law. He buried his face in his hair and tried to calm down. Now that Law was there, everything would be fine again. "Oh Kid... you fool. And I wanted to protect you. " They were silent in the car. There were so many unanswered questions. So many things he did not understand. So many things that scared him. And yet they were silent. Laws father drove and Kid and Law were sitting together in the back seat. In the process, they could hardly say which of them clung to whom. Kid did not want to think about anything. Neither about what had been, nor about what would happen now. He did not even want to know, why they called Law witch all the time, or why they talked about being dead. He just wanted Law. Kid had closed his eyes as he pressed against him. Kid did not want to see the red lines. When he'd gone through the club, he had not seen a single line. Now that view became stronger and he could see even the smallest veins. No one had to explain to him what that meant. He was hungry. Something he wanted to think about even less! He tried to focus on Law. How it felt... how he smelled .... Oh no... no... Kid bit his lip when he realized that even Law's fragrance had changed. Well, or rather his nose. Law smelled exactly like before and yet another note was inside. Something... delicious. If the redhead was honest with himself, he also had to say, that even Law’s touch felt different. Law skin was hot. As hot and warm as if it had come from a steam bath. Which in turn could only be explained by the fact that he was freezing cold. Because his boyfriend was not the one who had changed. Oh no... "I love you." It was the voice of the black-haired who sounded very soft. A soft breath that let kids eyes open again. He raised his face and looked at him. With shimmering blue eyes, which made the redhead smile for the first time again. That was honest. Just honest and beautiful. "I love you too." Kid spoke his reply softly before Law leaned forward and kissed him. His lips were so warm, so sure, so infinitely familiar. A soft sigh escaped Kid as he put his fingers in Law's hair and on his cheek. He went through it and felt his heart pounding. There it was, the heartbeat. It still existed. Only weaker and quieter. A soft cooing escaped his boyfriend when he put his hands on his chest and opened his lips slightly. Kid gladly accepted the invitation and kissed Law deeper. Felt, as well as his tongue slid into his mouth... and then Law wince hard. Within half a second Law had leaned his head back and looked at him startled. Kid got scared as well. "Is everything okay...?" Quietly he put his words, while he felt very well as his father-in-law's eyes burned like fire on his neck. He had not bitten Law! Law just shook his head and tried a smile. Even if he swallowed it and clearly looked like there was nothing to smile about. "All right, darling. It's just your teeth... I did not even think about it… " Ah. Yes. When he woke up at the club, his teeth had somehow been smaller. Not so far out. They had not come so often against his lips. He just did not know how to do that on purpose... "Can you open your mouth?" For a few seconds they only looked at each other. Kid just did not know what to say. "If you want...?" His answer was almost questioning before he opened his mouth. As wide as if he were at the dentist. His lower lip was pleased that the pressure of the new teeth had disappeared. Law looked at them. Before Law did what Kid had done a few hours ago. He reached into his mouth with his fingers and began to pull on it. It did not hurt at all. Quite different than before with him. But Kid somehow made with open mouth to smile. They were already a special couple. Law was cute. "... next time we go to a Chinese restaurant, you will not need chopsticks anymore." He took his fingers out of his mouth and nodded, as if he had announced the wisdom of the day. Whereupon Kid stared at it... before he just started to laugh. Just as Law did. That was such a stupid, shallow joke and yet it was just in this field of rubble out of fear and chaos so funny and soothing. Just to be able to laugh! As the laughter faded, he realized that Law had tears in his eyes. He leaned over and kissed them away. With closed mouth, that Law no longer came into contact with the teeth. His father-in-law parked and Kid looked at the entrance to her apartment. He almost did not recognize their home. His eyes did not work as they did before. The colors were all different somehow and the play of light and shadow was difficult to classify. Kid did not let Law's hand go for a second. He held it tight as they approached their home. He should feel happy. He was back home. Now everything would clear up. But Kid was afraid. Especially as they approached the door and he could hear two hearts beat in it. He was overcome by a sudden dang. Suddenly Lucio's words did not seem so mocking. What if they decided not to let him live...? His eyes turned to the back, where Laws father closed the door behind them and then they silently went back to the living room. Kid worried the most, that Law was apparently even more nervous than he was. Whereupon the question of the why explained, when he saw Lamy and her boyfriend Felix in the living room, as they both leaned against the living room. He held... by God, truly a spear in his hand and carried quite careless a gun belt. Lamy and Felix had been damned frequent visitors. It had always been a nice, easygoing atmosphere. But now awaited Kid here only the deepest ice age. It was only Law's younger sister who broke away from the wall with a smile and walked towards them. "Oh Law, you're fine! I am happy!" As if they had not seen each other for years, Lamy hugged Law. Kid was getting dull for a while. This room... this pent-up air, with no windows open... it smelled so... so delicious...! He could here it ... that rush of blood... that pulsing... he smelled it...! Kids teeth drilled into his lower lip, his eyes only saw those red lines. Lamy's whole body was covered with it and Laws as well. His breathing grew heavier and he did not even notice the look of those blue eyes brushing against him. The next moment, Law's hand fell on Kids' nose. He pushed it shut. So suddenly and simply that Kid blinked at Law irritated. Especially when he realized that he was not looking for breath. ...he did not have to breathe...? "Darling, you are completely right. It smells in our apartment as if we would never air." The redhead blinked. The confusion crept back to him and Law took his finger back. Even if Kid did not continue breathing. His father-in-law opened a window with a small sound and the redhead felt scared. That could just have ended horribly. Law sat with Kid on the couch while Felix and Law's father stand still. Almost like guards who stalked a beast. But there was nobody here except him.  The black-haired beside him sighed and his fingers brushed his face. "Do not you want to ask me the many questions you need to have on your mind...?" His voice was very gentle. Usually flatter. Even if Kid only faced the two men facing him. They looked at him so... so hostile. "Yeah. Why are they looking at me in my own apartment as if I should not be here?" Kids voice was quiet, but it was enough for Lamy's boyfriend to turn his head to Kid. "Because you shouldn’t be here! Your body should be dead on the floor right now!" He shouted at him and came closer, whereupon Kid felt his heartbeat in his chest. Anger mingled with his trembling fear. He wasn’t dead! He got up in front of the couch and took a breath! He would not be treated like that in his own home! The re-breathing made his view flicker. This red...! From Kids throat came this strange hiss. This unnatural, strange sound and he was unaware of how much he was showing his teeth. "You asshole! Get out of my apartment! " He screamed his words as well, even when his head began to hum. No, not just the head. There was a pain in his whole body that made him grimace in pain. "Kid! What's wrong with you?" He clenched his own hands in his hair before Law was at his side. His eyes were full of concern. The redhead did not know what was wrong with him. He felt a throb in the whole body! A pain that made his mind sink down like a river. This strange hiss came more and more between his lips. "He is hungry. Otherwise young vampires get something to drink immediately after their resurrection. But it seems the vampires did not give Kid any blood." Almost as if in a dream, Kid thought of his father-in-law's words about the cocktail he'd just put aside. He wanted that... he wanted that...! He wanted that...! "Then the time has come for us to kill him!" Felix spoke coldly. Kid could not take it anymore. He raised his head and could not see anything but blood. He wanted it ...! He wanted it so much ...! Felix aimed at him with the spear. Meanwhile Kid, like a madman, was just ready to kill him for his blood! He needed it! "Law, no...!" Lamy's voice sounded. Short and choppy, before all three had disappeared. All at once he and Law were alone in the room. Only her smell betrayed that they had been there. With madness in his eyes, Kid looked at Law. The tattoo on the back of his hand lit up. This had made them disappear, as in the forest... "Law..." Kids voice sounded, but not like usual. No, he sounded desperate. Desperate, confused and like another. Law put his hands to his face and then pushed his head down. Right against the neck where this thick red wire ran. "Drink, Kid. It's okay. You know, I'm yours. " Kid wanted to protest! ...wanted to say no...! But he couldn’t. All by itself he opened his mouth and pushed those long, sharp fangs into Law’s neck. The black-haired man made a painful sound, but stopped when the Kid started to drink! And by God, that was the best thing Kid had ever drunk in life! His whole body seemed to scream with happiness and every flavor he had ever tasted in his life played out in a harmonic composition on his tongue! More more! He wanted more! Kid started to drink more and more greedily. The cool, wonderful blood! His senses laughed and screamed with joy! A rush came over him he had never felt in that form...! More! Slowly they went to the ground. Kid held Law's body to him and felt his fingers brush over him. At some point, his fingers brushed his face and tried to push it away. "Kid... now is enough..." On the edge of his consciousness, he heard the words, even if it took a few moments before they really got to him. He stopped drinking... and was terribly frightened. Carefully, he pulled out his teeth and licked away the blood that sank out of the wound. His hands began to shake as he realized how powerless Law hung in his arms. "Law...?" Fearful were his word and incidentally he realized that the red lines had disappeared from his eyes. Law put his hand on his cheek and made a sighing sound as he turned slightly and leaned against his chest while sitting. Now he sat half in his lap. Law looked pale and tired. But healthy, which made Kid exhale with relief. "Do you feel better now?" Him...? Yes. Indeed. He was fine. Even very good. He felt strong, healthy and fit as if he wanted to run a marathon. Law was now so sleepy in his arms. "Yeah... but Law... you just look really awful... it feels like I sucked you life to get it for me...” What a horrible, frightening thought! For a moment, Kid wished that Felix had killed him with the spear. But Law just smiled gently. "In the future you have to drink less. Just a few sips. So that you are fine and me too. We practice a little, yes? " Future...? Did he have to do that more often now ...? He did not want to... he did not want to hurt Law...! "But... I never want to do that anymore.” At his words, Law smiled sadly at him.

They sat there for a long time. Law began to talk. From another world. From their true world. There were witches. True witches who could do magic only with their will. Only dependent on their specialization. It was innate, like everything else. Law's craft was manipulating the space. Kid thought this was very impressive. Only... they've been together for so long. Why had Law never thought it would be necessary to tell him about it? Witches had been just like humans. Their origin was due to evolution. On some point the witches had become reckless in their sheer limitless power. They had tried to create immortality. They tested several spells that they collectively tried out on innocent people. Of course, not on themselves. There were years of failures. No witch seemed able to do that. At least until an attempt succeeded. A human died of the spell. However, he awoke exactly 24 hours later to new life. The witches, who had already given up the human, realize their success much later. They found a trail of bloodless corpses, which had created their new nature. Not only this. Within a day, the first vampire had created seven more of his kind, and when they resurrected one day later, he was commissioned them to continue and to spread it! What the witches had created was not immortality. It had been a curse that spread like a plague. The vampires were stronger, more enduring and overpowering than anything that has been created so far. With beings who had defied death and therefore could no longer be killed. Vampires. They had only one weakness. The sun. Her body, haunted and amplified by the curse, was unable to withstand the intensity of sunlight. Moonlight was weaker, that was bearable. Behind thick clothes, that their skin could not shed light, they could walk underground at day. But they were not free. The sunlight was not a quick death. It was a slow and painful death. The sun would burn the skin down to the bone. Kid swallowed. He swallowed while Law's head lay on his lap and he was looking in another direction. Into the distance. "Does that mean... that I really died...?" His voice was flat, frightened, anxious. Whereupon Law opened his eyes and looked at him. "Yes. Died and rose again. " Something in Kid collapsed. That could not be. That just could not be true... Law swallowed as well, before he looked in another direction. "That will never affect our relationship.” Law's words sounded strong and secure. But kid could not say anything. He had to process that first. The black-haired man sighed briefly before he just continued to tell "After the failure of the vampires, the witches no longer wanted to achieve immortality. No. In their stupid, evil arrogance, they had to destroy the vampires, which were clearly too powerful for them. They did not want to do it themselves. For a long time they had the plan to subjugate the humanity. Figuratively speaking, turn them into lap dogs. These would then take care of the dead creatures for them. So..." Law sighed and Kid stroked his hair as he nibbled on his lower lip. His fangs were again... somehow, retracted.  "So they used their magic to turn a whole city of people into what we now call werewolves. They practiced the magic at full moon. Several witches let their magic melt into a great spell. They really managed to turn people into wolves. In big wolves, who fell into the bloody frenzy. As a gigantic pack they started to run into the forest and destroy everything that came too close to them. However, this magic went also wrong. The werewolves were not obedient to the witches. The magic was too powerful. Powerful, as her own. …not as powerful as the curse of the vampires, but still powerful. The vampires quickly realized, that they could control a werewolf after drinking their blood. That was because her curse was more powerful, yet related to the werewolves' curse. In the end the witches had done nothing but strengthen their own enemy." An almost derogatory sound came over his boyfriend's lips. Kid wanted to say something. But what…? Then there were even werewolves ... That was absurd! That sounded more like a children's fairy tale!! So far he has never seen a vampire or werewolf running around! Oh well... and yet he had just drank Law's blood. "Actually, it still was not over. It was a single witch who created another folk. A truly powerful witch, after the pursuit of perfection. She created the elves. Beings that resembled people in appearance, but without their mistakes. They were perfect from the little toe to the last strand of hair. Their beauty is so breathtaking that people fall victim to it in droves. The elves also have some kind of power over Mother Nature. They can influence their environment in amazing ways. Some of our celebrities are elves. However, even these creatures were not perfect. The witch has gone to a lot of trouble with the appearance of the elves. But she had completely forgotten to give them a soul. Elves are soulless and thus have neither morals nor conscience. What makes them unspeakably dangerous. What counts as the greatest crime in our lives does not cause them any guilt. They can kill, rape or mentally destroy them without causing them any nagging. " Kid smoothed Law's black hair back before he could not help but say: “… you witches have done some terrible bullshit...” In his comment, the black-haired chuckled before he looked at him. Slowly, his face also looked more colorful and the latter reached out to run his fingers over his cheek. "Oh yeah. That's why the witches are doing everything they can to turn that crap back. " The black-haired man told him how he had been trained since childhood. Train to kill those damned beings and use their magic to make up for the mistakes of their ancestors. It had worked better in the past. In less than an hour, those who were in close range would have been done. However, those creatures had now learned that there were witches in the area. That's why they are more attentive than ever. Kid eventually stopped listening. Now that he had heard all this, he just wanted to know one more thing. "Why did you never tell me about it? Do you know what I thought? I thought you were cheating on me. And then, when you came home more and more wounded, I thought someone was threatening you. That you are in trouble...! " The redhead could not help it. He got mad. Anger rose from his voice and his eyes sparkled. Years of lies! Whereupon Law sat down and sat opposite him. His blue eyes looked at him in remorse. "My family has told me that I should not tell you anything... that I should not share such secrets with a normal human... and... and I was afraid that you would leave me if you knew it.” Full of guilt and remorse Law spoke his words and suddenly the redhead could see how much he suffered. How much Law blamed himself for what had happened. How much he wished to be able to undo everything. Kid did not want it, but he still felt so terribly angry. "Don’t you trust me?! I went there with the certainty that I would give my life for you! " His words were louder than he wanted and he saw Law flinch, but did not Law see what had become of the lie?! He... he had turned into a monster! In a dead monster! "It... I'm sorry..." Law breathed his words softly on him, even when Kid was seized by a panic that made him stand up. "Does that mean... does that mean I'm not getting older anymore? And... I can’t get out any more?! How should I go to work? I studied for years to finally work as an engineer! That's what I always wanted after the military!" Kid buried his hands in his hair and began to walk around the apartment. He was only marginally aware of how Law got up and followed him anxiously. "I don’t want that! …what I did to you, drink your blood... I never want to do that again! Suddenly I can’t just be ... no human ..." His last words were quieter. Toneless, as he stopped outside the window and watched the sun rise. "Is there a cure...?" Kid knew the answer even before Law snuggled against him from behind. His body against his larger, that he could feel Laws heartbeat to himself. How could you make something dead alive...? "No..." The sun stretched its rays across the sky and Kids' golden eyes watched as they reached their window. Crawled in and began tickling his skin. Kid watched his hand. Watched as she began to turn reddish in seconds. He also watched as his skin began to blister, leaving bare, bloody spots where they once were. Black blood, mind you. Inwardly he screamed in pain. Outwardly Kid stood still and could not understand. He could not believe what he had become. ...he died. And yet he stood here... "KID! Go away! " He heard Laws startled voice and felt him grab his arm and pull him backwards. As far back, until the sun could not reach him. Law looked at him in alarm before he came to the windows and lowered the shutters. However, the redhead walked out of the living room into the windowless corridor and there to the dresser. There was a large mirror in which he looked at himself. His face was as cracked as his hand, though it reassembled before his eyes. New skin crawled on the holes and within seconds he was completely healed. Even if Kid barely recognized himself. That was him, without question. But maybe it was because of his altered vision... maybe. Kid was even paler the before and there was a new sparkle in his eyes. One that he had never seen before. With a sudden hate, he opened his mouth and hissed at himself. He looked at those long, sharp teeth and suddenly knew why Law had flinched so much when they kissed. Just looking at this teeth triggered a feeling of anxiety in him. So that's what he became. A monster.

written by Shadcatmastered

-I’m sorry for mistakes. English is not my native language.-

[heathenwrought]

craig  labonair  ,  OFFICIALLY  the  labonair  with  the  best  hair  .  chrissy  approved  . 

[paintingraves]

PSA

I FINALLY HAVE A KO-FI PAGE ! 

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[appxssionato]

                   He could tell he was MAD and at the same time he was NERVOUS too. He didn’t want him to be angry at all and the only reason he didn’t tell him beforehand was because of this same reason, he didn’t want him to FREAK OUT. Yet this was his fault because he KNEW he had to say something before going and act IMPULSIVELY. But it was mostly because of his INSCTIC. He was sure Shining already knew and by seeing him was enough to make him want to go and tell him. Still he didn’t know how to react, he wasn’t good when Masato was mad bcuse he knew the CONSEQUENCES of it, the last thing he wanted to do was to mess with his mood or even make him angry again. It felt like a DEJA-VÚ, something that honestly scared him as they seriously havent fought in such a long time. 

                          The ginger startled when he moved from his hold, feeling a little HEARTBROKEN but knowing that it was indeed his fault for not even notify him first. His heart was beating faster but not in the way it usually did, it was like before, when he realized he was just messing with his patience. “Masato, wait... I can explain.” He said before gulping, not daring to look at him as his eyes were gazing at the ground. He just lost his trust, right? He wanted to REASSURE him that everything was okay but right now he couldnt even articulate the right words. Sighing deeply, he grabbed his wrists softly and pulled him closer.

                   “I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want you to get mad, though it seems I was wrong by doing that in first place. I’m sorry, I won’t do it again. Well obviously there won’t be a second time but I’m really sorry I didn’t tell you before doing it. He knew from the start, he was just waiting for one of us to come and say the truth but overall... he doesn’t really mind. He is okay with us.” He lured him towards his body, grabbing his waist again and burying his head against his shoulder. “Forgive me, Masato. It was stupid on my part for not telling you first but...  We have his permission, we don’t have to worry about it anymore.” // @seixn​ | x