i think enough time has passed i can finally post these. big ol artdump of my old friend george ginga. mindless doodling and coping and more mindless doodling. ill miss him #forever
I'm not sry for going a little unhinged over the cut RWBY V9 epilogue [lighthearted], especially over Qrow. You don't know how much it means to me that he's ok. He is my ultimate blorbo. I was so scared that he was gonna spiral into severe depression and alcoholism and it was gonna destroy me bcus of my hyperempathy for him. Instead I get destroyed by how pleasantly surprised I am that he's actually trying so hard to hope
He's still carrying his losses and things are pretty bad but he's *trying*, he's trying so hard to see the good in things, he has a support system that he can count on and is working to support others
And compare this to how Qrow used to be, the lone wolf who isolated himself from others bcus he was so scared of hurting them with his Semblance, who drank his troubles away no matter how much it hurt himself or those who loved him, who has experienced sm trauma and pain and loss throughout his life and recently... and he's *grown*. He's grown and changed sm and he's trying so so hard
Qrow is a character who means a lot to me (for reasons I can neither understand nor articulate). And to see how he's grown and changed and how he *wants* to hope no matter how hard it is makes me so so *so* proud of him
He hesitated as the child below him smiled and reached up. His claws rested right above its head and yet it looked delighted to see him. Did it not realize the danger it was in? It grabbed his fur and giggled.
"Puppy!"
...if he was asked, he was simply raising it up to help him infiltrate human settlements better.
see, as mira's #1 fan I think I should be very pumped to see her again this chapter...and I am but... while everyone is going insane over whether gun or johan's gonna die or johan's ending or whatever, I'm over here feeling underwhelmed by mira's reappearance and her reuniting with johan. i imagined it being more grandiose... and you know... mira getting more than 2 panels? especially with how traumatic their last time together was for BOTH JOHAN AND MIRA.
but alas, every scene mira is in has to be about a man in her life. if not zack then johan. I have accepted that mira is just not important to the plot on her own and I should stop dreaming of the day PTJ gives her depth (lies, I will continue to imagine her in the most poetic lookism spin-off about her and other lookism girls)
Came for the absolutely wonderful writing and over all vibes your Lu put out there, and stayed because of the friend I made along the way. You've been wonderful to talk to and I am glad I met you
I was reminiscing on being a weird little girl and it’s like. In retrospect everything is so embarrassingly hauntingly obvious. the autism was palpable. I love thinking back to my childhood obsessions — animals, especially bugs (catch all for land inverts and all insects) and herps, bionicle, writing scarred muscled lizard guys, and later district 9 and the alien-predator universe — and then looking at myself now and it’s like ohhhh you’re a pupa for a gay manlet, eccentric short blonde girl. I’m really glad I didn’t get too caught up in trying to behave like a “normal” girl. I was pretty unfettered in my expression! the perks of autistic obliviousness.