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septimus-heap · 1 month

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Okay so why am I suicidal today

#sep talks #(having some difficulties in college and well it is not a good feeling)#(I just don't know if it's worthy of 'damn time to kms i guess'#)

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vwhi · 2 months

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#if my hometown had this astronomical clock tower id never shut up about it #my hometown has a giga gold leaved statue of mary tower that can be seen from kms away #is that boast worthy

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alienboyss · 2 months

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got ice cream and im allergic to it fuck my life

#sinth #not worthy of a kms joke but i feel it

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dekarios · 2 months

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i’m starting to get those bad isolation feelings again

#fray.txt #feeling like i’m a bad friend or just not good enough to be worthy of my friends so i should. leave #god i hate when this happens. kms

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tamagotchikgs · 10 days

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i could b so happy right now if it weren’t 4 my own evil thoughts about myself huh

#just had that realization #literally . everything is ok. i am . i am the only problem #right now somehow everything is fine except for me #but my low selfesteem n need to lean into it is just !!! fuckn me up!!!#it feels like if i don’t let it win then someone else will #bad things will happen if i dont tell myself i am the worst & most unlovable & useless person and i need to kms everyday at least 5 times #if i don’t tell myself that im not worthy or enough 4 them then they will #& im too scared of that

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teletyped · 26 days

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when are we going to talk about the sexualization of butches also being incredibly ableist.....

#text #''oh only MANUAL LABOR butches are HOT and deemed worthy of the butch label'' what if i kms in front of you changing the trajectory #of your life forever

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peniscat · 9 months

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haven't felt like shit in a while but it's nice to know i haven't lost the skill ✌️

#the usual combo of stress loneliness and the unbearable sensation of feeling like i'm not worthy of anything will do the trick #also i constantly feel like i'm wasting my life and that's the thing i'm the most afraid of. yet do i do anything about it???? no!!!#thank u constant anxiety #this post is also sponsored by the shitty fact that 2/4 of my friends moved away and the remaining two started dating each other #i am annoyed and also so desperately jealous whenever i see them i need to kms #not bc of either of them. it's just the being in a relationship part and seeing them be like that. me and who????? me and who when???????#i'm so tired of being me. could i please be someone else i'm sure that would be nicer #sorry for complaining but there is no better place to share my feelings than to 1.5k people on a semi-public platform

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akunemayo · 11 months

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i’ve literally been so upset at xo, kitty for days

because it’s the cringey whitewashed koreaboo version of a kdrama like it fucks up representing korean culture and language so bad that watching it makes me want to rip out my eardrums

but people still think it’s so cool and it’s really popular and it’s like,,, man. they really did that. they really represented korean society in the most inauthentic, wish version, whitewashed way possible. and people are fucking eating it up.

Lowkey pissed at the disrespect to my culture and language (chinguseok, anyone? go fuck yourself.) and the fact that very few people seem to recognize that it’s not an accurate portrayal at all.

#source: i am first generation immigrant korean #this show makes me want to empty a full clip into my skull i swear #a NETFLIX show #A POPULAR FAMOUS SHOW WITH BUDGET THAT WENT INTO IT #and THEY ARE PRONOUNCING KOREAN LIKE A WHITE LADY WHO JUST LOGGED 20 MINUTES ON DUOLINGO #like there is this one clip i saw #where kitty bumps into a girl and goes 'omg so sorry my fault' and the girl says in the worst possible whitest accent ever #'gaeynchayenhaeyo' like GIRL. that made me want to kms. and then she BOWED at kitty?#not only is that korean pronunciation murder worthy #koreans dont do that #they dont randomly use honorifics and bow at people in the street #koreans dont give an f man if you're walking around in pangyo and you bump into someone and say sorry #theyll like nod and walk away #literally so annoyed #cause this is just a White Person going like o koreans famous and then doing a really really poor representation of them #and honestly who's surprised at netflix #but people got mad about cleopatra!#very few people are mad at this #pissed

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kissedaconstellation · 4 months

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12/16/23 Saturday

I don't know how to start or how to organize this one.

I'm so exhausted from today. So many things happened that are forcing me to think and process, which I was not prepared to do today.

I really miss my dad, for one. Whatever the hell that means. I miss home. Whatever the hell that is.

[redacted] prays like my dad. Freely, with his arms outstretched. The same way he loves.

Human connection ran rampant today, which is both very fulfilling and horribly tiring. But I don't get the privilege of being disillusioned.

Anyways, I came home very stressed, the pit in my abdomen deep as ever. I cleaned my way through it, though. The more productive I am now, the more relaxed I get to be later, obviously. Either way, I'd be able to go smoke with [girlfriend] after I was done. That was my light at the end of the tunnel. [girlfriend] has said she'd go with me, multiple times. I even thanked her for it. She's very considerate.

Until I was ready to leave and she changed her mind.

That was the trigger.

"It's okay," I said with a smile, I always do.

And immediately left to have my crying session on the living room floor, like I always do.

Obviously, this meant that [girlfriend] doesn't give a shit about me. She couldn't even sweep the floors so I could mop, like I had asked her, even though she knew I was exhausted, she knew. She told me she would, just like she told me she'd go with me.

And my tears didn't show on the freshly wet floor.

Clearly, I'm insane. [girlfriend] loves me. She takes care of me, when she can.

But sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who makes sacrifices. I'm the only one who continues to love, even when I'm exhausted.

I need to pay more attention to myself, though, to see if that's even true.

TLDR; I definitely have BPD. My ups and downs are vert situational and always have a specific trigger. Today's trigger was [girlfriend] not going to smoke with me. I was able to self-regulate by letting myself cry/feel, box breathing, journaling, and after this, I'm gonna take a warm bath.

Wishing tomorrow me all the luck in the world. Don't stress. It's gonna be okay.

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silenthillbunni · 6 months

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#now my least favorite day has started .... >.<#i normally dislike my birthdays but this one... this one is rough. more than any before #and ofc i got to start this shitty day with a headache :D so idk how well i'll sleep #i just hate hate my birthday so much. there's nothing abt me being born that is worthy to celebrate #and ngl.. it hurts that im not important to anyone. no one to congratulate me.. my sisters wont. no family or relatives.. no friends #like i dont even exist. my mom hasnt even said anything yet #tho i lowkey hope she'll forget abt it bc i dont wanna think abt it. i hate this day. why was i born lol #and i am extra dramatic abt this i think bc i have never been allowed to think that my birthday matters or that this is a special day #everyone have always shown me how little i matter and how much they do not care abt me. or my birthday lmao #like im selfish and demanding if i even wish for just one congrats. im not allowed to want to feel special or cared for #so thats why im extra emo abt it lol. T-T #i just cant help but feel soooo fkn bad rn but i have no one to talk to or distract myself abt it #my mom wanted to watch tv and have it be quiet. it is night now i get it. but i feel so so alone #nd worthless and useless and uloved. i dont matter i dont matter i know! but i wish i did. i rlly wish that i mattered...#anyway... gnna try not to kms today. life goes on. even if it all fkn sucks and i never get to feel happy fkn ever

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waitingforminjae · 2 years

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i’ve seen the greatest actors of my generation wasted away in the worst shows you’ve ever seen

#btw i rewatched and made this in between rewatching scenes from flower of evil and vincenzo #build rlly giving a baeksang worthy performance in this god awful show. when exo-s-victory-lap said he invents his own cues. literally #videos #f: kinnporsche #p: build jakapan #this is literally one of the finest performances i've ever seen. i'm gonna kms MAN WHAT R U DOING HERE (BLS)

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a-dotrivenitupontop · 10 months

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ngl “this author has a bachelor in literature and taught high school english for ten years. their debut novel was first published at the age of 34. their second novel is expected sometime in the next fifteen years” is usually so much better than “this 14 year old wrote harry styles fanfic and changed the names for publication. let’s all congratulate them for doing that so young.”

#like not to put down teenage writers or fanfic writers (that would be hypocritical!)#but goddamn i would so much rather enter a library and find works by authors with experience and wisdom of their age #than live in a society where something is deemed worthy only because it was made quickly and by a young person #not even in a “ur only smart if you go to uni” way because that’s a stupid elitist and frankly wrong opinion #and im not saying having a published work as a teen isn’t an incredible feat (the dedication!! i am a little jealous..)#but can publishers maybe stop acting like this wattpad fic is going to revolutionise literature and must be an official book immediately #k thanks <3 #i feel like someone is going to misinterpret this post and tell me to kms on anon..

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navysealt4t · 11 months

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killing myself.

#sorry. don’t usually make kms jokes #but god damn this song is worthy of one #stares at my weird thoughts in religion and my queerness. why are they looking at me like that #i’m dragged into the trenches

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sleaterkinnie · 1 year

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the haunting smell of ashtray remains dumped in the trash can

#ANYONE ELSE #that shit is so foul and gag worthy ugh #when you open the trash can and get a whiff of that ashtray . kms

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boosterthisgold · 2 years

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I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself right here right now I'm gonna jump off of somewhere I'm gonna kill myself

(Not srs)

#tw repeating #tw suicide #tw vent #what did did dkenekdkenekwndkenekdkenekwndbdkenekdkenekwndkenekdkenekwndbdxzh2nudkenekdkenekwndkenekdkenekwndbdkenekdkenekwndkenekdkenekwnd #WHAY DID I DO #IM GONNA START CRYING #the past two days have been like not bad for us but not good and now im thinking he wants to leave me bc #i didnt kiss right fucking kill me shoot me i want to killl myself #i have extreme bpd u cant do this shit to me #and he wint reply bc je is asleep #usually we. sent hearts to eachother all the time and. whay. dehqgd whay dd i do im gonna actually kms #when ur fp makes u suicidal at 2 in the morning 🥰👍#i cant take this shit #tw death #my friend just died. he doesn't know that. but. im. imf e jjdnejjjdnejwwn #i woukd love it if i didnt have to deal w grief AND my boyfriend beijg a bitch in the same week thanks #he communicates directly. he said something i do that annoyed him and i will stop doing it.#but whay else. what djd i do. we had a not so good convo before that sure but. nothing worthy of thag #i cant do this shit. lol. lol lol lol lol if i dont relapse tonight im gonna be sooo shocked #4 hours more to go before he wakes up and potentially replies to me lollolololololololol #i wont hang out w him today bc. he hherhejwje bc i have to be w my friend but if i see him at scschool today and he is a bitch i will #postpone tto talk to him bc. wjat fid i do. yesterday he was like feeling bad in the morning then later he started kissing and hugging me #and it seemed fine?? i thought everythinh cooled down??? so before bed all i was thinking was how im gonna go early in the #morning to go see him bc he goes to school 30 minutes earlier i thought it was all chill??? what happened #if it was a joke how is it funny. he knows jow much anxiety i have over him being mad at me. he KNOWS that. i ask every 5 seconds #and he says he has no issue w it. so this isnt a joke.#help. ihfdzxgjvkitdvnjkjgcffyiojbvhjjjjihfxzzdd #oh great now im crying.

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secundus-cinaedus · 15 days

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lots of people in that thread are saying massachusetts and i just need to say that is a completely shit false opinion

#MAYBE the cape. but 90% of mass is kms worthy #щ #twt

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